Skinny: A Short Film

This is a short film about eating disorders that I made for my psychology class.

[@hannahwilliams5681]

Im honestly jealous of skinny people with eating disorders even though i shouldn't be. But like people care when you're skinny. When you're fat and have an eating disorder, no one gives a shit anymore

[@marsp5636]

Good luck having a heart so weak it could stop at any moment

[@user-nx3du6xh9j]

i feel you

[@simran3245]

Really I thought I am the only one who thinks like this and I use to think that I am only one who is jealous

[@maythesenoisess]

babe no you have no idea. maybe it seems ideal and you’ll feel more valid but it’ll hurt a lot. you’d be at a higher risk of dying and lose so much of yourself it’s just. no.

[@sailersun1729]

Wtf is wrong with you. Why would you be jealous over a issue that could literally end your life. I don’t have an eating disorder but I do know that it isn’t something you want to have. People with eating disorders go through hell, why on earth would you want something like that?

[@lolobobo8129]

It’s funny how I’m literally crying watching this, I really wanna lose weight

[@tiredasheck923]

L O L O B O B O honestly same. I used to be bullied for my weight (even though it 'wasn't serious' according to the people who teased me). So I lost weight - around 15kg. And I still want to lose more, even though I don't need to 😅

[@jamiep2890]

Hey you don't have to cry 💜 All you have to do is exercise and eat healthier. Problem solved lol

[@xrisaamanatiadou8087]

Hey. Do you know how beautiful you really are? You are amazing ❣️

[@everything_outsiders9238]

I'm anorexic and I'm watching this for motivation.... I know it's bad but I need to do it

[@hannahwilliams5681]

@@jamiep2890 that's not how it works for everyone but way to be dismissive

[@Weido-k2i]

Hey haters, You'll never know how much u hurt someone else.Just put yourself into their shoes...

[@deja9704]

😂I don't get why ppl get joked for being skinny.. u can't be big u can't be skinny wtf are u sposed to be then💀

[@badnimperfect]

Deja ming non existent I guess lol

[@krispii3778]

UnrealKZ lmao, I like how you can make a joke about the darkest topics 😂

[@badnimperfect]

Krispii oo that's spooky

[@mariehicks8472]

Ikr it's stupid

[@blackberrycupcake8722]

What about normal?

[@Miaaisiskjsb]

me eating tons of crap as i watch a serious film about eating disorders:

[@khushi4650]

U know its coming back when u again start watching such stuff..

[@hannahboebanna]

I hope you’re in a better place! ♥️

[@barbaravallecillos9587]

Did you actually lose weight for this video I’m not trying to be rude or anything you looked pretty before but it seems like you lose weight throughout the video

[@wiktoriaa.1]

barbara vallecillos i thinks it's just a really good make-up

[@laurenbeaudin2151]

barbara vallecillos this is actually my friend not me! But no she did not lose any weight for this film, we just applied makeup throughout it.

[@mariehicks8472]

@@laurenbeaudin2151 I loved the video

[@SoberTillDeath]

@@laurenbeaudin2151 no one looks up how to be anorexic. this is the most unrealistic video of an eating disorder ive ever seen

[@barbaravallecillos427]

this was me a year ago watching the video i’m here replying to my own comment and i’m quite disgusted and sad. i’m looking this stuff up again

[@haleyisrecoveringsteel9263]

Kind of an inaccurate representation of the illness. I have it, and you don’t just look up how to be anorexic. Anorexia/ED’s aren’t just something you wake up one day and decide to have. Also, it may not be the same for everyone, but I’m pretty sure you can’t get dug up into that fast within 4 weeks. However, towards the end, I could begin to relate. Constantly being cold, not taking care of your hygiene because the only thing you can think about is ED behaviors, etc. It’s not glamourous and towards the end, I think you got that message across very well. The bruises are pretty accurate as well. Nice job

[@laurenbeaudin2151]

Thank you! I had to include all of the symptoms in the video for my grade since this is a school project that’s why they are so close in time, I know it takes much longer in reality for it to look that drastic. And that is also why I had her looking up anorexia, just to state what illness I was portraying. I hope you are getting help, I have friends who have gone through what you are going through and it can get very very bad. Please seek treatment if you are not already ❤️

[@haleyisrecoveringsteel9263]

Lauren Beaudin thank you 💕 I have indeed been through a program, and continuing in outpatient therapy 💓

[@kaydenbrink8021]

Also she typed what is anorexia but purging after you eat is bulimia but it's a great film just a little inaccurate

[@talia6268]

@@kaydenbrink8021 well there's anorexia nervosa binge/purge subtype

[@sarahm9151]

HaleyIsRecovering Steel took me a couple of months to start...

