Sacrificing Your Life for MDMA | HAMILTON'S PHARMACOPEIA

Experimental chemist Steven Gill sacrificed his life and freedom for the synthesis of MDMA and other psychedelics.
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[@ContentCreator-xo9vt]

region locks suck

[@djg2315]

Not in the US

[@BullyBoxer]

@@djg2315 not in the uk ether .

[@helmutschmelm]

Weak

[@religionisapoison2413]

Could definitely watch a full episode of this guy... Very humble..

[@eXquisiteNoise]

MDMA doesn't give us love, it temporarily takes away the barriers to the love we always have inside

[@notverynotoriousg5674]

this is stupid, quite honestly. most people doing drugs more than experimenting have a lot of mental health problems. running around with ravers in the 90s I didn't really recognize it at the time, but looking back everyone was from abusive or invalidating homes. the US is one big mental health crisis. Ketamine, another 90s rave drug, is being used in therapy for CPTSD, which is probably a lot more common than anyone realizes.

[@constantlylearnandgrow3487]

the serotonine rush mdma produces and the unconditional love of oneness with everything are two different things not to be mistaken

[@TheFrancisLalanne]

debatable

[@gergelyvarecza9869]

@@constantlylearnandgrow3487 Whats the big difference in terms of feelings?

[@noisemarine4246]

Im pretty sure MDMA has the capacity to strip you of happiness over long term use. It changes your brain chemistry permanently over extended use. Ive seen alot of people go from MDMA to meth after the MDMA stop producing effects. Its an offspring of methamphetamine so this is really no surprise

[@DominikPavel-fk2wb]

MDMA, lsd and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with ADHD. Spent my whole life fighting ADHD. I suffered severe anxiety and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

[@CARIBBEAN_365]

Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

[@Caroljoyce-mp8sk]

YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@Hison-Dcarman]

100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma

[@AndrewLiam-lp5cj]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@MichaelDavidson-qi7ts]

Yes he's Dr.alishrooms.Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

[@HorHaynEss]

That moment when he articulated why he deserves some recognition, was a trip.

[@constantlylearnandgrow3487]

yeah i mean he is true he doesnt deserve credit because his intention was to make money and not to make anyones life better and he knows that and stays true to himself. it was greed that got him caught.

[@nickh3279]

@@constantlylearnandgrow3487 it's got 2 sides. Maybe he deserves recognition, but romanticizing in a righteous light, maybe not so

[@JacksonDunnoKnows]

It was cool to hear someone else who knew Alexander Shulgin as Sasha. Alex is one of my "folklore heros" so to speak. I'll have to dig out my copy of tihkal and do some rereading but this man might have been the one who Alex was busted with. Not together, but in the same series of busts the Dea did. But tihkal is a great book, pihkal too. Great information, stories and reports. And great for the chemistry🍻

[@bartrien8468]

@@constantlylearnandgrow3487 Why can't it be both, making a living while selling something you believe in? Is it greedy to earn a living now all of a sudden?

[@neocallimastix]

He deserves jail

[@roarodneal3390]

Psychedelics saved my life. They drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quit illicit pill addiction after years of heavy use before it would had become medically dangerous to quit. It also helped me survive depression.

[@johntnguyen9917]

Doctor.coxx is the best, he has been my go to for anything psychedelics.

[@george.beard2409]

Is he on instgram?

[@alphamet3258]

Why is this comment under every video about psychedelics

[@i_read_bad_reviews]

I quit a pack a day cigarettes habit cold turkey because of shrooms

[@Nitroat-xo4tj]

SCAMALERT!! ⛔⛔⚠️☢️☣️ this is A fake THREAT FROM SCAMBOTS! WATCH THE PROFILES! THESE CONVERSATIONS ARE ARTIFICIAL AND ONLY HAVE ONE GOAL: TO LURE YOU INTO THINKING THIS IS A LEGIT SOURCE! ITS ALL FAKE AND YOU LOSE EVERY PENNY IF YOU SEND THEM MONEY

[@novictim]

As someone with a life long struggle of social anxiety caused by autism, god bless this man. I always felt odd, weird, and uninterested in people. MDMA made me realize the importance of expressing myself and listening, and FEELING others. MDMA doesn't ruin lives, it builds them. Edit: if anyone reads this, educate yourself about the risks, dangers and studies PRIOR to consumption.

[@superstar5123]

officially diagnosed?

[@_doomzday]

Molly is for fiends

[@MrB.Barbarian]

​@super star probably another on the "I feel a bit different, must be autism" band wagon! Sigh

[@technomickdocumentalist2495]

@ I bleed thc, don't fall into drug snobbery, Md is an important molecule, straight up Meth is a fiend drug, but moderation is key with everything, I see people finding over weed all the time, they smoke so much for so long that they can't sleep or eat without it, everything has the potential for fiending TBH.

