Pendo46 bro we definitely got do some business that’s 🔥🔥🔥 bro word
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
What you offering??
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
@EL - U - AY its sold, but its free for non-profit use
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: I keep living in the darkness oh the past is in the past i try to catch myself to keep it in the past I don't wanna keep running I just want my feet on the ground and walk away from the darkness and walk away from the darkness
@mindfuk81435 жыл бұрын
Pendo46 kzbin.info/www/bejne/in-4o4SrftWEbas making money off your track
@mirahd14435 жыл бұрын
[Chorus] 0:18 I keep living in the darkness oh the past is in the past i try to catch myself to keep it in the past I don't wanna keep running I just want my feet on the ground and walk away from the darkness and walk away from the darkness Verse 1 0:46 I'm fallin with broken wings Say its in the past but there so many things Wish I could forget but theres no way in hell On my knees please God save me from myself,yeah All the scars and the pain Since day one I was f**ked in the brain No one saved me from myself I couldn't even save myself Nd now here I am semicolon, still here standin in the rain, try not to think much about the pain Did you even really care? This whole time I was hurt but you just stood there. Leaving me on my own, to find my way, get to the throne Whole time wear a mask on my face Faked a smile and that a disgrace Why hide your face, No I'm not okay! [Chorus]1:30 I keep living in the darkness oh the past is in the past i try to catch myself to keep it in the past I don't wanna keep running I just want my feet on the ground and walk away from the darkness and walk away from the darkness [ Verse 2] 1:56 March Twenty Seventh, Twenty Eighteen Wanted stay asleep be stuck in my dreams I took the pills, wrote my note said goodbye gettin ready to die, accept my fate at least I tried, Guess I let the bullies inside, I mean, its okay though right? Crying myself to sleep every night The easiest way to say I lost my fight And the choices, they seem so dire Everyday now and then, I’d wanna expire I know it hurts to see her last baby in pain But she don't understand the meds f**ck with my brain I want to live in the future but the past is holding me back This bottomless pit I tell you about Its cold and I feel like theres no way out [Chorus] 2:55 I keep living in the darkness oh the past is in the past i try to catch myself to keep it in the past I don't wanna keep running I just want my feet on the ground and walk away from the darkness and walk away from the darkness [Final Verse]3:36 Leave it in the past, I'm walkin through Gone a long way alone, without you On my knees begging for help, where were you? It's too late now, the damage has already been dealt No one understands how far down I fell They say life is a test Did I fail? Another question unanswered question I guess, oh well Guess this is the end, so long mate cya in hell
@jjjohnson13895 жыл бұрын
Legendary Songwriter here
@otachu94705 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I wrote the song on my sister's Profile!
@jpot62922 жыл бұрын
Can you give me this lyrics??
@Sh3Official5 жыл бұрын
appreciate the love! so glad you guys vibe with my vocals, and of course the heat Pendo brings to the beat!
@PodcastShortTalks5 жыл бұрын
Since we parted I was living in the darkness on my own, Beg my pardon Now My heart is guarded by my soul, Regardless I'm an artist who is looking for a home, Nobody really knows How much I be in my Zone, try to keep you close im out of hope i know you wont, let me go, Let me fall inside a hole why is everybody cold, They say lifes a gift tied with a bow, Honestly its getting old, Every lie that you have told Was another lie you sold I Drown myself In pain, I found myself A way But how about my Faith, Look how i became, The change that i have made, A cut from my veins, I messed up what remains, ------------------ Now i feel lonely, Wish i had a homie, Man i miss my Brodie, Low key Hoping that she dont ever diss own me Their Going to know me, If you love me then show me, Im coping, Im holding your hand, I know I can, Be the person I am, You sliped through My hands Like sand Do you fully understand I just wanna be a man, Damn now you got me, Waiting for changes, And Time goes by im wasted and faded Tonight Face it embrace it alive, Fight for your life Sorry that I cant say goodbye, I tried and I tried I apoligize
@netbhs58965 жыл бұрын
😝😝😝🔥😊🔥🤗🤗☻☻☻☻💛💛😫😴
@Candyb26015 жыл бұрын
This fucka lit🔥🔥🔥
@dylanpound26844 жыл бұрын
I Am Cypher amazing song bro respect 🔥
@Dylan360twisty5 жыл бұрын
Cosmo Yeah everyday seems to slip Away seconds turn to minutes Then the minutes turn to hours; Bright days come but slowly fade to grey you could say this moment is ours, Now let’s lay back and smoke This flower, play that music Blast the speakers louder. Forget about the past Just let it go; accept it As it was, not how it could be People change, people leave If they come back askin’ How you been doin’ ? Tell em that I’ve been Doing me. Within these moments I’m changing staying In my lane focused On 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲, music , Self-care, And personal gain. Transform my life Become a better person On a lonely journey Soul searching. My old self is gone Never returning.
