Sewerslvt - Mr. Kill Myself

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[@Dover939]

i don't remember the playstation taking this long to turn on

[@IWillSmurfYou]

Compared to todays gaming computers it might as well be eons

[@IWillSmurfYou]

In a good way.... nostalgia for those sweet logos and noises....now my BIOS check flashes past before me in the blink of an eye....just like every waking day.... time is going by so fast.... gonna die alone soon.

[@NaniMySore]

*THIS IS NOT OKAY*

[@true_neutral3378]

Speaking of the playstation, this sounds a lot like the Ridge Racer Type 4 soundtrack

[@guiserixsacha4520]

@@true_neutral3378 definitly sound like ridge racer (well I remember it as rage racer... the "french" version which isn't actually translated.

[@bihubbi6601]

Came for the cute drawing ended up transcended into a different dimension.

[@d42]

welcome in hell

[@Vampvap]

me with every single song of sewerslvt lmao

[@austin5977]

*to

[@Ihatetaxes]

Bloreen Kobux didn’t see the gun

[@sludgechan]

@Kloreen Bobux if you think this is cute you should look at the rest of HamsterFragment's artwork lmao

[@sumguy2747]

I'm not really sad you quit. All good things must come to a end. I hope your doing great. Gonna be jamming to your music for a long time.

[@GreenGoblinCoryintheHouse]

thank you mcrides

[@jamesv6990]

you're

[@sketchiefello9002]

@@jamesv6990 ur

[@elitrizien8908]

@@sketchiefello9002 ur what??😳

[@darkmomokocore3919]

@@elitrizien8908 ur mom lol

[@sedrickblake1017]

Mr. Kill Myself is like the first 45 seconds of doing something you know you'll regret. The entire song feels like the world is slowing down so that we all may gather around and witness your downfall.

[@videogamemaster689]

The fuck did you just say you waste of space

[@sashkothesparkle]

I am crying 😭😭

[@kyle73376]

That describes my life after I cheated on the person I loved.

[@sedrickblake1017]

@@kyle73376 we all fuck up. its never the end of the world tho. although it sure as hell can feel like it.

[@ericsaibotXD]

@@kyle73376 damn bro that's pretty fucked up from your part, but hey we all fuck up at some point, just make sure you learn from it, thats the only way you can make something good out of a crappy situation. That's life summarized right there.

[@egeflat]

this song gives me the vibe of being the only one in an online game lobby

[@DJGeosmin]

gives me the vibe of being the only one who still plays on a really old minecraft server.

[@egeflat]

@@DJGeosmin and while you grinding your own someone comes you talk do some stuff and be friends one of the nicest things in internet

[@portalowy5346]

New players welcome! Clan XYZ | No rules, have fun! Open Lobby - No Password - 1/64

[@travistouchdown2222]

Nice dude

[@ignaciobetancour1513]

Army of Two: the 40th day and Lost Planet 1, games that are dead. I was one of the last playing. The empty lobby mean it that time online wont never comeback again, and will become just a nice memory. I feel sad now, thanks HAHA fuk

[@polybay]

the cultivation of my recommended videos has finally payed off

[@jimmyjenkins1907]

hah- imagine recommended being correlated to any of ur watch history

[@indescribableemptiness4104]

@@jimmyjenkins1907 From my perspective it seems to work that way

[@jimmyjenkins1907]

@David Vanwinkle *pathetic*

[@56jasa]

Same, brother. Sometimes I dislike videos just so they don't show up again

[@aquaexnar3093]

@@jimmyjenkins1907 Actually, the KZbin algorithm is really easy to abuse if you know how it works. It may be a temperamental mistress, but I still wring their servers for every ounce of entertainment-related gold.

[@BungalowJoel]

I do believe the first seconds of Goodbye used the first 10 seconds of this song. Gave me chills. And a great call back to your most popular song. This song and Kawaii Razor Blade took me back to Christmas of 2020. For some odd reason it took me there. It sucks that Jvne was short lived but I understand why.

[@Bani0000]

Yeah it also reminded me of this song this was the first song by them I heard about 2 years ago good memory's its a shame they stopped making music but I hope it works out best for them

[@naners22]

@@Bani0000 they are quitting? who says?

[@Bani0000]

@@naners22 Sewerslvt them self announced it on there patreon a couple months ago, saying that there next album would be there last. It was dedicated in the memory of the person they loved who unfortunately committed suicide. You can probably find out more if you search the internet for people discussing it.

[@naners22]

@@Bani0000 i knew of the unfortunate suicide but i didnt know about the announcement. it was definitely a good run, this song we were commenting on was the first sewerslvt song i ever heard when it was just a few months old. it’s unfortunate to know that no more projects are coming. thanks for the info.

[@thesaddestdude3575]

Amazing observation!

[@Klapsio3]

Sewerslvt is back people! 😍😭 Let's all love Cynthoni and Jvne 💜

[@TheDude8008]

I knew I wans't the only one to notice

[@dal_luna]

Kids in 20 years wishing to be born in this generation for this nostalgia

[@dal_luna]

Well not exactly nostalgia just this music, the feeling.

[@lucasmuneton4255]

@@dal_luna but this music sounds like something from the early '00 even later '90s

[@cinque3461]

im already nostalgic

[@RetroBleck]

This already sounds like it's from the late 90s though, that's exactly what this style is

[@junpei6180]

Nah,I hate when the internet tries to make up nostalgia on me about something I've even hear about Still falls for it though

[@WHHHF]

Listening to this song at 5am gives me a nostalgic feeling of watching anime late at night in the early 2000s on adult swim.

[@tokiisradical5760]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/oJ_bk6WbiMuEapo

[@ohno5280]

holy fuck you’re so right

[@MrLFJ7]

The Dawn is Your Enemy

[@KithandKings]

My favorite anime is king of the hill

[@calebsockington8642]

You should check out deep space bass and black hole megamix, it includes alot of the tracks they used to use in the bumpers

[@ItsNevet]

It's officially been 1 year since the last song she has released. I am aware of her story, I just I hope she's doing okay, somewhere out there. She deserves nothing but happiness. Thank you for making all this phenomenal music.

