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@bigbot15082 жыл бұрын
I love it!! Great work!!! And how it tells your stories, I feel the emotion.
@Luximinata2 жыл бұрын
really fantastic 🤘🧡
@lacadmin28442 жыл бұрын
I run to Jesus when I'm at my limit!!!!
@zackhagos36772 жыл бұрын
Glad I found you guys on TikTok.🤟🏾
@animaldarezntalkz2 жыл бұрын
You can always call 🤙 me..... When you feel like this!! I'll gladly listen 👂
@luckyfluf02 жыл бұрын
I know you guys probably won't see this and it'll get buried, but I wanted to say this: This feels like an incredibly personal song to you. You've prided yourself on being the voice of the voiceless. But what happens when the person behind that voice also has struggles? I'll tell you what. You take that pain, you take that struggle, and you use it to lift people up. "But together we can live with it." THAT is what you guys have continued to preach. And it's what makes this song so, so special. Keep doing what you're doing. Don't be afraid to share your stories. You've got a whole community of us to back you up. 🧡
@Arserol2 жыл бұрын
That's a beautiful and really thoughtful speech, I'm sure they're gonna see this and will really appreciate your comment. Also, can't agree less with you, I wish all people saw the pain as an opportunity to grow stronger together, but I understand it can be hard. ❤
@JustinArthur192 жыл бұрын
It is his personal song. He said "was born in 2016 the day I stood face to face with death." Deeply personal message we can infer 2016 was not his year.
@skyebarkess19092 жыл бұрын
This made me feel so much better thank you
@anne485032 жыл бұрын
Just take it one breath at a time. It’s all you can do.
@insanejustin2 жыл бұрын
If we walk through he'll we might as qell hold hands...
@chastaylor73722 жыл бұрын
I am a United States Marine and a poet myself. I've struggled with PTSD and your music helps me express what I couldn't in my own works. Your lyrics are creative, and original and they help those who have issues helping themselves. I'm usually the one who saves people but sometimes I need saving too. And you guys save me. Thank you.
@IWas.ThereforeIAm.1112 жыл бұрын
Bless your beautiful heart Chas 🙏🥺💞🥲 xoxo
@rowenchaos2 жыл бұрын
I was ginna be in the service but it didn't happen. I have ptsd too from sexual abuse and so much more. I understand what ot feels like to live with it and suffer. Tonight I wanted to walking into traffic so badly....had this song blasting trying to stop myself.
@RoxiFoxy_212 жыл бұрын
@@rowenchaos idk who u are but u got this. I don't have PTSD but ik what ur going thro so I'm here to give a "virtual hug" and hope u see that ur doing amazing at everything u do. So keep going and I hope this helps. Have a good day!
@chastaylor73722 жыл бұрын
@@rowenchaos I hope you stuck it out. It can be hard to imagine sometimes but every dark period has its end. And people will be hurt if you leave them. If you want, we can even exchange info and talk about it.
@picknbeansmamma2 жыл бұрын
🫂
@_crimsonwxnter2 жыл бұрын
"I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit" this song hits me on a different level. I feel like I'm always at my limit lately
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad you liked it 🧡
@murasakirin89982 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting the good fight friend, you've made it this far in spite of your limits. You're stronger than you know.
@stephenscheitzach21242 жыл бұрын
Just remember it does get better it might not happen right away but it will
@shadowhawk41642 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier thank you Citizen Soldier
@heost34532 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier i will always follow you . Thank you
@darknebula10112 жыл бұрын
I was seven years old when I fell into depression, for 13 years I struggled with it. Anxiety was my constant companion, shadowed with self doubt and loathing. I hated myself for being who I was. I found your videos in January of 2021, and I felt like I was finally heard. May 27th at 11:57 pm 2021 I sat on my bed ready to end it all. Your song, "Would Anyone Care" started up on my phone, the one song I wasn't ever able to bring myself to finish listening to because it hurt too much. On the line, "Let me give you a reason to stay," I got a message on my phone from someone I hadn't heard from in two years. Today, on December 1st, 2022, at 8:44 pm, I am listening to him on my phone, the love of my life, snoring peacefully. He saved my life, and your songs gave me the courage to keep fighting. I hope to make a difference in others lives just like you did for me. I love you guys, thank you so much for finally showing me the light at the end of the tunnel, and for bringing me out of the darkest part of my life. Thank you.
@LittleFrostyPrincess2 жыл бұрын
Well, here I am. A gay rejected fat man who started at the same time as you to listen him. And here I am. Lonely. I AM LONELY, AND I GONNA CONTINUE BEING ALONE FOREVER!!!!!!! Everyone ignores me, everyone rejects me!!!!!!!! This song....makes me want more to suicide for once and for all.
@Only_-_Yours2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you had to live with all this pain 💔 I know how hard it is, I've been through it all .. Know this, you are worthy, a warrior, you are so strong that you win the battle in every new breath you take .. Life is so hard .. I know .. but there's always a blessing, a beautiful breeze from the lord reminding you that he wants you here .. Don't give up .. the world needs you .. find your reason to stay 💕
@M-O-K-O-I2 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful. YOU are beautiful. . Keep fighting the good fight, we are proud you made it here with us today. You might be scarred, but at the end of the day you are an artwork worth embracing. Thank you for staying.
