My Silent Struggle With Depression I Wish Someone Understood Before..

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[@divyanshujha245]

At this point of time, when aspirants like us feel low or dive deeper into negative thoughts, You just come up with a life saving video! Always grateful Shweta Mam❤

[@rushipatel8908]

i know this pain, loose mother at the age of 8 ,managing multiple household works with schooling to 4 hours of travelling for btech, still failing and laking sometimes in college ,no much friends,i ntrovert, facing neck and cervical problems , no understanding person in house,grandparents want to work like a horse in every work in patel families especailly,sometmes feel depressed,stressed,alone,till now not acheived anything

[@aadarshanthony8622]

@@rushipatel8908 Bro U r just one step Away from your dream..U just have to say to yourself'No matter what I'll be on the top! And believe yourself' Nothing is impossible..And One more thing Everybody's gonna leave u at some point of time but god will never..

[@rushipatel8908]

@@aadarshanthony8622 facing severe cervical pain, not achieved anything like being a engineering student, no extracurrlars like dancing ,singer,modelling sports,always been 0 in zero,stress work and no support from childhood ,not financially, but other things are also there ,I can't write here ,no one recognizes my pain, because nowadays women and girls are super duper successfully like tejaswini manogna who is a doctor,model,yoga practitioner, ngo activist, I'm not like this ,a zero,just being a household donkey

[@AnuragSingal]

Kudos to you Shweta for creating this amazing piece of content !! Have been through multiple episodes of depression throughout my life, including one major spike during my stint at IIM Ahmedabad, can relate to it fully !! you are a super brave girl - May God bless you

[@hrishikeshdeshmukh1351]

At the age of 21, i portrayed myself as a CA and was planning to attend MBA college till the age of 23. At mid 21, few bad things happened and i was in severe depression till the age of 24. Tried medical consultation but not all the things worked at full extent. But now when I'm turning 25 in next 2 months and hasn't really achieved anything in the last 4 years, I'm still more satisfied than when i was 21 year old and when i had everything a person should have. Once you learned living life in your way, i guess hardly anything matters ❤

[@dddddeeeevvvvvv]

Are we twins? The same story here brother.

[@aspirant0413]

u will became CA or not ?

[@anaykumar108]

Us Bro us😅

[@jasminakamdar5258]

Same story bro

[@Trick2Tech]

Hum pass ho Naa ho CA Wale depression me jarur chale jate hai😅😅😅....

[@shushank__Kumar]

I don't think anyone is so humble like you..the earth needs more people like you to spread happiness and positivity.

[@Jyotea_]

Even our parents didn't understand our feelings and continuously blaming us . I'm a person who always gets negative thoughts about my life my family and other things . I can't even focus on anything. I really appreciate that you are so brave to come out with this video . Carrier and family is our main priority and our negative imaginary thoughts don't let us survive in this world . We can't feel happiness.

[@sawandas2003]

You are not alone .. mera vi yahi same problem hai .. 😢😢😊😊

[@sumitisokay]

I can feel you. Earlier I used to feel the same .I had anxiety , depression and was into bad addictions .Later on it got severe and I got a panic attack 3 years back. I tried every medication but it didn't worked out. Then I got to know about meditation and mindfulness. I was waking at 4am everyday and practiced meditation and added to my routine + cold showers + fruit diet + yoga + celibacy. Following all this my life has transformed completely and I'm proud of that fact. And one more important thing that I've realized is that the real source of happiness is from within. Much love to you sister💌

[@ayushmandal2847]

In between class 12 to 1st year of college I went through the such phases. My school principal and teachers used to harrash me because of my poor marks, everyday they threaten me with parents teacher meeting. My father had high bp and hamerage . It hampered my neet ug exam too. But fortunately Sadhguru's inner engineering helped me. Now, I have bigger ambition in life sadhana, and all these careers, life is like game for me now. I play well without fear still with 100% involvement. During advance program called BSP in isha, all my pains got washed away now I am a free soul. While listening to you tears were rolling down and I felt very happy for your brave step to open up. ❤️

[@ankitarai8753]

You are an inspiration to people like us who don't have the brand name of colleges like SRCC or Sukhdev. I respect you from the bottom of my heart because I know it wasn't easy to share this and we will always support you, no matter what. If you haven't started this youtube channel I don't feel I would have ever shifted myself from the mentality of failure and motivated myself to be better version of myself. I hope you are not regretting sharing your journey. At the end, I just wanted to say that we are blessed to have an youtube channel like yours.

