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[@Daniellei2302]

Who remembers the Squiggles days before Allie was fully introduced to the vlogs :)

[@claudiabadia3605]

Yes I was thinking of that the other day

[@MusicalK93]

Me, although I will admit I stopped watching around that time because I thought he moved on too fast and it made me really sad. Obviously I'm older now and realise that most divorces almost symbolise the very end of a long struggle.

[@adrianazashen]

@@MusicalK93 🙋

[@John_Lemon23]

Me

[@aubreyluvsyou1]

Can we just appreciate the cat just straight up chilling in the background. I know this is a more heavy video but I was so distracted by the floof.

[@aubreyluvsyou1]

@Alan Brown I legit got sad when the cat disappeared for a second.

[@Cowgirlfrom_Hell]

Yeah cats don’t give a fuck and I love it 😂

[@Heidicr60]

🙂 100% LOVED Luna vlog bombing❤️. Could she be more comfortable?... Me thinks not!

[@DoeiDenise]

I love how Luna's just chilling in the back

[@jessygarci]

She's a Happy Fat Cat!! 🤣 😸

[@jaclynstepnowski9649]

I've been out of the loop, but do they still have Rica?

[@Gambeli02]

@@jaclynstepnowski9649 Yep, she tends to hole up in comfy places, like deep inside Char's closet.

[@EdHardy2552]

I treasure the OG KZbinrs that have been around for more then a decade and have built this platform. Those like Shay, Olga K, Meghan Tonjes, Phillip DeFranco, FRED, old Smosh, Ray William Johnson, and so many more on. Before the days of PlayList Live and Vid Con. Before Fine Brothers reacted, before KZbinrs had merch and then when KZbin Merch was sold only at hot topic and the DFTBA store. I am so thankful to have grown alongside you and watched your family and friends flourish. I've been watching before ROFL copter days, pre other Alli engagement, and it fills me with joy and pride to see you, Charles, and your friends, flourishing and smiling. Whenever I need a pick me up, I visit your channel and that of those who I've watched for over a decade, and it feels like I'm having a check in with an old friend. I am so happy for you and the brilliantly beautiful family you've created. One can feel that you and Allie have similar souls, you guys are old souls, a rock boy and a flower child. The match couldn't be more perfect, neither could your daughter, a true ray of sunshine. Thank you for still being here, thank you for being real, thank you for posting and inviting us in day after day, year after year. I am grateful. Also, thank you for your old banana bread recipe from the CTFxC website, the one where you put the flour in last just cause. I've been using it for years.

[@Camden0203]

Charles, your maturity shows. Been watching since day one. Just keep being ya’ll.

[@lauravianneysturgell6336]

I think, the vlogs are more grown up now. Back then it was more 2 young people having fun but got hit with grown up situations.

[@charles]

Thats a great way to explain it!

[@tamilcinemareview]

Hope you are great Charles. There was a time when I never missed even a single vlog of yours. I wish the family the best for everything to come !! 💐💐💐.

[@BrandiDawnn3]

I have been watching you since around Day 40 or so. You and Shay helped me through so much and my heart constantly aches when I think about how things have changed so much with KZbin. Thank you for being you!

[@sherylAA]

Being a viewer since day 77 I have seen Charles go through so much. The good the bad and everything inbetween. Charles has grown up so much with everything he has experienced over these years. I can honestly say that even though Charles may have not shown certain aspects of his life in vlogs, he has always had a way of showing his heart of gold in all 4,209 vlogs. It's clear to me that no matter what he's shown you, you can always see the light in his heart radiate through the screen with the love he feels for his family, wife, Remi, and his CTFxC viewers.😊 Your like a perfect stranger and best friend.

[@smellybanjangles]

I've followed Charles for years but not watched a WHOLE lot with Allie. Just want to say that Allie is actually SO down to earth. Wow. A total breath of fresh air!

[@charles]

She will love to hear this

[@claudiabadia3605]

She’s beautiful inside and out. Very sweet and humble

[@Kinuoxx]

I like that compared to a lot of other vloggers, you still have a comment section that isn't just everyone repeating the same few sentences. It's still a really nice open forum. Been here since before the first wedding.