[@trinitycox3796]

Not a lot of people jus look up how to become anorexic. Many with eating disorders won’t even accept that they are anorexic. Good video though.

[@amarzya445]

I actually did tho. And started my own proana website

[@hiddenpain5073]

Amarzya pro Ana is very different to anorexia. Being pro Ana is encouraging one another to lose weight. It is a CHOICE. True anorexia is far from a choice and is a daily torment and out of all the psychiatric mental illnesses has the highest mortality rate. You CANNOT BY ANY MEANS COMPARE PRO ANA AND TRUE ANOREXICS. They two are nothing alike and the torment, struggles and the life threatening medical complications anorexics are put in NOT BY CHOICE are far different from those who are pro Ana

[@amarzya445]

@@hiddenpain5073 You really out here telling someone with anorexia how living with anorexia is? Lol.

[@hiddenpain5073]

Amarzya what’s so laughable? I’ve been struggling with chronic enduring anorexia for many years now and the amount of hospital admissions I’ve had both in medical ward and Ed ward can’t be counted on my fingers and toes. So I’m saying it at it is. The two cannot be compared. The amount of people suffering with the illness both male and female I met would highly agree with me and do agree with me as we had many talks about pro Ana sites. So I’ll say it again, PRO ANA is a choice where as ANOREXIA is not. Those who use those sites choose to go down that path and envy skeletal bodies. True anorexics who fall in the trap don’t deliberately look up sites trying to be skeletal

[@amarzya445]

@@hiddenpain5073 "true anorexics" wow. gatekeeping much? I only said that's what STARTED my anorexia, I never said anything about how bad it got. people are triggered differently into it. And if you were so wise as you think you are, you would know that anorexia most of the time isn't about being skinny

[@iam_stacy]

I would just say " thanks for stating the ovious that's why your the captain of it"

[@gabrielahruskova5751]

6

[@aaliyahbean4659]

*you’re

[@iam_stacy]

@@aaliyahbean4659 I know I was using another device and I wasn't feeling like typing

[@aaliyahbean4659]

strawberry milk I know lol I was joking😂 I do that too sometimes

[@felicitydodd3269]

I was fat and now im too skinny I still want to lose more weight but also wanna be dummy thicc

[@felicitydodd3269]

Aw thanks Jae Kay

[@lifeislife221]

I feel your pain 🥺

[@Gabbiisgoofy]

Same

[@ImaniOkafor]

Some people will call you fat and others will call you skinny But just know, even when you work out, or eat more, they still won’t Feel pity…

[@dumgirl9015]

I wish I was Skinny 😭

[@tiffanyroseangeles7517]

Basketball Boi nice your educated! Well said!!!

[@Sophie-zm5qq]

You don't want a life like that. I had it and it is as bad as a drug adiction.

[@jet9048]

How are you doing? I hope you are feeling better now. Ily

[@quickshxt9698]

@@Ryan-ne3uq have you ever been chubby? Probably not, so don’t be talking. I’m not trying to be rude, but do you get winded just by going up a flight of stairs? Do you get dirty looks walking out in public?

[@humnahsyed5582]

You don’t need to be skinny! You’re perfect just the way you are! ❤️

[@vanillaanova]

im naturally skinny but during the pandemic i ate so much without being active and got just a lil bit chubby i thought i was alright until when we opened school people called me "fat" then thats when i started feeling bad abt myself and started cutting meals and eating like a meal a day or even just a apple in a day and now im skinnier than i was before but im stuck with an eating disorder rn as my parents try to help me recover from it.All i want to say is that doont let other people ruin you cause the only who will feel the pain after is you and the people who actually care about you.

[@elsybabe5558]

Thanks I am also naturally skinny and a few people called me slim it's annoying

[@leynajane]

@@elsybabe5558you’re really not helping, if that’s what you want to vent about go somewhere else

[@anarchy_iter]

2:50 This local question "How can I be anorexic? god damnit. ANOREXIA ISNT A DIET. it fucking hurts you, physically and psychically in every second of your life. You cant enjoy a single second completely because it seems like everyone around you is perfect and 24/7 eating while you feel like a fat cow compared to everyone even when you break down twice a day from eating noting for 30 hours and forgetting to drink cause all you think about is that you didnt lost weight over night. IT DESTROYS YOUR LIFE. yes, you lose weight. you lose a lot of weight. but you also use your life and everyone who is part of it because the only thing u actually care about are caloires,. You lose weight and everyone tells you that you are too skinny and you keep calling yourself fat even when youre actually so SO close to die on some days! trying to become eating disoredered is as stupid as eating rotten meat to not go to scholl the next day. Its nothing you should "try out".

