Trauma, Revenge and Redemption-Clark Fredericks

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Clark Fredericks, a survivor of childhood sexual abuse.
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[@clarkfredericks3309]

Hello everyone, I bared my soul with all its cuts and bruises for the world to see. The response has been amazing and I thank you all. To read over and over that this is the "Best interview ever" is quite an honor. May this video help others Break Their Silence and Inspire all who see it. PEACE.

[@tommyeugene]

You my new brother, are an incredibly Courageous Man! Your light now shines over the world to help us who still suffer from the abuses of 'ASS CLOWNS' who took our childhood innocence, and replaced it with fear and pain. Thank you for sharing with us. God Bless you, Tommy, Northern Minnesota

[@tomsuiteriii9742]

Clark, I very rarely watch videos this long all the way through, but your story captivated me so much I couldn't stop once I started. I'm so glad you didn't have to completely lose the rest of your life by bringing justice to that monster--although, as you said, it didn't really fix your problems. As someone who has not experienced abuse and can't relate to it on a personal level, I'm deeply sorry for what you were forced to endure, however I'm glad that the Lord has been able to bring some good out of such evil by using you an an instrument to other abuse survivors. Thanks to testimonies like yours, I'm motivated to always be a person of empathy, understanding, and non-judgementalism to those who have experienced abuse in any way. God Bless you, my friend.

[@mkeasey100]

I understand the pain you are carrying inside. Thank you for sharing your story. Best wishes to you & your sweetheart. I can’t wait to read your book!

[@Traces13]

Yes, you are a Humanitarian and you are the face of inspiration. The lifelong commitment to exposing insidious fear made by henious people in the public arena is high order: *G*ood *O*rderly *D*irection. Have a great life. Peace!

[@maggialbiez]

Thank you so much Clark 💙💚💛💜

[@la3800]

Dennis Pegg died in 2012 and his obituary reads like he's an upstanding citizen. These monsters are all around us. Thank you, Clark, I have great respect for you for fighting this monster and winning.

[@powderandpaint14]

Did no-one ever report him?! It sounds like he had a lot of victims.

[@NoOne-sn2si]

It sounds like he had a lot of enablers... Fellow pigs... Truly disgusting, these guys can't do it alone. They always have people who enable whether they know it or not... Whoever knows where this molesting pig's grave is, please post. This is probably the best SWU episode yet. Thank you!

[@thelittlebrownranch9105]

OMG!!! His obit reads like he is friggin Jesus!! Surely whomever wrote that obit did a lot of research to list alll his 'accomplishments'. (By 'accomplishments' I really mean opportunities he setup to get access to people he could victimize.) No doubt they knew he was raping boys and men. So not only is the world full of monsters, those monsters have people helping them. Grrr. P.S. Check out the "We Need to Talk About Cosby" series to hear more about monsters who rape and the people who help them rape. Grrr.

[@Asto508]

@@powderandpaint14 As one of the police officers told him, everyone knew but they lacked formal evidence because none of the victims was telling about it.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@powderandpaint14 Lots of victims but no proof to convict him. His obituary shows it wouldn't have been an easy fight.

[@ImHereForTheFood]

The saddest thing is to hear adults who suffered sexual abuse as kids say their biggest regret was not saying anything. Having to live with that level of guilt and shame, processing such complex emotions while being preyed upon and still thinking they should have been stronger or had the courage to speak up is heartbreaking.

[@claireh.7605]

Children just need to be explicitly taught about scenarios that happen and that they should tell others and adults

[@stephaniesoscia3336]

​@@claireh.7605I think that's a really naive assumption. I would also think it's pretty insulting to victims of sexual abuse. Of course talking to your kids is important but don't you think many victims parents did have that conversation. Did you listen when he described how his abuser deterred him from speaking up?

[@claireh.7605]

@@stephaniesoscia3336 sure, if you loo up 'contreras divorce court florida deputy arrest' it shows how a court guard would take women for fake drug checks and treat them like the back room of a strip club, then not register their complaints if they spoke up and literally tell them they will be arrested for false complaints and disorderly conduct if they complain about him. Then he blackmails the woman like that on camera, in front of a family judge who stays out like it isn't her business, and his coworker immediately becomes a co-conspirator, then the prosecutor helps them for going after the woman on false charges after they arrest her. It is crazy how everyone just ganged up on her when one incriminated guy was threatened with being reported.

[@-_oOtianaOo_-]

I really appreciate you. Thank you❤

[@Neddoest]

⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠@@stephaniesoscia3336I certainly recall that part of the story; do you remember when he said his parents warned him about getting in a stranger’s car, but not about not getting in a car with a person he knew? To be fair to Clark’s parents- we as a society didn’t have the understanding and awareness of how abuse actually happens to children. Today we do know. And that’s part of what proper sex education looks like. Explaining to your children what is and _is not_ appropriate for _any_ adult to do with or to them. Obviously it won’t prevent all assaults (and nobody said that it would) but it would make a dramatic difference Claireh is right.

[@jonnn420]

Thank you Clark Fredericks. Your story saved me. This kept me from doing the same thing to my 4b$3r. Instead I outed him and now I get to see his world slowly crumble as he’s feeling everything I felt. This is way better and it’s all because you gave me the power to.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Yessssssssssssssssss

[@TehonaMeagan]

AWESOME

[@DeadRabitz]

God for you

[@LoganDymek]

You are stronger than the shit that happened to u. It doesn’t define u. How u respond does. Keep going.

[@noohamasri5616]

I wanna take revenge so bad 😢

[@crabbygramma5553]

Mark didn’t say a word throughout Clark’s experience, but his hug at the end says it all.

[@tonyseta2788]

Mark said one word which sums it up "WOW."

[@kassidiheidemann444]

For real!!!

[@kamelaparis7489]

How could he !?! This is riveting !!!!!

[@MsSophieloula]

So powerful and heartfelt ❤️

[@noone8627]

A LOT of interviewers on KZbin should take notes from Mark.

[@shaneankrom784]

Clark and his family lived in my neighborhood growing up and his story shook the whole county to the core.We rallied behind him when he was in court to see that he got leniency getting rid of a sick animal.

[@bluest1524]

When executing a malignant predator, do your best to be discreet.

[@paulden3158]

@@bluest1524 agreed

[@bluest1524]

@@paulden3158 This way, you can continue living a free, beautiful life and being kind to animals and vulnerable people, and if the opportunity presents, rid the world of even more malignant predators. ; )

[@genesises]

@@bluest1524 and live with more guilt in private? when talking about taking life, don't be so casual.

[@ryanjofre]

@@genesises touché

[@connorsimpson887]

I am 16 rn and I got SAd at the age of 15 by a neighbour of mine. He was 70 smth. This story made me realise I can actually have a life even if I went trough it. Respect for you Clerk. I hope the best for you

[@Athos1776]

I’m so sorry to hear that, I wish that I could be your big brother and be there for you. Please open up to a loved one even though it might be hard at first it is worth it.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Connor, so sorry brother. Life is not over. Use that pain to propel you forward

[@connorsimpson887]

@@Athos1776 it’s ok!!I told my mom about it and we did report the guy. Sadly we didn’t have any evidence and lost the case. Mom asked if I wanted to continue w suing again but it would’ve been just a waste of money. But now I’m pretty good. My friends support me. Sadly I did get made fun of by some kids at school because my mom told everyone so they can be safe and stay away from the creep. But now I am doinf pretty ok, and I am slowly healing

[@angelapursley2811]

You certainly can...

[@jacobmcvay123]

Anybody makin fun of a kid for gettin sexually assaulted are fuckin whack jobs so don’t worry bout them. Stay strong kid!

[@HaphazardReal]

man talked this whole thing without crying tough as fuck

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks for that

[@CBG2895]

This gentleman is the EXACT reason we "dont judge a book by its cover, We never know what someone is going through"

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Truth..........

