What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger-Christine

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Christine, a woman from Bakersfield, California, who shares the story of the struggles in her life.
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[@christinemcbride9527]

Thank you Mark for allowing me to tell my story and to all who’ve taken the time to listen. Your kind words of encouragement are deeply touching and so appreciated! Very emotional right now ❤ I’m glad you found some value in what I’ve shared. I encourage you to keep going. My favorite Winston Churchill quote “if you’re going through hell, keep going!” Has helped me push through difficult moments so I don’t get stuck in the worst part of a challenge. Keep pushing through! Don’t set up camp! Believe you can do it and don’t give up until you’re on the other side of your challenge. Find something within worth investing in, something redeemable about yourself. Give yourself permission to begin allowing something better into your life. Begin with a better story- one of possibilities rather than limitations. I need to add that much of what I talked about I learned from people who have walked down their own difficult paths, learning from their own experiences and have shared what they’ve learned along the way. I quoted a few people w/o giving them credit so I’d like to say thank you now to those whose words have helped me most. Dr Joe Dispenza, Dr Wayne Dyer, Dr Huberman, Ram Dass and Tolle are a few of the many I’ve learned from and continue to learn from (all available on KZbin) Thank you for helping me find my authentic self!

[@ronniemead805]

I would like to add One to your list: The Great Physician and your Creator, The Lord Jesus Christ. The One who loved us all more than Himself; and allowed Himself to be nailed to a cruel cross by LOVE FOR ALL HUMANITY.

[@unitedstatesdale]

Your beautiful

[@beatheratings]

Hi Christine. How did you know my story? You were able to speak with such elegance! I'm always finding ways to help myself heal and hold other peoples hand thru healing! It's such an amazing gift! Thank you for being willing to be vulnerable!

[@lindamon5101]

@@unitedstatesdale you're* eng 101

[@lovingkindnessyoga]

It’s incredible how much I can relate to so much of your story (childhood, chronic health issues, being super sensitive and it being tied to my childhood, and so much more..and I also now teach meditation and yoga to patients in sober living (just happened to work out that way) and I absolutely love what I do also. Thank you for making me feel better about everything. And you are absolutely radiant, and glowing. ❤

[@joeadams-iv9yb]

I found that what doesn't kill you can still screw you up pretty bad.

[@ronniemead805]

Unless you can turn it around like Christine did.

[@mykiea5156]

Truth

[@tanyabarboza4759]

Word!

[@irenelakhan5331]

Absolutely

[@lavernebell6274]

That’s why I’m so sick of that saying. Even though it hasn’t killed me Im fucked up

[@lanctermann7261]

Her story was quite relatable. She is a survivor, and a very intelligent one. I love her facial expression. In her there was no trace of self-pity. I see great wisdom in her eyes. She ought to have a portrait painted of herself.

[@holly0297]

Christine's so beautiful inside and out. I know that's said a lot, but in her case it's not hyperbole! My mom was like her - and I was the luckiest daughter who ever lived until I lost her. I should have my mother painted! 🥰

[@christinemcbride9527]

@@holly0297 what a beautiful way to honor your mom and keep her presence with you always. Paint away! ❤️

[@DS-mh5hb]

I like thriver even better , but yep, she's a good one ❤️

[@3ZN357]

Her compassion and well spoken kindness was right on time. Her objectivity in retrospection ironically makes me feel so choked up right now. Thank you, Mark. Needed this one today.

[@carynmartin6053]

Same!

[@christinaslate1865]

Same also

[@routinemsp2705]

Same

[@soulessvalleys8404]

💯

[@nikkidotts3687]

I ABSOLUTELY AGREE

[@wendyh3297]

The joy radiating off her is so palpable. I am so so grateful (for lack of a better word) that she not only found her own way out but is now teaching it to others. Her passion for leading the teenagers she is working with (you can see on her face how she lights up talking about them) out of the darkness and into light is going to save a lot of kids.

