Poly-Drug Addict interview-Carrie

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

Күн бұрын

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@5thdimension954
@5thdimension954 5 күн бұрын
“My mom was in and out of prison and I was tossed around a lot but I’d didn’t have a bad childhood”. I’m praying for you to access your trauma and let it go. Do not minimize your history. It just keeps it stuck. Xxx. Sending prayers
@rumham7466
@rumham7466 5 күн бұрын
I’m always left sort of bewildered when in an interview they say they didn’t have a bad childhood. Then go on to say this or that happened.
@Firebird-dd3by
@Firebird-dd3by 5 күн бұрын
Is your name Megan?
@ericfranklin2575
@ericfranklin2575 5 күн бұрын
KZbin psychologists. Would love to know if you have the courage to present your truth to 6 million subscribers!
@CerenaeTheWolf
@CerenaeTheWolf 5 күн бұрын
Thats a good saying i hope she can get help and what she deserves to get better
@rumham7466
@rumham7466 5 күн бұрын
@@ericfranklin2575 you completely missed the point. OP is saying how people say they didn’t have a bad childhood, but then go on to say things like her mom was in and out of prison and she was tossed back and forth and her mom was an addict etc, or I’ve heard people say they didn’t have a bad childhood but then go on to say they were abused or SA’d etc etc. Those are traumatic things. But they don’t see it.
@nicolepetty
@nicolepetty 2 күн бұрын
This is one of the most honest interviewees I have seen.
@janetpersons7647
@janetpersons7647 4 күн бұрын
Kudos to Carrie for owning up to her stuff. Thats alot right there.
@brooklyn_pavlina.
@brooklyn_pavlina. 5 күн бұрын
Nine months clean. The pain of active addiction will always outweigh the pleasure !!
@gooshie3
@gooshie3 5 күн бұрын
True.
@MisguidedKreations
@MisguidedKreations 5 күн бұрын
Congrats on 9 months from a fellow recovering addict 10 yrs in. #wedorecover
@Betruetoyou30
@Betruetoyou30 5 күн бұрын
Respect 🙏
@annakavan1869
@annakavan1869 5 күн бұрын
Well done
@ericabamforth6528
@ericabamforth6528 5 күн бұрын
Well said!
@brookebixler1040
@brookebixler1040 4 күн бұрын
*I hope that the adopted parents of the children she sold are giving her kids the BEST life possible!!* *Those children have to live with the fact that their mother sold them for drugs, so I sure hope the adoptive parents are showering them with tons of affection, encouragement, praise, confidence, and love!!* *#softwhiteunderbelly*
@stefs7141
@stefs7141 2 күн бұрын
At least they're with people who wanted them
@mckaleejacobs8286
@mckaleejacobs8286 Күн бұрын
I think you lack a lot of empathy for humanity with the “sold them for drugs” it’s pretty commendable for her situation to even place her children with any family, those kids could have ended up in the system or dead. I’d hope you could have some kind of compassion or empathy for this person you can see is clearly suffering as well.
@pp606mm
@pp606mm 5 күн бұрын
I am sure she is living a hard life but there is no sympathy when you keep having kids and selling them for drug money.
@Sunsetsnail99
@Sunsetsnail99 4 күн бұрын
I don’t think she expects sympathy.
@isabelfeldman906
@isabelfeldman906 4 күн бұрын
Some of those pregnancies could have been rape and she didn’t know she was pregnant until she was far along. Or other extenuating circumstances that her lifestyle allows
@pp606mm
@pp606mm 4 күн бұрын
@@isabelfeldman906 That is not an excuse to sell the child for money.
@invaderjaymz
@invaderjaymz 4 күн бұрын
​@isabelfeldman906 This is a serious reach.
@pp606mm
@pp606mm 4 күн бұрын
@@invaderjaymz Is there ever a good reason to sell your child?????
@Xianthe_Zan-thee
@Xianthe_Zan-thee 4 күн бұрын
Really appreciate her honesty.
@ThursdayASMR
@ThursdayASMR 5 күн бұрын
Selling your children...I can't imagine...I hope she wakes up one day.
@TommyHilnxgga
@TommyHilnxgga 4 күн бұрын
If you have kids by somebody you didnt wanna have the kids by or got raped then there wouldn’t be attachment to them
@917hazel
@917hazel 3 күн бұрын
I saw and heard remorse. The drug use numbs ppl from the realizations they are consciously, or unconsciously confronted with in their daily lives.
