Fentanyl Addict interview-Mike

[@lesleyt4327]

My husband was an addict, ended up homeless , living on the streets . He turned it around. He went off to live in a tiny caravan in the countryside on his own to get away from the people and lifestyle. After getting through the sickness he slowly rebuilt his life . We are now in our late 50s we have a house, good relationships with our (now adult) kids and our families. It is possible mate , you can do it - you are very similar to my husband , I really believe you can. Your goals are attainable, not easy but they are possible.

[@joelyons8238]

Amen. Praise the Lord God Jesus Christ. I'm sober & clean over 4yrs now.

[@axdesho]

Thanks for sharing Lesley. You give hope to individuals trying to overcome their addiction. You have witnessed the positive aspect of a family member overcoming their addiction, nice to hear! Yes It can be done.

[@b1gmacsauc3]

Thank you for sharing 💗

[@leanneadams2549]

Very well said and done Lesley !!! I’m proud of your husband and you ! I know it’s just as hard if not harder on wives/children. You suffer and rejoice as well !! I truly believe a lot of people “talk” about getting clean. Action and the want to is what’s going to get him there.

[@BurninatorTheTrogdor]

You have to really want it. Most people don't want it bad enough to go through the pain. Get out of there and load up on Kratom. At least that will not kill you.

[@jean-jacquesvillarroya3426]

The simple fact you stood up to hug him... Was maybe the kindest and most sincere reaction this young man could have got. Brought tears to my eyes and hope to my heart.

[@marsukarhu9477]

Yeah, brought tears to my eyes too. Hope all the best for him!

[@wonderland1911]

I think Mark could put himself in Mike's position since they are similar types just Mike battled addiction

[@fourfurrypotatoes]

Mark has a great heart.

[@juliawardetzki5141]

Omg im also crying :( this guy deserve so much better !!

[@brintwalton7568]

that hug means more to mike then we will ever know!! Man mark is a good human. Wow what an ending.

[@orpha9031]

I escaped the fentanyl trap a few years back. I commend this man. Admitting who you really are and accepting it is THE FIRST STEP.

[@S2023.]

His humanity is apparent and not lost here. His children are his hope and never lost.

[@denaejohnson6127]

I really enjoyed this episode. He is so self aware, educated, intelligent and easy to listen to. From one addict to another, (I've been in recovery for 9 years from the real hard stuff) I hope you are able to get your shit together and turn your life around. I'm rooting for you Mike.

[@JadeTokier]

Congratulations on your recovery!

[@undrtow0515]

I’m so happy to hear this. Keep it going D!

[@christianisweet]

His talk around 15min was gnarly I never wanted someone to succeed more and get clean on the channel. You got it dude

[@Florida_nikk]

Same here bro. Prayers for this man.

[@annalundqvist7407]

Please Mark, I would love to see a follow up on him! I think many of us would like that! I just have a feeling this guy might actually be able to turn it around and be proud of himself again. Not saying he will quit totally, not saying he wont. But I think this guy has the ability to find out what he has to do in order for him to be a dad that is around for his kids. His story will be a wisdom for his kids to take with them! That is worth GOLD for kids who otherwise would have a childhood and future without a dad. I totally belive in this guy!

[@michaelbrigante]

There is no way he can be around his kids while still doing heroin. There is no success in doing heroin or being dependent on any other substance. It will always get back to you and affect those who are around you. There is a huge problem here, and he stressed that issue as it was not maybe an issue. "Cocaine helped me to do my job", although he later recognized that cocaine would not be useful to improve his job performance. This guy is quite smart, but drugs should not be used as experience unless their use has a religious connotation, or a spiritual element, which is not his real purpose. He needs psychological support, and he also admits it. He knows his way, but I hope he understands that there is no way of playing with heavy drugs and still being able to be completely functional and lucid around his kids. I hope he recovers, for him and for the ones who love him.

[@libbygarcia6354]

I have a good feeling him doing this interview will get things rolling. Enjoyed this one, we need an update!!! What an amazing man. YOU are not too far gone! 💙💙💙

[@stephendonathan6782]

I agree especially if he watches himself on video. I've been clean for almost 7 years and the way I got that way is surrendered and turned to GOD!

[@frozenmarauder2747]

I really, really like this guy. The gentle, spiritual nature of him is trying so hard to get through and I really believe it will one day. This interview is ironically also gonna help that happen I think… Good luck Brother & God bless. Thanks for bringing us these videos Mark, you really ARE making a difference ❤️

[@davidj8658]

Wow, so incredibly compassionate of you. What I recommend then is to have him and a few of his friends move into your neighborhood, maybe your home. Then you could help this gentle, spiritual person and his buddies overcome their addiction through their enlightened spirits. Since this interview, according to you, is going to begin that process, this would be there perfect time.

