This is like an apology for being happy while someone else is sad
@donrob77796 жыл бұрын
Platypus Cat like when your in the line for lunch at school and you get the last slice of pizza before your friend
@stephshintaro5645 жыл бұрын
accurate af
@rosciente92614 жыл бұрын
Actually I heard, the song meant exactly like this.
@sophiethomas55864 жыл бұрын
don rob777 hahahaha I’m ded 🤣
@yuqiblublu64234 жыл бұрын
@@donrob7779 so like... "baby I apologize, that I got the last slice~ last slice~ of pizza."
@msails37624 жыл бұрын
i can’t stop crying right now, thinking of winston and monty
@niamhgrogan39664 жыл бұрын
yes. finally a comment from 13rw, that scene broke me
@seniacordova85624 жыл бұрын
The part when Monty waved to Winston then walked out of the doors to what looked like a beautiful city just broke my heart😔
@buttercupsthehotone14194 жыл бұрын
I knowwwww2
@jusicmo1234 жыл бұрын
im here after 13 reasons why too
@Queen-rj6rr4 жыл бұрын
i’m still crying over that scene
@crazypunk00624 жыл бұрын
Okay Winston and Monty. Anyone? It was so freaking sawwwd 😭
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
Meee 😭 Why did they have to kill Monty? HE DESERVED BETTER. BOTH DESERVED A HAPPY ENDING TOGETHER 😭💔
@crazypunk00624 жыл бұрын
@@blubblub9802 I always comeback here everynight just to cry pal 😅
@taylorcrocker62404 жыл бұрын
THIS WAS SO SAD😭😭
@crazypunk00624 жыл бұрын
@@taylorcrocker6240 I feel you 😭😭
@annurafifah62794 жыл бұрын
Yesss
@torzbean56954 жыл бұрын
As much of a bad person Monty was, this made me cry so hard after knowing his story, an abusive home life, scared and confused about his sexuality, and he finally found someone like Winston that he could be himself around and open up to, and that gets taken away. So sad
@lavasir7124 жыл бұрын
Like he was doing dance with Winston.
@niamhgrogan39664 жыл бұрын
the dance scene at prom broke me
@lavasir7124 жыл бұрын
@@niamhgrogan3966 so do i
@torzbean56954 жыл бұрын
@@niamhgrogan3966 yea 😞
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
The scene broke my heart. I wanted a happy end for them so bad...
@Kei-ij3lg4 жыл бұрын
Everytime he says "i got the good side of you" it feels so painful in my chest, in my heart, cause it reminds me that only Winston could see the good side of monty and fell for him, he never saw him as that violent, angry man like everyone did, he just saw his smooth and soft side and loved him and wanted to be with him
@yakeenibrahim30434 жыл бұрын
Your words are destroying me💔💔💔
@kenny-nk5db4 жыл бұрын
😭💔💔 MY HEART
@ΗρώΣ-ν9φ4 жыл бұрын
he saw his violent side when Monty beat the shit out of him
@Danileptic4 жыл бұрын
Ok to be fair it's not about seeing. Monty was violent and broken. And only Winston saw hope. Hope that Monty can be a good person in the future. But they killed him off. Off screen!! What BS! Argh. Still mad.
@SummonerKyren74 жыл бұрын
Ikr! Monty only let him see that side and I just realized that reading your comment. Holy shit. Damn, I didn’t realize that.
@LauraAU6 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel really sad, their relationship was very lowkey but we still knew. The lyrics make my heart melt because Troye feels bad that he found love and success after the break up
@molliepercyrosco6 жыл бұрын
who did he date?
@minxiu62756 жыл бұрын
Connor Franta
@naureenshama28476 жыл бұрын
But what if it’s actually not Connor?
@prafullasujathanagesh82266 жыл бұрын
Ikr!! *sobs in a connor*
@kiransahoo79146 жыл бұрын
Prafulla Sujatha Nagesh epic😂
@overydos28264 жыл бұрын
Winston and Monty's last dance. I'm destroyed.