@ebonyreddock3782
@ebonyreddock3782 5 күн бұрын
Crack is a monster. I used to work in a field where many of the people were drug addicted. The most heartbreaking stories were from those addicted to crack. Relapse after years, lucrative careers decimated… scary stuff.
@silvergirl7810
@silvergirl7810 4 күн бұрын
My grandmother was ‘sold’ to her parents by her dad because her mother died giving birth to her. He couldn’t take care of both her and her sister plus I think he was angry towards her for the death. She ended up with a couple who couldn’t have kids and loved her so so much- she was spoiled with love and became a daddy’s girl. She worked with him everyday out with the horses on the ranch and the 3 of them shared the homemade beer (when she was old enough) they made in the basement - she told me they would sit on the porch after the work was done and watch the sunsets 🌅 at the end of every day. She eventually found her sister and they were very close for the rest of their lives. She was such a wonderful person in my life and I’m so glad she had the family that she did. ❤
@opinionatedsoul
@opinionatedsoul 4 күн бұрын
I wish Carrie well. She seems to be someone who cannot tell lies. For those judging her for giving away her kids looks like she did give them to a family that can take care of her kids which in my opinion is no different than surrogacy. I also feel she has numbed herself down with drugs due to some childhood trauma which she didn't reveal. She has gone through a lot. Hope she can recover from her addiction. Wish you luck Carrie
@rachelhalverson6264
@rachelhalverson6264 4 күн бұрын
Adoption agencies get paid fees like that and more. The adoptive parents would have had to pay that to an agency, why not directly pay the mother? If she knew for sure that they were good people then technically she didn't do anything wrong. I understand why it seems immoral and its shocking, I do. Those parents really wanted those kids though and they are better off in a stable home than in the foster system, where they would not be guaranteed safety. I'm not saying its right but kids get "sold" either way, whether it's the government, an agency or the mom who gets paid.
@gdanigga9395
@gdanigga9395 4 күн бұрын
Cause she’s gonna go spend it on dope😭
@Infamouscujo
@Infamouscujo 4 күн бұрын
I get what you mean but hopefully theyre in a loving home and not being bounced around from foster home to foster home. Cant really control what she does with the money ​@gdanigga9395
@rachelhalverson6264
@rachelhalverson6264 3 күн бұрын
@gdanigga9395 her choice. At least she's not bringing the kids along for the ride.
@rachelhalverson6264
@rachelhalverson6264 3 күн бұрын
I give money to homeless people who probably spend it on drugs or alcohol, I give it anyway if I have it. It's their choice what to put in their bodies. Most of them are just trying to keep from having withdrawals (can be deadly) and aren't even getting high anymore.
@917hazel
@917hazel 2 күн бұрын
@@gdanigga9395 Too bad we can not control where our tax dollars go to either. Way more nefarious than this.
@Chocolatelavagirl
@Chocolatelavagirl 5 күн бұрын
Sold her kids is crazy.
@lauraabeysinghe9321
@lauraabeysinghe9321 4 күн бұрын
Honestly, that may have been the best gift she could have given them.
@GREENMAYNE
@GREENMAYNE 4 күн бұрын
I never even thought of that happening but wow! It is a “thing”
@SharonBenson2674
@SharonBenson2674 4 күн бұрын
I know it sounds cruel but I believe to adopt a child there’s always a fee. I don’t think that you can just give the mother the money and that’s it.
@susanhawkinson5358
@susanhawkinson5358 4 күн бұрын
The kids will have some genetic trauma
@917hazel
@917hazel 2 күн бұрын
@@Chocolatelavagirl Drugs play a role in ppl doing desperate things.
@natsdentureadventure
@natsdentureadventure 5 күн бұрын
She’s surprisingly very self aware, I have so much hope for her. She sees what she’s doing, understands the harm, understands the “consequences” of getting off the drugs and has a very valid reason why she hasn’t. Great interview! Wishing her the best❤
@e8ghtmileshigh1
@e8ghtmileshigh1 5 күн бұрын
You are infantalizing this womsn
@Thedondadda312
@Thedondadda312 4 күн бұрын
You're not living in the real world
@natsdentureadventure
@natsdentureadventure 4 күн бұрын
@ I’m sorry I’m trying to live in an optimistic one.