[@ronniemead805]

Yes, this is what redemption looks like.

[@francinegeddis7947]

This talk with Christine was a much needed gift in so many ways.

[@katiecrull77]

I'm sure I'm not the only one who identified personally with this story. Very enlightening. Her photo was brilliant! You can see the strength and confidence in her eyes. Thank you both!

[@AnaFernandez-jp5uh]

Me too.

[@cynthiakluth7748]

Ditto for me ladies..

[@KateElizabeth1013]

The way she explained her family’s generational trauma is incredible. So, so relatable.

[@CassieBee88]

Omg, her ability to step outside of herself and her situation, and grasp the full range of her emotions and all involved is genius emotional level. If this woman is not a motivational speaker, she should be.

[@ofrapeters3952]

Christine is such a beautiful woman inside and out … she is saying what so many of us experienced… I wish for her to continue to transform and heal and reconnect to the beautiful light that she is …

[@brittany7662]

This video is one of my top favorite episodes, so inspiring and genuine. I ordered the book she mentioned and I can’t wait to read it. I’m in my early 30s and I want to experience enlightenment sooner than later and I am on the right track ♥️

[@kaytsmudge4359]

I loved this book, also read A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle as-well if it resonates with you 💕

[@Ernest-vh1zm]

I'm gonna order it now, too!!!

[@RetireandGo]

The challenges , the struggles, these things make us strong. Resilient. I wish her peace and good fortune in life.

[@Stumpybear7640]

Resilience is a much over used word.

[@tinam761]

Thank you for you story !!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I am almost 55 and I’ve been in therapy for about a year. I’m FINALLY working through the trauma of childhood and adulthood. I have had counseling before, but most of it was just trying to manage the current chaos vs being able to actually make changes in myself. I sometimes feel shame when I realize how old I am and that I am just acknowledging so much… I also have several autoimmune diseases and had breast cancer. Physical pain management is what I do all day … every day within my limitations. It can be overwhelming at times if I’m unable to get small respites where it’s not dominating my thoughts. Recently it has improved a bit and I’m so grateful. Anyone else out there in our second half working to be healthier… You’re not alone. ❤

[@tinasmith7630]

Courageous u r!!! Never 2 late 2 heal. 🙏

[@christinaslate1865]

I’m 49 and have been in therapy for 2 years . Feeling very bitter and resentful it took me all this time to figure it out . Was dxed with MS last Oct …have had auto immune diseases since I was a teen . Raised in a Pentecostal home with a controlling narcissistic father and mother who was a child herself So glad I’m not the only one figuring things out at almost 50

[@col.cottonhill6655]

I'm not autoimmune but I do have chronic pain diagnosis because of my spine. I have some issues with my family members for mistreating me growing up too (still mistreat me) but I'm sure many of you experience the same. I'm glad to hear you got the help you needed. Don't feel ashamed that you waited so long.

[@JulieM-ff9dq]

Yes, me. I am a triple negative breast cancer survivor. Thankfully, I was otherwise very healthy, other than emotional trauma. I am so happy she got through the cancer and figured out her trauma. I hope you are doing well too, Tina. Good luck to you.

[@donikatod460]

I love how she talks about the lessons and healing and conclusions rather than details about the traumatic experiences. Overcoming victimhood is such a major blessing and effort.

[@ToolFan68]

The reason she doesn’t talk about the details is because then we would find out the truth about her. She’s had how many marriages now? ALL the men are baddies. LOL! Typical modern American woman. Totally selfish, blames everybody for their problems (especially men) ends up living with a cat and taking in strangers to pretend they now can help others. Notice that she never is the victimizer in any of her stories. Women are just as, if not more, emotionally abusive than men, yet most of them have no clue that it’s even possible as they have been raised in a matriarchal western society and that they themselves are doing the very thing that they are accusing others of. Men are waking up, hopefully women will eventually do the same so we can improve society. It takes two to tango ladies.

