shortest demo ever: definitive edition deluxe + hand pain HD: rebirth (read desc)

I just want to talk a bit about a few stuff mostly.
So for most of my life, I've basically feel like I'm too "slow" or something. Or at least my parents would often tell me because they live like they have 2 seconds left to leave or something. I also recently realized that I might be neurodiverse (and I got an autism diagnosis when I was 3, but I feel like that doesn't really say anything because mental health in this country is a fucking meme) so there's that.
But other than that, the hack feels too fast for me to play. Like I get that rapid movement is the vibe that the author is going for, but not being able to do any star blind sucks. I understand that this is normal pace for many peopl, but I feel like it's just too much going on at the same moment, let alone having to actually DO these things. So even though these stars are all 30 seconds, all of them actually takes me 30 minutes for both practice and attempts. I think this is a nice hack, but having to do this much feels like it's giving me a sensory overload and stresses me out much more than any other hack ever does. So nice demo, but I will NOT play the full version when it comes out.