@sarahf76
@sarahf76 4 күн бұрын
She. Sold. Her. Kids. Despicable and unforgivable
@natsdentureadventure
@natsdentureadventure 4 күн бұрын
@ you’d rather them go into the system or be under her care?
@Cat-gl9cm
@Cat-gl9cm 5 күн бұрын
I have watched almost all these and I have never been so angry at anyone. She SOLD HER CHILDREN.
@katarinaolstad9709
@katarinaolstad9709 4 күн бұрын
Agree
@lauraabeysinghe9321
@lauraabeysinghe9321 4 күн бұрын
I'm pissed, but honestly, the kids are better off
@opinionatedsoul
@opinionatedsoul 4 күн бұрын
Not any different from surrogate mothers. At least the kids are not on the street
@savannahlbrown1986
@savannahlbrown1986 Күн бұрын
You also must not have watched the one who shot her child up with heroine at the age of 13 and basically had her having sex with people
@paulaankrah
@paulaankrah 5 күн бұрын
I was this girl , 30 years of using and trying on my own power to get it right , I would have done anything for any drug and alcohol. I had a psychic change after a strong appeal to Jesus, I've been without the obsession since 8.12. 22, Glory be to God! Carrie, I didn't trust anyone, I didn't believe in anything here on Earth, I'd asked God numerous times to " Help me " I never knew what love was or meant, I do today, I am free.... You will to if you ask God to reveal Himself will all you have got. I'm Paula, I'm free, From Liverpool, Uk.
@josephpaine9195
@josephpaine9195 4 күн бұрын
You did it yourself. God is a replacement for lack of self esteem that addicts feel. It's cooler that you did it yourself. Give your self the credit. God listened, at best. But you did it on your own, because that's what we are, on our own.
@susanhawkinson5358
@susanhawkinson5358 4 күн бұрын
No. Some people need religion, in this case Jesus. With Jesus came a support group that gave her a higher calling to love herself and worship her God. You can't diminish what works for other people.
@psynapsys
@psynapsys 3 күн бұрын
very brave from you to speak about what happened with your children. I hope your life get's better :)
@Kinsaiblunt
@Kinsaiblunt Күн бұрын
yeahh very brave to say she sold her kids for drug money, so inspiring
@917hazel
@917hazel 3 күн бұрын
There are no absolutes, but a stable childhood without drug addicted mother or father, gives one a way better sense of self. I hope Carrie uses her insights to self help and not continue to beat herself up.
@thehappybaker6224
@thehappybaker6224 5 күн бұрын
She was tossed back and forth and all over the place- no abuse, not a bad childhood, yet didn’t feel she was wanted anywhere. This is the trend I am seeing with so many millennial parents now with divorced blended families who toss their kids all over the place. Her story broke my heart, because it is just this simple for parents to bring their kids down a bad path. She deserved to feel wanted. I am glad her babies hopefully have loving parents who very much wanted their kids, so there is a blessing out of her shocking vulnerable admission she took money to feed her addiction- this is why they call it addiction! I hope she can recover because she is so young and can still have her second life. God loves her the same as all His children. 🙏
@smo6836
@smo6836 4 күн бұрын
Lots of blended and divorced families have stable and loving conditions. That is not comparable to her situation
@juliemackenzie1978
@juliemackenzie1978 5 күн бұрын
Another childhood with no stability. Addicted Mom who was in prison..& shifted back & forth. Now, she suffers the same consequences. Crack & fentanyl addict. There are consequences to all choices…good or bad. She had 5 kids. She sold her kids. 😳🤦🏻‍♀️🙄 Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊
@googlyeyes9428
@googlyeyes9428 5 күн бұрын
Wow, selling your children...
@annakavan1869
@annakavan1869 5 күн бұрын
Thanks for this.
@bradmyers5998
@bradmyers5998 5 күн бұрын
Man, x5, that’s awful.
@docdoc4129
@docdoc4129 5 күн бұрын
Virtue signalling who's never had an addiction.
@googlyeyes9428
@googlyeyes9428 4 күн бұрын
@@docdoc4129 yes, because if you’re an addict it suddenly makes it understandable. I bet those children rationalise like that as well and it makes it all better.