[@IZABELAqqqqq]

I can't believe its already been a year, that's crazy

[@trabant3060]

>she

[@ItsNevet]

@@trabant3060 yes

[@carajitostristes]

I really miss her

[@lewddewdero]

WAIT SEWERSLVT IS A GIRLLL???? WTF

[@kirbo9382]

I’m back to where it all began… It’s already been nearly 2 years since this popped up in my recommended. So much has happened and changed, some of it for the better. I’ve met so many people that are still friends through this music, and I even got to watch a live set on skyward+. It all ends tomorrow, but i’m glad i got to experience all of this in the first place. Thanks for the memories!

[@kurokamikage_official]

wait, what do you mean by "ends tomorrow"? is she going to delete everything about her? or what? sorry if i'm overreacting or over exaggerating but that, given a context of last album, is pretty concerning

[@kirbo9382]

@@kurokamikage_official i more so meant that she said she’s done making music after the new album and nov 12 is tomorrow for me but she released the album today so uh yeah

[@kirbo9382]

@@kurokamikage_official dw i more so meant the end of the music making not anything bad

[@GalileoAV]

Me too. This music has been with me on the cell phone in my pocket for so long I've forgotten how I came about it. It's been a small piece of my coping for the last few years. Sad to see it end, but I'm so happy to have been a part of it.

[@Bani0000]

@@GalileoAV Same here also have been listening for 2 years. Its been a journey and I usually am not very emotional but I felt kinda sad listening to there last album, I hope this works out best for them and ill never forget about them.

[@CheezLoord]

Late 90's anime, DDR, Touhou, OG Xbox and 360, Gamecube and Wii, DS Lite, PS1 and PS2, Newgrounds, Flash games and animations, Marble Blast Ultra, giggling at swear words, and falling asleep to music like this. I know I am not unique, but it feels so special.

[@fastgoodkiwi9570]

I see you're a touhou player as well nice

[@tjfosk]

Dude hell yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesss

[@huntarius8253]

holy fuck marble blast ultra

[@dandanthedandan7558]

Am I a degenerate for not recognizing anything despite being 18?

[@soridosuneku]

DANDAN THE DANDAN Of course not. It’s pop culture that you were not around for or too young to really know about. If you’re into this stuff just look for more, the knowledge will come

[@ArtzieMusic]

fire af

[@literallyasuka2996]

Oh hi Artzie

[@deleteduser87]

Ejllo artzie!

[@pickler_pickler]

I always see you on so many videos whether it be up and coming artists, old anime, vaporwave from 2012 or just random "deep youtube" vids

[@normalizekickingchildren5594]

OMG

[@xzcsdf9574]

hello artzie

[@melon_choly]

I don't know how to describe this, but this feels like the feeling of nostalgia or just emotion when you remember something important in your life is about to happen. A beginning. But something begins when I don't realize it so when something happens and I'm flashing back, I think about the beginning and how it all started, I keep thinking of this song. Back in a time where I was so clueless something big and important was about to happen in my life

[@NahNoWayy]

In moments like those, it makes me wonder if tuning in to and trusting my intuition could have helped in any way... but that begs the question, how do you learn something like that?

[@werami9126]

@@NahNoWayy trial and error, courage, experimentation, and learn what matters the most

[@NahNoWayy]

@@werami9126 you couldn't be more right. I hope you are doing well out there, and taking good care.

[@werami9126]

@@NahNoWayy love and nothing but

[@baklojan5933]

It's been 4 years now and I'm still shocked on how did sewerslvt even managed to make this peak. I'm having goosebumps every time I hear this song, and I'm not jocking. Every. Single. Time This song is really is god tier.

[@Hotel52]

This is how waking up in the middle of the night just to get a cold cup of water feels like

[@mattfluffy6954]

Oooh damn, now that’s a description!

[@d4prez]

@@mattfluffy6954 fr

[@jasny7431]

that's true

[@aura8808]

Accurate

[@IN-eb3lm]

Put some Ice on that.

[@thatdsiguy8919]

I got into an accident listening to this song in my car, scary shit. No one got hurt tho.

[@GraveWalk]

LOL

[@danail.]

no wonder why its called ''Mr. Kill Myself''

[@edwardmarshall2035]

Glad your ok.

[@thatdsiguy8919]

@@edwardmarshall2035 Thanks man, hope you're doing ok too.

[@ParadxcaL]

another song not to listen to while driving: obsessive - macky gee

[@peterhub1]

I am enjoying this song while living. I have experienced depression, but right now I am hearing this and thinking... dang this is good music. I don't have to be screwed up to enjoy this, I don't enjoy this because I am screwed up, it just has so many rythms to follow and all of them wonderfully crunchy.

[@canacana6484]

You're right. I'd consider myself to be an optimist and I enjoy sewerslvt's music a lot. Doesn't mean you have to be scared of admitting some craziness in your life, though. :)

[@delete---7593]

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[@delete---7593]

@@canacana6484???????????

[@floatyboi7804]

Ahh so agreeable and truee,

[@hackxe5962]

yes. I am a chill guy, I am not depressed and haven't gone through depression (luckily somehow), but Sewerslvts music, especially their last album, just has so much emotion flowing out of it and little melodies and things I just love it and am addicted. I love how this music makes me want to just lay down on a bed and stare at the ceiling while blasting the music on my headphones. It's such a strange, unique, and good feeling.

[@suave4306]

I hope your doing better, I hope you can recover from the lost from your lover.

[@krampus9857]

how can a song be overwhelming and calming at the same time?

