Renewed EP1: My Story of sexual abuse Emmanuella

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@dorothymays-pitts3834 5 жыл бұрын

U R a survivor although U were a victim please stay prayed up and encouraged the Lord will cover U at all time God Bless U sweetie it’s time to move on DPitts. 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿❤️🤙🏾

@stephenfiore9960 Жыл бұрын

1x(1/22/23)……thank you. May God Bless You through the Lord Jesus Christ

@user-mp9xz8yg4j 6 жыл бұрын

Emmanuella, I used to have really bad anxiety. Definitely, the biggest thing that completely changed it was when I started volunteering to help others and started being of service to others. Doing this enabled me to let go it all. I really believe it can work for any emotional problem! I really want people to know this so they can make the changes in their lives that they want.

@funmiroyalty9236 7 жыл бұрын

Even though life tends to be challenging it's amazing to know God will always win the victory for us in every battle we face . Thank you so much for sharing and God bless your heart ❤️ x

@dorothymays-pitts3834 5 жыл бұрын

No more negative 👎🏽 thoughts u owe the Lord so much more than self destruction DPitts 😀😄👌

@mariaadhiambo4738 3 жыл бұрын

I was abused at the age of 10 by an adult relative for a whole year. It was hell on earth for me

@MonicaStrong 5 жыл бұрын

I know how exactly how you feel I’ve been there.. when I told my adopted family back in 2012 that I was sexually abused at the age of 7 by a white male family member till I was 13 and again at the age of 15 by my adopted dad they didn’t believe me at first because I was telling them two different stories but when they did couple day later I asked to report it and they said no and they turn me down and my sister yelled at me are you crazy are you trying to ruin our fame apart..if you weren’t safe then why say yes to be adopted you need to think twice before you regret. She told me if I wasn’t safe then I should pack my bag and call my service coordinator to find another family. I was told to let it go and move on and that my nephew was two year apart it doesn’t matter if were two year apart it is still sexually abused..two of my neice sat their while my sister yelling at me they didn’t stand up for me...they choose my abusers over me and kept them around it really hurt me that I didn’t get the support and help that I needed from them the most..they told me not to take counseling because they were afraid that I would mention the father who abused me who was never a dad to me and that he would be sent to jail. I never recovered or got the help that I needed..they let my adopted dad to come to couple holidays but I was never in the same room with him. When 2014 came my adopted dad passed away in old age but I kinda felt relieved it didn’t hit me I never grieve when he past.but my other abuser was still out their enjoying life..in 2015 I was finally able to receive counseling and told my therapist about my childhood sexual abuse past and what I’ve been through in my life..during that time around of the year I noticed that my adopted family were being toxic they never call or check up on me or see if I wanted to do something with the or hangout.. I went to couples even..but then I slowly stopped coming around and talking to them I slowly remove them from my life and I already did that..last year in 2018 I made the decision to report my abuser and I felt better for what I did for myself and I don’t regret for what I did. They put out alert to pick him up and be punish for what he did for stealing my childhood. I’m still fighting for justice and I’m not giving up and that I am now a survivor. I do have support system who had helped me along ways to get me where i needed to be..plus I am at a supportive living agency’s company they treat me like family of their own they be there for me for 5 year and I’m still with them..another thing is that I made a decision to get my last name change I didn’t wonna keep that last name that my adopted parents gave and the suffer from that name I didn’t wonna keep suffering from keeping that last name I have which it Newman..only three week away for my court date to get my last name change..it was best for me to change my last name and it will make a difference in my life..for me I did remove everyone on my adopted family out of my life because they have him won Facebook and have contact with him as well and I don’t feel guilty or regret for what I did.. I’m sorry for what had happen to you you are not along. If you wish to read my stories call Life Under a Rock by Monica Newman you can order them on online. Creating a new life with other peoples and building a new relationship was the best thing ever and I did what I had to do. It was right for me and god protected me when no one else could. You can also watch my video of my stories on KZbin about my childhood sexual abuse.