[@chad8251]

Don’t forget the ghost guns his friends will bring so when they get in a gun fight you will be protected

[@Florida_nikk]

I got the same vibe from him too. He has so much potential

[@josephpaine9195]

@@davidj8658 you watch these to turn your nose up? Swu viewers are quite disparite.

[@MobileAudioPro]

I knew the guy for 10 years and I can say he hs never been someone known to steal from others and he had been the most transparent person bout his drug use. The whole time I knew him he never had a job and I met him in 2007 he never had cash and never talked about a job. I remember him living with my cousin after his mom kicked him out and maybe he had a degree and 6 figure job but he barley had a car at the time I met him. NOn the less his charcter is still the same and if we met face to face again I give the guy a hug.

[@Mia-qt4th]

Mike has so much potential he's such an honest man, I hope he gets clean and back with his kids.

[@betsybabf748]

🤦‍♀🤦‍♀

[@cuddlemuff6632]

This is the most sympathetic person I've listened to on the series. Just goes to show addiction has no boundaries.

[@chad8251]

Bro his ghost guns have killed people

[@tpl6963]

@@chad8251 meh, you can say that about anything

[@chad8251]

@@tpl6963 so you have killed people?

[@heatherrussell7190]

He's so honest in his confession. I am recovering and it is excruciating.

[@mandykitson7039]

Keep going Heather , im proud of you and i know you will continue ! xx

[@marychristie3734]

I’m proud of you :))

[@mayat5889]

Heather you got this!!!!!!!

[@Tracystribe]

The world is a painful place sober. But it def gets better. Keep up the good work ❤️

[@amycarlock6027]

I got Clean/Sober Saturday May 19th 2012. I still struggle with food addiction. My daughter is 19 years old; she told me about this KZbin channel. My top 3 fav interviews are this one, the Soldier (with the face tattoo above his eyebrow) & the Black Hat Hacker (parts 1 & 2). Mark is a phenomenal, Custodian of Humanity. I love my Sobriety/Recovery, my daughter, my dog (Parker “Parkey” Park-Carlock) & finding & collecting four leaf clovers in the woods. -truly, Thank you Mark, for your Work, for your Service, for your Art. Genuinely Yours, Amy E. [Raöm] Carlock

[@Currency999]

How long have you been suffering with food addiction may I ask ? And how would you say it compared to say a drug addiction . I struggled with my weight abit in my earlier life ,How much weight have you got up to . You can do it

[@Day-ZDuke]

Best of luck with everything Amy! I also love the hacker interviews, Gummo is his name. What a fascinating man. Kind of a unique interview given the general tone of this channel But there are many fantastic interviews among the addicts as well

[@matteogilles4238]

"I don't give up the thing I hate doing for the things I love". Thanks for giving him a hug Mark...x.

[@Gram820]

'I don't give up the thing I hate doing for the things I love' ...that sums up addiction so perfectly!

[@ilanitko]

This is one of the hardest,heartbreaking videos to watch. The way he talks about himself and his struggels made me want to reach out and give him a hug- and seeing you Mark do that at the end of the video made me cry. I wish and pray he overcomes his addiction and have a quite and simple life with his loved ones.

[@ytallowskids2seedepravityb219]

I've seen worse ones on here. Hes ok compared to them

[@Mark-gn5rw]

Every interview Mark does? Makes me appreciate my sobriety ( 3.8 years clean after 30+ years hardcore junkie/ incarcerated etc) even more. ..hope this dude can get ok. He's intelligent. ..tuff road ahead. Not ez .but where there's life there's hope. Godspeed man..

[@deerski4426]

Congrats on your sobriety! Welcome back to Life Mark. 🙏👍

[@thomasdabronzo9996]

Good job my brother keep doing what you're doing

[@b.newsome8696]

I appreciate you too man. Keep it up!

[@asunahusama]

Congratulations!!!!! Keep it up. 🎉🎉❤️

[@5graney5]

Glad to hear you got free! Keep at it! All the best

[@valeriebravo1467]

He explains addiction so beautifully. Being an addict is a full-time job. It takes everything and makes you into a person that nobody likes. And when you're finally at your lowest...you can't even do enough dope to take yourself out of the game. And you find yourself with no help or support, because you've burned everybody, and no idea how to begin to pull yourself up out of the dark hole you've put yourself in. Moving away and landing the job I always wanted gave me the push I needed to start turning life around.

