Amelia Shepherd I Sorry I'm Not Sober

"Sorry I'm not sober anymore"
Amelia Shepherd has been through hell, she has lost so many people, including her own son and overcome drug and alcohol addiction many times, yet she always comes out on the other side even stronger, this is one of the many reasons she is my favorite greys & private practice character.
Caterina's acting is beyond incredible, I could not imagine anyone else playing amelia or being able to bring her story to life
I'm really loving this song at the moment and thought the lyrics suited Amelia's addiction storyline so well, I tried to include as many scenes as I could but there were quite a few i still couldn't fit in anywhere.
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Song: Sober
Artist: Demi Lovato
Show: Private Practice & Greys Anatomy

[@breakfasttales7688]

she reminds me of myself. god i love caterina, she plays amelia so well and is by far my favorite character

[@sammican14]

She really does! Caterina is incredible ❤

[@guixlff3966]

Bom

[@mehnazkarim75]

Addison and Amelia are real sisters

[@rachelbui_]

Camilla Luna Mer cares, Even after everything Mer loves her.

[@kihari5210]

Twilight Lover mer*dith loterally has called amelia a junkie so many times ..

[@reganturner9593]

I hope addison comes back to greys and her amelia mer and maggie become close

[@guixlff3966]

Oi

[@guixlff3966]

@@kihari5210oi

[@charleyfalzon2346]

Amelia makes me believe that we can get past anything. Caterina deserves an award for this performance

[@chloegreen129]

She deserves an Oscar

[@sammican14]

She really does!!

[@qurria8335]

Isn’t oscars for movies?

[@kissame104]

Oof. 0:52-0:58 nearly broke me. Amelia is a warrior, as are we all. Thank you for capturing her so beautifully.

[@sammican14]

Aw thank you so much ❤

[@Bomanshel]

This is so powerful! Amelia is seriously so underrated. She is so strong. I’m glad to see her happy and sober with Link and a new baby💗

[@neigeepierrot4694]

Me too she deserves all the happiness in the world

[@emilyseymour8273]

Okay but if you aren’t crying at the end of this because of how strong ameila has become I just wanna know why 😭

[@leenshepherd-hunt]

Oh my god, I have no idea where to start...I am sobbing like a baby.😭 I love her such much it's unreal, she's the strongest!😭 Your video is sooo perfect, the scenes...the voiceovers...the effects... EVERYTHING! Thank you so much for this!❤️

[@sammican14]

Aw thank you for your beautiful comment ❤

[@neigeepierrot4694]

God I love Amelia she is so strong and brilliant it really amazing seeing her grow over the years

[@ErinLindsay_26]

I loved this but with all the days and her progression it was just perfect ❤ 2:20

[@guilianagrace5167]

Omggg I have been listening to this song on repeat for the past month and every single time I hear it, I think of Amelia and I have been WAITING for someone to make an edit. This couldn't have been done any better, thank you!!💕💕

[@sammican14]

Aw thank you so much 💕

[@ameliaflynnhayes]

Poor Amelia she went through so much and she didn’t want to helped most of the time

[@jennynguyen3610]

wow! this is really good. thank you for putting all her powerful scenes together

[@sammican14]

Aw thank you ❤️

[@AlexaValentino]

i’m sobbing OUT LOUD

[@alejandraorduno3196]

The character development thoe😩

[@katjoy9260]

I think it illustrates a point we all have problems to overcome and they are different for each of us

[@labadadada]

I need more of this content. Fantasticc

[@msfriendsfan4ever788]

Great video. I love hurricane Amelia, and I love Caterina's portrayel of her. Please do an Amelia video to the song siber by Kelly Clarkson

[@sammican14]

Thank you! I'll definitely check out the song and see if I can edit something for her with it ❤

[@katjoy9260]

Demi levo

[@jj9922]

Sobbing!! This is perfect.

[@sammican14]

Thank you ❤

[@ksarah6565]

This is so painful 😭

[@VioletEmerald]

Amazing vid! You captured a lot of moments that are really varied from many episodes of Grey's mixed with Private Practice. I really love her story so much

[@sammican14]

Thank you ❤️ yes her story is incredible

[@angelicagiuliani1255]

This edit is beautiful ❤️

[@sammican14]

Thank you ❤

[@elirodrigues6426]

Amelia com a musica da demi eh cruel de maiss😭💔

[@damia.5974]

making me cry🥺

[@sanikilian123]

what episode is the scene where Charlotte comes to amelia’s door and says “you’re taking pills”?

