Rudy Francisco - Drowning Fish

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Rudy Francisco, performing "Drowning Fish".
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[@AngieSzavui]

I am in awe of how he gave rhythm to this poem with his breathing, I could feel him grasping for air, such a powerful delivery.

[@egbougonna2692]

Yea it is powerful

[@maryjons3068]

ok so I wanna say "fuck you" you listening to the wrong thing try to understand hes talking about his life I dont think that's a delivery style I thinks that's really how he feels

[@km2163]

Olivia Gatwood does this too idk if it’s intentional but her gasps keep rythym in all her poems I love it.

[@youngtraveon03]

His deliveries will always captivate

[@roniboni___]

rudy ALWAYSSS delivers he’s truly incredible

[@ntombizulu3933]

"Thank you for not giving up on us" that slapped hard

[@cudjoe8769]

Came here to make the same comment.

[@heyyitsleslie]

I cried after he said that.

[@alexiavence3432]

Yeah, Those were the perfect words

[@OsuFootball28]

I look forward to this moment for me

[@patrickrudicill4023]

Especially when his name is your nickname... hit me like a truck!

[@khanyikuzwayo]

“Getting out of bed has become a magic trick and I am the worst magician I know” sums up the last year.

[@samanthataylor1761]

How I relate. 😪

[@aaronfelix5843]

🎯🎯🎯🎯

[@thisisthezodiacspeaking]

This man put into words what most of us cover up with the words “I’m good.”

[@Crazyndfunny]

The pandemic needs to get it together cause I am DYING to see Rudy LIVE!!!!

[@milabell3465]

I went to see him in Nov 2018, still the best night of my life. He’s absolutely incredible. Meeting him after was a dream, he’s such an inspiration. Wishing for you to see him!:)

[@i.e.ivor2308]

oh my god same 😩 like his presence in a room of people must be so immense

[@janicerobinson2225]

Same want see him live 😩

[@wyntermuro7762]

Saw him back in June of 2019 with my best friend, BEST NIGHT EVER. Being able to meet with him and tell him how much his writing means to me after was truly a gift. Hoping you see him soon!

[@lexyluwho]

“Same;” Wow, so incredibly powerful!

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Yeah so powerful

[@liormarom1266]

Rudy's words are strong, but his delivery is stronger. I could listen all day, to anything he speaks.

[@dinaaa5297]

"I cry but I tell myself it's going to be okay because there is a better version of me in the future and he is saying thank you for not giving up on us" This line right here sums up the reason why I haven't given up on myself yet.

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Hello Dinaa how are you doing

[@dawsonroby1876]

and i hope you still haven’t given up

[@solenix]

the way he delivered seriously made it feel like this wasn't pre-written at all, it's almost as if he really let go of everything that was pent up inside of him, almost like just immediately, continuously verbalizing all the thoughts running through his head. so so good. this was the first poem i heard of his and from reading the comments i can tell he's well-loved.. i can't wait to check out his other works.

[@ShadowEli94]

You need to. All of his poetry feels like that, like he’s just a relentless tide of emotion waiting for him to open his mouth. Each of his poems resonate in a way that can only be spiritual

[@wiKCed0831]

I made a promise to myself that I won't be another drowning fish. Thank you for not giving up on us. This poem hits hard.

[@TGnPBullet]

Whenever I think that the poetry scene has become weak and cliche, Rudy comes back and blows me away. If you hear someone clapping in admiration from hundreds of miles away, that's me...

[@amyle1408]

His delivery got even better, and that silence was deafening. I love Rudy so much.

[@abdulrafay984]

When I say I'm fine I'm crying When I say I'm okay I can't even sleep When I say I can take care of it I run around freaking out When I say you don't have to come I want to see you as soon as possible Then you say I'm glad you're fine and hang up I hope you know I lie

[@bouleaneige2077]

His presence is incredible, more than the poem it's what he made of it on stage that made me shiver

[@kylecarpetburn4767]

The run on sentence line goes hard

[@samjfanpage]

Hearing this poem progress over time as Rudy pulls pieces of old poems together and intertwines them with new words and new language is so completely gratifying

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Hello my dear how are you doing

[@bookwerm4life19]

His poetry is absolutely stunning

[@TotalShredHead]

“sometimes i’m fine is the quickest way to say i don’t want to talk about it” rudy never fails to speak to my soul with his words

[@oneiros7314]

Rudy is in his own lane with Poetry. This man knows how to make the saddest things beautiful-- so amazing.