[@theresamerritt3644]

I see so much hope in Michael. He is so smart and owns his own shit. He doesn’t try to place blame anywhere other than on his own choices. He knows what he needs to do and I believe he can do it. Michael , if you’re reading this, you are in my thoughts and prayers and I really hope you find your way out of the addiction and can stay clean. ❤️

[@raysmith6930]

I'm praying for you Mike your very smart and intelligent young man you can turn your life around 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@timothygary1]

Having ADHD and seeing my kids that have ADHD, this interview hit deep. The addictive nature of ADHD is hard to satisfy, and this is a mental situation that must be better understood. It's chilling to realize that his down spiral never stopped after he got pain killers after he broke his leg. Mike, I hope you read this. We believe in you, and you can do this! Your kids love you, and it's over abundantly clear that you adore them.

[@norahsmith3320]

ADHD creates poor impulse control.

[@ksteed1167]

"They miss the real Michael"...that really resonated with me. My family has told me the same things recently, and it really makes me feel horrible and stuck. People change with life's circumstances, but some people expect us to be the same all thru life. Our kids are the only ones we owe anything to...

[@maryorr331]

Micheal reminds me of my brother who is 44. He went on the exact same path. My son misses his Uncle so much. My brother has a PHD from UCI, he is so so smart. He is in the exact same place as this man. He has lost everything from fentanyl. His existence is just feeding his habit. I wish so much for more help for these people. I hope that someone, somewhere realizes that this crisis needs resources. So many people need help from this awful drug.

[@dawnclarke5904]

Mike you remind me of my son. He is struggling with the same addiction. I too am raising my grandson. Thank you for sharing your story. I pray for you to somehow overcome your addiction. 😢🙏

[@Andrea_k86]

Praying for your recovery Mike. You are strong!🦋

[@amygordon7149]

His description of addiction is by far the most spot on I've ever heard.

[@helenaneumann1872]

It's one of those raw, honest stories about addiction and the cycle of not being able to break it. The greatest gift Mike could give his children is drug rehab and to himself the realization that sadness, futility is not only part of our lives, but can also become a path of realization and awareness. It's a sour but healing pill, so it's worth swallowing…

[@JonatanRonnlycke]

Great interview. I can really relate to Mike. Had a great upbringing with educated and intelligent parents. I also have a degree and get a second one right now but i fell hard on heroin. Been addicted since 2013 and are finally free from it. You can do it as well Mike. I believe in you and you have the potential to do something productive instead.

[@turboshazed7370]

Best of luck. Been struggling with meth... Heroin is so fucking rough too probably much worse due to the physical withdrawals.

[@pjrichards3974]

Tried to kick heroin and methadone many times .. thought I was going to die from the withdrawals at times but always went back out. Finally got clean sitting in jail and been clean many years now. Never fking again I hope to go through that crap. I hear fentanyl is worse but I don't see how how anything can be worse than kicking methadone, I PRAY I never find out. Glad you were able to quit.

[@BenjamminJonesy]

@@pjrichards3974 how’d you kick the methadone? I can’t get past it…

[@ggace9872]

How did u get clean ?

[@leetlbt]

Don't give up brother it took me 25 years and 60 odd withdrawals and one methadone withdrawal until I finally had enough, just don't give up one day you will stop and have the will power to actually stay clean.thank God fentalnol isnt really about were I'm from in the UK.

[@kaat776]

Ohhh, this guy got to you, Mark. I can tell. You must have seen yourself in him. Despite being in law enforcement, Ive seen myself in a few of your interviewees. When I broke my back on duty in ‘04 I had the advantage of seeing the pill mill/opiate addictions caused by massive overprescribing & little oversight up close. When I was injured, I’d had enough cases involving Oxy to know it wasn’t harmless. I still am infuriated to this day that the pharma executives willfully & with knowledge pushed opiates onto sales reps who gave kick backs to docs, who prescribed them many times to those who would otherwise never get involved in drugs. My desperation to get out of pain led me down a dark path of taking other painkillers too much, but thankfully I was found out in time. Ive always been humble but I am humbled now even more. Watching your interviews reminds me of work & the background for many people I encounter. You are shining a light on people who are have pushed into the shadows with free range homeless policies. Its not fair to these people. Oh & STAY SAFE!! 🤦🏼‍♀️

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

The F’n Sackler family belongs in prison. The whole damn family. They’re the family that created Oxy Contin. They payed doctors to over prescribe. They also, I’m sure through bribery, got the FDA to label Oxy Contin as non addictive. As a heroin addict myself, to see first hand and up close what that family did to America and not go to prison is infuriating. Especially since us addicts are getting ran in and outta jail for it. Another side of street heroin/fentanyl that a lot of people don’t even realize is, when the government cracked down on the doctors prescribing opiates, they didn’t just crack down on the ones who were overprescribing. It was like all at the same time doctors across America dropped all their pain patients and new doctors weren’t accepting knee pain patients. That there is the reason heroin exploded. You had people who legitimately needed pain pills to function, not just cuz of addiction, people who can’t function due to pain, from a car accident, construction accident, whatever, they couldn’t get prescriptions so they had live in pain or buy street heroin too. The Sackler family has more blood on their hands than anyone I’ve ever seen. All this and not a day in prison for them. Plus they got to keep the profits. Un-Friggin-believable!

