I just broke up with my girlfriend of 9 months, it's not a long time I know but I loved her and she was my world and I gave her everything and lost myself in the process, she's long gone now but the memories in the city we met are still very much alive. And it tears me apart, I don't want to hate this city but everytime I go out I see memories of us and it kills me, I can only numb myself enough with anything and anyone I can get my hands on until the pain sets in again. This is a beautiful song.
@caioloki7 жыл бұрын
Been there too and I know how hard it can be. Actually this song was recorded in one of those moments. Just always keep in mind that growth comes from pain and trust that time is the most powerful healer of all. It gets better!
@peyton12546 жыл бұрын
Same thing happened to me, she told me she had a crush on me and I didn’t know what to do so I said I did even though I didn’t. It tears me apart because I didn’t really love them and didn’t have the guts to tell them. Turns out she was cheating on me the whole time.
@peyton12546 жыл бұрын
Arthalyn actually I did t mean it in that way, I’m referring to me not John😂 as in not John the person writing thi- you know what yeah sure John
@ImLuc_YT5 жыл бұрын
Skates and books So, 2 years, how’re you doing?😂
@bobthetrashgoblin93546 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for using masculine pronouns!! This song hit me deeper than it did when I heard it with feminine pronouns because it helped me come to terms with my being a demiboy. I went from being strong internally to weak before someone could blink, but this video helped me become strong again. Thank you. This song saved my life. 😌 ~Jared DeLapp, 13
@nylagarner73275 жыл бұрын
Your account pic is of Alexander and John.Beautiful
@Choco135 жыл бұрын
Do you like Hamilton? But the most important thing to meh uwu..... Do you like Lams???? >:3 xdxd
@Choco135 жыл бұрын
@@nylagarner7327 i know ùwú
@mercuryeuphoria50525 жыл бұрын
Demiboy here too!
@raining_noodles53654 жыл бұрын
That profile pic thoooo, funny cuz I was just watching some lams animatics
@2legit2quit407 жыл бұрын
This is an incredibly impressive cover! A few things in particular stood out to me. 1. Your "vocal aerobics" during the vocal runs were well controlled and felt very natural. 2. Your breath control at the start of the final iteration of the chorus showed great skill. 3. The way you would cut some notes short or start some half a beat late constantly kept me guessing and caused me to have more of an emotional investment in your performance. 4. Your reinvention of the lyrics to fit the male perspective was extremely clever and well done. Overall, this was an incredible performance. I hope one day you receive the recognition you deserve. Good on you!
@caioloki7 жыл бұрын
thank you so much!
@ccollins99818 жыл бұрын
Best male cover to date, awesome!
@AhNndy7 жыл бұрын
watch the cover from SAM is still better.!
@frankiesharp5006 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Jordan.
@CaptianJellyfish6 жыл бұрын
2019 and still
@dokieB4 жыл бұрын
SAM's cover is the best.. and the lyrics are better too.
@TaufikHidayat-wd4kr4 жыл бұрын
It's not simple to say That most days I don't recognize me That these shoes and this apron That place and its patrons Have taken more than I gave them It's not easy to know I'm not anything like I used be, although it's true I was never attention's sweet center I still remember that boy he's imperfect, but he tries he is good, but he lies he is hard on himself he is broken and won't ask for help he is messy, but he's kind he is lonely most of the time he is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie he is gone, but he used to be mine It's not what I asked for Sometimes life just slips in through a back door And carves out a person and makes you believe it's all true And now I've got you And you're not what I asked for If I'm honest, I know I would give it all back For a chance to start over and rewrite an ending or two For the boy that I knew Who'll be reckless, just enough Who'll get hurt, but who learns how to toughen up When he's bruised and gets used by a man who can't love And then he'll get stuck And be scared of the life that's before him Meaning left every day 'til it finly reminds him To fight just a little, to bring back the fire in him eyes It's been gone, but used to be mine Used to be mine he is messy, but he's kind he is lonely most of the time he is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie he is gone, but he used to be mine
@VizsualTactics7 жыл бұрын
This guy brought tears to my eyes with his voice.
@orangecreampuff18937 жыл бұрын
I REALLY Like how you said 'He' instead of 'She'.
@aWERFRGT6545BGFG6 жыл бұрын
but why tho lol
@cesarbrandi6 жыл бұрын
i hate it so much
@2hr1ne6 жыл бұрын
How is the meaning changed? The gender of the person the song is about changes NOTHING about the emotion behind it.
@connormurphy6306 жыл бұрын
@@2hr1ne Exactly.
