My Missed Miscarriage | A Muslim Mother's Perspective

My missed miscarriage experience from a Muslim mother's perspective. We want to honour our baby - Emaan, and build 100 water wells to provide clean drinking water to thousands of people in six different countries. Please donate here to help make this dream come true for us: www.launchgood....
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[@SalehFamily]

We want to honour our baby - Emaan, and build 100 water wells to provide clean drinking water to thousands of people in six different countries. Please donate here to help make this dream come true for us: www.launchgood.com/wellsforemaan

[@nasrahtkhatar4384]

How far along were you sis when you lost ur baby Emaan?

[@mathbyraf]

@@nasrahtkhatar4384 Yes if it was early then there is a special hadeeth that is mind blowing for the mother

[@noorienaeem4508]

Yes you didn’t mention how far along you were?

[@RocioHernandez-oj7wp]

I am so sorry for your loss, I wish you and your family so much hope and love to get your through. I challenge you to a new perspective on the days greif sits beside you and tugs on your heart do something to celebrate that life. I truly believe we never die so long as someone says our name. Even though grief will follow you, make sure the joy of his existence, the journey up until his passing is a happy one.

[@safamadii1462]

@Saleh Family so sorry for ur loss sis.. May Allah gave strength to u and ur family to bear this loss.. I hav also gone through the same emotions @about 2 mnths 1 week... This loss is unbearable @times wether @early stage or when u're close to grab ur baby in ur lap & u don't.. But sis u didn't mention in any of ur session how far u were when u loss ur child ???? Plz mention

[@christinaolivia3475]

My sister Rebecca passed away a few minutes after she was born. 20 years-ish after her passing my dad on his death bed said that now he can be with her in Heaven. I never knew how much he mourned her until that day.

[@esthellakomerl8084]

Oh.. How sad.. But sweet at the same time.. ❤️

[@stargazer4526]

Wow that is so beautiful

[@soniiabaybee]

Parents never stop mourning their child. It’s the same for mine for my older brother who passed in 2016 at 28 years suddenly.

[@SunnyMoonwilluploadin]

My parents had 2 daughters and a son, when the first daughter Fanaan (born 2007) was born, she was basically the only child. She got cancer at 8 months and lost the battle just before she turned 2. Then came me (2011) i was their 2nd daughter, and although i do suffer from diseases (asthma and Type 1 Diabetes [and im colorblind but its not a disease]) but i was definetly healthier than Fanaan. My brother (2015) was finally the only kid with no diseases and me, and my brother, and my parents, we see Fanaan’s grave every single birthday she has (September 23rd) and i talk with her grave whenever i have troubles. We never a miscarriage but we all know what its like

[@sumaiyaansari9968]

No matter how cheerful you look or try to look...we can see the pain behind that smile and that voice. You definitely are not alone...you have your fans and family with you

[@SalehFamily]

Love you all

[@shaunamalcolm7031]

Infant loss is truly heart breaking. Allah tests the ones he loves and I can personally attest that time does heal the sting a little. Praying for patience and tranquility for you and your family. ♥️♥️♥️

[@asahmed1612]

🥰🥰🥰

[@amsterdam_budtender]

Even for a non Muslim female I hold much value watching a Muslim talk about her miscarriage. I teared up after you explaining the narration that the prophet Abraham and his wife takes care of the kids and etc. Absolutely beautiful. Although I might not have a believe I hold on to, this still gives me some sort of hope for the afterlife, I've got my baby's waiting for me. I don't ever talk about it, but this particular story helps me so much after so so many years Thank you for sharing and all the love to you 💞

[@SalehFamily]

Sending you so many blessings - you will be united with your baby one day inshAllah!

[@EmanNagi]

I really hope Allah unite u someday in heaven with your little beautiful baby in shaa' Allah and I hope that your spark of hope turns into comfort of certainty about the beauty of afterlife under Allah's mercy and blessings ❤️

[@zarah-2933]

I as well teared up I love u I will pray hopefully ur getting a lot better but don’t worry everything happens for a reason. But on the bright side the baby is in jenna now and as u said the baby is being watched. I love u so much and it broke my heart when I heard this I rlly hope ur ok now!

[@amsterdam_budtender]

@Proud Mleccha The way I grew up, my believe or maybe lack thereof at least growing up and my surroundings which also contains a lot of females, this was never really a subject. So that hasn't crossed my mind really, talking about afterlife or reuniting with passed relatives even. So also not with my own baby's in heaven to put it like that. Now growing to be older and forming more of my believes because I feel that grounds me more, I have come to terms that I do believe that more. And watching videos like this, helps me. And honestly, seeing a Muslim talking about this helps me more than maybe other religions or nun believers. So don't say stop it. Don't judge me for being helped by this amazing family. That's the opposite of what you should believe, as a Christian, don't you? Let me be as I don't seem to harm you, thank you.