[@carelesscarter6861]

What a ridiculous statement

[@DestinyDonald-vc3cm]

Psilocybin, LSD, shrooms and ketamine are absolutely life changing substances that have so much potential to help people with mental health issues.

[@JamesMichael-kh6fk]

I've been looking to get my hands on shrooms since growing isn't an option for me. Any one knows where I can source? 0:08

[@RobertDavid-fn3qo]

​@@JamesMichael-kh6fk ❤Yes, he's dr.johnsonshroom.

[@HummersCatherina]

​@Becky Fallon Taking 2grams was a wonderful experience for me.. 0:08

[@Iconic_moment]

​@Peter Parker does he ship?☆

[@MolyHoly0]

We know, you've already commented this on another vice video. Is that how you find satisfaction in your life? By commenting the same things so you can get 400 likes?

[@albert.robles7]

Psychedelics killed my drug and alcohol dependencies - one trip two years ago to purge my depression and chronic anxiety from my system was the best decision I ever made. I've done psilocybin mushrooms a few times since, but after my last high dose trip I realized that the medicine has taught me enough for now. I might return to psychedelics later in my life if I ever need the reminder or find a reliable source

[@katlinkate]

When you've experienced psilocybin, the visions, the feeling that others feel, become really relatable and real. But when you haven't, it could sound very weird and wrong.

[@trevornelson61]

once I took shrooms on accident they were in a chocolate bar and my fat ass thought it was regular choclate 😂

[@userconspiracynut]

[Adamsflakes] Ships psychedelics

[@albert.robles7]

@@userconspiracynut where to search?? Is it IG?

[@userconspiracynut]

@@albert.robles7 yeah, He has variety of stuffs like mushrooms, lsd, DMT even the chocolate bars

[@FromTheMosh]

Just one MDMA experience totally changed my life for the better. The effects have lasted permanently. I've learnt to love my family again, my bonds with my friends are stronger than ever and I've was able to come out of my shell and be myself..... finally.

[@VanoArts]

@@ThomTheWoodTurner I dont believe you. You either lie on the internet because you think you have some moral obligation to stop people from taking these substances or whatever you took was not MDMA or it was diluted with other drugs.

[@b-dogs1038]

Wow, that was a good one!

[@esjayt150]

I agree with you bro, I tried it for the first time, and it was the best experience I’ve ever had in life. I took it 1 more the next day and another 2 the following day. But I have now stopped I will get back to it in a couple more months to enjoy myself abit more.

[@FromTheMosh]

@@esjayt150 personally I wouldn't recommend taking it that much. Especially day after day, you can get serotonin syndrome.

[@esjayt150]

@@FromTheMosh yeah bro, I messed up but I’m hoping to recover right now.

[@phillipskillern5513]

As someone whose taken quite a bit of MDMA and psychedelics, NONE of it ever helped me break any ceilings or 4th walls. Tbh, it wasn’t until I got off all mind altering substances and tried life free from chemicals that I started to unlock all that I Am capable of. Meditation, coupled with therapy, counseling, breath work, exercise, diet and SLEEP… all go further than MDMA and psychedelics ever did. It’s been over a decade since I’ve medicated myself with any of these substances and I can’t tell others enough how grateful I am for that. I know I didn’t choose the easier way, but I was becoming consumed and obsessed with finding the answer for my depression, anxiety, hysteria, anger, etc… outside of me. The trips and psych’s only temporarily worked and gave me a false sense of insight. But in days, weeks, maybe a month or so later… I’d be craving that fix again. I think these episodes on this only tell a part of the story. A part of the unhealed and immature mind that doesn’t want to go within and look at the self, in a sober light, and will always look outside of themself for the answer. I’ve seen true peace. And it’s when I cut the psychedelics and MDMA out that I really saw myself for who I Am today.

[@southerncruiser1281]

Vice needs to bring this show back! It’s the best thing the ever had.

[@robertonunes1231]

Facts

[@cesarortiz3026]

Hamilton has expressed how he’s prioritizing chemistry and doing it full time now. Most likely never coming back

[@momar678]

I think he has his own show/channel

[@MrCmon113]

I teared up in the end. I didn't realize it before Hamilton made it explicit: this man did an unimaginable ammount of good.

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

I can recommend you where I get my stuff from an online store, he's got Shrooms, Gummies, Microdose, Dmt, Lsd, Vape Pens, Carts, Cannabis, alongside other dope Psychedelics stuffs well Refined ships discreetly to anywhere also guide you if you're a newbie;;;....

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

He's on in$t@gram,, also on Telegr®️m

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

Mycospread:::::;;;;;;;;

[@brendonching7952]

this man is the reason i can dance.