[@vaishnavgangamwar8514]

I understand everything you said , I am going through depression myself but the thing is I dont have anyone to share with I have been alone amogst my friends as sometimes I feel left out (almost everytime). I feel very bad when I am alone around group of people and these things I cant share at home which makes it difficult to find people to share things with. I am letting these things out in comments becoz I guess this is the only place where people wont judge as everyone here is a stranger to me and I just wanted to let my things out. I dontt even know if I spoke correctly in this comment so ignore grammar and everything just last thing to say is PLEASE DONT LET YOUR FRIENDS FEEL LEFTOUT. The worst thing is making people feel leftout.

[@sakshiahire826]

I have faced it dude.. Lost every other frnds whom I helped during their bad times & in my bad time when I needed them most they left me

[@dishab88]

You’re just that ray of hope, I started preparing for CAT a few months back and never have I missed even single video of yours. You’re just amazing and the amount of encouragement and hope you spread. Hope you get all of that back in all the ways possible in your life! ❤️

[@shaliniverma2959]

I have not seen annyyything more relatable than this Thankyou for debunking the "Mental health" stigma! You've already won half of the battle already. Hope you've healed♥️

[@riya_raina7]

You are a true inspiration to me. We go through these tough phases alone and genuinely no one neither understands us nor we are able to express anything to anyone, its just are thoughts that harm us in such a way that we aren't able to process stuff. There have been days where I used to just sit idle looking at the walls and never had energy to do anything productive for my own self. I have been going through moderate to severe depression too and honestly no one knows about it. It just ourselves who know what is going in our mind, we want to be productive but we cant do anything. Also due to this moderate to severe depression phase I cant even remember stuff. I have been facing this issue from October 2022 but since February it got a little worse and with that time I decided I cant waste my life like this I joined an online coaching for cat ,watched your videos and your smile it was so motivating and fulfilling it gave that motivation to study hard. The hard work and research you did for your KZbin videos is remarkable. I know it had been a tough phase for you and we can't even share it with anyone because actually no one would understand. You are a true hero that you had this courage to share this publicly. Lots of love and strength to you didi. You are amazing. I am always there for you,whenever you need me. Lots of courage. #cataspirant2023

[@okayaresd]

Who would've thought that that one unfulfilled aspiration of a girl not making it to her dream college would pave a path of HOPE, for thousands of aspirants across the country. Thank you for being our guide, mentor, friend, and elder sister when no one was around. Thank you for making us dream, You'll Never Walk Alone! 🌟

[@bkb371]

I got so related that I cried out. As of now i just have to say thanks for being there as on being alive putting out darely. ❤

[@devanshgupta593]

I've never been one for CAT exams, but I watch many of your videos. Your authenticity and genuine spirit are like a ray of sunshine. Connecting with you fills me with positivity and hope. Keep being the amazing person you are!

[@SUMITKUMAR-lu4og]

I strongly believe in one thing - people who have gone through this and learnt how to deal with it are the ones, who can cure others who are going through the same. I respect your thoughts and emotions - coming out and speaking about this topic, sharing your life's struggle - you truly are a superwoman🦸‍♀️. I cannot thank you enough for making this video because the so called perfect life doesn't exist and we live under false impression of achieving it and in doing so we ignore our present. Thanks again for validating that - it's not all rosy for graduates from top schools and colleges. Every mortals have their own set of struggles and life is about conquering them not succumb under it. Thank you!!

[@deveshgoyal7329]

I have also fought off depression after my 12th, got myself back on track and now I am preparing for CAT with positivity!

[@KohinoorMukherjee-x3d]

And yes this world definitely needs you! For a lot of CAT aspirants, handling jobs, cat prep, health, past failures etc is a tough challenge! But your realness, your unwavering smile makes it look a lot less challenging! A lot of us are able to get a lot of clarity about MBA journey because of you! I personally chose my current coaching centre based on your excel sheet of comments on coaching centres and I am loving it! Your videos on MBA journey also helped my decision to do CAT to begin with! Neither would have been possible without the effort you had put in, for free!!!! Lakhs of young aspirants are much less stresed and more confident in life because of you!