[@lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014]

beauty has chaos

[@chelsearanger4182]

I’d describe it as “liquid jungle”. Similar to moment by lildeath. It had the energetic fast paced drum breaks of a jungle tune combined with the soothing melodies of liquid dnb. One hell of a combo.

[@archangel8444]

Its a song that breathes so you feel release and pent up by listening to it

[@user-ej9pp6dg9h]

my thoughts exactly

[@au1317]

welcome to dnb

[@onyxpokemon3685]

this is what hitting your elbow on the edge of a table sounds like

[@onyxpokemon3685]

or drinking mcdonalds sprite

[@basik6825]

or standing up quickly

[@sugralx4625]

Or looking up at the sky directly

[@Lunaliladee]

Or having parents that ignore your needs

[@Lunaliladee]

Ah, I'm fine lol My parents just ignore my mental health :l

[@Taikamuna]

Finally a song that describes my mood

[@GeorgTheGr8]

I did not expect to find the Finnish domino guy here Nautin videoistasi ^^

[@bugboy69]

taikamuna i love ur videos!!! i didnt know u liked sewerslvt!!!!!!

[@cws-]

on god

[@videogamemaster689]

It just doesnt

[@leix7]

right???

[@fluffcake]

This song sounds so mind crushingly depressing but at the same time it feels like heaven and an uplifting feeling of content, your work is simply magic. I hope your doing better now.

[@pruebaprueba8142]

Srsly how is this depressing at all?

[@zeezenfrozen]

YO THAT BEAT KICKED ME RIGHT IN THE TEETH AND STOLE MY WALLET fuckING SUBBED

[@robertmech3069]

basically this

[@hirorisu]

@Pin Head why this comment section so horny

[@bonbonbox6347]

alright

[@bacchus2342]

@Pin Head damn ok you spittin out some hot fire right there

[@351am]

Hiro why are you horny

[@KlNGMAKER]

this is not Lo-Fi Hip Hop Anime Chil Beats To Study and Relax To

[@nickdance965]

Correct. Congratulations on passing your test. Now ***ASCEND***

[@magicianman1345]

@@nickdance965 Kayne Quest

[@drifter402]

Nah THIS IS JUNGLE

[@hibikiballs8353]

@@drifter402 More like breakcore.

[@sedative63]

@@hibikiballs8353 It's fast enough to be breakcore, but it doesn't have as many "cuts" and meshes in the drum break samples. Most likely just jungle

[@iridescenthalation2285]

Sewer has really helped me through trying times. There is a certain brand, a concise range of emotions in the mood spectrum that is so perfectly captured. Words don't represent these feelings well, they don't do them any justice. It's hard to describe something so perpetually oppressive. One of the things I've learned is that the first step to curing yourself is the recognition of your pain, whether you recognize it yourself or others recognize it for you. This music lets me know that my pain is known, it has been felt before. It is unfortunate that this dark tunnel that we're walking perpetually within is this long. We don't know when it'll end. We don't know when the horrors that stain our minds will fade away, but if we don't keep walking, we may never witness the euphoria that takes us when the invisible rope around our neck loosens up. We may never discover the light at the end of this tunnel. We may never discover how lovely it is to be free when the dark chain that fetters us snaps. These times are difficult. That much is true. But we can be stronger than this. We must muster the courage to see the dawn of the next day, and the days beyond that. Therefore, I ask you to keep walking, even if it is difficult. We will find meaning in this pain, and we will stand over it triumphantly. Here's hoping someone who needed to see those words, sees them.

[@JoannealD]

Thanks I needed this

[@user-vp7yg8qb8g]

I'm like ready for war now

[@axelletellier570]

That was beautiful, thank you

[@beargitta]

thank you

[@GrimmYard]

Thank you kind user

[@heronoverdose]

One of the most vivid songs I've ever heard. I imagine everyone who listens to this has their own music video in their mind.

[@cheesehouse2522]

I only realized now, at 12:25 AM on a monday, that she is holding a gun against her head

[@jolyneslover3803]

Funny thing it's Monday for me but it's 12:40am and I just realised that too

[@cheesehouse2522]

@@jolyneslover3803 oh my god its a sign. a sign for something. i dont know what for

[@hehehaha0054]

thank you for the insight

[@hehehaha0054]

it is also 12:25 am on a friday :0

[@coy.]

It was Monday 5:39 PM for me

[@niyah8464]

i understand why this song feels so familiar to me. it sounds like one of those run games on cool maths games but on acid.

[@jart1971]

yeeeeeea dudeee

[@Whitebisontokeworld]

Facts bro

[@pedroxyo]

this breakbeat sample was used in some tracks from sf3rd strike's soundtrack and also some toonami ads

[@fidgetgadget3475]

and I think that the PlayStation boot sound is processed into a pad sound

[@riten0tajs623]

This song is a perfect reminder of how I felt when holding a DMT vape in my hand, about to take a hit for the first time. It was my first time taking psychedelics and I remember my buddy saying "Calm down, bro. Just relax and take a few hits.", I felt very anxious. Life is a short trip, just like DMT.

[@mer3ost194]

3 years later, I still enjoy this track , although it no longer evokes the same emotions as when I first listened to it, but it still remains perfect

[@mer3ost194]

сделав много прекрасных треков он ушел навсегда так и не оставив надежды на будущее...

[@awesomeraincloud]

wherever you are, I hope you're okay.

[@westkots]

No, but thanks for caring ❤

[@puretoxicity3033]

This song is like the pure rush of emotions before doing something youll never be able to take back

[@Fenom007]

Perhaps that's the point, considering the title, image and music video

[@marcelinescoldfry]

ya it really is

[@Fenom007]

Isn't it just wonderful?

[@SuccBoiTrash]

Exactly

[@laina6817]

this explains it so well

[@torgosaves427]

It still amazes me how one amazing little drum break in a song from 1969 has been in use for like 40 years. Something about the way those drums are tuned

[@a_3435]

??

[@m.h.5400]

@@a_3435 The Amen Break, look it up.