@yakeenibrahim30434 жыл бұрын
I'm too. 💔💔💔
@tannavisharma15644 жыл бұрын
It was soooo painful :'')
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
Same 🥺
@amyosborne16134 жыл бұрын
me too.
@jimmiyoseano93094 жыл бұрын
was ever there....
@Chuwie194 жыл бұрын
Monty didn't deserve to die like that...it hurts that Monty and Winston could've been happy together.
@damiankocsis66684 жыл бұрын
Yea
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
Right!! 😭💔 I wanted him to be alive so that he could have a happy end with Winston
@mitchy024 жыл бұрын
@@blubblub9802 I dont believe Monty would ever publicly admit he was gay. He couldn't/wouldn't come to terms with it.
@ajunicee4 жыл бұрын
He definitely didn’t deserve to die, but even Monty admitted he probably never would have let Winston love him :( he never let anyone get that close
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
@@mitchy02 Maybe he could with Winstons help
@durenayab58094 жыл бұрын
13 REASONS WHY SQUAD After Monty and Winston ‘s scene ♥️😫
@armandcolin64204 жыл бұрын
Yes 😭😍
@MrAyush-gr1jj4 жыл бұрын
💔
@esperanza21024 жыл бұрын
Yup 😭💔
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
HERE 😭💔
@Lucy.Jordan204 жыл бұрын
Literally yes it was so sad!! 😭😭💕
@NightcoreMtb6 жыл бұрын
My favorite song by Troye Sivan 😄
@madisonsophiee6 жыл бұрын
Same
@purvamohan68616 жыл бұрын
Nightcore Mtb mine too!
@exoticnisha34076 жыл бұрын
Nightcore Mtb same
@vidaphillips87524 жыл бұрын
Finally a reasonable comment.
@juanarojo87613 жыл бұрын
That song is sick
@ness47894 жыл бұрын
I hated Monty but his scene with Winston at the prom was so emotional for me💔
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
I symphatized him after the scene with his dad at the prison. He was an interesting character though.. He didn't deserve it :(
@joel84394 жыл бұрын
Eunice Paner Enriquez 😞💔💔
@ness47894 жыл бұрын
@@blubblub9802 his assault scene with Tyler was just too much tho. i was so affected that i had to skip his scenes just to not see his face.
@aleks4564 жыл бұрын
@@blubblub9802 the writers always does this to all the 'villains' in the series, showing their good side after they are gone.
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
@@aleks456 but like him and Winston... They were so cute... I'm so mad they let him die 😔 I wanted to see him changing. To see him growing. To see a happy end with Winston 🥺
@alinw-n7t6 жыл бұрын
Nice melody, haunting lyrics.
@MrPinklove16 жыл бұрын
this song would be Oliver's apology to Elio at the end scene ;-;
@lindsey43826 жыл бұрын
Live On ahhhhhhh I’m crying
@aaliyahmarkman46436 жыл бұрын
Noooo😟😖😭
@ashlynbaker56526 жыл бұрын
Live On I'm crying again
@agustd49355 жыл бұрын
U made me cry 😭😭
@stephshintaro5645 жыл бұрын
omgggggg whattttt
@lenaketchum4 жыл бұрын
Here after the Thirteen Reasons Why season finale. Beautiful song.
@cohanskru95524 жыл бұрын
Here from 13 reasons why.... and crying
@rahulrawat23344 жыл бұрын
Me too... monty doesn’t deserve to be die...
@alexb-ig4in4 жыл бұрын
too monty and Winston deserved better
@abirlch54464 жыл бұрын
Me too 😭😭😭😭😭
@lavasir7124 жыл бұрын
@@rahulrawat2334 yah he doesn't
@JonathanGomez-lp3qc4 жыл бұрын
I’m here as well 🥺 ima cry
@itkb226 жыл бұрын
Perfect for a MOVIE SOUNDTRACK! Anybody agrees? I like this song :)
@syaifullahdjasir79736 жыл бұрын
Anna Banana gay theme maybe :)
@artmajlis20216 жыл бұрын
Call Me By Your Name vibes
@meliyani25566 жыл бұрын
Anna Banana it's fit for "call me by your name"
@nataliam4506 жыл бұрын
Evi Lutfiah yeah but idk if either elio or Oliver got the good side... I mean Elio was obviously heartbroken but Oliver had to marry a woman he probably didn’t love just to get his parents approval (or at least that’s what I thought. I haven’t read the book so don’t quote me 😂)
@Star_Jewel6 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/iH_EfWVtiKyNnNE
@kaylah...36026 жыл бұрын
The guitar made me melt. It's so perfect ♥🎸
@GreasyVachina6 жыл бұрын
Fax...