[@buza998]

The last lines you said moved me. It made me realize that whatever pressure I'm putting on myself to fulfill the expectations of others from me, isn't worth it. I never asked myself "what about me?". I thought clearing an exam would give me that life I'm looking for, I was wrong. You came as an example. I think I needed this video, thank you for making this video.

[@thetimelapses2228]

us bro us

[@raishikhar]

Hi My sister is going through the depression phase from last 3 years. I was able to totally relate to words you were sharing in this video. A lot of sensitisation is required for the mental health. This issue has increased in our generation due to different reasons. What I understood it basically revolves around one’s own perception about themselves. Sometimes we don’t have to be too harsh on ourselves. I hope everyone who is reading my comment understands that you are precious and unique. Stay positive and consult a confidant regarding your issues. Just let is out. Dont keep it your ❤

[@Anxnd]

Had to deal with some sort of sadness in my class 12th as well, not sure if it was depression or not but I felt this void inside of me which cannot be filled, constantly scoring bad made it even worse, I felt as if there was no way out. But there is always hope no matter how much you screw up in life. I collected myself and prepped hard to get into a good college. I am glad to tell you di that I made it to NSUT :) What I have learned is to never give up, there is always HOPE.

[@rajneshranjan1771]

More power to you for opening up. Every human is suffering some or other kind of mind issues with different levels and its us who increase the levels day by day because we don’t know how to deal with it which finally leads to severe depression and mental stuffs. So the main idea is to accept the thoughts,feelings as it is and stop fighting and judging yourself for it. Your action defines you not your thoughts, they are powerless and just thoughts nothing more, don’t give them life by overthinking on them.If you fight them you give power and life to these thoughts, just accept them as harmless thought which is not you absolutely. Humans are their own healer,therapist and what not, you just have to dive deep inside yourself. You will never need a doctor if you don’t let it grow to that level. Keep fighting , stay strong and remember the life of main character is always filled with ups and downs to make you grow strongest than most. Take care❤

[@TonyStark-vx9qz]

As a student who was passed out with Chemistry graduation in 2021, been depressed since 2018, I can absolutely feel you. You're one of the most honest KZbinrs Shweta didi, God bless you ❤.

[@mehwishk8491]

same

[@mansikashyap8525]

My flatmate is also pursuing the same course..and yesterday I had a conversation with her..She is very confused &. depressed..roaming in just her own thoughts..wasting her precious time on scrolling shorts and then blaming herself and of couse our education system..she has no clarity abt her future..I am here writing this msg just to know if their is anything that helps u to get out of this situation?

[@TonyStark-vx9qz]

@@mansikashyap8525 I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Unfortunately I'm still confused about my future also. I don't see any opportunities with my course and I haven't done Master's also because I don't want to. Sadly I'm still in this depressed situation in my life. I'm not giving up but don't know for how long I can hold myself together. If your friend is also depressed just let her know that she is not alone and just don't give up on life. I am fighting my life's struggles , I hope I will get out of this miserable situation in my life.

[@shubhamabnave4046]

I completed agree with you... I was also going through fear and anxiety issues from last one year but due to medications and treatment now I am feeling better than earlier and almost on the way to end the treatment.... All thanks to my mom who spotted this and immediately taken action for it... The one who goes through it only knows how difficult it is to comeback from such thing... Salute to you for coming up with such heartening video....

[@gaurichakradeve]

Shweta Arora, you've been such an inspiration for me can't see you crying like that!! Hope you get over this soon! You're really one of the best people I know and I admire to be like you❤❤

[@pranjal287]

You earned a new subscriber dear! ❤ It's my first video I watched from your channel, and trust me I did feel your pain. Although I don't think I'm depressed but I do feel misundersood, unheard, unloved, inferior due to my facial features and so much more. I was able to relate much. But I do have Hope and life is colourful when I'm by myself, social gatherings makes me insecure and anxious. But I'm trying to love myself more and more each day. Some days I feel less worthy but time passes so does the phase of sadness. And just want to say Thank you for sharing this dark secret of yours, it gave me even more hope💗 stay strong!