@kjanimalexpert64622 жыл бұрын
I a hundred percent understand where you're coming from. From the age of 13 to 18, very fundamental ages for growing from a child to an adult, I had severe depression and multiple traumas over the years. In March of 2019 I was saved. I experienced a miracle that is so unexplainable. When I came upon the song "Would Anyone Care" I was taking care of my grandparents admist the pandemic and in an isolated town. That song for me summed up everything that I had ever felt. That I was asking all those years. It's now 2022 and I've lost my Grandmother. I've lost a very special pet. And I'm still struggling with my mental health. I've been here for all of their songs and I also Thank them. Together we are all survivors. We have all made it through some of the hardest times and some of us are in those darkest times. That's when we need to be with each other and help each other through our struggles.
@beezybeez6285 Жыл бұрын
This is so good but you must hear “”Whispering Wolf” or “ Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🐺🎧
@unknownmusiclover39032 жыл бұрын
Knowing this is your story makes this song really special. Thank you for sharing it.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Much love 🧡
@MusicVibes-dg5fw2 жыл бұрын
I agree, Unknown Musiclover!
@TsukkiDino2 жыл бұрын
Yes i agree so sad but also so inspiering (idk if i say it correct) at the same time, never give up.
@billymatthewharrison12542 жыл бұрын
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@billymatthewharrison12542 жыл бұрын
*3 French hens I'm Irish
@MDcopfromIN2 жыл бұрын
Last week I sat in line at my bank, listening to Spotify, waiting to deposit a paycheck that wouldn't even cover my mortgage. I'm a single dad, a USMC Vet, and had been a Police Officer for 15 years before my demons got the best of me and I lost my career to alcohol. As I sat in line looking at my paycheck, wondering how I'm going to make Christmas happen when I can't even pay the mortgage, this song came on. The vocal presentation took my breath away and when the chorus hit, I was completely breaking down. That raw emotion isn't something you can write about unless you've been there. I felt so alone sitting there in line, crying my eyes out, until the end of the song. That's when I realized that whoever wrote those words, knows exactly the kind of pain and agony I was experiencing at that moment. And then, I wasn't so alone. I've been clean and sober for 6 months now. Every day is a battle, but it helps to know I'm not alone. Thank you for sharing your music. YOU are not alone.
@AdeleJ2 Жыл бұрын
God's blessing for you. 🙏 🙌
@jasonmatkovich6342 Жыл бұрын
You are never alone. And thank you
@Zof-g5t2 жыл бұрын
Two artist who are telling their real stories. That's just beautiful. Great work.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Thanks 🧡
@laurazucchiatti87612 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Keep fighting Jake 🧡💪🏻
@nyctophobia59222 жыл бұрын
Lyrics At the bottom of a bottle filled with pills Tables turned Lessons learned A psych ward napkin changed the life I tried to kill With three words: Let it burn But I'd never change a damn thing Was born in 2016 The day that I stood face-to-face with death When my world started caving It pulled me in and it made me A poet for what people leave unsaid Where do you run when you're at your limit? Tell me who can you trust to be the one to witness You come undone 'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough I wish I could heal and say it's done But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my Limit, limit Yeah, I think I've reached my Limit, limit But I'll learn how to live with it I wasn't well but I had peace I had hope Normal things Thought if I got the help I need It could fix everything I trusted medicine to save me Feels like it killed me With tremors on the bed i can't forget Now I live with ptsd and pray that there's an ending 'Cause I don't wanna die inside my head So tell me where do you run when you're at your limit? (Where do you run, where do you run) And tell me who can you trust to be the one to witness You come undone 'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love Don't think it's worth it talking 'bout the thoughts I tried to end with a gun I just wanna heal and say it's done (Don't wanna run) But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my Limit, limit Yeah, I think I've reached my Limit, limit But I'll learn how to live with it If you're sick in ways that no one understands Hope you know You're not alone If we walk through hell we might as well hold hands We should make this a home Where do you run when you're at your limit? (Where do you run? Where do you run?) Tell me who can you trust to be the one to witness (When you) You come undone 'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough I wish I could heal and say it's done (Don't wanna run) But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my Limit, limit Yeah I think I've reached my Limit, limit But together
@chrisreliford042 жыл бұрын
Let's goooo 🧡 Thank you guys so much 😊🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Chris! 🧡
@sootcoot8712 Жыл бұрын
Im proud to say, im out of the darkness. Ive stopped taking anti-depressants and are finally after 15 years of sadness free. My change came with a iinternship at a line of work i never expected myself in. Gardening, I just love it! Be out in the sun, listen to birdsong and take care of plants with no stress at all. As rought as it may seem sometimes, there are ways out of it. Never stop fighting!