@RUN_IT_UP_5 жыл бұрын
Hook Im traped in your shadow Im the king of the dark Thats half the battle My love you haggle Light the spark This is the sad part I just cant forget the past And i think of your future I wish i coulda changed it Rearrange it I try to save it I just turn away Walk away I pray for a better day God forgive me For i have sinned A thousand times So fucking high But i never win Please can i try again Im sorry devin robert It really hurts Hook Im in the darkness Consumed by the fondness Held down by nothing lawless I think i am what i hate While my life is great Suicide crosses my mind How do i forget Without dying Im really trying I stop you from crying With a smile But im defeated Depressed in denial Never a mile i wouldnt walk As i write stoned Robert i would talk
@A.1a1.5 жыл бұрын
(Hook) What happens when I wanna pick up the knife? Gotta keep telling myself I'm alright. But what if my thoughts are right. And I should just lay down and die. What happens if the darkness wins. Will my life be thrown in the bin. Whos gonna tell me to keep on going. Whos gonna tell I need stop losing. Get up and start winning. Stop whining. Get up and start doing whats right. (Hook) (THIS IS A SHORT RAP.)
@justinbradford32104 жыл бұрын
Living in my purpose being an impact for the lost and broken hearted feeling depressed to know there not alone and will overcome life as long as they keep the faith
@naemxmuaz24125 жыл бұрын
Masih terkenang ,wajahmu masih terbayang, Dalam fikiran hanya kamu yg ku sayang, Tapi kau pergi tanpa khabar akan pergi, Kau tinggalkan aku,kau buat hatiku mati, Rindukan memori yang kita lalui bersama, “Sayang ku kan setia”,janji kau itu kemana? Harapan palsu yg telah kau lemparkan, Kemana perasaan aku? Apa kau ketepikan, Aku dihampakan dengan semua janji, Janji manis kau tu semuanya potong kaki, Tapi kali ini dibicarakan tentang hati, Manakala kau bahgia ku disini menyendiri, Hujan mulai datang,pelangi tidak muncul, Yg ku sangkakan bintang,semuanya tidak betul, Benar,apa yang sahabat ku katakan, “Dia ada yg lain”,usah kau taruhkan harapan, Tiga tahun kita,selama ini sia ii, Aku yang setia tp selalu yg terluka, Manis ayat cinta,manis hadam kata ii, Ucapan “sayang” itu mungkin saja ia direka, Enam hari bulan empat tarikh kita bersemuka, Enam bulan julai terhapusnya kisah cinta, Nampak ragam kasar,tp sudut hati nangis, Limpahan air mata tetap terpadamnya egois, Tak dinafikan kau cantik bahkan baik, Tp sayang sekali aku dilayan mcm taik, Pengakhiran bicara,aku mahu kau pergi, Perginya dirimu yang takkan pernah kembali~
@jaydonsciregiesekam62055 жыл бұрын
walk away from the darkness that’s what i’m meant to do but to leave the darkness girl is to leave loving you memoreies we made make me go insane wish we could go back to when you felt the same mama been fighting her battles and demons alike i been trapped in my mind smoking weed, taking lines praying and hoping i find something that gives me a little more time something to heal the scars yeah all these marks that you left on me from afar but it’s been fucking hard yeah
@surimendes4 жыл бұрын
I Love your Beats Bro..🥺🥰
@nathanjordan95343 жыл бұрын
dude i love this
@RDA8264 жыл бұрын
Cool tune
@DevlWingz5 жыл бұрын
I got challenged to make a song (for no profit use) and I might use this. It’s hard finding beats that hit hard like this and match equally through my emotion.
