She's Left! SOLO HOMESTEAD BUILD

[@theindieprojects]

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[@suewarman9287]

Who's that creepy guy hanging around? He must be filming this - is he your handler?

[@evalinawarne1337]

Thank you Ricky for HELPING out YOUR FRIEND. I love you both very, very MUCH. Brain meds are very sensitive. Seems like they Don't last very long. I am so sorry. I love WATCHING YOUR LOVING FAMILY VLOGS. YOU'RE one of the most Special couple's. I am sending you HUGS and PRAYING WITH YOU 🛐🛐🛐. You work so hard and always give your projects the best quality workmanship. No falling out of 🛏️ 🛏️ bed. Your homes looks LOVELY ❤️🌹💯 I Love You BOTH AND HAPPY HAPPY for your HOMESTEAD. It is beautiful. See you next TIME. I look forward to our next visit. I also love your MUSIC . YOU'RE Amazing with many talents. You know so much. Take a break, a long break, go to the lake. CHOW FROM SE MICHIGAN 🀄🀄🀄❤️🌹🌹🌹❤️❤️❤️💯🌹🌹🌹🌻🌻🌻📖📖🦓🦓🦖🦖🦕🦕🏎️🏎️🛐

[@evalinawarne1337]

You thought WELL to pick up the cork. WISDOM. THANK GOD your goat is doing so much BETTER. GRAND to have a VET that you TRUST close BY. CHOW

[@guysumpthin2974]

Cat= toxoplasmosis = depression(mild to severe), cysts , miscarriage, detached retina, eye floaters(ocular),its congenital in cats and humans , headaches, flu like symptoms, loss of smell for litterbox,nerve twitches , Parkinsons ,,, cats shed one billion eggs in a week , and re-infect themselves, the micro eggs can live 2yrs in bleach water and still hatch , negative tests are inconclusive due to a long dormancy potential . Some studies Estimate 50% of the world is/was infected including dormancy cycle . 2 outdoor cats with a litterbox in a van , definitely been exposed , some immune systems will kill it (but getting re-exposed doesn’t help, it can form a cysts(dormancy) , or advance a wide variety of issues . Many animals have it (cook your meat& fish) , but cats are the only distribution system , sheds off of a shaking tail , hatches out of a litterbox after 1 day , or develops in the garbage can

[@heatherclayton-callaghan4270]

So Theo, to stop the bags ripping in the car just put a sheet , tarp, or as I do when I forget to put something in , I just open the picnic blanket put the material side down and the waterproof side up ; leaving an extra bit on the door side you'll unload it from . That way you can drop the extra bit out the door so if anything spills ,they'll skid off & out onto the grass. Happy goat feeding !!!!!!! Your new loft banister looks fab 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 All the best for Bea's recovery , I hope she'll seek Gods grace & healing at this time , to bring her wholeness from this attack on her mental health. Love & prayers for you both. With appreciation to Ricky also. 🇭🇲🤗💞🙏💕👏👍✌🤗💞🙏

[@bosse641]

When I lay in ruins back in 93, hopeless and lost, God came to my rescue. Amazing grace.

[@melinda5777]

Sorry to hear about Bea. Theo, I'll be praying for both. I have PTSD, and sometimes life sucks! I read alot of my Bible and it helps!! 🙏🙏❤❤👣👣🇺🇸🇧🇫⛵

[@stknmggs1788]

Theo having lived a long life around my mother who suffered with mental illness I know that there are seasons and cycles, ups and downs and new help found along the way. Perhaps it won’t stop happening but there is much love and joy in this life you have with Bee. I am so proud of both of you sharing this. Remember you have your moments as well and Bee helps you in your moments. You are doing love and living a beautiful but messy life. Thanks for showing both the wins and the hard parts.

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you ☺️

[@dianebaker5243]

♥️

[@sherriemitchell3892]

Very true..... hang in there theo

[@LauraGumina]

@@theindieprojects Bee suffers from a "Mood Disorder"--PMDD is commonly defined as an endocrine disorder, meaning that it is a hormone-related disorder. But as well as physical symptoms, people with PMDD also experience a range of different mental health symptoms such as depression, suicidal feelings, and anxiety. SSRI's Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors are usually prescribed as an anti-depressant. With psychotropic meds the chemical result is usually helpful. These drugs, SSRI type are prescribed for the depression of bipolar disorder.

