This songs can either make you feel like your endlessly drowning and no one is noticing or make you feel at peace with everything no in between
@thisyofavoritesng4 жыл бұрын
Then i must be insane cause my emotions are crying and swaying to the music back and forth
@hammer95674 жыл бұрын
@@thisyofavoritesng well those are technically actions not emotions but I still understand
@thisyofavoritesng4 жыл бұрын
DayDay i mean like your sad and then calm and your emotions repeat that
@uKwri4 жыл бұрын
DayDay I’ve had both feelings multiple times over 2019-2020
@jensi_co4 жыл бұрын
Yep 10/10
@jana-sc6nn4 жыл бұрын
*”people die because they just wanted to live”*
@MrTizNasty4 жыл бұрын
What’s with all the facts 🗣
@lovella11364 жыл бұрын
oh wow.
@l3r4vegaming154 жыл бұрын
Just lost a good girl-friend to an abusive mother 😔
@Petilinchenenen4 жыл бұрын
@@l3r4vegaming15 I am so sorry I cannot understand what you are going through right now and I can't tell you that it will surely get better but you need to have hope and belive it'll get better someday. Please keep going, stay with us and get up every day. I am really sorry for your loss.
@renee18944 жыл бұрын
Wow.
@ilovecats31664 жыл бұрын
i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so alone. it sucks. edit: last month and before that, i was very depressed. i didn’t feel like eating, locked myself in my room. distances myself from family and friends. letting go of my appearance, didn’t shower for days. found myself sobbing at night to this song. feeling alone and just broken inside... recently I’ve been feeling better. i wash myself up. wake up in the morning to have breakfast with my family. talk to my mom, play with my younger siblings. feeling confident. once you let that thing go that’s holding you back. it feels so amazing to have the weight lifted from your chest. please believe me. everything will get better. don’t end it. the pain is temporary. there is a plan for you. you were meant to exist. life will surprise you in the unexpected ways.
@adrianasette24584 жыл бұрын
hey, wanna talk?
@summereast13064 жыл бұрын
Your not alone we are all here for you 💕
@alexanderhaycraft60204 жыл бұрын
Hey bro keep your head up king let me know if you need to talk I have the same feeling:(❤️❤️
@kalfata16294 жыл бұрын
i will kill myself :x
@summereast13064 жыл бұрын
K A L F A T A don’t say that. Although you may feel like that right now I promise you things will get better 💕
@dr.grandson25083 жыл бұрын
none of us will ever meet each other, and yet here we are, gathered in a moment of self-initiated hurt. we are together, despite how lonely our individual moments may feel. what a beautiful thing…
@vidheyaprem3 жыл бұрын
Why so green and lonely?
@themonkeydonkey20343 жыл бұрын
Ngl, of all the comments I loved urs!! It’s true and yet we try to help the others struggling even though we’re struggling like them and can’t even help ourselves!!
@jimmyhuynh1313 жыл бұрын
You listen to this song because you’re “sad” I listen to this song because it makes me sleep. We are not the same
@vichiii87483 жыл бұрын
bro give us your insta
@allysonlovins40273 жыл бұрын
Yes
@saranghaettosaranghaedeoji29024 жыл бұрын
the sad thing is, our parents still don't know that they lost their happy, fun kids a long time ago and still put us under a lot of pressure
@ellalawani12714 жыл бұрын
It hurts so much that I can’t even talk to them because they are part of the reason I’m sad.
@coramcgill68794 жыл бұрын
:/
@onlinesalma_4 жыл бұрын
They hurt me so much but yet I don’t let them see my tears because I don’t want to hurt them
@swaggykat68184 жыл бұрын
My family is realizing slowly
@keyla43614 жыл бұрын
they still don’t understand me
@devanchi4 жыл бұрын
i miss when things were easier. i miss when i made my parents proud. i miss being a kid. i miss being me. don’t let it end like this, please. i’m praying. praying for a life i’m never going to live. but. *hope’s a beautiful thing, ain’t it?*
@arik_achkarik30034 жыл бұрын
just don't lose hope🙏✨
@Vompyrra18 күн бұрын
You manifest what you believe, your thoughts shape your future, your options are limitless, life is limitless.
@c4rl1514 жыл бұрын
Thought this feeling was gone... I hate that it’s back... I hate it here.
@Kiki-jr3qx4 жыл бұрын
me too, i get exactly what you are saying. i thought that all the mess that happened in school before lockdown was a thing of the past, but turns out i was wrong. i hope you start feeling happy again, however that may be x
@graceg39954 жыл бұрын
felt:(
@lettenlina17084 жыл бұрын
Literally same
@sotc_captivated74844 жыл бұрын
You can be with Jesus he will never leave you or forsake you
@makeupbrush70004 жыл бұрын
me too
@bethanyvili40973 жыл бұрын
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams. RIP
@bethanyvili40972 жыл бұрын
Everyone whose liked this and sees this comment: I love you all. Troubles will arise but you will overcome them. You are so strong. I love you all, beautiful strangers 💕💕
@Devildogs808 Жыл бұрын
@@bethanyvili4097 thx
@MariisRoom Жыл бұрын
I’m the only one in my friendship that reaches out,, I’m the only one that calls them that ask to hang out to checks up on them if were still going to hang out if I didn’t do any of this reaching out none of our friendship would stay afloat and it would just stay on text I feel like I’m the only one who cares to hang out or call them who enjoys talking and hanging out and it hurts that my best friend doesn’t put in the effort that I put in for them… to me that’s worse then being …. Alone..
@MargotZollinger Жыл бұрын
true. but Jesus is with you every second of the day, he doesn't need to come back he's always with us duh.
@DeezNtz2000 Жыл бұрын
@@MargotZollingerreligion is man made. All 4,000+ of them with each and every one of their "gods". Now which God is the true God? Each one of them will say theirs of course 🤣
@nikolpenguin95344 жыл бұрын
Everyone be missing their exe's or their best friends and im just here missing my old, confident , better, happier self... old me
@jayda72764 жыл бұрын
😔your not the only one..I can’t even remember the last time I felt happy when I wasn’t experiencing this feeling
@nikolpenguin95344 жыл бұрын
@@jayda7276 lets hope that it would be okay 🥺
@KokaTheVII4 жыл бұрын
Same....
@saraben72124 жыл бұрын
You are not the only one
@zohhha54424 жыл бұрын
same ..
@Celeste19016 жыл бұрын
Sweet Jesus, I am so happy this was made. This is one of the most beautifully haunting songs I’ve ever had the honor of listening to.
@eddie77125 жыл бұрын
Moon Child me too
@savions40054 жыл бұрын
Moon Child sucks that it was made for a twilight movie tho lol
@davidwilliams84404 жыл бұрын
Savion S why?
@savions40054 жыл бұрын
David Williams twilight is ass. Shit is made for emotional 14 yr old girls. It doesn’t deserve this masterpiece of a song
@tlevyvideosmasher4 жыл бұрын
Moon Child love the way you describe it took the words right out of my mouth
@nataliejackson60794 жыл бұрын
Just because someones cries are silent doesn't mean they aren't screaming for help.
@nyx83893 жыл бұрын
It's funny how people say the internet has made us less connected to others when there's places like these where complete strangers find comfort and solace in the words of another wandering soul. May you find rest, peace, and love on your journey, no matter where that journey may take you.