@ellan88836 жыл бұрын
1_EDEN_9 ikr I just taught myself how to play it on the ukelele and now I’m gonna look up how to play it on the guitar
@shannoncollier57685 жыл бұрын
I love this song because it shows how life can be unpredictable and how things can happen that aren’t in your control. Hurting someone almost always isn’t the plan and this show does well of explaining that
@destinyfaith41636 жыл бұрын
Omg this is stunning. This is his version of an apology letter to Connor. In Connor's book A working progress he mentions troye like crazy. They were so close at one point and now all of a sudden they're like ghosts to each other. In Note to Self Connor talks about troye secretly but never mentions his name. No one new troyes side of the story and hear it is.
@crystal-fy1ry6 жыл бұрын
Destiny Faith Nahhh You’re looking too deep into it 😂
@destinyfaith41636 жыл бұрын
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness I see your point but in an interview about it he admits its about his ex and the only "ex" he's had is Connor
@crystal-fy1ry6 жыл бұрын
Destiny Faith ok but that relationship was never confirmed 😂
@user-wb8dl2uk5m6 жыл бұрын
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness I don't get why everyone is so focused on the fact that it was never technically confirmed. There is so much evidence that Troye is the ex talked about in Connor's book, and there's evidence that Connor is the ex in this song. They wanted their relationship to be relatively private. That doesn't mean it didn't happen.
@crystal-fy1ry6 жыл бұрын
Pato the duck kk thx for clearing that up for me 🙃
@jay.stackz92794 жыл бұрын
Anyone here from Monty and Winston’s Last dance :(
@mR-ei4to4 жыл бұрын
ME😪😪
@H2kpettyking4 жыл бұрын
Yeah 💔
@jescobar84484 жыл бұрын
yes 🥺
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
Me 😭
@AMANPANDEY-iu1jp4 жыл бұрын
Yess
@narutotrickzxtv3D4 жыл бұрын
13 reasons why gang swarming up in here 😅 wasn't even a fan of Winstons character but not even I'm that cold hearted to ignore an emotionally invoking scene like that one at prom.
@vamayav84754 жыл бұрын
right here!!!
@degenerate88024 жыл бұрын
Ikr! Winston is one of my top four favorite characters and that scene hit me so hard.
@maddiestte4 жыл бұрын
*swims up* yes, 13rw best thing on netflix ever. winston kinda scared me but with monty at the prom i cried.
@JonathanGomez-lp3qc4 жыл бұрын
Winston is very good looking 👀
@helloitsme85754 жыл бұрын
I wanted to punch Winston so bad every time but at the end I’m glad he came to terms with Alex. Honestly if he didn’t fall for Alex he would’ve ratted them out.
@rebeccadanberry50166 жыл бұрын
My ex broke up with me and I didn’t realize at the time that I truly had gotten the good side. I wound up getting legit the best boyfriend in the whole universe shortly after.my ex is still single and he’s happy now but he completely regretted breaking up with me and tried getting me back for months after and listening to this made me break down and cry because it’s so bittersweet. At one point I thought I’d be with that guy forever, and 3 years later I’m happier than I’d ever thought I’d be. I did get the good side, it’s sad that he didn’t and it sucks but regardless it’s life. This song is so beautiful and feel as if everyone who has had their heart broken or has done the heart breaking can relate.