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏 kill it 🤘🤘
@spiritwalkerr5 жыл бұрын
I try to walk away But I can't hear what they say sorry for all the pain but I am giving up today People say when u run away from ur darkness u can't escape it all cuz u can't leave urself not no help could get it all away even if you were to pray it would still be upon you but I can't keep this up so when it pops up I just walk away try to keep it bay no hight could keep it in me keep me sane then it starts to pour blood starts gore all the rain reminding me and taking me back to when I was before
@prodbymirage70975 жыл бұрын
Bruh❤🎶🙏
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌
@Cwawrestling235 жыл бұрын
Fire Bro def gone use for non profit if that’s cool
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Thats cool 🙏🙏
@cameronoconner35435 жыл бұрын
I got demons in my head and they driving me insane. Everytime i start to look up i find myself stuck in this rain. I dont know how to deal, nor restrain, the thoughts i keep trapped in my brain or the pain. Im only 14 smoking weed and cigarettes and drinking. Lately ive been on the brink, lately ive been overthinkin. You see, i gotta girl and i try my best to love her. And i cherish the moments that i get to kiss and get to hug her. But its hard, cuz i was never taught love just taught hate. And i try to be perfect, look good, lose weight. Ive been starving myself lately, man i havent ate. Ik i have it easy to other people, but man i debate. I debate livin, i debate life in general. And if god made this world perfect then why is it that 8 times i got taken by the federal? Not a bad kid. Just looking out for my mother. See dad was always in her face. So i decided to step in. Sucker punch em. Started hurting him. 8 times man, he fucking raised me. Why did i Fucking hurt him? Worst part is little brothers had to see it all. Now they. In therapy. So me and my insanity have a brawl. We fight it out. But i never win. Everytime i fucking cut man. Why cant it just let me win? Ive been working so hard. Just to be the perfect son. But how can i do that if i have never won? So now i lay in the corner of my room crying with a gun. Ive been overthinking, overdrinking, im scared that im falling, but one day ima prove you all wrong and ima be ballin. Ima take the poor people including my dad, my mother, my brothers and myself. Ima make a career, but i cant do it myself,so lord im asking for your help... Please just give me wealth. Please just help me im sorry for my sins. But ive never been taught healthy mental health. All im asking for is forgiveness, then ill ask for help. The problem is i cant decide between lovin you or myself. Damn, but look! Where im from, aint no extra food on the plate the only plate that you. Get is what you just ate! Almost started dealing and this wasnt even back when i was constantly stealing. This was a week ago. But i needed to up a level and just to see them on week days id have to work them pedals. 20 minute bike rides
@rev-cyanide26945 жыл бұрын
Should use this
@jamieholden30375 жыл бұрын
Absolute 🔥 lit I want this can you make another beat and hook like this, I’m inspired to write
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Coming a beat album soon, i have beat with Alex-Marie Brinkley on it, its kinda similar.