[@bbe3034]

Katherine, I had to have a major surgery and the Dr. prescribed OxyContin for 6 weeks. I took them as prescribed for 2 weeks because I was in so much pain. But then started taking half. By the time I ran out, I had so much anxiety, nervousness, etc. Those damn pills should be taken off the market!! I will never take them again!

[@lisab7570]

@Katherine B Thank you for commenting on this. I’m listening to this poor man and asking myself, who the hell prescribes 600 Norcos every 2 weeks? I think the prescribers need to be held accountable!

[@_RobBanks]

@@bbe3034 its inhumane to deny people medication because there is a risk of addiction. Law enforcement doesnt really have any business being involved in the prescribing practices of doctors.

[@bbe3034]

@@_RobBanks I agree in a way but OxyContin should be taken off the market. There’s other pain meds. After researching, I learned that the pharmaceutical reps had told doctors it could be used for many things. The Sackler Family/owners of the pharmaceutical company were sued in a large class action lawsuit. And plaintiffs won.

[@cabbage0dusk]

I think this is almost the most regret i've expressed from somebody in one of these interviews.. the fact he was so honest and clearly so upset about knowing he'd spend his money on drugs over his kids bday presents is really candid. I'm sure plenty of people in addiction would end up doing that, but his expressions really showed how much he hated himself for it =(

[@mariaaranguiz9626]

Mark you’re fuking amazing!!! He really needed to hear a lot of what you said and the hug would have made him felt a minuscule amount of love- this is where healing starts. Well done.

[@wanghaf_Gl0yper]

I love this guy. I battled opiates for a few years but was able to get off with the help of Kratom, now I got my CDL and I’m about to ask my girlfriend to marry me. I wish the best for him would love to see him succeed, bro has a great heart - much love buddy

[@valeriebravo1467]

Boy...this guy pulled on my heart strings big time. I can absolutely relate to his story. I've lost everything as well, I'm just now starting to rebuild. It is possible. Coming from a childhood with no physical or sexual abuse really puts us in a category where starting over isn't as difficult as it is for someone who uses to mask all the pain from childhood trauma. My experience has been that no matter where our addictions have taken us, our kids still love us and just want their mom/dad back. It's never too late.

[@karrylynn3198]

As a parent, seeing this man hurt for his children really pained me. To know how much we love our children but admit the hold his addiction has on him speaks volumes to the potency of this horrific drug. This one will stick with me for a while and I pray he finds the peace he deserves and that his children know how loved they are.

[@brightscofield1606]

At least he’s not making any excuses. I pray he gets the help he needs. Thanks for the hug Mike

[@AlexisCariddi]

Seems like such a smart genuine man. Would love to see an update video on him in the future. Definitely has a bright future if he can get started with recovery!

[@imaloserdude7227]

I was on the verge of crying for much of this interview. Such a smart and nice and genuine guy. Super likable. Drugs lead to addiction, sleeping in a carport storage, theft, missing events, losing your kids, family abandoning you, jail, loss of work privileges, feeling like shit, poverty, depression. Drugs. It's a downward path. I hope he can get off them and reconnect with family and feel good about making his way in life. Top 10 for me, Mark. You are a good man. Keep interviewing so people can have a safe space to talk.

[@dakotawanzer5408]

It’s amazing the insight he has on himself and speaks the raw truth not trying to hide anything or sugar coat it. but shows the power addiction has over you it can and will take everything. I believe he can turn back he just needs someone to care and motivation I believe he truly wants help and wants to get clean he just needs someone to help push him and keep him on track through the depression and rebuilding process

[@anitahmg]

I love Mark.

[@supraguy4694]

Fentanyl was the final nail in the coffin of my longest relationship, and it was close to ruining a lot more before I decided it was time to stop. I still rely on suboxone to keep withdrawals and cravings away but I take a very small amount and it has been a godsend. I hope to eventually not rely on it either, but at least I can still function as needed and support myself.

[@Boomer-dt3nk]

That hug at the end was the sweetest thing I've seen. Thanks Mark!

[@chrisannbelnap5928]

What a sweetheart, heartbreaking story ! I truly hope life gets better for him soon

[@Allmenshouldrespectallwomen]

He lookslow

[@budsblades7211]

It could get better for him right now since he is in control of his own destiny

[@toebiter69]

@@budsblades7211 proves just how hard addiction is🤷🏻‍♀️

[@Smashley8708]

@@Allmenshouldrespectallwomen So much for thou shall not judge , real mature 🙄

[@Allmenshouldrespectallwomen]

@@Smashley8708 he does I didn't lie

[@gurumayne8684]

He has truly explained opiate addiction inside n out. Everything yal just heard take note please! We hate this drug to death!! But our mind detours us to keep using because we don't want to go through excruciating pain. God bless this man I hope he can beat the addiction one day.

