sometimes you should quit. (my creative journey)

[@dennislinggar]

"Nothing gets wasted. The creativity is all interconnected". Baaarrrrsss

[@adamwoken]

just finding your late bloomer vid, and watching this right after, has shown there's still creatives finding the love in the art, even with all the social separation "social" media thrust upon us, seeing the little change in that smile from the b role of you on set, to you alone building your own creations to wear and show off, and feeling that smile/happiness coming from you

[@evanderholyfeels]

Authenticity is making a comeback.

[@octitawhythisnameistaken]

Daily, most of the time necessary.

[@shanouboubou]

And it feels so good ❤

[@wendycairoli3964]

I'm 34. I studied film and worked freelance after that. I never made enough money to live off of it so I also had a 9-5 job in order to pay the bills. It was soul crushing and at some point I was burnt out. I stopped writing and making videos in 2016, but in my mind it was only a short break. I'm still on that "short break", living off of temporary jobs, and I feel like I'm actually low-key giving up on my dreams. I hope I'm just recalibrating and that I will come out the other end with a new sustainable purpose in life. Just like you. Your videos touched me deeply and you have all my sympathy. I hope you will thrive in this new chapter of your life. Your filmmaking skills still shine through on KZbin and I think I'll stick around for a while ✌️

[@VegimorphtheMovieBoy]

Same here. I'm 35 and I took a bit of a break from my projects last year, but it just made me feel miserable because it felt like I was being myself. Now, this year, I'm trying to get a few things going again. Best wishes and best of luck to you, and cheers to a fellow filmmaker! 🙂

[@Lifes1BeautifulRide]

I am so happy I've discovered your channel. I look forward to watching your future videos.

[@mkg6413]

It's strange how the world (and in this case the algorithm) knows exactly what you need in the moment that you need it. I've been "starting over" creatively for the past year after a lot of introspection. After 12 years, I'm putting aside a series that I've been working on since I was in middle school. The first book, as an aspiring author that I ever finished. For context, I graduated from college in 2021 after a lot of academic struggles. Mental breakdowns, failing classes, but I finally was able to earn that $22,000 piece of paper that proved to myself that "I could accomplish something big, despite all of the struggles I went through". It was in that year after I completed my degree that I looked back on how much my academic journey and majoring in literature made me completely forget my love for reading and writing. It was in that year that I actually went back and read those novels that I wrote as a child, and it was in those moment of reading over 10 years worth of work that I came to a horrifying realization, what I had written was no longer a reflection of myself. I wallowed, feeling like all those year had been a waste, but like you mentioned in this video. Nothing I had done in all those years had actually gone to waste. I learned so many languages, did so much culturally research, developed my own fictional languages, and discover my undying love for a new genre that I hadn't written in before. A genre that sparked that old flint, the spark I needed to want to write again. It was in that self-discovery, then going on a 4-month long excursion overseas alone that I gifted to myself, that I was finally comfortable with saying to myself, "let's start a new chapter". I look at it, not as an end to something, but as a continuation. The ending of a chapter does not have to be the ending of a book. It is merely the lead into the rest of a story you have yet read and discover yet. I truly have to thank you so much for this video and you other one on late bloomers as well. It's hard when you feel stuck, but find that little beam of light at the end of the tunnel is so gratifying after all of that struggle. I wish you the best of luck on your journey into this new creative medium.

[@hanafloriana]

Just found your channel - I love how you are so skilled at telling your story. Just want you to know it’s helping me to face my own fears and get over my own definition of “failure.” Reframe! Thank you and excited for you!

[@natashasmith5279]

You're so on point. I studied photography and I found that all that study, trying to fit a client's brief, all the hours editing, only to get a measly pay, made me realise that it wasn't worth it. Now that I have a child I've taken out the camera again and I'm enjoying it again, because I don't feel pressured to get the right shot anymore.

[@szkrukowski]

I like your content and your journey is inspiring. Im 39, switched 2 years ago from doing pr and marketing for games to 3d for games. I am at junior level and people 10 years younger than me earn more. It's ok and fair. I've embraced change and stopped being laser focused on one thing. I wish I had "one thing" but it has always been many and its ok. What matters is to keep going, keep exploring and creating. Have fun y'all, I wish you all the best. Never stop creating

[@GingerIntrovert]

I graduated with an illustration degree two years ago, haven't found steady art-related work, and I feel like I have somewhat lost my passion for it, so hearing you say "creativity never leaves you" was such a good reminder. ♥

[@divatashi]

the editing of this video is incredible. for some reason I can't pinpoint, the montage of powerful figures making statements of success, transitioning to you lying down with sirens blaring in the background was so real and hit me. great job

[@flyingknee23]

I had to let go of my passion as well due to an injury. I'm a creative and it never dies. I just have to channel it elsewhere. You explained how I felt.