[@LauraGumina]

@@theindieprojects Theo, when folks realize what it is that Bee has, their understanding, and EMPATHY for you, dear man, may be more understanding. So I am passing the info around to diff people. "Bee suffers from a "Mood Disorder"--PMDD is commonly defined as an endocrine disorder, meaning that it is a hormone-related disorder. But as well as physical symptoms, people with PMDD also experience a range of different mental health symptoms such as depression, suicidal feelings, and anxiety. SSRI's Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors are prescribed as an anti-depressant. With psychotropic meds the chemical result is usually helpful. These drugs, SSRI type are prescribed for the depression of bipolar disorder".

[@justgigi9545]

While it seems Bea has an enormous support group that she gets to bounce back to whenever she feels a setback, I hope Theo knows he can also take a break as well. I know that vlogging is probably their main lifestyle and he's been left with that task as well as completing the home. You have a lot of people rooting for you both!!!

[@LauraGumina]

Bee suffers from a "Mood Disorder"--PMDD is commonly defined as an endocrine disorder, meaning that it is a hormone-related disorder. But as well as physical symptoms, people with PMDD also experience a range of different mental health symptoms such as depression, suicidal feelings, and anxiety. SSRI's Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors are usually prescribed as an anti-depressant. With psychotropic meds the chemical result is usually helpful. These drugs, SSRI type are prescribed for the depression of bipolar disorder.

[@rilsoe]

Vlogging is their bread and butter, so it's more complicated than that.

[@justgigi9545]

@@rilsoe yes I know... which is why I specifically said Theo is the one left to do all the vlogging.

[@terijohnson3110]

Prayers for Bee’s quick recovery and return. Also Theo, don’t forget to take care of yourself. Stay productive and don’t forget to spend some time doing the things that bring you joy. 🙏

[@pattymiller6432]

🙏🏼hang in there it will get better . Been there , ❤️

[@carolsuedahvid3824]

It's gorgeous Theo, great thinking outside the box. You and Bee are so loving towards each other. Praying for you both

[@LauraGumina]

PMDD is commonly defined as an endocrine disorder, meaning that it is a hormone-related disorder. But as well as physical symptoms, people with PMDD also experience a range of different mental health symptoms such as depression, suicidal feelings and anxiety.

[@henrycremeans6158]

@@LauraGumina 9

[@ceciliagrave1807]

Little prayer for Bee. Hoping for her the rapid return 🐦🐐🐓 All the best Theo ❤️ on your soldiering on in Bee absence. Great job. Thanks for sharing 🐓❤️🐓❤️🐓❤️

[@theleahblack]

Give Bee our love and take care of yourself too!

[@shirleyparent1873]

Bless your heart for your love. Love and Peace.❤✌

[@Michele59]

Bee has her struggles but thankfully she can access her support network relatively quickly. You Theo, are so supportive. You're her rock and I'm sure she knows how lucky she is to have you. You keep everything going while she heals and you're giving her a beautiful home to come back to. You really are an amazing couple and I wish you the very best as you move forward. Xx

[@mysticalmisty9772]

I became a mental health nurse because of how I suffered from a early age with mental health problems etc… I’m 52 now I’m not over it, but I manage it so much better! you really need to face your demons it’s not easy but if you don’t it will haunt you forever and Living off grid, barely seeing other people it can’t be easy! Your such a wonderful couple and I’d hate to see you both struggle mentally, I think you both need to have a break and chat how you can make life not so stressful there’s no shame in accepting you’ve taken on too much.. Big hugs to both of you hopefully Bee will be home soon x

[@judyspaulding4141]

Chin up! So glad you have a assistant,.

[@cindydunderdale6404]

I am truly sorry you have to deal with things as well as Bee. It is not easy dealing with mental illness or being the person on the other side, hang in there! Prayers and well wishes sent your way. We love you both from Upstate New York, USA.

