filling my cup 🦋 self care day (therapy, skincare, nails, shopping, cleaning)

[@kurstinherzig8305]

I literally feel the same exact way. Everything you said seriously. I cry a lot and i’m super emotional. I feel extremely connected to you because we are the same age and going through the same things. I’ve watched you for so long and I love you. We got this!! ❤️

[@SavWay]

omg im SO emotional 😂 but hey 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@smitstan1]

My dad passed away when I was young and I truly don’t remember the entire year after it happened. I think blacking out is a way we protect ourselves from past trauma. Love you!

[@halleheather3580]

I feel the same way about my childhood, and opening up about it to someone and getting feedback made me feel better, and them validating my feelings helped. You should find someone to open up to about your childhood. If you’re ready we would always listen, I love listening to you- especially when I relate to you.

[@SavWay]

yes julia is my go to💗

[@keelinjade9861]

been loving the newer content. it seems more personal and it’s easier to connect with sav again❤️

[@SavWay]

🥺🤎ty bby

[@mmhnma]

Healing your inner child is a great thing to do. You are really doing your thing, Sav. You'll find a way to enhance your channel in no time.

[@FaithGlenn]

OMG talking about your inner child! hit , u never realize how much those past things effect your relationships, romantic and friendships, and it takes alot to heal that inner part of urself so you can unlearn those things and have better relationships !🤍

[@SavWay]

yesss it’s a lot of unwinding

[@ambsxoxo]

this was the reminder i needed to do the same for myself. self care isn’t selfish!! i hope you’re well 💗

[@SavWay]

yess this is y’all’s sign!!

[@Icouldbee]

I think it’s just a normal thing to still feel like a kid, even though you’re doing adult things. I moved out at 21 and I felt the same way. As if I haven’t actually grown up, I’m just doing things grown ups do. But to be honest I think everyone sorta feels like that. We grow without realizing we’re growing. and then eventually you’ll look back and see how much you actually have grown.

[@SavWay]

no fr!!! it’s insaneeee

[@kleegossage]

babe….. you have to grow!! this is a stage of growth. You’ve only got yourself in the end of the day and that’s it. Be grateful you have Julia and yourself, everyday that you wake up search for gratefulness. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are great!

[@huntermilann]

savannah! this video felt like i was looking into the mirror and literally having a conversation with myself. we share a lot of the same problems with overthinking, not validating ourselves, and growing up/change. knowing that i’m not the only who feels like that takes such a heavy weight off my shoulders bc ik i’m not alone and neither are you. because i’ve watched you grow up on this channel, i feel like i personally know you to some extent. i can truly say that i feel you fr and i hope you know the happiness your channel brings me and thousands of others. so much love💗 i’ve been using the bio oil for scars and dark spots since summer time and i’ve found that applying it with your fingertips and massaging it in with a facial roller works best for me!

[@SavWay]

so happy for you to know your not alone, here for you 😙🦋

[@vxctorxa.julxette]

So proud of you for understanding why you feel the way you feel and wanting to tackle it!! I’ve been in such a funk lately too. I feel stuck and like i can’t move anywhere and like i can’t do anything new or for myself. Also the things about the towels- 1. Do NOT use tide on the towels. The tide sticks to the little frillies and leaves an odor. 2. Do NOT let your wet laundry sit!! As soon as it is done washing throw it in the dryer. The longer it sits, the more the water starts to dry the bacteria back in and smell 3. Double wash ur towels. First with just detergent, then again with detergent and fabric softener/beads!! I hope this helps!!

