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This video is about my sick father.
If you guys ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you

[@miliwhitz8238]

it hurts because you can feel the sadness and loneliness through the camera

[@user-tu7ln4vc6r]

Mili Whitz u don't need to remained her she'll read the comments anyway

[@toohauteforyou]

N I don't think that will hurt her, she already knows how she feels.

[@miliwhitz8238]

That wasn't my intention... Sorry if it offended anyone i feel really bad for Sara and i hope she's okay

[@c.d8420]

Mili Whitz don't be sorry u said nth wrong 💛💛💛💛

[@BlackQueenMagic]

That's actually pretty deep!

[@kimberleenicole1]

Wow you're facing my biggest fear, I pray for your strength.

[@hueminh2384]

same

[@imanif829]

same

[@Rafiawinters]

Kaenicole same

[@aviator3330]

Kaenicole same

[@journeegibson106]

Kaenicole I don't know what I'd do. Amen!

[@mailemariah]

"now it's just me, and my house.. and my animals and my plants." 💔

[@khorinapimentel1395]

Same ☹️💔

[@itsikaray3254]

Like me everyday HAHA

[@JadeDegrade]

That really really broke my heart...

[@lalinhx]

I remember watching this at 14 and after four years it has never left my mind, you're amazing Sara. 🇧🇷

[@hadmo8764]

Me too

[@tumi_moliko]

Samee

[@ihavenoclue123]

i was 15 or 16 i think 🥺

[@yasmiinkethellyn]

Eu tbmmm

[@gerRule]

Same! I came back today to rewatch it

[@TASTELESSsugar]

"Well...my dad is with my mom, so... He's not in pain anymore...so yeah, he's not in pain anymore...I sure am." My heart 💔😪

[@Elegantrosy]

River Lane Feeling really bad for her 😔

[@elal1221]

River Lane what happened to her parents ?

[@lerulara]

Ela L Her parents died.

[@sicherbla9940]

Ela L did you even watch the video?

[@rsncrllvea]

River Lane 😭😭❤️❤️🙏🙏

[@moonlightvro]

"'Well my dad is with my mom so" *heart snaps in half*

[@hewastheloml1874]

You're making a joke about it and it's not funny.

[@ISSYX]

How was she making a joke?

[@hewastheloml1874]

I S S Y Because she is saying, *heart snaps in half* like is someone supposed to laugh at that? An initial reaction wouldn't say that this comment was grief like Sarah's, it's supposed to be funny when this isn't a laughing matter.

[@cherubi3570]

+This is actually my dog I know youre jealous her heart snaps in half as in her heart breaks

[@agapeemenee]

This is actually my dog I know youre jealous She wasn't making a joke... she was saying that this hurts her.

[@MR-zz3zb]

When she cries its so numb... and that's the worst cry. I hope her the best.

[@AaaaAa-yf6ku]

m loha what happened i dont wanna watch a 15 min vid

[@bonboncito94]

mike jordan cryface her dad died

[@simplyjeni3367]

m loha both of her parents passed away

[@AaaaAa-yf6ku]

Oh okay sry for her loss 🙌🙏

[@AshWillow89]

Sassy Girl they both died

[@OFFF861]

1:02 *well my dad is with my mom so... He's not in pain anymore* Those words feels like a hot knife running through butter, being that the butter is your heart.

[@AXCWZ]

Her Dad Not Pain Cuz He Dead

[@imagineitsart4385]

😥😥😥😥😥 her tears.......

[@princesslora1478]

@@AXCWZ dont want understand her mom died so now that her dad die he is if her🤦🏽‍♀️

[@AXCWZ]

princess lora i look disrespectful 😥 sorry

[@kksworld8625]

There isn't any pain worse , than silent pain😭

[@orsinilaurence513]

KK'S World The silence is a shout which hopes.

[@bellakrupa2167]

this broke my heart, i'm so sorry for your loss love. stay strong beautiful.

[@helenabsolution3558]

Bella Krupa aynn

[@giulisss1419]

I am not english, I love Sara but can someone explain me what happened? because i don't understand. sorry for my bad english.

[@giulisss1419]

+Idïl i'm italian. I can read english, but I have difficult to listen its. You can write, don't worry

[@vincentvinnie3628]

She has lost his father.

[@cioccolatalover9295]

Giulisss Purtoppo è morto suo padre, fra l'altro nel giro di due giorni, prima stava bene poi tutto in una volta si è sentito male, è andato al pronto soccorso ma l'hanno rimandato a casa dicendo che non era niente di grave (da quello che ho capito), poi è stato male di nuovo, lei ha chiamato il 911 (per noi sarebbe il 118) e in due giorni se ne è andato nonostante le cure dei medici. Poi non so se lo sai ma anche sua madre purtoppo è morta credo un paio di anni fa e da quello che ho capito anche lei in modo veloce e inaspettato....

[@fangs43]

grief i've learned, is really just love. its all the love you want to give but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest . grief is just love with no place to go.

[@svetlanaolbutova6899]

your comment is poetry, i'll never look at grief the same way again

[@hannahb0204]

svetlana Olbutova whats grief?

[@maxinepadua197]

jaimee burnett are you a writer? this is beautiful and sad but still beautiful

[@Mimi89_7]

jaimee burnett 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@user-bb2ip6wm8q]

so true!

[@silvbw]

i remember watching this 3 years ago and i couldn’t imagine the pain you were going through, i couldn’t imagine losing a parent. i lost my mom to depression with this global pandemic and i felt and still feel so heartbroken. it’s been a month without her and it still feels so weird, i feel lost at times, especially waking up every morning and expecting a phone call or text from her telling me something crazy or funny or just wanting to chat. i miss her every single day.

[@sarakyoutube]

I want you to know we are all here for you, I’m always here for you as well. I am sending you and your family my condolences

[@amethyst1267]

My whole heart goes out to you! Much love and I hope you take the time for yourself to heal during this time. ❤❤

[@Candy-rt2tl]

I’m so sorry my dad died from cancer and I can’t get over that to but luckily I still have a parent some people don’t 😭😭

[@aerryn420]

I lost my dad unexpectedly in 2018 and have slowly watched my mom drink herself away since.. she recently has been given a diagnosis of cirrhosis of the liver and 1-3 years to live.. if that.. I’m not coping well.. It so hard losing a parent and all l have learned from it is to go day by day.. don’t force or stop your emotions. What ever you feel is normal and it’s your way of coping. Good vibes to you.