[@mallori6610]

My heart aches for this man! It’s easy to see how much this man wants to change but it’s not that easy. I do hope he finds peace and can get sober. I am rooting for you, Mike.

[@brittanyleblanc910]

When I look at you Mike, I see the “old” Mike way before seeing the addict or criminal. You’re still in there, inside the addict wanting to escape. Think of how hard your day to day has become; hustling for money, chasing the high….. you can do the withdrawal. Short term pain for long term gain. Your daily life now is must be harder and darker than withdrawal. It sounds like you have a good family, reach out and I’m confident you can come through this. Be safe and stay you.

[@briannagallina4774]

"my goal is to become someone my kids can look up to". mike, I don't think you are gone at all. I saw your spirit shine through the entire interview. I think you can live that life you want. you can be the person you want to be because you already are. its in there. I can see it, I can feel it. all of us are rooting for you.

[@CatBurglar84]

I feel like this one hit different for Mark and here's why? Of all the interviews he's done, all the compassion he's felt for folks, this guy is like Mark getting chance to interview addicted Mark. He's staring himself right in the face. Incredibly introspective.

[@bizzylizzy5075]

We are all a few pay checks away from being homeless whether on drugs or not , I imagine being in addiction is draining, he seems like an intelligent kind guy , I really hope he gets his life back together, very compassionate interview Mark …

[@Gram72534]

Thanks Mark!!! He's right about treating your hobbies and everything us addicts do, we abuse everything we touch! But when you get clean or on the road to recovery, I have found art/hobbies have been an absolute lifesaver! Your joy for life will return, it just takes awhile, unfortunately, but it does return, I promise!

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

Good Morning #7! Yes, I started advance coloring for just Winter anxiety. It saves me at times. Have a great day!

[@Gram72534]

@@KimbradleyMasterGardener you 2 sweetheart!!!

[@nbazzi6134]

Users are not the only victims, sadly their families and kids suffer tremendously because of an addiction they have nothing to do with.

[@Segway99]

Yes, Addiction is a family disease.

[@trollsneedhugs]

What a precious soul! He is aware of his poor choices on a conscious level. I have hope for him.

[@shaylaster1607]

He has zero excuses!!! He takes all accountability! God bless him! Get better Mike

[@ddtk85]

This was heartbreaking. Mike, nothing can ever diminish the light that you are at centre, no matter how bad it seems on the periphery. I hope things will get better for you and you will be reunited with your children. My sincere love goes out to you! And thank you Mark for these videos and these stories of our brothers and sisters who need to be heard. Thank you for giving them and us the opportunity to deepen our awareness and love for one another.

[@weirdmood8102]

Unfortunately, for almost 100% ofvus, it will take more than an interview, But there's always a chance and I would be stoked for the dude if this just happened to be his chance. I honestly question him. I am suspicious of him hearing of Mark after his buddy did the interview, and quickly learning that Mark could be a new mark. I certainly hope I'm way off base , and my suspicion is not neccesarily based off of his personal character. I just know how we are and how this goes. Either way, he seems like a good dude in this interview. If this is his genuine self, I hope he is able to find freedom and peace. He definitely seems like one that could excel in a new life.

[@tonyascarlett2413]

Such a handsome intelligent and well-spoken gentleman. He is going to be a great addiction specialist When he gets sober. I just have a feeling deep down that he will. How do people send him letters and/or packages?

[@ΌλγαΖαχαρία]

Such a nice idea! How can we help Mike? Maybe if he saw how many people care he starts a real effort to start a new life.

[@BenjamminJonesy]

@@ΌλγαΖαχαρία YES!!!!

[@tickerstudios]

Thank you Mark for all your videos. I watch them daily. You are my inspiration. Wish there was someone like you here in South Africa

[@scenethings4708]

Handsome..?

[@jessewru6425]

@@scenethings4708 😏yeah, actually he is 🤨

[@trennav5107]

This was a tear jerker. I have 9 years sober. I was in a bad bad place. You can do it brother. Fight that demon.

[@lynrich1904]

What a lovely man you are Mike! I hope you get the right help you need. 🕉. You’re not a loser..far from it. Never think that please. Mark, you’re a good man!

