Disturbing Footage Of A Player Who Doesn't Exist

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13 күн бұрын

Playing Minecraft with your friends is a lot of fun and is very memorable, but one day a player who thought he was playing Minecraft with his friends wasn't actually playing with them, in fact the friend they believed to be playing with wasn't real and slowly throughout the series AlexSpeaks finds out that this might be the case for him.
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@chaken6187
@chaken6187 8 күн бұрын
“Disturbing footage” my ass, this is sad and wholesome asf.
@hyperd7127
@hyperd7127 7 күн бұрын
lmao
@user-ry9yc4wk3j
@user-ry9yc4wk3j 7 күн бұрын
Tru
@St4rr_core
@St4rr_core 7 күн бұрын
fr
@Undertale_fan2
@Undertale_fan2 7 күн бұрын
True
@dizo-jp2td
@dizo-jp2td 7 күн бұрын
God loves u all
@BoatFlyer
@BoatFlyer 10 күн бұрын
I sure do love being really immersed in the story and then out of nowhere, a Despicable Me 4 ad pops out of nowhere and genuinely scares me.
@abieunderplays2236
@abieunderplays2236 9 күн бұрын
lol
@Wassermelonenkatzeder8
@Wassermelonenkatzeder8 9 күн бұрын
I got an ad about p-07n😭
@lol_idkwhat
@lol_idkwhat 9 күн бұрын
@@Wassermelonenkatzeder8 EXCUSE ME!!!?!?! 💀😢
@WardianPurpur29
@WardianPurpur29 9 күн бұрын
@@Wassermelonenkatzeder8WHATTT 💀💀💀🖐️🖐️
@gilly68g
@gilly68g 9 күн бұрын
@@Wassermelonenkatzeder8WHAT😰
@hourglass-pastor
@hourglass-pastor 5 күн бұрын
"what if something you thought was your best friend was never real" literally just schizophrenia 💀
@clarkkaizenlim898
@clarkkaizenlim898 3 күн бұрын
Oh yeah💀
@1QuadrillionTile
@1QuadrillionTile 3 күн бұрын
FR💀
@mightytheknight2878
@mightytheknight2878 2 күн бұрын
Maybe he was real, basing on the first episode of doom and gloom, maybe he is his old friend gone to a better life.
@KGcr1s
@KGcr1s Күн бұрын
'I'm Omar and I'm schizophrenic'
@nigeldalesevilla3093
@nigeldalesevilla3093 Күн бұрын
Its not if it is explain why we saw the friend.
@ToriTilla
@ToriTilla 4 күн бұрын
I def feel like Matthew was what the player imagined as his old friends. he was lonely and he missed his old friends along with, obviously, not having any after moving. So, he manifested his friends back. Now, the reason I feel like it was his "old friends" was because Matthew knew that he stopped talking to them, at the end, when he meets Donny, the player is starting to forget Matthew since there's no use for him anymore and he started finding happiness. You can also see that he regrets his past because he types "do you ever wish you could've seen the future?" it shows that he regrets not speaking to his friends and wishes he could go back because he never knew he was going to move. at the end, the sign read: "dear friend, I can be better this time, goodbye." was a sign of grief and regret for ignoring and not talking to his old friends. It's basically a "it's hard to treasure what you have until you don't have it anymore." type situation. At the end, he moved on from his past and his old friends, accepting that they are gone and forgiving himself from his mistake and not doing it again. very sad and wholesome story, i did cry 😿😿
@MowzieDrawz_
@MowzieDrawz_ Күн бұрын
Bro is a poetrist
@nigeldalesevilla3093
@nigeldalesevilla3093 Күн бұрын
Yeah and its like a imaginary old friend trying there best to give his friend a new friend to help them move on...
@Mopiwiw
@Mopiwiw 11 күн бұрын
Schizophrenia lore
@H3ndr1x
@H3ndr1x 11 күн бұрын
this is exactly what I was thinking of the entire time😭😭😭😭
@Cu-Copper
@Cu-Copper 11 күн бұрын
Same XD​@@H3ndr1x
@Greg645
@Greg645 11 күн бұрын
I was thinking that too
@pou-c
@pou-c 11 күн бұрын
this comment reminded me of that one photo of Blackbeard writing. (one piece)
@-Trin-Cacau
@-Trin-Cacau 11 күн бұрын
Peacekepper 2 is the schizophrenia arc music 🔥🔥
@vintiru9310
@vintiru9310 10 күн бұрын
Matthew is a friend that passed away, and blokwinz feels remorse because the last thing they did was argue over that house. That's their last memory, and they beat themselves up over it. That's how I see it. After all, the tribute to his friend that he wrote at the end really carries the feeling of saying goodbye to somebody you lost rather than some imaginary friend or somebody he just moved away from on bad terms. Matthew also telling him to "be nicer" and such, he's likely blaming himself for the last interaction of his friend alive going that way.
@mysticautistictheidiot
@mysticautistictheidiot 9 күн бұрын
that could explain all the death talk at the beginning!
@yaboifarid5134
@yaboifarid5134 9 күн бұрын
ok, but how can the viewer see him?
@NostalgicOccultist
@NostalgicOccultist 9 күн бұрын
@@yaboifarid5134 Because the story requires it, the narrative doesn't work as well otherwise
@Evander_Infected
@Evander_Infected 9 күн бұрын
@@yaboifarid5134bro doesn’t understand representation 💀
@Envexor
@Envexor 9 күн бұрын
@@Evander_Infected yeah, and maybe the reason we have a POV of nulla is its like him move on and find new people after moving
@SanicAdventure
@SanicAdventure 5 күн бұрын
Matthew was there as an imaginary friend and wanted to comfort the player we watch and help him make friends so when the player actually makes a friend sith Donny, Matthew isn't needed anymore and he fades away. This is such a wholesome arg❤
@raxebee
@raxebee Күн бұрын
But it's minecraft not a realife or its just a play
@PurpleHead0
@PurpleHead0 Күн бұрын
​@@raxebeebut did you learn something?
@raxebee
@raxebee Күн бұрын
@@PurpleHead0 there was nothing to learn because everything happened to him happen to me at the past years
@raxebee
@raxebee Күн бұрын
@@PurpleHead0 I do relate that but I don't find anything to learn from it as it always happens to me
@user-ie2mf1xg5h
@user-ie2mf1xg5h 3 күн бұрын
That first video literally almost made me cry. I'm a military child so moving is far from alien for me; I've moved 8 times in 14 years. Although, this last move (A little less than a year ago) was pretty rough. We gave away all three of our pets, and I lost the whole group of friends I had, even the online ones. All of that was in just less than 2 short weeks.
@Fyouandthehorseyourodeinon
@Fyouandthehorseyourodeinon 3 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry. I hope everything gets better soon bc I promise you some day things will ❤
@user-ie2mf1xg5h
@user-ie2mf1xg5h 3 күн бұрын
This series does a good job of showing the remorse of pushing friends away and ending on a bad note. I hope anybody who needs to will find their Donny.
@helplessnarwhal3722
@helplessnarwhal3722 17 сағат бұрын
I’m so sorry :c do you ever want to play Minecraft together
@cedricqueck
@cedricqueck 11 күн бұрын
Tbh, this isn't a scary story at all, I find it rather sad. The fact that the player introduced himself to a friend to make him feel better and have more motivation to make friends and then he made a friend and matthew then leaves. Edit: Im so happy? Im not gonna reply to any comment btw.
