sad slowed songs to cry to

[@aria-gh8sf]

to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. Not mine but u can spread it :)

[@willywonka3623]

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[@mystic4842]

Honestly, you have no idea of how much I’m crying right now but at the same time, it feels good to express my emotions since I try to hide them. As soon as I started to read your text, the tears were dripping on my face and I couldn’t stop to cry cause you perfectly described how I feel. It’s exactly as if you were a guardian angel, here to cheer me up. I’m trying to be positive in my daily life but everything seems so hard, my heart is so heavy but I feel so empty at the same time and I don’t know what to do. I feel like I have no one to talk and that nobody would listen to my sad feelings cause it’s just a bad mood and it will pass anyway, that’s what people say right ? I’m just tired of feeling that way and I would love to be happy for once, I’m not asking for much, but everything is such a struggle, I’m drowning in my own mind and my own thoughts. It’s tiring, I need to stop overthinking everything cause it literally gives me anxiety and I can’t even think properly now… I’m sure it will be better soon or later but for now it just feel like I’m stuck in the middle of the ocean … I really appreciate your nice, kind and adorable words, even though it’s just a screen and we’re both strangers, it’s still very nice to hear, especially now, so THANKS YOU so much for that ! I will definitely think about you whenever I see your favorite color yellow, that’s for sure ! Mine is green by the way ;) I hope everything is good for you too, you deserve to be happy since you try to make people smile on their lonely days, have a good day, good life and wish you the best !

[@aria-gh8sf]

@@mystic4842 I'm so glad I helped you, thank you for taking your time and reading it, god bless you..

[@mystic4842]

@@aria-gh8sf 🥰🥰

[@julian3795]

Why are you here man? I hope you feeling better soon! :)

[@shh.404]

а ты почему здесь?

[@goldenheartedhuman8857]

I don't think you understand how much that actually helps people like me. You are a random stranger yet you hope a totally different random stranger gets better. Thank you If anything is going on I hope you can feel better too.

[@Taylor-yr2bu]

i don't think i've ever, felt so lost.

[@AzlynnCunsolo]

I know I'm late and I don't know if anyone will read this but...I have some things to say, You are beautiful/handsome never forget that. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it. Your neck isn't a coat so don't hang it. Your life isn't a TV show so don't end it. For the parents: Hello parents, let me tell you something. Your child needs motivation, freedom, trust and believe, no comparison, privacy, support, and at least do this once a week or every day, "Hey darling, how are you?" Them laughing at their phones doesn't mean their bad. Answering back doesn't mean their disrespecting, taking their phones away can/wont effect some children. Closing their doors doesn't mean their hiding something, crying doesn't mean their weak. You know how parents always say, "No girlfriend or boyfriend!" You realize you guys are the ones breaking your kids' hearts before a boy/girl did. Taking away their phones won't help if their failing school, taking away their phone will make it worse. Don't yell at your kids because they are always on their phone, or they don't want to go out anywhere. If they start to lose interest on things they loved doing something is wrong...maybe something is happening at school or online. Every parent says, "back in my day we didn't have phones we went outside and played." Like, okay? But its their life is their live not yours! You don't control their life! Your skin isn't a pen, so don't make it bleed. There is always someone out there that cares for you, you just have to trust me. I know life can be hard sometimes but that doesn't mean you have to end it to fix it. Theres many other ways to fix your life besides ending it or taking drugs, pills, etc. Your life will get better, it might take time, but I promise you it will. I'm talking from experience...This part if for students, if you are having trouble don't be scared to ask adults for help, your teachers can help you the best they can don't try to hide it, hiding the pain that's happening in your life will make everything worse. I had a friend who got bullied and she started to cut herself daily and she would hide it from her family and friends. She was always the "happy" or "funny" friend. She always came to school with a bright big smile on her face, but little did we know that smile was fake, that smile was just a cover-up for the pain she was feeling. She ended up hurting herself so badly she ended up in the hospital, that night...she sadly passed. Don't ever hurt yourself...I know it's tempting, and I know you might think it will make you feel better but please, it won't fix anything! Life isn't perfect, no one is perfect. Plants bloom but eventually they start dying. That is like life. Little girls and boys are born but then...they get bullied, and they stay quiet, not saying a word eventually hurting/killing themselves. Plants need water to live, so do you. Plants need sunlight to live, so do you. Plants need to be taken care of and treated kindly and gently to live, so do you. Don't be scared to ask for help...people are here for you. I'm here for you! Enjoy life! Sometimes life won't always be the greatest but that doesn't mean you can't fix your own life and make it better.

[@toessucker]

😔 I cried so much that I couldn't breathe

[@Aesthetictales845]

random person u have a great music taste 🎶

[@Aesthetictales845]

So wonderful I love music like this

[@childlikefaith498]

That battle is only with you. All your photos. God will see me through I hope with you.

[@shako8971]

so good,thank u : )

[@jesy6840]

Im sorry for venting here but idk who to talk to So anyways I've been wanting to do this sport since 1st grade, my parents never let me do it because they were only focused on my brother's sport instead. They let me do the sport in 6th grade and I've been doing it ever since. Im entering high school next year so we tried out for varsity. If we didn't make it we could be put in junior high again. 12/18 made varsity 4/6 made junior high (not counting the 8th graders). I didn't make either. I was the only one in my grade who didn't make either. The girl that I encouraged to join and taught her everything I knew about the sport made it to varsity. But I didn't. I feel so terrible about myself. Am I really that bad at the sport I've been wanting to do my whole life? Why has first grade me waited this long for me to not make it to varsity?

[@peollechangelikethetidesin8444]

The truth is man nothing goes your way in life I have not cried in 3+ years and this girl I lowkey loved to fucking dead killed my heart and made me start tearing keep to yourself take what I never listened focus on life become successful I have faith in you

[@marcelineortiz2540]

I just failed my permit test lol ik my parents will talk about me now

[@soukahyouka]

Does anyone else constantly try to make others happy, but can’t make themselves happy, that's not except me, my hobby is making slow-moving sad videos, I hope everyone will accept it

[@louscstle]

some bad things happened today. first my husband cheated on me with a twelve year old boy and then my little brother told me he loved me ..... pls help

[@NotHereNotNow]

dont know what ur talking about...

[@heymary3145]

Thank