[@aknaj89]

I can feel you Mike. We - ADHDrs are very sensitive and the emotions we don’t know how to often express are killing from the inside

[@catherinemccarty2307]

Art work has saved my life many times! I am schizophrenic and art/drawing has kept me from suicide many times. I don't share it with people and it is all mine...its from my head and my heart. My big dream is to have an organization that provides 'kits' to people who are struggling of drawing supplies or other interests like everything you would need to watercolor including paper and a palette or even paint by numbers for adults. I have already started collecting art supplies but my mental health hasn't allowed me to move much further, yet. Hearing your story makes me think my dream would be positive and good. Best of luck to you, Mike. You seem like an incredibly intelligent and capable guy...you still have everything you need to get to the other side of this!

[@tomdonahue4224]

God, I sure wish this guy pulls through. He reminded me of Patrick, the first interview I heard on Soft White Underbelly. Thank you Mark for showing the people Society would rather just forget.

[@JohnR.Luv2luvu]

My heart hurts for you Michael. I feel your pain because I’m a recovering addict. The potential and desire you have to conquer this is remarkable. It seems your on the way to fulfill this void with love from your family. You have so much to give to others and they do need your unconditional love. I do hope you succeed. I believe in you. God Bless You. ❤❤❤

[@maryramsell7436]

I have never commented on any of these stories, but this guy- wow! I can feel his sincerity and pain. Wishing him his dream, to turn it around xxxx

[@davidbonilla7770]

Anyone who thinks it’s ok to look down on addiction and act like these people don’t matter needs to watch this man he is an amazing person.

[@nadinekorner-schiavo5126]

The true empathy that MARK showed w a hug says it all!!!!! MICHAEL you are right there your words say it all- Desperation is the first step to recovery- please seek rehab & sober living. One day one building block at a time…❤️

[@RebeccaAntonucci-sd3hp]

The way Mark gives a genuine hug at the end of the videos , gives me a lump in my throat every time. What those hugs do will be life changing for some of them.We need more Marks in the world. Thank you ❤

[@robbieames77]

His clarity & accountability compared to other addicts you have interviewed is both startling & heartbreaking.

[@maisenbrown196]

Amazing interview and I'm touched by not only his truth but Marks kindness at end with s well deserved hug!!!!! Would love to continue to see update on him and I hope he is able to get out of this...wonderful man and I would never see u as a looser, maybe ur daughter wouldn't either if she really understood and saw what I just saw...lost soul trying.....

[@chrissmith3895]

We can and DO recover. Thank you for your work, Mark.

[@baghodler508]

Mike, seems like you are not completely lost. It'd never too late to get your life back or start a new chapter. Mark, help this man.

[@Swwa89]

He admits he has a problem and actually hates the drug it's self so he's already halfway there. If this dude can stay clean long enough to actually kick the habit he could be a great role model and prime example on wasted potential to the younger addicts!!!! Would be easier for him if his own family believed in him but as he said he's brought it on himself. Only 1 person can fix this dude and I hope he does coz he seems genuine !!!!

[@deerski4426]

Mike, I pray you find the help that you need and can get off the drugs. My ADHD has caused me a lifetime of regrets. I hope you can do it for not only yourself, but your kids and Loved ones. This world needs all the GOOD PEOPLE it can get, and Mike---- you are GOOD PEOPLE whether you realize it or not. Come back to LIFE !!! Sending LOVE your way brother ❤️

[@ericfurman5227]

Been sober 4 years. Took me the first year to get over the withdrawal and depression but now my life is better than ever. You can do it brother!

[@fullthrottlemetric]

A full year ? Damn that scares me . I have been tapering from 30 blues a day but when I can quit ,. I have no support and have to keep working but I'm afraid of the lethargy and depression

[@ericfurman5227]

@@fullthrottlemetric damn 30 blues a day! I 100% recommend getting the Vivitrol shot. It’s basically extended-release Naltrexone, so it will bind to your receptors and prevent opiates from getting you high. You can get the shot after you’ve been clean for 7-10 days, so just hang in there for a week or so (I’m sure you’re used to bad withdrawals) and get the shot. Insurance might not cover it and the shot is $1,000 and lasts a month but if you’re going through 30 Roxys a day, it’s in your financial best interest as well. I wish you the best of luck, though you don’t really need luck-just discipline and belief in yourself

[@ZaraBizara]

This man is heartbreaking. He articulates this experience better than just about anyone else I've listened to. You can tell he has a sweet soul and an intelligent mind and I wish I could give him a hug.

[@chelseadonae8601]

You’re helping people right now! Thank you for sharing your story and the honestly is so appreciated. I truly believe you will get to the other side of your addictions❤️sending love and light ✨

[@kmaxxwell]

I have watched a ton of videos on your channel and Mike's story is by far one of the most impactful that I've heard. He really is a true example of how addiction doesn't discriminate and it can take hold of anyone regardless of your positive upbringing, financial success and education level. This is a man who truly wants to get better and I genuinely hope one day he has the social supports, love and confidence to believe he can get clean and that not all is lost. Wishing the very best for you, Mike.