[@aprilodell1688]

Dd

[@christinalyn3]

It makes me think back to certain classmates in high school. What were they going through? It makes my heart hurt.

[@danh2343]

Be Kind...EVERYONE is FIGHTING a BATTLE you know nothing about. I wear this t-shirt proudly. It's very true.

[@liseh9408]

My nephews abuser was released from prison and my nephew had a break down than committed suicide the same day. Your saving lives with your life story. Thank you! 🙏🏻

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Oh Lisa, I am so sorry to hear that, truly I am.

[@TeaRose9]

So sorry for your nephew, just heartbreaking beyond words.

[@thiziriii]

I'm so sorry for you loss . I hope his soul gets to have peace in heaven

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@thiziriii thank you

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

Omg... I am so sorry. These monsters NEED to be eradicated!! Life sentence, no parole. There's NO other way...

[@lilimurphy8684]

I was raped by a family "friend" when I was 12 yrs old but fortunately it was only once and then he went away. My parents never knew and now they are gone and don't need to feel the pain. I somehow hid the trauma within and just recently came to acceptance and I am okay. I thank you for sharing your story and you are brave to do so. May God Bless you for taking him out so he can no longer harm anyone. I wish I had been as courageous.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

So sorry for the hell you had to experience

[@noohamasri5616]

Hugs.

[@JuanRomero-hv6rv]

Love you friend.

[@noula2890]

You are so brave 🙏🏼

[@lolafults6271]

this is by far the most POWERFUL interview i’ve ever seen

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you

[@The_Dusk_Sage]

@@clarkfredericks3309Thank you for sharing your story, I’m certain it’s helped many other victims of abuse.

[@ginajones2328]

Hugs. A very wicked disgusting predator.

[@guscunnilin]

This was intensely powerful. I don't think anyone that kills their abuser should do a day in jail

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I hope that the times have changed and it's impossible for a predator to have a 40+year reign of terror. There should be no one looking the other way or just wanting to sweep this ugly problem under the rug.

[@NateThaGreat187]

Fr like they should be able to kill their abuser like if the abuser didn’t go to prison for doing that then neither should the guy who killed his abuser the guy just wanted justice since the cops didn’t want to get justice

[@brandondanielson1253]

Yes but atleast in jail he could not harm himself or do more drugs and he had the chance to rehabilitate himself and get better

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@Brandon Danielson Brandon, You ate 100% correct. My lawyer told me immediately that he did not want me getting bailed out. He said that I was addicted to drugs, I was in a horrible mental state, and it didn't look good for someone charged with murder to be out in the community going to bars and out to dinners. He also said I needed to be removed from all the negative influences in my life and just concentrate on me. He was right on everything.

[@suekleinman6737]

Absolutely, in fact If a victim kills his abuser I think they should be awarded.

[@probiotic1]

The fact that his dog showed more concern for you at 12 speaks volumes. His moral compass was beneath animals. I have watched this three times. Kudos for having the courage to take your power back from that sob.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored, seriously honored that you have watched this 3 times. My life is a Cautionary Tale. My story of overcoming applies to everyone. Not one of us is going to through life unscathed. How will you handle the punches that life throws at you. I'm telling you that we are all capable of overcoming any hurdle that life puts in our way.

[@SabakaJunglay]

Dogs are the very best. Humans are the very most fucked up, as a group

[@greendragon4058]

Holyshit you certainly deserve all the love and compassion this world has for you that would horrify me about that dog. I have no words thank you for the courage to tell your story

[@threeeightsixeight]

​@@clarkfredericks3309hey clark, how do you propose i teach my future kids how to evade or combat these horrific monsters? thanks, ian

[@dreamingtree6093]

Most humans are beneath animals consciousness. Most animals kill for survival. In all my years working with wildlife, I've realized that the human condition is comprised of evil.

[@sweetivorywhite]

I have never been so mesmerized as I was, while watching you Clark. I will agree, that this is the best interview that Mark has done. All I can say is that I truly pray, that the rest of your life is full of love and laughter. I am a few years younger than you, but I am looking at you through a mother’s eyes. I wish I could hug the pain away from the little boy, that I see. Love from Canada.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you for watching and for your kind words.

[@michellerjackson5776]

God be with you Clark. Thank you for telling your unbelievable story. ❤😊🙏

[@emilykepler3761]

This was a hard story to listen to but very inspiring about how you overcame such adversity. I’m so sorry you felt you had to keep it in so long but I’m glad you are enjoying a clean, happy, positive life. When you said you had coffee with that girl and fell back in love, I burst into tears of happiness. You deserve to have a happy life. ❤️

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@emilykepler3761 thank you Emily

[@Dennisereee]

Im a 15yo boy and luckily nothing like this ever happend to me but i could never be as strong as you and tell such a story you are an amazing story teller

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks brother

[@tapatvde]

Being a survivor of childhood sexual molestation i was silent for decades! I was in my late 30's when i learned to speak up about it. Now i am 60 and i have been sober for 30 years. #SpeakUp

[@jen-ms4xo]

Wow that's awesome 30 yrs sober glad you're free to be you and that you spoke up 30 yrs ago keep on keeping on 🙏

[@frankie5354]

I was 43 before I told anyone….

[@goldtable9347]

Don't speak!!.. Like Gwen Stefani said!!

[@hippiechic25]

I finally spoke up at 40 and everyone brushed it under the rug

[@tahendricks]

Congratulations on your sobriety 💪💜

[@lyndawilliams4570]

I appreciate that he called his abusers name - he said his name. He’s telling the truth 100% - so many details and clear description of what grooming looks like . Also a cautionary tale for parents - trusts no one with your precious children.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

You can't trust anyone Lynda

[@juancontreras7514]

At times it's hard to trust your own decision making, how can anybody trust a person/brain you have 0 control over when we cant even control our own at times!! 👍🏽

[@Zeevuhl]

@@juancontreras7514 nice leg!

[@emilyb5278]

Talk to them about what is abuse and who to tell once they get to a age of understanding. Most people are fine but unfortunately we don't know who , my friends was touched inappropriately by two of her dad's friend when she was asleep to this day she has issue s saying no to men. Another girl family had house parties and she was raped by family friend she went from size 10 healthy to 20 stone within a few year's.

[@Jhayes14590]

Usually they bleep out the names I’m glad mark didn’t

[@jlywi7171]

I have 3 small children. Watching these videos helps me to be aware of people and makes me more cautious of who I allow around my kids. I’m sorry this happened to you 😔

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Tell your children that never ever ever should an adult ask a child to keep a secret

[@labgrownlove]

Be cautious of the signs of childhood trauma when they are growing up, too. I ruined my life because no one from my family did, and just thought I'm a bad apple. Doesn't have to be sexual abuse, there's alot that can really fuck up a kid out there.

[@libbyhicks7549]

Thats why I watch as well. Many of these stories follow similar scripts. I am learning what to watch out for. I think all the men in our society are really messed up from the violent prn industry and the circumcism (which I see as satanic ritual abuse of the male infant). Throw in the drugs and you have got yourself a real dangerous mess.