[@alyssanicole9140]

For your laundry - make sure you aren’t letting the clothes sit in the washer for too long! If you move them into the dryer immediately after they are finished in the washer, it’ll make a huge difference!! Rewashing a load after it’s been sitting for too long will help sometimes, but other times it won’t but you can dry and then rewash. :) sending major hugs to you sweet girl!! So proud of all your growth this last year. You’re doing so great, give yourself more credit babe 💗

[@laynee2545]

Adulting is full of these emotional moments where you have to learn to process the emotions and let go of your past life. After break ups. After getting married. After graduating college and starting your career. After having your first child. Those are huge bittersweet milestones!! Yes, bittersweet! You learn to grow in those moments. It ends up only being “bitter” for a moment, and then it becomes sweet. 💗 Your emotions are so valid and it is so important to talk about them. Thank you for opening up to us and allowing us to support you through this life change. ❤️🥺

[@brookevang654]

girl, i’ve felt like that forever but one day you think about it right? as you are, but it’s important to know that 1.) you are not that same person as you were back then and 2.) whether you, now, think it is not as important, you must realize that your feelings are valid and you don’t have to have gone through THW WORST OF THE WORST for it to be bad. things that are/were bad are bad to you. you don’t have to explain to anyone why you felt how you felt.

[@soniagriffin5921]

Self care is so important! I’m happy that your able to still love yourself outside of your family, friends, relationships & social media. I love the new content & you should be proud of yourself for being so young & taking a chance to grow. Keep up the hard work. Your beautiful inside & out! Positive vibes only! ❤️

[@SavWay]

positive vibes only 🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@kalistaberry529]

About the laundry, my towels held odor like that dirty smell even though I use tide, fabric softener, and sent boosters. Your washer could have mold in it, I definitely suggest looking to see if there is also make sure you fry your clothes right after they get done washing.

[@kyleiighh9733]

Im 19 and have been moved out since i was 17, i still feel the same way. Its hard to cope with but you will get through it sav! I will support you till the end like i have since the beginning love you!

[@AlexSharbono_]

girl, I literally feel the same way that you do. ive been so emotional lately and have been crying over the littlest things! yeah im super duper emotional but ive never been as emotional as I am rn. and I also feel the same way about opening up about my childhood because if im being honest, I dont really remember anything. probably bc I just wanted to block out all of the shit that went on in it. but I just want you to know that youre not alone. your videos help me a lot and I love watching them!!!! I love you so much💓🌸

[@Dx3makeup]

Laundry tip if you want to remove mildew scent from clothing do a rinse cycle and wash your items no soap no softener just vinegar and baking soda rinse depending on the clothes I might do this twice and it’s gone

[@KaylaEllison]

I feel the same way!!! I hated high school and for the most part I push that experience so far down that I feel like a can’t heal from it now

[@kenadee.lavergne]

please never stop making these videos, your videos have always been so comforting to me ever since i started watching you, i can relate to you more than any other youtuber i ever watched. whatever you’re going through will pass, love ya💕

[@SavWay]

thank you bby🤎😙

[@hayley8529]

i’ve watched you for so, so long now and your videos have always brought me comfort. watching you never failed to make me have an escape and someone to relate, look up to, and simply idolize. i can tell that you are such a kind hearted person, you truly deserve the world. i hope you find comfort in knowing that a lot of us can relate to how your feeling, as well as knowing there are so many people who love watching your videos no matter what you do.

[@aurorakulp7049]

just wanna tell you that you’re doing amazing!! I have watched you since january of 2019! I have really watched you grow and become my favorite youtuber to watch on a daily basis and I love watching your journey! keep it up!!

[@steviebaptist]

Girl I totally understand and relate to everything your saying! I am 23 and still have issues connecting with adult hood at times. I moved out with my boyfriend 9 months ago and I totally relate to you saying you are 100% happy with living together but it’s hard to let go of a past life. I literally found out my family was moving , I needed to find a place and that my childhood home was being sold all in the course of the 9 months prior. When things happen so abruptly in the moment you just cope and deal with it and as time goes on all the motions start to unravel. It’s excruciating to all the sudden realize things will never be the way they once were , and now all you have is the memories . Maybe one day the good memories will be enough .I also get you on not feeling valid with your emotions or anything you do , same …but we have to work everyday to tell ourselves we deserve everything we have and every good thing that is coming our way. This stuff is still hard at 23 and your dealing with it at 19, give yourself credit! You are doing great❤️

[@oliviajade5409]

im glad you're taking time to heal sav and work on yourself, you're doing amazing I promise just keep going!

