Pony Tales [MLP Fanfic Reading] 'Spiraling' by FabulousDivaRarity (sadfic)

Summary: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder - OCD. That's what they call what I have. They should call it CDO so that the letters are in the right order. It's just me, my thoughts, and a never-ending spiral of anxiety.
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[@meggamiauw4266]

Last time I was this early, Luna was still Nightmare Moon

[@masko2112]

Same bro

[@eliaskresnik2507]

All this is painfully accurate. Anxiety can mess you up in many different ways. I pushed away everyone. Friends. Family. The moment i realised that i was alone snapped me out of it. I'm still not over it. But i reached out for Help. And it's true your never Truly alone. There will always be someone to welcome you in there Life and stick to you no matter how hard it gets. Remember your Loved. Your Important.

[@woodenlock2215]

you're*

[@eliaskresnik2507]

@@woodenlock2215 Thank you for pointing out a spelling error. But hey. Considering the fact that i typed this comment at work. I'm actually happy that this is the only one. Haha ^^'

[@TarPick-dh3dv]

Damn

[@shadowboltdash4383]

Awww, poor Twilight, she deserves nothing but lots of love and hugs!

[@RaveQuicksilverStudios]

Indeed she certainly does

[@jeremywillis5775]

She needs to remember friend ship and love

[@brony954]

My anxiety is so terrible it cripples me i can't go get help but that's why i come here these videos these readings this channel and the brony community helps me so much so thank you for being here every day.

[@jimmysuros6302]

Do not let your anxiety define you, it does not make you a bad person. Took me a very long time to do so.

[@godzillapowerpufffan8142]

I am so sorry to hear that 😞

[@OVWX]

(I give Twilight a hug) Twilight, there are more people who care about you than you'll ever know.

[@shoemakerkicks6902]

This is too ironic seeing how I just realized my horrible anxiety. This somehow puts me at an ease

[@raven3067]

It's so good to know that even though this Covid 19 disaster is going on Scribbler is still entertaining us. *Thank you Scribbler*

[@crystalpayne_entertains9903]

Scribbler your twilight is just too good! AH! i cant say i understand to full capacity what its like dealing with OCD, but this story really hit hard.

[@user-cs1vz7vr9f]

OCD is a fucking nightmare, mate. I can tell you that now.

[@sammi_wammy]

Omg. I can relate to Twilight a little. I’ve cleaned, organized and reorganized my room over and over again during quarantine. I’m cleaning right now. Lol. :’D

[@waterytime]

I listened to this after something that was about to send me off the edge, but this gave me ( as cheesy as it sounds) hope and made me realise that I’m not the only one out there. I don’t have friends, they gave me trust issues, my sisters don’t know what it’s like and my parents are trying to help but it’s not making a difference. Yes I’m getting help from psychologists and I’ve had anxiety, stress, anger problems and ocd for years now. It’s just gotten worse sice I’ve finished hight school a year ago. And it dose not help with everything going on right now. I know I’m venting and I’m sorry about venting, but it feels nice to have people that understand with what I’m going through.

[@ScribblerProductions101]

Vent all you like. Catharsis is important and sometimes you discover more people share your woes than you thought.

[@archeishere1]

Well the least I can do is help you through this so, try playing an organizing game, Disorders go away in time if you do it intentionally. Trust me I had that Disorder before.

[@claireyeeyee3758]

*when ur bored af and ur fav utuber posts: MY SAVIOR*

[@l1nus0nl1neproductions9]

What characterizes a good story (and hence an excellent narrator) is the moment 11:27 when you realize that time and space have completely disappeared and you feel and see the story from the character's perspective 😑 your mind has disappeared and the only thing that exists, is the world in which the story takes place.

[@eunumsofah]

this hit too close for home... as someone who's on a treatment of such thing i never seen an better explanation of what this is like. Nice video by the way, thank you!

[@Bunni-6942]

Same here. This hit really close to home. If my schedule was thrown off by even the smallest of things that I wasn’t told I would break down into tears, shaking. I’m grateful for everyone who helped me. I still suffer from my anxiety but thankfully it’s not as bad.

[@Once_upon_a_time-cf8ky]

Same here 😓🥺

[@kotahope3850]

I have OCD and I can relate to this so much. I can't clearly remember when it started, due to also having many other illnesses, but I know I need things my way, organized my way, compulsive hoarding like a dragon, feeling anxiety if anything goes wrong or if too much is put on me. Things can get hard and this story helps to make me feel better, as I dont feel as alone anymore. The thoughts can get so bad that I can't write all of them, and listening to this helps that as well. I'm rambling aren't I? I just wanna say that this is now my favorite story and is 10/10.

[@TheCommenterDragon]

Poor poor Twilight, another emotional yet fabulous reading Scribbler i love it!

[@peterbutler1232]

Let this be a lesson, you friends will always help you out with a problem, rather it be physical or mental.