[@toebiter69]

goes to show once more how hard addiction is this guy understands completely that its taking his whole life away and still he cant put it down

[@mikellekirkland9053]

One of my favorite interviews by Mark. He is so genuine & honest. A lot of the interview Ive seen the addicts walk away from their children & never look back. You can tell he really loves his kids. I hope he gets on the right track. Id love to see an update on him.

[@KATIEB1989]

This interview got me. My boyfriend of 14 years was an addict for 5 years, he stopped using in 2020 but has been on suboxone since and trying to get off that. Great career in construction, family man, good guy!!

[@whocares4464]

I've taken sub for five years now and have ranged from 1mg a day to as Much as 16mg a day. I world say for someone that's on sub and wants to quit sub like me, we'll try to keep you daily dose down as low as tolerable when you start. I see he is somewhat new so I'd say take as little as possible and save the rest. Keep reducing your dose slowly but wait until your body stabilizes on the lower dose, then take it down more and wait to stabilize. Good luck man, I was Introduced to sub as a non addictive substance or substitute for opiates and like your boyfriend knows it is definitely addictive

[@rawdata678]

Yo Catherine, even if there are stronger and weaker opioids, the withdrawal syndrome its the same for all, dont let your boyfriend fall for this lie. The "chemical hook" Is 10% of the addiction/withdrawal problem, for this usually therapy Is by brupenorphine/methadone AND behavioral psichology. He needs a Specialist to manage his tapering schedule, a good One can really make the difference, however, here where I live healthcare Is free...the most brutal tapering schedule a human can endure while working and without feeling as a walking shit Is 10% taper down every 10 days, he can do It, slowly.

[@industrialdrummer44]

The stigma associated with MAT like Suboxone and Methadone shouldn't exist. If it's helping the patient live a happy and productive life, while abstaining from illicit substances, then it's doing its job and should be celebrated. Kudos to you and your guy and congrats on building the lives that you deserve. 🖤

[@rawdata678]

@@industrialdrummer44 exactly. Here in Italy therapy for opioid addiction Is harm reduction, that has been known as the Golden standard for decades. Usually It goes with a substitute opioid, ( brupenorphine, the partial agonist opioid in suboxone Is a Little more than a substitute, but its not the point here), and behavioral psichology, being the pathology considered more a Psychosocial syndrome, with the "chemical hook" considered a secondary problem. if a patient Is treated following evidenze based medicine, the line between use and abuse its the prescription: being that part of a multidisciplinary effort. Addiction, every type, Is a detachment from society, a self isolation and detachment from society and relevant things in Life. The chemical hook Is a corollary of the syndrome.

[@ROSSIGRL584]

Dang. I’m not sure I’ve ever listened to someone this ready to turn it around. His body is the addict. His mind recognizes rock bottom. It’s sad to hear other homeless addicts, but this dude is aware enough to see the forest through the trees. As with nearly everyone you interview, I really hope he’s up to the task of being clean and being the dad/son that he yearns to be again.

[@Frenchie_007]

Thank you Mark for posting.

[@TheIddieMorris]

This guy’s insight is amazing. I can imagine it’s very painful because he totally sees how he got here, why he’s still in active addiction, and all the bad shit that goes with it. Praying for you brother. It may take a few times but I think you can do it. You can get clean and stay that way…..one minute at a time, one hour at a time, and soon one day at a time. Much love to you.

[@aknaj89]

Thank you Mark for hugging him from all of us here

[@1NJen]

Mike.. I know this interview is a couple years old… but I am sobbing watching him.. he is so kind.. so smart.. Mike.. you’re worth it.. we can recover.. does anybody know what his story is in 2024???

[@seannb7861]

I feel for you Mike. It's obvious you're a good person who's been taken over by something you can't control.

[@maymacbell3983]

This for me is the most real interview I have watched, this one brought me to tears.

[@daniella8523]

I can tell he’s a genuinely good guy. I really hope he gets better

[@TheKelleijohnstone]

This one touched me. While I root for all those lost in addiction, I wish recover deeply for Mike. He still has so much to live for and so much to give.

[@mandykitson7039]

My daughter died at 21 wanting nothing more than to help others :(

[@debradavis9589]

My condolences and sending you love from oklahoma

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

I so sorry! Love, Detroit

[@1428monsterdrink]

Such a gentle soul. Something I have learned from struggling with alcohol myself is that it’s been my way of taking care of myself. Those painful emotions, self hate and childhood trauma it’s all connected. Learning to take care of yourself in a new way without the drugs is so so hard but it can be done. Baby steps and becoming your own parent, find a new way to take care of yourself. Sending much love ❤️

[@janninewhyborn5976]

mark that was a terrific interview, mike was so honest real and raw, Mark ,thanks for your transperancy, you know if you give up detox rehab, and give yourself a couple of years, in a secure safe environment,away from where you are, you can get the old Mike back, and you have alot to 9ffer the world and your kids, go for it!!! move ahead!!! don't stop!!! It Works If You Work At It from New Zealand🙏

[@lbyrne83]

You can do it Mike! I’m 40…it’s not too late to start over. I just switched careers and I thought, am I too old? No way. You got this.