[@mahimathomas5272]

I am here for you and so are many other aspirants. I just want to tell you that coming across your youtube channel is one of the best things that had happened to me. You shaped my life, Gave me confidence and strength when I had lost all hope of achieving anything in my career. Thanks for being there. After reading reading your background quote, just know that your existence matters to all of us. Thanks for caring for your youtube family like you would for yourself. ❤

[@appuiearpana299]

Wow, this video hit me right in the feels. I've dealt with the same emotions too, and you just explained everything perfectly. It's been tough, but seeing you so strong and open about it is incredibly inspiring. You've helped me realize I'm not alone in this fight. Finding my strength to fight back was so difficult. It might seem small, but those things kept coming back to me, as if I was in a loop of my darkest days. But the people around me who have dealt with the worst things in their life gave me so much strength to never give up and now here i am on journey of self embracing and self love.( filled with gratitude for everything i have) Just wanted to say thank you for being so real and for showing me that there's always a hope. You've been a source of strength, and now I want you to know I'm here for you too, just like you've been here for me. We can fight this thing, one day at a time. #YouGotThis #MentalHealthMatters

[@padalaharshitagoud3621]

It takes a lot of guts to admit it publicly. Kudos. Acceptance is the first step. Just like nothing lasts forever. You'll come out of this much stronger and more beautiful. More power to you sis

[@KaranS542]

I can totally relate with you. I also had the dream to study in IIT but could not clear it. Also took a drop but still couldnt make it. After that, i really felt regrets and repentance of not clearing it. You are truly an inspiration for us God bless you

[@anubhabjha6632]

Same case

[@anubhabjha6632]

I have suffered depression, existential crisis. since 2020 to 2022 due to not getting into IIT even after taking a drop year during COVID. I felt deceived by everyone, even by my own close friends and family members also. They didn't understand how I feel about their words, their actions, their behaviour towards me. That time I have seen how everyone is around me. But, my parents took me to the Doctor's supervision. I have started medication & that's the only thing which saved my life, eventually I survived till date due to these medicines:- Zolpidem, Asmymax, Oxitol, Arip-MT.

[@brianivle3844]

It's an anonymous Id and just want to tell you that recently, I've gone through the same phase, academic struggle, family issues, criticised at my club responsibilities publicly, unable to focus on my dream properly, travel exhaustion and the list goes on and on. Shweta, sometimes I feel you don't need advice from someone, you seek for emotional support in these times exactly the thing you've mentioned about. Thanks for providing me the platform where I could express myself❤

[@Moonologyy]

Towards the end when you said that U are capable for living a beautiful life , I had to keep my phone down as I could no longer hold back the lump in my neck and tears flowed down. Its been a tough journey but we shall keep swimming

[@simranha4550]

Had me crying throughout the video. You are extremely brave Shweta and you deserve all the love and care ❤

[@lalitakuldeep7331]

U truly nailed it 🤩😂 me too has gone through this loneliness nd depression he or she really need this support

[@_khushigarg]

The quote behind you on the television screen says it all ❤️ Kudos to you for sharing it with all of us. We are her for you dii loads of love to you..and like you said YOU MATTER you really do❤️

[@TurkishDrama2910]

Thank you so much for this. Main ye rasthe se bar bar guzar Rahi hun na koi solution dikh Raha hai na koi samjhne bala sab apna opinion thopte hai no one understands what is going on har din takleef hota hai bed pe hin padi reheti hun main bas akele isolate karke koi hai hi nai jo haat pakdke USS andhere se bahar laye it's so painful

[@ayushprabhakar9491]

For someone who has always given students like us so much hope and motivation along with incomparable guidance and help, to get to know that Di you went through Depression for 7 years is shocking. It really portrays the reality of today's world, the radiant and happier someone seems, the darker and gloomier their past has been. I wish you strength and all the success in your life which you so thoroughly deserve Di.

[@vamikasoni1959]

More love to you, just more and more!!! You are so brave to share this out for everyone else who might be going through the same.