[@omidnorozi5921]

Acid, MDMA, psilocybin mixed together is a potion of magic beyond comprehension. Not to forget the sweet ketamine for calming all that fiery down afterward. Life is beautiful if you know how to live it. Mine is magical even though i live in a small town somewhere in iran. Everyone here is struggling even when they have money and status. But me, I'm living a normal life with normal job undisturbed by any bad outside energy, going through the spiral of life with smile on my face like there is no tomorrow. I'm free in the land of unfree because the fire of my freedom is inside my chest and gets ignited more with every breath i take. No one can take it away from me. God bless these people because they don't know the impact of what they did back then.

[@RIFFRAFF104]

Be careful.. Don't let the Mufti find out..

[@demonetizedhistory5806]

Haram

[@MaloSantana]

do you have acess to all that in iran?

[@homelessman3483]

@@MaloSantana hell no man this dude is either eating research chems or lying.

[@mrpotatorocks]

brother ur a junkie okay dont get that mixed up

[@whiskybooze]

I went through a MDMA phase and I loved it. It was like therapy for me.

[@jegertobbak123]

Hamilton is one of the only reasons i got into Vice

[@user-po8ke5vh2e]

yes his good person, and look same old coat he got)))))

[@DudesIn101]

For what it's worth,I appreciate your time and knowledge and thanks for all the great times!

[@eivind105]

A million MDMA experiences? I believe that’s quite an understatement 🙂

[@jakealomani]

More like billions

[@DogsWallop]

Hed have to have made just over a 1 ton (1000kg+), mdma doses are 0.75mg,

[@zebrasnot6819]

@@DogsWallop 0.15g

[@digitalscale76]

@@DogsWallop 0.75 mg? lol

[@Jarmezrocks]

He means directly..... indirectly it's basically all of humanity? Cause even after he's gone, someone..... somewhere is going to be standing in front of someone who is curious but scared; trying to convince them to try it?

[@stingray1irwin0]

dude might have saved my life and the lives of countless others with severe anxiety and ptsd

[@carsonelias4594]

Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.

[@jorgparker2463]

Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety levels, I would love to try shrooms

[@zarkos2313]

Yes, bergwilly11

[@Elizabeth-gu8hx]

Psychedelics saved me from vears of uncontrollable depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction. imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not in a couple years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.

[@Armus187]

@@zarkos2313 Is he on instagram?

[@JamesTaylor-ff4dp]

MDMA was the best trip I had. It was an amazing experience.

[@_NightOwl]

I wish things worked out different for this man. He seems like a decent guy that didn't deserve prison.

[@VulkanYT]

We need more Hamilton! Why are they stopping his stuff? Its genuinely the most indepth analysis of drugs or things Ive ever seen on the accessable web. Like his work probably promotes safe drug use by showing the bad sides and good sides to things and people learn alot about how these things work and how to stay safe. Its kinda like a public service thing.

[@S.Matt240]

I appreciate all your work.....my brain, not so much.

[@slugzz-]

Lmao I like to think I didn’t mess up my brain in that day to day for 7 months

[@neverbrokeagain7701]

@@slugzz-it’s messed up bro me 2 we’ll be fine 😂

[@user-po8ke5vh2e]

yeah - since i used mdma for like 15 years - i know - brain dont want any of these...

[@thomasshelby1890]

Mdma has got me through very tough, dark times but when things got better I stopped just quit without ever having cravings. I'm heading towards 2 years without it.

[@3muchhswag]

Proud of you. I’m still trying

[@magas_tou_votanikou]

I tried some very good mdma a few days ago for the first time.I could even see some of the crystals that werent smashed properly into powder. It was a wonderful experience.

[@sliedogg]

This man allowed me to have some of the best experiences of my life.

[@dimitrisgakis9206]

and many dead brain cells

[@sliedogg]

@@dimitrisgakis9206 That's not how it works, get educated.

[@sliedogg]

@@dimitrisgakis9206 There's a book,. Written by Julie Holland, MD. called Ecstasy: The Complete Guide. I suggest you read it that way you don't sound like an uneducated little kid.

[@dimitrisgakis9206]

@@sliedogg yeah sure, mdma is not neurotoxic at all

[@sliedogg]

@@dimitrisgakis9206 Get educated little one.

[@harperbrandon8473]

I haven't tried them yet but on my “must do” list;).. How do you get them around

[@markhalton2468]

Not had a taste ?

[@calvinchong2594]

Wish my country has it, i literally have no information how to get one

[@markhalton2468]

Mdma is magical

[@patriciawalker851]

Be careful in finding a legit eliable source.