[@donikatod460]

@@ToolFan68 well, growing up in a family where a 6-year old is sipping cocktails, it's not surprising she'd have a series of bad relationships. It's not that all men are bad and she doesn't say that. But it's likely she attracts a certain type of men and she says that too. It happens all the time people go from one bad relationship to the next bad one. Seems she has discovered she is better off on her own because she is not able to be in a stable relationship. She can still help others. Many people who are in toxic relationships are not wise enough to leave them and perhaps consider no relationship is a better option.

[@quinnhayes3046]

@@ToolFan68she never said she wasn’t the problem…she indirectly says she’s apart of the problem. that’s the point of her half her story. 💀

[@jacobwiggers1973]

Great message. Finding the causes and solutions to the problems rather than drugs/bandaids.

[@mamaw9634]

One of the best phrases I have come across- but you have to work to understand it- your experiences shape you, but don’t have to define you. Blessings to Christine! Thank you Mark for letting her talk- ❤

[@patriciamunro3060]

She's experienced a lot throughout her life. She's very well spoken, knowledgeable and intelligent. Wish her all the best! ❤

[@lauralaithwaite5539]

This is my favorite soft white underbelly video. I resonated so much with what she said. I to an on my upward journey after 16 year battle within myself. Dmt was my “near death expierence” which brought me back to who I truly am and made me realize my part in my own suffering. She is a beautiful soul and I absolutely loved this episode. Would love to see more near death experience videos!!

[@JennyLynn-x9o]

I'm really hoping for a dmt or ayawaaka opening

[@KatieDeluxe]

She will help so many people including myself with her story. Thank you for telling the near death experience too!

[@austinjrb]

I'm in awe at her ability to express herself and tell such an engaging story. Her level of introspection and self-awareness is crazy. Anyone know if she has a podcast or is online? I'd love to keep up with this woman (I'm halfway through the video so forgive me for asking if it's mentioned toward the end)

[@christinemcbride9527]

Thank you!

[@austinjrb]

@@christinemcbride9527 well that answers that question lol. Thank YOU for sharing your insights and your story. I'm wishing you the best 🙏🏾

[@m_a_lissa]

What a relatable story. It takes so much courage to put your story on a platform, but it’s so healing for you and for all your watchers as many of us can relate. While I listened and I self reflected on my childhood and the personalities that influenced my life and my ego. What I love about Christine’s journey was she understood the domino effect of generational trauma and how it only continues on untill a generation becomes aware of it. I think she did a beautiful job drawing out how one develops a personality- which is no more than a coping mechanism from our childhood upbringing, experiences, and traumas we have endured. Once we understand that we are able to look at our selves objectively and help heal our selves. Christine thank you for inspiring us all!

[@brendalancour9573]

She is a very Classy intelligent Lady...very well spoken...Very Lovely Lady..I pray she finds the Happiness and Healing she deserves. Its very difficult to open up about our TRAUMA that we may be going thru some people NEVER open up and thats why so many People turn to Drugs Alcohol Gambling ETC...whatever makes us feel better in the moment they cant look beyond " IN THE MOMENT" so to speak...there are the chosen few who do find solice in Therapy and they do heal its a long peocess but it can happen and go on to live Long happy Productive lives but so many cant get past NOT FEELING ANYTHING NOW!! so i pray whoever cannot see beyond THE MOMENT! and want to NOT FEEL anything i pray you find the inner Strength that you can FEEL AGAIN with Therapy and medicine if necessary i pray you find that and Heal inside and Out..Im sending Prayers and Healing Vibes To all who would like to receive them..GREAT INTERVIEW MARK!!..?❤❤❤🥰🤗

[@Aelin21]

What a lovely self-aware and wise lady ❤️

[@drenaejohnson2091]

I’m a 38 year old woman and can relate to some parts of her story. You can see the passion when she speaks I loved this interview so much and will definitely look up the information she shared. Thank you Mark I love your channel I’ve been a viewer for years and have learned so much about myself and a better understanding of others you’ve been a blessing to me and many others

[@ronniemead805]

WOW! You knocked it out of the ballpark with this one Mark. Spellbinding and inspiring lady. WOW, just WOW!

