S*x Cult Survivor interview-Onami

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

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@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly 24 күн бұрын
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@standdownrobots_ihaveoldglory
@standdownrobots_ihaveoldglory 24 күн бұрын
Mark you know she’s an online spiritual leader right??? You put on a wanna-be cult leader to talk about cults. Yet another case of little Mark doing the thinking. lol at least you know what “beautiful soul” really means to your subscribers 😂 🍑🍭 🍆🍆🍆🍆😉
@jennifermesser3184
@jennifermesser3184 23 күн бұрын
You should share the link to her book
@MultiMikeford
@MultiMikeford 23 күн бұрын
@rosejett32
@rosejett32 23 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing ❤ I've got to get this book😮
@xp7575
@xp7575 23 күн бұрын
Thank you for exposing the REAL gr00m3rs in the world, there's a reason why religious people pretend like everyone they hate is a PDF file.
@ceceeatsall6883
@ceceeatsall6883 23 күн бұрын
I was born into this cult also. 41 years later and I'm still trying to make sense and heal from all the trauma, brainwashing and neglect. I couldn't watch the whole interview because it brought up too much pain but I'm glad she's talking about it and raising public awareness.
@jamespaige1571
@jamespaige1571 22 күн бұрын
I left 15 years ago. @softwhiteunderbelly could do an entire channel on our stories
@MrsM334
@MrsM334 21 күн бұрын
I don't suppose you could get over something so awful happening to you. I hope things get better for you @ceceeatsall6883
@haretyper4954
@haretyper4954 21 күн бұрын
Try to finish watching, it might really help you and lead you to healing.
@stacyyoust
@stacyyoust 21 күн бұрын
Idk 🤷‍♂️
@slick_rick_ink
@slick_rick_ink 21 күн бұрын
I was also born into this cult and left when I was 15 (I'm 36 now) There is nothing that someone can say to erase the trauma and most people have no idea the level of programming. Hope you're in a better place now. ❤
@succubiwishes
@succubiwishes 24 күн бұрын
The strength of this woman is amazing. Inspiring interview.
@Sabrina-LosAngeles
@Sabrina-LosAngeles 24 күн бұрын
💯💯💯💯.
@TracysavedbyChrist
@TracysavedbyChrist 24 күн бұрын
Yes she is a very strong and courageous lady!
@inaRIMPAU
@inaRIMPAU 23 күн бұрын
And intelligence and grace. Onami is extraordinary.
@brendanold7047
@brendanold7047 23 күн бұрын
Noooooo! She is crazy AF!
@modernvivienleigh
@modernvivienleigh 23 күн бұрын
Sure, but also if you look at her social media ... She's insufferable and damaging to others
@claudiamelisa7
@claudiamelisa7 24 күн бұрын
What a great speaker. So enjoyable to listen to. I could visit with her for hours and hours
@SheTwice
@SheTwice 24 күн бұрын
She sounds like Drew Barrymore! I love listening to this lady speak.
@MsNeonDion
@MsNeonDion 24 күн бұрын
@@SheTwiceI was thinking she sounds exactly like Julia Fox
@SheTwice
@SheTwice 24 күн бұрын
@ OH YEAH!!!!! You are right on
@JasonSpielberg
@JasonSpielberg 23 күн бұрын
butt hole poo, pee pee butt hole fart
@marrrhgo
@marrrhgo 23 күн бұрын
look her up! she has a youtube
@emmanueludoh77
@emmanueludoh77 19 күн бұрын
I've watched a lot of content on this channel. This stands out as one of the best interviews. Her honesty is refeshing and she gave me a huge shot of hope. She survived serious trauma and survived to help others manage their trauma. Outstanding interview!
@stijndidden2901
@stijndidden2901 15 күн бұрын
You should read her books. Mami Onami is a gamechanger
@G_Popp100
@G_Popp100 12 күн бұрын
I totally agree, great subject & human being. Mark has been given a gift, and can bring out the best/worst in everyone. Lol (mostly the best) 💕 How he doesn't become cynical & jaded is also another gift and something he's exercised it in one of the very best of ways!! He's got "thick skin" and appears to have genuine empathy. 💕😊 Xo- from Canada
@roxylooney2585
@roxylooney2585 3 күн бұрын
I follow her Instagram
@zoeantoinette9531
@zoeantoinette9531 22 күн бұрын
This is probably my favorite interview you've done. She's amazing.
@JimmyHeight
@JimmyHeight 22 күн бұрын
Probably great at sex too
@cartergomez5390
@cartergomez5390 21 күн бұрын
Yeah and I find it so scary 😨 at the same time
@whisperingdivinelove
@whisperingdivinelove 20 күн бұрын
She really is! She’s such a beautiful soul
@rajnigagnon8432
@rajnigagnon8432 20 күн бұрын
Amazing strong intelligent woman!
@NosiLLa258
@NosiLLa258 20 күн бұрын
I'm in love with her spirit!! Amazingly inspirational.
@nourtohme4998
@nourtohme4998 24 күн бұрын
There is a special place in Hell for those who pervert Jesus and Christianty, especially to innocent children.
@kenosabi
@kenosabi 24 күн бұрын
Absolutely. But that's never stopped the Catholic church now has it?
@nourtohme4998
@nourtohme4998 24 күн бұрын
@kenosabi evil pedophile "priests" don't represent the catholic church, and the church itself doesn't represent Jesus. It's a hard distinction to learn. There are bad seeds in every establishment. If you gave a regular person a beethoven musical sheet, and they butchered it/ played it very badly, do you blame beethoven? It's sad because the only one who can actually save her(Jesus), she might never turn to, because, tragically, she associates Him to her trauma. (understandably so)
@BigBlack81
@BigBlack81 24 күн бұрын
@nourtohme4998 Wheat and tares? Bull. 👎🏿
@Darkbluedevil
@Darkbluedevil 24 күн бұрын
Like pastors , preachers, clergy, priest!
@YerpDerp17
@YerpDerp17 24 күн бұрын
Sadly, perverting religion is far too common, not only in modern times, but in all of human history. Anytime you give someone that sort of power, it will be abused. I am not saying you can't be a good, moral person who follows a religion, but I am saying religion has justified a lot of hatred, abuse, suffering, manipulation and death since its inception.
@balinesewonder
@balinesewonder 24 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your journey, Onami. All the best and continued success in your life.
@aussie4065
@aussie4065 20 күн бұрын
‘You will force others to abuse you if you don’t change your pattern’ …. Very very insightful
@atinemassare
@atinemassare 17 күн бұрын
@@aussie4065 that's not insightful, that's blaming the victim
@iu.lia.na.
@iu.lia.na. 16 күн бұрын
​@atinemassare I think it implies more so that there is a point where no one but you can save yourself. In that specific context it was about self-sabotage
@atinemassare
@atinemassare 16 күн бұрын
@iu.lia.na. I see your point and agree. at the same time, hers was a poor choice of words to express that then. Plus she said some other things along the same line like "stop consenting to beeing abused as a child". Same thing. So I get your point, but I'm not sure it is what SHE means. She has a victim blaming narrative.
@tol.M_ngo
@tol.M_ngo 16 күн бұрын
@@atinemassare *how dare you...* How dare you think that this is in any way about your bloody view and opinion or stupid assessment of her highly personal choice of words?!!!! Just shut TF up! This is not about you!!! SHE told HER STORY and she can f*cking say and formulate what ever she f*cking wants and how she fu*king feels it & thinks, CAUSE SHE'S TALKING, SO EVERYONE ELSE SHUTS UP!!!! YOUSELF IS ACTUALLY RIGHT NOW VICTIM-BLAMING! And nodody seriously wants to know your self-righteous sentiments, either!, "Kleine Pissnelke, verdammte." ❌❌❌
@foodiusmaximus
@foodiusmaximus 15 күн бұрын
@@atinemassareI think the advice was meant for people who were in a part of their journey of self discovery and healing where there is awareness of trauma but they have not fully realized awareness of being in control of their surroundings or being a protector of their own being
@tmadison6794
@tmadison6794 24 күн бұрын
Great interview hearing someone figuring out how to truly live by dealing with and overcoming deep rooted abuse. Wishing her family all the best!