[@p3hsarp3]

I for one really appreciate your honesty. It can’t be easy sharing your life everyday and to continue through the hardest parts shows great strength of character. Thank you for sharing with us - much love from the UK

[@nkh3887]

I agree. Charles, you are so brave!!! You make this look easy which of course, it isn’t! And may I just say, every little girl needs a Dad like you. Remi🌻is beyond lucky and she will learn how to be honest and cool BY YOUR EXAMPLE.🌟🌟🌟

[@emilygavalier7293]

I was honestly one of those people who came to the CTFxC looking for an escape. In a day full of panic attacks, I got to look forward to 10 minutes every single day of calm and happiness. Knowing what I know now, I cannot thank Charles enough for that positive place. He sacrificed so much to give us an escape from our problems, even when he was dealing with his own. Sure, the vlog style may have changed since then, but I feel like I've been changing right along with the vlogs. So basically what I am trying to say is thank you, Charles, for giving me a place of comfort and happiness. I am forever grateful for all of the smiles and laughs throughout the years, especially when I needed them the most. I am so excited to see where life takes your little family next. I really hope to meet you again when WTK goes back on tour!

[@MalloryHowlett]

I’ve been here for the last 8 years, I’ve watched everything and loved it, I’ve finished university, got married and had two babies and still love sitting down and watching you guys when they’re asleep! I love seeing you grow as a person, as a couple and now as a family, I love the change in your channel as I feel it’s stayed relevant to me personally. Thankyou so much for everything. X

[@chloemarie7069]

I’ve been watching since the Venice beach days with shay and his family. It’s been incredible to grow up with these videos and see you grow as a person.

[@x3converse3x]

I love how loving and completely understanding Allie is about everything. She is so genuine and kind. She's someone to look up to. Love!! 💕

[@mkecran]

Love the cat sleeping on the couch - great "product" placement (kidding ha ha ha)

[@pataaayy]

There are many things we regret, however we live and learn! The darkness will go away once you find your light! This video felt a bit nostalgic and emotional, I love you two so much🤍

[@candsbroadway]

I think you should call this series "TRIPPY TALKS".

[@touchmeimfamousx]

Loving the trippy talks!

[@claudiabadia3605]

Yes

[@DoeiDenise]

I've grown up watching you and I feel like your content has grown up too. It's not only the fun and games stuff now, it's the grown up problems and real serious stuff that I deal with in my own life as an adult too now. It's relatable and nice to kind of go through mental struggles and moving houses alongside you. I really feel like I've matured at the same time as the videos. And I really appreciate how goofy you still are! Even adult life can be fun and games :D

[@charles]

Thank you and thats awesome to hear. WE relate to you guys as much as you say you do to us.

[@dianajuarez7668]

I love the way you guys have conversations. Understand each other and take time to listen and actually understand Its beautiful

[@theresawilliams7627]

I started watching when I was 15 and I’m 23 now. Although I haven’t watched every single video, it’s an oddly comforting feeling knowing that your videos have been a constant that whole time. Also saw you and We The Kings in Grand Rapids, MI at my first concert I ever went to. Thanks for doing what you do 🥰

[@3xcluzive_barber]

Been watching 8 years I’m 20 now

[@LivesLaughsLoves0323]

Same! I’m 23 now and I have been watching since I was like 14/15!

[@tss3393]

I was supposed to go to that concert with my wife when we were dating, but couldn't because I goofed up my work schedule. One of my big regrets from that point in our relationship.

[@BeckiLiddsX]

I remember meeting you guys at SlamDunk when Allie was still squiggles. You guys are genuinely the most grounded, nicest people ever :) Still watching ten years later and I like that your material has grown up with you. 💙

[@kathleenmann4293]

I think you’ve grown in your videos as you’ve grown in life. And it’s only natural your vlogs would grow with you. I absolutely love watching y’all on a day to day basis. Charles, my son & I met you at a We the Kings meet & greet a few years ago & you are exactly like you are on here! So genuine and nice and just downright cool. Thank y’all for just being you. Love that about y’all & your vlogs! ❤️

[@kaittomlin2265]

I've been kicking around here for a long time, but haven't watched in a while because between college and work I just normally don't have time. But I think watching this one, that this is the most growth I've seen here. You've all come a long way, and it's cool to see you mature over the years, and recognize the highs and lows. All the best vibes.