@jamieholden30375 жыл бұрын
Pendo46 oh cool can you send me a link to that beat please
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
The beat will be on the album and the album is dropping next week
@Bmagic13374 жыл бұрын
Loven this going for it
5 жыл бұрын
Est-ce que parfois tu te sens vivre ? Est-ce que parfois tu te sens mourir ? Entre les deux à chaque instant A c’niveau là c’est de la survie Ma seule prison c’est ma pensée Mes idées ont des chaînes aux pieds L’école ça m’apprends pas grand chose A part qu’tu fais pas respecter Tous les adultes qui s’croient malins Parce qu’ils ont dû pouvoir sur toi Ont sans doute des soucis d’confiance Ils te diront qu’t’es bon à rien
@JackDiamond_FBOW4 жыл бұрын
love the beat and hook
@mikeyconnor5 жыл бұрын
how to download for non profit??? beat and hook are amazing btw
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Thanks! And use mp3 converter, i don't have it available now
@mikeyconnor5 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 thanks bro
@KentRovaBeats5 жыл бұрын
😍
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Thanks fam! 🙌🙌
@nivismusic71365 жыл бұрын
Wonderful ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤👍
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏🙌🙌
@netbhs58965 жыл бұрын
Yah I'm broken I've been broken cant be fixed my mind is in a mix it's in disstruct but I'm not giving up and ik I am stuck and I cant feel a thang feel like I can just hang froma rope and go but I'm thinking my family will they be mad me will they be sad for me the kids they look up to me and that's the only reason I'm still here breathing but my souls been stolen and I've been searching I've been looking but it's been token I'm getting tired of sleepless night and tired of endless fights
@outthehills32585 жыл бұрын
Am make this blow up
@shikatseitlin26665 жыл бұрын
what are the piano chords for this its so sick, awesome beat
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Not sure, need to check
@sankalpyashraj92495 жыл бұрын
Chala tha jis rah par Wohi nikle the gaade kitne Jinko samjha tha mai aapna Wo saare the jhoothe sapne Khabhar thi saari par Kaboo na tha mujko khud pe Mushafir banke bhatak raha tha Khaboo me yun dubb raha tha Bin rooye mai roo rha tha Tukdo ko yun saanj rha tha Khud ko mai sambhal raha tha Bundo me hi beh raha tha Tutti takhti saajh raha tha Sapno ko yun boo raha tha Haar paal mai yun tut raha tha Samete yun hazar jhoothe waade wo haazar Nami ki wo bunde hogae the wo haazar Kahayalo ke wo nauke pe hi tair raha ta haar baar Buddhi meri bhrasht thi par mauke mile mujhe hazaar
@JayDinero7165 жыл бұрын
Bro this shit so 🔥 can I use this non profit, I’ll give you full credit and link your KZbin and social media
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Sure, for non-profit
@brandon.zeitler4 жыл бұрын
Who is that singing on the hook, do I have to credit her as a feature
@officialabsent25795 жыл бұрын
Can I buy without the hook?
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
I will add the beat without hook to my beatstars today
@officialabsent25795 жыл бұрын
Pendo46 awesome I’ll buy it once it comes up!
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Sounds good 👍👍
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
beat without hook: bit.ly/2U785Yx
@agapieoficial80354 жыл бұрын
Asa ca Doamne, nu mai iau pastile De la Sfântul Constantin cu multă iubire Am mers pe strada ceea și am văzut asa Cine sa mi vrea binele decat mama mea Cinei mai presus decat Dumnezeu Cine mă purtat pe calea Care am fost mereu Vreau crucea mea să o duc mereu Lumea să râdă de acum mie greu Dacă eram plecat, mă întorceam instant Am fost aici dar m-am pierdut ce păcat Nu vad lumina? O vad si unde cad Prin muzica raul l-am evitat Daca plec, o sa ma întorc Dacă mantorc sper să nu mai vreau sa plec Tu esti iubirea, la cine pot să fug Cand semnul de la stop e atât de trecut Doamne toti rad dar nu zâmbește nimenip Si cand e greu toata lumea e cu tine Inima.mea sper ca no vânează nimeni
@omegasteel9264 жыл бұрын
Thanks bro for making me some money using this beat..wish i could send you a check but its COVID 19...but youre probably rich anyways...