[@beemo6221]

I have these conversations with my niece 11 and nephew 8 who I care for. I run through different scenarios and what grooming looks like. We discuss the various types of people that can do these things. We talk about not being desperate for anything like gaming, food, freedom, activities, attention, affection. We talk about how I am always on their side and how they may lie to them that they'll hurt, kill or it'll bring shame. We talk about the effects of abuse and how people may view them as disadvantaged children and use it against them. We talk about how they are never to be alone with their trainers and have secret conversations. Also that they are not allowed to do these types of things as it can be life changing and destroying. We also discuss social media, phones, mental illness, drugs and alcohol, God, cults, homelessness, prison, etc I don't know where they will go in life, it's something I can't determine but I want them to be aware and open with me. I'm not sure if I'm right doing this as it's kind of dark but as a kid my mum spoke to me about life, people and situations that stayed me and has kept me somewhat safe. My sister lived those crucial years with my dad who never spoke wisdom to her and she was felt she was stupid even though she's intelligent. I've been having these conversations with them for almost 5years. Even when my nephew was 3. At 5 his big cousin who was 10 did stuff with him and he was able to tell me. It's was all very emotional for all of us and we spent lots of time talking it through. We took it to my other nephews mum and she was so angry at her son but I was more concerned with why and if someone had done it to him. We put it all in the open and even made family aware of it so it wasn't some secret and my nephew's was given comfort and encouragement. He also had a friend who was curious and was learning things maybe from his dad and my boy stayed there a couple of nights (not anymore) there was another little boy who would stay there as their mothers were friends. My nephew said that he was worried about the younger boy staying there and that I should let the mom know he might not be safe because the friend is a bit weird. I let the kids mother know what my nephew had said. My take is that the darkness won't take my kids by surprise and they recognise this stuff as evil and hopefully be brave and they'll bring anything to the light. Sorry this is long.

[@battfinkz]

Fact that you got back with your childhood sweetheart put me into tears bro, a 40 year old, miserable lump of a man that's had some of his own struggles through life, in tears, cant remember when that last happened, that part was beautiful. So happy for you

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored that I could make you cry

[@battfinkz]

@clarkfredericks3309 wish you all the best mate, these dark days when it's a struggle to lift a limb are tough, you have all these people on these videos hoping you get through them 🤘

[@bereatha1]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am a 74 year old Black female and I was also tramatized as a child which led me down a dispicable life including prison. I, like you, have completely turned my life around. Thank you for being the calalyst for others to find healing. May God Bless You and keep You in his Loving Care.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Goodmorning Tanya, I've heard from so many people from all walks of life and our stories all seem to mirror each other. The trauma is so great that we all seem to self-destruct in very similar ways. The trauma steers our ship off course and its up to us to finally get back on a new course. Bless you that you survived and found a new course for your life.

[@bereatha1]

@@clarkfredericks3309 Thank you so much for responding. I also shared your trauma with drug addition. After viewing this video, I googled you and I was directed to your day of sentencing and the statement you made to the court. You were so full that you couldn't hold back the tears and anxiety. You were able to say it all OUT LOUD and my guess is: That might have been the start day of your healing. There needs to be a movie chronicling your life. God Bless You and thank you for all you do.

[@christineculhane7109]

He described being sexually abused so vividly and accurately I had trouble breathing while listening. I had to take a moment, take a breather and comment. The feeling of being utterly and completely frozen when it happens. Like you can’t breathe, and like you are the only person in the world. It does something to your brain. To your soul. You do wonder where God was. My own father and my uncle repeatedly molested me and I too was told to keep it a secret. I did keep it a secret when I was still a kid, but after I moved out… fuck secrets. I confronted both of them. My alcoholic father added insult to injury and was so disgusted that I brought it up. He’s disgusted? 🤯 My uncle is currently in prison as he molested other girls in the family- even his granddaughter. This man from Stillwater, NJ made me feel less alone today. Signed, the woman from Hawthorne, NJ

[@kylieeeramirez7838]

Aw Christine, I’m so sorry. 😞

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

Woman from Hawthorne, NJ, this woman in Nashville Tennessee wants to cry for you. I feel a little better knowing you don't feel alone this morning because of Clark's bravery. Thinking of you and all the other survivors of rape this morning. Xoxo Kim

[@littlems.tries-to-fix-it6270]

❤️❤️❤️ proud of you for speaking up 😘😘😘

[@christineculhane7109]

Thank you for your kindness, but I don’t want to make this about me. Listening to Clark…so much of it is insanely relatable. That’s the only thing I want to make about me- is that I am also fluent in speaking the language of trauma. The shame, the rage, the lack of coping skills, the inability to connect emotionally…the failed attempts to escape into different addictions…the indescribable bouts of depression…the occasional feeling of longing for it all to be over… I’m so honored that he shared his story and I am even more thrilled about where he stands today. Thank you again for your kind words and I’m also proud to finally be sober! ❤️‍🩹

[@tahendricks]

God bless you 💜💪

[@jimkillips-wz7kj]

I am 64 and that was the powerful interview I have ever listened too and his life story will some day be a movie that will heal millions of abuse survivors

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Yes Jim. Any success I have simply means that I am able to reach more people

[@thissucks6886]

@@clarkfredericks3309 you are so strong man .

[@Celestialnighthawk]

There should be a movie made about this man’s story.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Working on it

[@Celestialnighthawk]

@@clarkfredericks3309 glad to hear that your story was inspiring im currently dealing with demons and addictions of my own hearing your story gave me hope thank you for sharing.

[@TheOnlyGuitarFather]

As a father, this infuriates me. I can’t believe there’s parents out there who can’t pick up on their kids behavioral changes. It’s stories like this as to why I don’t trust anyone besides 4 or 5 people with my boy. No teacher, no friends parents, no priest, no scout leader, no coach, no body at all.

[@carlphelps4098]

Sure makes me think.🤔

[@petekdemircioglu]

Me too

[@ssoma151]

We choose the life we are to live, we pick our parents we are born into

[@Vinni_Cousin]

90% of predators are white heterosexual males, they are also your friends, family or acquaintance. There’s also a long history of “oh kids lie! They just want attention!” Also a view that kids are inherently bad, so this “bad behavior” is almost expected. Instead of figuring out what message these actions are trying to tell us, we “don’t spoil the child by sparing the rod”. As a survivor I’m glad this is coming to light

[@marchkean4202]

A child's coping mechanism is to deny the bad things, in hopes it goes away. Parents try but feel hopeless. Seek help if you know something is not right with your child.

[@n.h.moreno]

My heart goes out to this man. My stepdad is a sick bastard and we were forced to live with him for twenty years.... He even went through me, my sisters, their daughters and tried for my girlfriends. He is currently on trial...and I have been sober for a year

[@kylieeeramirez7838]

Thank u for sharing that with us . I’m so sorry…. And congrats on your sobriety!

[@marylougeorge9890]

Congratulations on your sobriety. I'm sorry for what you and your loved ones have been through. It's good to hear he's going to trial.

[@paulmcminn2802]

Stay strong N. H. You are doing so well. You are amazing.

[@teresag3713]

Stay strong!! My family did the same!!! Entire family are pedophiles except me!!!!!!!!!!!

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@teresag3713 I'm sorry honey. You keep taking care of yourself.❤️

[@velvetannemadro9876]

Your story to stay alive and not commit suicide, in spite of all your traumas, has made me want to live in spite of mine. You're a God sent Clark and I thank you! God Bless!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Please don't leave us

[@tammyhavlik1015]

Some good sources to help overcome trauma that are online are Richard Grannon's Emotional Flashback Worksheet. Also, Rewind Therapy by The Human Givens Institute (I do a version of it on my own). The Crappy Childhood Fairy has a lot of free content too. 🙏

[@i.e.y]

@@tammyhavlik1015 thank you for recommending the content above. I am on reading!

[@tammyhavlik1015]

@@i.e.y Oh good! 🙏 Prayers for you to find what works for you. I also do a lot with my diet that supportive of good emotional health, well, as good as it can be. ♡

[@shelbefurra4337]

This is the realest and most honest interview I’ve watched on SWU to date. I’ve thought about Clark all day. The transparency you have found Clark has impacted me so deeply. I’m sorry you suffered in silence for so long and I am so grateful you’re choosing not to anymore!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks for that

[@cmickie3296]

Denis Pegg chose the wrong little boy to mess with. This man grew up to be a fierce warrior with a sacred purpose.