[@SavWay]

thank you hun 💜

[@torimichelle20]

I have vivid memories also and get emotional alot of the time. I'm also indecisive and I hate that most of all about myself but it's apart of you. Every experience but you should just live life and continue to grow and be yourself. :)

[@ariannabarreto9126]

it’s super interesting to see your outlook on how your channel has evolved, i’ve been watching you for a really long time now and something that i haven’t noticed has changed is who you are. we watch and support you because at your core we love who you are. keep doing your thing boo & people will continue to see your light. 🤍

[@babykay4491]

Can you make more videos like this and you telling us your struggles and advice because I truly relate to your struggles and your advice helps!

[@evabarberrr3650]

I just joined ur journey like 2 months ago and I really enjoy your videos and vlogs cos you are so real and not boring cos you don't pretend to be "cool" Cos being real is what everyone should do and that's what ur doing and keep going on and be proud of what ur doing

[@Madii.b]

Ok but honestly same lately I have been so unbelievably emotional I start to tear up about the stupidest things and it’s just like girl pull yourself together I don’t understand what is going on with me

[@Liz-fx4kr]

girl 🥺I feel like you’re one of my twin soulmates. I’ve watched your videos for a long time now and you always related to me in so many ways I couldn’t even imagine. I don’t think a lot of people get how WE are. They just think we are immature or childish for crying all the time etc.

[@mercedesdowd4259]

I’ve never related to how u feel more, it’s hard growing up. But trust the process and do what you feel is necessary to make you feel good love. We’re so proud 💗

[@kayleegutierrez9686]

savv me and you graduated the same year and i feel the SAME EXACT way about high school! once i graduated in 2020 I didn't think about high school anymore and I've forgotten a ton just bc i haven't thought about it at all. but your so lucky you have videos to look back on to remember small details.

[@desj0nes]

Girl literally same, I relate so much to this video. I constantly find myself downplaying my emotions or trauma and it sucks.

[@SavWay]

sucks ☹️

[@mercedesdowd4259]

Also , laundry scent boosters are worth it and the little bottles with the small circles that are scented are great

[@spongebobsquarepants2372]

When I look back on high school I see someone who was fake smiling Not happy at all Now as an adult Same age 19 I think back to those times and just cry Even at my childhood I never healed younger me Or current me So it's almost like I could be the reason I haven't moved on in life I related so much to this video thank you It really felt so good to finally hear someone who understands

[@SavWay]

❤️take time to heal

[@allietracy5777]

Sameeee! Cleaned my room, Hair, nails, tan, a little therapy shopping and in bed by 8 with some wine. Perfect day off ❤️

[@SavWay]

so happy for you 🥰

[@brookevang654]

and you say in this video that you feel as if you aren’t as proud and happy about your content, but girl, i have been STALKING your youtube and your patreon. you are definitely one of my favorite youtubers bc of how real and raw you are. i have been watching you sm and i really resonate with your videos bc i’m going through i feel like THE EXACT SAME EMOTIONS, and i’m going to move out with my boyfriend soon too so for what it’s worth, youre definitely helping me out

[@savannanoelll]

&& yesss scent boosters are THE BEST! they help so so much!!! 😍💖specifically: downy unstoppables, downy scent boosters (in wash scent booster), gain laundry scent boosters, && snuggle scent booster. pretty much any scent booster is amazing!!!!! ^^

[@theresarose7811]

Try the Shea moisture black bar soap . It will change your skin 100% after using it follow up with a non pore clogging lotion. Make sure it has no perfume in it

[@WhittAmanda]

🌸 hey a tip for your towels if they are smelly is to wash them with baking soda and vinegar. Also when you use them make sure they’re hanging with plenty of space to air dry. And when you wash them don’t use too much soap, it doesn’t get washed out properly and can make the towels (and clothes) smell. I also use the gain scent things and they’re great. A little goes a long way! Yes they’re expensive but worth it!!