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Good Morning Everybody!👋🤩 or whatever time-a-day it is in your corner of the world. Peace and Love from 6:00am Brooklyn NY🇺🇸 to you and and wherever in the world🌍 you are, my SWU fam.

[@EmEm872]

Hiya :) Going to have dinner soon here in West Oz

[@dayzofrust9985]

GM from South Texas 361!!! Thanks 4 positive Mondayyyy vibes ..peace world ✌️🕊️

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

@Days OfRust99 😉👍

[@kyliewarner8940]

Hi Everyone, I love these video's, I really enjoy hearing people's stories, especially from people who normally don't have a voice. I am from Melbourne, Australia. I just want you all to remember that things might seem tough right now, but if you work on yourself and treat yourself kindly, things will get better. You may not be able to see that there is a light at the end of the tunnell, but I am here to tell you to keep going, because there is a light at the end of the tunnell You just have to keep taking one step at a time and you will get there. Wishing everyone a very happy and healthy life, just know that you are important and deserve the best that life has to offer.

[@bayusetyawan9550]

Hello from Jakarta,Indonesia 🇲🇨 its 5:30 pm here

[@patriciawilson6978]

Thanks for sharing your story, Christine

[@raynwolf2817]

Beautiful, amazing and just extraordinary…thank you. Your story, your pain & your healing is what I needed to hear. I too have been in that tunnel though I didn’t see a landscape to fill but a beautiful blue glowing place where my grandmother and other past relatives and people I didn’t know in energy form and all love…I was pushed back out at the end of seeing my grandmother. I wanted to stay but was not allowed at that time. hearing someone else talk about my experience through their own was just mind blowing! The love the unconditional love it is So real! Thank you so so much for sharing all of this. There is hope❤

[@annasnow.]

Dear Miss Christine: I r resonated so much with the way in which you describe our stories and us as human beings. The way in which you speak is so deeply truthful and makes so much sense to me. You are a beautiful being of light and soul, and your light shines so bright it warmed my soul. I just wanted you to know that your words have touched me today very much so. Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable today for the sake of you most of all but to help other people in knowing that everyone has their own slice of pie on this earth and you can decorate any way you want. Thank You - Sincerely Anna

[@carlaburgos12]

Holy, thank you!! I am speechless and lost for words for the impact this interview had in my life. She has reassured me what my purpose in life is. ❤

[@peterusso656]

People make millions of dollars conveying contrived stories disguised as self help seminars. This woman needs a podcast or larger public forum to share her insight and sincerity. Incredible and potentially influential woman.

[@TopSecretInformations]

@@leadbelly1495 perhaps cynical, perhaps bias? I'm sure you can figure it out if you analyze it with an open mind. I'm only saying that because some commenters ASSume that a well spoken White woman could not have an ounce of trauma. Lol

[@TopSecretInformations]

@@leadbelly1495 you totally *did not get* what I typed😄 _Whhoooschhh!!_ 💨💨💨

[@TopSecretInformations]

Do post again though.

[@ediewhitley1579]

Loved her story. I too had a ND experience. She makes a lot of sense. Thank you Mark for this interview.

[@m.r.e.5731]

I can totally relate to being punished for thinking for yourself and growing up not knowing what you like, what you prefer, and how to not second-guess your own adult decisions. It takes years -decades -to undo the damage.

[@selfesteem3447]

Look how beautiful she is. Christine,you've been through so much and you're still absolutely gorgeous. I appreciate you teaching me so much. Thank you.

[@cutley427]

This is the best talk I’ve ever listened to including Ted talks, therapy, and books I’ve I’ve read on depression and bipolar disorder. Thank you to Christine and Mark for this eye opener.