[@calicojack5623]

Let’s not romanticize this shit

[@cmickie3296]

@@calicojack5623 That’s not romanticizing “this shit”, that’s acknowledging someone who turned “this shit” around.

[@calicojack5623]

@@cmickie3296 understandable

[@ajecks]

That is a dumb statement. He lost the life he deserved to live because of that pos - there was no purpose of this happening to him and this shouldn't have been his "destiny" - his destiny should have been being happy, maybe with that girl who he said was the love of his life. That animal robbed him forever.

[@vincentramos8292]

​@@calicojack5623 bruh did you really just fucking say she was romanticizing it wtf is wrong with you

[@suzannes5888]

Clark Fredericks, then 50, was given the minimum sentence of five years for stabbing Dennis Pegg to death in June 2012. I'm so sorry he had to go through that too -- but Clark freed the world of that demon. I'm glad Clark is out of prison and sharing his powerful story...I feel confident it will set others free, physically and emotionally, from their abusers. Thank you Clark! You're a hero.

[@ermfine2]

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Bravo Clark.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen!👍👏👏👏❤️

[@user-ql5yb2hs2p]

You are free….liberated…you can’t forget..but YOU ARE MAKING LIFE BETTER FOR OTHERS…I am sorry you have gone through this♥️

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@user-ql5yb2hs2p 👍👏👏👏❤️

[@Markotto09]

The fact he did time is a testament to what’s wrong with the system. The Pedo earned it.

[@produccionesdebajosrecurso7451]

Your memory bro, your sharpness, your storytelling skills, and all your emotions, so beautiful Clark. So brave man, you are an inspiration :)

[@grundgesetzart.1463]

I live in Germany. This hits close to home. The person(s) responsible still walk free and nothing ever happened to them. I am left here with my helpless rage and PTSD....alcohol was my go to solution. Thank you for this interview, I was not sure whether I should watch this, but I'm glad I did.

[@noohamasri5616]

Feel you. Hugs

[@JRStephens5005]

I was sexually and physically abused by my dad for 19 years(1968-1987). It destroyed my life, but six months before he died in August, 2014, I forgave him because I had to try and move beyond all the trauma I'd been through. But, he never apologized to me or admitted to what he'd done. To this day(I'm 54), I still can't be in close physical proximity to another man. It paralyzes me with fear. So, I completely understand this.

[@borghiire]

I am so sorry for what happened to you… you are strong, even just saying this is very brave. Remember you are safe and nobody will hurt you anymore. Sending you love

[@bity7655]

I wish I could give you a hug. I know how the world looks like its full of demons when you've been betrayed by someone who was supposed to protect you from them. Who did this to you was a monster disguised in human flesh. You're a brave man who was generous enough to forgive him and tell your story here. You've my respect, Sir. I hope you overcome this fear someday and live your life to the fullest. I'm proud of how far you've come. Lots of love ❤️

[@mellie0402]

I'm really sorry Jimmy 💚 . I was never sexually abused but my own mother would physically and mentally abuse me since young. Started out young where she would make me stay up and than I couldn't get up for school. And than it progressed and its still happening. Recently I called my brother to tell him I have to let my parents go . Its for the best for me. I just can't do it anymore. As sad as it is Jimmy anybody that was supposed to be there for you and wasent same thing , let them go. I hope you can have some sort of recovery . I wish you the best 💚.

[@russellwong3658]

Jimmy, I am so sorry for what happened to you.

[@jenalex6161]

GOOD LORD!!! YOU WERE The BETTER MAN🙏😞❤I AM SO SORRY for Your SUFFERING and PAIN🙏GOD Bless You Sir❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏

[@naniandtheripper6803]

This story made me realize I needed help. Thank you Clark. I am 9 days sober now. Thank you Clark.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

How absolutely wonderful. . Stick with it,, it gets easier as time goes on. Life gets easier to live when you are sober. All the things that used to trigger you and make you abuse substances suddenly don't bother you as much

[@nightcrawlr1035]

I got sexually harassed by gay men for a couple years. I don’t know how but when he was describing being frozen during the predators acts. It unlocked that trauma that I’ve had buried long ago. I’m researching for therapy now because a lot of shit went down after the fact as I was a troubled kid.

[@lisalep]

Well done my friend. Sending you love ❤️

[@kaychristensen4394]

@@nightcrawlr1035 Therapy is the right path. Your doctor would be a good source for a referral. Many therapists specialize in childhood sexual abuse survivors. They have the background and experience to help you, and they have heard it all. Your story will not shock them. And they will not ever make you feel shame or embarrassment! They are there to support you on your journey of healing. The more you talk, you will literally feel that burden of trying to deal with it on your own lifting off you. It won't happen overnight, so be patient with yourself. Anything worthwhile takes time. And you are worth it. Sending much love and good vibes. 💛

[@kathyborthwick6738]

🍃🌸🍃🙏🏽🍃🌸🍃 May Creator Bless and Guide you on this journey to become sober and succeed! 🍃🦬🍃👵🏽👋🏾

[@niconavarro899]

Man i cried like a baby…I felt every word

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored my life could touch you so

[@wmsc0ttcunn1ngham96]

Clark, I started smoking weed at 13, and shoplifting before that. Got high until age 22 when getting clean was my ticket to a great job opportunity. But it was really, really tough to quit. And I understand better now what the catalyst may have been, which will remain with me. Your willingness to share your story has, so many years later helped me understand what may have triggered those activities. You're not alone, and I join with 13,000 others to say "thanks" for being so open and honest. Thank you, stay strong.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Hey brother, I'm honored that I could open your eyes for you. It's never too late to heal. If I can do it, so can you

[@wigglyennui]

His storytelling is absolutely riveting. What an amazing individual

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Much appreciated

[@sikin2023]

@@clarkfredericks3309 your a inspiration mate.. from australia. im so agnry

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@James Fogarty Thanks brother. What a journey this life has been

[@Animal14722]

Yes, I hate that I judged this man by his appearance. His everyman aesthetic underscored his amazing story and insights.

[@jennross6466]

@@sikin2023 You're* which is You are- google the difference between Your and You're PLEASE PLEASE. Educate yourself.

[@M5TABBYCAT]

The police officer that told him to say the 5th amendment and request a lawyer was truly a proper gentleman. Sometimes you get the right person at the right time.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

He was the Angel I needed at that time

[@Benemortasia666]

His life is not just a story for me, its something I can relate too. Meeting somebody like that at a moment like that. It was a sign.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@Benemortasia666 Amen

[@palmtrees2420]

@@clarkfredericks3309 You're an amazing person and Im glad you survived all of this and are a free man today. I wish I couldve gotten revenge on my abuser but the pathetic coward offed himself. At least he cant hurt anyone else.

[@JDKelleherMusic]

Best channel on t'internet. These stories save us all. Thank you Clark.

[@faithhepburn8739]

Going through DV and nobody knowing the paralysis you go through and how the system itself tries to overpower you, never feeling like you can trust anyone and always feeling alone in the universe - this interview just doubled the population in my world. That sentence is so freeing - we are only as sick as our secrets. And what was a survival mechanism becomes a coping mechanism becomes a crutch until you cant differentiate yourself and your personality from your pain and avoidance, and then you collapse and the cycle begins again. Watching this interview was so inspiring -- it shows that we can come to terms with whatever we've experienced and that the dark entities that haunt us can be dispelled with our truth. Thank you for baring your scars so that we may have the courage to do the same!