@diesto-vg5jz
@diesto-vg5jz 23 күн бұрын
I don’t think much has been overcome. This channels fanbase will beleieve anything
@edoherty5651
@edoherty5651 23 күн бұрын
It must have been unbelievably confusing for Onami to be in a structured society that was consistent and predictable, but ultimately unhealthy. Paradoxically, I think this gave her an advantage in improving the rules and structures in her life that benefited her once she put a complete stop to all the problems. People who grow up without any structure would likely have a harder time doing the same. She really has a voice for those who grew up in a structured but messed up situation.
@jamienimitz6864
@jamienimitz6864 21 күн бұрын
Yes, “stop consenting to be sexually abused as a child” (@ 1 hour 07 mins) Yikes.
@Blinkerfluid17
@Blinkerfluid17 20 күн бұрын
​@jamienimitz6864 check out her website where she sells sex magic courses that will fix your life for thousands of dollars a year. She's a good salesperson. That's all.
@edmanning274
@edmanning274 19 күн бұрын
Unfortunately she runs an MLM scam around spirituality and is TikTok famous for being the main "unschooling" parent.
@shavxox
@shavxox 24 күн бұрын
It's crazy how predators can sense trauma and vulnerability. Its like they can smell it
@joelmolinapalau6811
@joelmolinapalau6811 24 күн бұрын
I think there are behavioural patterns like unsupervised "freedom" or confusing deorientation of moral dilemmas and dangers, otherwise warnings that parents are suppossed to provide, and that builds into a somewhat excessive sense of trust, which would be leathal, especially when you are so young. For instance, I was taught since I can even start to remember, that you don´t talk to other adults alone you, especially adults, and that you walk away from them if they insist in talking to you. This "rule" actually saved my life when I was 8 years old as I believe I was a target to be kidnapped when a young girl started calling me from a car while I was on the swings outside my aunty´s, just like in the movies.
@maribel3620
@maribel3620 24 күн бұрын
Do you think that is because it started with trauma and vulnerability for them? Meaning, that’s how they became predators?🤔
@HeartFeltGesture
@HeartFeltGesture 24 күн бұрын
Narcissistic demons, energy vampires, emotional vampires. Its real, its ancient.
@truthseeker2222
@truthseeker2222 23 күн бұрын
Its actually not crazy at all. It makes perfect sense. Predators in the wild can smell and sense trauma/ vulnerability, why would humans be any different? We are natural predators.
@JasonSpielberg
@JasonSpielberg 23 күн бұрын
It's usually pretty obvious. Most vulnerability comes down to basic stupidity, and people tend to have a very hard time hiding that, as they lack the intelligence to do so. More sophisticated people don't remain vulnerable for long, because we're able to identify our own flaws and deal with them accordingly.
@annabullock3726
@annabullock3726 24 күн бұрын
There’s so many good speakers on this channel lately, it’s moving as hell
@goergeskaplan2910
@goergeskaplan2910 23 күн бұрын
Agreed. o_0
@MalikTheMessenger
@MalikTheMessenger 23 күн бұрын
It’s crazy how well thought out they are from the back grounds they come from. You would think they would have been mentally broke by now.
@iu.lia.na.
@iu.lia.na. 16 күн бұрын
It's almost as if he's looking for such speakers on purpose
@breeyakukowski8946
@breeyakukowski8946 5 күн бұрын
Ohhhhhh this is the viral "unschooling" mom from tiktok!!!! This explains soooooooo much. Holy buckets.
@jvliebeth
@jvliebeth 2 күн бұрын
holy shit
@Bawdybybee
@Bawdybybee 21 күн бұрын
I’m so HAPPY I listened to this interview. THANK YOU SO MUCH MARK FOR POSTING THIS!
@Thekoryosmenstribepodcast
@Thekoryosmenstribepodcast 24 күн бұрын
This made me cry a bit. Im 41 and still healing from SA. I was 6 years old, and it lasted for a year, then it happened again at 8..i was an alcoholic for 16, used drugs, i was in a gang when i was younger in and out of jail. Im sober from everything, but this abuse is the hardest thing to move past. When she said the part about a destructive pattern. I noticed i still do this. Its not as bad. But its still there. Im far better than i was 10 years ago. But im still struggling with it. Thank you for this. ❤. I have Cptsd. Im a huge introvert, im a single father of three kids. I never let anyone into my life, just like her. Because its hard to trust people.
@eclecticsoul2514
@eclecticsoul2514 24 күн бұрын
There’s always the 12 steps, just a suggestion❤
@Tito_The_Alien
@Tito_The_Alien 24 күн бұрын
What is SA?
@chaos00174
@chaos00174 24 күн бұрын
Man I want you to know that you are NOT alone. CPTSD is the worst thing I've ever experienced and I feel so deeply what you say about it never going away. I'm 25 now and every day is ruled by flashbacks and anxiety and I too isolate myself and fear people in general. I feel like I'll never get anywhere in life because I'm still frozen in time as a child being abused.
@frothe42
@frothe42 24 күн бұрын
@@Tito_The_Alien Sex abuse.
@witchyfarmgirl
@witchyfarmgirl 24 күн бұрын
Here’s to meeting likeminded people. I was a little bit younger, at 4, from my uncles. Even though I have an amazing spouse, I’ve never healed from it. I’m definitely going to get her book. She gave me inspiration & hope to heal myself, finally. No more pushing it away. I hope the best for you. I hope that you can forgive yourself and become the best version of yourself. ☺️
@baileyrawlinson7813
@baileyrawlinson7813 23 күн бұрын
“Tell me a story or two, before I let you go,” is something I want to say to her until she runs out of stories. I love her spirit, energy, and message. I love her delivery. I love her verve. I love her authenticity and frankness. I just really love her. Thanks for sharing your unreal story, Onami, and thanks for giving her the platform to do so, Mark. I am a very open-minded person but, in all honestly, if I passed Onami in the street before hearing her story, I probably would’ve made unfair snap judgments about her. Maybe because of the tattoos, maybe because of other less visible factors. After hearing her story, and learning about how resilient and intelligent and articulate and beautiful she is, I can’t believe I was so quick to make negative judgements. This is exactly why your videos are so important, they challenge our preconceived ideas and snap judgements even when we don’t know we need that challenge. Thanks again for all you do.
@PalinaZ
@PalinaZ 23 күн бұрын
You don't need to learn more about other people to not be ok with yourself making negative judgements. You don't need to sympathize with ones story to know your limits of consciousness. There are soo many who grew up in deprivation of mature adults. That comes in many different shapes and always plasticizes a children's brain. Do not make negative judgements ever about things that have nothing to do with you. There are many people who won't even be able to name what has happened to them ever. Not everyone is capable of telling their story or two..
@HeavyMetalKittenx
@HeavyMetalKittenx 23 күн бұрын
⁠​⁠​⁠@@PalinaZI second this! I also wanted to add that most of us tattooed individuals are good people. Never judge someone by what’s on the outside or in.
@klove3106
@klove3106 22 күн бұрын
I follow her on Instagram and Spotify podcasts. I’m so happy I found her
@edmanning274
@edmanning274 19 күн бұрын
Check out her website, that'll validate your initial feeling. She now runs a 'spritual' MLM scam.
@jaimiem.k.8958
@jaimiem.k.8958 18 күн бұрын
good for you. being introspective enough to admit that you would have judged. its also important to note, however, she's being interviewed. she's at her best. we DONT know If she's truly a good and kind person. judgement can be an effective tool. just like everything else, there is a line and spectrum.
@incorrigiblerogue1193
@incorrigiblerogue1193 19 күн бұрын
What a channel. Every single interview that I've watched instantly becomes my favorite. This girl just drips with strength and tenacity. She's a true inspiration. I'm a 47 yr old man, by the way. ✊
@s.graves7483
@s.graves7483 10 күн бұрын
So like all Christians...
@Headsup9550
@Headsup9550 24 күн бұрын
This is the best interview yet in my opinion! What an amazing person you are! You are so well spoken. It's hard to imagine that you missed any education!