[@mogomotsinthokwa97]

A fish pulling others out of the water...your words are magic.

[@jadynmitchell8531]

The emotion in this poem. That hit hard. "Thank you for not giving up"

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Hardwork

[@morganmclovinn7142]

This might be one of my favorites of his works. Truly beautiful and touching. So glad to have found Rudy this past year

[@ButtonPoetry]

Same here!

[@abdallahsadig5847]

Thank you for not giving up on us

[@bqwadseertg]

I can just tell that I'm going to have lines of this poem in my head for many days...

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Yeah that dud is good 👍

[@Riverrunzred]

This is one of the best poems I’ve ever heard. Thank you for not giving up, Rudy.

[@poisonedfrog]

Jesus. Wow. THIS IS THE POWER OF POETRY. Thank you...

[@sneakychopsticks518]

I'm in tears because my grandma had dementia and didn't remember me much before she passed last year. Especially since Covid made visiting her not possible. Thank you Rudy. Your performances inspired me to write works of my own and turn my pain into poetry.

[@tommyochoa3774]

I had to stop before the 2 minute mark...the emotion hit too close to home. I'm glad I came across this while researching poetry for my English class....and I will continue. When I am ready. Thank you Rudy Francisco.

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Yes you right no easy 😢

[@jakebaxter9571]

This man genuinely deserves some form of award for lifting so many people up from hard places and bringing awareness to people situation and for them not to have to say a thing. As he shines a light on a ever looming darkness for those in pain, suffering or demonised due to a difference in any way I just want to say thank you Rudy for being a legend amongst mortals and a light in darkness.

[@rolanddensonjr2464]

I really felt this one. Thank you Mr. Francisco. You give a voice to the voiceless.

[@camilajulietagarcia7086]

I can't not cry to this poem. Rudy, you are amazing. Thank you.

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Rudy you good

[@Ambassadorial_Interventions]

Rudy is an amazing poet. He keeps doing this poems about me. I poem on my anger, and he poems on how and why I must keep hanging on

[@teagannam]

that beat of silence was the most powerful one I’ve ever heard

[@ghostofaman4984]

Always come back to Rudy. I wish the right person would hear one of his poems, and make him famous already.

[@ButtonPoetry]

I wish it were that dang simple. My man has been on Fallon twice. On the bachelorette. Did a series of poems for the Rams. Has sneakers with his poems in then made by folks from Nike and Rebok. And on. Which is to say, the right people have heard him, the world just needs to catch up.

[@notourz]

What Rudy said about knowing a you that is better, and in the future you will be okay - it's good to hear that. I am typing this w tears rolling down my face bc a few times this week I forgot there's a future me who's okay. I'll remind myself of that more.

[@AnemoneEmily.]

"Getting out of bed has become a magic trick and I am the worst magician I know." Damn.

[@mediumjimmy]

I've read both of Rudy's books cover to cover, but this is the first time I've seen this poem performed. His performances often make me cry. I'm so glad a teacher played one of his videos in class one day and opened up the world of slam to me. Rudy's poems along with many others have helped me heal and put words to the feelings I have felt and didn't know how to describe. I never thought poetry could be like therapy or that it was possible someone else could be feeling the exact same things I was. I don't think I would've come this far without poetry. I know that sounds like such a silly thing to say, I wouldn't have believed it myself years ago if someone told me poetry would help me heal. I hope these poets know when they speak of their traumas and pain and struggles they're not just voicing for themselves, but they're helping others find their own words too. When I can't explain my own feelings in words, I know there is a poem out there that explains it perfectly, and maybe one day it will be a poem I've written.

[@nabilaosman6962]

Oh my gosh,this really make me cry

[@jonakafunda6635]

If you do poetry Rudy is definitely a must listen to 🙌🏾

[@travisreznor250]

Truth

[@frankmiles9016]

Facts 💯

[@slymanyonga7226]

I had missed Rudy’s performances 🥺

[@BrutalKombos]

Rudy Francisco does it better than anyone else I’m always in awe when anything comes out of his mouth he is truly special

[@rachanakishorko4526]

How he remembers all his words , I also write poems but can’t remember. Wonderful memory ,words and feels .