[@sillykitty247]

i miss the old me

[@leroach1860]

The fact I searched up exactly what she did made me cry

[@ruzgar2900]

This video kinda pissed me off because you just can't wake up one day and decide to be anorexic. People with eating disorders generally go through something related to their weight and the societies beauty standarts. After becoming quite insecure, you maybe develop one. But it was extremely stupid to write 'how to become anorexic' like it's a really good way to lose weight.

[@user-th1xs2yf4u]

Ikr why would someone wanna be anorexic?

[@Carmaykela]

nope my eating disorder had nothing to do with looks or weight (i was already quite underweight). Also many kids (especially these days) wish to be thin and will look up the most effective ways to lose weight and who knows better than anorexic people. So they might try it thinking it will only last a while not realizing they might be genetically predisposed for developing an ed

[@radams-yz1he]

Actually some people kind of push themselves into an eating disorder. I really hope people in this comment section don’t do that, but some people do and we can’t change that. But just because they pushed themselves into the eating disorder doesn’t mean the still don’t deserve help, they’re still sick, they’re still slowly killing they’re selves, they still deserve help.

[@rainbowaffle5213]

@@user-th1xs2yf4u i wanna be but instead i got bulimia or sth similar… like dont get mad. Ik its bad but i wanna control ms and i cant.. i hope someone understands it..

[@elodielorraine9163]

I thought that was the best part of the movie. I was ashamed of it at first. I have talked to many people and many do. And even now (now that I'm sick) I still look it up because I don't consider myself sick.

[@riley22105]

people dont just look up hOw To Be AnOrExIc and get the illness in a day. this is a complex disorder caused by other things happening in someone's life, in most cases causing them to feel out of control. it isnt something people choose.

[@dirtypcy9866]

U know back when I was like 11 years old my sister would make fun of me asking for food like “hey is there something in the fridge I could eat?”then my sister would always say and call me “chubby boy or fat boy” so whenever I would try to go on a diet my mom and sister would say it’s stupid and a waste of time...

[@katerusse6173]

I actually looked for a short film on skinny shaming. Maybe this topic seems 'unimportant' but I actually get so much skinny shaming, usually from elder people. I don't know how to accept my body and feel more relaxed. People around me are overweight and I understand their pain too. Everybody says that it is 'care' and 'for your sake' but it helps like shit. Please society accept normal people and let us just live peacefully.

[@vent519]

My parents are starting to catch on my ED, today, my mum gave me dinner and I only ate half. Then, she came in with a cookie (FEAR FOOD) and forced me to eat it. I ran out crying and threw it in the bin, she’s now worried.

[@rosemaryragan1393]

My friend was anorexic for awhile because she felt fat and I am so glad she reached out to me and our other close friends, we helped her through it and now she is thriving and I am glad. She is a healthy weight and so are my other friends and being honest I am jealous. I always get commented on by how skinny I am and how I'm so lucky or that I am to skinny but really I'm not lucky at all, not being able to gain weight sucks a lot. Nothing you do will make you gain weight. Not even sitting around for days not doing anything just ating will.

[@ashiraaneri7900]

dont change!!! you're beautiful you have freckles the prettiest eyes to be seen and the warmest smile!! i hate my look but im gonna change that!! 😤

[@arielknorr4652]

I know how it feels to be that why I have no friends

[@mariehicks8472]

I'll be your friendd

[@maria-um4uq]

The skinny shaming its like fat shaming but people don't understand. They think that to be skinny its cool and it feels good,but no it feels like shit, we get bullying too,not only fat girls. Boys don't want us bc we are "flat",we dont have boobs or a thick ass, we are skeletons. Every time i see videos only for fat girls,but boys like fat girls, skinny no. Im eating all the time like a pig but i don't gaint weight idk what to do. Im trying my best to gain weight bc my friends were "joking" about my weight. Then i started eating more and more and i gained almost 10kg but they didn't stopped and ima tryna my best to gain weight bc i hate the way i look. Im so sick of this. Im so insecure about myself...every time when i go out i am wearing something long to hide my ass bc all the boys are saying that im flat. I am wearing a long jacket in summer, i dont care if its so hot i just don't want my flat to shine outside, out in this sick world. Every time that im trying clothes at home,when i see myself at the mirror i start crying bc i want to look like all the other beautiful and thick girls. Please i need help i am so insecure😭