[@adrianalleras2864]

Hi Clark. I too was molested as a child for three years by my mother's second husband, he did it to my older sister as well. His name is Douglas Santos; he was a photo developer at Paramount Pictures in the early 2000s. I know what it's like to deal with a respected predator. I am 23 now. You're amazing, and I admire your strength. I wish you peace and healing always. Soo happy to hear about the reunion with your college sweetheart 🥺❤❤

[@pinkpugginz]

thank you for sharing your story

[@Prometheuspredator]

😢

[@binzypoo]

❤

[@rojamillerover]

Did you ever report him?

[@earend1]

I am so sorry this happened to you and your sister too.

[@amyj777]

His story is so very similar to my husband’s. Unfortunately my husband was in a great deal of denial and self hatred that he never got help. He spent most of his life struggling with his addictions and in prison. We were married for 3 years before he passed away from overdose at the young age of 35. Clark, thank you for sharing your story. It will help more people, especially men, than any of us can imagine. I’m rooting for you. Take care of yourself.

[@serenaw7727]

My dad died of alcoholic myocarditis a couple weeks ago after a long and horrific battle with chronic alcoholism. He was raped at age 16 by a family friend. He never told anyone for 40 years. As someone who was groomed and sexually abused in my early 20s by a superior at work early in my career, I can not even begin to imagine the pain of keeping a secret like that for 40 years. Rest in peace Dad. :'(

[@amyj777]

@@serenaw7727 ♥️

[@staceywilliams1863]

❤❤❤

[@nubiagoldd]

I’m so sorry Amy

[@willnorizz]

I am sorry for your loss. Stay Strong 🙌

[@janeegreene963]

This man’s testimony needs to be heard by the world! ❤

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks, let's make it happen

[@the5cvs]

Mark, this channel will or should one day soon earn you a Emmy. The awareness the stories of the people you interview are taking us out of the dark. I mean, these stories are bringing our hearts a deeper level of compassion. Because of this channel, I no longer judge the homeless, drug addicted people. I always give them money when they ask now. I dont care what they are going to end up using it for. They all have their reasons for living in their situations. And the pain is real. Clark, you are one heck of a Gift to the world. I am so so sorry you had to live through this, but Thank you for answering HIS call.

[@itzel.elizabeth]

This is THE MOST INTENSE AND HEALING testimony I've ever had the pleasure of experiencing. For today, I feel less alone, hopeful and clear. Thank you guys from the bottom of my heart.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

My pleasure

[@uniquename846]

@@clarkfredericks3309 Listened to this this morning. I don't understand what could be running through a person's head, to be that horrific to others in the world. I have to go read more psychology, very sorry to hear what you went through. I have to wonder about the whacked out behaviors of the man. Maybe he turned the heat on in the room, so to symbolize some kind of messed up war scene he was in, in the hot jungle of vietnam. And that day or time in his life became like a trigger, for some messed up behavior later. I don't know, sorry again about what you experienced, this story was something else

[@ainnochaim9450]

@@clarkfredericks3309 thank you. Thank you so much. Your testimony is touched me in so many ways! I am a survivor and so is my brother. He reminds me so much of you. 🧡🧡🧡

[@thetamoramay7331]

@@clarkfredericks3309 The mama bear in me wants to jump through the screen and protect you. I’m so glad you are able to share your story and know you are loved and supported by people you’ll probably never even meet. ❤️🙏🏻🌹

[@stormcorrosion176]

@Clark Fredricks I have two young sons, 11 and 17. Hearing your account today has hit me pretty hard. Take care man, and thanks.

[@remingtongraves]

From one childhood rape survivor to another, I feel so much love and respect for you. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored that you took the time to listen, thank you. So so sorry that you experienced this hell as well. Peace.

[@robertmatos6049]

@@clarkfredericks3309 your strong and honesty so much more then the situation you were placed in as someone who was taken advantage of its something well never forget

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@robertmatos6049 thank you Robert

[@anti-narc]

you are a Hero -- my Hero movve i Will never do but my abusers deserve,,,, i struggle with the anger, i read meditate found a dieta AND spirit system that works wonders we all know there Is no 100-/, healing when lines like this áre crossed

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@Anti-Narc No, we will never heal 100% . But, 93% is doable.

[@hustlemami8732]

I bawled my eyes out at this. I wish i could give you a big hug Clarke. You make my heart so so full.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Bring that hug on

[@paintedcheststaineddrawers6650]

Wow. God bless you 🙏. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️.

[@BeachLife61]

Bawled mine out too, just Wow! Live your life happy Clarke 💪🙏💪

[@lyndahendricks7084]

I’m crying too! Such an amazing spirit!

[@laurachynoweth5186]

I recently stumbled onto SWU and found Clark's story remarkable. What strength and fortitude he has! I am a rape survivor and the animals who commit these crimes on innocent people deserve the justice that Clark gave to Pegg. I wish you all the peace and happiness that the world has to offer!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Bless you Laura

[@kollow]

This man is an amazing story teller. I just wish his story didn't involve such horrific events in his life. I'm grateful he has the courage to share his experience. I hope men and women who have experienced sexual abuse will seek to heal their broken hearts through therapy.

[@jen-ms4xo]

Sometimes it's not that simple to get into therapy 😕

[@kollow]

@@jen-ms4xo I know, hopefully they will find healing in someway. Therapy is expensive and is difficult unfortunately.

[@hippiechic25]

@@jen-ms4xo I agree....also I'm on my 7th therapist in a 18 year spanf and still haven't found one that has helped...plus one ended up causing more trauma by crossing the line in my vulnerability and sexualized me so more trauma and will never see a male therapist again.. that was almost more damage cause I don't trust therapist now also...

[@YourMommasDaddysBro]

Going to therapy has been the hardest part for me :(

[@terywetherlow7970]

@@YourMommasDaddysBro keep trying until the therapist is right one.

[@livefreeprintguns]

This could've been 5 hours longer and I still never would've wanted it to end. Truly a special person with a special gift.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Maybe Mark will have me back

[@tracyg2687]

@@clarkfredericks3309 that would be wonderful

[@carolynspence1836]

I agree❤️

[@jodiesipes910]

I agree....

[@banjiegirl2001]

....to be continued 😁

[@reetheechef-ee]

I listened to this while riding my bike today. Your strength is admirable and you had me in tears for most of that ride. I am so extremely proud of you for speaking out. Your voice speaking those words was so full of compassion and courage. Thank you, thank you for speaking out. You never know whos life you have changed by sharing. NEVER stop being the amazing and wonderful human you are. Don't ever forget that. Sending you so much love and light.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you for your wonderful words

[@reetheechef-ee]

@@clarkfredericks3309 so kindly welcome, sir

[@wvhollargirl7549]

It seems worse when the people who should love and protect you most don't believe you . I'm sorry 😢

[@rob-time]

"I was always just trying to stay one step ahead of my pain" What an astonishing story! I wasn't expecting it to go to some of the places that it did. I am fascinated and shocked by the route this story took. I have no doubt that Clark is helping others to heal, and in doing so, is also healing himself.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

We remain stuck and self-destruct because of our shame. I wanted to pave the way for others to so they could rid themselves of their shame that is keeping them glued to the past

[@barbaratateosian6703]

what can I say- I’m a 63 y/o woman who was molested at 5 ( more than once) and physically abused throughout childhood and have lived a self deprecating life since. A constant battle of drugs, alcohol, non-commital sexual relationships, intimacy problems, seeking abusive men, addictions. It reads like a “how to” list. I hung onto very word that literally describes my own life. I also gave my life to God at 47 and He has become my source for life and healing. Thank you Mark for this interview.

[@Alienspecies635]

God bless you Barbara, thank you for sharing 🙏🏼

[@stephaniemacomber3850]

Me too.

[@LSD123.]

If not for the Lord, I wouldn't be here now. Bless you and praise Jesus.