[@ambramarrs7325]

You don’t have to apologize for how you feel- I lost 5 children in my younger years, and am a 2 time widow- Time will become a buffer to the pain and loss, but keep your faith- it will get you through- Sending healing ❤️‍🩹 prayers…

[@babdullah5025]

😔😔😔

[@zeezee3891]

So sorry for your losses. May Allah give you immense ajr for your sabr and keep you strong and make it easy on you to deal with the loss. Ameen

[@Khadijaunique]

SubhanAllah- you are very strong. May Allah (SWT) bring you endless blessings and happiness in both this world and in the hereafter, Ameen!

[@irumkhan3684]

I am sorry for your losses 😢😢😢😢😢

[@tinapourshirazi2471]

5?!?! My goodness. That’s so heartbreaking. I’m sure that all those now kids up in heaven must be so proud of you and love their mama. Gotta keep pushing for those children you are raising and those who are now grown up in heaven. Mothers and fathers. Women and men are all incredible and strong. You got this ❤️💪🏻🤗

[@theothersilas7538]

I didn't know that the baby is taken care of by Prophet Ibrahim (A.S.) and his wife. Knowing that alone is unbelievably comforting. May Allah help you through this. Ameen.

[@lisalazarris9393]

I cried with you, I had 6 miscarriages, and I believe God was with me in the hospital room comforting me, I felt so much love in my heart, and I seen a bright light, Go'd was telling me everything will be ok !!!

[@theartisticsoul9816]

I had two miscarriages and I lost my baby boy in October 2021, just after three days of his birth. It was really painful, I can't describe it in words.😣But I'm satisfied coz ALLAH'S plans are better than our wishes. May ALLAH grant you Sabr. Ameen ❤️

[@mrmiralem]

May Allah bless you in this life and more so in the next for all the pain you have had to endure. May you and your babies one day be reunited. 💙❤️❤️

[@theartisticsoul9816]

@@mrmiralem Ameen Jazak ALLAH KHAIR 🤲🏻

[@kristinamelnichenko5775]

Wow. So sorry🥺💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@iphrahbano3465]

I'm so sorry for your loss, have patience and believe in Allah's promise....He will reward you for your suffering in the next life InshaAllah❤️

[@theartisticsoul9816]

@@iphrahbano3465 In SHAA ALLAH, Jazak ALLAH KHAIR 🤲🏻

[@deborahdonut9522]

Ever since I heard you had a miscarriage I’ve been praying for you. I’m Jewish but that didn’t stop me from asking god to make sure you guys are ok. No one deserves to go through miscarriage. God bless you guys. May god bless you with a baby in the near future.

[@gothgirlatheart3545]

I actually learned something very important from this video. I used to blame God for all the grief and loss that I experienced and I hated him for it… But you just showed me that turning your grief into a powerful message, meaning or reason to make a difference is far more healing than blaming my creator. Thank you so much for this video he made a difference in my life

[@hhholly]

This comment made me cry.

[@ummaryam1]

Subxana’allah ask Allah for forgiveness

[@soniiabaybee]

May God give you patience!

[@aanieiyaali]

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[@user-qc8lk6sg7n]

I’m not religious, but I love Islam.. I got goosebumps hearing you talks abt the prophet Abraham

[@rebeccasanford8607]

Greetings from East Texas. I am a Retired OB RN Nurse. I am so sorry to hear of your loss and the ongoing battle dealing with a “missed” Miscarriage. The trauma is real. Both physical and emotional. Regardless of our Culture or Religious Beliefs. Thank you for having the courage to discuss this event from a Muslim Woman / Family perspective. Words cannot express the sorrow in my heart for your loss. I see the pain in your face and hear it in your voice. Honoring your child through facilitating clean water for those in need is a true Blessing. Peace be with you.

[@KellyMurphy39]

Im sobbing ive never heard such a beautiful image of comfort. As much as my mom is Christian i feel i need to share this with her, shes always felt incomplete after losing my older sister who lived 1 day. Just the image of a child wanting to work to bring mom to them is so kind.

[@jeezlouise88]

Thank you for sharing. I'm eating reakfast, bawling. I had to suffer in silence for 3 - 4 years. Until one day I decided silence wasn't going to heal. Why miscarriages are taboo subjects I will never understand. I'm so glad the platform is changing on this topic. I'm praying for you and your family!

[@SalehFamily]

Bless you and I am so sorry for your loss

[@cristinab2263]

I've never had kids, but I'm a labor and delivery nurse, and this makes me feel better for the babies we've lost over the years. I grieve with the mothers, but they'll be together again one day.

[@barbsams7774]

Many years ago, when my baby was born at 5 months and only lived 1 day it was never talked about. I just had to "get over it". So glad that is changing. Prayers to you and your family.

