One of the saddest songs out there. The prologue fits so incredibly well with the idea of a teenage shooting. A person who is misinformed, attempting to understand something, going over it again and again in his head, trying to make sense of the world; no-one listens; no-one helps; it's a fruitless endeavour. In an attempt to be heard, to be understood and to be acknowledged, the teenager commits an atrocity. A brilliantly moving and tragic look on people that are branded savages in the media.
@delicateghoul8 жыл бұрын
watching this on a phone with a cracked screen feels like the right way to see it
@CybulDot8 жыл бұрын
It really is.
@Mintzik13 жыл бұрын
To all the comments speculating about this: It was written shortly after the Columbine shootings, and the day Palmer went to officially record the song turned out to be the day of Virginia Tech shootings. First time I saw this performed, the violinist read out the list of the dead and wounded from Columbine in place of the Strindberg quote.
@LoliLust3 жыл бұрын
Same
@Danica_K.H.H. Жыл бұрын
I like the impression of the light here. Like... being on the light which can kill or burn eyes, but not being hurt. At all. This gives nice and comforting feeling. Also I like how she creates a feeling of an empty space, using a piano. She makes us to listen to silence in between the sounds, to sounds fading. And, to sounds. Amanda is a pure genious.
@neowaifu5 жыл бұрын
The best way to end the decade; listening to the one song that moved me when I was thirteen.
@poundlandvodka9 жыл бұрын
For those complaining that F isn't the symbol for iron, you're quite right. F and S aren't Greek letters either. And it's not exactly a motivation to make gold. The whole point is that the narrator of the monologue doesn't properly understand what he sees, and acts in a strange way. In much the same way, the boy described later on "sees the world", but it's perverted by misery, hate and objectification, which leads to him acting without respect for the real consequences of his actions.
@SaccharineHearts9 жыл бұрын
wonderful explanation
@tomemyscoobies8 жыл бұрын
+James Walker Exactly. I've always seen interpretated it also as a very perceptive insight into severe, damaging mental illness. To see something, misinterpret it, and be SURE that not only is your idea of it correct, but it points towards something which objectively has to be done. The narrator has "been working all day over these hellish flames," symbolising the repetition of attempting to make gold, of attempting to understand the way the world works, but with incorrect ingredients and a skewed sense of direction. As you worded so perfectly, the boy sees the perversion and misery of the world through the internet, locked in his room, failing to understand the reality and beauty of life.. and in his mind the only solution is to act how he does, by killing. I'll just finish by saying that the reason as to why this song is perfect, is because it doesn't give any answers. It hints to blaming the government for not doing more to assist people with these types of mental illness, it questions why his family weren't able to detect this behaviour, and it severely points a finger at the internet for being a breeding ground of this mindset. Most importantly though, the song (and the video) ultimately rejects this compassion for the boy, and brings the audience right back to the horrific reality of students, innocent children who are no longer living because of this boy, who are the absolute victims of this rollercoster of a disaster.
@girlspooptoo85678 жыл бұрын
James Walker A sign that only they can see
@FieldsofTrenzalore7 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD I GET IT NOW THANK YOU
@Local_commentor6 жыл бұрын
Its Fe stands for ferro, And Roman
@propertyofranger14 жыл бұрын
This is just the most amazing song. I love that this was filmed at her old high school, and that she actually walks past her old locker. AFP is love
@RavenAmongDoves15 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry, for some reason. So simple, but so heartbreaking.
@Jiffykittie13 жыл бұрын
So I'm a painter and i have had "painters block" as my friends call it, for the past two months. I listened to this song and was inspired. Thanks Amanda Palmer for helping out with more than one art
@landondaniels40852 жыл бұрын
she has a way of moving ya doesnt she? AFP and Poe are my 2 go to muses
@MamaGator7 жыл бұрын
Listening to this for two days now down here in South Florida. My heart is breaking.
@canaanclb7 жыл бұрын
Just discovered this song after the Florida shooting. This made me cry. It's just so tragic. Kids shouldn't have to die in the safety of their own school.