@luke_at_my_art2 жыл бұрын
Hearng the beginning, it must be a very personal song and we're all so happy that you're alive, kicking and dropped these songs to help everyone. This is a comfort band and all I do is listen to this band, thank you Citizen Soldier for ball that you've done for us 💕💕💕
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Much love 🧡
@judyc96302 жыл бұрын
100% agree. This means a lot... ❤
@MusicVibes-dg5fw2 жыл бұрын
I couldn't agree more, Luke! It's so beautiful that a man that wanted to end everything, like many others did, had lived on and dedicated his life to speak for those that don't have words. Honestly, it did quite help to find right words to describe what I feel and without this group, Citizen Solider, I don't think I would menage it. This group deserves to be more famous than what 'modern kids' say is popular and cool. These songs could actually help some people!
@TheAngryYumm2 жыл бұрын
CS is very lucky to have found Lo Spirit and his song. This is a wonderful collaboration and Lo spirits lyrics are so passionate. It was great to hear this.
@lucanandrews7749 ай бұрын
@@MusicVibes-dg5fw For me, it hits feelings and home in the same ways "Numb", "What I've Done", "Lost in the Echo" and several other LP songs did in my childhood. The songs just speak. I don't know how else to put it, really.. they connect with people in ways most modern music doesn't quite manage.
@silence22842 жыл бұрын
4 years ago.... i commented on a post saying i was suicidal and a lot of other things..... i wanna say thanks to you guys you made it so much better for me. Thank you citizen solider for saving my life
@M-O-K-O-I2 жыл бұрын
I feel you. Keep it up, you are worth fighting for. We are with you. All of us. Thank you for staying.
@GustavoEstevamS Жыл бұрын
Thanks for staying man
@No_Love_Gaming74fe5 ай бұрын
We are happy you’re here.
@mentallyunstable9992 жыл бұрын
As a person living with social anxiety PTSD and depression, this Song hits me on a different level
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Much love Jonne 🧡 Glad the music helps
@laurazucchiatti87612 жыл бұрын
I also have anxiety and depression, I felt this personal too 🧡
@RiverSkye7Ай бұрын
I can relate to the lines "i don't feel like someone i can love, so close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough" and "where do you run when you're at your limit?" so much! Thank you for creating this masterpiece!
@christianfernandez92702 күн бұрын
So do I right now i feel like giving up
@Samuel-fp7dw2 жыл бұрын
'So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough' I can relate to that more than I'd like to admit, I've been at my limit for a long time, your music is one of the few thing that help keep me sane. Thank you so much for all your work, you guys are fantastic.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that Samuel 🧡
@darlenestanhouse24522 жыл бұрын
Samuel you took the words right out of my mouth. I feel the same way sometimes. We got to never give up !!!! 🐨😊
@stoagymahalo52682 жыл бұрын
I admit, that premise is almost unknown to me, I mean I'm sad and broken when I lose, in life love and everything else, I mean even when the people I love don't love me, die while I'm over seas, I can see the scary thought of pattern in 3s, but when I wake up and the rest I care for are awake and happy and living their lives, I can manage. Where living in poverty for most my life, I'm thankful to have that fight. Why I just can't wrap my head around people who aren't enjoying these peaceful times of worrying whether not we'll have someone invade our homes, rip us off of our livelyhoods so much and losing our lives over conflict. I came across this song so I just can't figure it out and I'm terrible at wording my intentions without sounding offensive or ignorant, only because I am, I mean I want to know really how this song feels to you and now it really feels to me so I can be more accommodating.
@Samheraghty-qs7uz Жыл бұрын
Samuel live it you shouldn't be ashamed to admit it my name is Samuel and I am not ashamed it made me the person that I am so don't be ashamed of who you were just don't relive it: god bless you
@KaizokuHaru2 жыл бұрын
I hope one day I'll also be able to sing for the voiceless You're my inspiration My reason to keep learning My reason to keep wanting to help people As someone who's lost all faith and sense in themselves and humanity, you and Shinedown are what keep me afloat. Please, keep making music that allows our hearts to beat freely. No pills. No prescriptions. Just pure power of music, love, and compassion.
@skullsfire1155 Жыл бұрын
Nice profile picture
@Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk Жыл бұрын
You will be able to sing for the ones who have no voice for the ones that have no breath and the ones that have no hope. Jesus loves you and he has a special plan for your life.
@coreykuse2 жыл бұрын
Both of your voices are amazing. So hearing them in the same song is a dream come true. This song will definitely be on my playlist. I didn’t know I needed this song until now. Thank you guys so much. Don’t stop being you. May God keep you safe❤️🙏⛪️🛐
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that Corey 🧡
@giorgostsak4272 жыл бұрын
Greatest collab ever for real! I love how they both combine heaviness with melodic in their voice.
@coreykuse2 жыл бұрын
@@giorgostsak427 agreed 👍
@animaldarezntalkz2 жыл бұрын
Amen to that!! 💯👍
@stoagymahalo52682 жыл бұрын
I mean I like the rhythm, the tempo, how the vocals create a chorus, but just can't figure out the appeal of the lyrics. Am I missing something about it?
@WarsGrasp2 жыл бұрын
you always show the anger, frustration and sorrow in your songs perfectly. Another banger. Well done
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Thanks 🧡
@dominiquedonley8469 Жыл бұрын
I suffer from PTSD and have other mental health issues. Your music has made me realize that I'm not the only one, and I won't be the last one. Your music speaks to me on a level no one else has been able to. Thank you. Keep doing what your doing.