[@anya2359]

You're very strong Shweta Di. Not for just fighting depression but publicly expressing it too. It really requires certain level of vulnerability and trust to share your deepest thoughts. Glad you could share it with us and I hope it has eased some burden off your heart. Whatever you're doing right now has impacted so many students and young adults across the country. We'll always, always support you no matter what you do. Love you! Stay strong 🌼💗

[@kartikpandey6757]

I can't relate to you exactly but there was a time in my life when I suffered from depression and I think the courage we take to come out makes us so strong that we can fight against anything in life... And you are a fighter so don't look back...keep moving and keep growing ❤

[@ChandlerB0ng]

I started crying after watching this video can't stop 😭

[@vaibhav2379]

Us moment

[@priyanshimaheshwari01]

I don't think that I am capable of understanding the pain you guys suffer but being supportive I hope that everything will be fine soon and don't lose hope we all are here to support you 🥰❤

[@vincbook6915]

My parents have never been proud of me all i ever heard my whole life is my sister is a gem and im worthless. I thought it would change gradually but this partial love is killing me everyday.

[@NitroAcr1d]

You're a brave one to be able to share it all with us and we love you for that. I bet there are people who look up to you, having achieved so much in your life! Never would I have ever thought that this smiling face would have been hiding so much behind it. We're here for you, stay strong Shweta 💜🫂. My heart goes out to everyone who has been fighting their way through this, hang in there peeps 🫂💜.

[@harshdhoot4106]

Really felt relieved after watching this video. Thanks to you, who have addressed on this sensitive topic, really this condition is ruining, you have erected a support pillar within by your words. Thanks a lot...

[@asmitkumarrai7045]

3 years back I was in the same condition.. then I met acharya Prashant and understood alot about the ego(the false self image) and spirituality.. and how it is related with depression, anxiety and other mental health issues.. Now I am 100% fine actually I am much much better than a normal person.. I understand world and myself way way better now.. The authentic self knowledge is the only way to come out of depression .. go watch his videos.. you will blossom to your real potential ❤❤ All the best 🙏🙏

[@yuktaaawhy]

I've rarely come across content creators who are as transparent as you, your videos are a ray of hope for me , thanks a lot for doing what you're doing!

[@amahe0809]

Love you.❤❤ In 11th because of taking science I used to feel a lot of pressure..was depressed..took medications from psychiatrist...I can feel how it feels.. Thus love u a lot..❤❤❤ Thank you for being what you are and helping genuinely to all the people out here.. You were and are a Brave person❤❤

[@Parineeta-zc6hk]

Shweta di, this video just touched my heart. I can't explain how I'm feeling right now. I got goosebumps, I got tears in my eyes watching you talking about it in front of the camera. Di, you are courageous, 7 years is not like a jiffy. Thanks for sharing it with us, we understand you!!! I must say, YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK di. We all are your family, and we are proud of you. You spoke your heart out and I know it was even more difficult to record it and upload it here but you did it. You WON di. You WON THE BATTLE. I hope you are good now & wish the best for you. For everyone reading this comment, if there is anyone around you who is depressed or not feeling good for any reason just remember and tell them: 5 words: I am here for you. 2 words: You matter. 1 word : Hope ( There is hope).

[@aryansarate7855]

thanks for making such a video , at some point we do feel depressed and lonely ,and seeing people like you who motivates us , basically you ,you are just awesome just wanna say thankyou once again!!❤

[@deshnamehta4726]

You make me cry so harddd:(:( watching you I remembered so much blacklashes in my headddd. Which I try to forget I don't think about the things which make me cry. But your video make me remember all of those things😥

[@ShivaniMishra_-il7co]

this proves how fatal comparative attitude can be, i have it, have worked on it to reduce it in myself, hasn't eliminated but lesser than earlier, blessed are those who naturally don't have this attitude and also those who have realised it and started working in it

[@Zephyr-333]

So, brave of you ❤❤❤ This is a video I am sending all my friends who are currently in college going through the same thing 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️ more courage to you ma'am 😉😉 so grateful you made this video💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@AdityaF10]

Just love, support, and hope from my side.