[@relax2dream164]

I love your analogy of the push button toy that is crumpled and then pops up to your recovery. Gives such a great visual for what you’ve done. Good luck with the rest of your journey Christine.

[@vdubb4159]

What a beautiful human ❤ so inspiring to hear her story

[@juliaadams8167]

Inspiration at it’s best..what a beautiful lady inside and out, so enjoyed listening to her triumph over adversity 😊

[@gtaylordesign]

The most uplifting tale of self empowerment. Truly inspirational , God Bless You !

[@tattyk665]

The way I identified with this.... the generational trauma is such a plague on this world... I went through it with my own family, I'm an adult now with my own family, husband, child... I worked very hard to cope with my traumas, to walk through my feelings, to make sense of what has happened. It occurred to me the other day that I have been away from my birth family/trauma for longer than I had been in it for. I have officially been out of my parents immediate lives for longer than I was in it.... they both are remarried, have had their own lives for quite awhile now... they both don't understand why their kids are so absent, why they are estranged from most of them, they look at us like we are problem children that are going to wake up one day and realize just how horrible we are to them.... the irony of this is, I myself wonder the same thing about them. I wonder if they're going to wait until they're close to the end, when the people they have chosen to be in their lives have gone, when they have nothing left, are they then going to come to us with open arms? Or will they come to us with scorn and anger? Its something I think about and am quite afraid of, if I'm to be honest. Much like her boxcar of problems that she wants to pull the pin on and escape from, I too want the same thing but can never quite achieve it. My comfort comes from knowing that I broke the cycle, my child will never know that trauma, and she has my authentic love and support until my last breath. I managed to do that.

[@dubaiedge]

When they get old, it can go either way, & part of it depends on how isolated they are. If you're all they've got, they may come around, start some apologies. Whether or not those will be genuine is another matter. My mother's partner died, after which she got real interested in me. Now a couple apologies. I'm a cycle breaker too, to the extreme point I never married or had kids. We carved our own healthier path, but they don't comprehend the necessity of our staying away. That may never change. Good luck to you

[@Arishem34]

About 8g of psilocybin brought me to that same conclusion that once we pass through the veil of "the living," when we breach our mother's wombs, we forget who and what we are. The world, societies, and cultures condition us into thinking we're Americans, Africans, Asians, etc., but that's all a lie-we're love. We're beings of divine love, all part of a singular divine energy. Each of us here is experiencing life from different perspectives, but we return to the Source and are one. Thanks, Christine.

[@student22044]

Ahhhhh! Everyone needs a Christine in their life! A wonderful interview, thanks for sharing your story Christine ❤ Just to confirm, The Power of Now is a great book for anyone on a journey of self discovery, you can definitely believe the hype!

[@l.a.gothro3999]

Okay, my mom was raised on a farm in Michigan's Thumb; and my dad was born in Flint, but raised in Detroit, This is all during the Great Depression. So, other than being female, I have something in common with Christine.

[@thetrapdoor6194]

Thank you so much Christine. I related a lot to what you said. You are inspirational 💜🤟

[@An1T0]

Eckhardt Tolle’s books have touched so many lives, including my own. Emotional healing is the key to all physical healing

[@lisahenke5027]

So refreshing to listen to a beautiful soul who's learned so much and I LOVE HAPPY ENDINGS!! Thanks Mark she's my fav along with Frenchie

[@HelenEspinosa-w5j]

First time commenting to simply say thank you. This gave me hope. I see my story in everyone. The addiction, streets, prison but also a newer

[@T11155]

Wow Mark I’ve watched so many of your episodes and this one - especially at the end, got me emotional. Very inspiring and I hope she knows she has incredible purpose. ❤

[@loro3849]

I was very fortunate to be the person who broke the cycle of abuse in my family. With God's help, and the grace of growing up before having a child I managed to make changes. I realized when he was very young that I had to let God make changes in me. He did.

[@christinemcbride9527]

So happy for you. It only takes one to heal in a family to help heal the entire family. That’s wonderful!