@cuckmeister3193
@cuckmeister3193 11 күн бұрын
hes just a schizophrenic guy
@user-tp2fu1hk9w
@user-tp2fu1hk9w 11 күн бұрын
Greif stages?
@Voidflyssa
@Voidflyssa 11 күн бұрын
My theory is that matthew was lagging really badly and kept on getting rubber banded 😂
@supermagician874
@supermagician874 10 күн бұрын
⁠@@Voidflyssa so matthew is liveing in north Korea?
@Voidflyssa
@Voidflyssa 10 күн бұрын
@@supermagician874 Matthew is roshambo
@ItsPansy
@ItsPansy 11 күн бұрын
to me, this just feels like a representation of social anxiety. donny makes "blokwinz" comfortable so it slowly fades away. that would explain the "be more friendly" messages that matthew whispered to them. also, matthew mentionned how scared the guy was about confronting their old friends.
@Sir_Pentious1
@Sir_Pentious1 11 күн бұрын
hes skizo
@onyx_alagasia
@onyx_alagasia 11 күн бұрын
For sure! The fact that his response to strange things in the game is assuming someone is trying to hurt him and building a bunker are more examples.
@raheeshmakanbakso
@raheeshmakanbakso 11 күн бұрын
why matthew dont grant achievment??????
@Buggy_shark
@Buggy_shark 11 күн бұрын
honestly I like that. mostly because as far as I see, every time Nlokwinz talks about something positive Mathew disappears. and when Mathew disappears it could mean that Blokwinz is finding comfort or more happiness. Mathew acts like a subcountious for The player, he acts like a lil oice in his head, not a mean on, but a comforting one, it's like the thoughts of him that he refuses are himself, Find_Nulla acts like the memories and thoughts people hide away and block out in the mind. is like if that makes sense If it doesn't sorry. it's honestly cool, this video is cool.
@shadowpaw4489
@shadowpaw4489 11 күн бұрын
Agreed Honestly its heart warming becouse i conect with it
@tobinelder8340
@tobinelder8340 4 күн бұрын
This is a really cool story of remembering and making sense of your past. Its interesting to see the player coping with his past then making good of his problems in a healthy way. People could definitely learn from these videos. They teach a lot about trauma and difficulty coping. Especially the one moment where the player directly says "no" to being kind
@comatoast7030
@comatoast7030 4 күн бұрын
I love this. It's a great representation of the anxiety of moving away and making new friends, feeling like you have no one so you make up someone, or maybe reimagining a friend you lost, either from just not being friends anymore or from death
@YUNGSUNGAMING-rm4de
@YUNGSUNGAMING-rm4de 11 күн бұрын
the entity feels bad for him. so he tries to keep him company.
@Blackscreenie
@Blackscreenie 11 күн бұрын
Never seen an entity like that
@TheMrRedSlime-ep7vl
@TheMrRedSlime-ep7vl 11 күн бұрын
Makes sense
@cuckmeister3193
@cuckmeister3193 11 күн бұрын
no, hes just schizophrenic
@H20Gamerry
@H20Gamerry 11 күн бұрын
You can't hurt a person, if that person is already hurt
@immtnn8622
@immtnn8622 11 күн бұрын
Herobrine the good ending
@deadlyyritual
@deadlyyritual 6 күн бұрын
Another thing I noticed at <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1369">22:49</a>, in the players POV, Nulla says the quote. In his friends POV, the player says the quote instead. I think that Matthew could also be himself. It could also explain why Matthew is seemingly trying to help, the player is trying to help himself get over the moving. Another thing it explains, is Matthew answering for the Player and comforting him. He’s just talking to himself like you said. Trying to make himself feel better. Like Matthew is himself, trying to make him look at the brighter side.
@jason13gaming
@jason13gaming 6 күн бұрын
exactly. Matthew is a the internal monologue / intrusive thoughts of alex in a sense
@Winter-fn5di
@Winter-fn5di 5 күн бұрын
I suspected it throughout the video and noticed it too…
@blaizegottman4139
@blaizegottman4139 4 күн бұрын
That Will mess with your mind
@HokanaSan
@HokanaSan 4 күн бұрын
Maybe also explains why he has the footage of Matthews pov
@ddlord1472
@ddlord1472 4 күн бұрын
I was actually thinking this this but he also doesn't respond to the messages I think he's half dreaming which they were talking about earlier he's talking to his subconscious
@z.i.r.x6961
@z.i.r.x6961 5 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="794">13:14</a> mathew just appeared out of nowhere when the lighting struck but a few seconds later he appeared in the house
@raxebee
@raxebee Күн бұрын
Imposters
@JOSWAEDITZOFFICIAL-mrnull007
@JOSWAEDITZOFFICIAL-mrnull007 8 сағат бұрын
yes 😮
@vitamin_fish.
@vitamin_fish. 5 күн бұрын
And the feeling of watching this video really brought me somewhere. It's relatable. All of these theories in the comments, from Matthew's death to the player having previously moved away, you do wish you could turn back time. See the future. And maybe put a stop to it. It makes sense, and I understand it. Losing my friend, I wish I could have been closer to,, moving away from my home, I'm not going back. All of these are portrayed so perfectly, each individual emotion of denial, sadness, anger, and comfort. Yeah, this channel might be made for content purposes, but it still genuinely touches me. Good job.
@Blitzuro
@Blitzuro 11 күн бұрын
The Donny Darko name is a reference and hint to the fact Matthew does not exist, because in the movie Donnie Darko the guy is friends with someone in his head who does not exist
@seanrrr
@seanrrr 11 күн бұрын
Clever!
@SirChecken
@SirChecken 11 күн бұрын
Woahh genius
@stashered
@stashered 11 күн бұрын
only real ones new the reference
@Anoman33
@Anoman33 11 күн бұрын
I was about to comment that, but you took advantage
@thatbichbrothaosas7087
@thatbichbrothaosas7087 10 күн бұрын
But frank was real he was the manipulate d dead who went back in time to help donnie
@Marvel-Multiverse-xq3hs
@Marvel-Multiverse-xq3hs 6 күн бұрын
Mathew was fading away as Donny is the players new friend. Just like in real life. Kids can have imaginary friends, but the older the kids get, the imaginary friends start to fade
@graceluo5531
@graceluo5531 4 күн бұрын
I used to have imaginary friends but as I got older I started to forget about them and eventually forget imaginary friends are even a thing, until now as you just told me
@Marvel-Multiverse-xq3hs
@Marvel-Multiverse-xq3hs 4 күн бұрын
@@graceluo5531 Yeah, I don't know what it is but the idea of forgeting someone you thought was real, puts a shiver down my spine.
@mohhamadpouyamollavali
@mohhamadpouyamollavali 3 күн бұрын
telling a story through minecraft is crazy also i loved your use of music in the video
@user-ti5qy4wn8h
@user-ti5qy4wn8h 5 күн бұрын
soooo a sad friendless schizoprenic child imagined a friend that was prolly his way of coping from his friends being absent and having no friends at school
@therealglosetik
@therealglosetik 11 күн бұрын
That ending was genuinely great. It's not about a friend leaving. It's about having finally coped with something that happened to you a long time ago and moving forward rather than staying in the past. Donny is his new friend, Matthew was just a figment of his imagination, but Donny is a very real friend.