[@a_3435]

@@m.h.5400 ohh thanks

[@iwiffitthitotonacc4673]

50 years.

[@Coldness.1308]

The original drummer is long gone but I find it beautiful how his work still lives on and inspires new ideas

[@ExplosivePeeps]

This song is used a lot by the JP Community. Junko is pretty popular by a lot of JP artist.

[@gungun5845]

in what?

[@adamnajami1919]

@@gungun5845 I assume JP stands for Japanese

[@gungun5845]

@@adamnajami1919 thank you

[@ExplosivePeeps]

@@gungun5845 VRChat.

[@RamenXP]

2:37 that part just takes me to another dimension like i feel some kinda euphoric emotion but also a bit of sadness at the same time I absolutely love this piece.

[@videogamemaster689]

IT actually is not

[@NintendoBoy64]

The 2000s nostalgia wave is coming. This song is its wake.

[@Ausfaq]

+1

[@keyboardcorrector2340]

Early Cartoon Network, Adult Swim, and late 90's anime.

[@hootiehoo3000]

I’m here to ride that wave

[@AlterFunKtion]

Man, I been sayin.

[@salviahunden]

stan 100 gecs

[@neurolucky43]

I feel like i glitched out of the map in a video game, but there was a secret boss outside waiting for me, and this is its theme

[@Blackberry0.9]

"̷̱̟̜̦̙̻̼I̞̠̱͖̯̻̰ Ạ̯͇̫ͅM̨͎̩͔̥̟ͅ ͎̗Y͎̟̩̼̲͔̖͟O̻͜U͍͈̰R̫͉̲͈ ͈͔̞G̜͖R̵̩̳E̘̺̦̪̜̺̺Ḁ̢͕̼̱̟T̟EŞ͙T͙͈̘̖͓̪ͅ ҉͙̝̠̲̥̯̭F̷̥̹̪̜̼̼͍O̩ͅE̳.̹̟͎̣"̶̞͓̜̻̭ͅ

[@pigmanpiggypiggyman3732]

My fantasy...

[@neurolucky43]

@@Blackberry0.9 Honestly I'd shit myself if I saw that come up on screen

[@Blackberry0.9]

@@neurolucky43 imagine actually HEARING it... Pretty chilling...

[@archsprite]

bruh the shiversssss

[@saitama7407]

Let's all love Cynthoni💜

[@protectioncircle8696]

Your music is wonderful and fully expresses sorrow and that feeling of lingering in white noise, thoughts buzzing a thousand miles an hour with possibilities. Thank you for making it. Many of us needed it.

[@HARBINGER8752]

other producers: nooo you can't just put a shitload of overdrive on the kick drum that makes it too muddy!!!!~!@ Sewerslvt: haha bass drum go PBVBVBVBVVBVVVBVBVVVBVV also wanna say how much I love the wet bass that comes in later on it's v good

[@JayAreAitch]

type like a normal person.

[@cd.NekOwareLGBT]

This is great.

[@HARBINGER8752]

@@JayAreAitch Realise that this is a joke like a normal person.

@@HARBINGER8752 jokes are supposed to be funny

[@shadgoose]

Uuuuhhh, it's just such a genre in which there are a lot of drums.... it supposed to be how it is, other producers of this genre also do this. The genre is called neurofunk, drumstep or dnb

[@Crashsune]

Can't get over how good this song is. It has such a scary chaotic feel that I've never quite heard before. I really hope you do an OST for a game someday!

[@blousquidly3913]

honestly same

[@sinistar7876]

ok so apparently a strong break is "scary and chaotic"

[@presauced]

@TriVos Ahren i know unity, im shit at making music tho

[@theotakulover66ndofm]

Drum and bass is ur way

[@vcxz4009]

Kilowatt yes..? breakcore is chaotic

[@yabujin66]

this song makes me feel a lot of things, sewerslvt is my favorite artist

[@draga_]

get better taste then

[@HidenoriT12]

@@draga_ why?

[@BudzxP]

@@draga_ English Mf do you speak it

[@draga_]

@@HidenoriT12 because dnb/jungle is much better than breakcore, which is ass.

[@ispgravy4233]

@@draga_can you recommend some dnb I’m new to it

[@aquaos]

It has been a most wonderful journey. I wish you the best of luck Sewerslvt!

[@DBWendy]

This sounds like something you'd find on a CD someone left buried in their backyard. I love it

[@scratch5244]

i remember finding a CD buried somewhere in the countryside and it had a song that sounds like the ambient part of this song

[@DBWendy]

@@scratch5244 dude, you should upload that

[@scratch5244]

@@DBWendy that happened years ago and i don't know where the CD is tho

[@DBWendy]

@@scratch5244 seems legit

[@dominick1]

@@scratch5244 :(

[@pundits8690]

My dad was blasting this song on the speaker's downstairs

[@lemmesleep1858]

Your dad has good taste Edit: autocorrect turned "dad" unto "df d"

[@cifer.x4703]

@@lemmesleep1858 i indeed have a dfd but not cool as the commenter's.

[@Red-jc1jz]

ask him if he's doing okay

[@arrowitgraystun]

Cool dad

[@wh_6]

woah u have a cool dad wth

[@luankelvin6510]

Not only the songs but the covers are genuinely pieces of art

[@segasonic4352]

sewerslvt's music always helps me when im in some sort of mood

[@1160200692]

Ironically, this song is saving my life.

[@dyl984]

@k3nny same

[@sherry.blossom9866]

same

[@Viktuz.Excelzior]

Same lmfao

[@merikajohnson2728]

It's the power of life. Love , joy, pain, sadness they all have a common power of making life worth living

[@ezrabent3121]

Idk but yeah it is lol

[@shannonjordan8656]

damn, combining the old school sounds of acid trance and DnB never sounded so better

[@deva561]

I thought it was the _psy_ trance basis, but you're more accurate!