[@deepanshaverma]

Hey shweta i don’t know if you’d ever see this comment or not but for the first time i m also putting this on anywhere other than my diary that i think i relate to this so much i think I don’t have enough confidence to believe in myself and I don’t think i can make it to whatever I thought I’ll be doing it’s just self doubt and you know what I don’t even know that I’m depressed because one day i might dig the ground with the lowest self esteem and the other day it’s like everything is good bro i just don’t know what to do with this life…

[@AkankshaSingh-wy5yq]

I can relate to each and every word of yours, I cried throughout the video , going through the same and don't know how to come out of that, people only calculate your worth from your achievements . I hope to come out of this , your video gave some hope.

[@rudrabansal7932]

May there be Love and Happiness in your Life and you keep making people smile and shine in their lives. You can only give what you have :)

[@tywincannister]

Thank you so much for sharing Shweta, I have been combating severe IT addiction since more than a decade, so much so that it ANNIHILATED my career, relationships, social skills etc. and set me on a spiralling dark path to absolute rock bottom. Much like in your case, I didn't even know that I am an addict till 10 months ago (around the same time when I started prepping for CAT) and I agree with you that this is surely due to a lack of awareness and the stigma so strongly attached. Terribly sorry you went through all that, but so so glad you talked about it, I wish to one day recover enough so I can talk about this as well and help spread some awareness (esp. cause IT addiction is relatively a novelty) Lastly, to anyone in the same bucket: Don't lose hope, you are not alone and you will beat this someday. Someday.

[@jassimarkaur24]

itss so relieving that i m not the only one with this issue, many of the things you said exactly what has happened to me. I feel soo alone. I try my best to stay calm and forget all those negative things but it's not in my control. Thanks for this video.

[@barunpatra1009]

Be strong, you are helping a lot of people..

[@ranvijaysingh5002]

Ekhart tolle videos, NDE from Anthony Chan production YT channel and Lorna Byrne helped me .. from having very low self esteem to being proud and felling honoured just for existing.... Ekhart tolle is awesome..

[@harshitasolankii]

Such a relatable topic you discussed because one or the other person is going through with trauma/depression.People just make fun if you tell them such things, you have to help yourself to get rid of it or seek some help to get correct/genuine guidance or help

[@muskanjain7257]

Hi, its been very brave of you to come out and talk about it. And yes people will understand unless and until it happens with them, or when the society just keep pushing them away to maintain a reputation that doesn't matter most of the time. I have been going through similar issues, but never realised it until one day my senior humiliated me and I broke down, just after the call. I know something is very wrong happening with me and I need help. Luckily I had few people around me who were supportive enough to help me in therapy sessions. I m just doing fine lately and inside me I know there is hope, that everything will fall in place one day or the other. Its not about keeping oneself strong, its about letting it be the way it is. After this happened I try to keep checking on friends and family, if they need someone to be there I will there for them, unlike in my case when no one was there to support me. More love and power to you Shweta

[@ashishramchandani2320]

Your that line .... you are lucky enough if u dont understand what am i talking about..... felt deep down the gut shweta ....hats off... really i felt that when i were silent in the room full of people partying...

[@akhil7271]

Watching this made me cry 😢

[@ishachawla5227]

Could relate to each and every sentence 🫂

[@Himanshu-ji8st]

Arey didi sad ni hote hum sab hai aapke sath ❤ aapki vajah se pata ni kitne logo ko umeed milti hai ., don’t be sad jo hota hai ache k liye hota hai 🤝💖❤

[@yashbansal1807]

More power to you for handling all that you are going through, and more importantly, inspite of all this, you have been a source of motivation and inspiration for thousands of CAT aspirants. I hope you come out of the stress super soon and fell better. Lastly, huge thanks to you for talking about it publicly, it is very courageous that you spoke about it, and secondly in today's world when almost every person is facing something similar, it is important to firstly acknowledge that I need to get some help and secondly understand and help the other people going through the similar situation. Wishing you speedy recovery as I look forward to watch your videos regularly as you are a Sandeep Maheshwari of this field!

[@kashishgupta4808]

Tried to control my tears soo hard but idk why I'm cried till the end... When you you said you matters.. It feels soo different.. Really...