[@ashlynhallett2697]

I would recommend talking to your doctor (if you have one) over good ways gain weight. I’m sure that your body is beautiful. Anyways have a good day

[@teodoramarceta7429]

I you are skinny they judge you, but if you are fat or a little bit overweight they still judge you, and that id why you should not tell anyone to make them feel bad about themselfs. Do NOT let anyone tell you you have to change yourself, everyone is beautiful in they own way so remember BE YOURSELF AND LOVE YOURSELF!!! ❤️

[@sillykitty247]

wish i had ur mindset

[@UnknownASPD]

That's funny how at my lowest bmi at the hospital still never fainted. Like my bmi was 12 and i could walk 20.000 steps

[@raincandyy]

my lowest bmi was 15 when i was 12 and i almost fainted while playing tennis in the sun so i guess it depends on your body and what you're doing (i had only eaten a small amount of grapes that day)

[@thesubsfromdestiny]

Why that hoodie look so comfy

[@Scratchingforcash]

I honestly wish everyone cared about their weight as much as I do. Here’s how much I care: I’m more worried about an out of control airplane coming down and cutting my head off with its propeller than I am about someone caring how much I weigh. If someone makes a comment about my weight I immediately comment on their mother and how she doesn’t mind what I weigh. Eat what you want, and just learn good “your mom” jokes.

[@avemoon]

I WANT TO LOSE MY FXXKING WEIGHT

[@juliacortez6989]

Boys and girls will always be told something about their weight, skinny or thicker and it's sad because a lot of people dont feel enough for anything...

[@luheartsjx]

this is wild, because for the last 3 or 4 weeks I’ve been slowly eating a little less everyday and not eating sugar to look “good” in the summer but i still wanna loose like so much.

[@carolinaortega9910]

this is why parents dont want kids having social media lmao

[@KynaNg123]

Thank you for making this beautiful piece :) You are a great person from the inside out.

[@felix-ht5xg]

me just relizing the bruises fhat kept appreaing on my legs/ackle and stayed for months were not infact from a demon in my house-

[@samm6755]

how do y’all have the willpower to just barf like that

[@krispii3778]

lemons I know right! I’m always trying to but it doesn’t work...so I just exercise tons and starve the next day

[@lividp0ser]

Its called Bulimia and its a disease that I happen to have 😡😠😡😠😡

[@yeokika]

Marie Nowack it’s not a disease.

[@isabellebarrett1502]

I try but I hate the taste of it so I can’t

[@lindafisher7769]

@@yeokika Actually it is a disease

[@xmasaxx]

Why is there a website with tips on how to become anorexic tho? Like that's messed up...

[@tgirl8955]

How many people are going to comment the same thing? She said it was a project and it’s pretty good. More effort than some that I’ve ran into.

[@lemonspiceerr1233]

4:17 are those laxatives ?

[@aliyahjade8372]

when the site gives you tips

[@superbubblegum827]

Everybody perfect in there own ways

[@NIKONGUY1960]

As a photographer, I hear people tell models to eat a burger so they can gain weight. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???

[@hannahboebanna]

Don’t brush your teeth directly after purging!!! Wait at least 15 mins!!!! As much as a bulimic sufferer hates themself, they can still look after themselves in these small ways ♡

[@laurenprice4936]

the fact that it’s always about “big” girls (i know this girl isn’t big) trying to become skinny bothers me, is being underweight not as big a struggle? just bc someone’s skinny does not mean they have an eating disorder, lots of people including me eat plenty and want to gain weight but our genetics carry fast metabolism :(

[@danniellesmith5299]

Yeah maybe it can be difficuly for girls who are underweight to gain weight due to their metabolisms, but it isnt as serious as have an disorder like anorexia that literally kills people.

[@hannahwilliams5681]

People care more when you're skinny and have an eating disorder than when you're fat and do. Also skinny people aren't shamed in society the way fat people are.

[@crystalbutterfly2758]

^^

[@happythoughts5404]

*wakes up at 3.02pm*

[@spomenkaspoma7088]

I havent eaten in 3 days now.... Wondering how long i can keep it up

[@Amysmith29]

❤ Hello, I hope you are safe , happy and healthy right now ❤ Remember you are beautiful ×

[@fart2372]

I only feel pretty when I’m hungry

[@Sky-hc4sc]

i always feel fucked up. when im hungry and also when im full. i will never be free.