[@taylor4800]

I’m so sorry you had to go through that and were expected to just move on. I hope you know your pain is valid and you are strong and not alone in having a heavy heart for grieving.

[@thisisarika]

This video must have been really really difficult to make, but please know that it will help many women who are going through the same thing. I have not seen anyone talk so candidly about miscarriage the way you both have. May Allah give you sabr to deal with this loss. You are truly in my prayers ❤ I wish you all the best in building the 100 water wells, what an amazing way to give back insha Allah

[@SalehFamily]

Thank you so much for your kind duas - May Allah grant ease to every family that suffers child loss

[@asmamuhammad1588]

@@SalehFamily ameen

[@mazudakhatun4533]

So sorry for your loss. Listening to you has brought back so many of my sad memories. I had my first miscarriage in 1996, went in hospital by myself😢 no family support. 2003 had to give birth to my daughter Khadija of 32 weeks still born in hospital by myself. Then loosing my beautiful 10year old daughter Aleena 2019. I’m still in so much pain. You are so lucky to have the support of your family and especially your husband Alhamdulilah. I pray for all who go through a miscarriage that Allah SWT gives them the strength to deal with their loss and move forward in life. Ameen

[@misramujeeb9521]

May Allah make things easy for u sister 🤲🏻

[@whatever-ou2he]

Sister you've been through so much. May Allah reward you greatly after all these tests and give you a sense of peace and patience. Ameen.

[@jocelynsmyth6604]

I am so, so sorry for your loss

[@ayshabenfayed1763]

May Allah swt give you the highest place in jannah for your patience and pain. You have gone through so much loss. I'm so sad for you. Sending you love and hugs.

[@stargazer4526]

I am so sorry for what you've had to endure.

[@lauramarika]

I dont have time to watch this now, but I will watch it later 🥰 I just wanna say that Sana you're strong, amazing, beautiful woman who can do anything and I'm sure Baby Emaan sees you from Jannah and tells everyone, that is MY mom, look how amazing she is! ❤️

[@tehyalewis2549]

I feel like people think a miscarriage is just a bigger version of a “period” especially some men. I don’t have kids but my mom explained to me what it was and I’ve seen your videos and it’s much more. 🙏

[@SalehFamily]

Giving birth to an unborn child is not just bleeding, it’s literally giving birth to your baby that is lifeless. I’m so glad your learning what it truly is ❤️

[@diaaashah3240]

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[@mahjabifatima9628]

@@SalehFamily which month?

[@kelly1827]

My deepest condolences for your family's loss. My mother suffered a similar stage loss and although I was only 7 at the time I could tell how devastating it was and how deeply she and my father grieved. He was my only brother and his name is Sean.

[@carolynnixon3086]

Dear one, there is no need to apologize for expressing your emotions. Please know that we love you and you family. I feel you pain and embrace you all in my love.♥️

[@lonniemason3084]

that reading is so beautiful, and so reassuring. I have lost 2 babies before birth. you are doing a great service to others by sharing your story. I am not a Muslim, but I really enjoy your videos. You are a great mother.

[@rgnvelazquez]

Oh my goodness. That narration had me in tears. I know exactly how you are feeling. It still hurts. It’s been nine years that my baby went to heaven as well. With my first ultrasound, the baby had no heartbeat. After that miscarriage, I had two boys. I have a daughter prior to the miscarriage. I think and talk about our angel baby all the time.

[@mini-me4996]

Wow I think you're such a strong woman!❤ I've never have lost a baby so I can't feel what you're feeling but hearing you talk about the lost en your faith give me goosebumps. I'm a Christian but have also always believed that your God is ours and sometimes I think we as Christians can take an example from your Muslims. There is so much negativity around being a muslim even were I live( the Nederlands) but seeing and hearing you talk about your faith in God and how good you're dealing with this lost I think it is ten thousend much stronger than all those negative comments. I wanna give you a big hug from the distance when I see your tears and grieve and I hope you guys can give it a place in time🥰 know you 2 are a role model for so many people and I hope you're inspire more people to work to such a pure and beautiful heart as yours.

[@ClandestineGirl16X]

I'm so sorry. I'm sending so much support and love to you and your family ❤

[@Golehzarif]

I want to say thank you for speaking out. I know you think you’re helping this community on this subject , but you have reached so far!! You’re helping all women. Every woman that sees this will have healing come from it. I want to say that I have never experienced these things you speak of but I am experiencing pcos and I have been bleeding for 5+ weeks. I know it’s no where near the same thing. But to bleed this long is so hard on my husband and my kids and just the day to day tasks are too much. I am alone. We are alone. We don’t have family that helps. So to hear your words has helped my mindset at least in so many ways. Sending love and prayers your way. Making dua and inshallah you are better soon. Thank you for what you are doing. Thank you truly.