[@kairoscope]

Rudy has marked my life in many different moments. but tonight's been different. if there is any way to please let him know how much this poem and his delivery have been giving me strength towards recovery and becoming clean. thank you, Rudy. you're not only an inspiration but the nature in its true form

[@Tije201194]

I keep coming back when the days become harder again. ❤ i love it and it helps

[@ButtonPoetry]

we are so glad that this helps!!!!

[@alissa337]

I don't think I have ever heard a Rudy Fransisco poem I didn't immediately love.

[@sircharlesthepoet4289]

The way this man expresses and describes emotions is immaculate!

[@joanguevarra7105]

Thank you for this. I know exactly how this feels. To drown every day and still live. Thank you for not giving up.

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Thank you for not giving up me either

[@SethJSalas]

The passion blasted through my speakers, and I had to stop baking to watch the screen

[@daniellebain4294]

We all feel this way at times. So appreciate the the honesty.

[@ryaanmansouri9431]

My favorite most inspiring person on the planet. I want you to know you impact people in a way you will never understand. I use u in practice daily.

[@LPoper]

Sometimes there's a "help me" chained to the ankle of "I'm doing ok" 😔

[@shraddhapawar]

Always.

[@LPoper]

@@shraddhapawar 💜

[@jamiechernick7845]

This poem feels a lot like being a covid nurse for the past year or so. Until now, there have been no words to describe it. Those first 35 second paraphrase everything i feel when I hear "you signed up for this".

[@LPoper]

@@jamiechernick7845 💜

[@bhavyakjain]

Or Kill me!!!

[@giosterr44]

This is my first search for my in hobby interest of poetry. I cannot stop pressing replay.

[@phiahphiah9072]

OMG I LOVE THE ENDING ! I love how he did that ! This was amazing 🥺💕

[@pabixthoriso7179]

I am watching this poem every morning, just so I can be reminded of the many reasons I can find to keep Going.

[@becomingchristopher6337]

"same" thank you for sharing Rudy. Just keep swimming. 💜

[@michaelkamau2957]

This is why I love poetry!!!

[@bthomp6694]

Rudy is my favorite poet and this poem is just another perfect example of his ability to mix the English language with the human experience and performance art. Such a gift 🥺😩😭❤️

[@vannevers]

"Thank you for not giving up on us." 💥

[@cheyenne2001nc]

The way I'm crying right now man, god what a masterpiece.

[@danwest9628]

Seeing this now makes me wish I had kept up with your current content. Your masterpiece "scars to the new boyfriend" helped me so much In healing after a nasty breakup which involved my sons mom. The passion you expressed in that piece was undeniable and hit home so hard I couldn't listen to your words without tearing up. But eventually I could listen and be sad but okay. Eventually I could speak along and not have an emotional break down. I recently saw a rendition that you did maybe 8 years after the fact and it wasn't the same. The passion was gone. But what would you expect when you recite the same thing for 8 years? I wish I kept up better. This reminded me of the true emotion you deliver and your talent with rhythm and poetry. This is an amazing performance. I loved every second of it.

[@zaydlokhandwala1458]

I said same- I cant believe I haven't listened to his poetry. Its quick, its witty, its emotionally exhausting

[@kaylaholmes5462]

I cant stop watching this

[@littleprince7294]

Rudy's performance is what makes it all extraordinary

[@graay_socks3588]

That last line… broke me❤️

[@trini5269]

Rudy has been my favorite poet for years. My greatest inspiration in my life journey. ❤️ Thank you Rudy for everything you do

[@treyday2354]

We won't die in this canal Using all the tools I've gained from every experience in life that has been thrown at me I will climb the walls of doubt and see you on the other side my friend. (Run on sentence).

[@suchagemstephens1018]

Your Poetry Brings Hope To Those Of Us Who Deal With Depression. Also In Your Reference Of A Drowning Fish. Its Sad But I Know Many Wont Appreciate Nothing From Me Not A Word Or A Helping Hand Tell I Am That Fish . Thats The Scary Part Of Life . I Just Want To Keep Going To Bless Others . An Angel Always Knows When Her Time Is Up.

[@richards_greatman]

I agree that there are people with unique talents.

[@friendandi4623]

The Audacity Of You Being Able To Always DELIVER Rudy 👑 I Love You And Your Real Life Poetry

[@humanperson3733]

I cried. Such a beautiful description of life that applies to so many of us.