[@clairedaniell4399]

Sending Bea huge hug's and wishing her Welland that she be back with you soon. Theo you'll do a grand job as you always do xx

[@Australia-qn3dd]

Who is filming him if she left???

[@joanstorer6370]

@@Australia-qn3dd a friend that helps on the farm sometime.

[@julien2912]

@@Australia-qn3dd his friend is filming. The one he showed in the barnhouse with him.

[@theindieprojects]

She has not used the NHS but private healthcare services like acupuncture and therapy. That being said Bee pays a huge amount of U.K. tax and national insurance so if she wanted to she has every right.

[@suzettelinder9044]

Prayers for Bee. I have been watching your show for years. Please get better,I love you and I love your Mate. 💞🎉🌺🌻🌷🌼🎉💗

[@mrsmunchin]

Give Bee my love. Bee, you’re a strong beautiful woman. I know it hard, but keep dragging your thoughts to your happy places. It’s exhausting, but it helps me every day 💖

[@janetg1691]

Glad your goat is fine.

[@JustCameronAndHisJeep]

The railings look fabulous! Great job Theo.

[@alexanderlyallmcanderson2447]

Dear Theo, I feel very sorry for you, to be left alone with all the work and care for your both animals. Best wishes for Bee.

[@Al-hl5rk]

Much luv to Bea ...big man hugs (3 pats then separate ) for you matey ...look after your mind as well as you'd physical health too!! Al

[@Momabear1]

Sending prayers to both of you. 🙏💞

[@MegsCarpentry-lovedogs]

Hang in there Theo. I know it’s tough for you to be alone on the farm. Really nice to have Rick around to help with the filming and manual help from time to time. 👍💯🙏🇨🇦

[@susanquinlan7426]

Mental health is physical health. I am so sorry she has to go through this rough patch. We can all send her love for this to pass. How brave she is to be open with this. Bee, if you are reading these. Know that you are among others who know suffering. It is O K to get the support you need . Bless you!

[@AzulInfinito8585]

Im going to pray hard for both of you .Stay strong Theo, Bea is gone to recover soon. 💖🌹😇🌞

[@RevdUp.Art.Fotografer]

Hi Theo, I came back to this video specifically to say thank you for being so understanding of Bea. It is wonderful to have someone supporting us when we're feeling less then special. Peace.

[@lomalinke5042]

Dear Theo, you having her back when she needs it most is a huge part of Bee getting better again. Sending a big hug your way. You’re the best and what you said about depression and mental health was just perfectly put.

[@ginaandino6561]

I suffer from Anxiety and depression. It's a daily struggle.

[@tessahugo1906]

@@ginaandino6561 Please see my message to Theo..

[@LauraGumina]

Bee suffers from a "Mood Disorder"--PMDD is commonly defined as an endocrine disorder, meaning that it is a hormone-related disorder. But as well as physical symptoms, people with PMDD also experience a range of different mental health symptoms such as depression, suicidal feelings, and anxiety. SSRI's Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors are usually prescribed as an anti-depressant. With psychotropic meds the chemical result is usually helpful. These drugs, SSRI type are prescribed for the depression of bipolar disorder.

[@zacharyneufeld3854]

I am a life partner with my boys Mom. She has some of the same struggles. Keep praying and just be there for her to vent to and just LOVE her through each cycle and know that she loves YOU ! We all have struggles, some are more intense than others. All the same ,WE ( those of us choosing to stay and help) it is NOT easy for us either. Brother I'll pray for you as well ! Keep standing in the fight, Bea is worth every tear my friend !!❤

[@pintop1983]

Awwww enjoy your break Bee, get better soon. I’ve struggled for many years with anxiety and depression and you’re right to take a step back. Theo you are doing an incredible job, it’s looking great ❤️

[@christinejesson-valore6439]

I am so sorry to hear about Bea. She needs to take care of herself now. You need to finish the house barn and care for your animals. All will work out in the end as the good Lord intends. God bless you both!

[@terrythomas2735]

You are a wonderful soul mate to her.I will pray for you both.I’m glad that you keep going and taking care of the farm.Love to you both.

[@jerrielindsey5939]

The banisters look beautiful!