[@amethyst1267]

@@aerryn420 my mom has actually gone through the same thing when she was 14. Her father passed away from cancer and her mother drank a lot as well and due to it she passed on soon after. I am so sorry. You deserve the absolute best in life and things will get better. I hope you have amazing friends and family ❤❤

[@rimehodeib6235]

I just wanna hug her

[@gracielagomez8310]

me too...

[@nikolettamitropoulou2795]

Rime Hodeib me too.I feel so bad:(

[@libertarianassfuck7635]

Just am I.

[@danipelivan4301]

Me too she is so inspiring and so so kind with a big big heart 😥😔🌹💖

[@rorohassanhassan1689]

And me

[@loeeylo]

this is one of the strongest people ive ever seen

[@ilknurguner]

elle r mine too. stay strong beautiful.

[@luumuw]

elle r not really..

[@AnaAna-mg4tf]

B linker She have lost her dad and her mom?

[@luumuw]

elle r everybody does. Not saying it isn't bad but everybody loses their parents some day. Does that mean everybody is the strongest person? She also claims that God punishes her for her former live. Do you want to explain that to a child that gets beaten and molested by someone. "Sorry but you get punished for a reason. Your soul did something bad in it's former life". That is so ignorant

[@AnaAna-mg4tf]

B linker You must know they are 3 childrens, 21, 16 and 12! That's hard enough.

"Thing have been such a nightmare and i can not wake up cause it's my world,it's my life."

[@adventuretravelvideos7762]

Özlem Mutlu i cried so much at that moment

[@alinapolat7336]

Özlem Mutlu but girl can we just talk about your last name? You're blessed!

Ahahahah actually i don't like my last name just because of the silly jokes .. But yeah i'm tryna be happy af

[@domenicachacon8970]

My dearest sara, I think about you everyday. You are a light in this world. Never forget that! We love you so very much.

[@lelajuckreiz]

sara i live in Jordan , come visit me...dont be alone..u can have ur own room, the house is big enough...i cook for u and take care of you...i honestly mean it. u are in my prayers

[@libbyloumelon]

leila andwolf this is so sweet

[@tiffanywhiteify]

leila andwolf sweet heart.

[@mariexoxo7160]

leila andwolf i love this. i love people like you. i love you. the world needs more people like you! ♡

[@innngiii]

love your wonderful soul ❤️

[@flep950]

leila andwolf i love this

[@pigeon3264]

I don't think I've ever seen a video of yours before but I saw you in my suggested videos and had to click. I knew it was going to be an intense video and I hate to see anyone in pain. I wish you the best Sara.

[@luvingcleo]

pigeon same I saw her on suggest and it sucks that she went through this, stay strong

[@donotSTrAYfromyourdesTINY]

pigeon me too, I wish the best for here and I hope she knows we all care

[@erinchung3094]

pigeon same thing with me.I don't think there's anything I can do though, so the least I can do is to stay strong and wish you the best of luck.

[@mrs.endless9614]

pigeon I see you the first time,too. I am now an lovely subscriber♥ I wish you the best of luck for your future and send amazing wishes from Germany󾓨

[@lauraf9263]

pigeon iu

[@beckimoseley2603]

she just looks so empty and despairing... it's heart breaking... if you watch her struggling not to break and still trying to be brave and incredibly mature when she's trying to explain ... Sara if you're reading this I am truly sorry for the pain and emptiness you're feeling right now. I honestly think your soul and strong sense of being will help you through this xxx

[@emma5760]

i don’t even know who you are, but i’m sending you all my love. they’re in a better place now, and they would be so proud of you for being so strong. all my love, and stay strong 💗

[@israelramirez8125]

That right

[@dalalfashion7744]

مشكوره حبيبتي

[@444LSARA]

We.need.more.people.that.are.as.nice.as.you

[@nonami_066xswqoqowiwl]

He’s currently burnin in hell 🔥🔥😈😈

[@joycef88]

"And I just want to sleep and lay down and cry, but I know my dad would smack me if I did that." Sara, be brave. Your dad and mom would stay with you in your heart for as long as you need it.

[@jenneferluckett5500]

I am sad to have found your channel this way. I am sending love and hugs to you.

[@Xoxo-eq4qd]

I want hug you , too❤️

[@rosemaryayata7661]

Jennefer Luckett that's how I found her too 😢

[@artyce5557]

This is the first video I'm seeing by her to sad I found her this way. But I hope you feel better

[@sharnaecross5873]

Same here. 😔 Prayers for you girl.

[@kaylawilson7524]

Me too. This video was recommended to me and Idk why. This makes me so sad 😢

[@lemonsorlimes3678]

WE got you. We're not going anywhere.

[@ashleycuster230]

Potato Face gofundme.com/sara-k-support-fund

[@mangoesaredelicious4622]

isn't that fake?

[@drawingwithmaisie8346]

Zoriex no it's not fake why would she lie about this sort of thing

[@linna5624]

i think Zoriex meant the website.

[@lucygoosey33]

I cannot believe it is a year and a half.. sending you love

[@sarakyoutube]

Thank you my love... that was hands down the hardest day of my life

[@lucygoosey33]

I hear you I lost my mom when I was 16. I get you more than you know. Sending you more ❤️

[@DreamBelive07]

@@sarakyoutube Love you sara! I wish nothing but utter happiness and peace of mind for you in the future.

[@rhiannonavis5534]

@@sarakyoutube your strongness is an inspiration

[@barbarabooth208]

@@sarakyoutube I've only just staret watching you and I know this was a while ago but I'm sending you loads of love xxx

[@Eilat404]

im crying..... her beautiful eyes dont deserve a tear.... she is so beautiful and a pure soul.... im so mad at the universe... she should not be dealing with this at a young age...

[@user-zr9ss8lz2f]

Ella A how old is she?

[@daniellaa5841]

Вика Швырева I believe she is 20 possibly 21

[@Eilat404]

shes going to turn 21 on june 9th.......