[@josefdupree1116]

"Same" that raw feeling that emersified itself in that moment. Damn just damn....

[@lubbalub274]

I’ll never begin to explain all the ways in which Rudy Fransisco’s work has saved me.

[@wordscanchangetheworld9335]

This man breathes life back into my soul..ironically the expression of what is going on in my very mind, helps me to feel less alone in the world..hope that I'm not the only one at the point of breaking while smiling on the outside..he has a gift that reaches the lost souls 🙌⭐️❤️

[@OddWomanOut_Pi81]

Rudy's a frickin alien, man. SHEESH!!! 😮‍💨👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 He don't miss.

[@cassondrahead3524]

The power the passion the truth ..... when I can’t put it into words .... this here .... puts it into words

[@neirasworld]

The power when you read his poems and hear his voice in your head. He's truly one of the best if not best 😉 and as a newly published poet, I aspire to be this good at performing. Tomorrow actually, I have my book event and I'm gonna perform my poems, I think Button couldn't have chosen a better time to upload this video!

[@SNIPEZONE23]

As someone who relates I'm so glad I decided to live. To anyone out there still in the deep darkness without hope, it does get better. Hold on just awhile longer please, you won't regret it.... It'll be hard, but worth it 🤗💜💙

[@mumbakunda8434]

This poem is describing how I have been feeling for awhile now...Thank you Rudy for reminding me not to give up!

[@Gadscylla]

I remember seeing him perform this live in Brooklyn 2019. My friend and I were almost in tears

[@Marrison-pf6fp]

Yeah he's good

[@zororomutomba9244]

rudy never fails to leave me in awe

[@shadijahangard6113]

Rudy Francisco, the only way I can help, is by reminding you that everything is going to be okay. Don’t let your fears consume you, put them on paper and let them go. Tell your heart ‘All is well’ and ‘This too shall pass’ and ‘Time will heal.’ You are the voice of so many of us who can’t put our feelings into words. Please breathe, and with every exhale allow a small piece of your sadness/worry/fears to leave your body, so you can inhale some light and peace. You are respected, and appreciated more than you know! Thank you for trying! 🙏

[@froggarolli-Stolitz]

"thank you for not giving up on us" wow... Amazing poem👏👏. thank you for sharing that with us ❤️❤️

[@ButtonPoetry]

Thanks for listening

[@taylorsipos5371]

Rudy has got to be one of the most talented poets of the generation

[@DefaultName-dg2gs]

How incredible, how painful and how beautiful all at the same time. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

[@acizo1000]

Wow this is intense poetry so f****** deep

[@jamesfv1]

Sobbing. Ive never felt more heard.

[@hilarypatrick3776]

Rudy!! 😩 Please don't stop!

[@charlisestewart1031]

Do you ever hear a poem so good your body shakes this is one of those

[@kirabozeridahsarah]

He is brilliant! What a story teller

[@SnaDyl]

Rudy never disappoints

[@Michael-ee8oc]

Rudy thank you for putting into words what my mind has failed to You have spoken for me.

[@gracefeeley183]

I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH

[@sharonmuchizazulu3388]

I ignored this video for a week but today was the day I was meant to listen to Rudy one of my favorite poets by the way, after myself of course 😂 I have been a drowning fish for the longest period 🤷🏾‍♀️ and I am glad I am ñot the only one who feels that way because when others share their experiences it makes me stronger ❤️ thanks Rudy

[@mokgadips]

"I promised myself that I won't be another drowning fish" 🐠I felt that😞

[@aalaylao7889]

Had to listen a second time .. wow just wow felt this hard today.. midnight was a recking ball to my face .. I’m tired super tired but I still find some way to keep going .

[@jeneepalmer3672]

Thank you, Rudy. You make me wanna be a better poet.

[@altanida1097]

Damn that dementia comment killed me. My grandfather has had Alzheimer’s for over 10 years and I’m just waiting for that day… Thank you Rudy for putting feelings and emotions into words. I don’t know how you do it.

[@Alexis-zr8fq]

He is the best slam poetry performer I’ve ever seen

[@calyoffhaus5282]

Rudy is my favorite poet of all time

[@roletrepdos8264]

im crying rn listening to this for the first time