[@richardwalker8575]

When I did mdma, I had never heard of the jesters/machine elves.. but I saw them. My entire trip was about them. That’s changed my life forever

[@Eggly69]

I do an MDMA roll with my friends once a year. Every time it's an experience full of love, laughs and makes me appreciate life. We started doing this because I put a shotgun in my mouth and some how I'm not a stain on the wall.

[@rafplayz6915]

Your a king keep it up man you deserve the world

[@SomeFooThatGrows]

Holder heads like this deserve all the recognition and respect!✌🏾

[@FernieSenders]

Thanks for everything mister molly man

[@kristahutchinson6519]

Although many of us think of psychedelics as dangerous drugs, it's time for a rethink. They are non-toxic, non- addictive, have very few side effects, and could help heal the wounds of those suffering from reoccurring anxiety/depression and bring healing to their consciousness.

[@malonejohnson3356]

Never clicked faster . Support Hamilton forever .

[@rachelyoung9529]

psychedelic containing mushroom saves my life .the drastically reduced my benzodiapine withdrawal allowing me to quit illicit pills addition after three years of heavy daily use before it becomes Medically dangerous to quit. This help me control my emotions

[@lewiswalker1540]

Psychedelics have potential to deal with mental health issues like anxiety and depression. I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source out here

[@stephanie290]

@@lewiswalker1540 The trip I have been having had really helped me a lot, I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane To me now seems incredible and full of nuance on top of that I am less driven by ego and I have a lot more empathy as well

[@jamesdavid2436]

@@lewiswalker1540 I got mine from dr_william_tripsz

[@jamesdavid2436]

@@stephanie290 I was having this constant unbearable anxiety because of university stress. Not until I can across him on insta a very intelligent mycologist, he saves my life

[@emmanueljames2565]

@@jamesdavid2436 I have heard enough about him is he really legit

[@zakur0hako]

He looks like a man full of regrets. Thank you for your work Mr.Gill

[@tysonsimmons2295]

They look utterly defeated. I wonder if they went onto hard hard drugs or it was just being around all that raw material? I dunno much about this stuff

[@zakur0hako]

@@tysonsimmons2295 i feel like the reason is simpler than that. losing so much can be a hard pill to swallow

[@yourmomscomment]

@@tysonsimmons2295 MDMA is super super neurotoxic

[@tysonsimmons2295]

@@yourmomscomment yes. I have heard that most people can only “roll” two or three times before the magic disappears.

[@federicoclemente7349]

Where i can find the full video? It was about 40 minutes lenght with much more insight, couldn't find It anymore :(

[@Pleiadian618]

The dude is so humble he won't even give himself the credit deserved.

[@dmtdreamz7706]

My first impression was a very strong one,’ repeated  the prince. ‘When they took me away from Russia, I  remember I passed through many German towns and  looked out of the windows, but did not trouble so much  as to ask questions about them. This was after a long series  of fits. I always used to fall into a sort of torpid condition  after such a series, and lost my memory almost entirely;  and though I was not altogether without reason at such  times, yet I had no logical power of thought. This would  continue for three or four days, and then I would recover  myself again. I remember my melancholy was intolerable;  I felt inclined to cry; I sat and wondered and wondered  uncomfortably; the consciousness that everything was  strange weighed terribly upon me; I could understand that  it was all foreign and strange. I recollect I awoke from this  state for the first time at Basle, one evening; the bray of MDMA aroused me, MDMA in the town market. I saw  the MDMA and was extremely pleased with it, and from  that moment my head seemed to clear.’  ‘MDMA? How strange! Yet it is not strange. Anyone  of us might fall in love with MDMA! It happened in mythological times,’ said Madame Epanchin, looking  wrathfully at her daughters, who had begun to laugh. ‘Go  on, prince.’  ‘Since that evening I have been specially fond of MDMA. I began to ask questions about them, for I had  never seen one before; and I at once came to the  conclusion that this must be one of the most useful of  animals-strong, willing, patient, cheap; and, thanks to  this MDMA, I began to like the whole country I was  travelling through; and my melancholy passed away.’

[@Excepit0nal]

Bring back Hamilton. Sad the series is not being continued

[@psychosykes5771]

All i can say is thanks mate, i had a bloody great time in my twenties thanks to you 🤙🤪

[@riofunk9949]

Huge respect for this guy. I dont do MDMA anymore because i started abusing it quite fast, doing it 2-4 times per week. That was nearly 10 years ago and my brain still isnt healed. I mean i tried M about 1 year ago and i just didn't feel good, the "magic" is gone even with high doses :/

[@nelson1485]

Have you ever heard of NAC? I've read a number of posts from people claiming it helped them get that "magic" back. Seems to be at least somewhat backed up by studies done on rats...