@alanisjordy3 жыл бұрын
Out of all the comments this one got me to cry ❤️
@adorableducky5914 жыл бұрын
i don’t understand why people think depression and anxiety are a trend like it is literally the worst and most terrible feeling that someone can have, it kills you from the inside out until you can’t take it anymore. you can’t sleep until 4am then once you finally do before you know it you’ve slept in till 2pm, you have no energy whatsoever to get up. you just feel... *alone*
@רומימיקוש-ו6ג4 жыл бұрын
I don’t to this cuz it’s a trend. I have a lot of pain and this is helping me to get it out slowly. I wish I was happy all the time but I cant💔
@ella_the_sav16034 жыл бұрын
Fr
@ummmno84674 жыл бұрын
Woah, are ok man?
@sophia57194 жыл бұрын
Currently 1:15 can’t sleep anymore
@D4vej4 жыл бұрын
I guess that means I'm still depressed 😔
@samwich40414 жыл бұрын
If I don’t see you again good afternoon, good evening and goodnight
@kevitamaster-brewkombucha54724 жыл бұрын
🥺💞
@lolaroubin72604 жыл бұрын
Jim carrey is the best for this line
@charlie-bc1ls4 жыл бұрын
You got this , dont go . I love you
@alexis-px4gd4 жыл бұрын
don't leave please 🥺❤️
@iljaverschuren15804 жыл бұрын
Same to u mate !
@beamerboy39564 жыл бұрын
This song makes me want to go out while its raining and listen to it on repeat and cry .
@jihannie.95554 жыл бұрын
Incognito, same I just wanna listen to this and forget everything and everyone. And be alone forever
@adrianaterrazas-perez55974 жыл бұрын
I do that all the time 😭💔
@ForeverBlooming-054 жыл бұрын
@@jihannie.9555 i have no clue why but that sounds so good to me.😔😔
@MrForthofer4 жыл бұрын
RIP to lil peep ☹️
@milenahalucha49764 жыл бұрын
Yeah just cry
@lighty.17023 жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m slowly becoming emotionless. I have cried so many times that and no matter how much I cry, it never stops. But now, my sadness is so deep in me that it doesn’t even come out.
@trollerfabid32223 жыл бұрын
Same..
@ev.ethereal3 жыл бұрын
It will all get better.
@leninhapinheiro13653 жыл бұрын
Same
@maxd13213 жыл бұрын
Ay bro I hope ur doing better now and if not just know that theres nothing to worry about, life has its ups and downs but in the end everything will work out. I know everyone has felt like this in their life but just know in time u will be healed. Have faith and never give up❤️
@lighty.17023 жыл бұрын
@@maxd1321 thank you so much ❤️
@layan.o.al-awami27774 жыл бұрын
I’m not depressed, I’m just tired..exhausted. Edit: thanks for all the likes guys, most i’ve ever gotten. And remember you are loved, stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
@kamkam50024 жыл бұрын
i’m so sorry love, i know what you’re saying, as i have gone through the same thing. everything eventually gets better. you go through Hell to get to Heaven. Remember that for me. I love you so so so so so much. get some sleep. get rid of that toxic person in your life. chin up smile and walk away.
@layan.o.al-awami27774 жыл бұрын
@@kamkam5002 thank you so much, That means a lot to me. Have a nice day and stay safe ❤️❤️
@layan.o.al-awami27774 жыл бұрын
@@sungirl765 yeah but i’m much better now and i hope you will get better soon too, remember that it will get easier one day so stay strong! ❤️
@layan.o.al-awami27774 жыл бұрын
@@sungirl765 i honestly dont know i just started trying to sleep and taking care of myself and being with the people i loved and trying to be productive and that helped me a lot, plus im muslim so i also turned to god.
@layan.o.al-awami27774 жыл бұрын
@@sungirl765 yes try going back to work and interacting with people but make sure to stay safe!! And ofc, have a great day/night 💜
@Real.t.o.4 жыл бұрын
“Don’t take life to seriously, nobody makes it out alive”
@justaguy90404 жыл бұрын
wise words of alex the goat
@Alliemarie694 жыл бұрын
Oh ouch yeah :(
@piglet_pepperoni__4 жыл бұрын
Your wrong, life should be taken seriously because you don't make it out alive, you only get one chance, so make that chancs count
@min_yogurt27384 жыл бұрын
I just found my life qoute jsjslmao
@SET8SOFFICIAL4 жыл бұрын
Take the guy with the lil peep profile picture seriously lol
@ellenlinscheid66974 жыл бұрын
Everyone is talking about how this song makes them cry. I can't cry anymore. I'm just numb and sad and there's nothing I can to do help it. I'm stuck.
@randycabbage51634 жыл бұрын
hey, how are you? i just wanted to check in on you and see how you’re doing. i promise everything will get better, you just have to take things one step at a time. don’t rush it. i’m here for you anytime, you got this.
@ellenlinscheid66974 жыл бұрын
@@randycabbage5163 thank you that means a lot ❤ I'm ok Its just hard
@randycabbage51634 жыл бұрын
Ellen Rose no problem! i know it can be hard but i know you can get thru this.
@lisagaskell60644 жыл бұрын
stay strong bubs
@poppy.n56884 жыл бұрын
I tried to explain this feeling to my friend. But I don’t think she really got it. It sounded like she was just think I was faking or couldn’t fake cry but I just feel empty, I have hardly any emotions anymore. I’ve felt sadness for so long I can’t feel anything.
@crackhead97893 жыл бұрын
Today was a bad day. I'm on my bed with nothing left to do. Music is the only medicine to cure my broken heart.
@adrianagalindo77973 жыл бұрын
I feel you :(
@-sof02 жыл бұрын
yea,i can relate. Hope you're doing good tho
@Awnuzie2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry honey how are you now it's been five months I'm so proud of you how is everything I hope it's going okay ily
@annalisehensley36422 жыл бұрын
me too :/
@MadameKelso66610 ай бұрын
Your pain is gonna hurt for quite some time, my friend. The upside is that no matter what, there WILL be a point in time we'll learn how to deal with it better and it gets a bit duller day by day.. Best of wishes to you& your heart's healing
@miguelgenovata62504 жыл бұрын
To everyone scrolling down Let's cry together
@joleneccorbett31584 жыл бұрын
as im crying 😩
@thea5724 жыл бұрын
Fuck i said i wont cryyy... I just wanna feel num again
@miguelgenovata62504 жыл бұрын
It's okay guys, cry all you want haha. I cry to this every other night too. Whenever I feel like I should let the tears run down my cheeks.
@thea5724 жыл бұрын
@@miguelgenovata6250 damn you know im here if you wanna talk? Like im not jk.. We can just tell oir whole pain to each other
@miguelgenovata62504 жыл бұрын
Thanks. Life's just been hard for me lately. Especially with this whole pandemic thing. I've been lonely my whole life. So it won't make much difference, what hurts is that I think no one would bother to even know how I'm actually doing. Even my own damn parents won't care if I just suddenly disappear. And yeah, I'm not a minor who's complaining about depression even though he's got a house to live in. Ffs I don't know what I'm living for anymore. The only stuff keeping me alive is music and the urge to keep going. I hate the painful reality, So I listen to this type of music to drown it out. No one would care.