[@DollarCabin]

((Hugs))

[@lindarizzo71]

me too

[@Highnz57]

Dude's a hero. Ate a lot of pain and misery for a lot of years and he's still here today. Tough as nails. Heart wrenching story.

[@World36599]

"Show me a Hero and I'll write you a tragedy"

[@hanzonhair1562]

1.7 m views 1.7m ppl you have moved with your truth and who know what number of ppl you have encouraged to speak out! May you continue to heal x

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Amen to that, thank you

[@ginnarobertson283]

Every time I tried to get the courage to tell my mother about questionable illicit behavior by others towards me in my life, my mother mocked me. I was never taken seriously! It chews on your soul and never let's go.

[@wvhollargirl7549]

I was never abused this way. Abuse is terrible in many ways. I CAN'T IMAGINE MY LIFE if this had happened. It almost makes me feel ashamed at my response to physical and mental abuse. Your story shook me. ❤

[@libbyhicks7549]

Yeah, that happened to my mom when she was 10 yrs old and was molested by her mothers brother. She told her mom and she called her a liar. I think it changed my moms life for the worse. Just the lack of support on that level.

[@stst77]

For anyone thinking of suicide look at this man. His life seemed over and in complete shambles but little did he know that his life was about to begin on the journey of healing and really take off in a whole new trajectory that would positively impact the lives of others. Don’t give up.

[@sallyann985]

Let's be honest here. You think that if one of the homeless people we see here everyday went back and killed their abuser with no confrontation they would get 5 years and a motivational speaking contract at the end of their sentence? I'm not condemning what he's done, what I'm saying is that these kinds of stories rarely turn out this way. It doesn't give me hope because I'm aware of what an exception all of this is.

[@KevinRodriguez-fg6dn]

I wanna die 💔

[@stst77]

@@KevinRodriguez-fg6dn why? I will listen.

[@ashmacc7868]

He's stronger than most. It just seems not everyone has that in them.

[@ashmacc7868]

@@KevinRodriguez-fg6dn please don't. You're needed and valued.

[@lindseypenberthy1397]

Your trauma was not in vain. You are helping people. Thank you for your sacrifice.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks Lindsey. I didn't want to go through all that I have and not use it to help others

[@user-gf4im4kw2s]

@@clarkfredericks3309you are so strong clark, your story has empowered over me & my trauma, you don’t realize how many lives you have saved, your courage will never go unrecognized & i wish you the overall best!!

[@user-gf4im4kw2s]

@@clarkfredericks3309 Of course, my condolences! I hope everything works out for you & i do wish you feel better, your brother must’ve been as great as a guy as you are! :)

[@user-du4gw]

@@clarkfredericks3309 i wish you all the best with dealing with the loss of your brother. I want you to know god made you go through it because he knows your one of the strong ones. I was molested at 6 and your story is helping me get through it.

[@dextermorgan7764]

@@clarkfredericks3309dude you have saved the lives of THOUSANDS of young kids, just think about it, your testimony has helped thousands of parents pay more attention to their children, you are doing God’s work

[@slavicshawty]

Clark is an amazing storyteller. I cried during this interview.. Thank you, Clark, for sharing your story.

[@dchoney9435]

No one could have told your story and maintained that level of composure. Hats off to you Mr. Fredericks. It’s not how you start, it’s how you finish. Cheers.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks for that

[@Thunderdad974]

As a sexual abuse victim myself, I felt Clark's anger and pain. No one but my wife knows the abuse I endured. He is a cousin of mine and I don't know how I would react if I saw him today. His sexual abuse on top of the physical and emotional abuse I endured from my stepdad I believe is the reason why I have zero self esteem. I have lived my entire life doubting the man I am. Thank you Clark for sharing your story.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I used recklessness disguised as fearlessness because I suffered from low self esteem as well. As healing develops and progresses your self esteem will improve as well.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

If I can do it Mike, so can you.

[@Dapryor]

Keep putting one foot in front of the other, Mike! I wish you all the best!

[@BMarie-hr2md]

❤

[@henryallard4039]

Dear Mike, I'm sorry for what happened to you and I care about you. Do not believe the story that you and others try to fit you in. The truth is that Mike doesn't even exist. You are not who you were years ago and you don't have to be who you are now tomorrow. You are shapeless and limitless and we all love you. Please continue on your journey with pride in what you've managed to live through and know that you're not alone.

[@evalord9482]

I literally cried!!! The way that he was telling his story, his face expression, his voice, the pain, the anger, the sorrow!!!! God please help this man to overcome this tragedy& trauma🙏🏻

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you Eva

[@jitblues]

Anyone here still think drag queen story hour is a good idea.? This is what happens when adults DON"T protect children. And the predators know when children are unprotected. Where's God? Wrong question. Where are the grown ups? Where are the adults? Where is society? Down at the library..? Yeah right...Where is God indeed.?

[@brintzincbrintzinc5797]

1789

[@forbiddenmod]

I have never in my life felt such awe and respect for someone before. This is earthshattering. Things like this are indescribably important for everyone to hear.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I greatly appreciate that

[@bull8indiana]

Clark, I just want to give you a hug, man. This story WILL save so many lives, and I’m so glad I came across it. I’m a father of two and dealing with some struggles. Your story gave me so much hope, and clarity. Makes me want to be a better man. I hope to see more of your journey in the future

[@angelahill1658]

I too am a victim and man did he just give me HOPE TO HEAL.. GOD BLESS YOU CLARK AND THANK YOU. thank you Mark as well

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Let's do it Angela

[@michaelmitchell5909]

@@clarkfredericks3309 ....sorry to hear what happened to you man. your story left me speechless.

[@leahflower9924]

@@clarkfredericks3309 I'm from Jersey finally a story from our state

[@thesincitymama]

I literally took out a mini white board and started writing positive reminders for myself while I listened… haven’t done that in years - he’s inspiring

[@ronb8052]

Clark is not a murderer.....he's a hero. I'm glad he's back with the living.......congratulations!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Amen

[@erind2771]

Probably saved kids from abuse. That guy didn't deserve to be alive.

[@renabeck]

Oh wow! What an incredible story! I had a few different tears throughout. Starting with your pain you had to endure, then unable to speak out when opportunity occurred, then about the aftermath of self harm, and finally tears of happiness! It is a hugely inspiring story, thank you for sharing this trauma experience. I’m so sorry you had to go through such a traumatic horrible experience! What a journey. You are a force of change and will help many people to speak out sooner. Thank you so much!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

That's the goal, to help others break their silence

[@tiffsupremacy]

Wow. This was powerful, this one was definitely a tear jerker. My deepest condolences and prayers to all of you in these comments who can relate to the many feelings Clark has indured. Please please, please know you are loved.

[@DollarCabin]

I watched this video this morning not realizing the impact it would have on me. I'm so grateful to Clark for telling his story so I could move through mine. I still mostly have an invisible hand over my mouth, but hearing him say his abuser's name made me feel that today is time to speak mine. I'm tired of being as sick as my secrets. R. Gillespie and M. Frasier. I was a child and what you did took so much of my life away from me.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Bravo, Bravo, Bravo

[@gmy33]

Wish you the best !!! Thanks for sharing !

[@candicebaker2663]

Prayers! Bravo 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

[@JB-nr7iy]

Your very brave and I hope you will find the peace and happiness you deserve. Much love to you

[@utrube]

Say their full names.

[@MeatPuppet1962]

I am in my 60th year in this wicked world. I was 5 years old when I was brutally raped. There are several parallels between my experience and yours. Your story has shaken me to my very core and brought tears to my eyes. I'm kinda shook right now. Thank you for sharing your story. In a way I don't understand I think it has helped me somehow. I know how you feel and you know how I feel.

[@texasgma3578]

My fondest wish is for your complete healing from trauma. May you be blessed.