@braidend18426 жыл бұрын
+SHRlNE because it's gay
@rhb2506 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU for fearlessly singing this as a man reflecting on himself...I've loved this song since I first heard it and its always "spoken" to me...I change the gender references (and the pregnancy reference) whenever I sing along. You delivered a gorgeous, heart rending performance....I'm so glad I found this video.
@caioloki6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Jerry! 💜
@jerryburg23333 жыл бұрын
@@caioloki Yours is still the best.
@HabituallyObsessed6 жыл бұрын
Thank you. I haven't been able to cry for years, and last night I really, really needed to. I browsed through hundreds of videos on KZbin for hours until I stumbled upon this one, and finally, tears steamed down my face for the first time in years. It wasn't the full hour of bawling I was hoping for, but a little weep was better than nothing, so thank you.
@Aerythraea2 жыл бұрын
I’m happy for you! I hope that the last 4 years have had some sort of positive change because of that. I’ve been trying to cry so hard for the past month, but I’ve only been able to get a single tear out so far.
@Mason-sj9oy5 жыл бұрын
So is this person on Broadway yet? Literal voice goals
@michaelmacunfiltered6672 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy to find your cover. This song speaks so deeply to my story. I can't hear it without tearing up. I've been singing to myself with the "he" pronoun for years. Thank you.
@Starb0yyy__ Жыл бұрын
This cover will still make me sob. The lyrics just hit home right now.
@rhb2505 жыл бұрын
Let me join those who have expressed heartfelt thank-yous to you for singing this as a man, getting through heartbreak from a relationship with a man...moving, real, beautifully sung. Now I have to wipe the tears off my keyboard...
@ellasaberlight73415 жыл бұрын
Who else is here cause the hamilton and laurens animation? Also I love your voice
@atomicjunebug2884 жыл бұрын
OMG ME
@atomicjunebug2884 жыл бұрын
I cry every time I watch the Lams animation
@jossrivera20044 жыл бұрын
@@atomicjunebug288 RIIIIIIGGGGGGHHHHHTTTTT
@TheMansCircle4 жыл бұрын
I actually got here from a Sonadow story on Wattpad.
@kishoii4 жыл бұрын
MEE
@lusefeerstone86243 жыл бұрын
Been years yet still cryin bcz of this
@edo9bec8 жыл бұрын
I loved what you did with the lyrics, it suits perfect with the song.
@jada66327 ай бұрын
This is an amazing cover....this song hits hard. "You're not what I asked for" is something I tell myself way too often.
@alexisvictoria36559 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of a music teacher we had last year for some reason. He wasn't mean, although kids said he was. I thought they were VERY rude to them, whether he knew it or not. This year he ism't at our school we have another old guy for a teacher who just yells at people..
@MsKangaroo2148 жыл бұрын
I'm crying omg your voice is a true gift!
@EtherealShite27163 жыл бұрын
You have a very nice voice Edit: After listening to the original song, I thought about finding a male cover of it and it lead me here, the perfect music that fits with the ending of an angst story I'm making. I rarely ever see an LGBTQ story and decided to make one myself but was having a hard time trying to find music that could inspire me. But after hearing this masterpiece, I typed away like a maniac and began to connect each scene together; piece-by-piece, this story continues.
@neoandroid85863 жыл бұрын
This just hits me so much
@blackpinkfandom15602 жыл бұрын
Me too
@lord_ozymandias4 жыл бұрын
I normally don’t listen to covers but i would die to keep this on YT permanently lmao, great voice
@caioloki4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! :D
@jada6632 Жыл бұрын
Coincidentally, Sara Bareilles performed, perhaps, the best cover ever of Elton John's Goodbye Yellowbrick Road.
@jackmcphail998 жыл бұрын
Gaaahhhh i just realised i relate to this song so much and now I'm hurt and crying...
@charlie2.0483 жыл бұрын
I've always connected to this song emotionally but not quite because of the female pronouns. I'm a trans man. Only recently come to terms with that. This cover has me crying at 3 am. Truly wonderful. I love your voice and the emotion you give this song. You've got a new subscriber.
@danielregalado56178 жыл бұрын
Amazing! Lovely! This guy needs to be heard of! I always wonder how guys can have such vocal prowess to sing Sara B's songs?!?! Gosh I'm so blown away - Love from the Philippines!
@oNegLeEk8 жыл бұрын
ok i wish i could hug you! your cover and voice give me goose bumps 👏👏👏😊😊😊
@miraculousladybug71846 жыл бұрын
What an amazing angelic voice? I really love it.
@caioloki6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!