[@ellamcguffee1669]

Thank you so much for creating this video I’m sure it brings hope and comfort to those who need it and even for me a non-Muslim who has never given birth it helps me to understand how beautiful this religion is and how it is I think it’s so incredible that there is this ‘’verse” to help grieving women and families I don’t think that there’s a Christian equivalent and I think that’s a shame for everyone. I hope that creating this video and sharing your experience has been healing for you thank you.

[@miah8896]

You are not alone ❤ your story is so relatable and you are so strong. The narration you shared is so comforting and made me so emotional. Thank you so much for sharing your story! Also, will be waiting on the Fathers perspective to forward to my husband. Sending prayers ❤

[@SalehFamily]

Fathers perspective is now uploaded ❤️

[@asmamuhammad1588]

I got goosebumps while hearing the narration... lots of love and duas.. in this ramadan i will pray to allah for all women who had miscarriages. And also after hearing your story i have decided to choose gynocology in my post graduation and to become a gynecologist... inshallah ... pray for me that i could become a good gynecologist and help women

[@hhholly]

I will never be a mother, I’m also Christian, and when you said “God will test us with what we love”..I started crying. This is so true. 😭😭😭

[@emanmusa6727]

I’m so sorry for your loss💔inshallah everything gets better for you guys❤️

[@SalehFamily]

We are getting stronger each day Alhamdulillah

[@emanmusa6727]

I love you guys and I know you can do this it’s a journey from Allah to Allah❤️

[@jessicacossin6282]

Sending my love & condolences to you and your family. I'm not a Muslim, but that story of Abraham is a beautiful one. I've suffered through a miscarriage myself, it can a long time emotionally & physically, but you just have to let yourself feel what you feel. Stay strong, you're such a beautiful woman, with a beautiful family.

[@katieelynne4044]

I am so sorry for your loss. A week ago, I just had a miscarriage at 10 weeks and 1 day. My prayers and condolences go out to you.

[@kamalhussain4286]

May Allah make it easy for you my dear sister InSha'Allah. I wish you and your family all the very best. I can completely understand your feelings.

[@shanzenaqvi3254]

I am so sorry for your loss . i feel each and every pain you are going for and it breaks my heart to hear your story . i pray to allah that beautiful emaan is in good hands . Inshallah you will meet again in jannah . I hope Allah makes it easy for you ❤

[@Pinkie277]

The strength it must have taken to make this video is incredible. It is plain to see the pain you are enduring right now. However, can I just say that I am in awe of your strength of faith, your willingness to use your story to help others, and using such a tragic time to try and do something so positive with the water well project. You are incredible. Your channel has, and continues to, inspire me so much, I have learnt so much from you. You are a remarkable woman, and I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[@christinebaur-millward3647]

Please don’t apologize for getting emotional. Your feelings are valid and natural. Being real and raw is the truest form of sending a message. Thank you for sharing your experience. You’re strong. God Bless you and your family 💚

[@noellehavekes8779]

My husband and I lost our daughter in 2015. I was 7 months pregnant when we found out she had passed, I was in labor for 16 hours with a child I knew was no longer alive. The pain is still as sharp today as it was when it happened we’ve just found a way to move forward. We live every day in a way to make her proud. Thank you for sharing your story and bringing more awareness to a topic that no one wants to talk about.

[@citlaligonzalezgodinez4359]

Well, that is exactly the reason why religions exist in the first place, why there have been some many religions throughout history, they give us comfort and answers, in other words, to satisfy our spiritual needs which varies form person to person. A lot of people out there feel satisfaction in questioning other peoples faith and believes, wanting to destroy them, believing their truth is the absolute one, but they dont think about the harm and pain they may be inflicting on the others by doing so. Its great that you are sharing your story so that other people in the same situation and with the same believe system dont feel alone

[@priyam8372]

I never comment on KZbin but I was weeping the whole time I heard you speak. God bless you

[@vanessap7902]

I’m so sorry for your loss, please let me know if you need anything. I know I’m just a stranger but you really are an inspiration to so many people. I will pray for you and your family. 🙏🏻 🙏🏻 🙏🏻

[@terrisanchez2516]

I am so sorry for your great loss. You have a beautiful family of 5. ❤ Thank you for using your platform to share with others in your similar situation💔 I had an ectopic pregnancy with my 3rd pregnancy after our 2 daughters were born. It was devastating. Then we were blessed with our 3rd daughter. Then had two more miscarriages. 15 years later we lost our oldest daughter at the age of 23. It is truly a gutting and dark dark place. Lean on each other as I see you do 🌻 There is always more support for moms as normally dads hide their feelings. It is wonderful that your husband will make a video also from a dads perspective . Only time, your faith, and loved ones (sometimes kind and unexpected word's from strangers) will help you through the darkest of days.

[@evershade.after.dark.]