[@vikriah527]

Love and light to you ❤

[@roscoe268]

You are Somebody!!!

[@ztebazile]

I did EMDR therapy after I endured abuse like Clark did. It was very helpful to unlock the deep trauma I was holding on to !

[@justingearey3988]

No one should ever go threw anything of the sort , it’s never a victims fault . Be the best person you can be , be proud and love yourself ✌️ people care ❤

[@dawnsky11]

Wow, just wow. Clark, you are one of the strongest people I’ve seen on this channel. It’s crazy what you’ve been through, and yet you’re still thriving. Thanks for sharing your story. And keep on helping others!!! We need you!!

[@mbarra0604]

i have watched almost every single one of your interviews, and this, this is next level. One of the most resilient, interesting, and admirable guest you've had!

[@elishamcbride8172]

I’m in therapy for a number of reasons . Sexual abuse is one of those reasons. Been going for 3 years and still haven’t found the courage to say it out loud. I thank you sir. This will help me

[@hustlemami8732]

Sending you hugs. It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay. I'm sorry you had to go through that but I'm with you ❤

[@mechanicalman1068]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Unfortunately, I can relate. I’m glad you’re getting help. I can say from experience that speaking your experience to a caring professional can be liberating and healing. It took me years to do so but when I did it was like a load off my back. I’m now comfortable with it, more or less. Just remember that what you say is not a confession because you did nothing wrong. It reflects negatively on your abuser, not you. I say this as a middle aged man who works in construction and hunts; being a strong, tough man does not mean you have to keep this stuff in, that going to therapy is weakness. Remember to be gentle with yourself and that what you’re doing now is a massing sign of your strength and courage.

[@ChevieLover]

I read most of the comments to this video, I’ve dealt with my own trauma but never sexual abuse I have very close friends I grew up with who experienced sexual abuse by a relative I can’t begin to tell you how deep that trauma effected them and when I say how deep I mean their entire life it’s had an effect on, my heart has always hurt for them. You are not alone you have a voice when you feel strong enough for the world to hear your voice or not the world and if u rather vent in a journal to tell your story however you feel comfortable venting or speaking your truth your story what you’ve been through you are loved u did nothing to deserve that it’s not love it’s pain it’s hurt it’s abuse you are not alone in this world many of us feel your pain and are here for you ❤❤ blessings peace and love

[@Anfield_the_place_to_be]

❤

[@JosedeJezeus]

Nature created women to be trusted with children, not men. How long will it take human kind to understand that we can’t trust our children with M.E .N.

[@christophermason2734]

I’m speechless, that was probably the best interview off all time. Mark just let you speak the whole time, he didn’t have to ask anything to keep you going. Clark, I’m proud of you. You’re such an inspiration to so many. God bless you!

[@lmn1966]

Mark would never interupt, Clark telling his life story

[@jessespad]

@Emily Hinkley Watch more of these videos. They have at least a few where Mark doesn't speak at all. This one and Mike Dowd are public speakers, but not all of them are.

[@jessespad]

@Emily Hinkley your og comment makes it sound like Marc didn't have to ask questions because the guys a professional speaker, which isn't the case, because Mark has plenty of videos where he doesn't ask questions. Sherlock.

[@jessespad]

@Emily Hinkley Are you sure? Ok...I'll go work on that. 🙄

[@sarahspaltro]

I hope someone makes a movie of this. Thank you for being courageous enough to talk and do something for all the little children out there!

[@donaldflowers2923]

Ive beem watching SWU for sometime now, i am a child abuse survivor and your story has opened up a feeling like no other. Ive only ever told a handful of people about what has happened to me i would love to personally talk to you! Thank you Clark!

[@a.i.override8914]

There is no price tag on this interview, or Clark's testimony. I know the time is coming for me to speak up as well. Proctastination, fear, depression, etc. have kept me from stepping up to the plate. Clark, as well as Mark's entire channel, has brought me one step closer. Thank you both. Mark, your channel is priceless.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored that I'm inspiring you to break your silence. You can't begin healing until you do

[@nicolerussow]

@@clarkfredericks3309 amen!

[@coachcarroll963]

Stay strong A.I. ! I’ll be praying or you.

[@ghostrider2664]

Say it. Say it loud. As you can see, people will listen.

[@robertapascal6962]

❤❤❤

[@ChassyT25]

This channel needs to win an Emmy!

[@roxym1949]

Yes so beautifully done.

[@nildaluzrodriguez]

Is it acting?

[@normaosorio6242]

Stumbled onto this interview this morning and I could not look away. Clark you are absolutely inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story, thank you for your eloquence in describing something so terrifying. I do not have your ability with words to describe the emotional rollercoaster that was me hearing your story. I simply want to express Gratitude. SOFT WHITE UNDERBELLY great job awesome, raw, real and meaningful content.

[@eatattheafter]

I don't even know what to say having listened to this. What a story. Thank you so much for sharing, Clark, and so much for capturing, Mark.

[@aubreyryder672]

“Staying one step ahead of my pain” and “you are only as sick as your secrets” .. wow. Incredible interview.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you Aubrey

[@diembepoet]

Those words really hit me too. What a powerful and inspirational story - and storyteller.

[@jennross6466]

you are only as sick as your secrets has already been said on Oprah like 25 plus years ago.

[@robduncan2816]

i thought this was going to be back round noise while i played tetris online. boy was i wrong. while the subject matter is extremely tough to get through, i found myself fighting back tears several times, these things need to be said and shared. what Clark is doing here is helping people who have suffered childhood abuse began a path of healing by sharing his traumatic story. Clark, i commend you. i am in awe of your courage. well done

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Rob, Thanks bro, you nailed it in the head. Our shame keeps us paralyzed and a hostage to the pain we experienced. I wanted to be vulnerable to help others break out of their isolation and torment. Thank you for acknowledging that.

[@robduncan2816]

@@clarkfredericks3309 love and healing to you my brother

[@teekay7930]

@@clarkfredericks3309 your story touched the deepest parts of my soul and awakened something inside of me. I don’t know what exactly that is but I am extremely grateful you’ve invited the world to see you and hear your story. Thank you Clark.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@Tee Kay Messages like yours make it all worthwhile. All I can think to say is Thank you.

[@teekay7930]

@@clarkfredericks3309 couldn’t ask for anything more 🙏🏼

[@pattiedeville8302]

As a grandmother as heartbreaking as your story is I’m proud you were finally able to tell it and I pray for your continued strength and I know your story will help others who lived through that evil. 💔😭💪🏼🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💪🏼

[@MatthewZimmerman-om5yi]

This is THE most intense interview I've ever heard in my entire life.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

An equally intense life

[@mikefuzzy8795]

This guy is a hero for all of humanity

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks Mike

[@The_earth_fairy-6]

Like a fairytale with a happy ending

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@The_earth_fairy-6 Amen to that

[@user-og4xz4bv7b]

Amen

[@mileysong1117]

Yep. LEGEND.

[@Kris_413]

It scares me how good his abuser was at psychologically breaking him down and taking things step by step. Nothing was rushed, everything was timed and calculated like a person who was good at their craft. What a monster that guy is 😢😡 I salute you sir for even sharing this nightmare ❤🙌🏾

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Predators are methodical and cunning and patient. He probably had numerous children in his pipeline at all times at various stages of grooming

[@pinkpugginz]

he had been doing it for 30 years

[@mizzgwendolyn]

I had this thought too I'm like wow he really had it all planned out, it's horrifying

[@dedalliance1]

The crazy thing is like I can have some level of sympathy for someone who can't control their sexual desires right, obviously it doesn't make it right either way but this guy was spending years to gain trust and to build relationships with his victims whether it was the kids or the prisoners he was raping. He was enjoying the torture and the chase as much or more than just the act itself. And that's a reminder for people out there especially ones with kids, a lot of these people aren't just kidnapping children from the playground they're building relationships with them and even you for years and years before anything happens. You really have to stay vigilant and present in your kids life, and I think going back into this story when his dad asked if he was a victim of the guy, I think his dad would have probably killed him. If father and son were anything alike I think he would have done that and we'd have a totally different story, but here we are instead. I don't think he should've spent a single day in jail either, and for all of the other cops around him that knew, you're a bunch of pussies for not doing it yourself. They'll shoot a kid with a airsoft gun and not go to prison for it but oh they need evidence to bring down a pedophile that's bullshit just kill the dude in a training accident and use the corruption of the police union for good, but that'll never happen.