@MarioOliveira18 жыл бұрын
Lindo! Tocante a música. to ouvindo de novo e de novo... Parabéns Caio.
@2hr1ne6 жыл бұрын
Are we allowed to use this for animations or animatics? Your voice is perfect for my vision.
This masterpiece needs the lyrics. I love your voice and how you slightly changed the lyrics
@Xae_in_a_Coat5 жыл бұрын
Beautiful...
@TheDecadentwolf8 жыл бұрын
Truly a gifted singer singing a beautifully modified song.
@loubughoffman79085 жыл бұрын
this is so beautiful and amazing, his voice is like an angel sent for heaven! this is my favorite song and it’s amazing to hear him singing i almost cried
@TheTurkaderr5 жыл бұрын
This song speaks to me so much about my own life and all the things I've been through, thank you for singing a male version to give a voice to my life.
@gabrielbotero18 жыл бұрын
Great cover can't get enough
@AlexGross-sz3ht2 жыл бұрын
I'm ftm, and I can't explain how much harder this song hits with this version. Thank you so much for making this!
@thomasacosta70118 жыл бұрын
i love the way he sing 👍
@alandoodles4 жыл бұрын
Your voice is absolutely amazing!
@ivandevcic90822 жыл бұрын
That first verse killed me because im feeling like a stranger to myself lately...
@codypace56068 жыл бұрын
and now i cry 😥😥 beautiful!!!
@alesh22752 жыл бұрын
Such a clear voice!
@darkfaire8 жыл бұрын
Amazing! Thank you for doing this cover! It was so powerful it gave me chills!
@JasonStreetTV5 жыл бұрын
A great performance!
@loenie64938 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful thank you for uploading it! I hope more people will see this, sharing it now :)
@jasonstreet_art3 жыл бұрын
Brings me to tears every time. Tears are good. Thank you.
@jimmcfall36785 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely incredible. What you did with the lyric was perfection for use from a man's point of view. And your voice! My God, what a beautiful instrument you have.
@St.E.V.T3 жыл бұрын
Bravo buddy! Beautiful! Thank you also Sara!
@tinkersmith4 жыл бұрын
Just magical!
@AbdallaSk8s3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this version and for singing so beautifully ❤
@antmoose5 жыл бұрын
This is an extremely beautiful rendition of the song. I'll be rewatching. Thanks so much!
@AmericanWoman845 жыл бұрын
Amazing as usual! I LOVE this song!
@JohnSmith86132 Жыл бұрын
Wow! So good! Thank you for the beautiful cover
@ThamReynMonroe6 жыл бұрын
OMG.. your voice made me speechless, too beautiful for my ears
@pantincouple5 жыл бұрын
wow beautiful song thank you for sharing!
@Blvd_ivan5 жыл бұрын
4 years later and this wrecks me still
@californiagold3857 Жыл бұрын
Very nice voice.
@KibaWolf048 жыл бұрын
wow...beautiful. It gave me the feels
@morriswilburn98583 ай бұрын
Very, very good.
@thebombshellmale2 жыл бұрын
Obrigado Caio por essa versão linda ♥
@SkunkCrazy3 жыл бұрын
Obsessed with this cover. :)
@tomazoliveira77538 жыл бұрын
Lindo demais.
@yaboi_dyslexic5 жыл бұрын
Your voice is so beautiful and sweet, even singing those high notes, absolutely wonderful!
@darwingaring0235 жыл бұрын
For me still the best male cover of this song :)
@sameliterally8 жыл бұрын
where did you find the instrumental in this key? I really want to cover it!
@dqindian7 жыл бұрын
Josh Hicks I've been trying to find it as well. Did you have any luck??
@1412mariLU7 жыл бұрын
Do you want to play it yourself? The chords are C# G# A#m F# (and in the 2nd part of the 2nd verse and chorus it's C# E A#m F# )
@yummy12340986 жыл бұрын
@caio loki hello?? See above^^
@smallsignals6 жыл бұрын
1412mariLU sounds more like F7/A in that second part, not E. That chord is working as a secondary dominant leading you to Bbm (or A Sharp minor if you prefer to think of it as C Sharp Major scale).
@thelastredcoat16625 жыл бұрын
Absolutely beautiful.