@narcisisticka_zloupotreba
@narcisisticka_zloupotreba 24 күн бұрын
And yet she does the same to her kids - see this about her " unschooling" her kids on Hannah Alonzo's youtube video kzbin.info/www/bejne/iX7Zeo2An9asY6csi=vBvMEeeuO0MsuonW
@LittleLwilder
@LittleLwilder 24 күн бұрын
She’s a famous unschooler on tik tok and her children cannot read or write.
@KingSilly
@KingSilly 24 күн бұрын
Homeschooling>Public Schooling.
@timmywitty1432
@timmywitty1432 24 күн бұрын
@@narcisisticka_zloupotreba. Unschooling is nothing like a cult, it allows the child to develop and pursue his/ her natural interests, it’s freedom vs the so called education system which indoctrinates children to be obedient slaves, the whole school system os set up like a prison. There is NOTHING natural about making children sit in a box for eight hours a day learning nothing of actual use in the natural world. Wakey, wakey!
@LittleLwilder
@LittleLwilder 23 күн бұрын
@@KingSilly sure, but this is UNSCHOOLING. She does not teach anything. The children will only learn to read if/when they want to. There are 5million commentary videos on why this lady is setting her children up for a hard life. It’s honestly really sad. Unfortunate she’s getting air time.
@iansane3286
@iansane3286 24 күн бұрын
“Cleanup in aisle 5”…I love you. We are very similar although I wasn’t born into a cult. But I personally relate to much you have discussed. You are wise and brave. Much respect and I wish you and your loved ones all love and abundance now and into the future. You helped ME today…Thank you!🙏❤️
@Junitunes
@Junitunes 15 күн бұрын
The thing i think should be known about this woman is she isolates her children and lives in a very cultish way still. She doesnt let them go to school, or the doctor, doesn't vaccinate, drinks her own urine, does unschooling because she doesnt want her kids to be influenced by the outside world. Unschooling is where you teach children what theyre interested in. So her kids are far behind in education. The way she responds to critism is just cult talk. " Anti society, my sons free others are not" She sells courses on sex magic and strange hippy spirituality. I think people that are raised in cults fall victim to cult mentality
@calliecollins7702
@calliecollins7702 11 күн бұрын
Yes. The whole unschooling issue here is awful. I do not understand why she is denying her children an education.
@lilasfaves7846
@lilasfaves7846 11 күн бұрын
I used to think like her after a traumatic upbringing. Ive moved through this reactionary stage thank heavens, i hope she does too ❤
@hi-z
@hi-z 10 күн бұрын
Most people of her age in this cult (including myself) are the grandchildren of four men and women who were seekers, not satisfied by the status quo and looking for meaning alternatively. It's not surprising that their grandchildren have similar tendencies. But having awareness that you were in a cult opens your eyes in a way that many others don't. You are more likely to see the wrongs in mainstream culture. Most people coming out of this end up drawn to "culty" things and alternative lifestyle
@ebmosier1
@ebmosier1 10 күн бұрын
Thanks for mentioning this, I think this is also important to know. People are complicated.
@RedsBigRig
@RedsBigRig 9 күн бұрын
She drinks her own urine?! Where was that part at
@Bettylala4321
@Bettylala4321 23 күн бұрын
This is the unschooling lady! Omg! I better understand her whole point of why she chose this school structure idea. And after cringing so hard at her before this, I feel bad. I didn’t know but now I completely get why she’s seems so genuinely proud of her sons accomplishments with learning. It all makes so much more sense now! Guess we really don’t know people like we think most of the time. Wow just crazy! And so disturbing how many people comment on cult content and say they were raised or born into cults! Way too many! Who knew it’s so prevalent!?!
@lowans971
@lowans971 23 күн бұрын
Yes, she is!
@LadyS8985
@LadyS8985 23 күн бұрын
She is still spreading her cult following - check out her website!
@MegaCatlady66
@MegaCatlady66 23 күн бұрын
yea she has a channel on you tube she is great
@shespawntwin1
@shespawntwin1 23 күн бұрын
If you check out her web page, she sells sex magic and other "spiritual" teachings.... like... She got out of a cult.... and made her own...
@artvandelay6100
@artvandelay6100 23 күн бұрын
@@MegaCatlady66 What is her channel?
@lolybird77
@lolybird77 24 күн бұрын
" I never knew I was making selections for my life based on my childhood"This is the most profound thing I have heard in a long time. Mark I'd have to say this is one of the best interviews you've ever done! Thank you for sharing your experience😊😊
@funkymunky
@funkymunky 23 күн бұрын
That's a revelation to you?
@lolybird77
@lolybird77 23 күн бұрын
@@funkymunky that whole segment, something just clicked. Yea, in fact it is.....I am learning about how I have CPTSD
@FfionThomas-qm4ol
@FfionThomas-qm4ol 22 күн бұрын
@@funkymunky go away!
@lindseyjohanneson6950
@lindseyjohanneson6950 21 күн бұрын
​@@lolybird77We all interpret things differently, and u don't need to explain yourself to anyone😊 I related to a lot of wat she said myself, and I'd love to hear more of her stories!❤
@altheeaself76
@altheeaself76 21 күн бұрын
@@funkymunky: are you asking?… because the person just shared how it is the most profound thing she has heard in a long time; so, no, you are not asking; but how kind of her or him to answer to you anyway.
@carolannberuberenaud8199
@carolannberuberenaud8199 24 күн бұрын
Magnifique entrevue. Une des femme les plus inspirantes que j'ai vu sur la chaîne. Quelle belle personne🙏
@metronum
@metronum 23 күн бұрын
En effet.
@louloucaaa
@louloucaaa 22 күн бұрын
Son enfant a six ans et peux a peine écrire un mot et en lire un. Elle a décider de pas le laisser aller a l'école et elle poste sur l'internet comment elle est fière que son fils a écrit "egg" a six ans. Pas une Belle personne.
@lynnbarron2509
@lynnbarron2509 8 күн бұрын
Am I the only one wondering WHY some 12 yo didn’t say, “Is this heaven?…” when they woke up on NY day?….. anyone?
@ThemistoclesAD
@ThemistoclesAD 17 күн бұрын
this woman is the definition of years of cult - smooth talking, persuasive, and inspiring. Bet she is making millions selling that book
@alana1119
@alana1119 14 күн бұрын
@@ThemistoclesAD she has literally said that she is the best witch of the north or something like that 🤣 look it upppp. Ego up the wahoo
@pk-vk3oc
@pk-vk3oc 13 күн бұрын
Yes yes all the nonfiction authors making millions, that’s a very common thing 🙄
@didgejamman
@didgejamman 11 күн бұрын
@@alana1119. Wow. Sounds like my ex. Anyone who thinks they have all answers, or their way, is THE way, I almost automatically tune out.
@kassydrew3956
@kassydrew3956 6 күн бұрын
She's weird.
@LastNameEver-FirstNameGreatest
@LastNameEver-FirstNameGreatest 5 күн бұрын
She actually started her own cult- her business.
@elsakristina2689
@elsakristina2689 24 күн бұрын
As soon as I saw the title I knew it was the Children of God.
@VikCalo
@VikCalo 24 күн бұрын
God has no children just creations.
@Darkbluedevil
@Darkbluedevil 24 күн бұрын
Or the protestant church down the road,both are cults!
@elsakristina2689
@elsakristina2689 24 күн бұрын
@@VikCalo It was the old name of the cult. Today they call themselves The Family International.
@john-wick101
@john-wick101 24 күн бұрын
Gods dead mate ​@@VikCalo
@Parrotgirl-tattoo
@Parrotgirl-tattoo 24 күн бұрын
​@@DarkbluedevilSure it is.... 🤪🙄😒
@karenmiley6794
@karenmiley6794 24 күн бұрын
WOW!! Onami, an authentic human being. What a gift you are to the world. Stay strong Sis.
@1961Lara
@1961Lara 24 күн бұрын
I dodged a bullet way back in 1982. I was hanging with the Rainbow folks. Weird weird group. Finally knew it wasn’t for me and left. I am amazed by your story. So happy for you!!