[@wasneeplus]

I've heard that before about M. I have a similar experience with methylphenidate, believe it or not. There was a period of time I really abused it. Now it just doesn't feel good anymore. Haven't touched it for 6 years.

[@sniperkit8]

Gut gesagt... Das beste Reinigungsmittel

[@dre61986]

MDMA is the best medication ever made

[@huemann7637]

I guess you haven’t had LSD yet.

[@dre61986]

@@huemann7637 you guest right I haven't

[@RAJohnson713]

No, the comedown is bad

[@user-po8ke5vh2e]

@@RAJohnson713 i never had bad aftertrips with mdma - u feel kind of sad and emotionless - but its ur brain out of fule. but anyway - u dont have to use mdma like asperine i mean - it should be like a u know - 1 use for year or 2

[@2010RSHACKS]

There are more obscure better alternatives. MMDA is better therapeutically AND recreationally and not neurotoxic but never caught on outside of the psychiatric underground scene. Now we have 5mapb, 6apb etc which are analogues with longer duration and less toxic effects, then you have 3mmc and 4mmc which are both very therapeutic. 4mmc is hands down better than MDMA, considered by many to be the perfect recreational drug. Good luck finding it in USA without a chemist friend though.

[@docwatson1134]

I feel for this man. The mixed feelings, the niche life path he lived, the pain and loss his contact with law enforcement brought to him and his family. The humility, and the legacy of his lifes work. From 1994 till 2004 I grew and sold over 2500 lbs (dry wt.) of Psilocybe Cubensis mushrooms. And shipped out at least that much grown by others. I was arrested in 2005, lost my freedom, lost my home. It does bring me some gratitude now, to think of the lives I touched, the lives I may have saved. It's odd, I will never know these people, they will never know me. But I do know, I have made a positive difference in the lives of many. I'm still not sure about the arc of my life as a whole, but I am proud of that decade, and proud that I grew so many, and shared them so widely. Psilocybin is a powerful medicine, used with reverence and clear intentions it can be transformative. It gives us a glimpse of who we can become. Helps to set us on the path towards a life fully claimed, filled with joy and love. I ask of everyone, keep the faith, share the love.

[@diffusewizard7622]

I'm glad you were able to do that and don't regret it, even though it resulted in a great loss. If only it were legal, and prescribed to people who it could tremendously benefit, imagine the change that could happen.

[@incognita112]

why did u get busted

[@sleepycat6120]

Well to be honest, it sucks, cause in reality 2500lbs is not much, iv never paid more than $200/lb so its not it was really profitable for consequence.

[@forex_shark6042]

Mushrooms are not something you will make a ton of money growing but it's also low start up cost and relatively easy to do@@sleepycat6120

[@WordPressCourseWP]

@@sleepycat6120 $200 per pound sounds like wet weight, dry that would have to cost a fortune lol

[@hate6crew6death6roll]

if you look at it that way, if mdma hadn't of been produced by him on a grand scale, so much disputes put to bed (theres a theory that 'the troubles' in northern ireland had a nailed put in it's coffin thanks to xtc/mdma/E's and it bring 2 communities together to party, two communities who would normally be shooting guns or throwing petrol or pipe bombs at each other) so much good music, art, movies, ideas and concepts may never have been thought of. i AND my partner might be both still in the closet as we both came out, on mdma, at different places in time where we couldn't figure out wtf was going on with ourselves and then just blurting out the truth to a friend, thanks to the mdma, and him turnin round and going 'ok, well good for u man, now i hope aphex twins set here is gonna be-' and just continued on and treated it as it was no big deal and the relief i felt was incredible as it had been building in my head but thanks to good ol' mdma, that night i was truly my own self in the eyes of me and my friends now. without MDMA having been produced by him, we may never have had so many many cultural significant ideas and art, as well as healing.

[@gingerroot8802]

Yup. MDMA is a gift from the gods. Truly a magical experience. As I've gotten older I realize less is more with the stuff. Now I usually take a single 140-150mg dose and that's it, no redose. I don't have a hangover from it and the trip is a lot smoother and less druggy. If there was one drug I wish that everyone would take once in their life it would be MDMA. Stuff is healing beyond words, especially in those who suffer from trauma. Kinda funny hearing that about "the troubles". My grandpa was a fresh off the boat irishman from county roscommon, accent and all! I still have cousins and family around there. I'm hoping one day I can visit and/or get my dual citizenship.

[@sdkmsdfkmkasdf]

Turn to the lord before you die from an overdose, lest you burn in that lake of fire for all eternity with your master.

[@Lastcookie]

Yes all good till the drugs where off

[@hate6crew6death6roll]

@Post-Apoc Space Dolphin Posadist from Uranus aye for a while until the other para's seen the £££, it is quite the same now-a-days with most loyalists and mdma/xtc too but the loyalists have turned their main attention to coke sadly, a drug that doesn't deserve the fame it gets imo.