[@UpsNdownZZZ]

The spinning at the end was making me nauseous!

[@prettygirlflaco3924]

Most people think that if life am skinny I will be happy Well you are wrong I use to think that before until I stopped eating and from the on my life has been a mess like everyday is hell cause I always refuse to eat

[@naturellejackson8574]

Her body was perfect the way it was. She didn't need to be googling how to be anerexia bc she already has a body she should be confident with. I don't understand why people make it so hard for others to feel confident in themselves. It's fucking ridiculous! That's what make them go through this. It's body shaming and disrespect!!. Love yourself and your body unconditionally.

[@mayasanghera6038]

!TW! Well for some people, it seems ideal. They say "I'll be like this for a few days to reduce weight." Then the mindset takes over. The pro-ana community is just sick. When I was 10, I wasn't 'anorexic', but I wouldn't eat lunch or breakfast and leave half of dinner. I was eating well below 200 calories a day until my friends found out. My parents still don't know. I am 12 now and still starve myself now and then. I recently tried throwing up for the first time, and it felt good. I didn't feel fat. I fear my story will not have a happy ending, but oh well. Not much I can do about it. Sometimes I also Self-Harm to feel less guilty, but it always compels me to harm myself more.

[@rosyreads]

It’s sad how this is legit me 3 years ago, plz plz plz don’t harm yourself, your mindset will take over and sometimes it will go for years like me, I still struggle with body image issues but trust me starving yourself? Harming yourself? Throwing up? That won’t get you anywhere, plz just eat, atleast the smallest piece of food, I know that feeling even the smallest thing you eat you feel fat and I understand you in every way and you can be the same as me 3 years ago, I didn’t believe in ppl, all that was in my mind was losing weight, getting “pretty”, so other ppl can notice me, other ppl can like me and so I won’t be the target but through these years my parents still doesn’t know that I used to throw up, they only realize I was starving myself when I almost fainted in school, they knew I was harming myself when someone spotted while in school, it’s really not that fun when ur parents find out, you have no idea how much they’re going to get hurt and I swear to god ur parents will find out sooner or later, the pain that’s going to go into them will scar them deep into their heart for the rest of their life because my mom told me when she found out I was doing such things she knew she failed as a parents because she thought I was happy, she thought she was doing everything to keep me happy, those scars, that harm you do to ur body isn’t made to be like that, god knows ur strong, god knows you’ll get through this promise me you’ll never give up, promise me that you’ll message me whenever, wherever in any cases where you feel down because I’m willing to be here for you, I want to be here for you, going through the same things I have went through 3 years ago I don’t want anyone to feel the pain that I felt, I don’t want any little kids like you to suffer like this, keep ur head up love! There’s always a tomorrow and just know that you are good enough, you don’t need to be skinny to be pretty, you don’t need to fit in to be considered pretty because in my eyes ur already beautiful, I’m here for you Maya, and god is here for you, all the ppl around you and around me are here for you, you can get through this! Much love🥺

[@kaleywomack2618]

@@rosyreads honestly.. I needed to read that.. I’ve been getting really bad with eating again… I’m 135 and consider myself fat.. I wish it wasn’t like that but I don’t know how to change it, I used to self harm but I realized how stupid that was.. I do throw up tho.. I don’t even try to my body just does it now, I have acid reflux so it makes it even easier.. I don’t know how to stop the way I treat myself or my mindset and I can’t afford therapy.. I’ve decided if I want to be skinny I’ll just work for it, like literally work out and go for a run every day.. but then I could get obsessive with that too, I just don’t know what to do honestly

[@iamanapple3234]

Hey how are you now

[@comicalch4rlie]

Me: * being skinny and being made fun of * Me: I have a great idea. Eat. And don't use the bathroom for 5 months.

[@sillykitty247]

i bet ur 70 pounds that’s my dream weight

[@mariamkhan2338]

I always try to gain my weight because I'm too skinny. And people always asks me to gain some weight

[@morganrose9765]

Girl you are so pretty. I also love that of mice and men shirt

[@jasinta9788]

the sorrow never ends.

[@cherryblossom801]

I wanna try this. After more than 5 years of being 80kg and feeling fat all over my body, I feel that I've given up and have to resent to harder methods to lose weight.

[@rotemvaisben2328]

Please don't try this

[@ginavazquezgutz8093]

Babe be healthy 3 meals with nutrients and excersice

[@hannahwilliams5681]

@@ginavazquezgutz8093 being healthy doesn't work for everyone either and is kinda dismissive of the issue

[@chocolatebar1592]

4:49 Did she not wake until 4:47pm?