@marsymass
@marsymass 10 күн бұрын
actually one of the more impactful stories out there, moving around a lot and constantly losing friends is a lot to go through as a kid, I can confirm
@saturationstation1446
@saturationstation1446 10 күн бұрын
@@marsymass moving isnt that bad. whats bad is being told from birth that no amount of work you do will ever amount to your deserving to have necessities, and then every person in eurocentric society living up to that threat until you die before your middle ages because well off eurocentric people get rewarded for causing mass harm to life on earth...
@itap8880
@itap8880 10 күн бұрын
I think alex picking up nulla's gear could symbolize accepting that matthew was a part of alex all along.
@Unknown-zn3ws
@Unknown-zn3ws 10 күн бұрын
It's something that I'm dealing with right now for the past almost 1 year, I moved bc of my parents decision, I miss my friends. The beginning of the video scared me but after the end it almost make me cry, bc of how relate I'm to blokwinz_
@marsymass
@marsymass 9 күн бұрын
@@Unknown-zn3ws stay strong man, you’ll get through it
@povyouretiredbutdontwannasleep
@povyouretiredbutdontwannasleep 12 күн бұрын
finally, a story with a good ending, honestly one of the best minecraft horror, a story about moving on from the past and being a better person, really loved it
@Ulti47
@Ulti47 11 күн бұрын
Yeah this one is good. Usually they aren’t believable but this one is kinda cool. Good arg
@skunk9883
@skunk9883 11 күн бұрын
reminds me of Fight Club
@Rhys1176
@Rhys1176 11 күн бұрын
Look closer
@v0x712
@v0x712 11 күн бұрын
"Don't look at the moon" got a good one too, sure depressing but it's a sweet kind of ending
@Ulti47
@Ulti47 11 күн бұрын
@@v0x712 fr I saw that one
@666stonewall
@666stonewall 5 күн бұрын
These stories are really taking off! Good stuff.
@saoirse6406
@saoirse6406 3 күн бұрын
the thumbnail of this vid is just so..melancholic. matthew glows amidst the darkness of a forest, his head innocently tilted to what seems to be the perspective of our hurting player. w/ the context of the arg, it's incredibly sad but comforting, like how our player found comfort in the manifestation of his loneliness - matthew. (also, is it just me, or does this arg really remind me of when marnie was there..)
@PhantomLacewing
@PhantomLacewing 9 күн бұрын
As a writer I can try to explain what I think is going on here. Essentially the player is upset that he lost his friends and is stuck with his thoughts. Nulla represents those thoughts, a part of the player's mind that is trying to comfort him. Then Donnie comes along and is very friendly towards the player. The player is sceptical at first so Nulla tells him to be nicer and the player starts to adjust to having a friend again. I'm assuming the player has some trust issues due to whatever happened with his friends in the past but in the end he realizes that he's pushing away an opportunity and changes his mind, making friends with Donnie. Genuinely great story writing if you ask me.
@neko-nii1523
@neko-nii1523 8 күн бұрын
Realll
@andro_pheonix5593
@andro_pheonix5593 8 күн бұрын
Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a mental health condition. If you're living with DID, it means you have two or more separate identities. These personalities control your behavior at different times. Each identity has its own personal history, traits, likes and dislikes. DID can lead to gaps in memory and hallucinations (believing something is real when it isn’t). so if you start to connect the dots, the player was a person sad that they moved out and lost all of their friends, thats why mathew was there, they're just a seperate personality our player has from the trauma of whatever happened to their friend, and thats why mathew said thanks to their own compliment, our player was saying that, but its just a mistake in their personality, its just having did, thinking of a friend, and thats why mathew starts to disappear as our player finds a new friend, our player begins to finally cope, and let their old past go, these video footages are the perfect explanations to how systems(people with did) really are like, and i found it geniuenely a beatiful way to raise awareness of it.
@brobrothebro
@brobrothebro 8 күн бұрын
this is literally exactly how i saw it lol thank you
@bananibbal
@bananibbal 8 күн бұрын
Yeah, I thought it was a manifestation of the player's inner thoughts, the ones he tries to suppress, and it may have been a coping mechanism for the player to create a character to talk to.
@ijusttimetravel351yago2
@ijusttimetravel351yago2 8 күн бұрын
13:15 mathew is there on the corner when the thunder striked but he's inside
@cysipy
@cysipy 8 күн бұрын
something i noticed about the village part where Matthew disappeared: When the player mentioned in chat that he found a nice person for their group project, that's when matthew went missing, like how in the ending of the video, where the player moves on. You can kinda see it on the village part, but he hasn't fully moved on yet, which is why matthew reappeared later
@TheFirstKoala
@TheFirstKoala 7 күн бұрын
OMG trueee
@stormreach1234
@stormreach1234 5 күн бұрын
I absolutely love this channel because it gives me new ARGs to watch before I come back and actually watch the video essay on it lol
@Moemoechi
@Moemoechi 3 күн бұрын
This was a disturbing watch for me since I can't stand the loneliness and emptiness even in games, yet this was brought tears to my eyes because I relate so much to the player. I'm so glad Player finally got to make a real friend, and it makes me sad that Matthew isn't an actual friend and just disappears in the end. :(
@HarryPRO-xp3nl
@HarryPRO-xp3nl 11 күн бұрын
bro still can't let go of simon12💀💀 PS: stop replying to this y'all are making my phone heat and not turn on because of all your messages
@KosmikTheKommenter
@KosmikTheKommenter 11 күн бұрын
Real
@tonyking2880
@tonyking2880 11 күн бұрын
geometry dash reference???
@subashramharakh7209
@subashramharakh7209 11 күн бұрын
Fr
@ZYT2468
@ZYT2468 11 күн бұрын
Fr
@lemonsarecool
@lemonsarecool 11 күн бұрын
@@tonyking2880funny jumping cube
@maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337
@maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337 9 күн бұрын
Surprised nobody has mentioned this, but the username “Donnie Darko” isn’t just a random name. It’s actually the title of a film where the main character of the same name is constantly haunted by apparitions of a man in a white rabbit costume who had been recently killed (technically. There’s some time stuff that makes it so the apparition exists before the man actually dies but that doesn’t seem to be the part that’s important to the reference, though maybe there’s some significance in that given they mention time a lot with stuff like the first video asking if you wish things were how they used to be) I feel like this obviously relates to the situation, where our main character is haunted by these sometimes ghostly looking visions of a friend of theirs with a white Minecraft skin. The main difference is the kid in the video named Darko isn’t the one haunted, he’s on the sidelines watching his friend being haunted, which I feel adds onto the theory that Matthew is actually dead due to him best fitting the rabbit apparition I mentioned
@bloodybeast2442
@bloodybeast2442 9 күн бұрын
Imagine seeing someone haunted like that. Even people with high level of schizophrenia will be concerned to that
@kilynnclements8871
@kilynnclements8871 8 күн бұрын
vanny but genderbend or William afton but in a white bunny suit lol?
@maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337
@maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337 8 күн бұрын
@@kilynnclements8871 It’s more like if one of the dead kids was in the vanny suit basically
@jeanremi8384
@jeanremi8384 8 күн бұрын
welp. Now I've just got Donnie Darko spoiled to me.
@maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337
@maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337 8 күн бұрын
@@jeanremi8384 It was from 2001 it felt like the kind of movie that’d be fine with spoiling, plus how would I mention how it likely ties into this without spoilers?
