My Father Murdered My Mom-Collier

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much for allowing me to honor my mother on her birthday, September 28th. I hope that sharing this message can inspire and enrich others and give them hope.

[@rachelleensor3147]

She is a beautiful soul, blessed to have you for a son! 🥰 What a special way to honor her, happy birthday.

[@chanteldow]

You are amazing and brave! Thank you again Collier ❤

[@erinmarinello6583]

Thank you so much for sharing your life experiences, Collier! It was a pleasure and an honor. ❤

[@ZettEspinoza]

You honored every mother out there, including me. ❤

[@GenXtothe7thPower]

It’s a beautiful sentiment in honor of a beautiful woman and mother, who raised you with the strength, honor and heart, this had me in tears in moments and incredibly inspirational at other moments. Loved it.

[@JulieBeck-m4u]

I've never posted on SWU until now. At 9 years old I opened the door to my dad, covered in blood, he'd been out with mum that night on an LVA meet. I asked where mum was, he told me he killed her then said get to bed. I did, waited till I heard him snoring then called the police on him. They found her. Thought she was dead. She wasn't. Left her in a ditch, broken collar bones, broken shoulder, unconscious, unrecognizable and beaten to a pulp. She's still here now and thankfully he isn't. My mum is such a good woman that when my dad got in touch 34 years later to say he wanted to see me because he was dying she said go. I went, I was there because a dying man wanted me there. Feel guilty as hell because I had no feelings for him. He died to me many years ago. But mum brought me up well. I thank God I never ended up like him. This story struck me hard.

[@SoftWhiteUnderbelly]

Very interesting story Julie. If you’d like to share it here please email me. [e-mail]

[@collierlandry]

I'm sorry you have also experienced such pain and loss. Thank you for sharing your story here with our community. Praying for your healing, and I hope you continue to find support in my content.

[@Angie-d3k]

❤

[@stephanied9629]

How horrific. I’m sorry you and your mom went through all of that! I’m so glad your mom lived.

[@mariondi]

You are able to portray your experience with such details I felt I was there. Your testimony ability is next to none. Spreading love , offering support by reaching out having lived through pure fear and trauma actually blows my mind.. You are extremely articulate which makes it the more fascinating. The elegance and beauty of your stunning mother is felt through it all.. Thank you for sharing my friend. 🌿 Love fr Paris, France.

[@annsee3805]

My husband of 26 years tried to murder me when I filed for divorce in 1994. Our three children were away that night. He beat and tortured me for several hours. He told me I would be buried in the cemetary across the road and would never see the faces of my children again. I managed to get away and ran to a neighbors home. He was arrested and received probation and mandatory anger counseling. I am 74 now, and still a practicing nurse. He died of cancer 7 years ago. I have such a beautiful life and am very close to my children. I am so grateful to be here. Im so sorry you had to go through such sorrow

[@4MixMasterMonkey]

WOW! All these SWU stories never cease to amaze me. I’m so terribly sorry you had to go through that & did not receive the justice you so rightfully deserved. I’m happy you’re happy…wherever you are in life! Sending love & light from Brooklyn, NY 💙

[@Lizs.Tallent]

I’m so grateful you survived. I’m sorry you went through that. WONDERFUL you and your children are happy❤

[@Catgrass755]

What a horrific experience, I'm so sorry you went through that and all it's aftermath. You deserve the beautiful life you have.

[@imonlytellingthetruth]

I'm so sorry your husband tried to murder you and then get off with probation and 'anger counselling', as the 2nd attack and insult to your body and mind. What will it take for the laws that be put these men away for good? ANd you survived to have what you refer to as 'a beautiful life' and that you are close with your children. Please keep enjoying your life. You deserve only the best.

[@mellowyellow2022]

Your story mirrors mine. I was significantly younger than my ex and he was an alcoholic and on drugs. He died of cancer as well. At that point I was able to finally breathe comfortably. So many have horrifying stories they never share openly. I pray for you, Collier, all the people suffering abuse at the hands of another. I can confirm, it stays with a person through life. 🙏

[@msbondutoyou520]

I worked at the preschool in Dahlgren VA when Collier attended. He was a spectacularly beautiful child and we all admired his mother Noreen. She was sweet, happy and always impeccably dressed. So sad but I’m glad to see just how resilient Collier is.

[@collierlandry]

Wow, that's amazing! I love hearing things like this about her.

[@0mousse0]

Coincidently (to me) I went to preschool in Fairfax in 2000. Things like this feel like stories until you realize it weaves into your own story like the marvel universe. Believe others, trust your gut, stay safe 💛

[@tracythomas1882]

What a wonderful testimony. Glad you did great things. You are truly an empathetic person.

[@dianehess5520]

Seems like when the patriarch of a family dies the family does go into different directions. Life changed drastically from one generation to the next in our family, actually for the best.

[@PlanningwithCharley]

"I wasn't him, I was my mother's son. I got some great qualities from him, but I got the best ones from her." 👌🏻❤

[@latoychamom]

This gave me chills 🩷 I have 2 boys and I nodded in agreement as he said it. Yes you are your mother’s son, Collier, and you are radiating her love through how you continue to embrace humanity. Well done to you!!

[@cathymarble3283]

Same!

[@Nzmwwww1238]

Isn’t he his father’s son too? 😅

[@catherineflahr6160]

@@Nzmwwww1238 Get a grip, kbw19!

[@collierlandry]

Thank you ❤

[@BriiiiiTv]

This is hands down one of the best episodes you ever dropped Mark. Collier you are strong and so resilient AMAZING story teller . You are a special soul thank you so much for being vulnerable and telling your story ❤️🙏🏽

[@Cyblps]

Yes yes yes!!!!

[@ZipZap-r3u]

This man had more stones at 12 than 90% of adult humans on earth. Collier you are a strong soul.