[@shellysharma4623]

You're AMAZING. Proud of your progress, commitment and hard work💓💓💓💓

[@ShivamSingh-mg4kt]

God Bless you Shweta di... praying for you....this cut throat competition has killed many mentally and physically....I pray for them and everyone....

[@shubhamprasad7060]

Feels little better after seeing 😢 this video ❤

[@RohitVishwakarma-yy7pp]

I never thought, I would say this. I have been watching your videos since start and this year it would be my 4th attempt of CAT and I am also on medication and I have observed myself in last four years that I have grown alot… you know whats my motivation? I look at myself in the mirror and observe that wow! I have grown 2cm taller, oh my god! Im fairer than yesterday, my muscles have grown more than yesterday.. you know what does that mean? I have grown and achieve something and thats the positivity and optimistic vision when you realise that you are not the same as you were yesterday.. that is the something which motivates me alot…

[@ujjwaljha1632]

I Totally agree maam. I have been diagnosed with depression , attention disorder, memory loss in 2022. Each and every word that you said is correct. Ye itna aasaan nhi hota h depression se baahar aana ....worthlessness,self harm tendency, hopelessness sb hota h .....its really hard.....please iss sbka aaplog majak na bnayein...help nhi kr paayenge to please shaant ho jaaiyega kuch boliyega nahi.....ek word गोली se jyada harm kr skta h.... And maam you are so brave teust me. Aise youtube k audience k saamne bolne m bhut himmt chahiye.

[@amitdasremixzone]

i Understand it very well i am going through it....i have isolated myself from whole world for past 8 years

[@saloni2569]

I can relate to this situation...I was not able to recognize it. What's going on till I end up hospitalized. I just make things normalized it's okay it's okay when it was the third cat attempt of mine. it becomes so hard to continue even daily chores. you really don't get it, when you don't go through.. how it feels. I hope that the next time I meet a situation like this, I will make it and not run away..

[@anshrajahan4135]

i am already crying watching this video. at some points I can relate to you

[@obsessedfreak168]

Ma'am I am going through the same thing. I am in depression since 2020, I don't have any friends with whom i can talk to. I am 19 years old and still I don't have any friend who would understand me. My parents don't believe in this kind of stuff hence I don't even have a financial support to afford a therapy. I don't want to live but i still am trying my level best to live the same repeating day of my life. I wish this all could end soon🥺

[@s.saranya2486]

Love and respect to you!

[@PraveshTanwani]

I never like any video , never commented nor subscribe any channel but i am doing all three thing today.💙 we also face this always when started business and it does not succed i felt that all too but that not big one of my family member face that i saw them crying just for some happiness. i helped him and everytime till today he thanked me for that . love u shweta for all and talking about this ...💙💙💙💙💙💗💗

[@kashikarathor941]

more strength to you and everyone who has been there

[@amritangshumahish7379]

Even chat gpt has that emotion, but so many people around us haven't, they do not realise that; their two words / a sentence can bring back a "suffering heart" from the most painful point of life , can inject "hope" inside them.

[@SubrataDas-sm2uz]

First of all, THANK YOU for still smiling for all the things you have been through. I can relate to you. I think what I understood is that having CONVERSATION is very important in this type of situation. Many people doesn't talk with others regarding their mental issues because of lack of trust on others and self-doubt. We need to talk with someone whom we trust with our life whenever we feel low. Lastly I would like to tell that I wish and pray for your happiness. Once again Thank you 🙏

[@RB-rocks]

This was just so brave of you Shweta to share this, instead of suffering silently inside you chose to speak out. The inner demons inside us become stronger and when we realise in this chaotic life we don't find any solution easily. Its difficult to believe such a cheerful person like you can have complications like these. I think many people have it but they hide and suppress because of societal pressure. I also felt such inferiority complex, loneliness (even when surrounded by friends) I was feeling suffocation ane then I was on meds for sometime and things eventually became good. Its always better to stay attached to the root level, and not mess up our life in any addictions (the culprit is FOMO) . The pharma industry is awaiting times when we create our own problems and they make more profit . Have a good day ahead ✨✨

[@risingstar96]

Thanks a lot Shewta. For such valuable n beautiful piece of advice ❤❤❤❤

[@kanikabaghel-u6g]

i;m preparing for ipmat exam .....i took a drop....but now i feel i cant able to crack this.....i just wanna to spent 5 year in iim instead of 2 year.....but i think ye sapna sapna hi reh jayga....i dont know how i feel now....i dont have anyone who understand me ya fir mai jisse ye sab share kar pau......thanks alot di for this video❣❣❣......meko abhi tak esa lagta tha ki esa sirf mere sath hi ho raha........