[@TeamTamahakk]

@@benjamintoulouse7052 agree, song good

[@justwow768]

What's DnB?

[@justwow768]

Drum and Bass?

[@deloreanjones4628]

@@justwow768 yes

[@a-liminal]

It's like energy being created in the form of electronic music. This is some serious good shit.

[@Samevistan]

Subscribing even though I know you’re done making music. This shit Incapsulates my thoughts perfectly at this point in time. It’s the first time I’ve been sober off drugs AND medications in years, trying to figure out what’s really wrong with my brain. The first month was fine, but now it’s pure aggression. This is the only music I’ve been able to listen to without it pissing me off or physically hurting me for some reason.

[@kyawthu755]

I can hear colors and see sound

[@presauced]

nice

[@BUGCANDYY]

Are you by any chance a mantis shrimp?

[@x2dk22]

same

[@lemmesleep1858]

I can taste sound and feel colors after listening to this song

[@untz173]

I'm 12 and this is deep

[@MapleMilk]

This music must've been what the Bomberman Hero soundtrack sounded to a wide eyed 90s kid introduced to a new musical flavor I never tasted this one

[@genericuser7924]

*simply delicious*

[@ThePyschicBuzz]

Holy shit you're everywhere

[@MapleMilk]

@@ThePyschicBuzz Thank you, I love when I get comments like this

[@TVTheHumanAI]

@@MapleMilk I find you here too hahaha. Get ready new music coming soon.

[@MapleMilk]

@@TVTheHumanAI Sweet

[@Pixcyl]

you after exiting a random gas station witnessing the most breathtaking, spectacular view in your lifetime:

[@brunellaz7559]

Esta canción literalmente me salvó.

[@mor4439]

as much as I like this, I hope it's recommended not because of some algorithm kink but because of my actual watch patterns and tastes

[@Riley_MDS]

Hopefully, KZbin sometimes act like shit when their Recommendation algorithm change over time...

[@ploopybear]

yes

[@ClassicBentobox]

It’s a mix of both I think. The fact so many showed up in a short amount of time is worrying, but at the same time being into both ambient and dnb isn’t gonna be the most mainstream mindset so idk

[@thatsscarybruh]

I'm not into ambient or dnb. I usually look for doom or black metal on here. I think it's just the algorithm, boys. But it's a good song.

[@fcat2148]

It definitely is bro. I just went back and relistened to a bunch of vaporwave and trance after getting super into virtual self. Now songs like this have been popping up occasionally.

[@deephurting8583]

When you get a weird video in your recommended but it's not 6 years old and/or over a million views Edit: We over 1 million now!

[@TVTheHumanAI]

These songs are giving me ideas for my own music

[@leaderofthebunch-deadbeat7716]

Yep

[@TVTheHumanAI]

@@leaderofthebunch-deadbeat7716 yeeeee

[@DarkAmenandWhiteAmen]

Indeed this was a good reccs

[@gameman9706]

This artist is so good and seems underrated glad the algorithm is working for someone who deserves it

[@swdnwss]

hilarious timing , recovering from a recent attempt and listening to this , ive been working on myself both mentally and physically , but its hard to forget such a day where you completely go against yourself and your survival instincts . now , i am better , i got help , sort of , but its funny how the person who tried to take their life was the exact same person who decided to work on their life and get better . and even if its been only just a couple of weeks since my attempt , i do not feel like dying anymore , i dont want to die anymore . i want to live , i want to see myself grow , experience life and joy , i have so much potential , i want to fulfill my dreams , thrive in my hobbies and create a space for myself . my only goal in life has always been to just , be here , i guess , to just do whatever i want to . the memories of that night still linger in my mind , the reminders will always be here with me , but i can choose to either learn from myself and get stronger or fall back into a worse spot . the choice is mine , its all mine , and maybe , maybe , maybe , just this once , i will actually take this , not my life , but the choice , to live , and experience life and joy . life always finds a way

[@swdnwss]

mfw i want to kill myself again. where has my mind gone oh good heavens

[@meowstruckreal]

tldr please

[@mentaljinger6087]

This is a emotion that i think no other artist can make us feel

[@leximay4477]

Listening to this while driving your car at night would be such a vibe

[@bowlofcheerios_]

Thanks for the idea

[@twary1911]

If you want to know whether a song is good or not, play it while driving at night

[@mcxploders6704]

Yea if you wanna crash

[@DanNguyen-sh6go]

I deliver food for Doordash. I put this song on during a delivery and ended up at the customer's house 15 minutes earlier than expected.

[@ADMmachine]

i just saw a comment of someone who got in a car crash while listening to this-

[@2Dtube1]

stay safe. we're out here, silent. but we get it. we're all in this together. alone, but together.

[@mechadendrite739]

We must "Stick Apart"

[@axelhanne8238]

just a reminder to seek help if you need it. You don't know how great it feels

[@deva561]

dude that was really touchy...

[@ThatDude-qw1sg]

I respect this comment

[@richter2842]

In an age of constant change and stimulation, we only grow more apart. To appreciate the company of another human makes the other feel real.

[@vortextremo]

A year has just passed and i just played this song full volume at my headphones. Cant describe how much your music has helped me jvnko, thanks for all the great memories.

[@aricbathory7212]

Sitting alone at a bar/lounge drinking straight vodka on my birthday I love you jvnko

[@shaggdagg]

Hey everyone sewerslvt is in a bad place right now show her some love alright? She's a good gal and deserves a hell of a lot more than what she's got

[@user-ss1sq5vu1m]

Tbh i thought she was a girl for a while Edit: just rediscovered this reply, also nvm she is a girl

[@f67739]

@@user-ss1sq5vu1m lmao everyone knows girls can't produce/sequence music

[@shizenkv]

@@f67739everyone knows girls don't exist

[@voyager_105]

im pretty sure sewer is a girl but okay

[@namelessking9399]

what happened with him

[@semproniaprocax2942]

Retro is getting more and more modern, we’ve gone from ‘80s synthwave, to ‘90s vaporwave, now we’ve reached ‘2000s wave

[@mumzy996]

crazy frog vibes

[@Viktuz.Excelzior]

Scary😳

[@SF-zm2py]

It's about time, too...