[@charles]

Kait, Thank you. We definitely are immature but yes we do believe we have grown so much over the years. Especially me. Thank you for the constant support

[@havingagiggle8817]

I have watched ctfxc from day 5. Which was many years ago! I was 18 back then. Watching ctfxc has made the hard times brighter. I have watched this channel every day for a long time. When i lost my mum to cancer in 2019 i was greatful for ctfxc because the positivity and the reality helped so much. Now that im almost 30 i still watch them. How the years fly!! Thank you guys! You are amazing role models!!

[@sailboatrn7372]

I like the fact that you are more “you now” we do watch these blogs for entertainment but we also watch them because we feel a connection to you and your family. I started watching because I am a retired nurse and was looking for surgery videos!! I am hooked now.I came in during your second surgery.

[@rachaelBism]

I started watching CTFXC when Charles And speed were getting engaged. maybe even before that... I guess i was around 14/15. I was really surprised when you guys split. All the drama started so i stopped watching, it was too much, I already was coping with a split in my family and the deception pissed me off.. i didnt see it from your guys view. then i checked back a year or 2 later, Seen how much of a beautiful person Ali is, i think it was when she had that virus... Im so sorry you guys have been judged and scrutinized most of your online lives. This video has really made me feel something I am so sorry for judging you Charles, I really am. being 26 now i TOTALLY GET IT.I GET IT ALL. i wish i kept watching and rooting you on. I'll make up for it now. you guys rock.

[@SomeBritishHuman]

Your story is crazily similar to mine about CTFXC.

[@mollousha]

Do you happen to know how old they were when they got married first?

[@John_Lemon23]

❤️

[@Nandoman520]

I absolutely adore you guys and have seen growth and maturity of Charles and Allie over the years while still maintaining that goofiness (and love/respect for each other) that makes you so endearing. And remember that the person you are now and into the future is different than the person you were in your twenties.

[@maisieliberty1319]

Love that you do this mix of vlogs and sit down talk about life and thoughts and other sit down videos like your react to old videos one now. It's a good thing I think :)

[@duckwaterfoundations8696]

I think it’s very important that they constantly talk about things that affected them in the past because it’s wonderful therapy. It shows a lot of growth and healing but some wounds will never heal but you can always learn.

[@musiclover23wvu]

Thank you for every day you share with us. Today for me went from having small life changing opportunity to being completely disappointed and upset. But you guys are so comforting to listen to and watch. You have been a wonderful constant the last several years. Love you ❤ thank you!

[@kathyrizzi8754]

Wisdom always increases with age, no matter how old you get, you learn about life until we’re gone! ⌛️

[@gabbycollins4627]

Been watching since almost the beginning...love your videos so much and they help me get through my depressing life. Allie, I'm sorry you were bullied and you shouldn't have been subjected to that but you're such a beautiful and strong woman and you're perfect for Charles. Charles, you're an amazing husband and father and just an amazing human being. You've been through so much and you're still kicking ass.

[@emb1218]

I absolutely LOVE how honest and raw this video is! I’m agree with Allie in that I also absolutely love when people peel back the curtain of perfection that most people want to portray online. Vulnerability is relatable. My husband and I are at the point we’re starting to discuss kids within the next few years (we’re both on the fence about it). It’s nice to see what to expect and learn about baby things. You both seem like the most down to earth, genuine, kindest people and I wish we knew ya’ll in real life. Charles and my husband would get along great with the bad dad jokes, intelligent conversations, and technology & other nerdy interests. Oh, and he also plays bass and as well! You both just radiate positivity and love. I love your energies.