[@thatsnotmyname4091]

I'm crying too I can't imagine what she would be going through right know. I'm just praying and wishing. I know she's strong, she's amazing and she will get through this. It's just painful because she has gone through too much already

[@crycowgirlcry]

Jelena makeupvibes I think she has like older siblings who are like adults

[@ThatTinyHuman]

When she said "my dad is with my mom" my heart shattered.

[@jessicageraci6846]

Nicole Leonard same

[@M2brSaA]

Nicole Leonard - I can't imagine 1000 people thumbed this down to be mean. I think some people thumb it down because they are sad and it's counterintuitive to thumb up something sad. But, yeah, some people are insensitive. Mostly the thumbs down are in sympathy.

[@jesslu1966]

Nicole Leonard wait! I saw this exact comment yesterday but it's from 3 hrs ago did u copy and paste or something?

[@ThatTinyHuman]

Lillie LU Dè Ja Vu

[@Chloe22697]

I felt the same exact way..

[@alexisl6351]

her just pausing and reminiscing is just so real in this video. i'm so sorry and i wish i could help

[@sophiemagsx]

Can’t believe it’s been 3 years. They say times supposed to heal you but it never does when it’s someone you love that’s left a big impact on your heart . Thinking of you xx

[@slogrow9337]

This is the rawest video I've watched in years. Nothing has made me break down like that in a very long time.

[@stephaniemery604]

this video is so human, thank you.

[@sarakyoutube]

there is never a need to thank me

[@_stl.x5712]

Sara K can you fcking explain me whats goin on girl

[@berfincelepci9939]

xd her dad passed away. Did u even watch the video? she has nobody. she's strong and I'm ecually so proud of her.

[@ajjonasson2691]

the pain in her face and eyes just breaks my heart in half. i'm so sorry sarah. my heart is with you

[@ashleycuster230]

aj jonasson gofundme.com/sara-k-support-fund

[@searose777]

Ashley Custer Why? She has over 500k subs. She makes great money. More than enough. I think it's awesome to shoot her a nice message or comment, but there are people out there and in GoFundMe who actually need help.

[@Stucktoglueonasnu]

Beulah307 are you serious? She just lost her dad she has so many expenses to pay now that her dad died

[@beccabeauty77]

Beulah307 you don't make money based on subs ......

[@Itsleeuhhhhh]

I came back to this because I remember watching this when my mom first died and now I'm losing my dad. This is exactly how I feel. Empty.

[@heythere362]

moonlight xo I’m sorry for your loss honey✨💗

[@cpmffeilberg4970]

I know I lost my mom in January. My condolences to all dealing with the loss of a parent. May our loved ones RIP.

[@missewicamonique]

My Dad passed away suddenly two and a half weeks ago. Yesterday we laid him to rest. The pain is an unbearable pain like no other that can never be put into words. Trying to find comfort in others who know what I am going through. Empty is the most adequate way explain this pain.

[@amethyst1267]

Much love to you, I hope that everything is okay ❤❤❤

[@msvaal]

I am sorry.

[@velvetrashx9850]

There is no word to describe this pain, not a single word.

[@ruhbhabrose2353]

she had so much pain inside her ,that's what her eyes r reflects in every video

[@sarakyoutube]

alot of people say that;/

[@ruhbhabrose2353]

Sara K that's what reality is

[@db-er8ig]

I've been told the same thing over and over too but I suggest just don't fuck with that. Like, life is terrible and sometimes it eflects in your eyes, but still, it shouldn't have the power to change anything. No matter if it's about other people's opinions or your feeling about yourself. I don't know, maybe it's just me, maybe I'm oversensitive but people saying me something like this since my young age... I've always been like: fuck off, even if it shows up... I can still carry on, I can still have moments, when I'm truly happy and yes, WITH trauma, WITH grief, I CAN CARRY ON for myself and for ones I love and respect. I feel like sadness, pain, these are just empty words trying to close up our whole lives and experiences in little cage just to let others think they know, what's going on and that they can help or just tell you to put yourself together one day. Like... I have no words I'm sorry, it's just stupid. I really don't like hearing that from anyone.I feel miserable and weak then.

[@ruhbhabrose2353]

Wakanella well said 👏

[@lizzie2822]

Never usually comment on anything, but I am so so so sorry babe. You are so strong🖤

[@iccie5276]

Emptyglassofwhiskey wtf ya ass get out

[@dannylebrown2397]

Emptyglassofwhiskey your probably one of the people who disliked this video so maybe you should fuck off

[@oxaydaphne2085]

Bohemian Corporal wtf is wrong with you

[@polop1746]

I don’t know why I return to your videos periodically. Reading the comments and seeing I’m not alone in this means the impact you leave on first time watchers is immense. So many of us leave the same comment “I first watched this years ago and find myself coming back to rewatch”. Why do we do that? Because we’re going through heartaches in our own lives? Your heart and soul is raw and open to us all. Perhaps we see ourselves in you. Perhaps we see you at your lowest moments and know that you have navigated your way through them-and alone, at that, and that gives us obnoxious hope that we can get through our own tragedies, because you did. I even have a partner and adult children and brothers, and I’m facing the deterioration of my mother but I’ve never felt more alone. Going through and organising her accounts is heartbreaking how she has kept everything in order but is now failing to stay on top of things. Thank you for helping me and others to prepare us for our own loneliness in whatever form that presents itself. I always wish the best for you x

[@sarakyoutube]

I cannot place into words how impactful this comment is. Thank you for taking the time to leave such a heartfelt comment. I am still shocked to this day that it's already been so many years since I posted this video. The comments, more specifically the comments you are referring to are the ones that keep my sanity at ease and it reminds me I am not alone in this journey we call life. Through the thick and thin of it all, the ups and downs, the darkness and the light. I am a little speechless as sometimes being reminded of the things we are all going through can be an instantaneous wakeup call. My heart is out to both you and your Mother. Its wild you left this comment because I have been wanting to make a video where I talk about pain, grief, and cleaning... I am still organizing both of my parents things and I couldn't agree with you more... it's eye opening to see how organized and put together our parents were. It shocks me to see all they are capable of. It's also inspiring because maybe one day we can be just like them. Although we all feel this loneliness, it's comforting to know we are not alone and some of us are feeling a similar pain. Thank you for taking the time to leave this comment and come back to this video. I truly wish this video will continue to be a "safe" place for us all, even through the pain and hardships. I promise I am always a comment or email away if you ever need someone to talk to or an open ear to listen.