@AnTrotroBGhehe
@AnTrotroBGhehe 5 күн бұрын
for <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1235">20:35</a> I think Matthew is just in spectator and alexspeaks has op perms, but great video, I liked it alot, I was looking for some creepypastas a bit time ago, I'm happy to fall on this type of videos
@slime-studios
@slime-studios 3 күн бұрын
I love this story, it’s so sad and feels depressed while feeling iconic. This is truly amazing.
@jisellialbuquerque5443
@jisellialbuquerque5443 7 күн бұрын
also, in the episode where Alex dies and respawns in a void with Matthew, Matthew says "and I just cant wake up". but in Donny's perspective, ALEX is the one who says that, that also explains why in one of the the first episodes matthew answered himself.
@dizo-jp2td
@dizo-jp2td 7 күн бұрын
God loves u all
@Terrorless
@Terrorless 7 күн бұрын
@@dizo-jp2td bro?
@Kaktus6492_VR
@Kaktus6492_VR 7 күн бұрын
@@dizo-jp2td amen
@UriahVerikas
@UriahVerikas 6 күн бұрын
​@@dizo-jp2td I bet you haven't done much research on the origin of the bible.
@Imonlyhumanafterall1
@Imonlyhumanafterall1 6 күн бұрын
Its strange that whenever he joins the game doesny say blokwinz_ has joined the game oh btw idk if this is coming further in the video im at like 7 mins in
@stuchter69
@stuchter69 10 күн бұрын
Its not a horror story its a piece of art. An piece of art about an imaginary friend helping him trough his tough times, an friend that is just in or his head himself. and i love it cause i used to have something simillar the moment Matthew answers himself is Alex thinking to himself its like talking out loud permanently but everytime matthew talks its only in his head and when matthew writes "thanks" its just Alex complimenting himself and thinks to himself thanks that it has gotten so good
@jaypolas4136
@jaypolas4136 9 күн бұрын
It's one of those genres where it's hidden as x. but is actually a psychological horror. Like for example, you play a story game and it turns into a literal psychological horror with a really terrible ending and a deep message. Although this one has metaphors and symbolism, and also a deep message.
@R41ph3a7b6
@R41ph3a7b6 9 күн бұрын
Ooh, that's so true about the "thanks" reply. Also, I am your 100th like.
@R41ph3a7b6
@R41ph3a7b6 9 күн бұрын
​@@jaypolas4136agreed
@sethezrathegodofbread
@sethezrathegodofbread 9 күн бұрын
It’s an rpg or whatever they are called, it’s like Daisy Brown
@lightzofficial
@lightzofficial 4 күн бұрын
ngl this felt eerie in the start, but later on it just get really wholesome.. w video bro
@mindmibs8818
@mindmibs8818 4 күн бұрын
I just have to say dude, keep up the work ! These videos are just so entertaining and fun to watch.
@kit_ket1
@kit_ket1 9 күн бұрын
Small little detail: at <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1369">22:49</a>, Matthew says "and I just cant wake up" but at <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1422">23:42</a>, its actually AlexSpeaks, blokwinz, or most commonly referred to in this video as the player, who says "and i just cant wake up." I'm assuming this continues on as Matthew keeps speaking to Alex, but the messages instead are shown to be typed by Alex. This is very confusing as only Alex can see and talk with Matthew. I believe that during this time, Alex is in a state of somniloquy, or sleep talking. When Donny mentions using a dairy to write down his thoughts, we obviously see that from Alex's perspective, he looks at Matthew and Matthew looks at Alex. Matthew is definitely some kind of imaginary diary that Alex uses since for all of the videos before he meets Donny, he speaks in a morbid way, talking about how his friends may already be "dead" or comparing moving as "the world ending to some nuclear apocalypse." As explained in the video, when Alex meets Donny, Matthew starts to fade as Alex starts to get to know and learn more about Donny. This represents that Alex is starting to feel comfortable around Donny and is starting to talk less to Matthew, as if he's starting to talk less to his imaginary diary. After a bit of time, on the final episode, Matthew looks at Alex as if urging him to let go of him. Alex hesitates for a moment but then gives into reality as he's now friends with Donny and finally lets go of Matthew. Honestly, its a common story as moving is a difficult time for you as you lose contact with old friends and are hesitant to make new friends since you're not familiar with the new place, but the way it was executed was amazing. It was simple but effective. ts was just me yapping and possibly overanalyzing but still tho it was an amazing story
@Jxcatty
@Jxcatty 8 күн бұрын
I didn't even notice, lol
@Rand0nnperson
@Rand0nnperson 8 күн бұрын
I haven’t read this yet and only is this far but 13:16 you can see Matthew in the background on the corner
@padwee3e
@padwee3e 8 күн бұрын
The way the video represents it is kinda off tbh, like more towards horror. When the way I see it, it is more of a sad story, about acceptance/moving on. (But still the process has horror aspects in it but that's not the main part of the story)
@shadowmuncher3113
@shadowmuncher3113 8 күн бұрын
@@padwee3e i think its some sort of arg
@creepyskinwalkersnoobchannel
@creepyskinwalkersnoobchannel 8 күн бұрын
Enough yapping
@Pilot4752
@Pilot4752 10 күн бұрын
This story was so sad fr I can relate so much to this. It brings back memories of my survival worlds where I would just talk to myself for hours and do nothing.
@mirkatsgames
@mirkatsgames 9 күн бұрын
Uhhh bro… u good?
@william_.575
@william_.575 9 күн бұрын
i hope you find someone to play with
@user-go4cn5in1q
@user-go4cn5in1q 9 күн бұрын
i do the same thing
@angel488
@angel488 9 күн бұрын
I do that when I need somethin to trade at the villagers
@JamietheEmperor
@JamietheEmperor 9 күн бұрын
hahahaha lolll
@chronix0774
@chronix0774 5 күн бұрын
dam i love good args espically when they make me feel sad inside like this one and the brandon works one
@Baxterdog-yw6wl
@Baxterdog-yw6wl 5 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="590">9:50</a> He was clearing thanking the other kid for making the farm for him
@Baxterdog-yw6wl
@Baxterdog-yw6wl 5 күн бұрын
Sidenote: /disappear might allow for a person to be on the world and not appear on it and they might run in with pickup priority to steal the items and allow them to destroy the fence
@Baxterdog-yw6wl
@Baxterdog-yw6wl 5 күн бұрын
25:40 find_nulla says "and I just can't wake up" when on donny's pov, the alex kid says it
@Max_Rocket
@Max_Rocket 11 күн бұрын
i think an interesting detail that didn't get mentioned was the fact that blokwins mentions a disagreement over the dark oak roof of the house which is suggested to be the reason that he doesn't talk to his old friends anymore. in the final video donny asks for dark oak, which might have triggered blokwins to finally part with matthew. blokwins realized that donny isn't the same as the people he knew before, and he doesnt have to be afraid anymore. matthew disappearing is probably blokwins finally leaving that 'half-way between state; he mentioned before, and properly coping with moving
@Firework_Rocket
@Firework_Rocket 10 күн бұрын
In episode 2 Matthew says that he couldn’t get dark oak, so that makes since
@Astrom_Edits
@Astrom_Edits 10 күн бұрын
Maybe Matthew is actually blockwinz real name, and he gets bullied for it, that's why he said "do you get bullied for your name?"
@Asther0
@Asther0 10 күн бұрын
@@Astrom_Edits well he is talking to himself, just like how donny said that he write his dream and thoughts in a journal.