[@saveldaniels7773]

Beauty from tragedy. Inspirational story. Thanks for your openness and sharing your insight......a difference it will make....much love

[@breenaklein1528]

Wow what an insightful interview. When she said when you’re real inner thoughts are that you don’t deserve good things you’ll work overtime to make sure you push it away, omg I cried like a baby! So we’ll spoken, deep, compassionate, I just loved this interview. I’ve struggled with all of the same issues so far and this came from home that things can turn out different but also sort of let me know that if I don’t stop at the rate I’m going, I could go through some more games that I haven’t gone through yet that she has so it was like a warning and inspiring all of the same time and says wow so cool!

[@crystalgoode8411]

This woman is so beautiful she needs to be on the cover of magazine's representing what women her age can strive to be capable of I realize that she is more than her beauty on the outside but I just wanted to compliment someone who just oozes beauty grace and maturity

[@taylorslikklewifeeeyyy]

I love her. I wish she could’ve gone deeper into the routine she got into for her inflammation(rheumatoid arthritis)..I’m only in my early 20s and experiencing it.

[@cosmiccaress]

I'm in complete awe only a third of the way thru and I'm already amazed! Can't stop watching! Real! Raw! Yes Mark tysm

[@Kalavatinails]

As a native detroiter I’d like her to mention that Detroit was actually incredibly nice especially at the time her father would’ve been a child (before the Detroit riots) would’ve been an incredibly beautiful and safe city. Idk what she’s talking about.

[@sonjagabriellamoll9919]

So amazing. I can identify so many similar patterns in my life. I wish I could meet her 😊

[@007who]

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. Huge help. Learning and looking for the Divine to change our story to our current time. After 30 years of therapy. Now at 69 years old. I sometimes feel like the inflammation is eating me alive. Sooo many things you have said have helped me, I ordered the book and will look forward to learning more. I could not be more disappointed in our health system.

[@heavenlyfelicity]

This was really painful and beautiful to watch. Painful because I have been raised in a similar way to Christine (which I have been in the process of unlearning), beautiful because of all that she has been through, she has managed to see the light, rewrite her story, and live an intentional life led with love. There is so much hope in your story Christine. Thank you!

[@sstritmatter2158]

Really great woman who shared a bunch of wisdom. Glad she got herself right - her self ability is actually quite high way above average. Excellent interview.

[@kattilathehunfreedomfighter]

I've had a lot of trauma since early childhood; I also had a dysfunctional family, years of schoolyard bullying, life-threatening illness, injury, surgeries, abusive relationships, etc. I was a latchkey kid back in the 70's and was left to my own devices as a 5 year-old onwards, as a child of immigrants who barely escaped Communist Hungary for a better life in America. I've experienced various forms of abuse from many people, including sexual. My mother was also very fearful, but my father was my rock and, as difficult and complex of a man as he was, I took after him mostly. He was a fearless fighter against the system. Thus, I have always been totally fearless and have taken so many insane risks, it's a miracle that I'm still here, by the sheer grace of God. I, too, studied the NAR (Tolle, Dyer, etc.) but I've found that Jesus Christ is the only way. Not religion, I abhor religion (all religion is manmade and thus fallible). I simply have a personal relationship with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He has totally transformed my life because He is the way, the truth, and the life. He has healed me of everything. The more I've studied Scripture the more I clearly see that there is only one true living God, the Creator, who sent His only Son to die for our sins on the cross and transform us if we just believe in Him as the King of kings and the Lord of lords, and in what He did for ALL of us. It's a free gift, we just have to receive it, and we will live with Him in eternity. All others are false teachings because Satan (the father of lies and a deceiver) is the god of this world right now until Jesus returns, which appears to be soon by the way the world is going, based on every Biblical prophecy written thousands of years ago playing out before our very eyes. I implore you to seek Jesus and ask Him into your heart and life, and repent (ask for forgiveness and turn away) from your sins. It's that simple. May God bless all of you and yours..thanks to Christine for sharing her inspiring story..🙏 ✝️ ❤️

[@theresekirkpatrick3337]

Girl 7 years ago I got off the sickcare train and changed everything i eat and found better ways to handle the pain etc. glad for you too. God is good

[@FluffyMoonRabbit]

Oh wow! I didn’t really feel like I would resonate with the video, but just kept leisurely listening as I was working on a project,…and then BOOM, it resonated with my life.