[@rosyreads]

I think she’s trying to show that once ur in this mindset and not eating u will start to have no energy and you get tired and sometimes I did wake at like 16 hours later after falling asleep, you start to feel drowsy because ur lungs are starting to collapse and crazy things like that, so yes it is possible to wake up at 4:47 pm

[@Alliaaa]

im struggling so much with my weight now i was 220 lbs then i got down to 150 now im back at 183 and im so mad at myself i wish i could just be anorexic

[@bunhead5432]

Alliaaa this comment really hit me, because I as well use to be 220 lbs after a traumatic experience. Then I got down to 160...and now I don’t have time so I’ve gotten back up to like 174. It really bothers me

[@sugargirl2001]

You absolutely do not want to be anorexic. It is horrible and toxic and dangerous and torture

[@hiddenpain5073]

What a stupid comment to make about wanting to be anorexic. As a sufferers of many years close to going into cardiac arrest on several occasions with countless amounts of forced admissions I find your comment extremely offensive and disturbing. You should be shamed of yourself

[@jonathanl1604]

i’ve been hospitalized, restrained and tube fed for anorexia. i almost had a heart attack nine months ago. fuck you, basically.

[@emmamarie7577]

U don’t I promise ! 🥺 love your self plz. Love your self before it’s to late.

[@DRGently]

I want to be skinny. I would be happy then

[@yvesus7]

Same. When I eat I feel bloated. The other day I ate a whole bunch. I don’t make myself throw up or purge, I just skip meals most days and will eat a little. I’m trying to maintain.

[@leannajackson2721]

Just an aside, please don't brush your teeth after purging! You're brushing acid onto your teeth. Mouthwash and gum is better.

[@phoenixc7245]

What is purging? If it has something to do with anorexia or any other eating disorders that's why I don't know what it means

[@sarah-df7vb]

Did you actually lose weight for a video??

[@laurenbeaudin2151]

SLKittenGirl this is my friend acting but no she did not lose any weight for the video. We used makeup to make her appear that way

[@marlenebia8008]

Don't change yourself because you are you so don't change yourself

[@rosslloyd8218]

이것은 너무나 강력 했습니다. 아주 좋아요.

[@lynnklee9298]

short question why would you make an article callled "how to become anorexic" like bro-

[@milagrosgodoy5147]

I do not think she lost weight for the video, in the end you can se crearly the makeup

[@jaycejohnston4716]

Oh my god I love that shirt. Of mice and men babies!!!! Sorry I couldn't help but notice.

[@amandat2885]

To me it doesn't matter if your fat or skinny to me what matters is if your happy with yourself😔😔

[@aporue5893]

those people are not her ''friends''. Real friends would never say anything like that. Ignore the toxic people!💕🌈🦄

[@mathilde1439]

She’s SO pretty 😳

[@aishaismail526]

Shes not

[@freyaxx8801]

I'm your mum off here no one asked you

[@aishaismail526]

@@freyaxx8801 wno asked u

[@sno9044]

@@aishaismail526 i did u idiot

[@refilwemogano9214]

I kinda feel better with an empty stomach😭💔but everytime I don't eatit breaks my mom heart ,well my dad dosent know coz he...doesn't live with us ✌

[@island3045]

Your enough!!!!

[@island3045]

There’s help out there please get it!! They really help!!!

[@angelawise8070]

All this sad just keeps trying you are still a better personality who you are and become now

[@SL-vx5cg]

Skinny Or Fat It Is Still Not Okay To Body Shame.

[@Val-nw9hh]

Is eating watermelon bad?

[@straysushi655]

I'm the only one who doesn't like being skinny ???

[@chocolatebar1592]

At the start,was it 3:02am or pm?

[@kayholley]

am I'm assuming

[@bennywentpoo]

This is a very inaccurate portrayal of anorexia. I'm sorry, i'm not trying to be rude, its just that when I was really heavy into my eating disorder that's not how it went. I know everyone's different, but anorexics don't just not eat at all, most of the time people with anorexia "fast" for weeks or days, and then binge, over work themselves with exercise, and repeat. This film was good, but I think it could be even better if you talked to people that have (or had) anorexia, or other eating disorders for a more accurate representation.