[@adelerowe8900]

Love you both. Take care of yourselves and each other x

[@mariasilveira887]

Mental health is a life long problem. There will be good and bad days and up and downs. Its a struggle but with love and patience you carry on.

[@debrallewis]

Absolutely all the love to you and Bee. Bee is a rock star for knowing when and how to take best care of herself. And PMDD too!!! Yeah. Self care vital. Theo, it's great to hear you use the words "Time for a 5 min break" too. The place is coming together and a testament for you and Bee's combined vision and sweat equity. It's a huge good thing, good stress, but stress nonetheless. Glad you are learning to recognize it and lead the way for others who need the message too. :-) Oh, can't wait until you are able to let the goats roam free during the daytime too. Goats are awesome for the land and the bigger bugs. If you have snail pests, they will eat them right up.

[@debmac1173]

Theo, I am not worried about Bea she is getting the care she needs with her family, I do worry about you and how you are handling everything. Please take care of yourself and take time to go fishing or something you enjoy doing!

[@graceverssen5651]

Dear Theo, when you said something about having more things in place to support Bea, that seems really right. I suffered from three bouts of severe depression myself about 30 years ago and each time, I learned more what support I needed. I can imagine that you both get more adept at dealing with this. I send you both blessings, love, and wellness. ❣️🌺❣️🌺

[@mikewood8680]

I’ve had a similar journey. But from my heart I can tell you that changing my food led to lessening my depression to minimal levels. Please, please, consider removing all carbs and sugars. It will heal. There’s even new studies that this also reduces the affects of Alzheimer’s. I had nothing to lose when my doctor recommended I switch to a keto style diet. I am so grateful I did. My life was restored to me. Blessings Bea and Theo!! 🥰

[@treehuggingmusician595]

Sending positive thoughts to Bee. Theo, I can imagine that it is hard to do all of the chores and build your banister while you worry about Bee. You are also in my thoughts.

[@raeh906]

That railing is awesome!!!! great job.

[@Brandyelyse]

You are so sweet and understanding with Bea. I only wish all partners were like you. Praying for Bea

[@judyhunt5291]

I was so hoping that with the goats and the garden and the chicken's that it would help her alot I do pray that God will touch her and heal her

[@shamibellow1]

Good morning Theo! Sending love and hugs to Bea. It is good that she knows herself and when to step away for a bit to get strong again. Take care Bea!

[@michellebeebelewisfrith1544]

Theo while Bee is gone. You take time for yourself and find things you enjoy. Hang out with your friends and neighbors near by

[@grandmasmagic3858]

ok..I can understand Bee's struggles, and probably once all the building work is done you can relax somewhat and just live life...but the big question is, how are YOU coping Theo..?? you're being left to cope on your own...got any family that would like a working holiday..?? you can't be left to cope on your own or you might end up with health issues of your own...take a step back, assess the situation and work yourselves out...

[@RaymondChipLambert]

God Bless you Theo for the love and care. For Bea. For your property. For your animals. And for taking care of yourself. Thank you for sharing your journey. Every single bit of it.

[@anamaria2053]

Hang in there Theo. I know it’s tough for you to be alone on the farm. Sending everyone love.

[@MegsCarpentry-lovedogs]

I agree.🇨🇦🇨🇦

[@firelight-vitality]

She's lucky to have you.

[@Sheila-vl9xk]

I just love your attention to detail, Theo. There is something beautiful about your process in a world where mass-production and disposable consumerism are the norm. You are rare indeed:)

[@sheilasaxton3836]

The bannister is beautiful

[@luisaleonardi666]

Look after yourself, Bea and come back after the rest you need. Take care. Theo will be a great companion, even if you are temporarily far away

[@ellyjane9703]

Missing beehope she hets better soon

[@shawnaimus]

While Bee gets all these breaks, I really hope that you Theo get some too. You can't always do it all and left holding the bag. Please take care of yourself as well.

[@debrandw246]

Absolutely Theo never gets a break. What would Bea do if you weren't there. I feel so very bad for you. You always pick up the pieces Theo. Please, please take care. This has to be terrible for you. You can't keep overlooking yourself. You are an incredible human being. Bless you dear Theo. You are so special. Xx

[@marymemlendon5522]

That looks awesome. I know that will cheer Bee up when you sent her a picture.