[@emilyb8230]

Also I use the Gain original laundry detergent as well as the gain green scent beads. The key is using a very LITTLE bit. Overtime they will stay smelling like that :)

[@shaybelle78]

Man this one was relatable... SAV you are so personable and that is the biggest reason I love you and your channel so much

[@itskaykayyy]

So crazy to see how much you’ve grown as a person since I started watching you 3 years ago❤️🥺

[@EllieLink07]

Thank you Savannah, for always being real and raw with us ❤ I have literally been in a funk on and off since the middle of last year, continuing into this year, and must I just say watching your videos and knowing I am not alone when it comes to the way I have been feeling, really helps my inner child and just me as a person out ❤🥰 Thank you just doesn't do it justice enough

[@SavWay]

awee🥺 that must be so though i really hope you get out of it soon, best of luck 💕💕

[@EllieLink07]

@@SavWay Thank you so much 🥺💕

[@stephaniedasilvaox]

The rant intro is exactly what I needed today

[@victoriahebert9467]

we use the sams brand detergent and fabric softener and scent boosters!

[@skyler3227]

i’ve been watching you forever and you’ve grown so much! all of your videos are so comforting to me. love you keep going💕♥️💛💗

[@shailjapandey7960]

I feel the same way about my childhood n i'm really stressed out from past few days i'm not okay but thnkyou for reminding me that how much self care is important! ILYSM SAV.❤❤❤❤

[@hannahtimmons3932]

USE THE BABY SCENT BOOSTERS!!!! had the same problem at you & they smell amazingggg, the ones with the pink bottle/cap!

[@jazlynnharris8370]

Just know-You’re so pretty!🥰 Every person is different & will always & forever think their own way! You can’t always be overly too nice bc that’s how you get screwed over. People will always have something to say. It’s so hard that reality is like this..Either you’re mean or you’re too nice & it doesn’t matter which one you are,people are always going to say something abt it. This world is too cruel now a days & it’s so sad. You inspire a lot of people,keep doing you!♥️♥️

[@iloveely]

the beginning i can relate so much to omgggg😭. i have been getting some BAD acne near the bottom half of my face and i can't tell if it's from my mask or stress

[@micaela_softballsoftball3512]

to help you with the washing thing idk what you use but I play sports so my clothes always STINKK i use the tide sport ive tried organic stuff and it just doesn’t work well with getting smells out so i recommended tide sport for really stinky stuff

[@elliethomason3431]

I’ve watched your videos since the beginning and you are my comfort youtuber for sure. You’ve grown so much and you’re on a new journey now and that comes with ups and downs! We’re so proud of you Sav💗💗💗

[@SavWay]

thank you ellie i appreciate that ❤️❤️ i’m so happy i can be that comfort for u 😊

[@alainamichelle]

Girl I blacked out my last few years of school too from having so much anxiety, depression, and trauma and it is so hard for me to get passed that. I am a college sophomore now and I am also working on healing my inner child and I have been struggling majorly. Thank you for always being so real with us

[@SavWay]

i wish you the best on your journey 💜✨

[@alainamichelle]

@@SavWay thank you babe! I’ll be here watching you glow even more on yours 🥰✨

[@sydneyahalt9970]

I just moved into my first apartment with my boyfriend as well and I’m LITERALLY going through the same emotions right now! Hoping for better days for us both it will pass ❤️🦋

[@ashleiisonniee8581]

No matter what!! Been here since you were a sophomore in high school!! Not leaving. Love you SAVWAY🤍🤍💕💕

[@SavWay]

nevaaa💕💕 ly

[@ashleiisonniee8581]

@@SavWay ilyt!!!💕💕

[@aubreybeeman4346]

You should never devalue how you feel or how a certain memory may make you feel. It is traumatizing to you. And you know what you went threw and how you felt when went threw that. Girl you are amazing. I love your videos. And I love the evolution of your videos.