@FIREINTHEHOLEi
@FIREINTHEHOLEi 9 күн бұрын
It hits hard when Blokwinz_ said “dear friend, I can be better this time, Goodbye” then Matthew disappears because he comforted Blokwinz_ because Matthew could possibly be dead.
@Wip_Osp
@Wip_Osp 8 күн бұрын
That would makes sense because of all the references to death in episode one, maybe Matthew isn't just an imaginary friend, but a dead one
@THEFALLEN_offical
@THEFALLEN_offical 8 күн бұрын
Dude, i started crying when that happened
@thatbunnyshow
@thatbunnyshow 8 күн бұрын
@@Wip_Osp hang on... you're onto something
@-ZM_Gaming-
@-ZM_Gaming- 8 күн бұрын
​@@Wip_Ospthis all went from confusing to depressing real fast
@qackyduck
@qackyduck 8 күн бұрын
You are my sunshine
@burst5482
@burst5482 Күн бұрын
This guy is a genius for thinking of such an intricate and detailed story. I personally think that Matthew is Alex himself and he is just talking with himself in the form of schizophrenia to feel less lonely. In Alex's video, Matthew types, "And I just can't wake up." but in Donny's video it is Alex who says that which further proves my theory. Truly a mastermind.
@stupidt9595
@stupidt9595 14 сағат бұрын
Holy shit, this is very interesting, and well made. Its cool that this story can be changed to a wholesome one by just changing the tone/music. ;)
@sharpstealz858
@sharpstealz858 7 күн бұрын
I love these allegories and symbolism they're hinting towards here: There's a very clear "Plato's Cave" allegory shown throughout, where the main player would be constantly inside of a tunnel beneath the surface, hinting towards their fear of going out and making friends / new experiences in a new environment. Matthew could symbolize player's inner thoughts slowly drowning them out, especially when the player is stuck within the dark cube or when Matthew starts personally attacking them through in-game chat. I'd say Matthew disappearing could symbolize the player's overcoming of the mentioned fear. Player leaves his tunnel out into the surface afterwards almost like stepping out of a dark cave into the light. This one might be a reach, but staring at growing crops and constantly trying to make a farm hints towards the player wanting to fit in and adapt. In the first attempt of him making a farm, they plant down 2 seeds, as opposed to 6 seeds in his last episode, symbolizing that the player is getting used to the newer environment or / and growing as a person. Building a fence around their home might hint towards the player feeling isolated due to them pushing back their friends and moving to a new place. When you think about it, the main player hasn't really left the fenced home, rather travelling trough tunnels from that place, spying on his friend almost like peaking into the new surroundings. In the last episode he is visibly out of the fence, almost like leaving his isolation and experiencing new things, symbolized by making a treehouse for instance. Also, pretty sure the Minecraft world symbolizes the new environment itself. It would fit in perfectly, as Michael appears in the world cause it is the only thing the player is left with - his inner thoughts. Every other symbolism I've listed would also match perfectly. The weather to emotion correlation, as listed in the video, would make a lot of sense as well, as the raining weather in this new environment could hint towards the player feeling depressed. These small details add so much when you take into consideration that this ARG is based on a lot of symbolism right off the bat, spicing things up, almost like it's like a puzzle piece, I love it.
@LoisoPondohva
@LoisoPondohva 6 күн бұрын
That's a cave allegory, sure, but definitely not a Plato's Cave one. Plato's Cave is about building a distorted ontology by only having access to secondary sources of knowledge about the world, not about hiding from social interaction.
@Dawid5g
@Dawid5g 5 күн бұрын
I'm not reading all that
@SrJrXVIII
@SrJrXVIII 5 күн бұрын
​To summarize, It's basically "man scared make friends so schizophrenia help make not scared make friend". ​@@Dawid5g
@jadadoxtader777
@jadadoxtader777 5 күн бұрын
Wow,that's alot of words,to bad I ai t reading em
@mrenon
@mrenon 5 күн бұрын
I aint readin all that
@thenatespecial
@thenatespecial 10 күн бұрын
Matthew is the ghost of his friends and who he was. Not the literal ghost, but the ghost of their friendship. He's the ghost of what our player perspective wanted from his friends at home speaking of both how the player feels as well as how his old friends felt. It's the amalgamation of abandonment and lost hope that brought him to where he is. It's not just a story of separation, but the story of betrayal and abandonment. He could be what he wanted, when they initially met, but turned into something just way more saddening. I can't even explain the feeling, but I can feel it, and that's what hurts the most about this story.
@THECOLLECTORBRO2544
@THECOLLECTORBRO2544 9 күн бұрын
...
@trin_sierra
@trin_sierra Күн бұрын
Love these types of videos, and this was a great one! It's almost like the entire happened in a dream and was captured and then translated into a Minecraft world as a way to visualize it.
@sonartheexterminator858
@sonartheexterminator858 4 күн бұрын
i was expecting some horror minecraft lore but this is just sweet, sad and wholesome man. A character preserving the memory of his dead friend in his mind, to slowly moving on with the help of donny after making another friend from what seems so long ago.
@Lasourriedisgoustie
@Lasourriedisgoustie 11 күн бұрын
the burnt flowers symbolize him burning bridges with his old friends
@Radblod
@Radblod 9 күн бұрын
Start writing poems boi
@rxleurn
@rxleurn 9 күн бұрын
@@Radblod its not hard to put the pieces together u bozo
@Radblod
@Radblod 9 күн бұрын
@@rxleurn ok brother
@jaypolas4136
@jaypolas4136 9 күн бұрын
​@@rxleurnfr
@maximumswag
@maximumswag 9 күн бұрын
​@@rxleurnwhy so angry, friend?
@mutanttepig4759
@mutanttepig4759 11 күн бұрын
"Nulla"... that's a great name for the unnatural player as "Null" is a common term in coding and whatnot to refer to when there's not information about something. A way to give a value when you don't have a value for something.
@mutanttepig4759
@mutanttepig4759 11 күн бұрын
Wow. I commented this and a few seconds later in the video after I unpaused it coincidentally came to the bit about when blokwinz_ asked Nulla/Mathew if anyone makes fun of their name.
@pou-c
@pou-c 11 күн бұрын
Nulla genuinely sounds like a banger name
@hariranormal5584
@hariranormal5584 11 күн бұрын
I do nil. Lua.
@sciana21
@sciana21 10 күн бұрын
Pretty sure that "null" literally means "zero"/"none"
@sciana21
@sciana21 10 күн бұрын
Alright he said it in the video, my bad
@unkwn6741
@unkwn6741 3 күн бұрын
I watched this last night. God, this shit was actually a little creepy, kept me in the edge of my seat. I know it's most likely set up and you were probably sent the link by the creator but it's just so intriguing because I think most players could put themselves in this role at some point or another, without the whole "friends are dead to me" thing.
@aleckal3619
@aleckal3619 2 күн бұрын
u are a damn genius my friend and this is why u should win against the race with flamefrags
@TheRPGNerd
@TheRPGNerd 6 күн бұрын
the village burning scene reminded me of the phrase "a child who is not embraced by the village will burn it to feel its warmth" maybe this is intentional. alex felt scorned by their friends, and burned those friends (metaphorically) and/or abandoned them. it would explain the random burning. idk.