[@VimalKumar-vs4hb]

God bless you and everyone ❤️🙏🙏

[@anushkasingh9995]

Ma'am, you're too brave and you're truly an inspiration ❤️

[@rajanraju2857]

Really appreciate maam for showing such courage and speaking on such sensitive thing for the betterment of people. I am sure this will surely help a lot folks.

[@saumyatiwari9042]

Hi Shweta Ma'am, Thank you for sharing this. You have no idea how better it feels to know that we are not alone in this battle. Love your content. More power to you❤

[@mehnazrahman3579]

Hi Shweta Di, I have been going through the exact same thing for many many years now and trust me, some people saw it and told me about it and I used to deny it but as I'm getting older, I'm realizing that everything in my life has led to this point of me feeling so hopeless and worthless. Some days I don't want to continue my life and other days I look at my family and carry on. Maybe one day I'll know what happiness is. If it's a goal or a feeling, I don't know what it is. Someone told me I was worthless and that led me to having insanely high pressure at my age. Thank you for being one of the few to understand. :)

[@jyotikumari-xk2wq]

very truely said.

[@Iti_Shree_Jain]

Ms. Shweta, I also faced worthless and depression in the last few months, and just 3 days back when I talked to my mother, she just said “Everyone faces the same at some point in their life. You are not alone. And I'm there for you.” Then on the same day, I decided to do an MBA filled out the CAT Form today, and started preparing from today. From this conversation, I would say, “You are worth it. I'm rooting for you.”

[@therakeshkumarrathore]

Don't prepare alone This is reason why you got depressed Study in group study in library also play games and meditate enjoy the nature Otherwise u will again feel depressed because u are mentally weak

[@jyotitomar417]

More n more power to you Diii!✨ You are great and we know that 💯🙌! Just stay strong Diii , You are the best 💯💓🫂.

[@riyakaushik6928]

Hey girl First of all a very bigggg hugg to you ❤ n secondly let me tell you, you are bravest of many people out there❤ proud of you!!

[@rituyadav5294]

I completely agree with you ma'am ❤

[@lekha21920]

Everyone might be going through something or the other but most of them put a mask in front of others and nobody will ever know if somebody is going through something.

[@ritvickmathur9606]

This was an incredibly relatable video specially since every single thing that u talked about happened with me in the same chronological order and the fact that you interact with every single comment is insane and heartwarming. More power to u.

[@ShivaniMishra_-il7co]

i am so proud of you, you have inspired me so much, i myself have faced depression which affected my career nd every aspect of my life and still carrying shades of it, thanks for all the inspiration and positivity, just think about how many people's life u have influenced positively. didi you are not worthless, and never alone.

[@chibi_devi]

I am 24 and this will be the 4th time i will give CAT exam....though i got selected in many good b schools and iims but not in IIM A and because of that i decided to keep trying one more time every year...this year is the last and i have to got to any college because soon my father will retire....i am so scared and feeling worthless and regreting thinking about what if i don't even get colleges which i rejected earlier...what if after 4 years also i couldn't make it to any IIM A or any IIMs this is killing me everyday....i don't socialize don't talk to anybody that much even i don't go out of my house i sleep all day and awake every night just so that i can avoid people and interaction...i am feeling anxiety all the time....watching my parents make and their hopes towards me make me more anxiousand nervous....this video made me cry and a little courage to stand up and fight this depression....thank you sweta di you are the best....❤

[@ab1ek145]

depression is very real . my sister was going through lot of depression even though things where going well for her. we consulted a doctor and she is taking medication which really helped a lot. problem is many people don't consider depression as problem and go uncared or untreated thank u for bringing this topic.