Don't feel the need to hide your pain. Experience it. Sometimes the only way out is through. ❤️

[@goose7574]

You don't ever have to apologize for getting emotional when talking about your loss... 😢 Sending you huge hugs from somebody who truly understands. 💞💞💞💞💞

[@2002fulla]

So much love and support to your family sister! You're really brave to talk and share about your experience even after so much of pain, Jazak Allahu khairan for speaking about this! I just got married in November and I got pregnant in mid Feb and me and my husband were so happy and we even informed our families but just after 2 weeks of the news we came to know that there was no baby's heart or anything detected in the Ultrasound and the doctor had thought maybe my HCG levels were indicating that it may be a critical scenario but in the end I was bleeding for a week and had enormous pain for 2 days and finally it came to us that I had a miscarriage (spontaneous abortion) that my body wasn't able to hold the pregnancy in the early stage and I lost it. I don't know how common this is but It really saddens me when I watch pregnancy videos as I was so excited about it and was planning so many things. It's certainly Allah's plans and he plans the best for us. But it's sad to lose something was had inside us which was so close to us.

[@zebaneec378]

Sending love and prayers your way and your family… may Allah give you strength to get through this difficult time in your life❤️

[@melissastiffler35]

The passage you read warned my heart. I had a still born son when I was 18years old. I already had two living children and it still broke me when my son was still born at 21 weeks gestation. The grief will always be there you will just learn to live with a peice of your heart in heaven. I wish you peace as I will pray for you.

[@RabbitNachos]

I’m so sorry that this happened to your family. I lost my baby girl at 32 weeks after a seemingly perfect pregnancy. That was 11 years ago and her memory is still with me. My milk came in too, and as weird as this may sound I pumped for a while to help my body heal faster. I just wanted things to feel normal again as quickly as possible.

[@nevadag606]

NEVER apologize for feeling your raw emotions, you are human and we feel things so deeply because of that. You are so allowed to cry and be emotional in moments of pain

[@cutenoodle9888]

May God bless you and your beautiful baby! I was raised Christian (do not currently follow any religion)but I loved the scripture you shared.

[@zanab.]

Salaam I am so sorry about this i love how faithful in Allah you still are after this horrible experience because it is sad but true that many people turn away from the beauty of Allah it’s very important as we prepare for Ramadan that we stay faithful even during tough times💕

[@seraiahdaniella3755]

I wish I could give you a big hug ❤️ I've never been pregnant, nor am I Muslim, but I empathize with you. May you and your family find peace in the midst of your loss and grief. I love you.

[@nassibeh]

I am so sorry for your loss. “Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un” (“Verily we belong to Allah, and truly to Him shall we return”). May Allah give you Sabr and strength. Sending lots of prayers and love your way ❤️ 😘.

[@mehreenkw]

Oh sana, i'm in tears ... i hear you and i feel EVERY emotion you're feeling right now. Your baby Emaan is waiting for you and my babies are waiting for me. May Allah swt grant us Sabr in this life. AND reunite us with our babies in the hereafter. AMEEN. Sending you hugs, love and lots of duas... you're an amazing mom and human being! I just adore you!

[@madihakhalid5419]

Even though I am not a mom. Even tho I have not experienced a pain like yours, your words your story has touched me. Being a fellow believer I can not agree more on this point that we really do seek a faith's perspective on every matter of our lives and especially the ones that move us to our core. Ma shaa Allah. May Allah (swt) heal you guys and be your Guardian and Protecting friend(moula) always. Ameen. This was much much needed. Jazakallah khairun.

[@SiyaSingh_0617]

I was literally so broken see you cry. I hope one day you'll be reunited with your beautiful baby, emaan. So much strength to you, william, and the pretty girls. Don't you worry, Allah will take good care of Emaan until you are not with him. Sending so much love from India🇮🇳♥️

[@ZomBabeZoe]

I know it's many months since it happened but I am sending hugs and Comfort to you all,and your project to honour your baby is also so amazing. I lost twins 14 years ago,only got a tattoo to commemorate them this year(cupcakes because my Tara and Gabriella never to have got birthday cakes,and it bothered me), and I still miss them but their little sister Bella came at the perfect time to comfort me... she was born 13 months after and is my only non-angel baby so far. Miscarriages/stillbirth aren't the mama's fault,I blamed myself too for a long time btw,sometimes it just happens that way. Please accept this virtual hug from me. I am truly sorry, knowing how this all feels... oh and at least you didn't have to hear "maybe if you cleaned your house better and believed in Jesus your babies would still be alive. Get up and clean!" Like I did,from a midwife who was supposed to be visiting to check on me...I was 21 and luckily on meds that made me feel like my brain was marshmallow(I think it was sedatives,my gp had me on them for a few weeks) or I'd have probably decked her,instead I cried and asked her to leave. But yeah,I hope you're feeling better emotionally and physically, and well done for honouring your angel-baby in a really wonderful way.