@beezybeez6285 Жыл бұрын
This is so good but you must hear “”Whispering Wolf” or “ Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🐺🤘
@JadeMarie082 жыл бұрын
Yet again...this song hits hard. The Person who introduced me to you guys recently abandoned me, 16 days after our first anniversary of being friends, and usually when someone introduces me to music that reminds me of them and they are ones who hurt me, I usually stop listening to them...but, you guys have had such an impact on my life, one that I will never loose. Thank you. Keep it up!! Also...it feels illegal to be this early
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Jade 🧡 Stay strong
@JadeMarie082 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I always try! Love you guys.
@AlexHernandez-sc5cl2 жыл бұрын
it hits the people hard to see people in a cage that they cant push to break but you fight past your limit and break the cage.
@AlexHernandez-sc5cl2 жыл бұрын
stay strong and on your feet
@JadeMarie082 жыл бұрын
@@AlexHernandez-sc5cl That is very true and something I needed to hear, thanks man. I'll try my best. You stay strong too.
@tylerwhisman18917 ай бұрын
I literally broke down in tears listening to this. This guy understands people's pain. Thank you Citizen Soldier.
@wolfsrainlover89012 жыл бұрын
Your songs give me so much strength. For years, I’ve wondered what I want my first tattoo to be..and your symbol is what I’ve settled for. To remind me no matter what, it’s going to be okay, and we’re not alone. Stay strong ❤️ and if we walk through hell we might as well hold hands.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said 🧡 Much love
@thestuddman30392 жыл бұрын
this comment gave me as much chills as the song did. this song is how im feeling lately
@dansan132 жыл бұрын
Wow, I'm thinking to do the same. The only one I need.
@BrokenHeartedVS2 жыл бұрын
You know, I was going to get a semi colon for my first one, but you make a really good point... I think I might do the same.
@wolfsrainlover89012 жыл бұрын
@@BrokenHeartedVS Perhaps the symbol with a semi colon down the middle?
@andreareijmerink25092 жыл бұрын
Please do another song with him! You sound great together
@FaeTomioka2 жыл бұрын
This is clearly my new favorite song. I'm so proud of you both for still being here with us. I know it's not always easy, but you manage to keep up fighting. Thanks to the both of you for this beautiful and powerful song. I will also keep up with my fight on my side. Much love 🖤💜
@katymoses14872 жыл бұрын
"A poet for what people leave unsaid" What a beautiful way to describe how you reach people. Love this so much 🖤🖤
@Angelica_Lunalight2 жыл бұрын
I cried with this song. I'm thankful for your music. It has literally saved me from myself my times. Your music is my therapy for my PTSD/anxiety disorder.
@SpiggleNoodlebottom4 ай бұрын
Citizen soldier really does write the best lyrics for describing trauma, so that line saying that you became a poet for things that go left unsaid hit hard. Seriously. These songs are so important because people who don't know how to explain how they feel will listen to them and realize that they're not alone. I'm sharing this one in particular everywhere I can to try and help it reach an audience who may need it.
@stephenscheitzach21242 жыл бұрын
Thank you Jake and Lo for making such an amazing song to sum up all sings of depression. This song speaks to me in several ways and hits home. Having said that. To all going through depression it does get better I've been there I've gotten through it. I am proof that it can get better. With all that being said I'm starting a stand together to beat depression movement and I hope that those who are going through it beat it like I did
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate those words Stephen 🧡 Glad to hear you're doing better
@stephenscheitzach21242 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I do what I can to help those that still battle it as an up rising self-harm safety advocate I would like people to try and see that it does get better
@zoningfrombelow2 жыл бұрын
I dont know if anyone will see this, but I want to appreciate both of those awesome singers. Ive never had such a feeling of home and I cant shake of the goosebumbs your voices and emotions created. This song is absolute perfection and I love it. I hope you all do your best kings and once you reach your limits I hope, that we will get past it together. Stay save. We are not alone with things that we kept unsaid. Lets all walk this narrow path through hell together. We can hold hands and make this a home. Stay save Kings and Queens.
@PurpleFlames872 жыл бұрын
I really like the moral here about how deep pain doesn't just go away but with help and good people in your circle, you can learn to adapt and make it more bearable.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said 🧡
@KorraXero2 жыл бұрын
0:22 was referencing when you were in your psychiatric hospital, writing down lyrics for let it burn you wrote it on a napkin on your hospital bed props for putting this in it’s never easy talking about your past
@tstowe19872 жыл бұрын
I didn't expect this to hit me so hard. But I chose 💊 as my way out when I hit my limit. My therapist failed me and didn't put me on a psych hold. It's been a battle every day not to give in. I have seriously started counting days til the next song comes out because I feel like someone finally gets what is being screamed in my head. I love how the tone goes from soft and slow to loud and fast..... That truly represents mental health.... It is all over the place all the time...... I wanna be your friend
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad you're still here with us Threasa 🧡Sending hugs
@claywise432 жыл бұрын
While I personally don’t struggle with mental illness, my wife does. Your music and lyrics have given me great insight into things she struggles with but can’t put into words. Thank you for all that you do.