[@milanchuganey9902]

This comment really hit home for me. I just went on a rabbit hole of trying to find Sara’s profile again, my KZbin watch history said I watched in 2017, 6 years ago as well. We love you Sara.

[@tlock77]

​@@sarakyoutube🩷

[@tlock77]

🤍

[@jacky5118]

Watched this a month after it was posted…just randomly popped into my mind 2 minutes ago… definitely a safe space ❤

[@ericdean5911]

I don't know why this popped up on my timeline and I don't know why I decided to click on it, and I don't know what was keeping me here to watch the whole thing, but I did. And this is so raw and so beautiful and so real. I commend you for being this brave and honest putting this video up. I know my words won't help, but thank you for being you. I'm sorry you have to go through this. You are beautiful inside and out and I appreciate you. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

[@360123man]

this video is so real.

[@sarakyoutube]

real life isn't as pretty as they make it out to be

[@360123man]

this is the truth. i hope you begin to feel better soon. just know you have us all by your side

[@mc100404]

Sara K listen life isn't over for you okay. I'm going to say this with all my heart and all my life I know it must be difficult to have both of your parents have let go of the grass and go to another place to go but they must be drinking wine and eating fancy things and scones 😂 they're in a better place now. Sara listen life is just going to be full of little surprises some that might make you happy and others that will make you sad. I'm saying this from my own experience so I had lost my uncle around when I was 7or8 and I'm 13 now i will say that when I found out that my uncle had passed away I didn't believe it but last year is when it really hit me and when I cried and I felt like there was nothing else for me because he was my father figuire because my dad wasn't around he had gone to jail and if you only knew how lucky you were and are to have had a father that stuck around but guess what my great aunt had now been diagnosed with cancer and she had been for almost a year and yesterday that I saw her she said she felt her whole body giving up on her that she couldn't do it anymore and let me just tell you that at my age you shouldn't be depressed you should be hanging with friends and stuff like that well I am really much of a lonesome persona then people think but let me tell you something sara when you saw that your dad passed away and maybe thought you were alone you had nothing else you wanted to do but cry just remind yourself you have us and me life isn't going to be easier but you will always have something to live for that people love you for. I'm going to tell you now that you have really showed me what life is going to be like and not to give up and I hope you read this because what I saw in this video was a really heart broken girl with a really strong mind and body because that's what you are. You are the definition of what a strong person is and what they would represent and you are one of my biggest role models and thank you sara I thank you so much

[@kimberlyvera7730]

Daniel Wilkerson I know exactly

[@Linda-cc2ts]

I know exactly what you mean

[@SanjaJagoda]

Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die. (Mary Elizabeth Frye)

[@lakajsio]

FuckYeahSanja Thats so beautiful and true!!!

[@bobbyomens]

I read this at my mum's funeral

[@hollyemery4505]

FuckYeahSanja what a beautiful poem but gosh the name ruins it x

[@Linda-cc2ts]

So beautiful

[@smashedintodust]

This is the poem I chose for my Grandma's funeral :(

[@deenanthekemoni9821]

My dad died today.. july 24 2019. I will miss him dearly. We are Never Alone sweetie. Thank you for this video. You are Beautiful, just like Me. Edit: my best friend died September 22nd 2019. Hug your Loved Ones.

[@learajkovic]

i am so sorry for your loss 💓 stay strong.

[@nirvanakamala2809]

DeenanTheKemon I I’m so sorry, Rest In Peace ❤️

[@grace90183]

Sorry for your loss❤❤

[@deenanthekemoni9821]

@@grace90183 we had a terrible relationship. I recieved my predisposition for drugs and alcohol from him and nothing else. He wasn't a bad Man, but he was a raging drunk. I am more Angry than anything else. Death makes me Mad. Idk why.

[@chasedk2114]

DeenanTheKemon I mine today

[@skylavalentine1118]

Even though your world is crumbling, I ask you don't forget to eat. Sleep, my dear, when you are tired, eat when you feel hungry, cry when you feel broken, reach out when you need help. There is nothing else one can say. I only ask that you remember the love they felt for you and love yourself that much. I mean this more than I ever have, I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry.

[@realm2sage]

Skyla Valentine Literally took the words out of my mouth👏🏾

[@shivanighai3213]

Skyla Valentine such a perfect comment

[@kellyepotts2780]

Skyla Valentine is that sounds like the lyrics to eat by Zion.t but it's so fitting I love that song ❤ it helped me get through so much. I hope she will be okay.

[@sm16875]

Skyla Valentine 3

[@callen0915]

Skyla Valentine perfectly said..thank you!!

[@LauraAlexzandra1]

Your parents raised one beautiful soul. They are together now, watching you grow into the beautiful woman they created.

[@meaghankehoe3233]

I have never seen this girl before but this breaks my heart I am literally crying along with her. Your parents are watching over you in heaven and they are so proud of you. Cuddle those pets

[@mynameisnotjane]

Meaghan Kehoe same here this is the first video I've watched of hers and it kills me inside. I can't imagine losing my parents so young.:(

[@gregk7206]

I'm a big guy and I cried like a baby watching this video,I'm 26 and my dad passed away from cancer about a year ago,until today I tried everything in my power not to think about it,just pushing the thoughts away,but I've had a really tough couple of month and couldn't take it anymore,I broke down today,I'm completely lost, i don't know what to do, everything reminds me of him as we used to work together, every tool that he ever used,every piece of clothing,I miss him so much that I feel like 50% of me died that day but I never wanted to show it to anyone cause ive always felt that If I hide it than one day it will go away, but it didn't, I dont know what the solution is but I hope you have other family members around you that love you and support you,if I didn't I wouldn't be here right now,people say that the pain will go away but it never does, we just learn to hide it from people and pretend that everything is normal,when its not,how can it be normal when all of a sudden someone so important to you simply one day disappears without any trace,just gone and all we have left if memories and things that belonged to that person,I'm finding it really hard to believe in God but I try everyday as its the only hope we have that not everything is lost and one day just maybe one day I will get to tell him how much I missed him,Kocham cie tato

[@katarzyna782]

Nasze dusze sa niesmiertelne i wszyscy sie spotkamy po drugiej stronie, tylko trzeba wytrzymac tesknotę, wlasciwie zycie to tylko chwila 💓

[@anitacaby]

Sorry for your loss ❤

[@eliskabumbari1133]

exactly, the pain and sadness will never disappear but we'll just learn to hide it ... that's exactly it ...... my dad died two years ago and still can not absorb it just because he was not sick or had an accident, just died just ...... died on vacation, my mom flew home without dad terrible, terrible, terrible when waiting at the airport and returning only one parent :-( :-( everyone is watching us from heaven

[@SnapszDuhh]

eliška bumbari That is so horrific. I’m so sorry for your loss luv❤️

[@eliskabumbari1133]

@@SnapszDuhh thank you for these words ❤️ Thank you for understanding

[@Akiza7861]

I was questioning why random videos like these pop up in my recommended, but when I watched it, it was one of the realest and heart-wrenching vids I've ever seen. God bless you, girl. Stay strong, and I wish you the best.