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much and for watching and commenting! Have a wonderful day!

[@ZipZap-r3u]

@@collierlandry Thank you so much for sharing. Dear god man you have wielded your misfortunes to move closer to light and love and true empowerment. I so admire you. I so admire your mom. Thank you.

[@sbrown8937]

Collier, I am so, so sorry. I am praying for much love and healing and peace for you. 🤍✌️🙏

[@RambleOn.]

You should look up his testimony in court- more stones than 99% probably! He has a GREAT KZbin channel ❤️

[@MJ-se3ng]

UNBELIEVABLE that your own flesh and blood would not take you in because you looked like your father just so you could be completed abandoned by your entire family, after all you'd already endured. It speaks VOLUMES about their hearts & I'm absolutely appalled. I just wish I could hug the adolescent "you". I believe in karma & hope that they are haunted by their choices in this situation. Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us. ❤

[@kwanelehlophe5902]

"Trauma is such a nuanced thing because so many people can handle so much and so many people can handle so little"

[@dianejacobson9367]

I nodded my head at that too! It’s very true.

[@jazzbea6243]

Well said. The complexities of how people process trauma is vast.

[@angelagreen1266]

Profound.

[@lorigbasmajian3843]

No, people never can handle a lot of trauma

[@DavidWhy-y7i]

@@lorigbasmajian3843 ultimately That’s it you’re right

[@idkvwad]

Damn, Collier. Your story moved me. I dont really ever comment on these videos but I feel like this is as good a time as any to say I can relate. I was born in Russia in 97'. My father murdered my mother when I was 2. My sisters were 6 and 7 at the time. We spent a year in a russian orphanage before an american couple swooped us up. We were fortunate enough to be adopted by amazing parents and i'm beyond grateful for the life ive been given here in the US. Sharing your story is a beautiful way to honor your mothers legacy. Im so sorry that you saw so much trauma, and at such a young age nonetheless. You're strong for what you did and I know your mom would be so proud. Take care - hugs from Minnesota

[@mphillips01ify]

Initially, one might think it odd that a woman would confide in her young son, a child, that his father had the potential of being a murderer, and if something should happen to her, it was he that caused it. I think she confided in you that day because she knew that you would believe her, that you would understand the situation and more importantly, that if something did happen, you could be relied upon to do something about it. That says a lot about both you and your mom.

[@valenteenaes]

🙏🙏🤗🍀🍀🍀

[@annewilson7812]

@@mphillips01ify😊😮. 😊qomc😂

[@Lindsey1010]

a little boy felt the need to keep a list of his mothers friends just in case something terrible happened is truly heartbreaking. Collier went through such traumatic events that nobody should ever experience. May his mom rest in peace♥️

[@MissLisaBowes]

Children know when they feel unsafe. His mother felt unsafe and expressed it to him, because sadly, he was all she had. The fact that he woke up knowing something was not alright says it all. It is so obvious that this man had C.’s grandmother there to somehow give him an alibi and someone to look after the kids. He planned that and somehow Noreen knew he was capable. He is exactly where he should be and it was appropriate that his son had a hand in it. I also believe C. when he has said he felt his father may have wanted to even kill him. I think his instincts are to be trusted. If anything, C. has learned that. Extraordinary story and fella, indeed.

[@peggycampbell905]

I worked in Mansfield and we listened to the trial everyday. It was amazing how brave and articulate Collier was for his age. He never backed down and thankfully he had a cop watching his back and believing in him all the way.❤❤

[@ayana188]

I seen his story on forensic files

[@southtoe3607]

And now his POS dad gets to rot in prison

[@collierlandry]

Lt. Detective Dave Messmore saved my life. He's a great man!

[@redisetgo.]

Mansfield TX???

[@delializarraga9638]

@@collierlandry there really are... Earth Angels. Lt Mansfield was placed in your path for a reason, to guard and guide you. The more we open our eyes to see the miracles and the majesty of our existence, the more you will see these types of things emerge before you. Wishing you all the best in your future as you move forward and especially in your career as you tell your story. What a beautiful way to honor your mother, especially on her birthday. ♥️

[@causticwit]

The fact that those family members refused to take him in just because he physically resembled his dad... That's vile.

[@RahShanProductionsMTU]

Definitely that’s some dirt bag shit. And he was the one that made sure his mother got justice. Terrible people smh

[@aw8951]

Both sides of the family too... He didnt deserve this as a child. Horrible, selfish adults.

[@Roneish1996]

And the brother of the murderer who was his wife’s best friend told him that he wouldn’t take him unless he told them it was all lies is some evil shit too. Seriously fuck that guy.

[@ZipZap-r3u]

it's a fucking massive help Mark. At least twice your content has kept me from relapsing. Because of that I can be a better dad to my son, a better husband to my wife, and a better person to other people. You are the best thing that ever happened to sociology

[@GenXtothe7thPower]

Go over to the Life Boat

[@wpp1586]

I am telling you! I'm in a country by myself with 2 kids and divorced, the bottle was my best friend but my kids meant too much, Mark Channel came and with therapy the stories were my 2nd therapy, God bless you Mark and everything you love and believe in.🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

[@ewetn1]

You're a great dad ❤. I'm new mom and I almost relapse a lot.