[@LadyTidePod]

Karachi, Pakistan has no water. Please build a well there if you can. What a beautiful tribute to your baby in Jannah.💕

[@mahaazim9779]

Thank you for sharing your story Sana. I felt all of your pain and emotions. I can’t imagine the amount of bravery it took to speak up about your experiences even while coping through the trauma yourself. Thinking of your family💙

[@MidWestLife2022]

As a mother and a medical professional listening to your story about such a devastating loss and the lack of empathy you recieved is infuriating. Im soo sorry 😢😢

[@hana67432]

You don’t need to apologise, You are a Loving Mother, I support you through everything that you have already gone through, Always Say Alhamdiullah, then everything will be fine Sana. 😊

[@chloecrawford5426]

No need to be sorry for showing emotions. Emotion is beautiful, it is a testament to how much Emaan is treasured and loved in the world ❤ Thank you for sharing your story ❤ We came close to losing our second son and I only felt an ounce of what you must be feeling.

[@bansheblue312]

This takes so much courage to openly talk about, and you both have my respect. I’m so sorry you had to endure the pain of this, and I wish the best for you and your family. May things only get better from here for you all

[@doaahaleh4345]

We lost a baby too..not miscarriage but 8 months old we lost him to a sickness 😔 tow years ago I understand completely what you're talking about my angel Mohammed is waiting for us alone with your Eeman in heaven We will be reunited with them inshallah

[@nevadag606]

The pain and loss behind your smile is felt, we are with you Sanna 🥺❤️ this is a hardship that no one deserves to experience, but you are so strong and Allah wouldn’t give you an emotional burden you couldn’t bear ❤️❤️❤️

[@hemayetchowdhury1881]

Sana you are a strong woman that is telling the whole entire world 🌍 About your miscarriage I hope you feel better and just remember baby eeman is always with you All of your fans Love you 😍💕

[@umaizafathima9284]

This is honestly the 1st time that I shed a tear while watching your video🥺....Your really strong and Baby Emaan has truly taught us so much in such a short time...May Allah Bless You...💕

[@stacygarrison7991]

Sending so much love and prayers for your family. Emaan is such a beautiful name.

[@cecy13jjable]

Thank you for sharing. When I went through my miscarriage it was the worst physical pain. I passed out bleeding at the ER restroom floor because I was waiting for my name to be called. After that I remember feeling like a failure. I didn’t want to be hugged I didn’t want to be touch by my husband. I still have the ultrasound where you see by babies full body but there wasn’t a heartbeat. This happen 4 years ago and I’m still healing mentally

[@ImranKhan-wp1vr]

You are a beautiful family. May Allah bless both of you and your children abundantly, and make the child you lost a means for you all entering jannah. May Allah put Barakah in your business and reward you for your selflessness to help those who are faced with conflict. Your family is the epitome of what a happy marriage should be. You are both a credit to this ummah

[@nimosaid5151]

So sorry for your loss.I cannot say I exactly know how u felt but I had a similar trauma of losing my twin girls at 26 weeks.I was in and out of the hospital for 3 months and got admitted for the last one month until I delivered.Its so devastating and traumatizing subhnallah especially after having other miscarriages and still not having baby.May Allah(sw) give us sabr sis.Sending you hugs

[@chickapey]

Islam is the most comforting religion about so many things but this ... above all... what Allah has said.... brings such comfort and is just beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss. No one understands quite like the people who have been through this. Your family is strong and you will get through and to the other side. Much love to you

[@dyingdoesnthurt1967]

Sending love to you and your beautiful family 😘 Sorry for your loss xxx

[@sharebear2275]

Thank you. Have courage, you are strong. I love your honesty. Kiss the babies that are with you here on earth. You will be reunited in Heaven. The umbilical story is certainly very encouraging. Peace be with you.

[@MegaTripsy]

That narration is what gave me comfort during my two losses too, it is so beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss, it is so painful, but it will get easier Insha'Allah

[@Backforthefuture]

So brave 🙏 Thank you for sharing your loss and the words. My baby’s heart was shown to me on 28th Feb 2006 and it was pointed out it wasn’t beating. Another Dr came in with a handful of leaflets which he held in his hand whilst scanning me…He confirmed the death and handed me the leaflets. My daughter was born in the 5 th March 2006. She wasn’t in a good condition and it traumatised me..I also haemorrhaged. I retained some of the placenta and had infection like you. I gave birth to a baby that I had to leave in the hospital. My milk came in and my body reacted as it had during other births. You never get over the loss, you get used to feeling that pain. It’s 16 years for me and still painful. My husband didn’t see our daughter and I was alone.. I wish I’d had someone with me..I have found the more I talk about her the more other women tell me about their losses. It’s a silent pain that many women have suffered with and I wish it wasn’t this way. Sorry to have waffled. You are not alone. I feel your pain, like so many other women. Sending you so much love and strength ❤️❤️❤️