[@panderson89]

I’ve been a viewer since year 1 so I’ve seen all the ups and downs that you guys have been through and you’ve been there through all my hard times and have gotten me through it all. Lives change and in your case it seems for the better regardless of what people on the outside looking in perceive. Just know that the true CTFxCers are always there for you no matter what 🙌🏻

[@adrianazashen]

"you don't go to your job to get bullied" Retail and food workers: 👁️💧👄💧👁️

[@katherineseyer7044]

Your videos have got me through so many bad times in life. You share the good and the bad... the real. I just want you guys to know how amazing you guys are. You guys have been through so much and you never let life make you bitter. You guys are inspirational. Even though the views may be down, keep doing what you do. You are still touching many lives ❤️

[@kayleechiu512]

I remember when we were first introduced to Allie and seeing people who called themselves "fans" of Charles totally RIP HER APART. That made me so absolutely mad that they would feel the need to judge Allie and judge the situation without actually knowing what was happening behind the scenes. I am so thankful that Allie stuck with Charles and with the vlogs. I love you Allie and I hope you know the true supporters want both Charles and you to be happy.

[@aac202173]

It’s the fact that he hid what was going on that allowed people to speculate and assume the worst. That’s his fault he should’ve been truthful about it.

[@allycat619]

I have followed this channel since year one. I have always loved how open you are and how you dont care about sharing your life with the internet. You could say you are a real life truman show. This being said I feel that, even though i loved Alli Speed, Allie is such a better fit for you. You can see that you two are so well togerher and that you are fantastic parents. I will always watch, souly because yalls positivity keeps me going through the day 💙 i love you Charles and Allie keep up the fantastic work

[@findingmyhappiness8952]

I miss alli speed 🤧

[@Graceroadto3k]

What happened

[@cameronholley9016]

Same man, no offense to new Allie but I just wish there was a closure with it, with both of them in that video.

[@JC-bs5pd]

@@cameronholley9016yeah he ended it in a very immature way, hopefully he learned from that

[@jamescowley6555]

So open, Charles you have been through so much. 💗 to you and Allie and all your family

[@taylorebling8394]

i’ve been so blessed to have discovered your videos back in 2010 and have enjoyed them ever since. i love having allie (and remi) as part of these vlogs and couldn’t imagine it any other way. while this is your job, i hope that you continue to make these vlogs for the purpose of having a collection of the highs and lows that life has brought so remi (and future babies) can watch them down the line and realize how cool her parents are ☺️

[@leaann4870]

I started watching when I was a teen dealing with really bad health issues and was being hospitalized constantly. Your vlogs made me feel like I wasn’t alone during those dark times and I hope that you feel that same support from this community. I felt like I got to live vicariously through your adventures while I was too sick to go out. Your online presence as touched so many people in so many different ways and hearing this honesty was really refreshing. Much love to you guys always 🤍

[@ta2807]

Honestly....I enjoy nowadays "real life" vlogs way more than the old ones... please keep going on with this amazing real vlog format 🤗🥰

[@dglamour11]

From a person that has been around for a long time, left, and now back... the reason why people including myself felt that you were “fake” or felt betrayed was because you guys always talked about how “real” but then BOOM! A lot of us invested time and our money so ppl took it personally. Fast forward to now, this video & the tone is sort of what ppl were asking for back then. The thing is, we all make choices and suffer consequences in life. I’m sure everyone has learned and have grown. Even though I personally don’t know Charles, I’m proud of his growth & Allie brings a light that wasn’t here before. So happy for the both of you. You guys deserve happiness no matter what. Wishing you guys many more blessings! 🍕🍕🍕

[@charles]

Thank you for this comment Devon and I am truly so sorry you felt betrayed. I love sharing my life and that was a time where I was angry, upset, frustrated and didn't really know how talk about everything after the separation. Thank you for the support

[@dglamour11]

@@charles I completely understand & appreciate that. You should never have to apologize for living your life & doing what’s best for your peace & happiness!

[@SlimRose30]

I have a question...why does everyone want Allie to be such a jealous miserable woman after all these years? She's a married woman with a child she made with the love of her life. Allie is a solid woman. I have another question...why does everyone think Char should still owe his ex wife anything after many years have passed? Don't we all have ex's? don't we all move on? How often do you even think about your ex? Char is literally human,...a human with a camera; have some decency guys, some of the Speed questions are coming off instigative. Almost like you don't want him to be happy and progress in life, Allie as well. THEY. ARE. REGULAR. HUMAN. PEOPLE. JUST. LIKE. YOU. AND. ME. Treat them as such. If you're a supporter and feel a closeness to them, treat them as you would a friend and give them some breathing room with certain issues/topics.