[@rachelleensor3147]

". . . . .The best thing that ever happened to sociology." I agree, ty Mark! 🥰

[@TanyaDavis954]

Agree ❤ he helps me to and he don't even no it

[@gardenalways]

This happened very close to home and I remember the gossip about his father around town...impregnating another woman and his affairs. He had quite a reputation. I cheered for Collier's courage when he testified in court. A co-worker was on the jury for that trial and she was off work for weeks and, of course, couldn't talk about it. You are one strong man, Collier. You've built upon something that would have decimated other souls. I commend you. I hope someday you land a deal for a feature film. I know you've had other film projects over the years but you're destined for something even bigger. Collier, I believe most people love you for who you are on the inside, for that beautiful soul within you. I know everyone at Archway was praying for you every day at lunch break after this happened. We cared because you were just a little boy and we were all moms. That motherly instinct came out in us and though we couldn't actually do it, we all wanted protection both physically and emotionally for you. So we prayed. This was a great interview. One of the best I've ever seen on Mark's channel. Best of luck to you, Collier. The old Archway gang is still rooting for you and sending up prayers for your continued success.♥

[@bianchaesson1441]

What beautiful sentiments you've portrayed to this beautiful remarkable soul!! A deep gratitude and sincere 'thank you' to you and your group who gave that purity of intent through your prayers and deeply sincere thoughts for Collier's tender, pure, and very courageous young soul. Without him knowing it you were giving him the greatest gift!!!❤❤❤❤ possible

[@RambleOn.]

He made a movie! You can order it from him- check out his channel!

[@patricialight2846]

Lp

[@lovelyshirl]

What a beautiful post ❤

[@nikistevenson1550]

What is the movie ? I only know to search for Collier & Noreen ​@@RambleOn.

[@jloveskbp217]

I have followed Collier's story for many years. He is an inspiration to anyone who has been through adversity. I have heard his story and read it all, and every time, I'm still brought to tears when he tells it. There is no greater voice for your mother than you, Collier. I feel the pain in your voice. No child should have to go through what you went through. I know your mother would have been incredibly proud of the man you became.

[@Theresa89]

I never get tired of listening to Collier’s story and I still get teary eyed whenever I hear him speak about his mother’s death . He is a very inspirational man . He is his mother’s son ❤ .

[@fatimamelo3858]

My deepest sorrow!

[@EmoryWOCN]

I hope that Dr.John Boyle never gets paroled.He has tried 2x and will try again in Oct. 2025

[@Theresa89]

@@EmoryWOCN , You know what , I said the same thing on another thread 🤭 . But I think deep down in my heart Collier , would hurt more if his father died in prison . The question is can he be trusted if he’s ever released from prison 🤷🏻‍♀️ !

[@dawn6232]

In the words of Dr. Robert Block, the former President of the American Academy of Pediatrics, "Adverse childhood experiences are the greatest unaddressed public health threat facing our nation today." It is easier to build strong children than to repair broken men. -Frederick Douglass.

[@CowgirlKim]

@@dawn6232 💯 #truth

[@collierlandry]

That is a great comment and a great quote! Thank you so much for watching!

[@dawn6232]

@@collierlandry you have been through a lot. Your mom is proud of you, I’m sure. ❤️

[@lifemusic1980]

💯

[@kal22222]

Gabor Mate has some really good info childhood trauma and addiction

[@Brother-Kavkaz]

I came to this video expecting a broken and terrified child. I did not expect this to be a murder mystery with a smart and brave child as the protagonist. I hope Collier has a great and fulfilling life.

[@hollyharris1874]

Collier is an amazing guy. Funny. Great communicator. Caring. Fair. Can sing & play guitar. Great dog dad! 💚🐕🐈‍⬛

[@annazaman9657]

You should watch his video of being a witness on the stand if you can find it on yt

[@cygnelle1232]

Especially as a child (but even still in adulthood) there can still be terror and brokenness hidden beneath all the smarts and bravery. Any child (and adult) going through what Collier went through is going to be affected. Just good to keep in mind that resillience doesn't mean immunity to the human condition. Especially for non-psychopaths.

[@sararegister5796]

Beautifully spoken from a beautiful human. Tragedy does not define us. Your mother would be proud♥️

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much.

[@lynnegraceski7235]

His mom IS proud!! Light and love from CT

[@pankochanko]

The family couldn’t stand looking at him because he looked like his mother’s killer… adults let their interests come first, over a child’s well-being. What a disgusting but unsurprising world we live in

[@emilyk.5664]

Adults do this all of the time, unfortunately. Selfishness over the protection and care of a child 😢

[@klaudia2141]

I think it was just a pure excuse. They just didn't want to take him in (or any other child) and used this horrible excuse.

[@SLF1990]

My cousins screwed be out of $40,000 in inheritance and they shut me off from my 3rd cousins and that side of the family saying we were greedy and everything from our grandpa should have went to them. Till this day they think they were in the right to sell off everything my grandfather had before it got handed down. The family I spent every Christmas and thanksgiving with threw away family for $40,000. I was willing to let it go but their pride and stubbornness is at such a high level it’s insane. Just now starting to get in touch with my younger cousins because they’re old enough to make their own decisions.

[@gamingbutter5768]

​@@SLF1990I am happy for you. It would be nice to bond with family your age but you can now break that cycle. Love wins, always.❤😊

[@shannabanana7080]

Yes, that’s the greatest failure, can’t imagine what his mom would think looking down on her family reject her son….😢

[@ambeelea4955]

😮….This man is one of the most resilient, fascinating and truly incredible people I’ve ever heard. This is my favorite episode. Just wow.

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much.

[@debrawallace5230]

Our daughter was murder by her husband in 2015. Leaving a 10 month old boy without parents. Thankfully he’s growing up a great kid.

[@Catherine-Terra]

This young man is the kind of son any mother would cherish and be so proud of. Continue healing Collier. You have so much to offer this crazy world. 💗

[@lauraiglesias2660]

This interview was ACTUALLY very interesting and informative. I’m sorry Collier for everything you went through. I admire you as courageous young boy and I admire the man you’ve become.