@einzelwolf34374 жыл бұрын
They deserved it
@VTRAddict14 жыл бұрын
It's a reference/tribute to the Columbine shootings, and was apparently filmed at Amanda's own High School. Amazingly powerful. She is incredible!
@sunchilde6814 жыл бұрын
I am so incredibly moved in a very strange way . .I Love this beyond any rational explanation ..It is now and FOREVER a part of my life on this 3rd stone from the sun in the lonely space we occupy in the universe..
@Athanatizein14 жыл бұрын
I... hate it when serendipity shows me myself in ways like this. I really... really hate it. Tears and thumbs, Amanda. Damn you.
@puddlecluck12 жыл бұрын
if you watch all the who killed amanda palmer videos in order (theres a playlist somewhere) it tells a story and it makes more sense.
@PatjeBree14 жыл бұрын
Seeing this live almost made me cry...so much emotion in this song...I love Amanda ! :) in everythong she does ...
@bronlokis14 жыл бұрын
wow.... tick tick tick tick tick tick boom how powerful was that?!?!?!?
@FieldsofTrenzalore7 жыл бұрын
holy fuck this is so powerful. music is so important. empathy should have no bounds.
@dddelayne11 жыл бұрын
The only thing I can think of through this video is how much I NEED her boots..
@aprilsmith11310 жыл бұрын
Then you aren't thinking very much.
@dddelayne10 жыл бұрын
Fuck off. How's that?
@livingdeaddollsjunky95438 жыл бұрын
+Lanerr Michelle you can't see the meaning behind the lyrics and are only thinking about her boots
@dddelayne8 жыл бұрын
+Eric Garza I've heard this song a million and one times. God forbid I compliment something in the video. FORGIVE me for liking a pair of shoes that are in about 10 or more close up shots. Considering the likes on the comment, I must not be the only one who thinks the same. Have a blessed life.
@modernmoonlight73507 жыл бұрын
I actually bought similar ones just because they remind me of this song.
@VictorKholod12 жыл бұрын
RIP to the victims in Newtown. I think of this song after every shooting. I hate how relevant it was and continues to be.
@Lusifelia2 жыл бұрын
I'm listening to it this week with the Uvalde shooting in mind, and agree wholeheartedly.
@98lulus14 жыл бұрын
I wanna cry! This makes me look at the shooting in a whole other way.
@jadabee40087 жыл бұрын
for those complaining about her use of F as the symbol for Iron ...she isn't actually the one who used it. she took a clip from this cartoon series and they used it kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y6m3XqmmYpudrLs Also the Dialogue contains lines from "Inferno" by August Strindberg so again she isn't responsible for any science error watch the video you see where it comes from.
@sefine06287 жыл бұрын
true. Strindberg is and he was a complete madman. I should know I used to work in the Strindbergmuseum - his old apartment. The entire place gives you the chills....
@StanMarshVEVO11 жыл бұрын
its not about teenage suicide. its about school shootings.
@felipetronquini50987 жыл бұрын
This Introduction is amazing!
@MelegantMe12 жыл бұрын
Well said, Amanda Palmer. Very well said.
@mariev.g.palladino6655 Жыл бұрын
That’s not only my High school but my old locker is also randomly in this hallway. And these kids in the video are actual students at this school and are a year or so younger than me. Makes it SO much eerier.
@zedata577 жыл бұрын
I love this song.
@LilithProductions13 жыл бұрын
@infocus I think that he was referencing Digamma, and ancient Greek letter that resembles and F. I suppose that Digamma may have been used in Alchemy to denote Iron. And, of course, the purpose of Alchemy was to make gold out of other elements.