@bushboi69422 жыл бұрын
When I first heard this one, I thought it to be weirdly positive. Had a nice bittersweetness to it. Love the message and the music video to boot! Well done to the both of you extremely talented artists! 🧡🔥
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that 🧡
@babygirladdy4 ай бұрын
These two held me together when I couldn't, and I'll always be thankful for that
@XyumexnoxkoeX2 жыл бұрын
To everyone needing this: keep fighting through your lows, there's gonna be a rise after that. Live is beautiful and you guys are needed and would be missed. Be strong ❤
@Stellz_7352 жыл бұрын
The fact that you manage to catch and actually verbalize the things in our minds is both frightening and strengthening at the same time, because it proves that we are indeed not alone. Knowing that there are other people out there who struggle in the same way I do is giving me the strength to continue my fight, because we're all fighting the good fight together. Thank you guys so much for being our voice and for uniting us against the common enemy in our minds 🖤
@Queen_Bread2 жыл бұрын
SO EXCITED FOR THIS ONE!! Your story is amazing Jake, thank you
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
So are we 🧡
@Arserol2 жыл бұрын
"But you are not alone, this is our time, and I am by your side..." - *Let it Burn* "Hope you know, you're not alone. If we walk through hell we might as well hold hands, we should make this a home..." - *Limit* Thanks, Citizen Soldier, the whole band, Jake and Josh for this masterpiece and letting us know that- we're not alone, and thanks for sharing your stories with us. This song is truly heart touching and hits so dam hard, it's painful but heart-warming at the same time 🧡 - I'll add this as well, since I feel like this song also referenced some of your other masterpieces in one way or another. "My life is worth the struggle, my scars are my warpaint" - *Face To Face* "I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend, so I leave it all unsaid" - *Unsaid* "Mediocre at best, maybe better off dead" - *Never Good Enough* I wish there were more words to describe how strongly me and others fans appreciate you and your passion and goal, and the effort that is put into this indescribable dreamwork. Thanks! ✨ Gonna as well leave my favorite line of my favorite song: "Alone *in pieces,* you found me... Now I won't doubt my worth one moment more. Shattered to pieces, you showed me... I am someone that's worth saving that's for sure" ☀💙🌧 (I have tears of joy and love, thanks ya for gifting us this opportunity to be here)
@robynnesnyman822 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard when your near your own limits and can't cope with the situation you're in no matter how hard you scream for help no one wants to reach out to you it feels like your alone in the world thank you for this song Citezen Soldier
@11CharlieJMAC8 ай бұрын
Just found this band on a facebook group for veterans and came here. Having multiple times of almost breaking before during and after serving this great but flawed nation. Almost served in the Marines but got failure to adapt spent 2 years to prepare to go back to Parris Island SC they wouldn’t take me navy wouldn’t. But spent 4 years as a United States Army infantryman. Had falls literally you just gotta get back up and keep rucking. Running walking or crawling if you must. Your body and mind will be pushed to the limits daily all your life but if I achieved one of my goals to become a better protector, son and human you can to. I have seen hard men at their lowest points. Suicide attempted suicide and I assure you your pain will just be pushed onto the people you so desperately love and appreciate you even if you don’t see it because that person you love most is barely taking care of themselves. Forgiveness even tho it’s hard and the pain of childhood trauma never fades you gotta open your eyes to others trauma also. Never give up no surrendering to the demons of this earth both within us and all around us in human or spiritual form.
@sxdistic.chaos_2352 жыл бұрын
This one hit me like a train. I have chills all over. I can hardly find the words to express how I've been feeling lately, but your music helps me express myself. There are times when I wish I could listen to your amazing music all over again for the first time, just to get the initial rush of happiness I had when I listened to "Let It Burn" for the first time. I love you guys so much
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate those words Shaina 🧡 Much love
@sxdistic.chaos_2352 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier ❤❤
@dianadavis21234 ай бұрын
Anyone ever tell you that your songs are cathartic? Another one to make me cry. They force me to feel everything I've avoided feeling for years.
@Emanuel-hh4uu2 жыл бұрын
Love the sound of this one! Especially knowing it talks about Jakes past struggles. It takes courage to be open and vulnerable, but it can save many, like I know this song does. I really like that, yeah, there's that relatable sadness, but there is hope sparkled all throughout the song. Thank you guys for inspiring us and letting us know we are not alone! Much love! 🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Emanuel 🧡
@DreamChuckie Жыл бұрын
I feel this deeply - "Where do you run when you're at your limit? Who can you trust to be the one to witness?" 💔 It's like you're in my head... Every word!
@Lovin_ElonsMusk2 жыл бұрын
you can tell this means everything he sings about. the passion in voice and faces. I never miss a upload. the way he helping people thur their pain, he clearly been through. He shows the true meaning of music to me
@williamvogt89712 жыл бұрын
Everyday i stay strong for my 2 beautiful kids and my wife. I want to stay strong for my. I have been blessed for most of my life. Yet for some reason i live with a sickness of always battling my thoughts inside my head. This song i can keepsnme gling and teaches me feel again and push for one more day.