@Just.A.T-Rex
@Just.A.T-Rex 23 күн бұрын
Rainbow family isn’t exact same cult or even foundationally related, rainbows were allowed to travel to other festivals and be in public and meet and share the public to procure clandestine chemists. More like this cults baby brother/sister.
@1961Lara
@1961Lara 23 күн бұрын
@ I was involved with the Rainbow family for the better part of a decade. While I was technically free to come and go, I lived with a core group of them, and had to go along with what the group decided. We ran a restaurant. We didn’t get pay, but I got to eat and a place to sleep on the floor. Once on the way to a gathering, the “elder” I was traveling with decided that I k and my younger sister) needed to put some money into the gas tank… knowing full well I didn’t make any money… so my sister and I got out of the van in the middle of the night ( while they were sleeping in the air conditioned hotel) and hitch hiked up to the gathering site. That ended my involvement with them. I wasn’t saying they were a proper “cult” I was implying they were a stepping stone in that direction, and I was glad to get away from them.
@--_-_-_-74..
@--_-_-_-74.. 20 күн бұрын
At a festival waiting in line , a rainbow bus pulled in behind us . That was 20 years ago . There must have been 60 people on the bus . Party on 😊
@HotPinkGirlTalk
@HotPinkGirlTalk 19 күн бұрын
I went to a rainbow gathering in the early 2000s. I never knew it was a cult! But it makes sense It was horrible, nothing particular, just everything sucked, bad food, bad music, bad conversations, and I think being stuck there in the middle of nowhere for days made it even worse, and the no money thing was lame. When I got home I brushed out my dreads, quit smoking weed and became a reformed hippy. I still get freaked out being around rainbow family people for some reason.
@alexanderheimer8885
@alexanderheimer8885 19 күн бұрын
@@Just.A.T-Rex I disagree. spent time on the commune (long story wound up there by accident hitchhiking) can tell you, its a cult and lots of bad bad things
@stejer211
@stejer211 18 күн бұрын
Imagine having to escape from a cult at the age of thirteen, and build your own life from scratch. I will never complain about anything in my life again, ever...
@thorgoodlife1865
@thorgoodlife1865 16 күн бұрын
This channel does a great job teaching us empathy and compassion.
@purplesky3053
@purplesky3053 24 күн бұрын
This is one strong, insightful and intelligent young woman! I hope her message can get through to those who need to hear it. She is a beautiful soul!
@multiplenoirgasm
@multiplenoirgasm 19 күн бұрын
She is ruining her children's lives. It is so much worse than you know.
@ISIHIA23
@ISIHIA23 24 күн бұрын
what an awesome human being, brought me to tears at the end, her healing and light is contageous! cannot wait to get her book!
@dreamywindowviewss
@dreamywindowviewss 24 күн бұрын
River Phoenix’s parents were part of this cult.
@Parrotgirl-tattoo
@Parrotgirl-tattoo 24 күн бұрын
Rose McGowan as well.
@helenbartoszek243
@helenbartoszek243 24 күн бұрын
​@@Parrotgirl-tattooI didn't know that.
@standdownrobots_ihaveoldglory
@standdownrobots_ihaveoldglory 24 күн бұрын
A lot of people were in & out. I know the Phoenix kids were in much longer. There was a movie when river was young where the family had to live in South America because the dad was a 60s radical on the run. I remember it came out then that River had a similarly complicated youth. I do blame the cult for his alcohol & drug use, and ultimately his death. And I know Joaquin has some issues, but tbh the age gap between them is huge, I don’t think Joaquin is old enough to remember much.
@s4mp_founder
@s4mp_founder 24 күн бұрын
Why him and Joaquin obviously have and had so many problems and I believe due to the cult they were sold to the film industry which catapulted them into stardom.
@Luna7-v1p
@Luna7-v1p 24 күн бұрын
@@standdownrobots_ihaveoldglory The Mosquito Coast
@Nick-tj9cr
@Nick-tj9cr 17 күн бұрын
This was really good. I learned a lot from this, especially her talking about the difficulty of dealing with everything she experienced.
@blue_sey
@blue_sey 23 күн бұрын
God, I adore her. So happy to hear more about her story. Thank you for having her on!
@VictoriaT01
@VictoriaT01 24 күн бұрын
I'm so happy you got Mami on! Been following her for a while now
@thevisceralhag
@thevisceralhag 23 күн бұрын
Me too! Onami has taught me so much about dealing w/trauma & personal growth. An absolutely amazing & beautiful soul So glad to see her sharing here❤
@dancer0001345
@dancer0001345 18 күн бұрын
yeah from her website it looks like she is now running her own cult
@passionramsey1689
@passionramsey1689 17 күн бұрын
what's her website?
@BananaBabys
@BananaBabys 24 күн бұрын
I had a friend who claims his dad was a cult leader. I thought he was joking till he took me home. His dad actually ran a cult.
@michaelazans6666
@michaelazans6666 24 күн бұрын
Okay... Now, what does that tell us? 🤔🙄🤔
@adamdam
@adamdam 24 күн бұрын
Very quick start and and finish to that story 🤣🤣
@ellensmith8919
@ellensmith8919 24 күн бұрын
Read about Elizabeth Fritzel that was held prisoner by her own father for 24 years and had 5 kids in that dingy basement..
@oosterhouw
@oosterhouw 24 күн бұрын
I once went on an epic journey. Then I came back home.
@Monchis181-he3fy
@Monchis181-he3fy 24 күн бұрын
Big hole in the middle, like a donut.
@MamaVear_38
@MamaVear_38 14 күн бұрын
Amazing interview. She is an amazing speaker and person. I hope you bring her back for another one.
@Morenita570
@Morenita570 21 күн бұрын
She’s still the kid selling stuff on the side of a road. She learned individual capitalism, instead of shilling for a cult.
@hollyonorato6
@hollyonorato6 24 күн бұрын
I can't love this episode anymore. I'm so excited about this book. THANK YOU ❤
@donniemcmillin4839
@donniemcmillin4839 23 күн бұрын
So I just searched her up on KZbin and as sad as it is she had a bad childhood she’s still an insane person. Seems like she’s trying her best to make her own cult now.
@carly582
@carly582 21 күн бұрын
Do you know what cult means?
@donniemcmillin4839
@donniemcmillin4839 21 күн бұрын
@@carly582 ahhh we found one of her followers lol
@DA-cm4wy
@DA-cm4wy 20 күн бұрын
I think the same. Something seems off.
@alexc08
@alexc08 20 күн бұрын
Yup, you can see in the eyes
@camdencosigner2606
@camdencosigner2606 20 күн бұрын
I have seen her on IG in the past. She is a 'life coach' and sells this system on how to face your trauma type thing. I thought it was off. But getting the backstory here changes my perspective a little.
@paxywindhund2371
@paxywindhund2371 18 күн бұрын
Initially, I was entranced with her story, her energy, and her positivity. Then I took a look at her website. Gross. I find it troubling that she’s hustling people trying to recover from arguably the worst thing one could experience.
@alana1119
@alana1119 14 күн бұрын
@@paxywindhund2371 exactly!!!!!!
@revealhealgrow
@revealhealgrow 11 күн бұрын
What do you mean?
@didgejamman
@didgejamman 11 күн бұрын
@revealhealgrow. Lol. I’m not sure if I’d go so far to gross. Everyone’s gotta make money. But, I’d definitely say there’s a grift going on. From what I saw it’s all esoteric spiritual teachings, that’s way overpriced. You can find most, if not all, that information online or in books, if you take the time to.
@nicematerial
@nicematerial 10 күн бұрын
Yeah, I came into the comments to see if anyone was aware of her new -grift- life
@big_red_machine3547
@big_red_machine3547 9 күн бұрын
Feeding that gut must be expensive, so she needs to make some cheeseburger money
@TheShanna76522
@TheShanna76522 23 күн бұрын
You have to let us know when her book is out. I can't wait to read it.
@annatiberi9675
@annatiberi9675 23 күн бұрын
Absolutely one of my favorite speakers and my favorite videos. Thank you for sharing!