[@gavinclark6891]

80's has vapour. just like synth, vapor is a concrete approach now. As much as I hated the thou's, any 'wave is good 'wave.

[@breakingawesome4888]

I remember getting this in my recommended some time in january of 2020 and that's how I discovered sewerslvt's music. ever since I've never been impacted by music the same way sewer's music impacted me. I miss jvne and still listen to her music to this day

[@WORLDCRUSHER9000]

I know I'm late to the party but this is really good

[@anthoras]

I don't know in what state of mind you have to be in order to make this kind of music, but I can tell you what state this song reminds me of. Ever felt peckish, a bit hungry, but not hungry enough to actually have to eat? Just hungry enough to feel that pain. And have you then ever opened your fridge to grab something, looked at everything in it, and then closed it not having taken anything? You're kind of hungry, but don't have any appetite. You want to eat, but you can't find anything you want to eat. Not even the smell of freshly cooked food is enough to rouse your appetite. And so you don't eat, and have to go on, feeling that pain, feeling that push to eat something, you keep going to the fridge only to look with apathy at what's inside, and then close it again. The state of mind I'm talking about is similar. You want to do something, anything, but nothing is interesting enough. But not only that, it feels like you don't want to do anything. It feels like laying in bed, and just staring at a wall, or celling is what you want to do. But if you do, you're going to start feeling restless. You'll feel like you have to move, do something. There are so many things you want to do, or that you could do just for the fun of it. But no, there's nothing that interest you. Any activity seems either too difficult, too mundane, too annoying, not stimulating enough, it would take too much time, it doesn't last long enough, too complex, etc. So you end up standing up in order to lay back down again. Now, you can force yourself to do something, but it doesn't fill you with joy. Nothing does. The only thing you feel consistently is frustration. And not the kind that turns into anger. No, that would be too easy to deal with. Anger can at the very least motivate you to action. If you feel angry, you want to do something about it, express it in some form or another. You're just plain frustrated. There doesn't seem to be any reason for you being like this. There's nothing that overly worries you, nothing to keep you awake at night, nothing going wrong, nothing that feels too inadequate, you're quite happy with the direction in which your life's headed. This state seemingly appears out of nowhere, at random, with nothing that could be considered a cause, and doesn't last for a consistent amount of time. There doesn't seem to be any similarity between these... episodes. If you're out for a walk while in this state, you might think you're staring at nothing in particular. Your eyes are fixated, but on a point, and not an object. But then you find out you have been staring at something all along, and you only notice it when something drastically changes, like the window you've been looking at suddenly opens, or someone looks out of it. And all of this could be fine if it was just that. Yeah, you're frustrated for no particular reason, but at least you can think to entertain yourself. But it's not just that. You can't think, or rather, you can't perceive your thoughts. You have them, you're sure of it, but you can't recall them. Not even after you've just had them. The reason you're certain you were thinking, is because you remember thinking, but that's all. You don't remember what it was, or how it made you feel, you just remember your mind was preoccupied with something, and if it came from the previous thought, or it was something entirely new. Sometimes you think about something for quite a bit, and sometimes thoughts exit your mind as quickly as they entered. And no matter how hard you try, you can't recall anything other than there having been something to recall. It's as if you're laying in the backseat of a car that's driving somewhere. Your eyes are closed, and the only thing you can hear is the engine running. You don't know where you are, or where you're headed. You're simply there, along for the ride. But there's nothing fun about this ride. You want to open your eyes, see what's out there, but you can't. They just won't, not because you've been blindfolded, or something like that, but because they simply won't. You're drowsy, but you want to stand up. But your body doesn't want to move. You're between wakefulness and sleep. Both and neither at the same time. You want to speak to the driver, but your mouth won't move. All this frustrates you, but it's being kept in check by the lethargy, making sure it doesn't build up into anger. All you can do if lay there, and feel how the car moves. Each turn the car makes is like a thought exiting, and a new one entering. The straight parts of the journey are you thinking about something. You know the car made turns. You know that it spent quite a bit of time not making any turns, you can even remember some of the sequences of turns. First left, drive a bit, left again, quick right, drive a bit longer, turn left again... But you don't remember all of them, or where they were made, or even where the journey started. Usually it's not this extreme, you can still function normally, your mind is just a bit fogged, your interests faded a bit, you want to do a bit more of everything, and also a bit less. But the frustration is a constant. You ask your friend if you want to meet. You want to do something with them. But once you've met, you feel unsatisfied. You want to be alone again. You talk to them about some subject or another, but you can't express yourself precisely enough. You hear your own words, and think: "No, that's not quite what I mean". So you get frustrated. And of course your friend doesn't understand what you actually mean, you failed to adequately express yourself. So you get frustrated at their not getting it. But never enough for you to change the subject. Never enough for you to call it a day. Nothing feels satisfactory, nothing scratches that itch quite right. Not even discovering something new, something you might otherwise enjoy, or be at least interested in, nothing manages to excite or calm you enough. This is what this song feels like. I first found this song outside of this... lethargic hyperactivity, narcoleptic restlessness, whatever you'd like to call it. And I didn't like it. It feels too frantic, and the slower parts feel too long. But when I listend to in that state, the frustration lessened. It was still there, but not as much. It's as if both sides got what they wanted. The ps2 startup-like sound, as well as the "oh"s and "ah"s playing in the same pattern, constantly being clearly audible, and them being so soothing managed to satisfy the need for something calming. But at the same time, everything else playing quite frantically managed to keep the hyperactive side preoccupied. So both sides, both needs were met at the same time. And so, the frustration wasn't as severe as before. Quite the song.