@mollytubbs56192 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to it all morning ❤ It gives me goosebumps every time. It makes me so damn grateful that I’m alive. “Born in 2016 the day that I stood face to face with death.” My attempt was last month but I have thought that was the day I quit trying to survive so that I could thrive.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad you're still with us 🧡 Stay strong friend
@NightWink1292 жыл бұрын
You have to first be able to run to yourself. You HAVE to find self-love. I had to go through this, too. This was a recent discovery for me, and, believe me, it changed everything. Perspective, circumstance, the people you attract... It all changes.
@jacobstowe23712 жыл бұрын
I listened to this on Spotify the second it dropped, of all of your songs this one made me cry the hardest, I've always wanted you to work with Lo Spirit, you have no idea how many times your music has saved me, but it has done it once again because I've been at my limit for quite some time now and just when I thought about coming to an end, a preview for this song shows up, you're working miracles Citizen Soldier 🧡🧡🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Jacob 🧡 Stay strong friend
@DarthTrajan2 жыл бұрын
"I wish that I could heal and say it's done." I am continually amazed by how much feeling and meaning you are able to put into just a few words. I've been listening to you since I discovered "Let it Burn", which is so poignantly referred to in this song, over four years ago. You, more than any other artist that I have listened to, find ways to perfectly encapsulate the feelings that press down on people like myself day in and day out. Your songs have served as anthems in some of my darkest hours. All I can say in return is 'Thank you'. Thank you for being there for everyone who is drowning within themselves. Thank you for sharing your pain to help others heal. Thank you for being Citizen Soldier.
@PugtatoKinz2 жыл бұрын
Just got out of a psych ward myself - this song was actually released while I was there, which is why I'm late to the party - and I can say I've never felt more understood. I've had severe depression for the past five years of my life, and nearly everyone I cross paths with ends up betraying me and hurting me far more than the one before. But hearing songs like this (and frankly any CS song) gives me the hope and courage to keep going when all I want to do is give up. I've been following CS since the release of "If I Surrender", and I've never heard other songs that have hit so close to home. I'm a songwriter myself, and I can greatly respect the amount of effort put into a project like this. Everything comes together so well, and the message gets across spectacularly. CS is my inspiration as a songwriter, and I hope to one day make the same impact as you
@fabioriuolusanjicestaro52458 ай бұрын
Guys. There is no end to pain in this world. Yet, if someone tries to avoid it, society will eventually poison that person. That is humanity. With all its contradictions and addictions.
@LilahMiller-r4m4 ай бұрын
Citizen solder I first came across 1 of your songs on tiktok I was scrolling laying in bed trying to sleep and I could I had no emotion I was numb and I needed a good cry but I couldn't cry. I saw a dog video then a cooking video and then your song ICU and a few years ago I was in and out of mental hospitals for suicidal ideation and attempted suicide. Anyway your song was on my fyp and I started tearing up immediately I listened to it 5 times. My life changed after that I looked you up on KZbin and that was that every day I listened to your songs anytime new ones came out I would listen to them 3 times by the 3rd time I was singing the song with you. Your songs have helped me heal and I want to thank you for every single one of your songs and I also want to say that I know your pain I feel it in your music I hear it in your voice I see it in your eyes and I hope that you keep fighting
@theatomcbucket77002 жыл бұрын
Everyone knows that the singing is great and the band is amazing but what truly blows me away every single time is how genuinely good even music is you guys on Masters of building, the emotion in the song, and then leading it out in this amazing war cry. The beat the notes, the lyrics, all meld together, perfectly to make an amazing song every single time it amazes me. And please don’t even get me started on the instrumental.
@HauintedWillow Жыл бұрын
This song just hits…. My oldest almost lost her battle in 2016 with a bottle of pills. She got help but it has left her with PTSD. This song makes me want to cry but also cheer because of how strong she is
@beezybeez6285 Жыл бұрын
This is so good but you must hear “”Whispering Wolf” or “ Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🐺🎧
@Ventiiiiiii2 жыл бұрын
This song is incredible, I was literally blown away when I first heard it. I love it so much ❤❤😢
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that 🧡
@krypto19762 жыл бұрын
13 yrs ago I got really really drunk and went to bridge and sat there with a bottle in my hand at my lowest at the time the only thing that stopped me was an image of my mother father sister and brother crying over a grave and hating me for taking their and son away from them and my son finding out his dad killed himself before he could get to know him
@KrulDaRapper12 жыл бұрын
Cool song . I was suggested here while listening to the song “Gandi- 3 Telefona “ 🔥🔥
@katiek33962 жыл бұрын
I could just tell by the title I was going to absolutely relate. My husband died in September and it's like I feel at my limit almost every day. My kids, my job, myself. I give and give and I have nothing left. But music has always given me the strength to keep moving forward. Knowing I'm not the only one.
@elizabethblott47352 жыл бұрын
Yet another powerful song that is way too relatable. Had me in tears while listening. Thank you for continuing to create masterpieces🤍
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Much love Elizabeth 🧡
@elizabethblott47352 жыл бұрын
I want to add, I hope y’all know you aren’t alone either🤍🧡
@darkhero21145 ай бұрын
I doubt you'll see this, but I really appreciate songs like this. Ones that speak to me.