@googlyeyes9428
@googlyeyes9428 4 күн бұрын
@@bradmyers5998 yup. five times…
@laurasims6369
@laurasims6369 4 күн бұрын
I was left on the street by my mom when i was 3 my dad was a hells angel and my bio dads parents raised me until i was 14 when my grandpa passed from pancreatic cancer. Then i was on my own i wondered around different states on the east coast running from abandonment issues and being codependent. Drugs, generational curse i broke after i left my first 2 children with 1st husband. A lady from church in county jail told me my dream of having a child world never happen until i made it right with the ones i already had? She didn't know me at all so i listened. I got clean and reunited with my kids and after 12 years of trying I had my son Xza. He is 10 and i have a great life now praise to God for everything especially being alive through all i faces in this earth
@ChristinaMachado-xr1jw
@ChristinaMachado-xr1jw 4 күн бұрын
I’m praying Carrie gets the help she needs. It’s surprising to me that so many people are commenting about her selling her children…yes that’s a horrible of course, but also if we are being honest, her children are probably better off in stable homes than staying with their biological drug addicted mother who lives mostly on the streets. At least they have a chance at a normal life. Drug use will cause people to do the unimaginable. This isn’t shocking if you watched SWU…it’s an unfortunate reality.
@agatagoldy
@agatagoldy 3 күн бұрын
Not sure if her kids ended up in a stable home
@Flowers-vf4pu
@Flowers-vf4pu 3 күн бұрын
Lots of other ways to get your kids to a stable home than selling them.
@ChristinaMachado-xr1jw
@ChristinaMachado-xr1jw 3 күн бұрын
@ Absolutely but we are talking about someone who is addicted to drugs, so of course she went with that option. It was beneficial for everyone involved, in their own ways…
@ChristinaMachado-xr1jw
@ChristinaMachado-xr1jw 3 күн бұрын
@@agatagoldy True, can’t say for sure. But at least they had a chance. They had no chance having a stable home with her.
@barbaranoel2597
@barbaranoel2597 2 күн бұрын
She doesn’t know or care what their households are that’s the issue no oversight or anything to insure kids have decent home
@ChristinaBailey2000
@ChristinaBailey2000 5 күн бұрын
Sweet girl. I pray you soon break free. ❤
@binix1
@binix1 2 күн бұрын
The way she laughed at the thought of selling her own children. You weren’t fit enough to look after them, shouldn’t have had them, I hope they are better off without you and are happy and healthy.
@katarinaolstad9709
@katarinaolstad9709 4 күн бұрын
The lowest you can get is selling your kids. No excuse
@EricPetersen2922
@EricPetersen2922 5 күн бұрын
Sold her kid? Wow😮
@Darkbluedevil
@Darkbluedevil 5 күн бұрын
Kids...plural!
@katies598
@katies598 5 күн бұрын
Yeah that one got me too - horrifying and heartbreaking all at once. I’m so sorry for her and what she has gone through. I can’t imagine
@fifilamoore1718
@fifilamoore1718 4 күн бұрын
❤❤❤ So sad, What a sweet soul this lady is, I really hope she finds a way out 🕯️🫶🏼💓Fifi
@agatagoldy
@agatagoldy 3 күн бұрын
Thank you for your honesty, I’m praying for you
@davidhutchinson88
@davidhutchinson88 4 күн бұрын
You'll be surprised what you can live through dont give up
@amethystdreaming3025
@amethystdreaming3025 3 күн бұрын
No difference between this and paid surrogacy. Y'all judging this girl.
@christinafisher6169
@christinafisher6169 4 күн бұрын
Use every day as a new day to do one thing better than yesterday. It's okay to be who you are. It's okay if we don't have it figured out yet. Sometimes all we can do is take care of ourselves and that's okay too.
@ericabamforth6528
@ericabamforth6528 5 күн бұрын
Blended families are very difficult unless the parents and step parents are committed to helping the kids through it. In my opinion based on growing up with 7 marriages.
@almabelhumeur6672
@almabelhumeur6672 4 күн бұрын
Wow!
@BlackRiverBay
@BlackRiverBay 5 күн бұрын
Her biggest regret was getting high for the first time, not selling her children.