[@theunveileressreginaecaeli5772]

I send you so much love. I lost my baby 11.22.21. It will be four months in 2 days. I will never be the same. People act like i should be over it already. I take great offense to that. And it took me this to realize...its ok not to be ok. Its ok to never be the same: because nothing is the same. How can it ever be? This tragedy, the worst day of my life, made me feel so alone. And I don't ever wish that on anyone. I too questioned my faith and got angry. Why. How could The Most High do this to me. Am I not a good daughter??? Its been tough. All i can say is I can't wait to see him again. It's my only solace. My only peace. That I will see him again. I don't know you Sana, but I love you. And I hope me sharing this somehow helps lift this terrible burden. You are not alone. We are here. Thank you for talking about this, and connecting us. Bless you and yours. Bless our angels. We will see them again. Ameen.

[@HK23783]

I am not a mother myself, but I think you NEVER get over it, you just eventually learn to live with the pain. Something that traumatic and heartbreaking, it changes you, how can it not?

[@lacietaulbee8810]

Thank you for sharing this very emotional message, it definitely gave me inspiration. I pray every morning and night for God to provide a baby and I know it’s all in his time. I just know that my husband and I will be great parents, one day. Infertility is something I thought would be nothing I would struggle with, but here I am. I pray for comfort for you and your family. God bless ❤️

[@crisantamorton6713]

Do not apologize for you tears, you're in pain, you're human, and sharing your pain is part of your healing 💕........ I tried to make a donation, but being that I'm homeless, right now I can give you $5.00, but the program wouldn't accept it, the smallest amount is ten dollars, but I don't have that much right now, I wish I could give you more, but my wallet doesn't have more, I hope my love and prayers will be helpful somewhat 💓 hugs to both of you and your beautiful 🌹 precious daughters.

[@SalehFamily]

Bless you for trying. It’s the intention that matters ❤️

[@leona3912]

Thank you for sharing your video, don't be sorry , your video is perfect, I'm a muslim women ive had 8 children and 3 are heaven children ,I lost my 2 sons and daughter 19 and 18 years ago ,its brings me great comfort that they are being looks after in heaven, the pain never goes away its just gets easier to deal with , love and prayers to you and your family lots of tears when you brought up the milk with no baby to feed ,brought back lots of memories, stay strong you will get through it

[@mamsheikhsvlogs]

I can feel your pain,I experienced 3 times..😔..but Alhamdulillah I have a baby of 10months..

[@crystalsukhai8355]

Your story will be heard . Such a strong and powerful yet emotional tribute to your baby and to yourself . To help other women and other families who are going thru the same ordeal to have this video as a reminder that it’s okay, you can get thru this . Your so brave ! Your baby Emaan gave u the strength and uplifted you to come on KZbin and share your story and your true feelings. Your baby will forever be apart of you and part of this family. You are blessed to have emaan in your life . Your baby was not a lost Because you have gained so much more than u ever had before as a person , a mother , a KZbinr w.e the case may be . Keep going strong and thank you for helping others !

[@S4FX]

When ever I come upon that narration about the baby wanting his mother, it chokes me into tears 😭 May Allah swt reunite us with our precious souls who left us too early Ameen 🤲❤️

[@Mozi1209]

Sister thank you for making a video like this I am a Muslim woman who recently had two miscarriages your video has given me comfort in this road to recovery. I pray that Allah makes you well and makes this journey easy for you. Emaan will be with you in Jannat..

[@kerrimarie413]

Thank you for speaking up. I was feeling lonely and like no one understood what I was feeling. I loved the reading!!!

[@nilupeu225]

So sorry my love!💔 Have sabr and Allah will reward you abandantly beyond imagination. Remember Allah SWT tests his favorite ones with trials. May i ask how many weeks pregnant you were when you lost Emaan?

[@zakiakiran4417]

Jazakallah for sharing this video I had 3 miss miscarriages and one still born birth but I still can't explain my feelings it's been 9 / 10 years .but thanku so much I can share ur video with my sister she had recently Miss Misscarriage and she is very upset ur video will help her inshallah Jazakallah khair . And inshallah may Allah give u sabar and good health ameen.

[@8wheelsandasmile522]

Prayers for you and your family. I hope your family finds comfort through your grief. Thank you so much for sharing your story as hard as I’m sure it was to make this video.

[@amyknutson8118]

I wish I could give you a hug. I am so sorry for you and your families loss. Never apologize for crying....

[@Amy.13....]

I'm so sorry for your loss but don't worry stay strong May Allah bless you! Ameen 💗

[@mimoza.zh.]