[@natevic1867]

Because the world is still sad enough to think women are jealous bitter women who never get over their exes. Lmao they did it to Jennifer Aniston for a good 15 years, it’s pathetic. No woman pines for a man forever. He wouldn’t be her ex if she wasn’t ready to let him go.

[@r12joy96]

It's strange because Alli Speed has a beautiful girlfriend and probably does not care about Charles in the slightest.

[@SlushyCheese]

@@r12joy96 wait what? She is a lesbian? Sorry I haven't watched ctfxc since the breakup but is this true that Ali is dating a women now? Sorry for the 2 year reply lol

[@punkqueen1022]

The way he handled it and said and did things concerning Speed at the time wasn't right. Him admitting this and showing he was wrong shows he has grown up.

[@mellowscorpio]

I hope the views go up just so you guys can relax a little. You make good and positive content and deserve the support. Thanks for answering so many questions

[@clairesmusic4489]

Tbh didn’t realise the views were down will try harder to interact more with blogs for sure I wanna say I’ve been watching for nearly 10 years now it’s crazy. Keep doing what yous are doing ✌️💜

[@DaftFader]

Yeah unfortunatly they have dropped significantly! I think a lot of charls's original young audiance grew up and adults have way less time to watch youtube, also they like diferant things. That's why I belive this new direction they are taking with open hounest disscusion taking president is a wise move as it may appeal to the old audiance more now they are older and bring some back. I havn't had a ctfxc vid recomended to me in a couple of years, then this vid suddenly popped up in my feed, so they are doing something right. :)

[@selenarose5042]

10+ year viewer here!! No one can pass judgement on you guys, because at the end of the day the audience is only seeing a very small glimpse into your lives. But I will say I have a great amount of respect for you guys for being so consistently open and honest about the good, the bad and the ugly. Charles has always had an understanding that his viewers are curious about his life and also respects that we will have questions and opinions but still tries to communicate his best to this little community we built together. I wish you and your beautiful family nothing but the best!! ❤️

[@emeraldt94]

Being honest here, I knew the separation was coming 3 vlogs before it came out. It was a vibe. Thank you for being honest

[@pollyhowell3497]

I was there thru all the early stuff but I have to say I love watching Remi!! I never get bored watching her crazy little jabbers! She is amazing. So I guess I’m just a Grandma and it’s fun to see what she’s up to next!!

[@jeaniehynes5446]

Definitely appreciate the vulnerability! Very refreshing to see online these days.

[@meohmaiah7335]

Charles and ally, you two are happy and that makes me as as fan happy! Thank you for always being positive but still being true to yourselves

[@kristenperez2291]

I want to say that I knew something was amiss with Charles and Ally Speed. Charles would be home watching Netflix and Ally would be out with her mom or friends having drinks. You guys went through so much as such a young age. You did what you wanted to at the time. Don't regret your decisions, they made you who you are today. We love you!!!

[@tamrissa]

ally posted/tweeted something in november (before it as announced) about ' i hate my entire life being on the internet' she quickly deleted after i asked whats wrong... i knew something was wrong but i didnt think it was THAT wrong. the crying so hard over the wedding album pic thing at xmas made sense after the fact, it was over already, we jsut didnt know it and they didnt know how to transition it with all of us. i wish they had of been more open with us but it is what it is and its not my life to share it was theirs. im just really glad he does sit down talk to camera and shares how shits going instead of trying to hide it. i appreciate that allie has made him more grounded and that he keeps it real

[@user-yo4zt5su3b]

Alli was SOOOO young though.

[@kristenperez2291]

@@user-yo4zt5su3b They were both young, and faced the unexpected together. Then it seems them grew apart.

[@user-yo4zt5su3b]

@@kristenperez2291 wasn’t she like 23?

[@candaceenicole]

“Having drinks” lol

[@kimberlymajor5185]

One of the things I admire most about Charles is to see how much he has matured over the years. From a young crazy 20 year old to a mature centered father and everything in between. Both of you are truly amazing parents too.