[@marcuslow1386]

@@debrandw246 In great relation, there are always ogoing sacrifices . You support each other and being selfless and that is the bond fir the relationship. While for Theo it may be this and I am sure Bea have her fair share of giving of herself. You can see how they cherish each other!

[@ednarichardson3442]

I totally agree Deborah......Theo need to take a break too.......for the relationship cause if he burned out...then what...Bea always gone when there is a lot of work to do.....I suffer from mental health problems too.....I love to work thru it......

[@sharolfowler2859]

@@marcuslow1386 Well said, mental illness is difficult for all involved. When you stand beside each other through the hard times,you enjoy the good times so much more. Bea knows what she needs and Theo does as well. Hugs to their healing

[@publover273]

Don't forget to look after yourself as well Theo. The barn looks great.

[@MyMike1946]

Theo you are a star, I feel for you, keep going and hopefully Bea will get better and return to support you soon.

[@FishMH]

Rock of strength how your homestead has grown, and to see it blossom with the seasons !!!! Guess we'll have to get the animals to itch in with chores and cooking for soon you'll need a break for a lovely swim. Although the goats aren't picky eaters and might serve you cork or something. Your building, nutureing and coping skills are truly amazing .It's neat to see the animals interact with you and eye the changes in routine so mellowly. Beautiful, sensitive video. Wishing strength and good health to you all.You'll be stargazing and being celestial soon.

[@Sherri419393]

Prayers and love coming your way Theo, I can tell in your eyes and voice how your tired and probably hurt. Stay strong, get the house done and ready for Bea when she gets back home, and mister, take care of Theo ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@estherstephens1858]

@The Indie Projects, Theo, for those of us who have been watching your channel for some time know about Bea’s mental health from when you first told us. We haven’t forgotten. We haven’t asked but we also know it’s still difficult dealing with it for BOTH of you and your family. I’m sure even the animals miss Bea. My prayers and love go to you both. Also, Rickie, thank you for everything you do to help Theo and Bea!!! Sending great big hug.

[@jodygirrl]

Through thick and thin, for better or worse; you stick it through. You’re a great man, Theo!

[@coralsancetta7242]

Bea, its ok, just focus on yourself and get well. Mental health is just as bad as physical health, because its unseen, many dont understand how hard it is. Sending hugs, hope we see you soon.

[@TheCasinoguy]

Personally I think Bea's heart is back in the UK with her family and friends. There is a huge difference between traveling around the world in a van knowing that at the end of a trip you are going back home to your loved ones. When you move to another country in a isolated area it does not matter how many chickens , goats , veg gardens you provide it does not stop the other person from missing home and loved ones. If this is the case then the best thing they can do is to turn the house into a rental return to the UK and continue with your travels and Bea will have peace of mind knowing she is returning back home to her loved ones. Not everyone can cope being isolated. Maybe I'm wrong but surely the big cities in Portugal could have treated her but she keeps going back to the UK which tells me one thing blood is thicker than water.

[@nataliewilliams3519]

I agree. She might say she wants to be in Portugal, but is that really true? I think the whole situation needs to be looked at properly, not just what Bea thinks Theo wants, women do that a lot with the people they love. Look deeper or this will keep on happening

[@psingerman4778]

Bee and Theo are intelligent, thoughtful people. Bee's illness is a big challenge which apparently they are handling well. Everybody misses their family when they are away. So what can one do? Why, go for a visit! Each of them provides the other with just the right support. It is hard, but Bee and Theo do hard things with aplomb. Neither of them needs criticism or advice.

[@CuzzyWuzzy]

Sending you guys all the love.

[@jerrygunderson2516]

You should consider getting some portable fencing for the goats so you can periodically move it around the property and shepherd them from the permanent pen to browse in the portable fencing area during the day. That would give them some interesting change of terrain and diet, and they would gradually clean up the property.

[@dorothyprior2615]

Man! You’ve got problems, and so has Bee. Having to work because you are responsible for living beings on your land will help. Best of good wishes for both of you.