@l.psimer6124
@l.psimer6124 3 күн бұрын
Considering Alex's dark thoughts through the series, his complaints about school, his bad interactions with past friends, him destroying a public area (the burnt village) I thought alex was on the verge of becoming a school shooter or some shit like that and I am pretty sure he's mentally ill since he not only sees things that don't exist but he shows paranoia by theorizing that their something in his world and with him spying on donny for no good reason.
@startaru
@startaru 11 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1033">17:13</a> i think nulla was responding to the message "they stand there and do nothing like a statue", since his friends weren't doing "nothing", they were just confused by him pushing them away and were genuinely concerned.
@Venexoro
@Venexoro 3 күн бұрын
I really like these past two horror kind of videos, so I think you should do more of that, but its your choice, I just wanted to say that I liked these.
@TemmieTheGoat
@TemmieTheGoat 5 күн бұрын
i LOVE minecraft ARGs like this it’s so good and so interesting
@holyassasin5202
@holyassasin5202 7 күн бұрын
i would like to mention the farm was made for mathew. so he probably wasn't thanking his own comment, he was thanking him for the farm. like complimenting someone on the work they made to make you a nice hat then thanking them for it.
@shisuiofthebodyflic
@shisuiofthebodyflic 6 күн бұрын
Was about to comment that
@WolfHowls-xe1jv
@WolfHowls-xe1jv 5 күн бұрын
was abt to say the same thing bro like "the farm is nice! Thanks" as in "thanks for building it for me"
@JustDEV1
@JustDEV1 4 күн бұрын
Guys I think he’s just schizophrenic
@SureaI.
@SureaI. 11 күн бұрын
You missed a few parts .Matthew whispers to our mc, meaning donny cant see his chat .when nulla says "and i cant wake up", in donnys pov our mc says it, not matthew
@urmomgaye5424
@urmomgaye5424 11 күн бұрын
I thinks that's representative of the the fact that matthew is Blokwins. It could represent a split personality made as a coping mechanism slowly fusing with Blokwins due to his dying need to cope. With that message his friendship with donnie has become something more than what "matthew" was to him. In doing this it wholeheartedly represents the moving on of Blokwins and a new beginning for him where he can now live without that very coping mechanism.
@DroppedBySpidey
@DroppedBySpidey 10 күн бұрын
yup I noticed that last one
@Herobrine37440
@Herobrine37440 9 күн бұрын
no way. your right!
@elot6761
@elot6761 9 күн бұрын
also, at 13:13, you can see Matthew at the edge of the mc's screen, the he re-appears in his house, in a matter of a few seconds.
@Herobrine37440
@Herobrine37440 9 күн бұрын
@@elot6761 true
@BlessedChaos911
@BlessedChaos911 3 күн бұрын
Seems like Alexspeaks is a seriously good director. What a crazy story. I love the stuff that creators leave for internet sleuths to figure out. They dont explain anything, theres just a bunch of weird shit that you have to piece together yourself
@SpectatorOfLife
@SpectatorOfLife 4 күн бұрын
I swear i'll never get tired of these videos, they are just my kind of cup of tea
@-RawTirent-
@-RawTirent- 6 күн бұрын
This entire video is showing the player recovering from his depression. The sign he set down was him saying he's gonna start himself again. That's amazing. And makes my heart swell.
@godkingberkyy
@godkingberkyy 7 күн бұрын
I love how big youtubers create new channels and do mysteries like this.
@fishingnxj
@fishingnxj 6 күн бұрын
What?
@CtRAlTtAb
@CtRAlTtAb 6 күн бұрын
@@fishingnxj he's saying that that render just made the alexspeaks channel for content
@fishingnxj
@fishingnxj 6 күн бұрын
@@CtRAlTtAb did he though?(just wandering)
@kevinboros7427
@kevinboros7427 6 күн бұрын
@@fishingnxj Obviously, this video was uploaded on the same day as the last video of the mystery. It would be impossible to make a video of this size in less than a day (since the series ended exactly when this video was uploaded).
@fishingnxj
@fishingnxj 6 күн бұрын
@@kevinboros7427 I guess your right,but it still fun tbh
@wiytchery
@wiytchery 5 күн бұрын
Breaking news, local blockhead plays minecraft with imaginary friend.
@alyiaamica
@alyiaamica 4 күн бұрын
dude when I saw this on my recommendation after searching lost media bcs I like to scare myself sometimes when I’m bored so I immediately pressed it to watch the video since I also like scary old Minecraft lore or heronrine anything scary I find it fun to watch and it eases my boredom I even subscribed to you at the start of the video and turned on the notifications so that I could get notified whenever you post this kind of content is really interesting please make more:D
@alyiaamica
@alyiaamica 4 күн бұрын
But just to be honest I said to myself that I’d want to be friends with both of them because I feel really bad maybe I could just help him cope what he’s going through IF he even exists right now well if he doesn’t well that’s that lol
@alyiaamica
@alyiaamica 4 күн бұрын
Wait so if Matthew wasn’t real then how is he there how is that even possible in Minecraft..
@alyiaamica
@alyiaamica 4 күн бұрын
Okay this actually made me tear up a bit lol I mean I don’t have that much friends and I miss the old ones sometimes but this is actually worse.. I feel really bad
@Turtrial
@Turtrial 4 күн бұрын
it's a spirit in the game​@@alyiaamica
@Turtrial
@Turtrial 4 күн бұрын
bro what is you yapping about
@GumbaIIism
@GumbaIIism 5 күн бұрын
Nice to know it wasn't some disturbing, evil entity terrorising kids, just the player's way of coping with his sadness of losing his friends. UNTIL THE POV THEORY AT THE END DAMMIT, ALONG WITH THE WEIRD NOISES ON THE SOUNDTRACK
@kreativer_brotmensch5800
@kreativer_brotmensch5800 5 күн бұрын
REAL DUDE THIS DISTORDED CHILRENS LAUGHTER WTF
@FeathxrStorm
@FeathxrStorm 8 күн бұрын
Could be a good sad movie reference haha. You have a friend who has gone, he returns in the form of a spirit. You feel lonely but your spirit friend cheers you up and accompanies you. You make new friends and you are happy. Your spirit friend is happy for you and he just walks away. Like your spirit friend finally got something done from that bond of friendship.
@dizo-jp2td
@dizo-jp2td 7 күн бұрын
God loves u all
@PanMat2000
@PanMat2000 6 күн бұрын
I'm nearly certain I've read or watched something with the exact same premise
@EmmzMC
@EmmzMC 6 күн бұрын
The movie “Fall” is literally this
@mikeascor5296
@mikeascor5296 5 күн бұрын
There was a movie about a German kid and his imaginary friend is hitler
@Divided_one
@Divided_one 5 күн бұрын
you know when you miss your friends when they move or you move. you might have depression and also imagine a friend that doesn't exist because you are sad. and this is a good example of that. all I wanna say is. Matthew is a good friend. and we should be like him towards our friends even if he isn't real.
@mahathinandanankam9970
@mahathinandanankam9970 3 күн бұрын
At <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1387">23:07</a> you can see a crit recharge bar appear when the crosshair is pointed towards where Matthew is. This bar only appears when pointed towards entities. Matthew is actually present there but is actually fully invisible when compared to Alex speaks's POV.
@sanneoi6323
@sanneoi6323 11 күн бұрын
"Someone you thought was your best friend was... never real" As a schizophrenic I know how that feels through experience
@TGKPostsSometimes
@TGKPostsSometimes 10 күн бұрын
do you feel comfortable sharing your experiences with schizophrenia?