[@alxisl]

I agree, this made me cry, i really hope she gets better.

[@venus1194]

Akiza7861 i was crying over a boy an hour ago and i saw this and forgot people go through worse shit than me

[@amimore933]

Akiza7861 same

[@chabalchallon8693]

+Alex I. inchallah she Will get better

[@elizdawn009]

My deepest condolences. I wish I could give you the biggest hug, Sara. I'm truly sorry. So very sorry.

[@OdyMilani]

Elizabeth D 💚💚❤ *i like* 💚💚❤

[@jagodakaczmarczyk9633]

totally agree

[@panicatthefalloutchemicald5999]

Elizabeth D ikr 😭 how old is she ? losing BOTH her parents? 😞 I'm sorry

[@mcfury6478]

I think she's 20. So sad to lose her parents at such a young age.

[@Alexa-ge5jw]

"And I'm going to be ok, I'm just really sad" 😢😭

[@hollyeffvi9061]

I can't believe it's been over a year now. I remember first seeing this and my heart broke for you I thought "baby no:(". I hope you are doing okay now. I send my love and support to you always.

[@barbiesdreams1374]

AWWW😞😞😞

[@jessiepaege]

I wish I could give you a hug through the screen

[@Antonia-uq9gg]

jessiepaege same:(

[@dustypaperflowers7599]

jessiepaege I love you so much!!!

[@poppypink6677]

jessiepaege ikr

[@hsaky1989]

[@kasiamastek1953]

So sweet 💕

[@Nunmisonu]

You kinda remind me of lorde; both very unique and pretty.

[@indiangirl6562]

92wishbone omg I was thinking like she does resemble someone...and you said it . it's Lorde

[@yaasiwazin4633]

92wishbone yeah😍

[@linnea3156]

92wishbone I know I was about to say that

[@iluvmantu]

92wishbone Yyyaaahhhh

[@ceejay4294]

92wishbone oh yea she does

[@angelochik12]

I lost my mom from cancer at 13, and my dad just one year later. I feel your pain. I feel your emptiness and sadness. I just want to let you know that I don't know you but I love you. Everything I'll be okay. I'm sorry I couldn't finish the video :( I got half way through, but started just crying from memories and knowing that some one else is feeling that pain. I could never wish that on anyone.

[@angelochik12]

Everything will** be okay

[@karenkaren3128]

u are an angel i'm praying for u

[@danaalli5205]

Natalya k I lost my mom also):

[@rebeccaking5126]

I remember the day you posted this so vividly. I remember where I was, what I was doing and just sitting crying with you. It's hard to believe it's been three years. You are such a vibrant being. I wish this life could have been more gentle on you, but you are so so strong. I admire you so much, always sending you support & love, xo

[@lizrenee937]

Nobody is prepared for this specific tragedy....I dont know you but I happen to click on your video and....i empathize with you so much baby. you have my deepest empathy honey. I miss my papa too...I hope the pain eases soon.

[@saliem5946]

And we can't even imagine how many sad stories this world offers...

[@Per_spectrum]

For those who say she's just looking for attention.. YES she is. Stop thinking that you guys are better than anyone. She has no dad and mom anymore, she can have you to support her but you don't have the guts to see that someone in pain feels like shit. We are all brothers and sisters, we need to support eachothers, if not, God would've made Adam without Eve. Now just shut up, leave or understand that your sister needs you.

[@Shorti95x]

Amen!! Your right

[@nurulnajwa823]

preach

[@Solla-oi6dm]

Jin eomma With 6 son ARMY

[@moonslife1348]

Tae Hyungs elephant 2203 ARMYY

[@KittyPurrnaz]

Rita Honora amen

[@angeliquecoates5304]

This was 2 years ago today I'm still so proud of you I can't imagine how horrible that this event was we still all love and support you 💜

[@DoLLfaceEMME]

You are so strong and brave. To be so young and so grounded...your parents would be so very proud of you. They must have been wonderful people to create such a beautiful soul like you. Know that you are never alone. xoxo

[@sarakyoutube]

this was a beautiful comment. thank you for this.

[@DoLLfaceEMME]

You are most welcome sweetie. Never stop spreading your light. You are changing the world in more ways then you realize. Stay true to you, and keep uploading these videos...if only for therapeutic purposes. They will help you and so many others. Peace and Blessings to you always.

[@denisethompson1011]

DoLLface EMME What a great comment! :-) I was thinking the same.

[@brigonzalez61]

I wish I could hug you and let you cry in my arms

[@ginasteliana5676]

Gabriella Irizarry my feelings exactly.

[@sitorathesultonova3842]

The same

[@michaelmyers9133]

Same

[@makayla8388]

This was so painful to watch.

[@makayla8388]

In the best possible way. Kinda like being heartbroken and calm at the same time. This didn't happen to me so I don't feel that heartwrenching pain and yet I relate so much with how you're feeling that I want to cry with you

[@rimshakhan3665]

MAKAYLA XOXO I wish she could feel better

[@xXdreamer4alwaysXx]

yeah seriously. why was this in my recommended?!? i was too curious since it didn't have a title

[@Decajoeen]

MAKAYLA XOXO yes it is pain full but sadly it is life

[@dcj797dorian]

MAKAYLA XOXO very painful 😰😰

[@anja3221]

As the anniversary is coming up, I just want you to know we are all here for you, you are an inspiration for all of us and we are all willing to give back. I remember when you uploaded this and my stomach just dropped at the thumbnail before I even started watching. I cannot begin to imagine the pain you have been through, losing your parents and surviving that terrible accident. I'm proud of you for being here with us and putting yourself out there and talking to us, from mite wars to book recommendations to storytimes to beautiful makeup tutorials. Love you Sara, you're wonderful.