[@irishmatt1234]

Deep down inside, Mike is not a bad guy. Addiction has stolen the best of him, and I wish him all the best. Mike does have a chance at turning himself around.

[@Jbonesaa]

This was a good one, I’ve got 9 months. So much relatable pain, he speaks for a lot of people I’m sure.

[@kadencebarlow8330]

My dad overdosed when he was 27, I was 9 and It's rough, coincidentally also named Michael. If not for yourself, get clean for your kids. It'll be mean more than the world in the long run, You've got this MIke

[@kat8436]

What a sweet soul. I feel his gentle kindness through the screen and it brings tears to the eye. I have faith that with the proper support, mental health support and self love he could make it through. I see this for you and I’m wishing You peace and happiness

[@ΌλγαΖαχαρία]

Such an structured, entillegent, full of emotions person! I wish from the bottom of my heart that he finds the strength to get in his life what he really deserves.

[@abdulzatar187]

Mr Mark, you're an awesome individual. I appreciate you so much for so many other videos. Unlike any other video you usually do not hug your companion or interviewee, that being said I am almost sure that you always hug your interviewee/ company. Every single one of us enjoys your relentless heartfelt good videos. Continue on and may you always thrive and may the Lord bless you.

[@mjriemen]

I understand so many people post comments here, so its hard to get a response. However Mark or whoever, if anyone has a way of contacting Mike via social Media or any other way, I would like to contact him. I feel my path is very similar to his. With the exception being that I am also 40, but coming up in October I will have been clean for 10 years. I know some people in the recovery community in Southern California. I’d love to at least try to help. For those of us in recovery it helps bolster our own situation in to be to service of others.

[@mariesandiego5291]

I think you can email Mark. The page gas his email somewhere. Very nice gesture. Good luck.

[@tuturockchick]

My favourite episode ever, I’ve never commented on any of the videos but I am sending all the love and hope that this guy can pull himself out of the bad place he’s in ❤️

[@ChrisP3000x]

"I don't steal from people, I steal from stores" This level of denial is astounding.

[@ChrisP3000x]

@@squiggletree5080 And if they can't raise the prices (due to numerous reasons), then they make cuts,....and when all else fails, they shut down completely.

[@tammic2016]

Mike you are intelligent, insightful and kind. You got addicted to opioids unknowingly the way so many others have. Coupled with a genetic predisposition and ADHD, these definitely played a factor in your addiction. You can turn this around. The best gift you can ever give your kids is showing them that hope and hard work pays off by getting clean and being a dad again. You are worthy! You can do this!

[@TaraLeigh_in_Canada]

One of the saddest bottom line statements I ever heard was "Jails.. Are FULL of unrealized potentials" .. And this guy HAS that in Abundance! I wish that he could have gone from jail DIRECTLY into a Quality treatment program for 90+..... Like the participants on Intervention go to... And see if he could Reeeeeallyyy have a chance at Recovery... Prayers to him... His kids and ALLLLL his family. His Honesty sounded like it was speaking directly from the heart... Mark, always, I am a Huge fan. Good Luck and prayers for an intervention to Recovery to Mike... ♥️🙏 Love and prayers.. Tara 🇨🇦 PS.... We'll need an Update on this one!!!!

[@S.Matt240]

What a honest man. I really hope he gets it figured out. Seems like a really genuine person.

[@brennandempsey1329]

I'm recently diagnosed in my 30s, and I too see a huge connection between ADHD and many of the problems people on this channel deal with. It can be a devastating disorder, especially when it isn't noticed while people are young.

[@martinmummert5614]

Brennan Dempsey...And most people don't realize the ADHD is caused by childhood vaccinations. Those toxic injections (mercury, aluminum, glyphosate, polysorbate-80, etc.) are very damaging to developing brains. Check out videos, books and research by Dr. Suzanne Humphries.

[@cameracamera4415]

Yes if it’s not treated properly with medication, then people will self-medicate.

[@brennandempsey1329]

@@cameracamera4415 Amen.

[@CaroleMora22]

As often happens when I watch these interviews, i'm in tears by the end. This was so moviing and I hope that Mike is able to anchor in the things he loves, the people he loves, especially his children, and detox fully from the drugss, because I can sense that he has so much to give. I'll be looking forward to an update when he can share his progress.