@pigeon32647 жыл бұрын
i listened to this all the time when i was fourteen and only a few days ago, four years later do i know its about columbine powerful message
@Titanstower14 жыл бұрын
This song gives me a sort of... thoughtful moment. It's really enticing
@AvaDisarm13 жыл бұрын
@louass36 If you'd seen the video that clip is from you'd know that he translates the greek letters to English to read them out, it does show the greek letters on the screen as he says F and S
@baldielou850410 жыл бұрын
why is this bringing me so close to tears? she barely says anything but she just explained the root and development rape and violence in under 4 minutes. at least that's what i think its about, i could be wrong
@Ginger_Sweet10 жыл бұрын
it has made me cry a few times
@suicidesucks0810 жыл бұрын
Rape... Signs of a victim...
@Jcolinsol9 жыл бұрын
+louise ashbel It's pretty clearly about school shootings, though it sure seems like she's assuming that the phenomenon is motivated by the usual erroneous feminist ideas about toxic masculinity. So you're probably not far wrong.
@mcar-oy8xe8 жыл бұрын
+Beef Chavez Really? I definitely read those lines as saying that he was so disconnected from the real world that most of the women he sees are porn. Not that the porn is what made him do this.
@Jcolinsol8 жыл бұрын
mcar 7491 That seems to be the implication.
@efernalgumby13 жыл бұрын
@infocus HOLY CRAP. I finally get why that is in the song. Thank you!
@bridgetbennett0213 жыл бұрын
WHY CANT THESE SONGS BE HOURS LONG I CANT KEEP REPLAYING
@JustAliceGaming14 жыл бұрын
Okay powerful lyrics for sure!
@CharmyTanguera1013 жыл бұрын
This is a fantastic song.. and amazing video!!!
@infocus13 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew It's actually from a Strindberg piece, and it goes well with the song. First, the guy observes things that he completely misunderstands and misinterprets. The symbol for iron is Fe, and there is no Greek letter F, just Ph. In any case, hard to imagine finding sticks in the shape of phi and sigma, hehe. Second, he then decides to do something completely incongruous to what he has found (making gold out of iron and sulfur). Now, think about the kid in the song!
@PotassiumAcetate13 жыл бұрын
The "F and S Helium, F... and... S" is from Strindberg and Helium... An amazing series of videos.
@hds39 жыл бұрын
Damn... I see Columbine.
@icara577 жыл бұрын
Ah! I haven't thought about Strindberg and Helium in a while One of my favorite things
@rawr9567855012 жыл бұрын
It's alchemy. The transmutation of a lesser metal, Iron, into Gold via putrefaction (i.e. death/rebirth) symbolized by sulfur.
@charlieaic2052 Жыл бұрын
Musical art is still being created...
@gedwolfe14 жыл бұрын
THUMBS UP IF YOU CRIED!
@morskapjena14 жыл бұрын
I LOVE her videos!
@mrGovnoff3 жыл бұрын
Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick Boom
@Chels183614 жыл бұрын
beautiful
@Satankitteh13 жыл бұрын
Its sad how some can only think about a pair of boots while listening to a song about massacre. Its not difficult to see how those with sense could lose themselves to insanity... We are, after all, children at of a new age.
@HeckinTired13 жыл бұрын
Anyone else have a massive urge to buy flat lace up boots now?
@Dadagnos13 жыл бұрын
@Mintzik I was just thinking, after reading your comment and realizing the song was adressing a highschool shooting: the classical alchemists where trying to turn lead into gold...
@itsKAMbell13 жыл бұрын
@CassieSingz Originally it was about Columbine, but I don't think it's meant to be specific. It's really more about the tragedy of the situation rather than fine details, so it can be taken to be about the Virginia Tech massacre as well.
@noodlegirl5514 жыл бұрын
Check out "Strindberg and Helium with Sulfur and Iron". that's the intro for you right there.
@chinashopjada13 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew she didn't write the intro part it is from a Strindberg and Helium cartoon. So Amanda isn't a scientist, but she also isn't an idiot.
@LozzyTheOracle14 жыл бұрын
Oh, how I've missed her.
@anon91109 жыл бұрын
...I want to get boots like that. Does anyone know what they are called? Is there a certain name for them? Thanks.