@rebeccadanberry50166 жыл бұрын
Aneesha Asthana noooooo 😂😂
@rebeccadanberry50166 жыл бұрын
Aneesha Asthana girl it’s been three years and I’m happy haha it was just me thinking that’s all :)
@louisemiller75846 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most beautiful songs i‘ve ever heard
@52dallsop5 жыл бұрын
After 60 years of listening to music I’ve decided this is my favourite song ever. Thank you Troye....
@elenasofia67394 жыл бұрын
I think this is the best song used in 13 reasons why and everytime I listen it I cry because of her true "plot".
@buttercupsthehotone14194 жыл бұрын
I shall forever cry when listening to this song, remembering Winston and Monty and how they had a beautiful goodbye. 13 Reasons Why is my favorite show and gave me so much and taught me so much more.
@winstonwilliams89744 жыл бұрын
I'm still crying
@buttercupsthehotone14194 жыл бұрын
@@winstonwilliams8974 same
@haileypaige49966 жыл бұрын
this song is def about connor and troyes breakup
@daydreamer64226 жыл бұрын
I will cry again ah :'(
@zareefazaman21895 жыл бұрын
Bruh obviously
@l47856d4 жыл бұрын
Monty and Winston ❤😭
@celine7home5 жыл бұрын
Powerful music, dark lyrics. I see it as resentful siblings. One has won revenging, gaining everybody’s love and trust. While the other left alone and never noticed by anyone.
@laravelvue88164 жыл бұрын
Have to say 13 reasons why have the best soundtrack
@niamhgrogan39664 жыл бұрын
monty and winstons first and last dance. bitter sweet
@isabelwilliams94044 жыл бұрын
Steps to Go Through A breakup 1. Sympathize 2. Recognize 3. Apologize
@littlenugget53464 жыл бұрын
Monty and Winston deserved better!😥🥺 (13rw btw)
@madisonsophiee6 жыл бұрын
This song affects me so much 😫💕🙏🏼
@annaioop52646 жыл бұрын
This makes me legit want to bawl my eyes out. It's sad, but so sincere. I felt how genuine it was through the deep emotion in his voice. I got wrecked by even more feels since it reminds me of Stranger Things. Jeez, this song really pierced my heart.
@lazolizs76835 жыл бұрын
I've been crying so hard for connor😭😭 this song broke my heart 3000 times
@rubyyasmeen82834 жыл бұрын
A song with no hard feelings. Listening to This song gives me peace and comfort...
@esperanza21024 жыл бұрын
Anyone else here from the Monty and Winston scene 😭
@paktamtricajus67214 жыл бұрын
Me
@SummonerKyren74 жыл бұрын
Someone needs to make a Monty and Winston tribute video with this song in the back. Just have their best moments (or i guess only moments) we needed more 😢
@sortofpink56146 жыл бұрын
vibe reminds me of sufjan stevens
@justinedessoy34 жыл бұрын
thinking of the Winston and Monty dancing scene in 13 reasons why :')
@mingsua18903 жыл бұрын
Okay keep thinking
@meryemmoonlight72756 жыл бұрын
can we just talk about that beautiful riff at 2:14?