@Chloroauric
@Chloroauric 10 күн бұрын
we are not real sanny
@Enjoyer_Of_Life
@Enjoyer_Of_Life 10 күн бұрын
Sanny the communist spies are watching you, they are outside the windows.
@calandianvahaz-lw6co
@calandianvahaz-lw6co 10 күн бұрын
@@Chloroauric thats messed up
@Enjoyer_Of_Life
@Enjoyer_Of_Life 10 күн бұрын
The communist spies are watching you always through the windows!
@Drake_997
@Drake_997 8 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="670">11:10</a> “And the he sets the village on fire!” “No wait every player does that.” -Squidward
@dizo-jp2td
@dizo-jp2td 7 күн бұрын
God loves u all
@zb1349
@zb1349 7 күн бұрын
Can't burn a village down anymore, a villagers night has changed me
@stillplay4962
@stillplay4962 7 күн бұрын
​@@zb1349 AYO WTF
@mnbekeredjian3645
@mnbekeredjian3645 5 күн бұрын
I was the one who messaged him about that channel 😂 And oh my god I would have never thought he'd make such a good video out of it! Amazing! ❤
@Endyre
@Endyre 5 күн бұрын
Also work noting that the movie “donny darko” is a thriller all about time loops, the passage of time, free will and all that jazz, and in this ARG one of the players is donnydark0. And the POV player talks about turning back time quite a lot. There’s something to read into there.
@Nickmeme13
@Nickmeme13 6 күн бұрын
Matthew is probably a hallucination and the reason things that he built disappear or because that’s the main character, realizing or slowly waking up back to reality that his friend is dead
@user-po6lx9yf3n
@user-po6lx9yf3n 4 күн бұрын
Then how we see him
@EricA-nn1cy
@EricA-nn1cy 10 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="532">8:52</a> for some reason I died laughing at this part, from the unsettling appearance and stare of Matthew, and then “THERE’S BOOKS HERE” and the sudden cut to him sprinting to get books is so random
@Kasa_Unknown723
@Kasa_Unknown723 9 күн бұрын
Lmao same
@thesonicgamin
@thesonicgamin 9 күн бұрын
only sound effects can explain this...
@hayabusa10055
@hayabusa10055 5 күн бұрын
Matthew is himself, and the reason he is saying his friends could be dead or something is that he moved so far away that he probably wont even see or hear from them, and if they did die he would never know, and I think the reason we can see matthews pov while he chops down the trees is cause that's the way he sees himself, as a loner, outsider or someone who doesn't fit
@lynettekamadjaja5671
@lynettekamadjaja5671 5 күн бұрын
The Pov of Matthew could be what the player thinks of from another perspective but its kinda unlikely tho,it could have a deeper meaning since this strange psychological serious of videos represent moving on from the past,it also represents adapting to a new environment which people who just ended something in a past at bad terms could be hard to thing to do, especially when its unfamiliar
@Afy1024
@Afy1024 7 күн бұрын
if you look at the time <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="795">13:15</a> in the bottom right corner you can see Matthew and when blokwinz looks back Matthew isn't there as the video plays he just suddenly appears into the house. even if you go to the real video at 21 seconds you can see Matthew in the bottom right corner and he just some how gets into the house.
@aeliz_
@aeliz_ 6 күн бұрын
yeaa i noticed that too
@WaffleMix69
@WaffleMix69 5 күн бұрын
i saw that
@realchannalemmadeery9382
@realchannalemmadeery9382 4 күн бұрын
i saw that
@katkakopecka1134
@katkakopecka1134 4 күн бұрын
Yea
@bonsaissecretalt
@bonsaissecretalt 7 күн бұрын
a better theory I have is that Matthew is just a friend who died thats why Alex mentions death all the time. it would also make the last sign EXTREMELY disturbing. the when Donny comes around, Alex gets a real friend and Matt starts to fade away meaning Alex starts getting over him
@BlistCW
@BlistCW 4 күн бұрын
This is actually sad. even though its apart of a show. made me shed a tear.
@Matt_Ratt
@Matt_Ratt 5 күн бұрын
being named Matthew makes this hit DIFFERENT
@pool_deck5241
@pool_deck5241 11 күн бұрын
One thing i noticed was that blokwinz was building a house from the sever with his friends which could mean that he was trying to recreate and anchor to the past, but at the end he is helping to build donny's new house, which shows that he is building new memories.
@AbdiKababGaming
@AbdiKababGaming 11 күн бұрын
the flowers going into the lava pit could be a tribute to his friend or a shrine
@frostydan7697
@frostydan7697 2 күн бұрын
Love the use of the severance theme song, Definitely one of the best show themes
@AlfredsBud
@AlfredsBud 2 күн бұрын
Never knew I’d cry from such an adorable and wholesome MC arg 😭😭
@duskmoon181
@duskmoon181 10 күн бұрын
As someone who struggles with severe depression and anxiety this is very reminiscent of something that happened to me. For a few years in my early 20s i was in a very dark place. I was going through court stuff on top of becoming homeless and living in a camper. I never had thoughts of hurting others, but i did frequently have thoughts of hurting myself (thankfully i never did). At times it would get to the point id close my eyes and see my body laying in a morgue. I guess to combat this, my mind created an alternate personality who was aptly named after an original character of mine called Void. To deal with the stress and trauma, i would turn to void who would take over my actions and stop me from doing anything bad. One day he eventually disappeared as my life situation improved. And i feel this needs to be said, if anyone is having thoughts of harming themselves. They need to speak out to someone they trust or call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. The dark may be comforting at first, but it wont always do whats right for you ❤
@user-vu1ok1rb9c
@user-vu1ok1rb9c 10 күн бұрын
Sad...
@jaypolas4136
@jaypolas4136 9 күн бұрын
ggs
@TheRadio_Demon275
@TheRadio_Demon275 9 күн бұрын
How you get better
@TheRadio_Demon275
@TheRadio_Demon275 9 күн бұрын
​@@jaypolas4136GGS?
@sureindubitably3771
@sureindubitably3771 8 күн бұрын
Is it like DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) type?
@Zoro_guy
@Zoro_guy 11 күн бұрын
The most scary thing is his recordings quality
@russhomer7189
@russhomer7189 11 күн бұрын
The scariest thing is how funny you think you are
@SprayInk-And-CritGlitch
@SprayInk-And-CritGlitch 11 күн бұрын
​@@russhomer7189he is, you just are defending the indefensible
@russhomer7189
@russhomer7189 11 күн бұрын
He is?
@Boomerang.banana
@Boomerang.banana 11 күн бұрын
@@russhomer7189yeah
@pointlessanimations901
@pointlessanimations901 11 күн бұрын
@@russhomer7189 yep
@stripescharacterstudio
@stripescharacterstudio 5 күн бұрын
This all feels like symbolism and a metaphor for eventually finding your happiness and moving on from the past. The conversations between Alex and Mathew seem to be a way for Alex to work on his personal problems and letting go. And when Donnie comes into Alex's life, Mathew starts fading away and eventually disappearing because he no longer needs Mathew since he's now in a better place and state of mind. Heck, I even interpret the short clip of where we get Mathew's perspective of Alex is actually Alex reflecting on himself and that he needs to chance for the better. (That might be why Donnie shows up in the videos not too long after) That's also probably why the last video ends wholesomly with Alex helping Donnie with building a treehouse and Mathew officially gone shows that Alex has finally moved of from the past with a new friend.