[@Mhalpin419]

Even though i don't get to watch as much as i use to. I love you guys and i do still watch when i can

[@BennettMarks]

Also as a creator myself, You have been on the internet for 15 years man! We'll support you no matter if you stop vlogging for a while or even if you vlog at least once a week or even vlog once a month! We are here for you guy homies. You have to realize that you are human as well which obviously you guys know. If you guys wanna take off one day and not come back I feel like we'll be okay with that since you have been here for so god dam long! Much love guys See you in the next one!

[@jacrispy8008]

What a journey this has been, I remember watching in the beginning during the apartment/movie review days and to see how far this has come and seeing the ups, downs and the start of a perfect little family form between you two has made me beyond happy to witness throughout the years. Much much much love to you guys and to many more.

[@Rachhlaur]

I’m so happy for you Charles!! You are hands down one of the strongest KZbinrs I’ve watched from the begging. You’ve always continue to be positive and stay true to who you are! Allie is the puzzle piece that’s been missing for you! :)

[@courtney69690]

Charles, you are the OG of KZbin and one of the very first vloggers on this app. Thank you for making my childhood what it was. I’ll never forgot the times I watched you grow your family as I grew up into adulthood. ❤️

[@BigManGaming777]

You've grown alot Charles. I've been watching your videos since my sister introduced me to them in middle school. I wanna say that was 2006. It has been an amazing ride so far watching you grow as a person. I doubt you remember but I once gave you a zelda wallet while you were on tour in Indianapolis. It was my first concert and such a blast. All that aside I wanna thank you for helping me see aspects of you that I admire and strive to implement into my own life.

[@kk0shhh_]

so damn proud to have been here since day 12 of the vlogs, you’ve gotten me through bad mental health episodes and dealing with a lot of trauma, thankyou for being so candid and honest with us ❤️ I’ve been a bit absent from keeping up with the vlogs but I’ve always made sure to check in with you guys. I’m thankful for you, thankful for allie (nee squiggles), and you finding each other, grateful for the dogs and of course, remi. I hope to be able to thank you IRL someday when the world works again, CTFxC

[@Amandapanda888]

I loved this video and the honesty and rawness. & Allie you’re so mature and it shows how healthy you and Charles are as a couple. Most women I know would be bothered about all the topics discussed. You’re mature enough to understand char had a past. Just as you did. I love it! 💕

[@mariahendricks1378]

One of the most beautiful things about the vlogs is that it is your life! And in life you grow and change, which means the vlogs will grow and change as time goes on; as a long time watcher, I will forever be grateful that I get to watch your life, no matter how much the vlogs may change❤️

[@amychillies17]

This video made had me so emotional and I don’t know why. I love seeing how beautifully you both have grown as a couple, especially you Charles 💕Watching this video was so calming, I loved it!

[@znessarockxmysocks]

I remember my favorite part of the day would be coming home from school to watch your vlogs. I grew up and merged away from youtube because life got too busy and I haven't watched in years, but I randomly wondered how you were doing and I'm so happy to see you're doing great and have such a cute family!

[@Victoria-pz5kj]

This video is amazing, I’ve watched ctfxc from the start and honestly the changes you went thru is you being human!!! You guys so strong and passionate and Allie , the person you are I strive to be one day! I love you guys, keep doing you!! I’ll be here always 💕

[@Victoria-pz5kj]

I hope in the near future we the kings goes on tour near VA!! I’d be there in a heart beat 🥲💕

[@BlueMolly2024]

I love how you guys are bring honest.

[@KBowWow75]

I remember watching in like 2008/9 and through the early 2010s. So much has changed in my life. I went off to college, moved to the PNW, then back home. Now I'm 30 and living in South Korea and teaching young kindergarteners. One day I hope I'll get married and have my own children too. That's one thing reflecting on your vlogs over the years. Your growth gives me hope for my own goals of starting a family come true someday.

[@agneris]

I love how mature this video was. You guys are doing just fine💖

[@emilymay6418]

I've been here since day 234 which blows my mind. As hard as change is, I've always wanted the best for you guys ❤️

[@emilymay6418]

And I want to say you were the first KZbin channel I followed, I was in my early teens. As weird as it sounds you taught me a lot about friendships, adversities and relationships. Now I've got two kids and I appreciate you guys so much

[@charles]

Thank you Emily

[@dannydanny9875]

10:45 He said it! I personally respect you for that along with many other things

[@louisalewis4631]

Thank you Charles and Allie for sharing the pivotal milestones of your lives with you over the years. May there be many more years to come.