@602.adriii4 жыл бұрын
if this isn’t played at my funeral, i’m not going
@__prkr4 жыл бұрын
honestly i want this played at my funeral, it's so sad yet calming, it makes me hurt a little bit right now, but it makes me feel like i'll okay in the end you know? it's how i want people to feel if they lose me, i want them to know they'll be okay. stay safe everyone, you're loved and wanted. www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
@ali-wf7gq4 жыл бұрын
yeah i wont be attending if it isnt
@Nunyuh3464 жыл бұрын
Thanks I laughed 💀
@nylashade36654 жыл бұрын
Thanks I needed a laugh. Hope your ok tho
@mtvunpluggedera4 жыл бұрын
Reaper wait...💀
@Hi-fq9xc4 жыл бұрын
this song gives me such a horrible nostalgic feeling, i miss being young and having no worries
@shrimpanzee1233 жыл бұрын
Wait what, how can you express it(say it in words) , I couldn't even find the words to express and you just did it 👁️👄👁️ Accurate 100%
@amycarling56113 жыл бұрын
This sounds like a waking up from a dream with your person that you never wanted to end
@emilyfeldman7487 Жыл бұрын
this comment tho
@lunar.nepneus Жыл бұрын
This is the one for me. But, unfortunately, it just reminds me of someone I gave my all to and never got it back. Was but a dream, wasn't who she actually was.
@JustYourAverageMusicListener Жыл бұрын
@emilyfeldman7487 ikr
@OMisthios-_- Жыл бұрын
Yep happened last night
@kokichi_omas_right_butt_ch4489 Жыл бұрын
exactly, like the lyric "dont let it fool you"
@endyarivera67664 жыл бұрын
This covid break from school got me realizing how school is kinda like my safe place😕 and being home makes me feel unwanted and useless
@tamaradimarco8784 жыл бұрын
You are not useless. You have a purpose, you have talents, you have so much to give. Trust me! ;) 💓
@OCinneide4 жыл бұрын
@@tamaradimarco878 I wish I could
@cld9ina4 жыл бұрын
I hope you find peace in your life and the thoughts that you are worth it. Just because someone gives you the feeling that your worthless, doesn't mean you are... ): ❤ wish i could hug you, good luck in your life
@Yomama.474 жыл бұрын
we all felt this tbh :(
@UnicornPizza4 жыл бұрын
for me it’s the contrary lol
@volimedico67714 жыл бұрын
No more energy No more motivation No more dreams to run after Too numb Too tired to stay Too afraid to go
@Hello7fivenine904 жыл бұрын
Felt this
@lostgirl26524 жыл бұрын
please stay.
@tatamata18954 жыл бұрын
I felt this on another level
@meow_meow82164 жыл бұрын
Just desire to be happy again
@theroof19974 жыл бұрын
i love you
@ellise49174 жыл бұрын
I was skating down a hill listening to this and it was the most spiritually insane experiences ever
@flyingfishhaveaniceday95804 жыл бұрын
Would you recommend it?
@punzzee5804 жыл бұрын
Flying Fish have a nice day I tried it a skate board and it is so calming
@c3met3ry_driv34 жыл бұрын
sounds awesome
@sherlyn72964 жыл бұрын
especially when it’s 2 am and it just finished raining. I skated to the graveyard to see my baby cousin it was very therapeutic.
@flyingfishhaveaniceday95804 жыл бұрын
@@sherlyn7296 I'm sorry
@ashleyocampo11342 жыл бұрын
Listening to this in bed, it’s raining and for once I’m at peace because the world is crying with me. And somehow I don’t feel so alone.
@dewivanleeuwen2 жыл бұрын
I hope you feel better 🤍
@AkhiNyfiken Жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing better, a random stranger on the internet wishes you the best❤️
@Noawashier Жыл бұрын
Sameeee🌌
@shandontoliver10723 жыл бұрын
I've cried so many times this year that I can't cry anymore. I just sit there listening to this song and feeling like I have to cry but nothing comes out. So fun.
@wiktoriabanaszewska31303 жыл бұрын
I hope you are ok
@stevie60723 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry
@orange97083 жыл бұрын
Same 🤍
@JoshJusVibenシ3 жыл бұрын
I felt this but ever since my ex cheated I couldn’t cry anymore.. as if I was emotionless
@shandontoliver10723 жыл бұрын
@@JoshJusVibenシ Yeah all my ex's cheated. I've never been in a healthy relationship with anyone. Including my own family
@chip74694 жыл бұрын
A moment of silence for those who haven't found this song.
@cheekcrack70414 жыл бұрын
Their loss✨
@UnicornPizza4 жыл бұрын
I pray for them every night before sleeping
@greyson80594 жыл бұрын
5:36 of silence for them
@notmj04 жыл бұрын
oof-
@racheltousignant93134 жыл бұрын
Definitely! They are missing out
@Samantha-of6xo4 жыл бұрын
*_everyone is sad cause of other people, but im sad cause of the person i have become_* edit: i had to come here and edit this because i've cried just looking at comments and the replys and i just wanted to say we r all either here because we r mentally and physically drained and hurt and i just wanted to say i understand and don't be afraid to talk to someone, i love you all and stay safe
@ameliacarrasco20054 жыл бұрын
Same
@avaregular80904 жыл бұрын
Same, I really made bad choices. For what? Nothing.
@cowgirlmalfoy80814 жыл бұрын
it's okay girlie, ily and other people do to
@bigpastywhitegirl63074 жыл бұрын
hi fellow samantha !! i love u please take care of urself n stay safe.
@kiaravipond4 жыл бұрын
same
@lesliechetty58073 жыл бұрын
I wish all the sad, depressed, anxious and lonely people could meet and somehow help one another cure this global wound.
@kaydenpickering95234 жыл бұрын
“I’m alive but I’m not living”
@lizziegacha56833 жыл бұрын
hru now love
@kaydenpickering95233 жыл бұрын
@@lizziegacha5683 wow thank you I’ve not really been checked up on before I’m fine and you x
@lizziegacha56833 жыл бұрын
@@kaydenpickering9523 im good,
@kaydenpickering95233 жыл бұрын
@@lizziegacha5683 nice to hear well I wish you and your family and friends a happy life and I hope your year goes better than mine so far x
@lizziegacha56833 жыл бұрын
@@kaydenpickering9523 i believe ur year will be good, i believe in u :)
@capesandcrowns4 жыл бұрын
this makes you feel like you're dying, this slow somber tune. it feels like your heart slowing down until an eventual stop. it feels like someone dying too young.
@cheeseenchilada53094 жыл бұрын
remember when we said 2020 was gonna be our year? Look at us now. edit: thank you for allll the likesss omg u guys r the best 💞💞💞💞 good wishes for u all✨
@zarabrown6644 жыл бұрын
it feels like everything’s just going further down than we all expected
@kenyonchilds16654 жыл бұрын
hate it when people let a year decide how there gonna act. Like got 6 more months to do some amazing stuff. Why should I let covid and crap get in my way. Sure it sucks but sometimes trials are when you learn the most...
@kennynelson75854 жыл бұрын
never said that i knew it was going to be a bad year
@cm_abyss23604 жыл бұрын
Kenyon Childs I truly learned who rlly wanted to be in my life and who didn’t this year it’s crazy how people are man
@cheeseenchilada53094 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Rodriguez saaaammeeeee
@katherinehill55792 жыл бұрын
This is the kind of song that plays in the background of those memories you would give anything to go back to while you relive them. 💔
@hdbdhssjbfjdnddb71194 жыл бұрын
i’m a person who hates hugs but i really want to give everyone in this comment section a hug
@sarahpond5194 жыл бұрын
🥺
@elisacarolinamazzaferro93094 жыл бұрын
Please I need one
@хепхеп4 жыл бұрын
I hate hugs, but I also love hugs in times like these.