[@Sophie-dc3ni]

This world is filled with such unbelievable uncertainties and I hope you know that you are a beautiful human who is spreading such amazing morals. I believe what makes you special is you can open your heart up and spread happiness and show that the world can be cruel but that's how life takes its course and whatever happens whether it's good nor bad it was meant to happen. Sara please know how proud everyone is of you, you have such a warm heart and you are such a talented person xx

[@sarakyoutube]

this was a very warming comment. thank you for this

[@Sophie-dc3ni]

Sara K you are a ethereal human, thank you for teaching me how to see the beauty in everything x

[@katiokay4067]

I've never seen so much pain in one person. I wish I could just get it all out of you...

[@AmduraYarin]

God, I hate it when people say this to me. I know you probably mean well, but it isn't the best thing to hear, especially when you are already feeling alone.

[@Cchheeyy]

Nothing you say to anyone going through what she's going through is the best thing to say. But is in not better to say something rather than nothing?

[@longlegsdaddymosquito95]

Amdura Yarin at least she tried making her feel better

[@Iyana]

I feel that might be overwhelming right now, Joyce. I dunno. It has good intentions but I think a lot of people want to be left to mourn for a while after losing someone.

[@joyceisnotcool1459]

i totally get what you're saying! thanks for commenting. i'm gonna wait a few weeks before posting anything like that :)

[@weirdflexbutok7219]

This video has been in my recommendation for a while & I wasn't really feeling it however after clicking on this video it's thought my alot and to be brutally honest I cried.

[@solcee5979]

Jessica Anene same.. it kept popping up on my recommendation..

[@tatiannasosa21]

Jessica Anene same

[@helainaminee]

Jessica Anene same tooo

[@joleeen9056]

Jessica Anene DUDE SAME 😭😭😭

[@laurenelloise]

same for me too, im so sad, so sorry sara for you loss 💕

[@shotcauliflo8671]

whoever disliked this video is a sociopath who has no heart

[@jootsimp]

literally a tv then why bother watching

[@Ashghaus]

Or thier people who believe you should grieve on your own .....

[@maddieleila2289]

@@Ashghaus what everybody have way to grive we not the same

[@youlooksuperfly5463]

this video was my wake up call.

[@catcake5756]

toll lion Same. I'm grateful for my parents and loved ones

[@kekeboo255]

This is the most raw and saddest video I've ever watched, I'm balling my eyes out.. I'm so sorry for your loss. You're so strong and you have a enormous blessing coming your way. I'll be praying for you Sara K. 💕

[@Ammi1988]

Dear Sara, you are a person on the completely opposite side of the world from me, a person I've never met or talked to, but here I am, feeling what you feel, crying with you, hearing through your brave words, to the shivers in your obviously unfairly overloaded heart. I don't have any words of consolation, just know that you're not alone. In your house, you have your animals and plants and a shitload of people who love you through this tiny screen.

[@Lemonbuddies]

yup I agree..I will send you my love for her..

[@tatizglez]

Joyce Li yes let's help her feel better I feel really sad because of what she's going through :/

[@amaryllisbrooke8098]

Glo She has God too. I'm so sorry s Sara.

[@donotSTrAYfromyourdesTINY]

Glo your words are beautiful, thank you for speaking for all of us . I hope she reads this ❤

[@kiaprentice8487]

This still hits as hard as it did when I first watched it 3 years ago! It’s just popped up out of nowhere.. and it took be straight back to being awake at some stupid hour, crying with you watching this video. Now I see you have a smile. This makes my heart happy x

[@gn2154]

Same sis

[@xoxomyah]

my love... my beautiful love. please stay strong.. we are here for you. message me anywhere at any time.

[@girlonline7825]

Myah Alanna Myah you are an amazing friend! Please talk to her and probably make her feel better! Thank you for that ! I literally can't stop thinking about her 💕

[@erisidxo8413]

Myah Alanna Thank you for guiding me to this video on Twitter ❤ she deserves all the support she can get.

[@Veinsofvelvet]

Myah Alanna yes

[@emiesaleh]

Cheyenne Jame

[@antosiahunter7343]

Myah Alanna this is why I love myah she cares sm abt other people and not just her channel. I hope Sarah will stay strong we are always here for her💕

[@brit4444]

i want nothing more than to hug this sweet girl and let her know that it WILL be okay.

[@jasmynarjaah5830]

who the actual FUCK disliked this video...

[@jocelyndiaz6943]

Jazzy Cat maybe people who are sad that her dad died? I don't really know.

[@deviantmoore9744]

Jazzy Cat for real, damn.

[@arianamartins6062]

Some stupid people say "she's using her dad for views" but I think she made this video because she needed to talk to someone..

[@chloerose2003]

3,000+ dumb asses

[@chouchouchouda4377]

Ariana Martins مافهمتش وشبيها مسكينة بصح والله غاضتني ههه أختكم من الجزائر الشقيقة

[@amethyst1267]

I just watched my mom pass away a few hours ago. I've already lost my dad. So I'm coming back to this for strength. I'm so broken right now

[@eyeswithoutagrace]

sending love❤️

[@jakehoon69]

i hope you are doing better now.. sending all my love

[@nailaomar6194]

Sending you love 💕💕💕💕

[@rfqa4116]

She lost her parents and is still so strong. I lost my mother and i feel like i‘m dying every single day.

[@sarakyoutube]

im waiting for a new video of mine to upload... im in a dark place too babe... i want you to know i am here for you and you are never alone, hopefully my new video will be of some help

[@rfqa4116]

Sara K that really cheered me up, thank you

[@me-on5ei]

You guys are such amazing just like your Parents which are hopefully in Heaven now. I send you so much love and I just want you to know that you are never alone. Talking about what you feel is a good solution. Please be never afraid of talking with someone about your Feelings. Ly

[@shavnsae5414]

ಥ_ಥ I'm so sorry 💕

[@musical5198]

ಥ_ಥ she lost parents? Really? At that time?? I don't undetstand english well. Sorry

[@wimmeggplant]

i lost my dad in suicide last year, and its so hard, hard, i feel so selfish when i laugh in the same room, infront of a photo of him, smiling at the camera, its so hard, like i still wait for him to say goodnight at the night, kiss me on the forhead, i miss my dad so much, but if that makes him happy, im happy. daddy is in the heaven now, and i hope hes as proud of me as iam at him.