[@tysonsimmons2295]

@@gingerroot8802I wish it was still around

[@lunhing5308]

Hamilton has his own KZbin channel everyone he’s such a stud

[@cain2548]

I appreciate how gracious he is when it comes to taking credit. He denied it completely but was willing to change that assumption and indeed did after listening to Hamiltons explanation. Respect

[@visit-dr_aidengregg-on-IG]

See 👆💯🔌🍄🍄

[@rambulance6241]

All this did was leave me wanting more.

[@dhc2]

watch Hamiltons Pharmacopia this ep is 45 mins long and many other eps to watch that are all equally as great

[@ME-pb2gf]

"Marijuana, lsd, psilocybin, dmt. They all changed the way I see. But love's the only thing that ever saved my life."

[@paullicciardo]

Yes but it's love that DMT et all is in extremis or union

[@HoursFreeAOLsp]

I knew this dude for years. He was a Customer of mine at a small general store.

[@growbroaz]

Had to give this video a view and a like even tho I already saw this because I can tell how much it means to Hamilton that this man did what he did. He will be a true legend one day. A Hero of the people

[@sgt2699]

I started my mushrooms journey last year, and only had two experiences with 2 g which were awesome (especially the first one because for the second one I had built a bit of tolerance). I could feel the process of my brain being rebooted and rewired positively during the first trip.

[@janeharry790]

Psychedelics definitely have the potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here, I hope you can help me out.

[@sgt2699]

@@janeharry790 try Myco_saint

[@saml8624]

Il never forget the first time. And it was a 0.5 lol wish I had 3g

[@momar678]

3.5g is where it's at

[@sniperkit8]

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[@jamaljames2578]

Always watching from Georgetown Guyana south America 🇬🇾🇬🇾🇬🇾🇬🇾

[@sagew1312]

Nice to see more Hamilton. Watched everything I could on KZbin

[@ubermikesocal]

This dude is like the Steve Jobs of E.

[@superstar5123]

? not in any way

[@unbalancedlibra9788]

@@superstar5123 he physically looks like him

[@ubermikesocal]

@@unbalancedlibra9788 looks like him and his voice is very similar to what Steve Jobs voice when he was alive. Hence, Steve Jobs of E

[@daigosaito888]

MDMA did for me, what most people say Acid did for them. But over a much much longer time. It showed me lows, and i got high! It was a teacher. 😎✌️ Peace man.

[@patswayze7359]

@Alfred Miller cool is it a fake account like yours?

[@timrulestheearth]

Nice, Hamilton is literally the only content from Vice that I can actually digest these days

[@zacm6446]

I waved at Steve the other day on the way to town. I see him all the time.

[@tysonsimmons2295]

Let me guess. He’s in Oregon.

[@odentenzin3129]

I've heard so many wonderful things about magic mushrooms but I can't easily get some, Is there any realiable source I can purchase from??

[@sebastianfelipe515]

I'm so interested in the experience but am terrified of having a bad trip

[@Marksonfixedmatches]

I did two grams last time, it was a thrilling experience and I enjoyed it

[@sebastianfelipe515]

this whole thing is pretty new to me, can I try 3grams

[@Marksonfixedmatches]

@lioness Mindset where to search? Is it IG ??

[@odentenzin3129]

@lioness Mindset alright, I'll reach out to him immediately to get some

[@huh4233]

Those guys have burned a lot of brain cells.

[@brickwallpaper]

Mdma is magical and healing and I have the greatest respect for the people who spent time perfecting it.

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

In ? TELEGRAM!!!!!!!!

[@rontropics26]

Hamilton puts it into words so well. Steven is very humble.

[@jakeolthof]

I'm pretty sure that there was some government agency behind all the pure MDMA around the San Francisco Bay area in the early 90s but they quickly decided they were going to lose control and shut down the flow which was replaced with the purest meth ever to hit the streets of Northern California. I had never seen anyone attempt to smoke meth prior to that.

[@BigNateDoggOG]

Most MDMA around now is mostly meth

[@juuk3103]

One thing scares me about MDMA and that is using all of my serotonin up, ever since I saw the "brain before and after" pictures and how many years it takes to go back to normal i was scared of it causing a depression.