@checkeredscarfstaysondurin9284 жыл бұрын
I don't know how a hug feels 😔
@ninitulipz4 жыл бұрын
Everything i wanted rn
@CornDog-jq9is4 жыл бұрын
"We didn't know we were making memories, we just thought we were having fun" -Winnie The Poo
@euphoria.v20114 жыл бұрын
😭😭
@abbydee184 жыл бұрын
Poo
@emzd244 жыл бұрын
*pooh
@evanfx60084 жыл бұрын
you need God repent
@weekndenjoyer4 жыл бұрын
DONT DO THIS TO ME THIS IS MAKING ME THINK OF 2012-2016
@saturnmeadow4 жыл бұрын
This gives me a feeling I can’t explain. Edit: I’ve been thinking for a while and I think I might know how it makes me feel, it’s like looking at memories that you can’t get back (and nostalgia)
@strigonshitposting7934 жыл бұрын
This is my go-to crying at night song.
@x_xanxan_x4 жыл бұрын
This comment- made me think about everything... Ive been insecure for 8 years (im 13) and still am. I’ve wasted time by listening to the voice in my head thats made me feel so judged and weak. I have body dysmorphia, anxiety, and depression (probably other things) and I don’t think I can go on any longer. Sorry for telling you this, fellow stranger. I just needed to tell someone because no one else would listen. 😔👋🏼
@izzi75844 жыл бұрын
@@x_xanxan_x i'm listening, you can get through this. i felt this way a month and a half ago and from time to time i still do. i wrote a note, i went to this big hill and i had to list all the things that make me happy in my head to convince myself to stay. have u ever played this song while it's raining and slow danced, by urself or with someone u love? there are so many things you haven't done, so many places you haven't been, so many beautiful songs you haven't heard and so many emotions you haven't felt. people you haven't met, flowers you haven't smelt, landscapes you haven't seen; from mountains on a starry summer's night to the beach on a stormy winter's day. the best advice i have ever gotten is this: romanticize your life. every rainy day is a moment to stop and listen to this song. the unfortunate pain and sadness you feel is part of what makes you, you. when you look back you can remember how strong you were for beating this, you can follow your dreams, however big or small because you made it through your darkest days. please stay here. for my sake. for the people who care about you. for you. for your future self, shit your current and past selves too. i don't know you but i love you. i know you got this.
@sugarglider54 жыл бұрын
same! But I've been thinking too, and I think it's nostalgia and longing.
@syviiiia28124 жыл бұрын
yknow- that hurts. i just lost a 10 year friendship and she used to listen to this song all the time. i could look up and her tears would turn into my favorite smile ever. she got so toxic and i hated her for it but i miss her alot. im sorry for venting. i dont know if ill see her again.
@Flowering_Azalea3 жыл бұрын
This song is so soothing that it let's you release your emotions.. I love it.
@vallila84934 жыл бұрын
It’s like you’re screaming and no one could hear
@miamartinez91644 жыл бұрын
so true. its like im all alone and no one will listen. its a feeling i cant really explain but i hate what im feeling
@sparklejumpropequeen9004 жыл бұрын
its EXACTLY like that
@sbabyyy28964 жыл бұрын
mia martinez nostalgia
@vallila84934 жыл бұрын
I’ll see y’all in a group therapy
@sbabyyy28964 жыл бұрын
ミカ ye no
@jenafilmer4 жыл бұрын
I just want a genuine hug
@jutiheavenvilla20454 жыл бұрын
(⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
@hiccup20564 жыл бұрын
ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )
@konstantinakiii4 жыл бұрын
hey i hope that you're okay
@magoosbean46164 жыл бұрын
I want to hug my favorite person but I don't know if that is weird I dont know how to act around him I just know I want this. I want to know that he does too. I'll give you a hug cuz I need it too
@magoosbean46164 жыл бұрын
@Adalade Hansen ofc 🥺
@carissahowell61994 жыл бұрын
this song makes me want to throw away everythiing and move far away and never look back
@gege_cn4 жыл бұрын
I did that 😌🤚 With my bff
@samanthaa5574 жыл бұрын
honestly. also ur so pretty!
@carissahowell61994 жыл бұрын
@@samanthaa557 tyyyy i look way different than my vids tho now
@selma94724 жыл бұрын
same lol :(
@samanthaa5574 жыл бұрын
@@carissahowell6199 girl ur still gorgeous!!
@random8866711 ай бұрын
people who's going through breakups. well at least you know what it is like to be loved, people who are suffering from loneliness and never experienced what its like to be and feel loved like that hurts even more.
@lolllolllollloollolllaugho61943 жыл бұрын
Music is probably the only thing keeping me alive.
@morganappleton61563 жыл бұрын
me too
@jaggo_53 жыл бұрын
same thing...if video games and music didn't exist, I would be dead probably..
@lorenzodeiaco89023 жыл бұрын
Everything will sort itself out I promise, look for help it'll make a difference. It'll be ok and you'll smile again, you have to work for it a little bit but it'll come. Sending love
@AnaBada253 жыл бұрын
Same. Without it the world would be even more horrible
@dourvlpd3 жыл бұрын
If it wasn't for my mum 🪦💀
@matilda_444 жыл бұрын
imagine your laying in the middle of the forest, it’s raining and your crying. the song will hit 200x different 🥺
@turtleoak38884 жыл бұрын
exactly like twilight lol
@hoesluvlaila69084 жыл бұрын
Bella WHO
@warner52yearsago564 жыл бұрын
it's quite funny really, how a lot of us are hypocrites. we say " Don't hurt yourselves, it will be alright, you will be alright." yet we feel like we are lying to ourselves... we convince others and help others, when we need it ourselves but we just don't feel it...
@kalfata16294 жыл бұрын
i will kill myself :x
@annamel19824 жыл бұрын
KALFATA, Please don’t. I don’t want you to die
@okhallox2684 жыл бұрын
K A L F A T A Just dont do it. everything will be okay even if it will take time. But its worth it and you will thank yourself later
@loveaubreyxo23574 жыл бұрын
K A L F A T A please don’t say stuff like that in a comment section. you can trigger a lot of suicidal people with that. if you are really struggling please call the suicide hotline in your area or talk to a professional (like a doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.)
@Mimi-qt7ee4 жыл бұрын
K A L F A T A don’t 😔 nothing is temporary, it will get better hang in there even if it feels your on a thread, everyone feels depressed sometime in there life I got through mine, go in the mirror everyday and say, “I got this I can do this” even if you don’t mean it, it does something. you will get past this keep pushing.
@thebrightside-79329 ай бұрын
Happy, sad, alone, whatever. This is the greatest song ever written. No matter how you are feeling. Art.
@keyrakeith36304 жыл бұрын
This comment section is helping me more than my therapist...
@Emily-nu4xt4 жыл бұрын
Ikr😅🥺
@kallidagas85453 жыл бұрын
ong
@adleybadley3 жыл бұрын
And we pay money for theripist✋😪
@ayla33483 жыл бұрын
At least u have a therapist...
@iamaweirdbitch42513 жыл бұрын
@@ayla3348 oh god its the edgy billie eye lash fan
@kenzieisme4 жыл бұрын
it’s 2:08 am. there’s a thunderstorm outside of my apartment. i’m sitting on the ground, watching the sky light up and rain hit the wooden bench to the side of my front door. this song is playing, i open the door so only the screen door remains. the mist from the rain hits my face. i remember how far i’ve made it in life. i never knew i would make it to this point. update: my peaceful session is interrupted by a lion king ad. i almost punched my screen from the loudness of the ad.