@cassidypainterxo
@cassidypainterxo 23 күн бұрын
She has a KZbin !
@ilsejackson1068
@ilsejackson1068 23 күн бұрын
​@@cassidypainterxocan you put her link on please?
@aphotic_grae
@aphotic_grae 23 күн бұрын
​@@cassidypainterxo What is her channel name?
@Assemblage151
@Assemblage151 20 күн бұрын
She earns $80,000 a month selling her "alchemy" business classes, all centered around Enneagram-based insights.
@saintgerty
@saintgerty 19 күн бұрын
But who buys this stuff? Are there really so many people just... wishing?
@clairsentientrealm7203
@clairsentientrealm7203 19 күн бұрын
Yup she's a con artist
@boundlessoul_studios
@boundlessoul_studios 19 күн бұрын
@@clairsentientrealm7203 How is it a scam to help people live better lives in alignment with their personality type?
@clairsentientrealm7203
@clairsentientrealm7203 19 күн бұрын
@ that’s not what she’s selling.
@whopperpreciado2628
@whopperpreciado2628 18 күн бұрын
Damn so no only fans
@Rose8
@Rose8 24 күн бұрын
I felt the truth of your story. Thank you! Looking forward to reading your book when it becomes available
@BabyRuthyBear
@BabyRuthyBear 22 күн бұрын
I love this woman. Started following her on instagram during my own journey to healing. Never knew her story, she’s incredible and her resilience is inspiring. The part where she said I have my children full time no one has them but me I resonate with SO MUCH. I came from a SA home from a family member and it’s taught me you cannot trust ANYONE with your babies. They will be with me full time also. No daycares or babysitters or other humans are raising my children. Not ever.
@BikingVikingHH
@BikingVikingHH 20 күн бұрын
wheres their father?
@camb2006
@camb2006 20 күн бұрын
Shes a scammer just like all those alpha males shilling "get rich courses"
@johns3106
@johns3106 19 күн бұрын
Because of your background, you understandably may feel like NOBODY can be trusted with your kids, but there are many, many good people out there who CAN be trusted. Finding those people is one of the great joys of life.
@jeannie-michellebabygurl1847
@jeannie-michellebabygurl1847 19 күн бұрын
Can you tell me her ig please
@kjsaaaaaaaa
@kjsaaaaaaaa 19 күн бұрын
@@johns3106sadly, it is often the people we trust the most that abuse us 💔
@EBlack1111
@EBlack1111 23 күн бұрын
I made a comment stating that I don’t feel like she’s organic or authentic. Well then I went to her TikTok and found this statement from her “Real magic is having the ability to change or MANIPULATE anything in the world to suit your preferences…” My gift of discernment is strong!
@carochan86
@carochan86 23 күн бұрын
So you believe this is all an act and she is full of s.. because of her statement?
@EBlack1111
@EBlack1111 23 күн бұрын
@ no I don’t think her story is false at all. I just think she’s out for clout
@memgn
@memgn 23 күн бұрын
She doesn’t feel authentic to me either, and I’m only 7 min in. Very different vibe than the rest of his videos . She’s a salesperson
@EBlack1111
@EBlack1111 23 күн бұрын
@@memgn exactly! She speaks like she’s doing an infomercial, in a performance type of way 💯
@powderandpaint14
@powderandpaint14 23 күн бұрын
People who come from backgrounds like hers have gone through a lot of trauma and this can present in different ways. It could be to do with that.
@Liviaallovertheworld
@Liviaallovertheworld 20 күн бұрын
Onami is a great teacher, wheels reinvented workshop was super healing... thank you for having the courage to sharing your story! wow
@Beefy5Layerz2368
@Beefy5Layerz2368 24 күн бұрын
Her eyes are the most insane shade of blue- she’s so pretty!!
@dillasoul2228
@dillasoul2228 24 күн бұрын
The cult clearly thought the same
@wcavalier3
@wcavalier3 24 күн бұрын
Gross
@witchyfarmgirl
@witchyfarmgirl 24 күн бұрын
@@EllaGreenn my eyes are like hers. People always say I have contacts. My family is 99% Swede.
@Darkbluedevil
@Darkbluedevil 24 күн бұрын
​@@witchyfarmgirlI know crazy eyes when I see them!
@trives99
@trives99 24 күн бұрын
She looks like any other yte woman lol
@DionM-wl8nq
@DionM-wl8nq 24 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing , you are so awesome ! I’m going to have to get your book ✨ let’s close this book on inner child trauma!
@sunshinealm4960
@sunshinealm4960 21 күн бұрын
Omg! Your picture at the end of the interview is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL, LOVE IT❤️
@wryderdie26
@wryderdie26 16 күн бұрын
Great interview. One of the best on the channel. I couldn’t stop watching.
@alana1119
@alana1119 14 күн бұрын
@@wryderdie26 it’s kinda like she was in a cult and learned a thing or two lol
@EBlack1111
@EBlack1111 23 күн бұрын
I sympathize and empathize with her trauma BUT she’s like an infomercial spokeswoman.. I feel as if she’s not organic, she knows what to say and how to say it to win people over. It’s a perfected act. Just my opinion.. it’s like she’s “selling” her story
@strangeaslife
@strangeaslife 21 күн бұрын
I felt the same way in certain parts of this interview. The speech doesn't feel totally natural it feels like a bit of a scheme. I then looked her up on social media and her website and was confirmed.
@peterrhines1516
@peterrhines1516 21 күн бұрын
Good catch
@superespiritual1553
@superespiritual1553 21 күн бұрын
People, she talks about the same thing over and over so it sounds "rehearsed".
@FridaHoeningS
@FridaHoeningS 21 күн бұрын
⁠dude right!? It’s like she charmed everyone in the comments. Her eyes and magnetism. The way she smiles. Something about her deters me. And sometimes I think I’m in the wrong, but for some reason I can’t shake that feeling. But sometimes I think it’s cause she’s confident in herself, but when I first came across her on instagram I got a feeling there was something else behind her words.
@Jaren-w4b
@Jaren-w4b 21 күн бұрын
She is an author and life coach. It's natural because if you follow her, you'll know she has spoken about her experience many times. It's like saying Kamala Harris sounds scripted at her rallies. She knows what she wants to say and how to say it because she's said it many times before. It's just the first time you're hearing it on this forum.
@angelinepolanco4940
@angelinepolanco4940 22 күн бұрын
This is by far the most amazing interview you’ve ever done!!!!!
@lasiwettmir
@lasiwettmir 21 күн бұрын
I was really impressed by this interview and Onamis charisma. But as already mentioned by another viewer in a comment: Going on her webside I was really perplexed by how she presented her own worldview and offers: For example: "You cannot go from Level One to Level Two without being initiated by a teacher. You can’t bring your own robe into a temple and call yourself a monk. You have to be initiated. Initiation is what I do." Oeh.
@Vertigo-24
@Vertigo-24 20 күн бұрын
Escaped a cult just so she could start her own 😢
@Blinkerfluid17
@Blinkerfluid17 20 күн бұрын
What a great tactic for getting people to join your cult.
@pokemama98
@pokemama98 20 күн бұрын
im sorry do you know the definition of a cult?? if so, you’d very easily grasp the fact that that’s absolutely not what she does. would you consider an astrology lifestyle subscription program a cult?! something you have a choice to be in/pay for or not??? yall are so dense i stg
@pokemama98
@pokemama98 20 күн бұрын
she literally uses ennegrams, human design, and astrology amongst other things to create an achievable life path….its not a fucking cult
@boundlessoul_studios
@boundlessoul_studios 19 күн бұрын
I think it more so comes from a place of having gone through the worst of the worst thus being certified to help others walk through fire. People often do need guides and rites of passage to get from step A to step B. It’s often the people who had to find their own way who can best offer what they did not receive
@INNOCENTWIZZARDS
@INNOCENTWIZZARDS 19 күн бұрын
Charming and magical soul. Blessings from the Universe! May only happy things happen to you!
@elizabethbouchez363
@elizabethbouchez363 24 күн бұрын
Respect!! Wishing you courage, faith, freedom, joy and prosperity.