@agapieoficial80354 жыл бұрын
De fiecare dată când cant nu plâng De cand mă clatină muntele să-l urc Unde sa ajung decat lângă vârf Locul care-l vad pe Domnul mai aproape ca in crang Frunzele cad ca in poveste fără dragoste se poate Vis m-am cam magnetizat și sunt vesel foarte Să vorbească lumea mult, să vorbească iar și iar De pe vremea in care mă odihnesc cand.mancam
@italog76633 жыл бұрын
Hi can i used this for my New Song i am rapper from germany... I used this for me and Not for Profit.... Thx
@sinn___________4 жыл бұрын
👌💕❤
@simba-hs9rv5 жыл бұрын
Can't find a way to download the beat with the hook
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
Yeah, sorry man but the beat is sold, i didnt remember to write sold on the title
@theblackninjaturtle14035 жыл бұрын
I want to use this beat but I dont have any money 😩
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
You can use it free for non-profit as long as you credit
@theblackninjaturtle14035 жыл бұрын
I spent all my money on hookers and cocaine.
@theblackninjaturtle14035 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 I downloaded it using an mp3 converter and uploaded it in FL Studio. I want to change the title but I will label it "Marcus Maddox & Pendo ft sh3"
@moonwalkerrecords75815 жыл бұрын
I wrote lyrics on this beat, Can I use this beat, it's free?
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
You can use it free for non-profit
@moonwalkerrecords75815 жыл бұрын
Sure ❤
@Entretenimiento.095 жыл бұрын
Lyrics bro ? ❤
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
In the comments
@Entretenimiento.095 жыл бұрын
thanks bro, your beats are the best you are a crack ❤🔥
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
@@Entretenimiento.09 thanks fam! more beats coming soon
@Entretenimiento.095 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 I'm always aware of your instrumentals bro🔥🔥
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌
@jonasschuster94675 жыл бұрын
Kopie Schatz weißt du wie weh es tut dich so glücklich zu sehen ich sitze hier mit Tränen und kann es einfach nicht verstehen Wieso ich so eine wunderschöne Frau gehen lassen hab Ich würde gern die Zeit zurück drehn Und dich noch mal so sehn Doch ich weiß, weiß die Worte ändern nichts Denn Egal wie viel Besitz ich ich ich will nur dich ich schäme mich für meine Tat und meine schwache Art Denn mein liebe war stärker als die wille zu dir war Es tut mir leid die Worte sagen zu müssen aber es sie sind wahr Und Ich weiß diese worte ja sie sind für dich nicht da Und das ist das schmerzhafteste in diesem Part Hör mir zu Baby ich bin immer für dich da an jedem Tag Egal wie es dir auch geht ich würde alles für dich tun doch jetzt ist es schon zu spät Also geh deinen Weg ich Versuchs zu verstehen aber wird schwer denn ich sehe unter Tränen Die Frau an der Seite zu haben die Mann liebt Aber nein die kosten groß versiebt nur damit sie jeder sieht Hab dir alles vetraut Doch du hast es versaut Sry jetzt bist du nur ein Traum Geworden ohne groß nachzudenken alles zu verschwenden Und nichts mehr zu verwenden Denn die Liebe ist zu Ende ohne die würde ich nicht existieren ohne zu explodieren würde ich mich exportieren Baby geh jetzt deinen Weg er ist nicht mehr verdreht dank mir bist du jetzt n prophet Mir scheiss egal welchen Weg sie jetzt geht ich bin hier und kann sie sehn Denn ein Lächeln heißt nicht glücklich sein Auch wenn die Augen weinen