@crystal95114 жыл бұрын
the update😭
@savannahbaughn10844 жыл бұрын
LMFAAOAOAOAO LION KING
@leydalemus21394 жыл бұрын
I hope it continues to get better
@analaura-wt3yd4 жыл бұрын
i swear to god that i read this exactly at 2:08 am
@osyris60264 жыл бұрын
The lion king ad put you back into the reality of life. We all want to escape it but there are things such as that ad in this instance which tells us life will be with us until death.
@vallila84934 жыл бұрын
It’s funny how we tell others to stay strong yet we can’t do it ourselves
@elitaniaguerra4 жыл бұрын
ミカ HONESTLYYY WTF AHAHA
@aliciasmith37624 жыл бұрын
yeah
@melamochi18064 жыл бұрын
r/im14andthisisdeep
@kevitamaster-brewkombucha54724 жыл бұрын
*Me reads this during a depressive episode* (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
@thea5724 жыл бұрын
Yah ik & it hurts
@hhypernovaa2 жыл бұрын
there is a huge difference between being depressed and having depression, people who say they are depressed never understand the feeling of depression
@juliaa36684 жыл бұрын
sad boi hours hit different when they turn to days 😗 ✌️
@laurensmith8974 жыл бұрын
udontknow me and then they turn into weeks on end 😌
@juliaa36684 жыл бұрын
@@laurensmith897 same 😍
@laurensmith8974 жыл бұрын
udontknow me love that 🥰😌💅
@juliaa36684 жыл бұрын
@@laurensmith897 bonus points if you don't feel anything 🤭✨
@laurensmith8974 жыл бұрын
udontknow me and then you start pushing everyone away even thought you didn't even have anyone to begin with 😌
@verifiedhat29614 жыл бұрын
I feel like depression is becoming a trend, and those who are truly depressed fall deeper into the abyss while the other fake it and get the attention.
@katieheinlin48934 жыл бұрын
Yes I’ll tell my friend and try to talk to her and she’s like “omg same ahaha”
@starxstruck27134 жыл бұрын
😔 it hurts bc i dont wanna go places and everytime i have to go i wanna die..😔
@starxstruck27134 жыл бұрын
and i feel so bad for my parents.
@MickeyMateoSantiano4 жыл бұрын
yup
@Theprettyleo084 жыл бұрын
@@katieheinlin4893 I hope you're okay and find better friends
@nataliejackson60794 жыл бұрын
This makes me wanna walk to the beach in the rain and just let the waves Take me. U feel me??
@cheekcrack70414 жыл бұрын
I feel you✨
@andrea56114 жыл бұрын
fr yes
@annalealove86934 жыл бұрын
Yes I feel that, its mental health isnt
@mariacaracante4 жыл бұрын
I deeply feel you mate
@cassidy50914 жыл бұрын
Almost did that when I went surfing the other day but chose against it so I really feel you
@acezepeda80223 жыл бұрын
this song is painfully beautiful
@lola-ys1hg4 жыл бұрын
i hate how the people who actually care about you are strangers. not your friends. your friends could care less. who wouldve thought strangers would be the ones to care. im sorry. im sorry mom. im sorry dad. i rly try. i do. but its to hard. and i cant try anymore. thank you strangers. youre the ones who helped. ily.
@Emily-nu4xt4 жыл бұрын
Hey are you okay? , probably not but I’m here
@vlogswithmongs38894 жыл бұрын
@@Emily-nu4xt I dont know what happening anymore
@Emily-nu4xt4 жыл бұрын
@@vlogswithmongs3889 Ik what you mean, this world got all of us empty minded
@scoobs40123 жыл бұрын
I dont attention when i cry..i just wanna feel whole i dont feel like im alive anymore i mean physically im fine but im mentally drained from the world...
@Emily-nu4xt3 жыл бұрын
@@scoobs4012 I’m counting on you. You can’t leave this like that.
@amila50014 жыл бұрын
i just wanna lay down in the rain crying and letting everything out and listening to this song
@randycabbage51634 жыл бұрын
can i join?
@mikemartinez97124 жыл бұрын
Mood 😞 just scream and yell
@skylynn21214 жыл бұрын
Me to it hurts trying to be happy for everyone all the time 💜
@amila50014 жыл бұрын
Aaron Sterling yessss
@samanthasimmons23164 жыл бұрын
The closest I'm gonna get to lay in the rain is laying down in my bathtub with the shower on :(
@EwwPoison4 жыл бұрын
Just smoked trying to vibe while the world falls apart; good luck with COVID-19 everyone.
@taufikyahya51154 жыл бұрын
Well u too
@GabS-o1m4 жыл бұрын
Thanks bro you too 😊
@achillesfromapalace69574 жыл бұрын
sameeeee
@aightchou4 жыл бұрын
same and you too. hope you all stay safe ❤️
@ko.19034 жыл бұрын
the world has always been falling apart the moment humans got here.
@luxxemoonsubliminals39863 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of rainy/foggy days at school where I listen to this, while on the bus as I look at the slightly frosted window.
@lillyanneacuna19834 жыл бұрын
i hate how i try to help people when i can't even help myself.
@scamp4life4 жыл бұрын
this comment. i’ve never related to anything more in my life.
@sadpenguin86164 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re okay :(. God bless you✝️❤️
@imyourdad12264 жыл бұрын
-Big hugs!- 💖
@sour_21594 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel most of the time. I'm the friend that's always there for everyone but no one is there for me, there's no one that I can trust :(
@tatumgore25114 жыл бұрын
@@sour_2159 that one hit hard.
@Sky-dh4ih4 жыл бұрын
This is me right now: Lying in bed listening to depressing music while all my friends have their relationships making me even more lonely and thinking I will be alone forever. This song reminds me of good memories which when you think about it, That special memory, will never ever happen again. It makes me so sad Im sorry this was random if you made it this far, have a good day :(
@maddieduchac69284 жыл бұрын
you put my thoughts into works oh my goodness
@maggiemacy88794 жыл бұрын
i feel this way a lot as well. i’d say “it will get better!” but i don’t even know that myself. i hope you’re feeling better tho.
@nisrinazahra304 жыл бұрын
Oh God that “special memories, will never ever happen again” hit me so bad! And I just tearing
@wowlaniah4864 жыл бұрын
The sad part is I'm the only friend in the group with a boyfriend/girlfriend but I still feel alone a depressed
@hannahmay21254 жыл бұрын
pov: you’re so lost and confused, knowing that your entire life just changed and you dont even know who you are anymore.
@le_stinky_rat58314 жыл бұрын
How’d you know
@arayadior16434 жыл бұрын
scratch the pov, make it say : how you're actually feeling.
@kendalltrainor13664 жыл бұрын
i feel trapped in this body that doesn’t even feel like it’s mine, i’m scared of myself and like somethings taking over that isn’t me. what’s wrong with me. someone please help.
@hannahmay21254 жыл бұрын
Kendall Trainor my instagram is hannaheeast, dm me to talk abt some things :)
@Allms4 жыл бұрын
I never knew my real self. I’ve faked being someone I’m not for so long I’ve lost my true self.