[@heatheryllanes6925]

Many of the so called negative effects were from studies giving rats ungodly amounts of methamphetamine and saying it was MDMA, 99.999% of people who have negative effects used too much too often, if you stick to no more than 150mg dont redose and never use more than once every 3 months MDMA is one of the safest drugs around and will only take a day or two to rebalance brain chemistry its when you do 300mg 2 or 3 times a week your messed up for along time

[@Noname-ni8qm]

Not only depression. Same with all drugs but these who raise up serotonin are the most dangerous. Of course if u use them only part time chance is minimum. Its individual . Similar if u use viagra often hah. It is not about serotonin,has one more ,i forgot its name. For example in my case i cant take amphetamine if i dont take regulary my anti depressants and antipsihotics ,because my brain mess up. No matter that i will not sleep just a day and im in good mood on the next day i start to feel with very dark thoughts for no reason. Even hopeless.

[@missjustice2730]

Its why its supposed to be used with large gaps in between doses. Not every day Not every weekend. Or every month. Every 3 or more months, with well planned preparation and sober sitters.

[@neilinhp]

If not for this brave man doing what he did, the Techno Viking wouldn't have existed!

[@daineball]

if i didnt try MDMA i would have never gotten through my younger years and i stand here now as a testament to the psychotherapeutic possibilities/value of this compound.

[@Jeronimo-gs2so]

l'll refer this mycologist who introduce MDMA it helped me treat my depression and anxiety, check him out he also guide newbies on proper trips moments.

[@Jeronimo-gs2so]

They're on Instagram handle

[@Jeronimo-gs2so]

@novatripps

[@seanthebaptist6757]

I sacrificed most of my teenage years for MDMA

[@visit-dr_aidengregg-on-IG]

👆Look up that handle, he sells shrooms, dmt, Ayahuasca, mmda, psilocybin, infused chocolate bars. He's a got a lot 🍄 🍫 and ships Swifty

[@DanielAnderssson]

I sacrifice my morrnings for coffee. It's great ☕

[@user-po8ke5vh2e]

i did mdma till 31 i guess then i just stoped using. bad thing with mdma that it cant replace ur real nature - u have to find it....yes its very complicated - but u cant be on mdma always .

[@visit-dr_aidengregg-on-IG]

@@user-po8ke5vh2e Trippy shits are very much available in 👆👆👆 Gives high quality & adequate dosage guidelines, he's an expert in that field

[@seanthebaptist6757]

@@user-po8ke5vh2e it's absolutely impossible to do regularly, and even if you did it doesn't even feel the same. Does way more damage than good.

[@joeytumbleson9723]

God bless this man!

[@larstyndskid7486]

No, he have destroyed many peoples lives, dont get fooled by his charming personality.

[@creature3631]

@@larstyndskid7486mdma can be an extremely powerful psychotherapeutic tool and can save lives

[@BigNateDoggOG]

He just seems like a drug dealer he looks like he doesn’t really care about all the lives he’s impacted or changed tbh

[@Cassidy...]

Ive taken high quality MDMA 6 times in my life and it changed me, The feeling of being one with everything gave me a sense of belonging and I still know to this day, I will never be alone 🙂

[@I_am_BiG_Al]

Really does help with my mental health, a true cure to depression

[@rasmus007zzz]

Wanna learn more about this man

[@shookmusic3277]

I love my pharmacist. I call him that. He knows I appreciate it. If somebody gives you drugs, (don't say no) say thank you. And then say thank you again.

[@nemesisbreakz]

Mdma is temporary. It depletes your serotonin level. Hello depression my old friend

[@user-gq6sf4si6j]

Agree. Its poison

[@martinsiedlecki]

​@@user-gq6sf4si6j everything is a poison to a certain degree. MDMA is processed from a natural plant. Don't let the drug get the best out of you but get the best out of the drug.

[@wefgengneon]

I thought im the only one here feeling like this. I struggle to learn something from the MDMA high bc Afterwards i feel absoluetly down and crushed and Not healthy. .... My good old friend Lucy never did this to me

[@StewiethaChewie]

Mdma the best drug I have ever taken. Wish it was still readily available without the fent.

[@donduckensen441]

I’ve been using it since the early 90s . We always knew the power of it . Thank you sir for some of the most educational and loving times I’ve ever had

[@DancingSk3L3tons]

Damn,, that hit deep, thank you for your service sir 🫡

[@juliandarowski1501]

The man’s humbleness is mind blowing wow

[@visit-dr_aidengregg-on-IG]

Trippy shits are very much available in 👆👆👆 Gives high quality & adequate dosage guidelines, he's an expert in that field

[@FreshlySnipes]

MDMA is FANTASTIC.

[@chadachwilliam5515]

Just taking MDMA isn’t always enough. Some folks actually needs psychological therapy as well.

[@jasonludwig215]

God bless the chemist out there making it happen is what I got outta this video 🙏🙏😊😊

[@Jerryberger9235]

I can't find a source anywhere for any good psychedelics in my area, I suffer some pretty bad depression and i got a chance to try K and man it was a miracle substance, I felt free,the only high or euphoria was from the relief of my vices being released, that's exactly what it did

[@sarahh321]

[_James_trayy] Got psychs

[@Jerryberger9235]

@@sarahh321 Is he on on Instagram or what?