@amandapendlebury73175 жыл бұрын
Hi
@f0xx19485 жыл бұрын
نولدت بمكان مقدس وجودي فيه معظم فلسطيني حكولي بترفع الراس الاسم لحاله قوه بس ما وقف رصاصه بن حارتي بالراس علموني انو ما فيه ناس احسن منا ما في ناس متطوره, ما في عالم بتفكر زينا حكولي صون دينك؛ هوي الي بحميك بس ماما صواريخ الf16 دمرت المنيح بتزكر قصي واسامه واحنا منلعب طابه الدقيقه بعدها شفنا صاروخ عم ينزل طابق اصوات صراخ وبكى وقلب ام ناشف ما بدك تشوف ابنك ميت لكن صورتو واسمو بمنشور معلق في كل شارع هوي لاي حركه تابع؟ شي بخزي، حلمه كان بس يعيش مش للاحزاب تتبنى موته قدام المدافع انا ما نولدت حر, انا نودلت فلسطيني انا ما نولدت عشان ناس تدافع عني نولدت لأدافع عن حالي نودلت بأمل كاذب ما حسيت فيه ولا شفته غير لما طلعت من غزه حسيت كبني ادم ضيع عمره احكيلي بس كيف انبسط وإديي كلها دم كيف انسبط والهوا الي سبتو كله سم كيف انسبط وانا تارك جدي وستي بهالهم كيف انبسط, سيبك. انا لن افقد الامل, لساتني صغير لساتو المستقبل قدامي لساتو الفارس ما ركب الخيل لساتو ما حس انو بني ادم عادي بيزكروك انك فلسطيني وانت بتزكرهم والحرب بتبطل في غزه بتصير معهم بزكروك عن عدم قدرتك وخفات صوتك ما تعب حالك، احنا ذئاب عايشه بين خرفان فكرت حالها امنه وراحت تنام بس لازم يعرفو انو في ناس في قصص وشخصيات زي ابن عمتي, ١٨ سنه بيواجه بطاله وعنف كل يوم عنده اصرار، بس متل الجبال صار همه انا عنجد مشتقله بس ما بقدر اشوفه سألوني بدك السجن ولا الحريه انا نولدت بمكان واحد، وحلمي برا حر مش محبوس لكن تزكر انو الحريه مش ابديه في ناس في زكريات في صور بس في حاجز في معابر وطرق كلها مكائن كفلسطيني, ما عندك اختيار رح تقعد بسجن برا مع نفسك عبل منسمحلك ترجع عالدار انا اسف يا خالي تطريت تروح وما نشوفك ولاد الشرموطه سمحو لاخوك يدخل يوم واحد كان يوم جنازتك بكى وتكسر وطلع من المخروبه وسابك دعيتلك من بشاعه الوقت والمكان والمنظر دعيتلك من حزني وحزن اهلي, اشي بقهر دعيتلك، بس مين سامع؟ ما فيه اي صوت صرخت من جوا، صور البلد بطل فيها اي لون بغض النظر عن الاصفر والاخضر والاحمر ارسم قوس قزح، حركاتنا اسامي كبيره وبتكتر بس حياتها بتقصر وبتصغر الوحده الطريق الواحد الحرب احنا او همي, ما عندي حل واحد والاحتلال عبر التاريخ سقط. ما في غير حل واحد قصتي طويله لكن ألمي اطول من هالbeat فأعطيطك نبذه من الي عشته, trust me its all real كان بودي نص حيااتي تطلع dream لكن فدائي بضل, عنوان ما تمنيت يصيبه تغيير kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpCpl5KPZt1qb7M
@VisionTheLyricalOne3 жыл бұрын
Dude all your beats sound the same by this point. No hate just saying, you need to switch it up💯
@Sh3Official5 жыл бұрын
appreciate the love! so glad you guys vibe with my vocals, and of course the heat Pendo brings to the beat!
@Pendo465 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏🤙🤙
@Unknown-gk6it5 жыл бұрын
Sh3Official 😌
@hopefulprodigy54345 жыл бұрын
Ur voice is amazingly beautiful
@plexmusic71524 жыл бұрын
Omg this is so beautiful, may I please use this beat for non profit, I'm a Christian artist and thus beat would be great to use, your voice is perfect
@Sh3Official4 жыл бұрын
Dominic Martinez hey! The download link is in the description 👌🏼