Sad Multifandom ♠ I'm (not) fine

[@ThornyRose13]

I started editing this video back in the summer during a difficult period of my life. I have had ups and downs, but I have returned to that state more than once. Multifandoms is difficult for me. I often don't have many of the excerpts and TV shows that I need. I spent a lot of resources looking for the right frames and phrases, and I FINALLY FINISHED IT! I wanted to post a video before the new year, even if it is depressing. So here it is. If you want to support me: www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=X82KMPDW79KHL or [e-mail]

[@leona4198]

"Some people fake their deaths, I'm faking my life"

[@jessiea4250]

Same

[@t.errifier2856]

the way i saw myself in every second of this... amazing edit!

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you

[@idowubolakemi2979]

Everyday felt like the same, no meaning, the whole world was moving, feeling stuck like you don't exist. It was just a shitty cycle, it still is anyway

[@ThornyRose13]

😢😢Sad to hear it..

[@vishalgupta3368]

this is my whole day routine,never changes, i am really sad like i don't have even a buddy left to talk

[@ThornyRose13]

😢😢Maybe you can find someone here?

[@MaraSophita]

just wow, this must have been so much work to accomblish. such a brilliant multifandom

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you 🤍

[@EnchantedxPassion]

Woah! So emotional! Don't even wanna imagine how much work went into this. But it was worth it! I loved it

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you 🤍 Surprisingly, videos based on real experiences are made easier. Miraculously I found what I needed))

[@Daddynegan]

Wow, this is amazing. You really made a very realistic and emotional video. One of the best multifandom videos I've ever watched.

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you so much 😇

[@lowqualitywaffle8765]

2 years later, after being in, what i thought was the most inescapable and tormenting periods, of the short life that i have lived so far, it all just found a way to catch up back to me. i thought it was getting better, and i was, but i dont know anymore this is beautiful. thank you

[@scarelle24]

I literally saw myself in the whole video like everything I am doing everyday and feeling

[@mysteryxsoul5718]

This video literally describes my life and has all the right videos and examples off what I’m dealing with that’s why I love this video and why I relate to it!❤️

[@ThornyRose13]

I hope you get better 🤍

[@samsplace]

Wow! This is masterfully edited. I love the way you put all the pieces together. Everything flows right. I love how some scenes complete each other with movements even if they’re from different stuff (e.g. 1:43-1:45). I’m just, wow! And I love the story this video tells. It feels so raw, real, personal. Those words resonate with me so much. I related to this. I felt understood. Great great work ❤️

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you for so many nice words 😇🤍

[@katring455]

Это видео-олицетворение жизни многих из нас. Это так прескорбно осознавать. Каждый день одно и тоже. И к сожалению выхода нет. Кроме тебя самого никто и не сделает праздника для себя же самого, не подарит позитивные эмоции😓😔

[@ThornyRose13]

К сожалению, да. Существование, когда уже ничто не радует и не можешь себя вытащить, ужасно... Согласна про праздники

[@Aesraege]

I’ve never seen something so accurate, thanks for all your work.

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you!

[@mentalhealthedits-y1k]

This is so underrated omg this is the best thing I've seen in a long while good job

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you!

[@raulracoon33]

This video is a completely masterpiece, thank you.

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you 🤗

[@mranderson5668]

I appreciate the work and editing you've done here!

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you!

[@levelen]

Это видео просто невероятно передаёт состояние, в котором я нахожусь 😭 Одновременно грустно, и при этом какое-то облегчение испытываешь после просмотра))) Я так рада, что ты закончила это видео и я наконец-то увидела его с субтитрами 😁 А параллелей столько, что аж дух захватывает от их количества)))) Всё так динамично и каждый кадр идеально выходит из другого 😍😍😍 p.s. Я теперь тоже буду мечтать сделать что-то подобное))

[@ThornyRose13]

Спасибо за помощь и поддержку тебе 🤍 и за приятные слова)) давай делай и оставь это состояние в творчестве. От этого легче становится

[@flatlineg8313]

"I don't wanna do this anymore"

[@sad6368]

Same 🥺

[@chicanova1359]

This is so touching!! I can feel everything - and you notice that the person who edited this did really feel this, too. I love it💙

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you 🌹

[@HJMEdits]

This is absolutely amazing

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you!

[@nicolejurjiu3991]

I would pay with my life so I just can just watch it all over like it was the first time

[@emilypink09]

This is ART!

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you!

[@katring455]

Создать что то децствительно необычное и новое, это действительно очень сложно. Переплетение параллелей восхитительно, это твое мастерство. Осень напоминает атмосферу 2015 года, если не ошибаюсь. Очень многие делали видео на такие "базовые" темы. Темы о чувствах, человеческих эмоциях. Но здесь, в этом видео, совершенно новый и свежий взгляд на такую социальную проблему. Я получила удовольствие при просмотре. С новым годом, с нетерпением жду новых работ🧡💛💜

[@ThornyRose13]

Спасибо большое 🤍 когда идёт от жизни и души, всегда выходит что-то очень личное и проникновенное, такие видео западали всегда в душу, особенно очень жизненные и многим близкие, сколько таких я пересмотрела))), хотя порой даже не поймёшь бывает, что человек вложил и в каком он состоянии. спасибо за поздравление)) С Новым годом, спасибо, что вы с нами, как грится 😄🤗🌹

[@hamishkay3010]

I hate getting out of bed as soon as I get out of my house everyday is ruined and is made 10x worse. I'm always so angry especially with my family why the hell can't they just leave me the hell alone. I just want to get as far away from where I work and live and just live with my friends. But so far my life is fucking shit and has been ever since I left college.