@doriansertic84722 жыл бұрын
Just played this song and it's rainy and stormy day, smoking some pot and looking drops becoming pools of rain water, looking at grass and flowers bending from the big drops falling thunders in the distance becoming louder and louder rain starting to fall down faster and looking hevier and angrier but yet they are so calm and beautiful, begining to make my brain and body feel such serenity. I finaly realized life is not that bad you just have to learn to enjoy small things in life.
@freyaarbuthnot96674 жыл бұрын
I just wanna be friends with everyone who listens to music like this.
@Sam-ts7oy4 жыл бұрын
U got one now :)
@evabarricelli84254 жыл бұрын
hi there:)
@Trajiq4 жыл бұрын
(:
@jojohill8134 жыл бұрын
hey lol:)
@cloudysubliminals50724 жыл бұрын
Hi :)
@brainsoup57315 жыл бұрын
I really miss the feeling of being in love...
@sidneykay21545 жыл бұрын
u just had to say that and make me cry
@demonicshadow96394 жыл бұрын
I’m in love at the minute, but I’m in love with someone who can’t love me back, love destroys us. This feeling is suffocating me
@eugeniapystogova45124 жыл бұрын
Never been in love but somehow miss this feeling too
@VinnydaNetEngineer4 жыл бұрын
The feeling of being wanted
@BenoFenti4 жыл бұрын
A piece Of Cheese ok bts stan
@sevenclovvers4 жыл бұрын
You know what, Kid? We're gonna be alright. Stay safe. Stay strong. I love you.
@claytonlassiter16864 жыл бұрын
thank you..
@miell_4 жыл бұрын
thank you.
@emelymartinez36994 жыл бұрын
:(
@johnnymx50434 жыл бұрын
Im waiting for Almost a year and nothing happened how long do i have to wait till smth changes
@tataalis4 жыл бұрын
johnnymx504 I've been waiting for two years, and I think I still have a long way to go
@lyla.m87842 жыл бұрын
when I was really little, my dad would drink his hot coffee on the back porch in the morning and he would play this song. i would go outside and sit with him on the rocking chairs, just listening peacefully and admiring our simple yet somehow perfect lives. i remember the weeping willow tree in our backyard. the cloudy skies. the crisp, cool air. the smell of hot coffee drifting through the morning air. but no matter how hard I try, life will never be as easy and simple as it was then. i listen to this song at night. i close my eyes and I try to imagine those times when i listening to this song, but it still feels hazy. it feels like a dream. a dream i wish I had never woken up from. appreciate the simple things in life, because those are the ones that are most worth remembering.
@_anastasiaeleutheriou_44312 жыл бұрын
Aw that was beautiful
@jailynmurdock71484 жыл бұрын
“without the dark, we’d never see the stars”
@lillystauffer28464 жыл бұрын
I want to be a star
@arik_achkarik30034 жыл бұрын
@@lillystauffer2846 you are✨
@jamescastillo2824 жыл бұрын
That’s beautiful 💯
@angriispaghetti61083 жыл бұрын
in Ikol's words: "A light is easier to see in the dark. Remember this, for when all the lights go off."
@subhani34153 жыл бұрын
I wannna huggg you so bad
@justinbeiber43134 жыл бұрын
I like being alone. I just don’t like feeling alone. Damn I didn’t thing I would get this many like ty you all.
@pplzbrb4 жыл бұрын
Wow MEEEEEE I always say I like being alone because I’m afraid of being hurt over and over again but I HATE being alone :(
@helena-pp4rd4 жыл бұрын
Woah. I’ve never had someone describe this so perfectly
@anturktur4 жыл бұрын
I like being sad... Just that😔
@emmymac74164 жыл бұрын
Meeee
@maxbogensberger37254 жыл бұрын
woah
@stupidclown71854 жыл бұрын
pov: you're scrolling through the comments at night, tears rolling down your face...
@BandeMoukharba9a4 жыл бұрын
I literally frozed when i saw this-
@stupidclown71854 жыл бұрын
@@BandeMoukharba9a :'(
@antaniascott13894 жыл бұрын
Not a POV tho😖🥺
@sketchesistxxxrozz31264 жыл бұрын
This is me....wait how do you know?
@mrlessroblox16554 жыл бұрын
yeah.
@avacado683 Жыл бұрын
every year i come back to this, and every year it never fails to make me feel things i never believe i could feel
@joylagardera45704 жыл бұрын
when i was little, i thought “i want to be big! i want to be a grown up now!”. i regret that. i should’ve listened to my mom. she said, “enjoy ur childhood.”. now i just wanna be so little again..
@mrkrabz99853 жыл бұрын
We all should've listened
@prittvyy26593 жыл бұрын
Same :(
@margaretz57773 жыл бұрын
I never wanted to grow up. I remember the day that i realized this was when i was five lying outside in my backyard watching the clouds move, i realized that my life will go bye like the clouds, fast but without noticing it.
@pocketzade71913 жыл бұрын
@@margaretz5777 same 😞😞😞
@user-ow1yi4ge5i3 жыл бұрын
I should have tried my best to enjoy it when it started getting rough
@Allison-lp7ph4 жыл бұрын
I find myself so alone that ironically I fantasize about heartbreak. What it would feel like to love and lose. I have no one to love thus I have no one to lose.
@dawndishsoap12334 жыл бұрын
Let me say it is the most painful thing to experience. Especially when the person you love suddenly falls out of love. It leaves you confused and lost.
@beccardi96664 жыл бұрын
They say your first love is the hardest to get over. I have only had one boyfriend before and we lasted 7 months which is not crazy long but after all that time they are a solid part of your life. When they leave you with nothing but questions, it is torturing. He dumped me after I found out he was cheating and I lost all my confidence, I realised how much time I spent with him and felt incredibly alone and if it was not for my friends, I don't know how I would have gotten through it. It felt like a part of me had been torn away and that the past 7 months had been a lie. I now look back at it as an experience and something to learn from as I find that hating him only made me more upset because I thought I loved him, how can you truly hate someone you loved? You can't, you can hate what they did but not them as an individual connected to those memories you shared with them. I would never go back to him as I have learnt from him but I still cherish the happy memories we had together and it took me months to come to that conclusion.
@ceciliagarcia76534 жыл бұрын
JeccaEdits • i love this, thank you
@crystalpatten95584 жыл бұрын
all I’m gonna say is, it’s the worst feeling in the world, be careful who you trust.
@Yomama.474 жыл бұрын
Tbh... Amen
@netrapatel10324 жыл бұрын
im not even depressed, my soul is just so tired . the type of tired no sleep can fix.
@helenasockett13984 жыл бұрын
Same I’m just exhausted and the only thing that can help is good cry. I’m not depressed it’s just hard.
@larko27174 жыл бұрын
This song makes me want to run away during the rain while crying for literally no reason at all.
@KokaTheVII4 жыл бұрын
Same......
@hayleebristol34094 жыл бұрын
Feel that
@fsnflex67264 жыл бұрын
I’m sick of being someone I’m not.
@Selene_Rose4 жыл бұрын
Me too
@IdaToftén-g5o3 жыл бұрын
“Now we’re strangers again, but this time, with memories.”
@damplips32123 жыл бұрын
Wow this hit me in the heart
@headacheinducing47223 жыл бұрын
Ouch..
@nathanaguiar65843 жыл бұрын
Yea. Strangers. Never to be together again. No matter how much you try. All the memories stay within. She wants to move on but I want to be better. Why can’t I be better. Why couldn’t I have more time. I’m sorry
@alyzaarroyo52693 жыл бұрын
yeah strangers… i don’t think it’s ever going to go back to what we use to be and i’ll miss that forever. you made me so happy but your the one who made me like this. it evens out huh?