@shannacollins4741
@shannacollins4741 5 күн бұрын
Yeah because at least the kids are getting taking care of what would they be like if they were with her ? And who knows if she would have never got high that first time maybe she would have been another person , had a husband , kids , house , job , car EVERYTHING ? But there is nothing wrong with her answer ! At least she wants to be better almost none of these folks give a shit about anything !
@ryleighsunshine
@ryleighsunshine 5 күн бұрын
Arguably if she had never gotten high she probably could have led a pretty beautiful and normal life. Without addiction she never would have even been in the mindset to sell her children.
@chrissym4083
@chrissym4083 4 күн бұрын
If she never got high, she would have never had to sell her children 🙄
@t4y220
@t4y220 4 күн бұрын
i think if she wouldn’t of got high for the first time, she wouldn’t have sold her kids
@UniquelySustainable
@UniquelySustainable 4 күн бұрын
if she didn't get high she wouldn't have sold her children so of course that is the best answer. She wouldn't have popped out 5 kids and be living on the streets if she never touched drugs. That is what set her on this terrible path.
@jacquelinefitzpatrick2405
@jacquelinefitzpatrick2405 4 күн бұрын
Wait. Did I hear her right? Did she say she sold all 5 of her kids?
@ClaudiaImbriano-fg4cp
@ClaudiaImbriano-fg4cp 3 күн бұрын
She sold 2. The third one she didn’t get paid for.
@jarad4621
@jarad4621 3 күн бұрын
What a brilliant idea for a channel
@ulfanfinneriksen4643
@ulfanfinneriksen4643 5 күн бұрын
30-90 days treatment like a lot is over there just isn't long enough. A few make it after that, but longer treatment is more successful. Get on medical assisted rehab if needed. Subutex, methadone, morphine whatever.
@docdoc4129
@docdoc4129 5 күн бұрын
This ☝🏻 extensive outpatient followup
@jimm5251
@jimm5251 5 күн бұрын
Trading kids for drugs is next level
@shockingvibes2000
@shockingvibes2000 4 күн бұрын
What I take from this is this woman’s self worth and self esteem are rock bottom and she is frozen in a pattern of destruction. At the core to her recovery has to be some kind of deep emotion “I deserve better” and “I was not put on this earth to be this way”. A higher power of your own understanding is waiting to light a path out of the hell you are in and wash away all your sin. I wish you all the very best.
@aanngguusscclliinntt
@aanngguusscclliinntt 17 сағат бұрын
I think this episode really sums up the intergenerational cycle of addiction 😭
@arasilly8
@arasilly8 4 күн бұрын
I've heard of people doing this.. way to often. They get clean, then get pregnant and sell their babies.
@ktown95
@ktown95 4 күн бұрын
This one is really hard to not pass judgement on. I’m just going to leave it at that.
@TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves
@TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves 4 күн бұрын
her saying her childhood wasn’t that bad sounds like denial , she may have not have as terrible as some others on here but I am sure going through that with her mama been in and out of prison and a druggie was traumatic as hell
@Mark-gn5rw
@Mark-gn5rw 5 күн бұрын
Crystal Meth use/fetty addiction? Is not functioning..hope she gets ok Buffalo NY fam rooting for her. Those drugs she doing ? are powerful !( I can't even imagine these daze the destruction) 6 years sober after 25-30 years hardcore she can get ok. But dope and stuff change u forever unfortunately. Thnx. Get Straight Stay straight. Hope her 5 kids are ok too..thnx Mark great interview as always.
@joelidirt
@joelidirt 5 күн бұрын
Hey mark. Love what you do. Watch every morning. If you ever want to cover a topic thats not widely discussed, id enjoy sharing about the addiction ive struggled immensely with. Which is two legal drugs/highs.. kratom/ tianeptine. Ive been off tianeptine the last year bc it became illegal in Florida where I live but kratom is still sold in stores but man its hard to quit.. its quite bad. And its a rarely discussed topic not many know about.
@tanyah562
@tanyah562 5 күн бұрын
I would love to hear your story.
@AngelaWalker-uj5uf
@AngelaWalker-uj5uf 5 күн бұрын
Never heard of these either! 😮 Do you smoke it?