[@TanyaDavis954]

Same ❤

[@Klisa21]

By far this is the best interview that I’ve watched from Mark. Mr. Landry shares his soul with us, it’s amazing, real, you can feel the confusion, sadness and then the relief💜

[@standuporsitdown2593]

Wow, an 11yr old that helped the police catch the murderer of his mother. Smart kid! I pray you're healing up Collier. I raised my son as a single mom. He is everything to me. With our Lords help, he turned out to be an Amazing young man. You're Amazing Collier. So sorry 🥺

[@frebrd78]

This happened in my life. My Fatherhas been in prison since 1998. Not much to do with drugs. It was more of the antidepressants. My life has crumbled (now 46) but I try to hold the broken pieces together with my faith in the Lord. Blessings to all. ❤

[@dirtypatwalsh]

God bless you @frebrd78🙏✝️❤️🕊️

[@Novaluna123]

@@lvr8429The devil. Obviously

[@holistic.health]

I'm so sorry that you had to go through that and you just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other 💕

[@holistic.health]

​@lvr8429 what a thing to say...

[@miawise7755]

So sorry u had to experience such a tragedy i pray for your strength keep trusting in the Lord ❤

[@kristenalicia1461]

It does help. (I watched u during my fentanyl addiction and after my sobriety) now I am 1½years clean. Love this.

[@ocastaneda1160]

I am proud of you

[@rival3dddd]

I'm proud of you!

[@Emzzz78]

I adore Collier!!! He’s such an intelligent man. Watching him as a child, on the stand in court, makes me proud for his mother. He really did it!! He’s such a good man!

[@rdrenth]

I wonder though, what did the father answer to the 'why'?

[@S_J_banana]

how do I find the court videos?

[@cathyjoy9214]

@@rdrenth Collier has a podcast and there are many many videos about his situation. He is an amazing human

[@GenXtothe7thPower]

He’s here on YT under Collier Landry

[@KarenFann2]

@@rdrenth He never admitted to it.

[@ZettEspinoza]

Happy Birthday to your beautiful Mom! What a gift she has in you. You honor her. ❤

[@MixxxedFruuts]

I'm so grieved for him and how his family treated him during such a horrific time. He was just a baby! His resilience is remarkable. Wishing him many blessings in life ❤

[@NinasHere4U]

His Dad was my Dr, I remember being shocked to hear what he had done, we never know what's going on behind closed doors.

[@kayakingirl7252]

Whoa!!!

[@SuperTruthful]

so true

[@jazzbea6243]

Affluence and higher levels of education do not equal perfect life. Doctors take an oath to do no harm. Sometimes they break that oath. We forget that doctors are ordinary people who sometimes have demons and monsters stashed in a hidden closet.

[@Dev-In-Denver123]

My longtime gf and her mom’s dentist James Craig got arrested for murder in Aurora last year. My gf’s mom saw him 2 weeks before he was arrested. It was a big case all over the news.

[@NinasHere4U]

@@jazzbea6243 so true

[@carolseven3802]

Your mother is the reason you have become the great man that you have become. The relatives who rejected you are also lacking in character. It might have been even more abusive for you to live with them. You had no choice in any of this. Unlike those who only caused you harm, you chose to overcome and to love. I’m honored to listen. Thank you!

[@DebbieMustard]

She must have been such an amazing mother, to have only 11 years to instill such righteous perseverance in her child. Its truly remarkable.

[@Carl-0675]

He was my grandmother's doctor at richland hospital, I remember him checking on her everyday, he was kind and she liked him,i,never expected him to do this,I'm so sorry collier for your losses and may God bless you,I was born and raised in mansfield, ohio and moved to Columbus about 14 years ago

[@Carl-0675]

He was her Dr in the early to mid 1980s if I remeber correctly

[@shannonmustard9087]

Collier You are an amazing man Your mother is so proud of you! 💜

[@terrikaye12114]

She most definitely is! What an amazing story for such a young man who went through so much in his very short life! He amazes me!!

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much for saying that, and for watching and commenting! Have a wonderful day!

[@hollyharris1874]

You said what every orphaned child wants & needs to hear! Thank you, Shannon! 💜

[@terrikaye12114]

@@shannonmustard9087 collier, I made a comment not directly to you and I realized I should. You have beat the odds, you got a great family that your mother is so very very proud of you! You’re a survivor, good, kind, loving man. Please keep us informed as to what’s going on with you!!

[@AlmondMami]

You were the only reason your mother got justice, and her family wouldn’t take her in? Disgusting behavior. How dare they.

[@katie0303]

Something very wrong here. The fact that he ended up in foster care is unbelievable.

[@nessal4078]

Some families are mot loyal and lazy. The fact him and his little sister both ended up in foster care really shows that. What was their excuse for not adopting her?!

[@ayana188]

They never mentioned him going into foster care 😢He definitely took the stand against his pops. I seen him on forensic files

[@sarahm3991]

if they where good people she could have run home once they got abusive. Mindless zombies. Stupid is more dangerous than evil.

[@rachelels]

People can only think abt themselves, it’s sad smh

[@stephprokop7849]

“I got the best ones from her….” That closing line was so touching ❤Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing your story with us.

[@jillhogan2611]

This man's story is horrific. Such a smart kid to work with police. He found out the truth about his Mother and knew his life would never be the same. This Soft White Underbelly is the best interview that was ever given. I applaud this wonderful man for giving us this story! He has already helped people in these situations. You are a blessed human being and has so much wisdom. Thank You🙏

[@JamieBoss-t2y]

One of the best interviews. Thank you for sharing your story! ❤️

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much, that means a lot.

[@maddisonfillmore4608]

We knew you were your mother’s son when you dedicated your time at 11 years old to bring justice to her, knowing what your father did and knowing it was wrong.

[@jcast8756]

Collier I’m sorry you lost your mother this way, nobody deserves this. You brought her justice, in this world. This story touched me so much😢

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much for watching and commenting! Have a wonderful day!

[@Amazingme17]

What a sad sad tragic story. Thank you for sharing your story. You had me hooked the entire time. I wasn't surprised when you mentioned you wanted to get this story out further and you were into filming. I pray you're able to do something with it. Keep us updated because I will definitely watch!