@joshuawalker758 жыл бұрын
Literally perfect
@Lykdanne7 жыл бұрын
It's not simple to say That most days I don't recognize me That these shoes and this apron That place and its patrons Have taken more than I gave them It's not easy to know I'm not anything like I used be, although it's true I was never attention's sweet center I still remember that girl She's imperfect, but she tries She is good, but she lies She is hard on herself She is broken and won't ask for help She is messy, but she's kind She is lonely most of the time She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie She is gone, but she used to be mine It's not what I asked for Sometimes life just slips in through a back door And carves out a person and makes you believe it's all true And now I've got you And you're not what I asked for If I'm honest, I know I would give it all back For a chance to start over and rewrite an ending or two For the girl that I knew Who'll be reckless, just enough Who'll get hurt, but who learns how to toughen up When she's bruised and gets used by a man who can't love And then she'll get stuck And be scared of the life that's inside her Growing stronger each day 'til it finally reminds her To fight just a little, to bring back the fire in her eyes That's been gone, but used to be mine Used to be mine She is messy, but she's kind She is lonely most of the time She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie She is gone, but she used to be mine
@Kaylalilymusic8 жыл бұрын
Love this!!!
@thomasst6206 жыл бұрын
Best male cover! Handsomest male cover. Handsome
@caioloki6 жыл бұрын
Why thank you very much sir 😎 and since you play the piano I figure it's our civic duty to get married now. Get your Pinterest board ready.
@thomasst6206 жыл бұрын
@@caioloki Well, I wouldn't want to let my duties fall by the wayside :) I saw the production of this in San Diego last week. It was so good!
@lailai48365 жыл бұрын
This is my new click-to-cry favorite, thank you so much for covering this your voice is so angelic
@henrymerced6 жыл бұрын
wow!! I love your voice! This song is beautiful!!!
@ThamReynMonroe6 жыл бұрын
Best cover of this song
@lauraoliviakeck1166 Жыл бұрын
This is really good awesome voice!
@leonardo_Fabri8 жыл бұрын
Caio, como sempre, PERFEITO!
@mattandchristiansmus8 жыл бұрын
Huge fan of the page and especially this piece. Is there anyway to get a copy of the background track sent to me please?! I'd love to try this, I'm no where near as pretty as your range is but man. Just beautiful Please let me know!
@Felipe-rx7eu2 жыл бұрын
Caio você tem talento, tanto quanto dublador que eu amava tudo aquilo 🙊 quanto cantor, você tem uma voz incrível 🥰 parabéns
@keepingitreal3017 жыл бұрын
You're vocal control is amazing! Your falsetto, all of it. You are so incredibly talented
@caioloki7 жыл бұрын
thanks katie!
@marcelcilliers84486 жыл бұрын
GREAT COVER ..GREAT VOICE...WELL DONE
@jeh5005 жыл бұрын
Really beautiful job (not an easy song to pull off!).
@scramblerman25365 жыл бұрын
Would love you to come to my recording studio in London and record this track for me.
@caioloki5 жыл бұрын
Would love to, but I'm currently in Brazil ;)
@TheTurkaderr6 жыл бұрын
Tears....so beautiful...thank you for making this!!
@elliotdawn7576 жыл бұрын
Best male cover so far
@tamonnecotodie6578 жыл бұрын
Great cover !!
@AngeloacostaMcbo6 жыл бұрын
this song its so powerfull
@ninsters892 жыл бұрын
Brilliant. And you are beautiful.
@firesonic234 жыл бұрын
Thank you...thank you so much.
@SM-ih4fl5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for recording this. It’s a beautiful cover. Describes my life right now. Finding myself again though. I often sing along with you. Keep it up xx
@RocknLove096 жыл бұрын
Absolutely fantastic! Love your cover, it sounded so good!! The original song is in itself inspiring, but your rendition of it brings in even more people to inspire :) kudos
@simpingforasimp45074 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful, you earned a sub!
@brianorr3085 жыл бұрын
Bravo! Thanks for giving a new take on this song.
@ursousa5 жыл бұрын
In the masculine..it hit me hard.....this is my life to a t...how hard that is to face...
@nightcatssketchbook5 жыл бұрын
I got chills from this, you have a wonderful voice!!
@juliexxx69602 жыл бұрын
So beautiful 😍 .
@tigersmoonlight6 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful, and therefore you have inspired me!
@denisemarle41414 жыл бұрын
Beautiful!
@PaoloNYC3 жыл бұрын
You have such a beautiful voice. Love this!
@empoleon77505 жыл бұрын
Great singing, friend.
@cotton63303 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this I got out of a very toxic relationship and I've been listening to this thru the whole relationship.. I got put down in the relationship and thrown around like nothin this song always made me cry bec that's honestly how I felt tbh so thank u from the bottom of my heart that I have left
@KBallelli5 жыл бұрын
wow...I actually started to tear up. Beautifully done. :)