[@moonshadow3324]

This just makes me realize how much like twilight I am. *Sighs* unfortunately my friends and even my fiance doesn't realize how horrible and deep my anxiety is. And even they can't help. And therapy just makes it even worse still... Sometimes i literally have to sit there and take my anxiety as it is. Letting it take over me till I black out and hurt or cause damage. The only thing that snaps me out of it, is when I actually realize the damage I have done. Honestly Scribbler, that's why I listen to your readings... You come my anxiety down.

[@dulcineaparker6469]

you arent alone

[@moonshadow3324]

@@dulcineaparker6469 sometimes it feels like I am.

[@damianpurkey6167]

@Moonshadow I understand the feeling

[@hamman9994]

Are you sure you don't want to launch the "scribbler blood" ketchup product? because I'm pretty well stocked on coffee mugs, t-shirts, sweaters, tank tops, and even tote bags.

[@cameronjsmith7382]

Poor twilight, great video Scribber

[@combatbrony6705]

Man scribbs your cutie mark should be a house and a baseball because u have a talent for picking stories that hit close to home thanks for the great work your awesome

[@joshuaareta2001]

Growing up is not that easy as i expected even if im a 16 yo going to senior high my anxiety always gets me whenever i think about what track i will take what course i will choose i just get so scared just thinking about it im no good at making my own desisions but im a liitle glad that quarantine gave me time to think about it and now im have more confident but still afraid to go out the real world but atleast i will have my friends and family for me thats why i started watching this show im glad i decided to become a brony thank you Mylittlepony you've really changed my life

[@ditzydoo4378]

oh my... I had made a quip in the community comments about this title... but this.. this hits home. my own OCD and anxieties have played havoc with social interactions since I was small. I see now why I've always been drawn to Twilight as a kindred spirit, and like her how any change to the status que was terrifying. but with help from family, friends and doctors I've come to terms more or less since, like Twilight. My dearest Scribbler thank you for this.

[@White-Zeta]

man that initial animation is really good

[@l1nus0nl1neproductions9]

11:27 Such strong emotions and anxiety, it felt like ”The last report” 🥺

[@jareththegoblinking3191]

Twilight is so lucky to have awesome friends like that

[@danielfotheringhamproducti7368]

We all feel like that sometimes Twlight. And Scribbler, it is indeed another fantastic narration. 👍

[@ASPPRODUCTIONLIVE]

This is really up my alley I can relate to twilight a lot being ocd and numbing decending orders

[@baliyae]

Great job, Scribbler!

[@ayoogunduyile879]

You make a great twilight sparkle impression

[@phoebe.619]

And I thought my anxiety was horrible... holy s**t this takes it to a new level.

[@mentallyillfinger]

this is really nice. I had a panic attack a few months ago and I was spiralling too. it's really nice this has an uplifting ending. thank you

[@mustafasamater7520]

Twilight sparkle:. 😍. Boys Pony: 😍

[@kevinyo1169]

After suffering a really bad panic attack, I needed to rewatch this. Nobody should have to suffer through this alone.

[@autumbreeze1129]

Oh, God. My feels were not ready for that video of Suki 😭

[@meridiangaming9057]

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooof poor Twilight.

[@pascalpiers3215]

This kinda sounds dumb, but I really like your voice and you're one of my favorite narrators. Thank you for doing what you're doing.

[@Gresekjr122]

Beautiful job Scribbler. I really enjoy your voice. Keep up the good work. Have a wonderful day.

[@wrecklaw1581]

Pony tales read by Scribbler. As all things should be

[@th3m1st0cl3s]

I've had 0CD my whole life. This is a trip to listen to.

[@atsukiilikesbread]

Too sad, too sad. CAN'T HOID IT!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! #💎❤️

[@gokensan92]

Dang. Nice stories so far. Also the ending reminds me of a Kingdom Hearts music

[@GabiShy]

While not the same type. I was diagnosed with OCD last year. I noticed it first started when I ran away from my abusive father and he gave me my things back after a battle of fighting for them back. When ever I touched something it’s send my thoughts spiraling of anxiety that I’ll become like him. My thoughts consisted of “your gonna be come like a narcissist like him” “your gonna development anger issues like him” “what if I’m becoming like him?!?” “Am I developing anger issues like my father?!?” “I’m becoming like him” and the only way I could calm myself down was by washing my hands so I would get rid of the contamination. It got to the point where it started spreading to public situation where I’d be scared to touch anything in public since I’d thought I’d become an awful person. It’s something I still struggle with to this day and I have been getting better at it but still struggle with the constant need to wash my hands.

[@Once_upon_a_time-cf8ky]

The title and image cover of this fanfic reading queered me to click onto the video and listen to the story. It is scary how painfully accurate and how painfully this story hit to home. Although there are days where my anxiety is calm and I feel fine, some days I can get overwhelmed and have a huge panic attack over one small issue. The words spoken by twilight were words trapped in my mind for an awfully long time. Anxiety and OCD are mental illnesses that are not to be forgotten. I have to organise things in certain ways and if someone messes up just one little item, my mind goes off track and I don’t know what to do. 😓

[@cinderare]

One dislike, you even did that

[@tristanmerkin183]

I love the art it’s beautiful and amazing!!!!! And I feel pretty bad for Twilight..... She has to 100% know everything’s going to be ok.....