[@relaxresell3121]

It's really nice to hear a story from someone who has overcome their struggles. Refreshing, inspirational, and helpful.

[@nicolefugere7932]

Thank you Christine for telling your story, it is truly inspiring to hear, it really gives me hope.

[@trottermalone379]

What a splended communicator. Thank you for sharing.

[@auntihooha]

She just described my life! I even woke up out of my self-sabotaging lifestyle by reading Tolle’s The Power of Now as well!! Power to you, lady, one Christine to another. ❤

[@tsopuaifa]

Fantastic. She should teach all the leaders of the world how to become a whole person. I totally agree on her perspective on how society looks upon us withe medical care, money, the market and so forth. I don't think there will be a change in the structures but there is a chance of getting a change in our lives. That's what matters in the end. She has really gotten a healthy grip on how to live and approach difficulties in life. Thanks Christine.

[@clab1296]

Beautiful message. PLEASE have more uplifting interviews like this..

[@bloomerdavid]

How do you think he can tell what folks are going to say? Also, Thai wasn’t uplifting for everyone. Just because she touched you, doesn’t mean mark can make it happen again.

[@clab1296]

Mark screens people and knows their story. He chooses to publish some stories and not others. Don't be so naive. The poor Thai ladies couldn't even understand English, he spoke for them feeding them his interpretations.

[@christinaslate1865]

@jimbofischaboi Jimbo you’re the poster child for Amber Alerts . Troll

[@UniquelySustainable]

I don't think this channel is about "uplifting" interviews. There is plenty of that everywhere on KZbin. Its about the nitty gritty underworld.

[@poeticposturing3850]

Thank you Christine. Amazing journey. Lots of insight to share. It was so helpful to hear.

[@lisamarie9918]

First one that hit home so deeply and made me cry. Going to do some reading and look into reducing inflammation. 60 years old and just now sorting through lifelong issues. Awesome interview🌼❤🌼

[@christinemcbride9527]

So glad it helped

[@barbarawilliams1745]

What an amazing person! Christine is an inspiration to me. It truly is what you think and what you believe about yourself.

[@jessicamayer5060]

Thank you, Christine. A lot of what you said resonates with me. I appreciate your vulnerability.

[@kimberlythomas4373]

Christine, you’re beautiful inside and out. Thank you for the inspiration.

[@nanaahmed5412]

I NEEDED this TODAY. Thank you💚

[@banjiegirl2001]

Christine, you are an inspiring and beautiful person, wishing all the best for you ❤

[@snowman1185-v]

She is so pretty! Thank you for sharing!

[@bdevlin2481]

What makes a good story (this) and a great story with tens of millions of views is the detail, the examples, the words the other person said, the words that you said back.

[@jenniferbaker1561]

One of the best ones yet for me. TY for sharing Christine.

[@fenix-th9hw]

so inspiring Christine. I can relate to a LOT of what you shared. xo

[@moba7984]

This Lady inspires me so much. Thank you for the video! It really gives me a shot of a fresh motivation to keep going on my own healing journey of getting out my own inherrited pain body.

[@shondelbryant936]

Thank you for all your hard work on yourself and family and kids. Finding a purpose is always what our spirit needs.

[@rhatid]

The mind is fantastic, realising that it can be the controlling influence in producing pharma that you need, and indeed shapeing our individual lives is the key to leading a fulfilling life. Indeed, that becomes the everyday of life and that is a worthwhile life, largely devoid of the medical establishment, except if you have an extraordinary event like breaking a leg. Well done for getting there, it's good to hear story.