[@teeth1729]

the first parts really described how ive been feeling recently. youre really amazing at writing honestly.

[@BeckerAviation]

Reading this while listening to the song, specially the midpoint was so on point. Thanks for putting on text a recurring emotion

[@Ceereeal]

this is such a good comment holy shit, describes the song perfectly and I can also relate a bit to pretty much everything here unfortunately

[@leaf6777]

thank you for putting it into words

[@thatbitchnoemie]

Dude you just described my entire life better than I ever could. Allow me to screenshot this for my therapist to understand a bit better.

[@kenjikl4225]

POV: You’re fighting the last boss, but it has a ton of transformations.

[@water1374]

And I've gained Stockholm syndrome and am now attracted to the boss because at least it's keeping me away from the fear and anxiety that typically come with trying to survive in this society.

[@Toxicgamerdog]

>transformations I GET IT

[@HastelloyC276]

Flowey

[@SKreatywny]

the last phase is yourself

[@HastelloyC276]

@@SKreatywny based

[@cerealissoup84]

you've had such an impact on so many people, thanks for it all

[@silly.goose__]

This song floods my mind with emotions no human mind can even describe in words, this song is amazing honestly.

[@RobinCould]

holy shit dude this slaps, no joke, it really makes me wanna get up and dance, it makes me feel like im being taken to another world, and i dont wanna leave that world

[@gabrielburato3265]

WELCOME TO THE DRUM & BASS FIELDS.

[@omae_wa_mou_shindeiru3888]

ngl make me wanna go on a acid trip while watching adult swim

[@Isaax]

Sounds like the exact kind of song that would piss me off in Beat Saber with its excessive difficulty and length.

[@nyasafox1265]

@@Sewerslvt idk your songs are good stamina and consistency training on a game i shall not name

[@chimarrito123]

I can't believe I found this song from a shitpost video about welding electrical wires.

[@cherri_chip7257]

do link, this is a very intriguing premise

[@paranormeow]

I’m convinced that Jvne is an angel who came to earth to try and show us what heavens music is like

[@markymark9378]

It’s like the OG PlayStation intro meets the “sonic Heroes” theme

[@motherohmy]

Hahahahhaahahahhahah

[@CherrrryPopppp]

it gives me vibes of white jungle from sonic adventure 2

[@chikki7145]

This sounds like what it feels like to go insane

[@LukeDukeShoot]

attention people coming from the algorithm, please sub to sewerslvt, he is an amazing talented guy, and a huge inspiration for me. also, sewerslvt, if you are reading this, i hope you don't you have to deal with thoughts of harming yourself anymore, cheers to a new decade.

[@firal556]

@@Sewerslvt I am just saying, use the praise well, use it to fuel your creative mind. People will come back for more.

[@omae_wa_mou_shindeiru3888]

Sewerslvt your song is very creative and sounds something out of some old school beats with adult swim vibe into it and its amazing keep up the great work I love it 🥰

[@justwow768]

@@Sewerslvt yay \o/ good for you man!

[@SanrioHorror]

B E T

[@Vaibryn]

@@Sewerslvt Came here from Recommendation Gang. Just enjoy the ride for now. I'm a depresso myself and srsly I know how it feels like when people have high expectations of you. But do not worry. People will just vibe and be glad whenever you upload I bet

[@grrrl.pusher]

wishing her all the love in the fucking world 🌎 💖 she deserved so much better

[@shadowboy2818]

@@blfp_ cancel culture and that her girlfriend killed herself in a psych ward with smuggled chemicals, which made her quit making music.

[@conduitultra]

Wish they would just come back : (

[@serricardodemilosviii245]

what happened to her?

[@shadowboy2818]

@@serricardodemilosviii245 umm...u read my reply right???

[@CMDR_RileyAngel]

@@serricardodemilosviii245 well, she got canceled for her past... Even tho she changed a lot since her early days. :(

[@Quantum973]

I came here from r/place cause I had no idea what "sewerslut" was. Holy fuck this is some good dnb. Kudos to you guys

[@therealzizmon1748]

It's breakcore more than anything but yeah

[@g2n1337]

@@therealzizmon1748 i think its just derivative from dnb

[@dlrss1v274]

lmaoo

[@Faunarr]

@@therealzizmon1748 eh, its hard to call it breakcore. some of her songs are breakcore. but for the most part. Most of them I'd simply Consider ambient dnb. There's often a small amount of chopped aggressive breaks in her songs. and mostly just repeats or has usually light alterations to the breaks. Still a fantastic artist tho.

[@Yamata4TW]

This song was a trip and a half. The immersion was perfect. Well done.

[@kyaabeii]

this is what rubbing your eyes and staring at the sun sounds like

[@dionan1fan]

I wanna try that

[@mamahayat5698]

@@dionan1fan dont also diona pfp?

[@videogamemaster689]

No it is not

[@Smoke7720]

Thank you for putting out such great music. Really has helped me during one of the most lowest points of my life. I hope you’re healing and take care.

[@sockz09]

this song has gotten me through one of the worst periods of my life thank you for creating these sounds.

[@cataloupe3914]

This is what falling sounds like. It’s rapid, melancholic and euphoric all at once.

[@iceyhotfire]

As someone who does action sports (Freestyle BMX to be specific) I have to disagree.

[@AramaxTheHuman]

I swear I remember seeing an internet argument here lol

[@kawosdhdos]

In your head maybe but falling in reality is different

[@cataloupe3914]

@@AramaxTheHuman haha that would be really dumb lol

[@cataloupe3914]

@@kawosdhdos totally valid, but i was really going off of how it looks like it would feel in media and stuff :)

[@10fingers61]

the anime aesthetic, DnB, and "kill myself" mood make me feel a weird connection to you. hell yeah.