[@hannahwilliams5681]

I wish people talked about osfed mpre and eating disorders rhat affect overweight people (which isn't just BED either)

[@chloewhite9847]

@@hannahwilliams5681 same

[@sanjanaprabhu9279]

U look perfect

[@vernascray5587]

I would look into anorexic peoples personal experiences before making something like this. This just felt really off lol

[@MingChongLee7]

Who else can notice that is makeup from a mile away? Because that is makeup, not weight loss😂

[@isolgarcia4449]

This represents me so much

[@EloiseYoshioka]

it's a good video. but where is the part where your parents invite you to eat but you refuse to? where is the part where the parents actually encourage it? I just think its a bit inaccurate...

[@flight101]

People have said to me " Teach me how to get it ( my ED )" like I can sit them down and say right here you go, you do this that and the other.. I do not consider myself to have anything wrong with me.. just what others say. But being an adult nobody questions me or notices.. my younger daughter is 15.. I feel 10 inside.. I really cannot handle being an adult anymore. I want someone to cuddle me and let me cry the last 42 years out, tell me Im going to be ok.. I want to be small, little.. everyone feels for and wants to look after little people.. I am trying to reverse to my childhood that I feel I never had. And that is a pathetic comment I know but it's the only way I can explain why I cannot ever eat.. THAT was awful though.. too much camera spinning and the wrong message....

[@tiffanyroseangeles7517]

I was always tall & thin. HOwEVER THAT DOESNT EQUATE HAPPINESS OR A PERFECT LIFE PERFECTION" IS A WORD THAT I WISH DEFINITELY NEVER EXISTED AT ALL!! BC ITS UNREACHABLE!!! NO ONE CAN BE PERFECT" NO MATTER HOW THIN YOU ARE! LISTEN! YOU CAN GET SHAMMED FOR BEING TOO TALL a& NOT ENOUGH MEAT ON YOU" IM HEAVIER NOW BUT REFUSE TO EAT MEAT FOR ETHICAL NOT DIET) REASONS BUT DO GET PLENTY PROTEIN OTHER WAYS AM NO WAYS EVER WAS DANGEROUSLY THIN Just slim lady" I do have GI issues causing bloating water retention etc. Dr is aware I've normal blood pressure good chlestrol levels ,but low iron So am on some vitamins inc iron now I'm a Pescetarian as well. I accept myself as me. I've very fine blonde hair that won't style annoyed me in the past. But, We have to learn all of these wee things we see as irritates may be beauty to others.... Basically in a nutshell, I'm a perfectionist I'm learning every day to just stop judging myself so f.ing hard! It wastes so much time & useless energy that could be spent doing POSITIVE THINGS IN LIFE IF YOUR LIKE ME PLEASE READ THIS IM OVER 40 IVE BEEN A PERFECTIONIST SINCE TEEN YEARS ! SO TRY & CHANGE Those thought patterns before you get to be my age!! I'm JUST LUCKY ID BIDNT GET A HEART ATTACK OR SUFFER HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE DIABETES ! AFT ALL THERES A FAM HISTORY OF IT MY FAMILY THOUGH ARE ALL TALL , THIN PEOPLE WHO ARE BASICALLY FAST METATABOLISMS EX PERHAPS MY OLDER BROTHER) TAKE CARE a& DONT FALL FOR RUMOURS RE HEALTH QUICK SCHEMES " BC THATS WHAT THEY ARE!!!😛💖💖💖ps in case your thinking oh she's fat no I'm not I gained prob 5 pounds over entire Covid .....So I don't put on weight fast nor easily. I loose it VERY EASY WHEN STRESSED OR SICK

[@Literallynotonething]

Bru this is so bad. I’m sorry. Nobody looks up ‘how to be anorexic’ and automatically have an eating disorder. And then like a couple days later just knows how to purge and does it without thinking, and its so typical of these ED films to have the person faint within literally the beginning of the film… this is just so inaccurate

[@yvesus7]

I mean Kathleen from Degrassi made herself purge when I’m pretty sure she didn’t know what purging even meant.