@joelidirt
@joelidirt 5 күн бұрын
@@AngelaWalker-uj5uf no, it's all In powder or capsule form. Now there's extracts which are terribly addictive and hard to stop
@AngelaWalker-uj5uf
@AngelaWalker-uj5uf 5 күн бұрын
@joelidirt and this is sold in dispensaries 😳
@lisaturpen3308
@lisaturpen3308 5 күн бұрын
I take kratom daily as well.
@jordanjennings4039
@jordanjennings4039 2 күн бұрын
God bless you Carrie I hope you get well ❤️‍🩹
@901mtn8
@901mtn8 4 күн бұрын
I knew a girl that used to sell her children and she wasn't on drugs BUT her mother was, she also grew up in group homes and foster care., i wonder where she is today.
@Kinsaiblunt
@Kinsaiblunt Күн бұрын
this channel shows you the human real side from this people that we usually judge without knowing them, but i also see lots of people praising people just cause they said a couple coherent sentences , not talking bout this case in particular, but there are lots of people that has been scumbags in their lives and people in the comment be like "hes so genuine, honest and so smart 🥺" i mean there has to be a middle ground between "hes trash😡" and "hes the best person ive seen🥺 "
@BrandiMartin-e2o
@BrandiMartin-e2o 5 күн бұрын
I hope you see this girl. You dont even know that youre one step closer/ahead to coming out on the other side. I e thing you said is that the realization of you having to deal with all that you e done keeps you high bcuz you wudnt know where to begin or how to "ACCEPT" all that youve done. Thats where it starts my girl. Slowly youll start to want to get out b4 more starts piling on so to speak. I hope you are able to save yourself and have a part in your chikdrens lives someday.❤❤
@amandahunter9484
@amandahunter9484 4 күн бұрын
I thought selling a child was illegal i cant imagine selling your children I am in shock how anyone could do that
@laurynrose1111
@laurynrose1111 5 күн бұрын
Ur so pretty go to cosmetology
@noramay4954
@noramay4954 4 күн бұрын
The pain of withdrawl from fent is so bad, but it's so worth it! I remember seeing colors for the first time in a long time, smells, feelings (gosh I could or&^%#? Again) but I understand hiding the hurt. Please remember that there is something on the other side, if you want it.
@ATeLLoZ
@ATeLLoZ 5 күн бұрын
Excuse me did she say she was 31?!?😮😮😮 I’m about to be 33 and she looks no where near my age!! I was going to guess 42-43 at the absolute youngest!’ That’s so sad what these hard drugs do to people after a few years 😢
@MoonChild-po9du
@MoonChild-po9du 5 күн бұрын
I saw your pic & LOL
@ATeLLoZ
@ATeLLoZ 5 күн бұрын
@ well that was like 4 years ago im the one without a shirt
@teresawilson3893
@teresawilson3893 16 сағат бұрын
I’m amazed how many of these people went through such trauma almost every single case? I went through some not great things growing up but I’m ok never touched drugs don’t drink and have a good life. I think if they tell you a sob story it sounds better to the viewers.
@marthadrone4908
@marthadrone4908 Күн бұрын
You are loved 💝
@cbearz-ul7fl
@cbearz-ul7fl 4 күн бұрын
She needs to be honest with herself and maybe admit that she doesn’t want to get clean!! Some people don’t want to get clean but are too ashamed to admit it
@conniekinard2382
@conniekinard2382 4 күн бұрын
Just say no to the drugs it doesn't matter what your parents did I came from a broken home I called the house a house of tears it was terrible I got through it you don't have to turn the drugs I still want to this day to burn that house down but I know I'm better than that overcome your fears God bless you
@celestialcircledance
@celestialcircledance 5 күн бұрын
Good luck with the housing . I hope you get the help you need to wean yourself off drugs and If this is your lowest point you can only go up from here . Lastly giving away your son to that devoted childless couple couldn't have been easy but sounds like the best thing you could have done for him at the time!
@liljoe5139
@liljoe5139 5 күн бұрын
You can’t help these people.. I’m sorry but they’ve got less than a 1% chance. The endless cycle of drugs and prostitution will never stop
@docdoc4129
@docdoc4129 5 күн бұрын
He can and does. Do you think big daddy govt has his success rate? He's smart and chooses his subjects carefully. Win some, lose some. I'd bet his record is better than the cowgirls right now lol
@TheUnitedStatesofAmericaUSA
@TheUnitedStatesofAmericaUSA 4 күн бұрын
I never imagined that selling one’s own children was allowed in some States. We need Federal legislation passed asap to end this practice. No State should permit this but apparently some do.