[@BeeKay4444]

There is a documentary on his story called ‘A Murder in Mansfield’ He has a podcast and YT channel.

[@conniebachman4075]

You are NOT your father, anymore than I'm my father who held his first family at gunpoint and was a violent alcoholic with our family. You are so much stronger than you know. You have an amazing sense of grace and compassion. You have the power to make the life you wish to live and I know you will not waste your talent like your father did. Every good thing I am, came from my mother. When you said that about your qualities you got from your mother, it touched my heart so deeply. You will be in my prayers, Collier. May you continue to rise above.

[@Jaa__17]

Crazy how his family didn’t take him in after the murder. Really sickening world we live in.

[@EphemeralProductions]

They probably were narcissistic in some ways and enabling of the dad, and supportive of him in some sick way, and THAT’S probably why they didn’t take collier in

[@OLALALA1019]

He’s better off without them around him in the end if they were anything like that monster of a father he had.

[@eleanorrichards2532]

@@EphemeralProductions even his mothers side wouldnt because he looked like his dad.

[@Brooke-xg3es]

Mine took me in but stole everything our parents left for us… can’t trust a soul.

[@Havoc917]

Karma remember everything

[@xtinamarie_333]

I remember seeing this kid testify at his murderous fathers trial. He has a channel where he reads his fathers prison letters. His dad is a total gas lighting narcissist and is still a liar. Love Collier, and so does everyone else ✌️❣️🥀

[@davidbeltran8571]

What's his channel name

[@GenXtothe7thPower]

@@davidbeltran8571it is Collier Landry

[@KarenFann2]

@@davidbeltran8571 Collier Landry

[@collierlandry]

Thank you so much, you are very kind.

[@TheWorldsOkayestUSMarine]

@xtinamarie_333 So what? I worked with someone who's Dad was murdered via hired hit by his mother. He didn't go on KZbin. That's because people with REAL trauma don't monetize it.

[@DavidWhy-y7i]

Raped by my mother, as a toddler, until I stopped it by asking her ‘what she was doing’… 50 years later, 2weeks before she died, she admitted it… I SPENT MY LIFE AFRAID THAT SUCH EVIL Would manifest itself in me… 67 now. Never has, never will

[@muma6559]

You're right ! It doesn't repeat, especially if you stand up to it. It depends on the attitude toward it. If you hate abuse you won't repeat it. If you excuse it, you may. I'm so glad and happy for you that you were right and know you were not crazy. Did she tell you why?

[@SallyNegus]

I married a sociopath alcoholic. They scope out and prey/attach themselves to good people who have a conscience and ability to genuinely love..Everything that they are NOT!!! These people in my experience are BORN with this evil. It's in their bloodline. If you do some digging you would likely find that one or possibly (usually not both) both of your mothers parents were disordered personalities.. that fall under some definition or layering of a few "Cluster B" Personality disorders...THey are what in the Bible are called "Wolves in Sheeps Clothing"...They can be the most charasmatic and charming con artists going...They are also pathalogical liars~~~ Again, attracted to people who are everything they are not...My guess is that your father was a good man. He may have been destroyed by her....Many different possibilities....Evil exists...Like Collier said at the very end of this amazing video....I may look like my father (and clearly that father had high intellect..which Collier also had), but I am my mothers son...That was powerful...And although I've seen otherwise as welll...I've found often when someone favors one parent in their looks, they can (have inherited) have the other parents personality, goodness and just overall have the good stuff from the NON Psychopathic parent...Thank you you David for sharing...you got the good stuff...A blessing

[@ColinPatrickWeiss]

weird question? but how does a woman rape a toddler? I believe you, just not sure how that works. Also, how do you remember. most people don't form memories until age 3-4 and toddler is age 2.

[@JRomanMD]

This was the #1 Best Episode EVER in SWU. Wow. A Powerful story, a horrible childhood but a story of redemption as he got older. Can we all thank his Adoptive parents for teaching him the world doesn’t owe us anything? That message is missing these days with the kids. So sad, his dog must have ended up in a shelter.

[@collierlandry]

WOW that's quite a compliment. Thank you so much for saying that and for watching and commenting! Have a wonderful day!

[@leesh2684]

I agree. This hit me deeply. I felt you every step of the way. Collier I hope you the best!!!

[@francesabrams8923]

Wonder what happened to his little sister. Serious trauma for her too

[@krystine6946]

Hands down my favorite interview you’ve ever done. What an inspiration Collier is. Keep shining Collier!

[@GenXtothe7thPower]

Same!

[@SherryFalls]

Thank you ! The collier landry show appreciates this !!!

[@thrivewithdee]

The ending really touched my heart. You are so brave and 1000% your mothers son! She is looking down SO proud of you ❤

[@RLFinTX]

I can remember every detail of this story. This was such a horrifying true crime case that I read in book form and also on tv. He took the stand in his father’s trial and he was so eloquent in each word and no one could believe how articulate he was for being so young. It’s surreal seeing him here on your channel. My prayers are with you, Collier. 🙏🏻

[@goldenniblings]

He also has a channel, there is more to watch regarding Collier.

[@RLFinTX]

@@goldenniblings Thank you so much for letting me know. I’ll look for it now. 😊

[@kathleensullivan4547]

❤ I remember you and you were the biggest man in that courtroom and the biggest man in this country ❤ xoxo

[@SunflowerBeeHappy]

You made your Mother proud Collier. She is with you always. You are a brave and strong man. Be proud of yourself. 💕

[@davidbeltran8571]

How he got her killed. If he would have shut his stupid mouth she would still be here

[@samanthagrace5227]

@@davidbeltran8571if his farther hadn’t killed her she would still be here. It sounds like it was a ticking time bomb, his farther was set on killing her at one point or another. You’re so weird David, knowing that Collier could read your comment and blame himself when he likely already has considered that before. Way to go trying to make a victim feel guilt of his FATHERS ACTIONS.