@damplips32123 жыл бұрын
@@alyzaarroyo5269 same
@nicole78944 жыл бұрын
Mental abuse is one thing, but being afraid to be that person is the worst kind of paranoia.
@jayprice80624 жыл бұрын
Nicole Holy shit stop, my heart just sank. omg
@Aurora-rw9lp4 жыл бұрын
;-;
@sander85654 жыл бұрын
Yikes that hit
@kingeree60904 жыл бұрын
feeling like you can’t talk to your parents, or be yourself... yep
@nicole78944 жыл бұрын
iiLazyWeirdo yes
@STUTTGARTBROTHERSWORLDWIDE3 ай бұрын
I'm currently studying at university🙂 every time I listen to this song it reminds me of how I'm spending the best years of life, chasing a degree so I can live a normal life. All I want is to live far away alone in the forest, watching my plants grow in peace.
@wizzyontop4 жыл бұрын
i don’t feel sad, i don’t feel alone, i feel empty but i feel like i’m making it all up in my head i hate the feeling when something is off even though everything is right, why do i doubt every sort of sadness i feel? am i really sad or is my problem nothing anymore
@estellaguenter1714 жыл бұрын
I can relate. It’s just that I feel that there’s nothing left from emotions... but there will be a time where we get stronger and meet new people!
@aidennn70654 жыл бұрын
i feel the exact same way. it took some therapy to start taking my feelings seriously. thing is, if you were making it up, you could stop feeling this way. depression has no reason and you don’t need any reason to ask for help... sometimes you just need it and you can’t explain why...
@wizzyontop4 жыл бұрын
@@aidennn7065 hey thanks for that :) it will take time for me to understand but i’m getting there, have a good day
@teeth_is_missing4 жыл бұрын
Febreze u good bro
@wizzyontop4 жыл бұрын
@@teeth_is_missing much better thanks dude 😅 are u good tho?
@Mar-ok5oe4 жыл бұрын
All yall saying you lost loved ones but has anyone else just lost..themselves.
@brookeangelina20454 жыл бұрын
yes.
@seanobrien404 жыл бұрын
Yes. And I’m sorry to myself but it’s to late to fix me
@thatwhit3latina2744 жыл бұрын
by trying to fit in i lost myself i question what MY personality is and how i am
@victoriaviaz9564 жыл бұрын
i just did
@Susan-vb1nc4 жыл бұрын
yes.
@rumensaltirov39053 жыл бұрын
It’s sad that strangers care more then ur family and friends:,)
@fridadelgado32853 жыл бұрын
Yeah ...but mostly because i don’t show them this side of me
@avaaa_m023 жыл бұрын
i care about you :)
@rumensaltirov39053 жыл бұрын
@@avaaa_m02 thank u:)
@keym89863 жыл бұрын
i think it’s just that they understand more. i’m sure that your friends and family care about you deeply, they just don’t know how to react to certain situations because they’ve never felt what you feel.
@beefyman92033 жыл бұрын
I guess because we feel some of what you feel
@_notreallyhere00883 жыл бұрын
the pain of wanting to stay but wanting to go. the tears that stream down our faces as we think of what we’d be losing, but thinking of what we’ve already lost. the irony of feeling so much pain but not feeling anything. the sick, numb feeling in our stomach. the tears that soak our pillows at night. the sleeves that hide our arms. oh what a life we live....
@lotcornelis835 жыл бұрын
The low guitar part is the best sound i have ever heard in my life
@hermano6864 жыл бұрын
i agree. i feel like those notes always arrive when i feel the most numb.
@connorunderwood58734 жыл бұрын
Electric guitar my guy. The best thing ever invented
@bobrosswouldvelovedminecra34024 жыл бұрын
@@hermano686 They really make me realize that deep down I'm not okay
@hermano6864 жыл бұрын
@@bobrosswouldvelovedminecra3402 exactly, they're there to accompany your deepest thoughts and deepest pains
@laurensmith8974 жыл бұрын
silently crying to this song in your room at 1:00am really hit different tho
@supeflor304 жыл бұрын
really do
@laurensmith8974 жыл бұрын
Coral Flores 😪😔✊
@kalfata16294 жыл бұрын
i will kill myself :x
@dunja39764 жыл бұрын
A moment of silence for everyone crying while listening to this in 2020/2021/2022/2023/2024/2025
@gabbi_keilingroblox57204 жыл бұрын
Yea❤️
@voidgenix..4 жыл бұрын
Mhmmm
@aliyhanasanchez63484 жыл бұрын
Yep🥺
@prettykush79244 жыл бұрын
This is my second night in a row 😕😞
@dunja39764 жыл бұрын
@@prettykush7924 well get trough this together
@manasvisharma85082 жыл бұрын
Twilight Saga is so underrated. It has the best soundtracks, the cast is incredible, and the character development is fantastic. The first twilight movie is so relatable except for the supernatural part. I mean to say the awkwardness between teenagers and high schoolers' Dumbness is so realistic. I will not be able to die peacefully if I do not get another one from this movie. periodt.
@CAMAX1MA4 жыл бұрын
This comment section is nicer than my friend I've known for years.
@jvlianna.14 жыл бұрын
Damn same.
@michaelglebisjr.67604 жыл бұрын
I am a fallen member of this club.. I lost a lot from one person. My brother I called him.. gone..
@abbie10744 жыл бұрын
We can all relate... it’s uniting I guess
@Amy_31x4 жыл бұрын
Never related to a comment more
@lilysifford18174 жыл бұрын
@@michaelglebisjr.6760 i love yu ❤️
@kenlycalabrese53354 жыл бұрын
my 5 year old self would be so disappointed with myself rn...
@maddieduchac69284 жыл бұрын
they would be proud, i’m proud
@xool14554 жыл бұрын
Yes 5 year old me would say to my current self to man up because I thought you had to be like a loser to be sad but now I understand that it doesn’t matter who you are anyone can be sad
@kaiwastired4 жыл бұрын
I wish i could tell 5 year old me to choose dad instead...
@nethmawaduge31974 жыл бұрын
@@kaiwastired i don't know the problems you are going through, but I know and hope with all my heart that everything goes right with you. You can't change the past, but I hope you come to peace and terms with everything.
@kaiwastired4 жыл бұрын
@@nethmawaduge3197 thank you so much, its very kind of you
@miaartz15874 жыл бұрын
if there was a song that represented pain the best, it’s this one. the deepness sounds like how low my heart feels in my stomach when someone hurts me again. the slowing of words is like how your words come out when you’ve been hurt beyond repair. explaining your pain is beyond you. you have just come to a point where all of it has become one sole problem that you can’t fix. you’re done trying to fix everyone else’s problems and done trying at all to be happy. that’s this song
@MothLore3 ай бұрын
I hardly ever comment on videos but This song really hits me deep, and I listen to it a lot. I feel so drained. I just want to collapse. Every corner I turn to, there’s some sort of mental or physical issue. Or there’s frustration, anger, yelling, sadness, depression, etc.. I’m just so done with everything and I want to just give up. Give up on everything and just let everything go and be done. I’ve been through and lost so much, it’s not fair. I’m exhausted.