@charlesgeorge7414
@charlesgeorge7414 4 күн бұрын
Interview the people that held her hostage
@hayleyraee
@hayleyraee 4 күн бұрын
"Then I had another 🚼 that I didn't get that much for-" 😳😳😳 HUH
@robertriley9272
@robertriley9272 4 күн бұрын
She sold her child for 10 grand..
@chrischamberlin9029
@chrischamberlin9029 3 күн бұрын
They’re as addicted to the place as much as the drug.
@jennymcbain486
@jennymcbain486 Күн бұрын
So sad.. Good luck Carrie.
@jimc3678
@jimc3678 4 күн бұрын
She should be paying someone to take care of her kids. Not someone paying her.
@BrittanyRyall
@BrittanyRyall 5 күн бұрын
I know that it is hard to make the most out of the cards you’ve been dealt. But selling your babies to fuel your drug addiction? Disgusting.
@Sunsetsnail99
@Sunsetsnail99 4 күн бұрын
I’m sure she wanted them to have a better life than what she could provide.
@TheSealsMen
@TheSealsMen 4 күн бұрын
@@Sunsetsnail99yeah I’m sure that’s the reason and totally not the drug money
@Sunsetsnail99
@Sunsetsnail99 4 күн бұрын
@@TheSealsMen I mean sounds better for the kids either way
@TheSealsMen
@TheSealsMen 4 күн бұрын
@ sure but you assumed her intentions irrationally
@omittable
@omittable Күн бұрын
Adoption agencies charge a lot of money. Why the disgust for her getting money?? It’s just sad she didn’t use the money to get herself in a better situation.
@EdenEye6
@EdenEye6 4 күн бұрын
Mark why did you take down the most recent Adrian video? I caught a bit of it and then it was gone!
@clairelumiere2901
@clairelumiere2901 3 күн бұрын
“Asriah asked me to take it down because CPS might use it to take her son. I didn’t want that to happen so I deleted it.” -Mark Laita’s comment on the Mommy Domme-Goddess Medusa video (11/16/2024).
@islandergal4970
@islandergal4970 Күн бұрын
I have another that I barely got anything for. She's a savage human
@gretchen2428
@gretchen2428 5 күн бұрын
By the grace of God go I....it's hard to think back to the lowest times especially hard to realize it's only a hit away!!❤
@ulfanfinneriksen4643
@ulfanfinneriksen4643 5 күн бұрын
She just needs the help and support. Medical help to get off. Then A year of long term treatment in the sticks somewhere.
@Felvish
@Felvish 4 күн бұрын
The roulette wheel of life spins until our last breath; only we choose which compartment the ball finds when the wheel stops turning.
@chaseablonde
@chaseablonde 4 күн бұрын
She is owing her shit an it hurts that's why she still is using.. she has remorse and Will face her fears and make out
@Idiotoutwonderingaround
@Idiotoutwonderingaround 5 күн бұрын
Im glad she saw through her own lies almost immediately when she said people who use drugs dont have a choice. 100% is a choice. Even the most severely addicted choose to stay addicted. You can quit if you want to. If you choose to start prioritizing yourself and those who care for you it is possible!
@rasheedhamilton8687
@rasheedhamilton8687 4 күн бұрын
"Another one I basically got nothing for.." Hmm. The internet is forever and those kids are going to see this one day. I know not to judge, but jeez that is rough.
@adrianasmith8567
@adrianasmith8567 5 күн бұрын
Sorry, do you know what’s so ironic the last video I was watching the lady said that her mother didn’t want to name her or her father didn’t want to name her Polly because it was a hooker name and then the next video I clicked on this one, it was an interview from seven months months ago named Wendy
@amberjulia123
@amberjulia123 4 күн бұрын
Her name is Carrie, not Polly. The title of the video is stating that she is a “poly-drug addict” - meaning she is addicted to multiple drugs. Like “polygamy” or “polyamorous” but with drugs….”poly-drug”
@alexiseason8526
@alexiseason8526 4 күн бұрын
Sorry - but no sympathy for someone who would sell a child. I would like to be able to say "poor thing, it's the drug's fault".... but selling children - no excuse. I'm not even going to watch the rest.