Hiii. I havent started to watch this video..but what I want to say first is...that I am so sorry for your loss... i know you must have heard it a lot but I am truely sorry... and also for the bad experience at the hospital.. I am a nurse here in germany and under this circumstances we do make exceptions as it should be.. and your kind of situation just..shouldnt happpend (sorry my english is rusty) You are a beautiful and strong family I wish you all the very best.

[@SalehFamily]

Thank you so much for your comforting words. We just pray other mothers and families don’t experience the same treatment here. It was really heartbreaking 💔

[@CaliAnimalLover]

I’m so sorry Sana for you loss of Eman. I’ve lost two, the first was a little girl I lost at 29.5 weeks. I had developed preeclampsia and the higher my blood pressure went, the more my kidneys struggled. And I had protein in my urine. But my story was pretty similar. I went in for a regular checkup and my doctor happily said, today I’m going to let you listen to your baby’s heartbeat and he got out the Doppler and started searching all over my tummy for that familiar sound. When he couldn’t find it, he sent me to the hospital to see it in real time through a sonogram. Only that is when they discovered she had died inside me. I was so young and so naïve that I never even knew a baby COULD die inside the uterus, I thought stillbirth was caused by something happening during the actual labor. Like getting the umbilical cord compressed or it was wrapped about the baby’s neck, or knotted somehow. I thought that the placenta would keep the baby safe until the birth. And I had just felt her moving the night before when I went to bed and laid still. It was always her active time. So I had to go in and have my labor started. And it was so awful. My cervix was ready, my body wasn’t ready. My heart was broken. I never even got to hold her or get photos of her. (She was born in 1983, things are better now). Then I had my daughter. Then on my third pregnancy I had another miss carriage, that time I fell hanging wallpaper and discovered dark blood discharge. I went in and had an ultrasound done again. But this time there wasn’t any embryo. Only a placenta and an empty amniotic sac. So my doctor believed that the part that was supposed to develop into the baby had died and quit developing right at the beginning, but the part that was meant to develop into placenta and amniotic bag developed without the embryo. My doctor was very concerned and called this a medical emergency. He was afraid if the placenta peeled away from the uterine wall I could hemorrhage and possibly die. So he got my into the hospital and did a DNC. And then I had my son, a normal healthy easy pregnancy. So you just never know. So I know what you mean about anxiety after loss. My second pregnancy I had to make it to 30 weeks gestation to get past the point of loss before. And that was a very long scary time. Sending you so much loss mom to loss mom love and strength. You’ll never ever forget Eman. My daughter would’ve been 40 years old on August 4, and I still remember her birthday every year. And I probably think about her at least once every single day, and most days more than once. Take care!

[@jocelynsmyth6604]

I am so sorry for your loss - I have yet to have children, but I know so many women & couples who have lost a pregnancy - including my own parents, they lost their first child (a little boy) at 8 months along. My mother's body did not recognize the loss of her son either. This was 1986, and people didn't talk about it. As the years went on, my mother talked about him a little more, and a little more, and she became the woman that the young women who suffered a similar loss would reach out to. We still buy flowers for him every Christmas. I do not know if planting crocus bulbs might be nice for your family, something that you can do together, so that there may be a little brightness blooming in the early spring. It is something I plan to do, to honor my brother, when I have a home of my own. My heart goes out to you all

[@happyflower7392]

Salaam sister. I can understand your pain I also had a miscarriage and I continued to test positive for at least 6 weeks and even though my pregnancy hormones were decreasing they still wanted to test me every week until they were down to zero. I pray to Allah to give you the strength to get through this, you're so beautiful and bright Ma Shaa Allah you have a lovely smile and a lovely heart. May nothing stop you from being you remember that Allah is always with you no matter what. Ameen. ❤️

[@Animalsoverhumans101]

The strength you show is only the first step. I haven’t lost a child or experienced a miscarriage in my family but I’ve lost my grandfather whom I was very close to and I get the pain. It sucks! So just remember that there are people out there that care and want to supper you!❤️❤️❤️

[@Justine-jp4fq]

We love you and we are here for you. My family is praying for you and yours. Wishing you all the love ❤️

[@myinvisiblechildren8851]

I am very sorry for your loss. May Allah give your strength and reunite you with Emaan in Jannah. It is true that there is almost nothing online from Muslim women about their experience with miscarriage. Having lost all four of my children, recurrent miscarriage is an extremely isolating experience, especially when there are no Muslim resources on it. So, I set up a blog on recurrent miscarriage as a Muslim, in case it helps anyone. It is called 'My Invisible Children.'

[@kittycasino29]

I am not a Muslim, but I am an ex-Christian, not practicing any religion right now, but that narration, just wow, I cannot explain the feeling it just gave me. I lost my infant son when he was 4 days old about 20 years ago now. I don't really know what I believe in anymore, but if I was able to see him and hold him again when I leave this Earth, there are just no words.

[@sameeksha1359]

You're so strong . Sending love and healing to you and your family ❤️❤️