[@jacrispy8008]

What a journey this has been, I remember watching in the beginning during the apartment/movie review days and to see how far this has come and seeing the ups, downs and the start of a perfect little family form between you two has made me beyond happy to witness throughout the years. Much much much love to you guys and to many more. Charles will always be the reason I watch KZbin and the one person who I'll always think of when I think about my childhood. Hopefully i'll be able to see WTK some day

[@axle8000]

I'm going to try to make sure I interact with the videos by liking and commenting because I want the algorithm to keep you around!

[@jessaleex8708]

Been watching since I was in middle school around 2011/2012ish. It’s been a wild ride, I’m glad I found the channel. It’s been amazing seeing how far this channel has grown.

[@Cowgirlfrom_Hell]

Hey y’all! 👋🏻 yesterday was my birthday and it was honestly kind of a crappy day/night so seeing this today takes my mind off of bs. Thanks for that 🖤 Luna is cracking me up just chilling back there

[@charles]

Happy Birthday Amanda and thank you so much!

[@itsALYcheea]

Nothing speaks louder than the truth. I have loved and will honestly always love you guys’ channel. I’ve been watching for a very long time, seen it all. Honestly I’m happy to be a subscriber and I do hope for nothing but great things for you guys. The past happen and now it’s time to keep shoveling towards the future. God bless Charles, Allie, and Remy (and of course the fur babies) 💗💗💗

[@maisieliberty1319]

Great video guys. Thank you for being vulnerable for us and going deep. It's been amazing watching you mature over the years. I've grown up watching your videos. It's crazy to think I came from the fine bros video in 2013 and now your a dad, and look so great with Allie and four animals now and cats! 💕💕

[@Plantnecromancer]

I’ll be honest, I’ve been around since early days, maybe day 3 of the vlogs. I watched Charles Skits, and I (pre COVID) went to the shows and had the honor to meet Charles. You guys were actually my inspiration for moving to Florida. But, I have stopped watching, and it’s not at all y’all’s fault. I totally understand why you would make a lot of Remi content, she’s a doll. But I’m just not at that place in my life. I have a hard time watching any child content since I had a miscarriage two years ago. But I loved this video, it felt nice to hear you guys speak earnestly and have a conversation that wasn’t baby centered. In all honesty, I’ve missed you guys. I look up to both of you as role models. Thank you for making quality content and being such lovely people and parents. I can’t wait to see your next video.

[@LifeOfLauraUK]

I’ve grown up watching you. You’re around my age and I’ve been through the same events more or less exactly as you went through them. Your content has always been both somewhere I go to feel happy and laugh to get me through some hard days, but also that familiar place I come because I can relate to your lives a little and because I’ve grown with you for so long I genuinely just care and want to check in with you both. Like checking in on distant friends. These types of videos are even better because it’s like we get to have adult chat time. I’m glad that you’ve been doing more content that you enjoy, that’s how it should be.

[@BlueBlixen]

sending you guys all the love in the world , you guys are such bright faces and im so grateful to have been a viewer since 2012

[@nicolettemorgida]

I started watching when this channel was CTFXC and I was in middle school, I'm a sophomore in college now and I just wanted to say I think your vlogs are so real and I agree the old vlogs were probably "masked" because 95% of the time it was just positivity and fun. However, I love the way your channel has GROWN and I love Allie and your babygirl:) Keep up the good work, much love to you two!!

[@sweetdevil91]

I have been watching Ally #1. The vlogs have grown and changed so much over the years and I think that's a good thing. If Charles was still doing the same things he was doing in his early twenties we would all be side eyeing. I loved Alli Speed (I've met her a number of times she is lovely) and it destroyed me seeing the break up because it seemed so out of the blue but looking back there was tiny signs. But I have loved even more seeing you fall in love again with Allie and bringing the beautiful Remy into this world. I like this version of the vlogs cause it feels more raw and you seem a little more open. I'm just glad you found one another and are happy with the life you have. Tho a tiny part of me would have loved if Charles and Allie Speed could have continued to be friends (obviously we don't know all the details- so maybe it was not possiable) and support one another and it would have been cool for Remy to meet her. But we also understand why that wont happen either. I hope you guys have a magical day and keep smiling. Love you guys.