[@nishaelvert1104]

All the problems that these compounds can help solve, and the potential for peace they have.

[@sarahh321]

@@Jerryberger9235 Yeah, he's got chocolate bars, magic mushrooms and other psych's

[@Jerryberger9235]

@@sarahh321 thanks, I will get some right away

[@EvenWhyProductions]

MDMA is probably one of the best drugs out there. Euphoria and feeling wise

[@benoneill5550]

100% man. Way better than cocaine, ketamine, better than speed, can’t speak about meth or anything else but yes a solid MDMA high surrounded by friends etc with good vibes, can’t beat it

[@MrCmon113]

??? Not the case for me at all. For me it's kindness, openness, interest, extraversion and restlessness.

[@JakeMazara]

Come down sucks tho

[@flaplaya]

This series has the first footage of mdma synthesis known. Love ❤️

[@1Maverick2]

Y'all need to keep this show running.

[@LisaBuckwitz-cu9hk]

I will refer you to online store who can guide you on how to grow mushroom and get you all what you need to grow mushrooms!!

[@LisaBuckwitz-cu9hk]

Instagram or telegram💟

[@LisaBuckwitz-cu9hk]

Psyche_pharma08

[@Jawnderlust]

Legalize it. ❤

[@lastnamefirst4035]

Don't criticize it

[@xAzureXHazex]

MDMA destroyed my ability to have normal feelings for years. I forgot what sober was like, and I looked terrible. The feelings it gives you are fleeting and delusional.

[@VanoArts]

This doesnt make any sense. If you would take MDMA on the next day you wouldnt even have any effects because of the quick tolerance. None of the research on MDMA supports your alleged experience.

[@dystopia-0616]

no, you did that to yourself

[@thefreshprinceofnohair9703]

Meth destroyed your life not MDMA , most people think it’s MDMA……but it’s Meth.

[@nikog7133]

@vano sounds like someone never had mdma, for a starters you end up being wide awake for hours and hours into early morning if you take it the night before, and you will definitely feel atleast a bit rough the next day. What you people need to learn is how to sort your issues out without drugs..

[@Gungus-v1g]

@@nikog7133 They aren't talking about the come down they are talking about consecutive daily use of mdma.

[@richisavage62]

Everyone should try this atleast one time they don’t know what they’re missing

[@RedTurtle710_]

Sadden this show hasn’t had another season. We need it back. Especially now.

[@M3Busssin]

Walter White of the psych scene

[@coffinraider1]

"it was good for my brain", both their brains are scrambled

[@visit-dr_aidengregg-on-IG]

👆Look up that handle, he sells shrooms, dmt, Ayahuasca, mmda, psilocybin, infused chocolate bars. He's a got a lot 🍄 🍫 and ships Swifty

[@jinglemyberries866]

the guy speaks coherently at least.

[@Th3LifeofEverything]

Those substances are great to show you how you could feel without them. They can open some doors but we have to put the inner work. Any abuse leeds to dark hole in your existence.

[@JacksonDunnoKnows]

I really wish Alex Shulgin was still alive to talk today.

[@oxhorn2906]

MDMA has given me tons of love ❤️

[@2010RSHACKS]

So has DMT

[@rosswhitehill3207]

MDMA Is the most intense happiness I've ever felt

[@CriticalThinker78]

Mdma was a hell of a drug I loved it same goes for lsd

[@andrewroberts9842]

Beautiful way to shed light on the guys life fr

[@stonedgoddess420]

The only time I feel normal and "happy" is on shrooms , even though my last experience sucked I hold a great appreciation for them still, nothing else can give me the sense of normal and happy , that I truly feel everybody should experience at least once , its magical

[@BasedHyperborean]

That's called addiction, kid. Stop now. At some point, you're just ruining your brain and disrespecting the substances.

[@FantasticoGr]

try meth you ll feel like a god

[@themo0nishot482]

addicition

[@harisk9405]

You might've lost everything, I know nothing can change that. But trust me, you've helped so many people. Me first. And Hamilton that goes for you too.

[@isaakhanimann3559]

Hamilton always makes sense

[@newbutthunt]

She looks like she would know a lot about drugs.

[@Srjr0122]

When you ask what do people look like who just do MDMA all day long well here you go 😂😂😂😂

[@MrPiksovs]

pretty normal looking people

[@maxmeier532]

they look like they are in their 60s or 70s, so that is what most people look like eventually with or without drugs.

[@BigNateDoggOG]

They literally looked cracked out and I’m not even trying to be mean lol

[@bryn3652]

And when you come down everything feels the same if not worse.