[@oldeskul]

As someone who has OCD, I can identify.

[@YTuser2019]

Honestly, I have somewhat of an obsession that is *coincidentally* similar/the same to that of Twilight in this fanfic. I would be worried that I forgot to lock the front door when I leave to go somewhere with my parents, or I would check over and over if I accidentally locked my bedroom door whenever I go out. But this didn’t really gave me anxiety or whatever, because I would just check if I did this and that twice or three times but it didn’t feel like a burden or an addiction as if I use drugs or whatever. The only difference is that I don’t have the rearrange obsession that Twilight has in this fanfic. Thank God for that!

[@sebastiansaman]

Very sad 😪, but good history 👍

[@arturo2durany]

1 view? 15 likes?!?? Explain KZbin :>

[@darkdarkniss6563]

YT is breaking

[@arturo2durany]

Dark Darkniss oof

[@Gresekjr122]

Answer It’s Scribbler.

[@lunaschibor5]

Hotel Trivago

[@darkdarkniss6563]

@@simply-survive hmm seem like it

[@dariustucker1690]

That is a beautiful story!😭

[@isaac-wr5hd]

Omg I love your video so much

[@scottbow9516]

Love the background

[@trixie_whatismylife2977]

*I remember when I was this late, Twilight had already found and married her soulmate.*

[@thenewadventuresofhenry6998]

The most compelling heroes are the ones who have vulnerability.

[@oliviahooke1997]

Hiiiii your my fav pony and youtuber

[@Naomi_9006]

Wow this just amazing and explains twilight so much

[@jimmysuros6302]

Did not get notification. Stupid KZbin. What am I in for today?

[@dracostarlight226]

this is so relatable

[@777Rowen]

Beautiful reading, thank you for this. 💜

[@keesha6422]

I had no idea that i had OCD😔 well i knew i had anxiety and paranoia but not OCD

[@Kumba_1]

I've had OCD for I think 12 years now? Something like that, and man this story resonated with me so much. I remember the amount of anxiety and fear I felt when I couldn't find a reason for what exactly was happening in my head. Like I needed answers for it. Thank you for reading this Scribbler.

[@mrcuber1018]

Hope its great

[@dashat3938]

why am i watching something sad ON HALLOWEEN!

[@samuelc.491]

dont call me out like this, twilight 😭👍

[@darkdarkniss6563]

Mann those comics is what left of mlp G4?

[@kadiwright3441]

I can relate to Anxiety... ;.;

[@พรทิพย์การะเกษ-ฦ8ฎ]

😭

[@quintonjones2699]

That was a marvelous reading

[@brony954]

Im late but im here

[@miguelangelmontijanorisque2408]

😔

[@shantewilliams7684]

why does your videos always sometimes be longer that so gta (Grand Theft Auto) music

[@23blazeses34]

Sed

[@michaelmichael4771]

Poor twilight

[@ianturner532]

You remembered that made a werewolf pony video from years ago and it was an American Werewolf in London werewolf howling maybe you could do a werewolf story that Twilight brother be normal during the day but at night-time under a full moon the Beast within takes hold of him I College MLP the werewolf story

[@luisjovanny6367]

Si ^_^ danone

[@RobertoMaciel-me9jt]

A Princesa Twilight está muito triste e desanimada por causa que a Princesa Luna voltou a ser Nightmare Moon que decepção.

[@2tailedD3rps]

I love "all too real" pony stories, this definitely falls into this category 👌🐴 Also i dont think "Neurosis" is pronounced "Nurr Oh Sees" or "Your OCs" as i heard it xD

[@ScribblerProductions101]

Neuroses is the plural version of neurosis.

[@2tailedD3rps]

@@ScribblerProductions101 ah got it ^^

[@monkeman31]

To be honest I thought this was a clopfic oof :(

[@ЛираХартстрингс-д4й]

Сделай пожалуйста субтитры на русском

[@blueJAYbirdie]

Dang, she really does have OCD

[@RobertoMaciel-me9jt]

Scribber fofinha ❤

[@Luna-Hamster]

I have OCD.

[@mirzaroshanbaig1449]

What is this ponytale even about and where it's headed????🤨🤨🤨🤔🤔

[@bluecrystal_7843]

:'D

[@RobertoMaciel-me9jt]

Twilight triste 😢

[@RobertoMaciel-me9jt]

Twilight na chuva.

[@nayeon_pop_pop_pop7909]

Tht tell why shes smart jk i dont have ocd im dirty

[@Finn-hq8wd]

13:00

[@FairyCharmer3005]

:(

[@AndresF1]

Hhg