@devonwilcock1553 ай бұрын
Hang in there... We need you
@My_Thoughts_On3 жыл бұрын
Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day. :)
@din85833 жыл бұрын
thank you for saying this, i really needed someone to say this. i hope everything is good for you right now and if it's not, i can only hope everything will be better soon 💙
@My_Thoughts_On3 жыл бұрын
@@din8583 momento mori my friend
@din85833 жыл бұрын
@@My_Thoughts_On a fellow unus annus viewer i see 💙
@din85833 жыл бұрын
@@My_Thoughts_On momento mori.
@tayyga61113 жыл бұрын
Thank you 🥺💕
@sarvaise4 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel like screaming. It's so slow and somber but it makes it so that I hear my heart beating out of my chest. It feels like being let go and let down. Loneliness and emptiness. Silent suffering.
@hammer95674 жыл бұрын
Like silently drowning
@edgarallenhoe46564 жыл бұрын
amber lynn I’m happy someone else feels the same way I do, I’ve always loved this song cause of how peaceful and beautiful it is but at the same time it always makes me think of sad memories or happy ones that will never come back, it always makes me miss someone too. It sucks
@sarvaise4 жыл бұрын
It’s like it’s peaceful yet painful and scary at the same time. I don’t know what it is, it’s beautiful
@eijiokumura51724 жыл бұрын
These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say.. I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. IM PROUD OF YOU. Have a good day❤️
@miyannahmorancy14694 жыл бұрын
I love you for this
@mellashow4 жыл бұрын
ily ty
@khy.brielle19944 жыл бұрын
Man I needed to really hear that 😔
@eijiokumura51724 жыл бұрын
Miyannah Morancy I love you too. If you ever need someone to talk to, I could give you my social media.
@eijiokumura51724 жыл бұрын
Chamille I’m sending virtual hugs❤️ if you need someone, I’m here if you wanna talk hehe.
@createandevolve3 жыл бұрын
Be proud of yourself. You went through every type of pain, family issues, trust issues, heartbreak, insecurities, depression, etc. You went through it all alone, but never gave up
@ellasiplyak65084 жыл бұрын
Is anyone Sitting in a room Crying Wiping the tears way so your parents don’t see Acting fine, when really you’re hurting... No? Just me? Great...
@alinashade90734 жыл бұрын
ella siplyak me too 😔🥺
@lydiamcmillion65484 жыл бұрын
Same hmu on insta @l.mcmillion if u wanna talk🙃
@chainecommentaire45514 жыл бұрын
Hope you get better ❤️
@ellasiplyak65084 жыл бұрын
Alina Shade hey, I don’t know what’s going on but I hope things get better, they always do. Currently what happened to me is coming to an end and I hope yours does too❤️
@ellasiplyak65084 жыл бұрын
Lydia Mcmillion thank you
@lsd54094 жыл бұрын
*It’s honestly disappointing knowing that as a kid, you were happy, but now you’re just a mess, without anyone knowing.*
@shaylyn29694 жыл бұрын
I’m still a kid & it hurts badly ...
@lilabell77984 жыл бұрын
i’m still a kid lol
@deannareimer68524 жыл бұрын
when I turned 10 life got bad.
@ruhamaxo4 жыл бұрын
Ikr I keep wanting to go back to being a kid again because everything was much easier then
@caodhlamaye4 жыл бұрын
i wasn't even that happy as a kid, that's the problem...
@lara35404 жыл бұрын
It’s so awful to fall in love with someone who doesn’t exist. You never talked to them, only admired them from a far and let your imagination fill in the rest. You become obsessed with them. But once the stranger vanishes you start to realize that you were in love with a ghost. With the thought of a person more special than yourself being in love with you and caring for you. But even though they technically aren’t real, the heartache of them leaving is.
@lara35404 жыл бұрын
@I'm Vengeance Had one guy at school I did this with. Was „in love with him“ for years. It was so hard to get away from that. I‘m only now slowly getting over it, since he’s been gone for about a year and a half. But man it makes me want to never fall in love again >.
@anyawx68123 жыл бұрын
this.
@beans61853 жыл бұрын
I feel you, I hate when I fall in love with a fictional character, knowing I can never meet them. But just know this: whenever you feel alone, or sad that you can’t be with them, just know that you can go back to that book, movie, or show and see them again. Know that they will be waiting there for you, with open arms. Stay strong, and know that your character will always be there for you, even if you can’t see them.
@lara35403 жыл бұрын
Wow didn’t think this comment would gain so much attention. I’m glad and sad at the same time that some of you all can relate, and also felt this pain at some point in your life. It’s actually quite weird because I saw the original person this comment was dedicated to just today for the first time in two years. It was such a weird experience. A lot of old pain and memories came back after seeing them. But I was also somewhat happy because at least I know now that he’s still there and despite not knowing him I only wish him the best. Life hurts... but at least we can all share our stories and somewhat relate to each other
@lara35403 жыл бұрын
@@beans6185 Argh sadly doesn’t work in my case because the person wasn’t fictional :S But thanks again for being so understanding , I appreciate it :,)
@Depressed_Gojo Жыл бұрын
Me listening to this song, thinking back when i was a kid, seeing how different i looked, looking at myself now and realizing how much i changed, i hardly even recognize myself when looking at old pictures from when i was a kid.. its crazy just how much one single bad day can change someones entire life so much that they aren't even recognizable..
@fORTUM. Жыл бұрын
ooouw🥺
@jaime1759 ай бұрын
Just be kind to yourself. We are our own worst enemy. ❤
@camalooo4 жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm wasting my life, spending my days in my bed and not working on my dreams. Hell, I might as well have already given up. I could've tried harder, stayed up later to work. I could've done it, I know I could have. But I gave up.
@sydneysowers5983 жыл бұрын
Hai Camry, I saw that your comment got a couple likes, but no responses. I just wanted to let you know that I get it. I lack a ton of motivation. I hate myself. Even when I want to change my life around and work to achieve my goals, I just can't. I thought I was alone until I looked around at all these comments. Just know that even if you think you've given up, I care about you, not just as some KZbin profile, but as an actual human being. Hang in there :)
@camalooo3 жыл бұрын
@@sydneysowers598 Thank you. I was going through a really hard time a couple of months ago, but then a few days after this comment, I lost my mother. My entire life changed overnight and at first, her death didn't help my depression at all. But then, I remembered how she promised to be there when I finally accomplished my dreams. She obviously can't be there anymore but maybe, she would still be proud of me as long as I tried. And that alone was more than enough motivation for me to try one more time. I'm not happy that she passed, at all. But, I think she decided that it was time for me to try things on my own, and even though it feels so awful that she's gone, I'm sure she's keeping an eye on me. I'm sure she's still cheering me on. Thank you again, for reminding me that I'm not alone in my lack of motivation. Because of that, I want you to know that, despite how many times you give up, it's definitely worth it to give it one more try. Just one step is another step closer, and it adds up in the end. You can do it :)
@mrhashbrown84403 жыл бұрын
@@camalooo I can relate to this so much it just feels like all of my motivation has just dissapered. i don;t want to do anything. i lost my mom also and im very sorry for your loss. just know that soon everything will get better for me and you.
@unSeulCoeur3 жыл бұрын
Camaloo I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your mother. She is definitely watching over you and so proud of you.
@lambichino3 жыл бұрын
i feel the same but i don’t even have dreams, i feel like i should be doing something, something with my life, i’m becoming an adult soon and i don’t know what to do. i don’t want to waste my life since others never got the chance to live and experience what there is here but i don’t know what to do