[@niknoks6387]

At least she has an understanding partner who is mega supportive. Great job Theo, there need to be more partners like you. I hope you get to a better place soon Bee ❤️🇬🇧

[@deborahmarion9038]

Get well Béa, you are loved and we are praying for your health. Stay strong Theo, you are such a big support for Béa and she is blessed to have you. Above all, take care of yourself. 🙏🏻🤗💪🏻❤️💜💛❤️💟

[@runninggreywolf8313]

Poor Matild, I'm glad she's on the road to recovery. I can't imagine how much she was suffering even though goats are normally quite tough.

[@kennethrush9363]

Theo you take are of yourself as well. Mental health is a terrible thing. But lonely ness is bad for as well so take care hope you can keep contact with home and dee

[@avakliers836]

Get well Bea. Take care of yourself and relax as much as possible while you are with your mom. It is not an easy journey of building your home. But the two of you are doing a wonderful job. Be well

[@gumtreeist]

Sending Bea and you lots of love.

[@carolmitchell8014]

I miss Bee already and know that she is loved and missed by the kitty's, chickens, goats and especially you Theo along with your loyal subscribers. Sending get well soon Blessings to you all 🥰

[@jentommyontheroad8089]

It’s good that Bee is getting the help and support she needs. It’s good that she is in tune with herself and is able to reach out when she needs to. It’s also critical that you are both practicing self care and staying connected to a network of support! It’s easy to become drained without even realizing it! Hugs to you both!

[@michaelwerner3430]

Greetings from Chiapas, México. Bless you Theo for letting Bee go back home and heal. Don't forget about yourself and for good reason you looked rather withdrawn and sad. Get yourself some help too. It's great therapy to care for your animals...The sladder and railings look absolutely stunning. And what a blessing Ricky's been. Bee take care of yourself and get better. We'll be looking forward to seeing you, hopefully soon, but take care of yourself, first.

[@teresamoore3577]

Love & prayers for Bea I was gobsmacked she had seemed so happy of late always smiling that lovely smile. Feel for you to Theo I know you must be missing her as you both spend so much time together. Hope Bea is back with you soon xx❤️🙏🏻🇬🇧 I

[@donaldmarcum869]

Theo you are a good man. Bea’s mental health is important and we support her in taking care of herself and getting the proper care she needs to get well soon. God bless you both.

[@troop9242]

You stay safe and don’t overdo it.

[@BradHolkesvig]

Bee is very lucky to have you as a partner, Theo. My wife suffers with agoraphobia so I know how difficult it is to have those kinds of mental issues. My former wife also suffered off and on again with depression so I'm used to being around people with those types of mental conditions.

[@sharonwatson358]

Hope Bee feels better soon,being with her family should give her joy! It's so beautiful at the barn place, all the wildflowers blooming out and different colors and smells.

[@lisawood-bradley8250]

Wishing Bee all the best and a quick recovery. And sending you Theo lots of love and strength as well.

[@shirleyfoshee6656]

I am praying for Bee🙏❣️🙏 Send her our love!!!

[@brendahogue5487]

Love your videos and enjoy watching them every time they come on. Prayers for you and bee she'll get better and be back

[@martymccallister7278]

Love and prayers for ya both

[@sandracole2578]

Look after yourself Theo, stay strong. So glad Bee has you AND a supportive family. Hope things improve for Bee and she feels able to return as soon as she is well again.

[@CarolCox211]

Bea you’re being prayed for. Hurry up and get well. I miss that smile.

[@paulbeadle1714]

Absolutely sorry to hear about Bee but keep going Theo you have got so close to getting the upstairs of the barn done and it's looking brilliant especially the black with the wood but make sure you get yourself plenty of rest also and pleased that your friend is there with you also at least it's a bit of company for you anyway stay safe and take care sending love from Lincolnshire England

[@Eviaification]

Wish that Bea take her time to feel better again. Allready miss her sunny smile what helps me getting on. Theo , you are a great good hearted man. Love you both .

[@patbrady9531]

Love to you, Theo. There are many of us who struggle as Bea does. Prayers and love to both of you--always.