[@Graceroadto3k]

Wait what happned.. why cabt they be friends

[@tamart788]

Love these sit down/heart to heart vlogs! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you guys for opening up! It helps us feel more connected with you guys. ❤️

[@LC_46]

Been watching since 2014 and I just love the person Charles has become. Allie and him seem to have such a healthy relationship and Charles has evolved so much. I think it’s great to see this evolution and I just love to see that they’re such in a good place now.

[@ginganinja2823]

I have watched your videos since I was 10 years old(i am 22 in July). I have enjoyed watching the channel grow to what it is now. You have helped me through some of the shittiest times in my life and I will be forever thankful for that. You have the most beautiful family and I love watching the vlogs. The sit down videos are awesome cause not a lot of people do this very often. You guys are awesome. Much love from Caitlin in Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿❤

[@TheViolatorWOOO]

I'll always be around in the community. I've been here since around 2009 when the Spain trip happened and it's nice to see your personal progression as a person. From your wild and crazy 20s to your more reserved and humbled 30s. Allie is a fantastic person and I feel she's helped you in that journey of finding who you are and what makes you happy. She gave you true companionship and best of all, the gift of fatherhood as well as the values of being a good family man. It's not been all sunshine and rainbows over these last 12 years, sure. But that's life and it's all about living it to it's fullest. Keep rockin' you lot! PS. I wonder what ever happened to Ben the bartender from Spain Hahaha

[@jonfun]

Life has a lot to deal with but we all at some point travel the same road. You just happened to see an unique opportunity when times were changing to take as advantages of a platform to be almost completely transparent about most scenarios & make it watchable entertainment. Even the mundane. Slightly ahead of the curve on the media age of being able to broadcast live in nearly seconds. Happy for your success, sir. You trailblazed a path for all of us.

[@munozk93]

All I gotta say is, we still love you. And do y'all remember roflcopter 😂 good times.

[@SharlaBoBarla]

If Charles didn’t go through his past, Allie may have never crossed paths with him and that would be sad.

[@msgatorgirl75]

It’s awesome to see you through it all and I’m glad you are opening up and seeing you change and attitude change ❤️❤️

[@nievee5981]

I think your a hero and inspiration and your blogs help me end my evenings every night

[@elriclover07]

I’ve watched you through all the different “Allie”s and it’s been a joy to see your life through this screen. I feel bad that you caught so much flack for literally just living your life. Parasocial relationships do weird things to some people, but I’m glad you still shared regardless of the negativity from some folks.

[@anisahd4860]

Crazy that I started watching ctfxc when I was LITERALLY 8 or 9 years old 💀 and now I’m almost 17

[@cerena]

Oh my gosh, my 2 year old son is obsessed with Blippi also. I love knowing other parents are forced to be in the Blippi boat! Haha 💜

[@caitiumsdums]

Allie, I’m really loving your hair color! The really blonde money piece in the front and the dark blonde in the back looks amazing! I wish my hair looked like that!

[@ania5038]

I was mad at you for a long time but you seem truly apologetic for how you treated Alli and it's been so long now that you're allowed to call it water under the bridge and not stress yourself over past mistakes and regrets. Hopefully you can stress less and get better permanently so that your health can stay positive. All the best.

[@ashgunnerz15]

Tbh i grew up looking up to both charles and alli speed at first, they were my internet parents next to the shaytards, but then when your parents broke up, my world shattered. Its hard to get back to the vlogs since then. But every difficulty that was thrown to charles, he just keep on standing and that makes me come back to the vlogs. When he started to smile more by meeting and showing ms squiggles over there. That makes me hopeful and have faith to love again and I’ve been here since. I’m a great fan from Malaysia and i hope to see more of you guys, the vlogs can be as mundane or repetitive but I’ll watch them! Peace and Love ❤️ 🇲🇾

[@charles]

Thank you so much and I am sorry if you felt hurt. I was confused and upset and young. No one teaches you these things and how to deal with them that feels good to you. Thank you for watching and for being apart of this community