@dandylion85729 жыл бұрын
+Mary Rose Roche I've been looking for similar ones in shops for over 3 years, didn't find them..I don't like the idea of getting them online.. but if you write knee high lace up boots to ebay or amazon, you'll find something..
@caitleenoconnell48248 жыл бұрын
I read somewhere that she has six pairs of the same Fluevog boots that she's been cycling out for the past twelve years.
@angel-gu8co5 жыл бұрын
goth boots, there r a lot of stores that specialize in different styles of them
@whoevenami-hn8is7 ай бұрын
this year alone, my school had three (thankfully false) bomb threats. they were the first times i felt actual, true fear. on top of that, a senior was arrested for writing a manifesto on how he would shoot up a school. the day after he was arrested was the day he had planned to shoot ours. it was a strange way to spend our friday, thinking about what could’ve happened that same afternoon.
@TheCarrieeKellyy14 жыл бұрын
she is wonderful. (:
@ezracampbell99746 жыл бұрын
Hello from 2018. I was thinking about this song the other day and how it took a few listens to realize it was about a school shooter/shooting. And then I thought about "Pumped up Kicks" and how it's a song that sounds deceptively fun and bouncy but is about a school shooter as well. And then I thought, "Oh my god, does the U.S. have an entire genre of songs about school shootings?" ...
@BryceKatz5 жыл бұрын
8 months and at least 8 more mass shootings later: kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGSseGd4i8mnaKc Everybody Knows Somebody.
@AvaDisarm13 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew It's a sample from Strindberg and Helium, so while it is wrong, it's not her mistake :P
@FoolishTheMortal12 жыл бұрын
It's from a video series called Strindberg and Helium
@Gordoniron12 жыл бұрын
Watching you pick up the I-pod and my first thought was. "Is it meta?" quickly followed by "It's Meta!"
@spunkalicous9614 жыл бұрын
This video is a fucking masterpiece.
@dusty66813 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew It's a quote. And the song is lovely.
@FoolishTheMortal12 жыл бұрын
IT's from Strindberg and Helium. He was a playwrite, not a scientist.
@icyflowblue9 жыл бұрын
i keep trying to get over the fact that the symbol for iron is Fe not F which is Fluorine.... the knowledge still lingers
@karethap88279 жыл бұрын
icyflowblue thank you soooo much for this. it needs to be said.
@HOULWOOD9 жыл бұрын
icyflowblue well, Iron and Sulfur doesnt create even gold, it can, however, create Pyrite, also known as fools gold. That sort of creates a whole new narrative, i think
@modernmoonlight73509 жыл бұрын
Why F then? I don't get it.
@HOULWOOD9 жыл бұрын
Delta Deltowski probably a mistake
@tiabusenitz78109 жыл бұрын
+HOULWOOD She did this on purpose to demonstrate that a person can be completely convinced that they are correct despite the fact that all of the information they were given is incorrect. All the first lines are incorrect information construed into meaning something it couldn't possibly mean.
@Ravenousyouth5 жыл бұрын
listening to this after chch :(
@livingdeaddollsjunky95438 жыл бұрын
Wear that beging from I heard it In that short film " teens like phill " it was pretty good
@misserinyes7 жыл бұрын
look up 'strindberg and helium'
@DarkShadowMegadeth13 жыл бұрын
I get this.
@MyCommentsRMaturelol13 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew How did I not catch that the first thousand times I listened to this song? I've WORKED with flourine for god's sake.
@bmxshitt13 жыл бұрын
This is legit.
@AGrayPhantom11 жыл бұрын
"The content owner has not made this video available on on mobile." Ironic, seeing as Ms. Palmer herself has the video available on her channel :-P
@TwisterCabaret12 жыл бұрын
i was trying to work out where I recognised that from. Do you know which Strindberg play it was?
@VMLslayer14 жыл бұрын
what is the man saying in the introduction? can someone give me the "lyrics" of the part, please?