[@aubreybeeman4346]

🌸

[@tinali5723]

content has been hitting different lately pop off girl thanks for always making my day brighter

[@jamesyleiva8803]

If this helps don’t leave your Landry sitting the washer it creates an odor. When its done put it straight to the dryer. I also wanted to say thank you for opening up to us it really does help a lot of us. 💖💖💖

[@maylanajarzyna2595]

for laundry what I do is put detergent, softener, & the smelly beads haha I forget what they're called. I get mine from Walmart but you can get them from target also or any store that has laundry soaps.

[@della983]

I just now watching this but about the laundry you only need to use the 1 line or 2 line on you cap of detergent cause if you use to much then it could clog your washer an that could be the reason you can’t get you laundry to smell good

[@mikellascott3647]

Put some baking soda in the washer with whatever detergent u want and it helps get the sour smell out of the laundry ❤️

[@nicchitt799]

i’m glad you had a day to do things like this i hope everything is going well for you. your content is amazing keep it up!

[@SavWay]

thank you girlie 💋

[@kayleegutierrez9686]

ive tried that brand of hair products you bought. it smells amazinggggggggg i love it 🥰

[@jessicajohnson5735]

I’ve been watching you since the video you posted of piercing your nose and let me tell you I’m so happy to have found your channel. I haven’t been watching KZbin as much because I’ve been busy but I always make sure to watch your videos. You’re a true inspiration and I feel like I connect to you so much because we’re close in age and I’m going through the same things. You got this girl, you’re doing great. It’s now your time to grow and you deserve it ❤️ Thank you for your videos and hard work, I love the old & new content!!

[@SavWay]

thank you for taking the time out to watch my video, i really appreciate! ik life can get so busy so i thank you so much 💕😙

[@lexiflowers2193]

I can literally see me in you, it’s so crazy I feel like we’re the same in so many ways. I definitely recommend talking to a therapist if you’re open to that. It will be that step for you to heal the inner child in you. I have major anxiety and I’m working on how to control it because I don’t want to feel like I NEED medicine to be “normal.” I’m sure you will get through whatever is going on ❤️ AND IF NO ONE SAID IT YET, the way you edited this was fire!

[@luana4995]

Making storytimes video where you tell your past experiences can be very helpful for you, there's something called the sedona method, revisiting your traumas and letting out all your stuck emotions through crying or laughing is a great HEALING tool, it will have less and less grip on you till you'll feel no pain anymore. Love you Sav❤️ a spiritual girl here😇

[@laurenhuffman6449]

Your not alone girl. Thanks so much for sharing. Your staring the healing process be proud of yourself!

[@mitzymartinez2490]

update 15:16 : when I moved out I didn’t have my vanity for the LONGEST and when i eventually got one , I was so happy. My vanity is literally my happy place, when I sit at my vanity everyone knows not to bother me , it’s just therapeutic sitting at my vanity doing my makeup listening to music , it’s where I make time for MYSELF .

[@raynamorales6728]

Love your vids feels like I’m catching up with a friend. I for some reason feel more connected with you now. Were the same age and we’re kind of going through similar experiences. I just recently moved out with my boyfriend and moved away from my family. In a way I still feel like a kid and miss being a kid! I have been so emotional and happy about this new experience. Happy for you and your journey in life! 🤍

[@lilp1004]

was your towels with Clorox in the washing machine it will smell strong at first but it will help so much! i hope everything gets better for you love, praying for you!

[@destinyacoffey]

you can get the sugar scrub (same brand) from walmart or target & it's like less than $5. i'd go there next time instead of paying $8.

[@autumnrandle6698]

Use fabric softener when your washer is on rinse makes them smell so good ❤️

[@beccab3425]

VINEGAR!! wash your towels in vinegar and then rewash them in your regular detergent!!

[@jordynnzangrillo7938]

hey girl! so i recently started losing my hair (like A LOT of hair. i’m 17 and not on any form of birth control but i did have covid about three months ago. my mom also had covid at that time and has lost A LOT of hair. we researched it and people everywhere are experiencing hair loss after having covid. so your hair loss could be because you had covid. i have started taking biotin vitamins and made an appointment with my doctor. i would suggest doing that as well!