@alexandergibson74082 жыл бұрын
I've been listening to your music for little while now. I've been on the edge of suicide, running from my life, running from a toxic relationship. Your guys' music helps me release all this build up emotion I can't express. Your guys' music let's me be vulnerable. The lyrics of almost every song, hits me like a freight train because, they fit like a glove. If I lose my fight, I want to say thank you. Thank you for helping me connect to something. Thank you for being you, all of you.
@lnterstellarpanda4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for letting us know we're not alone! ❤
@Wave-j7k2 жыл бұрын
Amazing Song 😍
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 🧡
@legionarmatay43995 ай бұрын
"I don't feel like someone I can love" really hits home in these recent times. Thank you, this song helps a lot, more than you can imagine
@limey32722 жыл бұрын
THIS IS THE BEST RELEASE YET I LOVE IT ESPECIALLY FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW THE BAND TO BE INTRODUCED THROUGH THIS
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said 🧡
@kittyHK37 ай бұрын
This song really speaks to me. Thank you for your amazing music xxx
@Kat_DrawsRandomly2 жыл бұрын
'Who can you trust' this is very true..you don't really know who to trust these days..there's back-stabbers, fake friends and more..its hard to trust the people who you want to trust..but there is always one person you can trust! I hope everyone is alright in themselves..if not, you are NOT alone, your life will get better, so please do not give up. There's people who love you, friends who adore you and want to be friends with you forever. Don't give up! You're special in everyone's heart. ❤❤❤
@DylanLee042 жыл бұрын
First. Just have to say that I love the new video style. I love your other ones but this is perfect for this song. Second. Idk how to choose a line that hits the hardest. This whole song brought tears to my eyes. I feel it. In everything that’s in me. Your music is helping me heal myself. I’ve healed more since discovering you than I did the years after my suicide attempt. Thank you for making me believe that I’m not alone.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate those words 🧡 You're not alone
@GinaLockhartOfficial4 ай бұрын
So today is the first time actually sitting down to listen to you all and whoa - you're all underrated. Beautiful.
@Oz14552 жыл бұрын
I'm at a really good place in my life, so I can't say I fully relate to these kind of songs anymore, but it doesn't stop me from being able to appreciate those amazing sound and voices you guys have. I even created characters in my head that do relate to these songs, like in a story.
@theultimatewarlord694202 жыл бұрын
I’m the same here, although I still have some struggles, but they are minor issues compared to Jake’s experiences
@M-O-K-O-I2 жыл бұрын
@@theultimatewarlord69420 I would never put it that way. Every struggle needs to be acknowledged. Just because you feel it to be not as severe, you are allowed to feel bad about them. I don't want to lecture anyone, hope it doesn't come out as if i do, i'm just happy for you that you are in a good place, mate. Don't put yourself down.
@ThaStarKillaz9276 ай бұрын
broke down when the lyrics "Cause I Dont Feel Like Someone I Can Love So Close To Choosing Death Over The Feeling Of Not Being Enough" first time listening to this song. for 4-6yrs I felt like I wasnt enough for anyone and I couldnt love myself for what state I was in. Its still sorta like that now and im learning about myself from what I was and what Im becoming. Citizen Soldier thank you for the words and the songs as they are helping so much and I have my music on repeat with your songs.
@sassysinger46152 жыл бұрын
This is one of your best songs by far. As someone who has struggled with anxiety and depression for most of her life-almost reaching her limit at one point-I can honestly say that this will help bring a voice to the voiceless, a hope to the hopeless. Keep fighting the good fight. Much love.
@alicianowell4094 Жыл бұрын
I never u derstand. This channel post the right song when I need it. I always reach my limit at the end of a long day but this song helps me get over it
@christalsparxx49612 жыл бұрын
How is it that almost every song you guys come out with is exactly what I'm feeling
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
We try 🧡
@nesrine26232 жыл бұрын
Thank you for finding words to speak of an agonizing suffering that is difficult to describe… Citizen Soldier, you do not imagine that your words, you instrumental, all your songs, are saving and source of appeasement : they make us realize that we are not alone, contrary to what we often think, when we are not okay Thank you… ; ❤️
@jennifergennifer53482 жыл бұрын
I love this song. This is a masterpiece. Your songs helped me through thick and thin. Thank you Citizen soldier. I will never be able to express my gratitude to you because there are no actions or words that can express it. If it weren't for you and your songs I don't know where I would be. Thank you ! 🧡
@haleybell54362 жыл бұрын
This band LITERALLY saved my life this weekend. I feel the song this is your sign was put on my feed for a reason. And I’ve now instead scheduled more therapy and i want to try to fight. I know you’ll never see this. But thank you, y’all saved me.
@Noxvoid132 жыл бұрын
I absolutely am thankful that you guys exist here, your music has been able to help me actually talk and explain my feelings to my therapist. So thank you.