[@anonymous-wy1oc]

Wimme MJ I'm sorry .. stay strong 💙

[@anonymous-wy1oc]

Wimme MJ your dad is in a better place.

[@anonymous-wy1oc]

I'm sorry for your loss . Stay strong man

[@halimabusari5024]

Bleach is that all you can think to say🤧 you are sick man

[@profanity3516]

Bleach God looks at all sins equally. You can slaughter 8 people,and then turn the gun on yourself.Or,you can steal a pack of skittles from the store.God views them the same.Although,I am no one to say whether he's in heaven or hell.Don't reply to my comment.Have a good day.☺

[@Itsunclegabby]

Your dad is with your mom, but they are both with YOU always. Energy can never be destroyed, it only changes forms. They're with you.

[@ajaykumarshukla3702]

chemistry

[@ashleylynn89]

Gabrielle Nickson such a good way to word what I was trying to say. VIBES! Their more real than what you see. Trust in any vibes you get. When you feel as if someone is watching you or with you.. Know its your mom & dad. They are together & happy. They would want the same for you love. Xoxo

[@hannahdunn5393]

Gabrielle Nickson shoot I never thought of that.

[@herlinkour5330]

Thanks for such a needed comments

[@shinanao6468]

yes love. the 7 hermetic principles are honestly the best thing ever. Life changer. literally

[@valerie6912]

i remember watching this years ago. i just remembered it too before i have to go visit my dads resting place. it’s his birthday soon. his first birthday without him here. i miss him so much. it’s comforting knowing i’m not alone in this painful journey of grief.

[@anneotherday]

Sara, This video came up in my recommendations and I wasn't subscribed to you, but I clicked because you looked so familiar to me; I couldn't quite put my finger on it at first. It wasn't until I watched this video and you spoke about your mom that I looked at your channel's "about" section and realized we went to high school together (I think we were in the same photography class). I remember you being so sweet and cheerful towards everyone around you and my heart truly breaks for you. I cannot imagine what you are going through. Know your parents will always be with you and are so proud of you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers ❤️

[@hevonperse5645]

Anne äitis

[@slayyy_selenaa5118]

ihminen isäs

[@hevonperse5645]

Slayyy_selena a kyllä

[@flowercrown200]

wow

[@marvyn]

Sending you so much love & strength, babe!! 😔💖💖💖

[@lisaschafer1306]

Marvyn Macnificent Marvyn du bist auch hier.. Deutschland unterstützt sie auch❤❤

[@hueminh2384]

❤

[@lejlicleejlic3963]

Marvyn Macnificent 💖💖💖💖

[@12481nicole]

Lisa Schäfer WARUM WEINT SIE HIER IN DJESEM.VIDEO???WORUM GIENGS ???KANN NICHT SO GUT ENGLISCH..BITTE KANNST MICH AUFKLAREN??DAAAANKEE😘💗

[@lynngreen5815]

ihr vater ist vor kurzem gestorben und ihre mutter einige zeit davor

[@akilahk4301]

This world is so cruel😞 My eyes are so swollen and red. I can't stop crying. I treat my parents so bad compared to you. I regret it so bad now. You really taught me how to respect elders and my parents. I don't know you in person ofcourse, but I feel so connected with you. You are so different then every one else. I love you so much for that. I can't say it will get better, because I guess it won't. But I know you are strong and you will go on with your journey. It's okay to be sad. Life has ups and downs😞 I love you❤️

[@ashxx1442]

Y S It's never too late. Tell your parents how much you love them, TODAY! It will mean everything to them. God bless...

[@cynxx7363]

Sometimes when I need a cry, I come to this video to cry with you, and I listen to you. We are strong at the end of the day. I love you Sara, you're my friend and have been for a while now. Stay unfiltered and raw dude.

[@AHAHHAHHA]

You can tell she is depressed, they way her eyes are filling up with tears, yet there is no exspression on her face. Sara, you beautiful girl, please take care of yourself. I know it's hard at the moment, but try to surround yourself with as much positivity as you can. I've suffered with awful depression, and I just see all the warning signs in you. I'm sorry if this is too much of a personal thing for me to say in the comment section, But if you are feeling that way, please get some help. I'm so so sorry for this, what you're going through is mind-breaking for me. I hope with all my heart that you feel better soon.

[@truthbetoldm3106]

Cancer such a sweet message xx

[@tylkoniewercia]

their tears are filling up their glasses, no expression no expression

[@Lombrar]

because you stated words of truth lad

[@ashleyswanson8019]

Cancer 🙏🏻🙏🏻😞

[@Kizzy1555]

Cancer your words a super sweet and well intended but your name is kinda sickly ironic given the situation..

[@gracepeterson5988]

this really hit me. this is the first video of yours i have watched, im so incredibly sorry for your loss.

[@gracepeterson5988]

thank you for sharing your story

[@anika6386]

My heart hurts, Im so sorry Sara

[@linta1457]

Your eyes are always trying to say something that has been hidden inside u for so long.....They will fade if u cry

[@youhan9460]

@Ονομάτιος Επιθετίδης that's what happens when you cry so much

[@anouska.r583]

@@youhan9460 why only that eye tho

[@user-ol3sb8jy4w]

@@anouska.r583 she had an eye infection

[@anouska.r583]

@@user-ol3sb8jy4w thanks :)

[@unaanelkovic5876]

I just lost my 54 year old dad on April 19th. I'm 15. So I know the pain, I'm broken, I feel alone, I miss every inch of him, I miss my dad's angelic smile and voice, his beautiful laugh, his hugs, his kisses. I know that his soul is with me but I miss him physically, at the funeral I just wanted to go in the coffin and just lay there with him and hug him and tell him how much I love him. Life is cruel. At least you're a bit older. I have a 10 year old brother and we lost the most important person in our lives.