[@Foxys10]

My prayers are with you Bee. I know your inner joy and all of your loved ones will have you back to your beloved Theo, Gingy Bear , Fernando, lovely chickens, goats and plants very soon. Love you sweetheart. God Bless. ❤️

[@sportdirection1588]

Get well soon Bee ❤️ you two are both rock stars love your journey

[@tanyajenkins919]

Sill keeping Bee in my prayers. You remain strong it's probly good you have some thing to do so your occupied rather than . Sitting and worrying. Tell Bee sending well thoughts .Your home is looking great 👍

[@NKBobcat]

My heart is with you both. We care about Bee and pray she feels better soon. The stress you are under is more than any man needs. I know we are remote, and not the same as real friends, but we care about you and we are here for you if you need us.

[@rwgrshm]

Hope Bee gets better soon. As someone who struggles with depression, I totally understand the struggle.

[@vaikesillatalu6811]

Sorry to hear Bea isn’t doing great again. I hope she’s feeling back on her game very soon and can come back to continue on with your projects! Also, sorry to be “That person” but, I just wanted to mention to you about the goats grain… they are ruminants and can suffer something called acidosis, which is basically grain poisoning. It happens when they overeat grain, because they’re greedy and don’t graze slowly like other livestock. The grain releases carbs and rapidly ferments in their rumen, so doesn’t get digested properly. The bacteria build up causes lactic acid production which then causes severe dehydration and can easily lead to them dying, without showing any symptoms. The pellet style feed is always high in protein and should be fed sparingly…. We give ours approx 1/2 mug full each in the winter and plenty of fresh Timothy hay. In the other seasons they only have what they graze on in thier paddocks. They really only need good quality forage and grain supplemented diets when it’s colder and there isn’t much to graze on in the paddocks. I’d be so gutted to see something like that happen to one of your herd, when you’re only feeding them out of love for them. Happy to hear you found the issue with Matild! I imagine that was pretty painful for her…. It’s awful having even a tiny piece of something stuck between your teeth, so can only imagine something that huge! 😮 Take care Theo, you’re a trooper and work so hard, hope you manage to find some time to relax and maybe get some time to swim in the lake too. You deserve it!

[@LauraGumina]

VAIKE Silla Talu, thank you for your outstanding informational text. May Theo read it--- Please Theo-----know this also: Theo, when folks realize what it is that Bee is experiencing, their understanding, and EMPATHY for you, dear man, may be more understanding. So I am passing the info around to diff people. "Bee suffers from a "Mood Disorder"--PMDD is commonly defined as an endocrine disorder, meaning that it is a hormone-related disorder. But as well as physical symptoms, people with PMDD also experience a range of different mental health symptoms such as depression, suicidal feelings, and anxiety. SSRI's Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors are prescribed as an anti-depressant. With psychotropic meds the chemical result is usually helpful. These drugs, SSRI type are prescribed for the depression of bipolar disorder".

[@ivysavage5569]

So sorry to hear Bee is unwell hope she gets better soon. You’re doing a great job of taking care of the chickens, goats, cats etc. Take care of yourself too Theo ❤️

[@Mandysfarm]

Big hugs to Bee. It’s a struggle when coping with mental health I’ve suffered badly too and have had to take a huge step backward to heal my brain. It sucks big style but when we reach meltdown we have to just back down xx

[@theindieprojects]

Sending you love ❤️

[@Mandysfarm]

@@theindieprojects thank you xx

[@laurastevenson2785]

So proud the way you take care of your animals, Bless you. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾

[@sandrahoglan7452]

Theo you are such a rock. Praying for you and Bee.

[@patriciacullenbach8472]

Prayers for Bee. Theo, please take good care of yourself.

[@grimmmunro2279]

Poor bee! Lots of love from uk,and a huge hug for you theo, you are an awesome man and husband.such a shame when everything is coming together.xx

[@pattyflagler6353]

I’m so sorry to hear that Bee has been suffering again. Prayers for her quick recovery. Much love to you both.

[@Godwinpounds4333]

Hello 👋 dear, how are you doing?

[@olgak.1139]

Many wishes to Bee and you for health, strength and courage 🙏🖖❤️