[@paigedelgaudio9982]

tide pods downy and scent boosters the pet dryer sheets r my fav

[@lexibrown6595]

I love your content so much and am sending you so much love! Your in a time of reflection so don’t be too hard on yourself, you arnt moving away from your old life but your growing into a new you. Change is beautiful, so lean in! Own your emotions and love yourself through it, you got this!! Can’t wait till your next video🤍🤍 *** for your laundry try adding like a splash or two of vinegar to every load. It enhances the smell of your softener and gets rid of the smell of the water (what’s probably making it stink)***

[@bethhorton3658]

For the towels use vinegar or borax don’t use fabric softener because there’s waxes in fabric softener that repels water and you don’t want your towel to repel water

[@et4182]

Love we love vlogs! They are so entertaining to listen or watch when I’m cleaning or smokinnnnn I enjoy ur content!!

[@marywatson5407]

i love the long video. hope your day is amazing sav, i’m super proud of you and everything you’ve been doing🥺❤️

[@SavWay]

thank youuu💗😌

[@kotaboo1014]

Girlyy I feel the same way! But for me I’ve been moved out for four years, I’m 22 and I graduated high school two and a half years ago, but I still feel like I am a 16 to 19 years old I still feel like I’m not old enough to be doing all of this. The thing is, is I don’t really want to grow up, like I don’t care to do the grown-up things, I just still wanna be a child while doing it, like have a child heart🖤 you know? I never wanna lose my inner child…

[@emileewiles5114]

You talking about things that happened in high school and overall stuff that happened in the past that affected you today is so relatable and thank you for sharing because I know other people have gone through similar things

[@arianahuey4883]

Use the downy or bounce beads in the washer to help your things smell good :))

[@almabajrovic6119]

Use tide powder and sauvitel detergent works great! You got this sav

[@gabriellezavasky1096]

get laundry beads for the washer they make sure your clothes smell good!

[@savannanoelll]

&& ugh yeah, they are expensive sadly:(( but they do work!!! && depending on what you get - they last for a little while!!! you don’t need to use many!!! 🤩🥰

[@emilyb8230]

I can relate to feeling like I have to validate the things I've been through... or actually my friends have to slap me in the face and tell me big things I go through are a BIG DEAL because I try to bypass things as me being overly emotional..... Like for example I felt like I wanted to change my major which is a BIG DEAL and tried to say it wasn't haha.... anyways girl I can relate. I will forever watch your vids because I adore you. Very thriving honey, the slow seasons are important too

[@SavWay]

“no rain, no flower” my rib tat 🤎

[@Kristina-hj6yl]

your videos are so real i literally feel like i’m in the room with you! love you sav 🤍

[@juliannaburnett6207]

sav use downy unstoppable for your towels it's amazing and the scent stays for days!

[@jadiesuddeth4978]

I’m looking for apartments to move out for my first time, graduated in 2019. High School was hell, i feel you

[@victoriakreps8072]

Get the purex oxy detergent and snuggle super care softener and with whites use bleach your laundry should smell amazing and be super soft if you use these because I use it on my kids stuff their clothes can get so gross and these two together make all the stains come out and their clothes always smell so good after

[@ledagray1526]

i love all of your videos. including vlogs so please don’t stop doing them !! 🌸

[@samanthatrimm601]

this video was so good i felt like connected in a way like i could relate to everythingg

[@meghanyanez6709]

Its my birthday!!! Any way I love how open u r Sav, u remind me a lot of myself in terms of self growth. Have a beautiful day love!!

[@faizahc.9353]

🌸. I feel similar to the way you feel, i understand completely.

[@katherinemallet758]

Idk what laundry detergent you use but I use the oxi clean sparkling fresh one and people always compliment me on the way my clothes smell. All I use is that I don’t add anything els e

[@jillianbreckenridge6680]

I’m going to treat my self in the morning! I needed this video more than you know🥰

[@vivir1422]

Keep your head up queen. You got this. All your supporters are here for you and we're so proud of you. 🥰

[@AntiqueAlmond]

needed this reminder to just do some self care 😌loved this ❤

[@SavWay]

💋❤️