@nadineobviously587811 ай бұрын
I'm feeling this song so so so much.🙏🏻🥹💎❤️ I have cPTSD, Depressions, Anxiety, Dissociations, Trichotillomania, Eating Disorders, ... I'm on my Limit and every day is just a fight. Citizen Soldier helps me to move on and not giving up. I am very thankful! ❤❤❤❤
@andreacolapietro3643 Жыл бұрын
me on the first listening....taken a deep breath and all of the sudden my chest burns up and I start crying...that damned limit, when you're used to that, i think will start the hardest and darkest time of your life....that hellish fuckin limit
@jakeskorskii8839 Жыл бұрын
I am military from Ukraine. I think I have ptsd. I lost a very close friends, who save my life ... And when i listen this song i've tear's in my eyes Thank you.
@wtvcherrii2 жыл бұрын
Hello Jake, You might know me from a past tiktok you uploaded. I just thought I would thank you. Back in 2019 I had my first attempt... after the hospital visit I spent 2 months in the Belmont Pchyciciatric hospital which helped a little but not as much as I was hoping. A few months after I was listening to my music when your song "Weight of the World" played. I have been listening to you guys ever since and I have also been inspired to start my own career with music and hope to have my first song out some time between the end of December to sometime in 2023. Thank you Jake. You have helped all of us more than you know.
@killikhivemind2776 Жыл бұрын
I love the duality of the lineup. You've got two very different tones for each vocalist. CS rocking a mournful cry as you become aware of the real possibilities of reaching your limit. And Lø coming in with the desperate screams of someone who already has and is just clawing for help. Really brings the most out of the song.
@jjhernandezcloud Жыл бұрын
This hits home. Choosing death over the feeling of not being enough
@darkwarrior78742 жыл бұрын
It reminds me from Christmas 2 years ago... I was on the egde because of the domestic abuse. I left house and for two years so fa I've lived in another city, but I come back e.g. on Christmas. But... the one who hurts everyone in my home... did it again. He has no regrets. I... feel on my limit today. Once again. I suffer from depression and in last months I feel already good, but today... everything came back. I don't know if I can make it through this time... I feel so helpless and small. Thank you for this song... it describes what I feel right know. Not perfect Christams song, but... perfect song for everyone who fights.
@CharlieLindell20098 ай бұрын
hey are you okay now?
@lovaalette9596 Жыл бұрын
I always go to ya'll when I'm down, sometimes it makes me feel better...but somehow a song will come on that'll stop me from...well you know. But it doesn't seem to matter how much I lean on your songs for comfort and understanding, I always still feel alone.
@blackphoenixgirl22362 жыл бұрын
Omg most of your songs I can relate to. Especially this one. Thank you guys for your songs. Everytime I am feeling down I listen to your songs and realize that I am not alone anymore
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
You're not alone 🧡
@javelldunn337910 ай бұрын
This is the best duo of the song I struggle with the most stressful thing in my life
@EternalRiver902 жыл бұрын
Man I love you guys so much. Thank you for always being there for us ❤
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
You're not alone Vicky 🧡
@EternalRiver902 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you so much Jake. It’s been awhile since I was able to hear back from you personally since you guys are becoming more well known so your comment means a lot to me 💖
@EricCharles-mp8bc6 ай бұрын
Currently listening to this song because of having suicidal thoughts because my family says my depression is just a phase and don’t care about me. Music has always been my outlet and I have no one that cares.
@metalcorefreak44206 ай бұрын
it's hard to see a light at end of the tunnel. I'm with you, brother
@partypoison8476 Жыл бұрын
0:22 Bruh this made me tear up after learning Jake's past
@Xaforn2 жыл бұрын
For someone like myself who never could get anyone to understand my own demons and experiences, even when I was told “you have words use them”, I was so afraid of them finding out the truth. This song rings truer than anything, you’ve done so amazing and inspired so many of us. Thank you so much, we hear you.
@casondramerrick39912 жыл бұрын
Not since Chester B of Linkin Park have I felt someone 'gets it' quite like Citizen Soldier. You guys have changed my life. And I'm not the kind of girl who says things like that! Thank you and please keep doing what you do! 🙏🏻🥺
@shamalow18195 ай бұрын
Bro how does citizen soldier keep finding gems of small artists
@Nfrealmusic95 Жыл бұрын
it blows my mind everytime i listen to this song it’s like you guys took the words out of my head and made them into a song. it’s nice to hear that maybe i’m not alone after all. thank you
@iirawrd Жыл бұрын
Came across ya recently on the ole FB and have slowly been going down the list. Psych is what I do, ironically I started in 2016. Had my first kid and needed to make something happen and just happened to land a job in a psych facility. Eventually becoming a tech, the person who is there minute to minute on the floor directly taking care of patients for anyone who doesn't know what that is. I love when people make music to talk about mental health and make a platform for it. Its serious and overlooked, badly. For years, even as a mental health worker, i struggled with daily SI and just coped with my wife and kid being my reason, nowadays I have 3 reasons, but we made some changes recently and I can say those thoughts are essentially a thing of the past. We all struggle and it's always reassuring to see others who've been there and came out the other side.
@ridewithlee Жыл бұрын
Born in 2016 hits really hard. Same year it nearly finished, here we are present time doing everything to make sure no one has to deal with rock bottom alone💙
@the-anime-waifu2 жыл бұрын
You guys shine a light on the darkest parts of mental illness that nobody wants to talk about, the parts that make us feel shame. Thank you ❤️