@Chicago-Gem
@Chicago-Gem 24 күн бұрын
I can not say more about how excellent your KZbin channel is. Great work that is an empty term but, it is true.
@sherriemcgill595
@sherriemcgill595 23 күн бұрын
what is her KZbin channel please?
@gabichaibird
@gabichaibird 24 күн бұрын
I love Onami!! So happy you have her on here ❤️
@stonemedicine
@stonemedicine 23 күн бұрын
This interview is the biggest hustle I’ve heard on SWU. It’s exhausting. It’s very sad that she was raised in a corrupt and depraved environment and carries an unbelievable amount of trauma.
@stardustpixel1
@stardustpixel1 21 күн бұрын
How is it a hustle?
@Solitaire427
@Solitaire427 20 күн бұрын
What do you mean by hustle? Just curious
@itsYaBoyTB903
@itsYaBoyTB903 20 күн бұрын
@@Solitaire427look up her website lol
@Furry_lil_goblin
@Furry_lil_goblin 19 күн бұрын
Look at her website. It's an obvious hustle.
@Solitaire427
@Solitaire427 19 күн бұрын
@@Furry_lil_goblin so many parts of her story seemed really off. I wasn’t believing any of it. Wonder if Mark checks out any of these stories he puts up on his channel.. I was skeptical in just the first few minutes
@bettyspaghettez
@bettyspaghettez 24 күн бұрын
great interview. i have to admit ive been watching your channel since you first started because im fascinated by horrific trama. maybe it makes me feel better about my own. but this interview was so positive and truly inspiring. This woman deserves everything she has worked so hard for and more. thanks Mark and Onami xx
@bettyspaghettez
@bettyspaghettez 18 күн бұрын
@@aliciahicks8020 ive seen it. she seems very confused and desperate to suggest Marc is a predator and has some sick agenda.
@Loverofredandwhitewine
@Loverofredandwhitewine 22 күн бұрын
This is one of the best interviews you have had in a long time.
@Timebend2025
@Timebend2025 17 күн бұрын
Amen ❤
@alana1119
@alana1119 14 күн бұрын
She’s a good speaker but she also knows how to speak bc she was in a cult. Look her up to learn more. And check out dissenting comments
@CradleofLifeSA
@CradleofLifeSA 18 күн бұрын
First time watching this channel & what an intro‼️ Incredible survivor story & may she continue her healing journey with wisdom, humour & transformation🦋
@Reconstructing-101
@Reconstructing-101 21 күн бұрын
Her story is so sad and i am truly sorry she suffered so much abuse. The truth is that the abuse cycle has not ended with her. I pray she continues to heal and starts making better decisions for her own children. Her form of "unschooling" is very negligent, to say the least. Not even teaching children to read is abusive, in my humble opinion. I do feel such empathy for her, though. I pray she heals and does better for her children.
@GarbanzoBean23
@GarbanzoBean23 20 күн бұрын
Right, she talks about not being allowed to go to school inside the cult and yet her kids can’t go to school either.
@toriscott1881
@toriscott1881 20 күн бұрын
My kids didn't go to school and they are smarter and more successful than most! My youngest did have to go to school and she is very disappointed that she did! She also is successful but missed out in creative and joyful experiences. ​@GarbanzoBean23
@Will-nc7lp
@Will-nc7lp 20 күн бұрын
She is very articulate, intelligent, empathetic and exudes warmth - her children will be fine.
@moonandmakery
@moonandmakery 20 күн бұрын
Unschooling is homeschooling, which gives a child the most freedom to learn and pick up vital life skills, including reading writing and maths, all while being in the least indoctrinating environment.
@fatimamammadova5285
@fatimamammadova5285 19 күн бұрын
@@moonandmakery unschooling is not homeschooling. people who do one, really do not use these words synonymously. homeschooling calls for education in a home environment (either by teachers or parents who put effort into creating structure and content for kids to learn). Unschooling is a very different, deeply concerning practice common among neglectful parents. there is a good video id recommend if ud like kzbin.info/www/bejne/aaO1ZHuYqrVpf5o&ab_channel=ThatLizHunter
@stinab8716
@stinab8716 23 күн бұрын
By far, my favorite interview yet! Thank you Onami for sharing your story, but even more importantly, for sharing your healing!! ❤
@tdhawk167
@tdhawk167 24 күн бұрын
I believe this is the most impactful vid you've aired. What a blessing she is in helping people heal and reclaim themselves and their lives. Sending love and strength and celebration
@santsi7306
@santsi7306 23 күн бұрын
Dream and Jake were incredible too! Check them out if you can ❤
@marierejoiceinjesus3846
@marierejoiceinjesus3846 23 күн бұрын
She's not. Look at her website. She's selling snakeoil. She's started her own religion basically (mixed with others).
@ashleysartattack5600
@ashleysartattack5600 11 күн бұрын
I was like, why does she look so familiar? She’s the lady who went viral on tiktok for “unschooling” her son. And he’s really far behind, but she doesnt understand that. And now that I hear her background, I can see why she’s going that route. She’s trying to keep him from being indoctrinated, but she’s overcorrecting and going to start new issues.
@andersniet4581
@andersniet4581 7 күн бұрын
You sis, are pretty judgemental
@kayr4751
@kayr4751 24 күн бұрын
When you first started to share, I heard RESPECT and I'm sure that was the key to your healing. Blessings
@paulmorar9366
@paulmorar9366 23 күн бұрын
This woman's website looks exactly like a cult website with literal pyramid schemes and stuff about sex magic?? Ironic much?
@dove4009
@dove4009 23 күн бұрын
Glad I'm not the only one. My comment was deleted when I asked earlier.
@chrisk7091
@chrisk7091 23 күн бұрын
Who is she ?
@Bringthewinter
@Bringthewinter 23 күн бұрын
I checked her insta. I’m glad she’s happy and knows what she wants. But every clip seems like she’s trying to sell you something (her character, her ideas, her book, her lifestyle). She’s a saleswoman.
@slide5039
@slide5039 23 күн бұрын
Pretty much. Her eyes are dangerous
@korkad204
@korkad204 23 күн бұрын
@@slide5039 exactly
@CassandraAdams-yg5qt
@CassandraAdams-yg5qt 24 күн бұрын
Awesome interview! Thank you Onami
@rosannaroblesvalle1476
@rosannaroblesvalle1476 20 күн бұрын
She’s incredibly brilliant. And yes, she nailed the whole addressing of trauma. “When was the first time you had that feeling” EMDR has been helping me and I found one of my first abandonment memories thru that process. 3 years old and wow the feelings and experience just zoomed back. Loads of healing since then. Thanks for this video Mark. Loved how the focus was more on her experiences rather than just sexual abuse.
@Pub_Law
@Pub_Law 17 күн бұрын
EMDR is amazing. Upon a terrible breakup with an ex I used to walk my dog and carry a little flashlight and wave it back and forth to keep coordination while walking so as not to think about what he did to me. White Noise and Nature really helps anyone with trauma....the Piano evokes natural emotions, as well; as trauma can make you as hardened as abusers (they hurt you for crying or having feelings) once away from 'that' - certain melodies can help you regress, naturally and 'identify' with a past memory without feeling threatened. I've "balled" after having to attach a moment of hardness with a memory to cry....its not allowed in some "areas"
@Theaffiliatefire
@Theaffiliatefire 21 күн бұрын
This is by far the best interview. What an inspiring woman thanks for sharing this
@darksat6
@darksat6 23 күн бұрын
This woman is such an inspiration and a joy to listen to. I’m so happy I clicked on this video
@rebeccalair726
@rebeccalair726 24 күн бұрын
Just wow! Amazing healer and inspirational! Book title please. ❤
@tdhawk167
@tdhawk167 24 күн бұрын
He included a link for her book in the "more" section of this vid. Info is there❤️
@rebeccalair726
@rebeccalair726 23 күн бұрын
@@tdhawk167 thank you🌼
@tdhawk167
@tdhawk167 22 күн бұрын
@rebeccalair726 ❤️
@ericwaffles2928
@ericwaffles2928 19 күн бұрын
While I feel for this woman and her past struggles, she now currently doesn't send her son (kids?) to school and doesn't home school them, claiming that she is letting them dictate their own life path. The kid is 6. This is abuse. I'm sorry girl, I'm so sorry for what you have gone through, but you are abusing your kids. You need help. More help.