[@cathysoo2350]

His mother would have found out another way. Think about how your words affect others! Dont be so selfish.. ​@@davidbeltran8571

[@emmagatewood3898]

​@@davidbeltran8571His mom already knew all about the mistress prior to Collier telling her. He did mention that she already knew. Try to keep up.

[@marathongirl27]

@@davidbeltran8571who hurt you?

[@Nightmare-nm9hn]

You loved your mother so much , she loved you so much, you did everything to bring justice. I hope you have a wonderful life. Youre amazing. Thank you for sharing. You deserve the world!

[@pamelashields7136]

Nice to know the murderer is still locked up.

[@fulloflightcrystalskarengr8212]

I can't believe his family didn't take him in and may that judge that wouldn't let the cop adopt him rest in hell. I am so sorry to this man.

[@ABooTubeProduction]

That was definitely the point where I said the most curse words. Like come on! Every adult after his mom’s death besides the cop just further victimized him. So disgusting!

[@fulloflightcrystalskarengr8212]

@@ABooTubeProduction agreed. So sad 😔

[@deborahmannino3775]

Exactly!

[@kkw-pal1178]

That was pure evil. I just said something similar. Punished for telling the truth.

[@deborahmannino3775]

@@fulloflightcrystalskarengr8212 was that the same judge who preceeded during the trial? He interviewed that judge who is now 83. He gave him information about the trial he never knew. It couldn't have been the same judge. At least I'm hoping it's not. He was such a sweet judge to him.

[@bridgethockney2303]

Collier, i remember watching you as a little brave boy on that stand. You're so brave still.

[@kristinborchers5564]

Collier's story is amazing. Been following him since he posted on TikTok. So glad you got to interview him, Mark!! Collier, thank you for being so transparent in sharing your story. May your beautiful mother rest peacefully.

[@joeardinger3185]

The families casting him out is infuriating...😡

[@talesfromtheleashexpatdogl1426]

The truth teller is often the scapegoat and discarded. It's common

[@rubberbiscuit99]

​@@talesfromtheleashexpatdogl1426 Yes. This is very common.

[@Freddybender123]

I agree so wrong on so many levels 😢

[@dubaiedge]

It's despicable. Their loss. And it shows what a long line of psychopaths/sociopaths he came from only to not be like them all.

[@EyeAmBack]

As they should. His mom would still be alive if he didn't snitch on his dad cheating.

[@tyberiusrex5300]

Collier is a freaking hero! His father is an absolute coward.. couldn’t even look at him in court. What a spineless, pathetic, sad excuse of a man. That’s why he tormented his son for so many years for not being “man enough”. collier is more man than anyone I’ve ever met

[@friendorfoe5761]

This!!

[@rubberbiscuit99]

Children of narcissistic parents pay a heavy price. This man has paid dearly. Forgiving these parents is not necessary to heal.

[@rindarossouw1725]

You are so wrong. You forgive for your own healing, not for anyone else.

[@norriskp]

Forgiveness and reconciliation are NOT synonymous. You may forgive in order to get rid of the ball & chain (sadness, anger, victimhood, etc,) you're dragging around. It is not even necessary the person you forgive knows - only that YOU know. And ideally, share it with a higher power & ask it for help. It's really hard to do, but so worth the effort.

[@rubberbiscuit99]

@@rindarossouw1725 We do not disagree on that point. Maybe on how we define forgiveness.

[@JTread2003]

​@@rindarossouw1725 I think there are some things that can never be forgiven, this is one of them. Even the thought of someone killing one of my family members makes me livid, I'm angry for this guy's story

[@msliveloverock]

This story brought me back to my childhood. When i was 11 i wokeup early in the morning to a scream, stepped down my bunk bed and walked over to my parents room and found my father standing at the edge of the bed with a grin on his face, and my mothers body laying in blood. He had stabbed her multiple times, the scream(s) i heard were my sisters aged 13 and 16. My mother survived, but i cant help but think what wouldve happened if we hadnt woken up.

[@bounty6977]

Did he stab your sister too ? I'm so sorry.

[@msliveloverock]

@bounty6977 no he didn't but minutes after he tried to stab himself and my sister stopped him, which I still can't fathom to this day because my father was a 250+ burly man, extremely strong. So the fact that a 13 year old girl managed to get the knife out of his hands is beyond me.

[@asminkes]

​@@msliveloverockhe didn't *really* want to. Narcissists...

[@meriahsouter4323]

I would love to hear your full story!!! Send them a video clip so you can be interviewed!

[@lovelynaturegirl8669]

OMG

[@myjournee7381]

I just want to hug you! I want to hug that little boy that's still inside of you. Your mother is looking at you smiling and proud of you deeply. You are her love, light, and legacy...

[@jamescarroll-banjerbluespr6156]

Granny knew lock her ass up

[@managingmonasmoula9811]

I remember seeing this man as a little boy in an episode of Forensic Files. Very interesting story…how his father killed his mother and buried her in the basement under freshly poured cement. They dug up his mother and found a very expensive watch on Collier’s mom’s wrist and finally pieced things together. His father was a complete monster. I enjoyed listening to Collier tell about his experiences. Very interesting.

[@lindsaycrites2789]

What episode

[@siobhanpryor7563]

What an eloquent, resilient and inspiring man. It's amazing how strong and determined he was, as an 11/12yr old. My favourite interview so far.

[@Helenhealingfrompain]

My bullying father drove my poor mum to suicide; during lockdown It feels like he murdered my gorgeous joyful mum. It’s impossible to get over.

[@alemat897]

Sorry for your mom😢

[@notever_everytime5074]

Bullies and narcissists are like vampires, sucking the life and joy out of their victims. And it's not illegal to be an asshole, which means they get away with it their whole lives. I'm so sorry you lost your mother, and I'm sorry she was in such despair from the abuse heaped in her. I hope you find a healthy way to honor and remember the person she was before your father broke her, it may be healing for you.