[@exeterd9]

Trash Caliente everyone here is connected

[@literallyasuka2996]

"No matter where you go, everyone is connected" -Lain Iwakura

[@junpei6180]

Feel a wired connection*

[@carissa2534]

I’ll miss u. I understand everything that you’ve gone thru and I’ll always enjoy ur music ❤️ it got me thru my depression and breakups countless times . Thank u

[@jessnobotak6038]

truly its the

[@owlwithagun8249]

Agreed, it has got to be the

[@draw4everyone]

the uhhh the gotbdamn th uh

[@Hannah-ld8hz]

I fell asleep listening to a playlist and this song had popped up as soon as i woke up from a traumatic nightmare, this song is so comforting and i feel like sobbing listening to it, thank you so much Sewerslvt ilysm.

[@cadenhannon3273]

I feel like if this was playing after a nightmare I’d be terrified lol

[@bandannadee9370]

@@cadenhannon3273 so basically you think this is boss music

[@The_Penis_Eek]

When the world is ending in seconds I'm climbing to my roof as soon as possible and blasting this as I watch my life crumble

[@The_Penis_Eek]

@k3nny the world will end my jars will be shattered by then.

[@The_Penis_Eek]

@k3nny *you've found out my secret*

[@The_Penis_Eek]

@k3nny i n d e e d

[@marcelinescoldfry]

@@The_Penis_Eek do you have sayoris thought jars

[@The_Penis_Eek]

@@marcelinescoldfryI haven't counted all my jars in some years so it might be possible I have one

[@blzrL]

i hate how much ive been considering it recently, this song really just represents how im feeling overall. i wish i could get out of the situation i was in.

[@lessel3465]

I'm in the same boat for me these thoughts have come creeping back in for a long time. Find a way To get out of your situation I know its not easy but just keep on going you will make it through your endeavor.

[@blzrL]

@@lessel3465 ill try my best, thank you

[@afteraft5206]

i dont know you, you dont know me, but i really hope the best for you. i have been there, and i know how debilitating that can feel. its not something anyone ever deserves. i believe in you

[@Alex-iq2oz]

Your chaotic melodic music clears the clutter from my mind ive never felt more focused than ever when I listen to your music thank you Jvne

[@s3bastian654]

This song makes me feel like I'm a bath bomb, dissolving into the universe...

[@aarchon8276]

Discord?

[@s3bastian654]

@ʀᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ what a mood though

[@s3bastian654]

@@aarchon8276 check my channel description I just added it

[@Nyce2Everyone]

Lmao

[@cachemist4149]

isnt that ego death or smth

[@Flygoniaks]

What I like about this song is that the title makes you think that it'll be just another stupid joke song about killing yourself, but instead you get an absolute banger *without any lyrics at all.* This means that the piece excellently proves humanity's ability to convey emotions through music, regardless of vocals. Believe it or not, this is a truth that isn't apparent to a large portion of modern music listeners, so this has its place. You've truly created something wonderful here; I can't wait to hear more from you!

[@Eeter26]

h

[@egglion7931]

I live for music that conveys emotion without vocals

[@dal_luna]

Please this comment is amazing. People still have the audacity to call non english music crap when this comment and this song exists. People need to see this more

[@MatthewManney]

It says die in japanese lol but yea just being an ass. This is my favorite type of music. Not in terms of genre, but in the sense it has no real lyrics and conveys deep hidden emotions that most abandon and forget exist if they ever knew them in the first place.

[@budgized]

Over a year ago this video appeared in my recommended and changed my idea of music forever, thanks Jvne it’s been great.

[@zyzy7102]

i miss you

[@lessel3465]

We all do Jvne will make it through this pain.

[@killjoy8097]

she alive ?

[@lessel3465]

@@killjoy8097 Jvne is alive shes just retired and recovering from the loss of her girlfriend

[@killjoy8097]

@@lessel3465 oh

[@GentaroYumeno]

She's back as Cynthoni now :) check her new album in her channel

[@dukepuddingdale]

Luck is the skill afforded to the one who never gives up.

[@Juan-yn4zs]

Then it's no more luck than their effort.

[@commenteroftruth9790]

@@Juan-yn4zs not really, you can try without any goal or motivation and get lucky.

[@wilard95]

What’s that from?

[@brendanmckenna7613]

A google search for the exact phrase brings up this and another video by the same creator of this one. Its probably just a personal riff off of statements like "make your own luck" and "fortune favors the bold."

[@cmc3223]

I think this means that luck is more likely to come to the person that keeps trying. Like, when you constantly roll the dice, you'll eventually get a good outcome. As opposed to someone that rarely takes risks, and therefore doesn't have as many chances to get the lucky roll.

[@mermynator]

FINALLY I found a dnb artist who just goes beast mode and just shits all over the normal conventions while still sounding good! Astounding job! Keep it up man!

[@bleakronnie]

I mean... have you ever heard of ambient jungle

[@raptorf-7774]

It's Breakcore

[@k-leb4671]

There's a lot of dnb or dnb-orbiting artists that do that.

[@_caoss]

@@raptorf-7774 i'd say it's more footcore

[@damagedlykin]

@@raptorf-7774 it's a mix of different things... First thing that came to my mind was dnb as well... Some sewerslvt songs even have elements of rawstyle or uptempo. And dnb is found in many other genres as well and can easily be built on

[@jstn9914]

In case anyone missed it, Jvne is back. :)

[@P41AS]

where

[@airreloads4152]

​@@P41ASunder the new alias cynthoni

[@Erik-hx3eo]

I need more songs like this with chaotic drum but melodic synth

[@biddyfox]

literally just look up 90s liquid dnb this is probably the most entry level possible example of this.

[@Crazed-oi3bs]

@@biddyfox thanks was trying to find what it was called

[@biddyfox]

@@Crazed-oi3bs YW. sorry for being really confrontational about it i was having a bad day

[@Crazed-oi3bs]

@@biddyfox hope its all good now, currently getting stuck into the genre so thanks again