[@ThornyRose13]

It's sad to hear that. Hold on. Try to understand what will please you and what you need to do for this. Find something that will energize you.

[@hamishkay3010]

@@ThornyRose13 Yeah but nothing will get better I'm so used to being depressed dude

[@ThornyRose13]

@@hamishkay3010 How long has this condition been? Might be worth asking for help?

[@hamishkay3010]

@@ThornyRose13 I need to get away from my family and not see them anymore. They are the main reason I am depressed. To be honest I've always been depressed. I don't need help I'm so so used to being depressed dude.

[@CalamityRaven]

This is so accurate. It's like a mirror image of my life. I'm angry and tired all the time. Everyday is blurred now. And my family, my family that has always been there for me. They irritate me so much by not understanding, that I push and push them away. I yell, "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" but it does nothing. I often daydream of running away into the sunset. Fresh start for me, where I can be whoever I want to be. But I'm too "lazy", to actually do anything... No, I'm mentally and physically drained. When I wake up, I look into the mirror and say, "It's getting worse, isn't?"

[@Rakki_moochi]

Perfect. That's the word I can think of about this edit.

[@ThornyRose13]

Thank you!

[@tiadeets]

This is a really powerful video. Thank you for sharing.

[@ThornyRose13]

😇Thank you

[@by_kate.]

Такая фундаментальная работа. Мне очень понравилось. Рефлексия в чистом виде. Не грустно. Совсем. ПОНЯТНО. Абсолютно. Спасибо за творчество. Оно спасает. И отдельное спасибо за секундное упоминание Бонни Беннет. 🎭

[@ThornyRose13]

Спасибо! 🌹 И правда спасает, когда можешь вылить все в творчество и найти тех, кому тоже это близко

[@by_kate.]

@@ThornyRose13 Да! Согласна. Наш монтаж в чём-то это один из вариантов вкусной пилюли от горького послевкусия происходящего.

[@ThornyRose13]

@@by_kate. красиво сказано)

[@emmeliegustavsson9566]

Amazing work, it's art 🎉

[@ThornyRose13]

🤍

[@iktnicadavid9851]

0:01 the hardest part of every day is 0:04 just getting out of bed 0:06 i lay there thinking about 0:10 all the things i have to get done 0:13 i imagine it all in my mind 0:16 and 0:17 one by one i 0:19 fail 0:21 at everything 0:22 i wanted a different life 0:25 and why didn't you do something about it 0:27 this isn't living i tried every day is 0:30 the same nothing ever seemed to change 0:33 i get up woke up every day getting ready 0:35 for work took a shower 0:38 drove in the same traffic to work 0:41 went 0:42 home went to sleep 0:45 woke up again

[@breebrenny3352]

I hate it when I feel this way, am like so sad i cry myself to sleep so tired emotionally exhausted

[@ThornyRose13]

😢It's so sad to hear it. Hold on! Everything will be alright after time 🤍

[@charliejones3119]

This just explains the way I think but can't say that I can't I just want to shout but I can't

[@mythu9991]

I am a big failure. It hurts i wish I could stop

[@Ms_3sam3]

That was a really good one , thank u

[@mythu9991]

Some people fake their death, I'm faking my life

[@blinksg8480]

This video's completely depict my situation wana end everything

[@ThornyRose13]

I understand you... You're not alone, remember. Hold on, this is a difficult period. But... There is an exit. I believe that everything will work out. As they say: everything passes and it will pass

[@blinksg8480]

@@ThornyRose13 hoping same just wana get out of this and get some peace

[@ThornyRose13]

Understand..

[@GhostlyRose2]

Jenna Coleman in The Cry?? I haven't seen many clips of that in edits!!

[@Void-kl4xy]

I'm so close to giving up, I don't have anyone and I'm on the edge of the abyss and he's calling, maybe it's like that for some right, just another nobody, who cares? 😕

[@ThornyRose13]

You are the most important person to yourself. You always have you!

[@dejareve24]

Are there people who don’t pretend?

[@ChristinaZografou]

wow I'm speechless 😍😍

[@ThornyRose13]

🤍

[@rdj2398]

Hell of a job!

[@ozanzo]

Feel the same

[@ThornyRose13]

It's sad to hear it... Hope things get better.

[@anyabantik]

Потрясающее видео!!

[@ThornyRose13]

Благодарю 😇

[@tessecue]

What was the show/movie with Elizabeth Olsen ??

[@ThornyRose13]

WandaVision

[@laraklose4273]

2:52 which movie (the Anne Hathaway movie) ?

[@ThornyRose13]

I already answered you in your previous comment.

[@jasknight3806]

What series is 0:11

[@ThornyRose13]

WandaVision (with Elizabeth Olsen) or The Сry (with Jenna Coleman)

[@jasknight3806]

@@ThornyRose13 thank you, probably Wanda vision (:

[@emangamal6516]

What the film's name ?

[@ThornyRose13]

Which one? More than one movie/series used here

[@laraklose4273]

2:52 which Movie?

[@ThornyRose13]

Modern Love 1x03

[@şeymaakdeniz275]

2:56 which movie and name?

[@ThornyRose13]

The Cry (TV show)

[@şeymaakdeniz275]

@@ThornyRose13 thank you💖

[@euphoricsadnessx]

😭

[@StarEssences]

Those without God can't make sense why their world is falling apart.