@SirrBrave13 жыл бұрын
I love this "ding.....dong"
@JoshuaJinxed14 жыл бұрын
@NeverEverFaceTheDark The thing about iron and sulfer is about the creation of guns.
@Thewisedaz14 жыл бұрын
@TheLOLfish Yeah, the guitar hero video follows on from this
@nikkirbee13 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew I really see it as a reference as to the history of Alchemy that happened from the 1400's (the practice of alchemy was recorded in ancient China as well) all the way into the Renaissance, where people were trying to create gold and silver from basic elements for medical and wealth reasons. This practice was not only idealistic, but also never fruitful...a simple metaphor for anyone trying to make something out of nothing.
@jordanhatesyou15126 жыл бұрын
Rip voDKa and reb
@NeaeraNeaeraNeaera14 жыл бұрын
Heeeeeeeeelium!
@marlsmellow14 жыл бұрын
this is so sad..
@JulieFernz12 жыл бұрын
Such a clever little song about teenage suicide. Never stop being amazing, Amanda.
@jordanhatesyou15126 жыл бұрын
Dude its about school shootingd
@bialagaspar785210 жыл бұрын
Wow, she's amazing at making these dadaistic video stories! Glad the internet lead me to this woman :)
@spectraljew12 жыл бұрын
yes i clearly missed the point of the metaphor by making a joke about the incorrect chemical symbols
@jesusff1014 жыл бұрын
@HowPutDownWeAre I think its talking about gunpowder (explosives i think)
@grizzwaldo13 жыл бұрын
I am in love. :-( :-)
@davidmead95696 ай бұрын
Who is narrating in the beginning?
@VoltasP14 жыл бұрын
HELIUM!!!!
@JenniferSunryder13 жыл бұрын
what are the lyrics? i can barely hear her
@ThePriceis97914 жыл бұрын
What is this song about?
@playlistismo11 ай бұрын
@ ▷ Amanda Palmer 🎶▷ Strength Through Music 💿▷ Who Killed Amanda Palmer 📅▷ 2008 🎬︎▷ Michael Pope
@unbornserenity15 жыл бұрын
tel me what do you think the meaning is
@ivanmont14 жыл бұрын
@catvamp13mishka would you explain me too, pleasE?
@agardenmom10 жыл бұрын
eff and ess
@xmisogyny14 жыл бұрын
The intro is too fuckin epic
@multimonoprint13 жыл бұрын
8 people couldn't make gold from Iron and Sulphur
@VMLslayer14 жыл бұрын
can we have lyrics?:$
@MamaGator7 жыл бұрын
💔
@JulieFernz11 жыл бұрын
I know
@LilithProductions13 жыл бұрын
@spectraljew GREEK letter F.
@rubius013 жыл бұрын
@blackholenebula1 From someone who has actually spent time with Neil and has read and seen Amanda's work for years, you are sincerely wrong in your opinion of Neil and Amanda. Both of them have done high profile pro-gay supporting projects I cannot comment on their personal beliefs but it is usually easy to see people's beliefs by what they do and neither Neil or Amanda have ever done anything publicly promoting anti-gay or anti-freedom. Do some research.
@garbagemanwithgarbagehands73707 жыл бұрын
Tbh, the girl rocking back and forth in the background kinda took away from the atmosphere. The final "scene" is just Amanda and the shooter, locked in time and there's a conversation happening there. They're communicating and it's intense and atmospheric and then I just realize the girl is still there, STILL ROCKING and it just ruins everything.
@what_not43193 жыл бұрын
I don't think you are supposed to feel comfortable watching this... I'm assuming you've never been in a mental hospital 😏 Rocking is a real thing that real people do in response to stress or trauma...it triggers the release of endorphins... I think it was actually a smart way to show how traumatic an event school shootings are, while also visually describing how someone might react when faced with such a situation, considering our options are, "fight, flight, or freeze"...
@potterheadxp12 жыл бұрын
WHERE THE HELL CAN I GET THOSE BOOTS. someone? anyone? pleeeeeeaaaase x.x