[@Zjbrlb]

Una Anđelković n

[@LilyBlessed24]

I am so sorry. Praying for you. 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

[@20157159]

I feel so sorry that you went through this at your age, but do not invalidate her pain just because she's a little older. Stay strong

[@unaanelkovic5876]

Lily Blessed Thank you dear, thank you❤❤

[@unaanelkovic5876]

Replay Button You're right, losing someone you love is as painful as when you're 15 and 20 (Idk this beautiful woman's age). Thank you very much❤

[@Maucho47]

Never seen so many nice comments on a KZbin video in my life! Youre fantastic btw ily

[@sarakyoutube]

my comment sections are out of this world

[@Maucho47]

Sara K so are you

[@Bobbie__]

Sara K I no your pain I lost ,my daddy he was a young healthy man and he died in his sleep from a heart attck so storng yet so week we will one day see are love ❤️ ones agin 💯

[@haninarabellazain6966]

stop crying beautiful ur making me cry

[@emilievictoria8998]

Hanin arabella Zain she cries cus her parents are gone... she is allowed to cry😢

[@keyahschiffer]

The first video i watched from you was when your dad made a cameo. He came out from that door, said nothing and just kissed you on the head while you were doing your make up. And probably, while you were filming this video he was just right beside you hugging you so tight along with your mom. ❤️ my sincerest condolences, babe.. xx

[@samanthastephens1454]

which video was this? x

[@tats97xx]

Keyah Schiffer do you know the video? X

[@andreeacheva4128]

Keyah Schiffer Which videoooo

[@keyahschiffer]

I had to go through almost all her videos and it's her Prom Makeup Tutorial. ❤️

[@ughlwtmechangerhisthabks8349]

She made it private. Please, people, respect.

[@Cherishripe]

I remember watching this video and dreading this pain. May 2019 I lost my father, I am broken and lost. This video has a whole other level of meaning to me😞😞😞

[@sarakyoutube]

I’m sending you healing energy and warm light my love. I am so sorry for your loss and want you to know I as well as many others are here for you ❤️

[@cpmffeilberg4970]

Cherish my condolences to you. I lost my mom in January 2019. Our parents are always special. May they rest in heavenly peace.

[@thaliabaker100]

The amount of hurt and pain coming from this is killing my heart, I am sooo sorry baby girl, as supporters you are never alone, and even though he isn't physically there, he's with you, every accomplishment you make he's there smiling.... We love you Sara

[@sorasarana9655]

TroseNation u

[@taylorrhoades9401]

who else gets the tight grip feeling at the back of their throat downwards where they try to stop themselves from crying or is that just me? sara i am so sorry youve had to loose your father as well as your mother. wish i could just hug you throgh my computor rn.

[@lilfoxxy452]

Taylor Rhoades I get it all the time.

[@dani-nc7lt]

Taylor Rhoades u legit described it perfect oml yes

[@theessenceofbeauty1g]

It breaks my heart to watch this. You're so young to have lost both parents. I don't think there is anything anyone can say to make you feel even the slightest bit better but I'm so sorry for your loss. He sounds like a great father, being both your mom and dad.

[@laurenadams8347]

I watched this video for the first time right after you posted it, and my heart broke for you. I remember thinking “I can’t imagine” bc I had never experienced a loss like this. I lost my dad and brother different times within this past year. They both died alone. I still don’t understand it and I don’t think I ever will, it’s just too hard to grasp with my limited human thoughts and emotions. I’m taking it day by day and came back to this video for a little help processing. I still send you so much love 4 years later, with a little more understanding ❤️❤️❤️

[@ezreneemajor8957]

This really breaks my heart. This is such a realistic heart break. May God protect you and guide you ....

[@noeliaunicorn963]

Ezrenee Major it sucks, i see the pain in her eyes.

[@soffiahabdullahellis]

I don't know how this popped up on my KZbin.. but I watched it and my heart broke for you. I went through similar and I know how you feel. I don't know you, but I can feel your pain is so real right now. It will get easier for you over time. I wish you the best and that you have the strength to keep going. They knew they had a daughter who will as you said "keep the ball rolling". They are at peace. it hurts.. always will, but you will be able to live again. Prayers to you. I truly wish you peace in your heart.

[@user-wp4qc7uf4m]

soffiah abdullah I can relate as well

[@sammysammy9441]

This also just randomly popped up for me and I started balling not even a minute into it

[@rebeccahaqqi6303]

soffiah abdullah I

[@offwhitebluecheese]

this video is so unfiltered and raw and i just love you so much for this. i remember watching your vids a while back because they were recommended. i cant imagine the pain you're going through. being able to sit down and talk about what your feeling after what you just went through is tuff enough, but to put this online for a million different opinions to see is just ineffable, i'm literally lost for words. you're so strong baby girl, god bless you

[@tomandjerry8859]

Johnny Guido true hi btw✋️

[@victoriagarcia5909]

frr

[@rae__711]

i remember watching this 7 years ago when it felt like i was a child and ive never forgotten it

[@trinityking1396]

I cant even imagine the pain you're going through. I am so sorry and I hope you can build and grow from this.

[@trinityking1396]

not as I. your channel but personality and mentally wise

[@AaaaAa-yf6ku]

Trinity King what happened i dont wanna watch a 15 min vid

[@bylou6494]

her dad is dead.

[@AaaaAa-yf6ku]

Sorry for her loss 🙌🙏

[@trinityking1396]

mike jordan cryface for you to say you don't wanna watch a 15 minute video, is basically saying to her, "You talk too much, get straight to the point" It's not a video of her dragging it along. she is in pain and she just wants to talk out allnof her feelings. not try and trim the video down to a time that is suitable to your, or anyone else's life.

[@haithereimellie]

'I'm going to be ok, I'm just really sad' - such strength and bravery in those words and you will be ok, as time is the best healer and as they say, this too shall pass. Stay strong and take it slow, remember that although your parents are at peace together now, you are not alone ♥

[@eugenietorres-coote4115]

this is so raw yet so brave and beautiful, my heart goes out to you girl. stay strong girly xxx

[@z.y.4555]

Been watching you since I was 15. I’m about to be 20. My dad died a week ago because of cancer. Still can’t believe he’s gone, I can’t even cry or be sad cause every time he enters my thoughts my head just shuts down and I can’t realize it... 08.02.21 ♥️ Ku ru7maluch Baba.