[@perrieargent9997]

I lost my mum to a bully, and it’s horrible to see. I love her so much and I never want to see him again. It’s pretty cut and dried. So sorry for your anguish.

[@miriamalvidrez1409]

Such a heartbreaking retelling of his family dynamic. His one absolute safe place, his mom, was suddenly gone, and it was up to Collier to be so determined, as a child, to find her. He had such a shitty support system (his bio family) but I am truly impressed that he helped solve his mother's case. His mom's spirit was definitely with him. Excellent job Collier. Your mom can now rest. RIP 🙏🕊️

[@georgebreitwieseriii2092]

I love this guy who got sick with guilt after lying to Mom. Good man.

[@rhondawilkins2017]

Bravo 👏 Collier! You are such an inspiration to all of us who have endured trauma in this life. You were so BRAVE to testify against your Father for your 👩 Mother. I watch your KZbin program all the time. Keep sharing TRUTH and using your voice to help other people. You will see your Mother again one day. I know as a Mother myself that you have done your Mom proud! Sending you love ❤from Arkansas,USA

[@marytague6268]

This dude is strong, resilient, intelligent & erudite! Compelling & ferocious & brilliant! Bravo!👏👍

[@ivonna.tinkle]

My heart is thumping hearing Collier’s experience. I’m grateful that my dad was kind to my mom, he was her protector.

[@allisynlitton8373]

This poor man losing his mother at an early age and knowing in his heart his father did it, what a courageous young man. Bless you, Collier ❤❤

[@kayakingirl7252]

I remember when this happened and my heart absolutely breaking for this poor kid and thought about him for YEARS and worrying and wondering how he was doing. Collier, I am so incredibly proud of the man you've become and you have, I'm positive, made your beautiful mother so proud as well ❤❤

[@sokelso]

Whew that last bit really got me. Thank you for sharing your story with us Collier. Thank you for getting your mama justice, for fighting for her, for loving her fiercely. She deserved every last bit of effort you poured into her case. She would be so proud I’m sure. 💛

[@Bink316]

Appalling & unbelievable how he was abandoned by his family & no one took him in. Shame on them. Especially his Mom's family who wouldn't take him in because "he looked too much like his father". Really? Like he can help that? Then the adoption was refused?? Wow.........

[@GoldenBuddah1972]

I know, right? How dare they!?! I’m as serious as a heart attack.

[@trinleywangmo]

@@GoldenBuddah1972 Hear you on that one!

[@Brah027]

Honestly his Mom’s side of the family is just as abusive as his father imo. They’d rather see him and his little sister put through more trauma than go to therapy

[@zoethesmall3601]

Absolutely! Astounding selfishness from the family. I don't know how ppl can live with themselves?

[@lauranminney7793]

The judge must have been a “good ole boy” friend with Collier’s dad…to be so cruel hearted to deny the adoption to the police officer…. But in the end, maybe it was the best thing.

[@MarisaElyse]

Omg finally a full story I could sit through

[@betsyr4724]

Same

[@ladykaya7330]

this is the best episode yet. colliers storytelling was captivating and so well spoken but heartbreaking. i grew up in a similar household. i’m so sorry for your loss, and you are your mothers child. thank you for this amazing episode

[@dianejacobson9367]

Oh boy, my emotions are shattered. I don’t know what to say! I will never, ever forget you. You just settled in my heart forever. I wish you so so much happiness and peace. You deserve it!

[@deborahmannino3775]

Agree!

[@jazzbea6243]

Collier got some great qualities from his father, the best from his mother, as he states. His biological relatives did him a favor by not taking him. Sounds like his adoptive family helped him channel his biology and traumatic past into the man he has become. This is a perfect example of how tragedy was turned into triumph. Collier encountered all the right stuff with each step forward he took. Thank you for sharing.

[@nbgilbert]

I’ve heard Collier story many times. And I’ve heard them from him directly on his podcast and through his documentary about his life. But I’ve never heard some of the things he expressed today. He is a phenomenal human being and you have an incredible way of giving people a feeling of freedom to express themselves with such candor. Thank you, both of you.

[@lyndajamrozik4786]

Hi Collier I’ve been following you and your story since the trial. I was so impressed with your articulate testimony and your moral compass and courage. I hope for you continued indomitable spirit, undaunted bravery and conspicuous gallantry. Your strength and maturity are evidence of your wonderful mother’s legacy. Godspeed to you my friend. ❤ Lynda Peterson Chicago

[@sharondunn6513]

great interview. such a testament to the fact that regardless of childhood trauma we can still make a choice to do good and be good. Our trauma doesn't need to define us.

[@tommythompson4127]

I remembered this case and watched it live. He’s father was cruel in the way he treated his mom, seeing her body being dug up and the time on her hand the moment the watch stopped ticking, frigging cruel. He was such a very handsome, very intelligent young man as well as strong. I was so proud how he stood his ground on the stand giving his testimony. Some adults don’t have the balls he had and this young man is amazing, those attorneys couldn’t make him waver. Intense eye contact, didn’t look away, he’s amazing. I personally think he’s father was jealous of him as well. I pray you continually be blessed healthy and happy.

[@jherod2024]

I hope his family who rejected him as a child are watching this and atone for their selfishness. God bless this man. 🙏🏼

[@cristinashields2740]

I had a ton of trauma from childhood. He explains exactly what its like to grow through the trauma. He made a choice to be different and do different. He made the choice to live with love and lead with his heart. His mother is soso proud

[@janelle-westsideblonde]

Thank god for a son like this guy! I only hope to be so blessed.