[@ashleygray5239]

Right? I just love Amelia so much she's my favorite character for so many reasons!! She has gone through so much losing her father at a young age. Losing the love of her life next to her in bed (I couldn't even imagine going through something like that.) And I'm also a recovering addict myself. 2 years almost 3 years sober!!! I am so proud of myself whether I don't hear it enough from people or at all. It's nice to hear someone notice how much you have changed as a person. but it only really matters to yourself and your higher power whoever that is! Most addicts have "God" as their higher power. I don't think I'll ever be on that one yet. I lost my mother to a drug overdose in 2016. I have come to terms with her death. But it broke me and ruined me for so long! That I didn't or couldn't cope with that pain or that loss. So I turned to drugs to escape to numb it all away. and when I finally got sober I was forced to deal with her death and actually let that pain into my heart it killed me inside. Because I numbed it away for so long and when I finally felt it I felt like I wouldn't survive it or that I couldn't go on without the drugs to get me by. But I survived it!! I survived living on the streets as a damn junkie! Being attacked by guys that wouldn't take no for an answer. that thought I was out there selling myself every chance I had. No I was different than the other girls out there I still had morals and still cared about people. The streets definitely wasn't for me. It was too harsh and brutal for me because I feel everything so deeply even high on drugs I was always caring about people that didn't think about me twice! Because I'm a good person I have a pure heart. and the streets couldn't even take that from me. Anyway Amelia shepherd is a warrior a fucking warrior like the rest of us addicts out there still finding our way home. & Some that never make it back home is way too many lives taken from drugs!!! Because they are the devil. And you are literally making a deal with the devil just for a taste to forget your own shitty life for a few hours or days even weeks at a time. Sober date: 03/2021 I don't remember the exact day I got sober. Just the month and year! But I'll never look back to that life.

[@eruiluvatar4526]

She made me realize addiction actually is a disease.

[@robinwoollard6807]

where is that scene from that amelia tells someone she is an alcoholic? on 1:34

[@LitchickNfriends]

@GulianaBrown, I feel the same way, exactly it is perfect for her!!!💗💗

[@guilianagrace5167]

😘

[@rayssasepolar7817]

MEU DEUS EU TO CHORANDO

[@hgcbhc9648]

idont like one really but i like the scene in greys when she breaks down and owen grabs her and holds her

[@katiebenson5193]

if someone gave me the choice to continue being type 1 diabetic or continue being a drug addict id happily be a type 1 diabetic

[@DanielaSabbag]

What ep is 0:16

[@elloguvna6820]

0:24 what season and episode is that ?

[@KaileneSmith]

Season 5 episode 9

[@elloguvna6820]

@@KaileneSmith thnx (:

[@DanielaSabbag]

What ep is 1:46 ?

[@anajuliiiaaa]

0:01

[@aniajakubek1263]

What episode?

[@anialaniak1605]

What episode is 1:33? Awesome edit!

[@danicaxbrynne2540]

i’m on season 13 of greys should i go and watch the private practice after i finish or should i watch it now

[@haileyfrank6419]

I don’t know if you decided yet but I’d totally watch it ASAP

[@danicaxbrynne2540]

@@haileyfrank6419 okay thank you and yes i started watching it

[@brianeybermudez125]

Name of the shows ?

[@nelar860]

Private practice and grey's anatomy

[@elloguvna6820]

1:15 what episode and season. Is this?

[@KaileneSmith]

Season 5 episode 8

[@elloguvna6820]

@@KaileneSmith thnx (:

[@KaileneSmith]

@@elloguvna6820 no problem

[@colineliessens8275]

Where cand we find all this scenes?

[@neoscencez]

As an addict this is horribly familiar.

[@neslygonzalez522]

eso en donde aparece

[@varsharaman2166]

Where are all these scenes of Amelia's life from?

[@sammican14]

Varsha Raman most of them are from private practice, greys anatomy’s spin off series

[@varsharaman2166]

@@sammican14 Oh thank you!

[@jianne05]

Is this in private practice or Grey's Anatomy?

[@gracechapman559]

Both

[@broklynninenine2084]

Both

[@katjoy9260]

Why did she never tell Derek he would have been in her corner

[@AlanaMae]

Kinda reminds me of myself. Not with drugs but with sh

[@mariacapellina4745]

Addison hizo mucho apoyo en Amelia xd

[@leonadelbarba1828]

Those videos pretend me from taking drugs…

[@KitTaylorMusic]

This edit is amazing, so In love with it💗💗 I wrote a song about Amelia, would love if you could check it out on my KZbin page, I’d appreciate it