@Furry_lil_goblin
@Furry_lil_goblin 19 күн бұрын
Her website is insane. I'm surprised there are so many positive comments.
@sws316
@sws316 19 күн бұрын
Her childhood was so controlled that she's doing the complete opposite for her kid to compensate. Not saying it's right, but that's probably the explanation.
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 24 күн бұрын
I can't wait to read her book when it comes out!
@VictoriaInTheFlesh
@VictoriaInTheFlesh 24 күн бұрын
Such a painful life & she speaks so beautifully about her story. Wishing only good things to Onami & her family ✨
@ashleighgabagas9608
@ashleighgabagas9608 22 күн бұрын
my favourite person on instagram i'm so happy to have watched this thank you for sharing Onami ❤
@lyssv1k
@lyssv1k 3 күн бұрын
Great video, great speaker. Enjoyed the video!
@gypsyman1939
@gypsyman1939 24 күн бұрын
The sooner people teach their children that the world revolves around Money #1 Sex #2 and drugs #3 and teach them that’s not what living or being alive revolves around but helping, showing people you love love. Being kind of a stranger and treating everyone how you want to be treated the much better that child will be prepared to go out in this world and not be taken advantage of, hurt and lied to by anyone. As of 2024 most parents are teaching they kids to want to be better then everyone else or push the parenting on others because they are to busy with social media or running around town and/or being a addict.
@BentPlanet
@BentPlanet 21 күн бұрын
“I hope you like scheduling” - cracked me up… the simple comedic outlook within a dark environment.. humor truly helps us through…
@RyutaaKuzunoha
@RyutaaKuzunoha 19 күн бұрын
Doesn't help the fact she still got the crazy eyes. People in the comments pointing out that she sells a course about sex magic.
@ambearloupoo
@ambearloupoo 10 күн бұрын
She definitely bring levity to the situation. Her way of coping, I'm sure.
@jaywysard
@jaywysard 24 күн бұрын
I found this interview to be very fascinating. Onami is certainly a very intelligent and interesting woman who's been through a lot. What I found most intriguing is the fact that literally nothing worked for her to help her get over her past--therapy, psychedelics, etc--until she found her own way, the way that works for her. She's found "answers" and she's smartly turned it into a business to "help others." With this in mind, I'd suggest that everyone who watched this video to take a look at her website. You can decide for yourself what to make of it. But let me just say this: IMO, when you're selling access to knowledge about woo woo "sex magic" systems that claim to help you to have a better sex life, to "build financial prosperity", to "self-actualize", or to find God, I don't see how this is fundamentally different from something like "prosperity Christianity" or, worse yet, cult construction. Maybe I'm just too cynical about these things. But consider this: at one point in the interview, she talks about not wanting her business practice to become a cult. That's all well and good and I hope she sticks to her guns. At the same time, she has first hand knowledge of how cults work and the psychological tools that they use to convince people to open their wallets. She has an "experience PhD" in these things. Just saying...beware. Have a good day.
@badmuddafadda
@badmuddafadda 23 күн бұрын
You make some very good points. It may be intuitive, or unintentional, after all she was raised to frame existence in this manner. Like all the teenage grifting using the female teenage sexuality as the hook. If this is how years of your life was spent, it seems like it would be the most familiar tools one has to work with. In her story, she locked that toolbox and tried to “teetotal”-yet she was an alcoholic and tried heroine and used cocaine. How is that teetotaling? It’s not, unless you are talking about using the tools you developed from being in the cult. She failed to thrive without the tools. She is successful now because she is not teetotaling anymore, although she is likely straight edge. It is a conundrum but if you listen to her-she pretty much says the quiet part out loud, many people don’t hear it.
@Samuel-m4x6t
@Samuel-m4x6t 23 күн бұрын
Meh…her website seems like bullshit.
@kimkjrulff1731
@kimkjrulff1731 23 күн бұрын
@@Samuel-m4x6tCan you tell me the name of it ?
@jaywysard
@jaywysard 23 күн бұрын
@@kimkjrulff1731 Just click on the link below the video that takes you to her book. It will also take you to her website.
@jaywysard
@jaywysard 23 күн бұрын
@@badmuddafadda Agreed.
@VAPIDISM
@VAPIDISM 24 күн бұрын
What a Sound, level headed, positive intelligent and inspiring woman. It was so great to hear your story and about the positive life you have made for yourself, after all you have been through. Thank you so much for sharing. I will be looking out for your book.
@RenGray54
@RenGray54 19 күн бұрын
This is my absolute favorite you've done. I actually saved this in it's own category as "real therapy s***". She hit me hard. I really needed this. Thank you
@atinemassare
@atinemassare 21 күн бұрын
Sorry, but this seemed like a total blender... Someone who has learned her way with words... lots of empty buzzwords, I missed genuine insight. I don't deny she may have gone through horrific experiences. Absolutely possible. But be aware of people who promise a quick fix for deep rooted trauma.
@OnizukaSenseSay
@OnizukaSenseSay 21 күн бұрын
Yup
@suaiedail
@suaiedail 20 күн бұрын
Dude, I just wrote a comment saying she gives me a bad vibe, after I read so many comments of people feeling "inspired". Your comment felt like validation, thanks
@MCognettaable
@MCognettaable 20 күн бұрын
Right she “teaches” ppl “sex magic” now on IG and drinking her period blood 😳 yea! I’m not kidding….and she’s not really a very nice person, I’ve had an interaction with her AND she lets and promotes her “followers” to attack you en masse if you “disagree” or challenge anything she says 🙄
@gabby222themoon
@gabby222themoon 17 күн бұрын
She clearly is still lost
@HitTheBricks89
@HitTheBricks89 17 күн бұрын
​@@silliestful ' Teetotaled ' isn't a word and when criticising somebody for not knowing something about language , it seems hypocritical if you don't know how to use that language yourself . Teetotalism is the practise of being abstinent from alcohol, practising it makes one' teetotal'.
@michael028
@michael028 23 күн бұрын
Is it me or does she seem oddly detached from her experiences?
@ghost_1153
@ghost_1153 22 күн бұрын
No. Everyone eats uo anything they view. everybody focus on superficial things like how beautiful she is or how beautifully she talks. Nobody questions how disingenuous she comes off.
@Jaren-w4b
@Jaren-w4b 21 күн бұрын
She's worked through them. She's a life coach - she's written a book about it. She's great at what she does!
@Ginknee666
@Ginknee666 20 күн бұрын
@@ghost_1153some of us legitimately talk like this. It’s nots survivors job to get you to believe it happened. Take it or leave it.
@A.k.a.v.e.e
@A.k.a.v.e.e 19 күн бұрын
It’s not you, she’s very culty herself just dig deeper into her.
@kyle8952
@kyle8952 22 күн бұрын
This lady is kinda weird. She's offering lessons on "sex magic" on her website that claim to "level up your bank account"
@MelisJoy
@MelisJoy 19 күн бұрын
If you knew anything about psych, you'd realize it's not uncommon for abuse survivors to have an unhealthy attachment to sex & themselves. It takes a LIFETIME of therapy to unlearn all the abuse & brainwashing. No doubt she probably has some unhealthy things she doesn't & isn't a damn saint, but she's doing her part by overall bringing awareness & giving inspiration. Stop being so judgemental. You haven't lived a day of her pain.
@sundazed2975
@sundazed2975 19 күн бұрын
@@MelisJoyexactly!
@sundazed2975
@sundazed2975 19 күн бұрын
@@MelisJoyliving through growing up in a cult and seeing the family divided up by it, some completely with it and others ignoring.. it was never as bad as children of god for me but I feel her pain. The trauma I went through with that destroyed me I cannot imagine what she went through. Much love to onami ❤
@pearlfeather9326
@pearlfeather9326 19 күн бұрын
​@@MelisJoy Cant believe you are excusing it. Shes no dummy.