[@standuporsitdown2593]

🙏

[@teresa8793]

🙏🙏

[@janelle-westsideblonde]

@@bentheredonethat-lx6nhyour misery makes me feel bad for you. I hope things get better.

[@marathongirl27]

@@bentheredonethat-lx6nhyou’re clearly a nut case hiding behind religion. 😂

[@zoethesmall3601]

@@bentheredonethat-lx6nh how about learn to stfu .... moronic humans out here!!

[@cherylc4468]

A guy who could have easily fell in to drugs with all that pain. He made it though, and he indeed is his mothers son. kinda ended without him telling us if he is married with children after his search for love.

[@talesfromtheleashexpatdogl1426]

He did fall into that. He just found his way out. You don't need to be married with children to find love.

[@nikicarrie4071]

​@@talesfromtheleashexpatdogl1426she just wanted to know if he was

[@Ruey-pv7jx]

He has the cutest puppy dog 🐶💛.

[@allyxjayy]

Jesus. The pain in his voice is breaking me. Please keep us updated with this amazing soul 🖤

[@LookAtTheTrees]

See it through! Collier, you saw it through. You are stronger than he is. I hope you are able to get some peace

[@DavyCR88]

This guy is incredible - so strong, but his mother's family are beyond belief - that Aunt was despicable, great respect for her sister's memory, let the son she adored go into foster care because of her own selfish hang-ups, he looked like his father and that's why she could not take him in, what an utter weakling creep of a human being. Collier is the example of the strongest of humanity and his Aunt is the example of the weakest.

[@StayingAfloat2023]

Mark, by far this is the absolute best interview. I'm just so sick of watching addicts on your channel. This was a tragic story, but so beautifully told by him. I watched this interview 3 times over and over again and didn't get bored twice. The expression, emotion, everything about this touched my heart. Collier, if you're reading this, you have the absolute biggest heart. To be able to have some sort of amicable relationship with someone that murdered your sweet mama is beyond anything I've ever heard of. You are gold.

[@daisywares1]

I met Colliier at Crime Con last year. It's off-putting how physically beautiful he is. But the pain radiates out of every cell. Bless this guy...I know he's trying

[@MoonChild-po9du]

​@@Niko6767 got something to say now niko6767?

[@wesleyAlan9179]

​@@Niko6767 You're weird. Leave this lady alone, weirdo.

[@xtinamarie_333]

Seriously!!! ​@@wesleyAlan9179

[@iless664]

What a weird interaction this was to read. Just imagine this conversation taking place over a dinner table 😂

[@Niko6767]

@@wesleyAlan9179 go smoke more meth your teeth look missing

[@Anna-ml1qz]

My husband tried to murder me 6 years ago in front of our son. 30 stabs, no remorse. He pleaded not guilty all trial, still feels HE is a victim (narcissism mixed with paranoia).

[@clairewilliams7762]

Thank God your here 🙌

[@LilBipper]

@@Sndwvvvve#CatAccountability

[@kellie9668]

Lord forgive me when I whine, I have two eyes, the world is mine. I have nothing but empathy for you hon, please let me know if you need someone to talk to.

[@Anna-ml1qz]

​@@SndwvvvveWrong time and place for the stupid jokes of yours

[@Anna-ml1qz]

​@@kellie9668thank you for your kind offer. I had 3 rounds of therapy and still am on antidepressants. But other than that I have a beautiful and fulfilling life with my kids 💛

[@TruecrimeWithAlicia]

Collier I want to Thank you for sharing your truth! Im currently working on a Tiktok about this case and I was blown away by how strong Collier was during this whole situation! Absolutely amazing ❤ Great Video SWU

[@angelablaney4575]

What a lovely guy you are Collier! Im so sorry for your loss. 😢 You are a strong guy and i wish for a great life for you!💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏💖🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@hydraflora1342]

what an emotionally developed kid at such a young age. I hope everyday he's proud of what he did and what he survived, first his father and the growing up i the foster system AND losing his family.i

[@Deckardrick007]

This human was born with true grit. I wish I had half of what this kid had when I was 12. I truly believe nothing can stop this man. Such an incredible feat to continue and see things through at a very young age. He did EVERYTHING right and once he leaves this world his mother will be there, waiting for him proud of her son’s gallant effort ❤

[@originalbluebuddha]

Man oh man. I tend to listen to these while I'm working on my various hobbies. I heard Mansfield, OH, looked up, and saw the spitting image of his father on my screen. Jack was my doctor, and I knew him and Noreen socially, but personally not well at all. You could've knocked me over with a feather when the news broke that she was missing, and when they found her body in PA it seemed almost unbelievable to me that he could do such a thing. I left Ohio for good prior to the trial, but had little doubt how it would go based on the overwhelming evidence. Hadn't even thought about it in many years. It's heartbreaking to hear that Collier didn't even wind up with family. Glad he's doing well despite the traumatic childhood.

[@thundercrackerangrygriphar4553]

My mother's ex bf climbed up our balcony, got in and threatened to kill her with a knife. She stayed with him after that incident. He abused her more after that. She's no longer with him thankfully.

[@gabrielpacana8596]

Women always go for the abusers...🤦‍♂️

[@miss_pkay]

A phenomenal interview Mark. Collier is a very special person with a gentle soul. I hope he gets to put his life story into a documentary or film one day. Thank you both, very moving & emotional.

[@mesEmom]

Greetings to Collier from Mansfield! I met you when you were in town for your Ted X talk to present your movie. I will never forget the trial when we were kids, and the movie was so well done! You both do great work. Please keep it coming!

[@fifilamoore1718]

❤❤❤ Some of the comments in here are simply, mean spirited & weird, unwell people in here But Thanks 4 telling your story I think your so so kind, open minded and caring the love ur mum gave u in 11 years was Huge. Blessings too you.

[@sharongremer4226]

Wow, what a story - Collier you are an amazing person and your mom would be so proud, you are her son ❤.