[@bfgivmfith]

Beautiful! Thank you!

[@lisadownie8055]

‘Thank you’.. Watching & listening to this real life story, has helped me piece together, understand myself, my parents & the choices I have made, with a deeper understanding, of ‘why’ I was the person I was. Keep doing what you are doing.. We all need to step back & observe, why others are being the way they are, so we can all adjust & be kinder ✌🏼❤️

[@OryxGreen]

You found your personal legend 👏 My life's journey has many parallels to yours. Trauma (family transferred), self destruction, relationship disasters, seriouse motor vehicle accident, died and revived in hospital, 26 operations, seriouse bodily pain, immune system disorders, loosing religion, medication and substance abuse, Echard Tolle - The Power of Now and a New Earth, Paulo Coelo - The Alchemist, and many more. I learned that the beautiful things in life lies on the other side of fear. The generational chains have been broken yet lots have been past on to the children. I'm of similar age. I keep gowning and never stop learning. Now I'm free in my soul and mind. I still have harder days since ones mind has old recordings that easily gets played. Yet I notice them playing quickly and have been able to switch off the record player. Once you are enlightened and conciousness your main functional state, you can never go back. More free you can never be!

[@jesbate4889]

Beautiful woman Beautiful Message.Matching someone else’s dysfunction is a trap I’ve been in my whole life.Self worth ,self love learning to let some one in and let go at the same time.Every day struggles.Ever-day practices ❤ Become the change❤

[@TopSecretInformations]

Stay knowledgeable & keep going🙏🏻

[@bobirceaveronica]

Wow, what a great lady ! So smart, so lovely, I could listen to her words the whole day and not getting bored !

[@janellejulianajoy]

I could listen to this beautiful woman all day. She's expressed things that mirrors so much in my own life, especially speaking on passing things on to the next generation. I had to completely reboot because I was so indoctrinated. I saw myself repeating the same mistakes with my children and that is when I knew something had to change. This was so enlightening.

[@robertgraves3215]

You know it's a good one when Mark doesn't say a word the whole time.

[@michaelc3977]

I have EDS too, and cannot ignore all the nudges in this video, dear messenger. Loud and clear. I will lean into it. Thank you. Wow!

[@lisaaxe9062]

Thank you for your service, Christine☺️

[@littlegreenfarm149]

I could learn a few things from this woman. I loved this story. She's so beautiful too, inside and out! And man, I could listen to her talk all day. Can she do an audiobook, her voice is perfect.

[@pauletteladouceur7261]

this is very sweet. thank you.

[@anonymouse991]

Such wisdom and beauty. Thank you for sharing your story. There are so many similar defense mechanisms I share with you and the way you tell your story gives such insight into the how, whys, AND what is possible. Such love and light after guarded hardness, thank you!

[@Skumpakrig1984]

I love your life story! Wish you all the best!

[@susannesutherland5213]

This has openned my eyes to disfunctional home life as a youngster thankyou

[@thegaslightneverends]

i mean good on her for making positive changes, but she is so dramatic and the ego is still crazy. it would be so exhausting to live like that, i dont know why people take life and themselves so seriously

[@johnp.1692]

EXACTLY what I was thinking. I've been waiting for the punch line

[@No-cj9zx]

Trauma literally damages the brain, "why do we take life so seriously". You're talking about an ego but you clearly think you're above everyone else. Ignorance.

[@alicesaunders2764]

Wonderful, so insightful and inspiring! My journey was different but where I intend to land is inline with where you are! As you spoke , I knew who you were quoting. I just took the Dr. Joe Dispenza and Eckhart Tolle books off the shelf to read again 💗

[@sharongainza7411]

Beautiful lady! and is lovely and strong at the same time... Thanks to share your story is amazing Thanks Mark!

[@BeeKay4444]

Super appreciate and respect Christine telling her story. She is absolutely beautiful! All the ❤ to you my sister.