@kelseypeterson9656
@kelseypeterson9656 24 күн бұрын
Children of God is terrifying. Mark, glad you interviewed her. Brave woman
@rachel8769
@rachel8769 17 күн бұрын
Def is ive seen some really crazy stories from.survivors it's huge, scary, and very much a real cult.anything other than "GOD" in these cults
@suaiedail
@suaiedail 20 күн бұрын
I'm having trouble empathising with her. And I don't mean like I don't believe her. It's more like the casual way she talks about very traumatic events like she's telling someone else's story, sound almost dissociative, like she's trying to sell me something. Gives me the eek, bad vibes or wtv, can't put it into words 😅 maybe I'm imaginjng things but I've learnt to trust my gut by now.
@Blinkerfluid17
@Blinkerfluid17 20 күн бұрын
She is selling something. Check out her website. You can tell she was raised by a sex cult for sure.
@multiplenoirgasm
@multiplenoirgasm 19 күн бұрын
She is absolutely trying to sell you something. Your gut is bang-on correct here. I honestly cannot believe some of the comments I'm reading under this video. If you look her up, it's a lot of run of the mill sheisterism but what she's doing to her children is absolutely sick.
@АкакийАкакиевич-у8х
@АкакийАкакиевич-у8х 19 күн бұрын
This cult was huge. Lots of people in it. I cannot speak for everyone but I was born in it and I assure you some of the things she is telling are lies. I think she does it to sell her crap. I'm not defending the cult or nothing. But this annoys me
@lofiniko
@lofiniko 24 күн бұрын
this must be one of, if not, the best interview I have seen on this channel.
@tabithastitt
@tabithastitt 17 күн бұрын
Thank you so much! What a beautiful story. I watched the entire video. I can’t wait to get your book. You’re such an inspiration and healer. Love to you! ✨✨✨
@thevoxofreason8468
@thevoxofreason8468 24 күн бұрын
I first heard of this cult in about 2005 when Ricky Rodriguez was in the news. If you don't know his story, I suggest looking him up.
@theOneWhoTradez
@theOneWhoTradez 24 күн бұрын
😅 ....p 0
@robertblackbudda
@robertblackbudda 23 күн бұрын
Yea they renamed themselves family international, their still around just more active in countries that tolerate or are corruption of officials allow them to operate. Their communes get raided now & then in europe & south america ..Karen berg is still in leadership & like her husband leads the organization in secret very few members see her. Thats why her own son ricky ( davido) couldn't find her when he went out to kill.
@shimmer8289
@shimmer8289 23 күн бұрын
​@theOneWhoTradez why is Ricky Rodriguez so funny to you ? He's not here to defend himself 😅 is an imbecile comment.
@mickluke9228
@mickluke9228 24 күн бұрын
Good evening everyone from Melbourne Australia
@RamittaLestat
@RamittaLestat 24 күн бұрын
Good evening from Adelaide ❤
@Lefterious
@Lefterious 24 күн бұрын
Good evening from St Kilda Road, Melbourne 😊
@chromerabbit
@chromerabbit 24 күн бұрын
Evening from Fremantle, W.A.
@5thdimension954
@5thdimension954 24 күн бұрын
Welcome, Aussie mate. Love the Aussies
@mickluke9228
@mickluke9228 24 күн бұрын
@@Lefterious g'day from Maidstone Ballarat road
@beans222uwu
@beans222uwu 21 күн бұрын
36:21 she did not just say how much she craved knowledge while she publicly forbids her own children from the same
@Orcawhale1
@Orcawhale1 21 күн бұрын
What?
@kirstiehallock
@kirstiehallock 20 күн бұрын
@@Orcawhale1she believes in unschooling
@multiplenoirgasm
@multiplenoirgasm 19 күн бұрын
@@Orcawhale1 the way she is "homeschooling" her children is really bad, and while I'm not sure if she is leading the "unschooling" movement or not, she is a big voice in it. It's scary bad, her kids literally don't stand a chance.
@janelovesbaking
@janelovesbaking 18 күн бұрын
Ive seen her take in unschooling..this honestly makes her like...more understandable. she's just not fully deconstructed in a way. And she sort of admitted it when she mentioned her experience with the pandemic. Also, maybe it's like, mixed up with a need to be overly protective of her own children. I guess my only issue would be persuading others to do unschooling like it's the best thing. It's just one option, and in my personal opinion probably not the best. But...who Am I?
@janelovesbaking
@janelovesbaking 18 күн бұрын
Ok....sorry I'm crazy...haha...but also I work in public ed and we always joke like...we hit a lot of the "cult) markers...maybe she genuinely thinks public school is like just more control. We do control employee and student dress, we def have schedules for everything everyday...lol...she just won't join my cult! Lol....for real tho...I'm just a regular ass person commenting. Just my thoughts. Love to all.
@jarredharvey1
@jarredharvey1 14 күн бұрын
This is one of the best interviews you've done. Her level of self awareness, aas well as ability to articulate her experience, is staggering.
@chrislive1586
@chrislive1586 18 күн бұрын
Will you join the Church of Onami? Only 10% of your income.
@itsthepens
@itsthepens 20 күн бұрын
What a fascinating and powerfully intelligent young woman. I’m so terribly sorry she had to experience such prolonged and entrenched traumatic experiences at such a deeply formative young age. But hearing her story, told so incredibly eloquently, is a deeply powerful experience. I grew up from the 80s and my mother had previously been a social worker, and even in the north east of England she had worked with the victims of the Children of God. They are everywhere and it is terrifying. I’m so glad this wonderful person has escaped it. These people are truly cruel and evil, in the basest sense of those words. She deserves the best of life going forwards.
@alana1119
@alana1119 24 күн бұрын
I don’t even remember signing up for this, but I get an email like every day from her… lol. It almost seems like she is a cult leader herself in some ways. Or at the very least- she makes some really big promises of making a lot of money if you sign up for her very expensive course. 😅
@manueladarazsdi9675
@manueladarazsdi9675 24 күн бұрын
It figures
@Youwinmeta
@Youwinmeta 23 күн бұрын
I also got a cult vibe
@dm96177
@dm96177 23 күн бұрын
Yep…. Just commented basically the same thing haha
@erikfreeman45
@erikfreeman45 22 күн бұрын
If you check her website, she's trying to sell herself as an esoteric teacher. There are levels costing absurd amount of money or 10% of your income promoting magic etc. I got that exact vibe, that she took her understanding of cultish control and is trying to be an influencer making money the same way. I'd laugh if I wasn't so concerned for the those who believe this shit
@Jaren-w4b
@Jaren-w4b 21 күн бұрын
Ask her students how her courses work out for them. They're great! No problem charging what you're worth. If you have the goods and can deliver, who's to say you shouldn't?
@heruywondafrash7832
@heruywondafrash7832 8 күн бұрын
I just found this channel and was surprised when I listened to this video. I learned a lot! What a shocking story! I love KZbin learning new every single day. I'll definitely stick with this channel. Thank you
@LKitsyK
@LKitsyK 20 күн бұрын
Parents born during certain years are very good at denying what has happened to their children even when it’s right in front of them. It’s the biggest breach of trust and the hardest to get over.
@golconda2
@golconda2 18 күн бұрын
She played you expertly. One look at her website will show how she is no more than a purveyor of woo. $2k for "workshops?" Come on, man...
@cjskel
@cjskel 18 күн бұрын
Yeah, can’t lie, this made me lose respect for Mark. All the comments about how fabulous she is but if you see her TikTok and her dangerous messages there you see right through it.
@MA-rn2xp
@MA-rn2xp 14 күн бұрын
Ive followed her since she started. Always liked her. Did some of her workshops when she was relatively unknown and when it was significantly affordable. Her monthly membership was only 11.11$ a month in the beginning Now it runs for thousands. I'm sure her teachings speak for themselves but the only people who can afford her workshops are people who are well off. Working class person with trauma absolutely cannot afford that price point. I don't agree with everything she says and she may mean well however after seeing people perspectives,seems she's repeating her trauma over and over again
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