[@daddy8454]

not a hater but it's not very accurate- still all in all a pretty good film minus the accuratce :)

[@nadiamills8066]

Is it just me or is anyone else sisterher after throwing up your food from the dad I can't right anymore I am don't

[@ashleywilliams6596]

Not to be mean but i just learned how to open messages by swiping right lol. P.s no one should have to go through this 🥺

[@willow4251]

You can't fucking choose to have an eating disorder or any psychiatric disorder for that matter. They're mental diseases. You can't simply search up how to become an anorexic then follow the typical characteristics. It doesn't work like that. Bullying is awful and can make you feel incredibly self-conscious and hate something about yourself but it doesn't always just give you a disorder. And when doesn't you can't force yourself to have a disorder. Following traits of someone with an Eddie doesn't make you anorexic or bulimic or whatever it may be. Following characteristics of a person with an Ed doesn't mean you actually have that Ed. What this video SHOULD be about is how anorexia is idealised. It's seen as amazing and anorexic people are thought to have such incredible will power. Their bodies are wanted by everybody but nobody actually knows about the extreme health risks. Any eating disorder is incredibly damaging to not only your mental health but your physical health, causing long term effects and, in some cases, fatal scenarios. It's not just about restricting food or not eating anything ever. There are some foods considered "safe" and some considered not. These are different for each person with an eating disorder. We don't just starve ourselves until we're happy with what the scales tell us. There is no "thin enough". The "safe" foods are foods that we consider okay to eat. There are lots that aren't. During recovery or attempts at it, eating these "not safe" foods is such a fucking challenge because it's what you've been told (by your mind/the voice inside it) for so long is pretty much illegal and that you will die if you eat it. It's incredibly difficult and an emotional journey to what a normal person would simply consider as just eating. It's serious. Eddie's are actually extremely pressing on the mental side, being mental disorders. I diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa 6 years ago at the age of 10 and I have been through online counselling, one to one counselling, group therapy, etc so many times. I've been in outpatient once, inpatient adolescent facilities thrice, the hospital twice and I have been threatened with a possibility of needed to go into ICU (Intensive Care Unit). It is an incredibly dangerous disease, incredibly stressful and I would not wish it on anyone. A lot of people don't get the mental side to it. People think that it's simply some hormonal teenager wanting to be a skinny model. It's not like that. The pressures of obeying your own thoughts then being told to fight against them is horrendous. Please do not make a short film and put it on KZbin showing that if someone calls you fat you can search up methods of becoming Anorexic or whatever. Because it doesn't work like that. It just doesn't. I know you meant well but by doing that you advertised ways of seriously decreasing someone's physical health. I guarantee that there are people who have searched up how to be anorexic after seeing this video and some will have gone on to restrict food, count calories, over-exercise, etc even without the psychiatric disorder. As a KZbinr, you've got be careful with what you put online: about how it may influence other people's actions and falsely inform people about Eds or anything. Please please think before you post. I would also like to make a point about the other factual error you made. You searched up ways to be anorexic (which was wrong but putting that aside...) and were acting as an Anorexic yet you threw up purposefully. That's bulimia, not anorexia (binging and purging). If you're going to display Anorexia you should at least get those facts right.

[@icediger5847]

just another comment for y'all to read

[@bunny901]

YOU CANT JUST LOOK UP HOW TO BE ANOREXIC WTAF THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS 🤬

[@robijuli236]

Wtf kinda health advisor is giving pro Ana tips?

[@NGRKVQ34IOJ4Q3KIDFKJLIQ]

I CANT WBAG

[@livhiggins6221]

i’m on week 2 :(

[@andjelomiskic4063]

Jesus adore us❤🙏💙

[@Kllmonger1121]

Am using my dads account but am skinny and am in middle school like bro I get body shamed for being skinny like kids say why can’t u gain wheight am like it’s not easy u know if u we’re skinny u know how it would feel so to be honest I wish I was thick not skinny my real channel called Nevaeh boynton

[@zehrakackn383]

You re beautiful as you are.😊

[@Yusei797]

I am a guy and I am underweight it sucks to see hot men with muscles and good looking beard at ur age when ur sitting at home looking at em

[@meekahlorenzana656]

Uhhh I mean who would actually straight up do this, I might be wrong but I don’t think anyone with an actual eating disorder would tell all these people abt it. And it’s a very inaccurate representation of it. It’s just all the stereotypes combined into one video

[@hannahwilliams5681]

Uh some people with eating disorders do tell others about it and encourage others to engage in those behaviors. If you don't know for sure, keep your damn mouth shut and educate yourself on ALL eating disorders and why the pro ana community exists

[@meekahlorenzana656]

i didn’t mean it to be be rude, i personally have struggled with anorexia for over a year now, and i’m pretty sure i know what the pro ana community is. The only reason i said i didn’t know everything about eating disorders is because i don’t know that much abt bulimia or BED. I didn’t want to sound mean, i just thought this was a very inaccurate representation of eating disorders.

[@naomia77]

I have never gotten why people shun others because they look a certain way, because there is no real “right” way to look

[@alexagidi]

is the contour for me