@alsenddrake7764
@alsenddrake7764 3 күн бұрын
That was a wholesome end. He moved on and made a new friend. Its always so nice to see these kinds of things have a happy end.
@rubygamer21
@rubygamer21 11 күн бұрын
As someone who recently moved for the first time, this one honestly hits different. The move didn’t go well, literally the day we moved to the house we had to immediately rush one of our two cats to the hospital and sadly had to put him down, it truly felt like I had lost a family member. It’s been almost a year now but I still find myself looking for him or thinking I see him out of the corner of my eye. Matthew in a way reminds me of how Biscuit appears in my dreams and comforts me. Biscuit was one of the sweetest cats I’ve ever had, and I’m thankful he chose us to adopt him. Best 5 years of my life, I miss him every day. It will take a while but I hope I can eventually move on
@starfish8177
@starfish8177 11 күн бұрын
Yea man I had a cat too and trust me you'll get over it
@pekoeboo
@pekoeboo 10 күн бұрын
I can relate to this a lot. been through several moves in my lifetime, but a similar thing happened after one of the moves where our family cat started getting sick and we had to put him down not long after. losing a pet is.... insanely difficult to process, so I fully understand how you feel. but speaking from experience, it does eventually get easier as time goes on. it still sometimes hurts to think about of course (even years later), but the pain doesn't linger on the daily anymore. I'm sure you'll get there eventually, but as of right now it's okay to allow yourself to grieve. healing takes time - even if it's hard. wishing the best for you. take care
@Toumsters
@Toumsters 10 күн бұрын
Move on, but dont leave it behind. It's okay to miss, to mourn, to still see him from time to time. It'll take a long, long time, trust me, but you'll heal. Just, keep him in memory. I'm sure he'll be waiting for you on the other side. Allow yourself room to grieve, and to patch yourself up, and to not forget about him. Wishing you the best.
@AnyoneMining
@AnyoneMining 8 күн бұрын
Not directly related, but I used to have Guinea pigs and sometimes I dream of finding them somewhere or just seeing them in their cage again even though I know they're gone. I also once dreamt of my grandma who died Coming back as a gohst only visible to me and when I pointed it out others could see her being there as well. She died about 11 years ago and I really miss her.
@zenzeki2662
@zenzeki2662 9 күн бұрын
I feel like this is almost certainly some kind of film project that alex made, because almost everything in the videos can be explained (how matthew is only visible to alex, it's nothing new and can be done with server plugins) but I'm honestly just impressed. The reference to donnie darko (a movie with as many mysteries as this series, where donnie is friends with a person that isn't real) support my theory even more. I wouldn't be surprised if alex became a writer or director or something in the future.
@flitz930
@flitz930 8 күн бұрын
Well, what if i told you render himself set all this up to make a video. The video from "alexspeaks" isnt even published that long ago its only been 2 weeks to get the recognition it got to be sent as interesting to render, that too with less than 100 views. gotta give props to my guy render lmao. There's just too many kids on the internet to eat this sht up.
@zenzeki2662
@zenzeki2662 8 күн бұрын
@@flitz930 that's a stretch, it definitely wouldn't be worth the effort. I think considering the type of content render makes, hes just actively searching for stuff like this
@ijusttimetravel351yago2
@ijusttimetravel351yago2 8 күн бұрын
13:15 mathew is there on the corner when the thunder striked but he's inside
@zenzeki2662
@zenzeki2662 8 күн бұрын
​@@ijusttimetravel351yago2 whats your point?
@milkxv
@milkxv 3 күн бұрын
​@@zenzeki2662it's not a stretch at all? a video of this effort takes an crazy time to edit render polish and upload even. based on the screenshots of video thumbnails etc and comparing the dates of both channels uploads its obvious Noone could've covered this entire documentary this fast. it's a copy of petscop lore if u know of that
@Nbafan34223
@Nbafan34223 4 күн бұрын
Make more of these videos! Awesome Job! 🎉 😊
@hdman899
@hdman899 Күн бұрын
i just like in this video that he finds a random old minecraft channel and just starts makeing a bunch of lore about it
@airi2857
@airi2857 9 күн бұрын
this hits hard. especially when donny joined and "matthew" started telling our player to be more polite, talk more, etc. i can relate to how he's feeling cause i've had to deal with moving away from friends as well
@Inyria
@Inyria 8 күн бұрын
At <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1737">28:57</a> when Render says that he looked up the meaning of "nulla" a few weeks ago, and the fact that he makes this video while this whole series is still taking place, goes to show that Render is actually the one behind the whole Alex/Nulla thing. Probably to make this cool semi-creepy video about it. But I still enjoyed this video! Was a fun watch. Had a lot of nice details.
@saltanachan8255
@saltanachan8255 7 күн бұрын
Damn, nice catch.
@AlphaOmegaXIII
@AlphaOmegaXIII 7 күн бұрын
🤯🤯🤯
@domz6867
@domz6867 7 күн бұрын
And he mentioned that Donny posted a new video
@dizo-jp2td
@dizo-jp2td 7 күн бұрын
God loves u all
@veluaa
@veluaa 7 күн бұрын
Isn't it kinda obvious that Render created all of it? Nothing wrong with that though he set up some good lore.
@rippog8457
@rippog8457 5 күн бұрын
This guy is so underrated, I could never watch videos this long but This guy is just built different
@Macha-tr4ih
@Macha-tr4ih 2 күн бұрын
We need more stories like this pls do more 🙏🙏🙏
@LuvBitez_1
@LuvBitez_1 Күн бұрын
😅 I have one
@tonyking2880
@tonyking2880 11 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1543">25:43</a> bro forgor he isn't talking about simon_12
@HellVR-us8df
@HellVR-us8df 11 күн бұрын
Wdummmmm????
@railfan3024
@railfan3024 11 күн бұрын
true
@nostovatia
@nostovatia 11 күн бұрын
WHY DIDNT HE JUST RETAKE THE AUDIO HE MADE 😭 nahh still this video was amazingly edited
@TheNorth_One
@TheNorth_One 11 күн бұрын
@@nostovatia he probably didnt realize the mistake until editing, and wasn't going to restart that entire audio section during editing
@cottoneenthusiast
@cottoneenthusiast 11 күн бұрын
??? Wdym
@gortcapybara6982
@gortcapybara6982 11 күн бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="584">9:44</a> I'm pretty sure the "thanks" was just an additional comment given to alex for making the farm. "This is a nice farm, thanks"
@qkcum
@qkcum 11 күн бұрын
Actually blok says that he is building a farm for Matthew, and Matthew says that it’s a nice farm, thanks
@gortcapybara6982
@gortcapybara6982 11 күн бұрын
@@qkcum yeah thats what im sayin
@rrraya81studios
@rrraya81studios 10 күн бұрын
@@gortcapybara6982that’s what I’m sayin
@zan821
@zan821 10 күн бұрын
@@rrraya81studios exactly bro thats what im sayin
@ammarmani1258
@ammarmani1258 10 күн бұрын
​​@@zan821 bro that's what I'm sayin
@SoftTacoRaccoon
@SoftTacoRaccoon 4 күн бұрын
Very Entertaining. Nice Vid!
@gigachadpingu3064
@gigachadpingu3064 3 күн бұрын
This is a very interesting arg, and I think whoever made it is very smart.
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