@maven38896 жыл бұрын
"HE RELEASED ANOTHER TRACK OMG I'M BALDING" pfft lmao
@kimmin-jae24834 жыл бұрын
WINSTON AND MONTY Y‘ALL YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT WASN‘T THE CUTEST THING EVER
@fabulousforum86806 жыл бұрын
That guitar❤❤🎸🎸🎸
@ligialimarosa6 жыл бұрын
This song is too pure
@bash34714 жыл бұрын
I am here from 13 reasons why and still crying
@Jayjayjray4 жыл бұрын
Same😭
@vanessarojas99516 жыл бұрын
This is sad asf
@isabelmarie52024 жыл бұрын
i can’t stop crying😔😭
@warrenkeystone51954 жыл бұрын
*"Live with the living"* -Monty
@geschenkkk4 жыл бұрын
This song broke me. I love Monty and Winston together! I’m crying again! 🥺😭😩
@curryna42106 жыл бұрын
So beautiful even the quote of the day ☺
@rebollarr6 жыл бұрын
That’s what I call fast AGAIN.🧡✨
@ArtofRhythm6 жыл бұрын
Stunning music
@pratitisarkar98666 жыл бұрын
Simple and beautiful. Just the way real music should sound like. Love it
@kenny-nk5db4 жыл бұрын
MONTY AND WINSTON BROUGHT ME HERE, THEY WOULDVE BEEN FUCKING PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER
@Kanae_Gumi6 жыл бұрын
This is my serendepity *.*
@midnightwdk35226 жыл бұрын
Drastor :vv i think they are so similar
@jeetkaur1316 жыл бұрын
Why did this hit me so hard.. shit... for anyone wondering serendipity means to find something good without looking. ( most army probs know what this means)
@frostyyart6 жыл бұрын
ok but this sounds like it'd be on a life is strange soundtrack tbfh
@shrnschmcher6 жыл бұрын
freakyscribbles OMG YES
@mmx1236 жыл бұрын
YAASSS
@rachelflora68336 жыл бұрын
I THOUGHT THAT THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT TOO OMG
@annaioop52646 жыл бұрын
freakyscribbles Omfg you're so right!!
@justinebajada90766 жыл бұрын
THIS IS WHAT I EXACTLY THOUGHT OH MY GOD
@mystwalker4796 жыл бұрын
The background literally painted my mood💖💞💕
@daphnetamburrini13146 жыл бұрын
I wonder if Connor keeps up with his music. I wonder if he knew if was about him when he heard it or hasn’t even bothered at all.
@SofiaGonzalez-zl4xu6 жыл бұрын
Then I got the good side of new Found arms to fall right into I know how it looked, it wasn't the plan And some day I hope that you'll understand “I got the good side” as in he got the good side of the break up. I think he’s apologizing for making it seem like he left con for Jacob.
@ThrowbackSoul4 жыл бұрын
This song get to me everytime. Perfect for the stolen love scene in 13 Reasons Why.
@philipmerickramos34654 жыл бұрын
After I finished watching 13 reasons why, I've been singing this song in my head. It's like this song is written for Monty. I am sad for him and Winston. 😭😭😭
@allit91skz4 жыл бұрын
13 Reasons Why? I cried with that scene 💔☹️
@abby18156 жыл бұрын
MY BOY TROYE WENT INNNN
@one-halfcabbage6 жыл бұрын
I love the message, the melody, his voice--ghad I love him!!😍😍😆
@anamarcy44446 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry every time 😭💛
@irene-kj3jf6 жыл бұрын
first time hearing this song! ahhh the melody and words ❤😭
@noah.v57104 жыл бұрын
I love this song, I was so happy when I hear it in this scene
@chouchoulily6 жыл бұрын
It's raining outside. I just watched Moonrise Kingdom. Now i'm listening to this song. What a dreamy day
@jorrilicious10196 жыл бұрын
it's so amazing, i love Seventeen, Animal, Dance To This, and this song is so amazing idk why but the sound of begining and when he start singing, i feel like i heard this song before it's so good i love it
@richarddeanyadao74804 жыл бұрын
Im here because of marcus veltri and the yellow jacket dude. Bless those two.
@AK-ze5yd6 жыл бұрын
Somehow reminds me of stranger things' theme
@Canaldefarticles4166 жыл бұрын
AK Nak me too esp at the start and end.
@CHAZZASHAVA6 жыл бұрын
yea it does
@aurorasanchez91686 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song. 💔
@unqu0t4 жыл бұрын
13 reasons why Who's with me
@giuliaspada7944 жыл бұрын
this song makes my heart and soul feel peace
@baileyeddington70384 жыл бұрын
all of y'all are talking abt 13 reasons why and i'm crying bc of it being abt connor :(
@pabloanaquin24824 жыл бұрын
Monty And Winston 💔💔💔
@nishatsyeda114 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of 13RW but about how Justin and Clay became brothers and were there for each other through everything and went through everything together and always saw the best of the other person. And how Clay said he misses Justin and asked how he’s gonna do anything without him🤧😭
@streambe27746 жыл бұрын
New fan right here 😦🖤
@SimStarr4 жыл бұрын
13 reasons why anyone?