@lindabueckert9559
@lindabueckert9559 4 күн бұрын
Getting out of prison should have been a fresh start? Clean, sober?
@kayetanawolf2216
@kayetanawolf2216 18 сағат бұрын
Can anyone please explain to me how one person that consumes meth/crack/fentanyl on a daily base sits and talks straight like she does in this video, and then some nestle, talk and behave confused/agitated like Rebecca for example? I don‘t know enough about the mechanisms of these drugs, but this is something that really puzzles me watching the videos. Thanks.
@katarinaolstad9709
@katarinaolstad9709 4 күн бұрын
Selling yourself is one thing, but her own kids, thats horrible.
@judytinker3392
@judytinker3392 5 күн бұрын
Did I hear right? She sold her kids oh I hope I’m mistaken.
@SharonBenson2674
@SharonBenson2674 4 күн бұрын
Microphones are much better now for both Carrie and you.
@donseiler1307
@donseiler1307 3 күн бұрын
5 kids, all gone. Despicable.
@kimroesslein5292
@kimroesslein5292 18 сағат бұрын
I noticed her ears appear lower than most. Could this be from fetal alcohol syndrome? She said her mom was an alcoholic. I’m not trying to be mean I’m just curious. I feel for this lady. So brave of her to do this interview. I’m sure these topics were difficult for her to talk about.
@thankubelle
@thankubelle 4 күн бұрын
i dont thk its odd that someone in her condition "sold" her kids. hopefully the parents r good people bt ne1 who has been thru an adoption process knows it is long and expensive! they essentially just paid the mother vs an agency. i pray those kids r living their best life w the best parents!!! ❤❤
@ashtonhammond1302
@ashtonhammond1302 4 күн бұрын
Love is the greatest of all virtues. Do it everyday. Help with gaining smarts, to progress in life. Learn from others' mistakes. Help yourself be more selfless each week! Ask for help with things. Modesty is the way! Never take credit. Always aid others when you can.
@dangoldstein7416
@dangoldstein7416 4 күн бұрын
Here's an idea-how about you stop having kids
@CC-hz1qm
@CC-hz1qm 5 күн бұрын
What’s going on in the background?😅
@ClaudiaImbriano-fg4cp
@ClaudiaImbriano-fg4cp 3 күн бұрын
Cars, traffic.
@agnesemenoviciute4262
@agnesemenoviciute4262 4 күн бұрын
😢 🫂 All the best, Carrie Stay strong
@JpDykstra
@JpDykstra 5 күн бұрын
My favorite part about this video was pausing it, and realizing there’s nothing wrong with my car…
@ashtonhammond1302
@ashtonhammond1302 4 күн бұрын
Ways to Follow Awareness to your limits, and improving on them! Know that you aren't perfect as a human •Learn from others' mistakes, and your own •Be open to receiving feed back from others •Don't brag at all •Be grateful for what you have •Have an ear for listening to others more than talking •Be kind in face of conflict(Internal/External) •Let others go first in reasonable settings •Stop comparing yourself to others •Appreciate the little things in this world
@EmilyRodriguez89
@EmilyRodriguez89 4 күн бұрын
She speaks so hopelessly. 😢
@NickCurse
@NickCurse 5 күн бұрын
Selling her babies? 😮 wtf!
@margopaton3240
@margopaton3240 2 күн бұрын
The kids will be brothers and sisters all split up. They didnt ask to be brought into the world. What did she do when she ran out of kids to sell. Im aware that drugs cause desperation but i feel for the children too. Im torn with this one but i cant judge her. Ive never walked in her shoes.
@DaRkPlUm
@DaRkPlUm 4 күн бұрын
Apologies if this seems inappropriate; is anyone else addicted to these? Deep, morbid interest in other people's trauma? Starting to wonder if this channel is shifting my view of life and the world in a negative way.
@GREENMAYNE
@GREENMAYNE 4 күн бұрын
“Slangin’ Kids” (didn’t think she’d be)
@BeautyLove-w9f
@BeautyLove-w9f 3 күн бұрын
Sold her babies. She shouldn’t want to live.
@tpflipsen123
@tpflipsen123 4 күн бұрын
This angers me.
@flynnlivescmd
@flynnlivescmd 4 күн бұрын
Looks like the baron from ghostbusters
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