[@mizzgwendolyn]

@@dedalliance1 this was very well said! Esp the part about cops needing so much evidence for pedophiles and most times they only go away for 3 yrs or something

[@michelewynn9140]

What an amazing story. My son has gone through some trauma and I have forwarded this to him. God is good. He has seen you through some horrible times. Thank you for sharing with us.

[@cynthiathiagomez7445]

WOW!!! It’s November 2023 and I am just catching up on older SWU videos. You have an amazing story that proves God does work miracles. You, sir, are one of His great testimonies. Very gut wrenching what you went through at such a young age. I am in awe and hold much admiration for you and how your story evolved. Praise God and may he keep you and your family in His Amazing Grace. Thank you for sharing your story🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽

[@MermaidMama360]

Dear Clark, I was molested by two half brothers, for quite a few years. I was the object of their depravity as they conjured up perverted acts on me. I have stuffed for years years and years. As you shared your experience with the POS in your life I was bombarded with memories. I am unable to finish right now but want you to know how grateful I am for your compelling honesty and memories.

[@MermaidMama360]

Thank you so much. I shall. @@clarkfredericks3309

[@tammyhavlik1015]

Sending prayers for your healing. It's good that you shared. It's a step in the right direction. Things that have helped me are Richard Grannon's Emotional Flashback Worksheet and Rewind Therapy by the Human Givens Institute (I was able to use it myself). Just talking about things was retraumatizing, so I think learning to let emotion pass and to calm the body is so important to getting stronger. I have had some common sense counselors that helped me unravel the gaslighting. You'll learn who your people are. And just take the best care of yourself that you can. You are deserving. 🙏

[@elijahmanke5282]

It made me cry such happy tears when him and his college sweetheart reconnected and fell back in love after all this time. The whole thing feels like a big circle of despair, anger, hope, and rebirth.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

It's amazing that after 30 years I still desired to reach out to her and she was accepting when I did. She always felt that she would hear from me again.

[@kencartwright1342]

@@clarkfredericks3309

[@elijah8466]

@@clarkfredericks3309 BRO., I am so happy for you. Glad to hear that you are going through a HEALING Process. God is not finished with you yet!!!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@elijah8466 Amen to that. And helping others do the same really progresses your own healing.

[@lornabeltrami5919]

Clark Fredericks......I am glad you decided to LIVE, heal and survive in this horrible journey in the first part of your life. You are a warrior with strength and courage. My heart goes out to you.....the little boy who was violated and the young man who suffered. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us and being an Advocate for survivors of sexual abuse. I'm happy you met your college Sweetheart and found LOVE again for each other and for yourself. I sit hear with tears of sadness and grief for the loss of our innocence but proud we are strong warriors and survivors. I wish you and your family many blessings of Peace and Love ❤️ always.

[@greent26tube]

I couldn’t stop crying listening to this. You’re an amazing story-teller, especially for such a heart-wrenching tale… prayers to you and all who have dealt with this trauma.

[@juliet7193]

WOW, this is one of the most impactful and amazing testimonies I have ever heard. Hearing this story has helped me so very much. I also am a survivor of severe abuse, I have done so many things to heal myself, this gives me hope that even with my character defects I can empower and help other people too.

[@millie9919]

I got ENRAGED just listening to his painful story, let alone living it. WE HEAR YOU CLARK. That devil deserved everything that he got. I hope you find peace, you are a true survivor. ♥️

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you Millie

[@Anonymous-km5pj]

i would like to know what Clark's impression is of the look in the eyes in that man just b4 his throat was slit - was it worth it bad guy ? I guess some would say yes and some would say no.... idk. Intense vid. God bless

[@Earthdogbonzo3]

@@Anonymous-km5pj He makes it clear early on: "I just flushed my life . . ." I think that speaks clearly, and loudly enough to answer your question.

[@Anonymous-km5pj]

@@Earthdogbonzo3 his trauma recall is top notch, natch, like time stops

[@hlwdreina]

Wow. What a powerful testimony. I also was a victim of sexual abuse. I was so depressed and self destructive. God healed and delivered me. I’m sober, at peace and love to help others. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are strong, brave and a warrior for the kingdom . God bless you. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@Kim-rf5et]

I am too a survivor. I'm sober instead of meds given by Dr. Which is Prozac and Valium sleeping meds. But I don't think anyone gets over it all the way. It changes how you are as a person. You can live with having been through it but it does change you.

[@dannymcnally6211]

Clark, I don’t think I have ever been so in tune from start to finish listening to someone in my life.. I am so glad you came through this and now better than the man you was meant to be..I am highly aware of things…Here and beyond… You sent this animal to his eternal home that day and he is paying in ways the mind cannot comprehend.. Thank you for your service Clark.

[@BeachLife61]

Clark, I just watched your testimony, after watching Jack&Hutch as well! Just saying with You,Jack,Hutch, and Mark ( the mastermind) Public speaking about sexual abuse is so needed today !! I’m 62, and still suppressing my abuse ..I’m not ready yet to discuss it..May god keep his hands on you to continue healing ! Thanks !

[@Inayah-jy8qb]

He has done what most victims dream off. The rage and the pain is still there no matter how many years pass. I could resonate so much to his emotions. It has been 19 years but till this day I still struggle despite therapy, it destroys you.

[@jen-ms4xo]

Tell me about it the trauma has stayed with me my whole life I'll be on psychotropic meds for the test of my life

[@gracefullyviolent4918]

Yes honey, you're right. It's been 49 years and I still am sad, angry. Sending you love from Oklahoma ❤️

[@thematriarchy2075]

I am very sorry, Fatima. I too was abused, but what has helped me, is to understand that it is mostly a cycle. I am in no way excusing the abuser!! I am just saying that if you can picture the person(s) who abused you in the same position as you were in, it might give you more understanding of how it could happen. It actually can give you a way to heal.

[@krisreckley9919]

I'm a survivor of molestation. I've wanted to say the same to my abuser!!

[@Rochelle721]

Yes, yes, yes! It’s been 33 yrs for me. Know that you’re not alone. My heart goes out to you

[@Msgrimsteppa]

This interview was so brave of him to do. also, his details help to pinpoint specific behaviors abusers do and tactics they use to prey on children which can be really helpful for parents and guardians to look out for.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Yes I deed Sara. I want people to look deeper at the story, there is so much to learn about human behavior

[@vicstee482]

It was horrifying that the story he wrote at school wasnt picked up on. It truly sent shivers through me.

[@eringiguere390]

Your story made my soul weep. I’m so so so sorry you had this experience. THANK YOU for sharing your terribly traumatic story. People need to hear it and understand. You and Mark did an extremely good thing here. Thank you.

[@iiiiilllllllll]

Clark, thanks for sharing and taking the time to read all of the comments. My father in law is slightly older than you, he was abused by his gym teacher when he was in middle school. He just testified at his trial a few years ago. It led to years of functional alcholism, but at least he was able to get some closure. I am grateful for your story and your candor. I hope that my generation can be better at preventing predators from accessing our children in ways the older generations were not equipped to do. Have a wonderful day and week, Clark. Youre the man.