@alexb-ig4in4 жыл бұрын
me...winston and monty deserved better
@ianrojoscorner6 жыл бұрын
i feel so sad for Connor. i wanna hug him 😢😭💔
@samedyralphhyrlain67644 жыл бұрын
I think its hard for gay people to accept themselves if they are not accepted ...and this music make me feel that everybody should be appreciate and loved ( 13 reasons why ) best serie ever
@bubblegum86006 жыл бұрын
WHY does this remind me of that last episode of Pretty Little Liars where Spencer found out she had a twin sister.
@lenahehe5654 жыл бұрын
never seen 13 reasons why i just like the song
@yas34504 жыл бұрын
I can’t listen to this song without thinking of Elio and Oliver
@juniormagdaleno4 жыл бұрын
13 REASONS WHY SPOILERS. I never sympathize for Bryce and Monty but that vision of Winston dancing with Monty to this song was so powerful. Reason why it was because just like Clay and Hannah, Winston only liked the idea of Monty and what he could have been... he never knew him.
@ourdirection3184 жыл бұрын
winston and monty not deserves this end.this was not happy end.
@gaurangverma54704 жыл бұрын
They did. Everyone does!
@janreydiaz71424 жыл бұрын
There is no happy ending in 13 reason why, season 1 hannah is dead, season 2 no right justice to hannah, jessica and every other girl, season 3, no justice for bryce murder plus monty is dead, season 4 the truth will remain silence and it will never reveal. The only happy ending is peace of mind and acceptance to every character
@lazynonpareil52595 жыл бұрын
After listening this song...I asked myself what is not letting me go .... then I realized that it was this song making me tied up in it's Melody
@rubenvazquez62724 жыл бұрын
Winston and Monty 💔😥❤️
@sopointlesstoday45236 жыл бұрын
This is so pure. Ily.
@shuupasinshoop6 жыл бұрын
i am being petty but don't ever see Jonghyun pics while listening to this song . YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED OF A WATERFALL OF TEARS
@-amandolin-6 жыл бұрын
Nishtha why- why would you torture me like this,just thinking about jonghyun to this song makes me cry DJSNDJSJSSN
@dreamer78995 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭😭😭
@paigeme14046 жыл бұрын
I want to know how Connor feels about this song!
@crystal-fy1ry6 жыл бұрын
Paige Me he but he has another boyfriend now, and I don’t think he would write a song about someone he liked two years ago.
@crystal-fy1ry6 жыл бұрын
And this song wasn’t just made by Troye, it was also written by like 3 or more other artists so it’s very unlikely this songs about Connor.
@im68716 жыл бұрын
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness he said in an interview that this song was about a break up that happened around two years ago
@prasenjitdas72074 жыл бұрын
Everyone is here for Winston and monty but did anyone realize what Jessica and Justin felt at that moment, having such a bad childhood Justin still showed the good side of his
@jazminepoirier18416 жыл бұрын
Wow... So this actually made me cry.
@buttercupsthehotone14194 жыл бұрын
Winston and Monty shippers how are we feeling? 💔❤️
@angiebrdemsp4 жыл бұрын
Very sad
@buttercupsthehotone14194 жыл бұрын
@@angiebrdemsp I loved the dance scene
@niamhgrogan39664 жыл бұрын
not good. their last dance had me crying ALOT
@buttercupsthehotone14194 жыл бұрын
@@niamhgrogan3966 same. I had to pause for 40 minutes cuz I couldn't breathe it was too beautiful
@blubblub98024 жыл бұрын
We are feeling fucking depressed because they deserved so much better 😭😭💔
@namecrub4 жыл бұрын
Monty and Winston 😭😭😭
@sleepytess6 жыл бұрын
How do you do it so fast??
@HarryStyles_013 жыл бұрын
Troye's music is very underrated. He deserves a lot of appreciation.
@mrstroye6 жыл бұрын
yess thank you so much!! i've been searching for the lyric video