[@Diloneus]

The passion is there, the drive is there, the background is there. You’ll succeed here if you didn’t before. I’ll contribute my meager subscription, and know it will be one of millions. But as someone who is turning 30 without feeling any kind of success in love, life, passion, or career yet, I’m anticipating good things for where you go from here. Way to hang in there and try again from another angle. *bro fist*

[@kaylomayekiso3851]

❤️Touched🥺😢. Keep going man🙏🏾. I smashed that subscribe button so hard!. God bless you. Thank you🙇🏽‍♀️

[@singingpandamonium]

As someone who struggled for a long time trying to make it as a singer before finally pivoting and trying to find a different path for myself, this video hit home. Wishing you luck and joy on this creative journey!

[@rivkab3525]

Not being able to live off of my own creativity was what stopped me from studying something in that field. It will always be a part of me, I'll always be creative in my free time but it would break my heart to feel like I failed

[@teeohnetasse]

I‘m a strong supporter of those who carry on after they‘ve learnt that some things haven’t really worked out for them. The life choices that we make are of-the-moment decisions. We make choices based on what felt right at that time. So there aren‘t really „wrong“ decisions in life. The life stories, mantras, penchants for certain things and skills we‘ve acquired along the way will stay with us no matter what we do. This „interconnectedness“ is all part of our life tapestry. Respect for moving onto something different whilst harnessing on the creativity that is within you!

[@swambomb5555]

More please. I have s feeling all those years behind the camera in the industry will serve you very well on this platform. And in the nicest way possible; the community needs a male BestDressed 🥰. Wishing you all the best in the journey up ahead.

[@seeCHOsmile]

Lowkey this video is what I needed to see today. It's been over a decade of working in a place where I have never been passionate about but it was stable income and it what pleased my family. I've always wanted to start my creative journey in filmmaking but I felt like it's getting squandered before the journey has even truly begun. Started going to film school back in 2022 but had to put it on hold because my current work didn't allow for me to drop my hours. Maybe it's the wrong timing, I'm also in my 30s now and I feel like it's too late to make a different start, especially comparing my life circumstances to others around my age and the financial burden we have to carry the older we get. Honestly was going to give up on my creative journey but this video has encouraged me to just create however small or big my ideas are. Thank you 😊

[@pamelappcs]

Hi Jason! I really liked your two videos. They speak to the moment I'm living in. I hope to see more of your videos. Thanks. 😊 🇧🇷

[@JeffMoore1984]

Keep moving people your story ain't done yet 🌍🙏🕊️

[@WerewolfStyleGuide]

Thank you for the video and welcome to KZbin as a content creator. This was really moving and impactful. Your view and experiences are so welcomed. I can't wait to see what else you do here. (As a sewist, the end of this one really hit home.)

[@TomBurgundy]

What you said towards the end of this video about keeping moving and taking steps despite not having the success you initially wanted or envisioned really resonated with me. I’m 35 and feel as if i haven’t “gotten there” yet but I’m still going ❤

[@sorelles_world]

That’s it. I think we perceive success to be getting recognised for what we want to be recognised for. But it doesn’t always add up that way. Success is feeling significant, feeling seen and expressing ourselves. So long as keep true to our expressions, we can feel successful in ourselves. If you build it, they will come. ❤ thank you for this video, you’re inspiring me to make my own. I love everything about this. Liked and subscribed 👏 keep at it friend! Excited for the next one

[@iMavesrick]

I can relate to this so much. I've been trying to become a content creator for 10 years. But I can't give up. I don't wanna be a mindless worker bee for all my life, I wanna do what I love. Maybe one day I'll find another avenue to express myself but for now, this is all I know. I wish you luck on your journey and hope it al works out of you. :)

[@delll372]

subscribed! im watching this from the "other side" i was there when i burnt out from architecture and im also got redirected to personal style & fashion. it was the oasis so i can take a break, and now i am even better than i was before my break down!

[@matildan6618]

I loved this! Please continue making more of these! You're so comforting, relatable and inspiring!

[@lpodverde]

It took me half my life to figure out where my intrinsic motivation lies, but i feel it's too late and wasted so much life figuring things out instead of living.

[@aynichuya]

I just watched both of your videos. The were very inspirational! I completely understand that feeling and I am so grateful I came across your video! You are amazing! I wish you much success, and I look forward to seeing more of your videos in the future! Have a great day✨️

[@wandmagicpewpew]

Im glad you didnt stop being a creative man. There is still a lot of journey left in you! Keep it up.

[@alanychung]

Such an inspiring video and a great message that creativity never leaves you. A message for creators to remember to do what you love. Can’t wait to see your journey! Great video!

[@raudhahenfu6159]

Hey, the “decision to quit even from something you’re passionate about” is so spot on! I recently had this life phase several years ago. Educational-wise, I was always into natural science and I loved reading those encyclopaedias for kids in my childhood. But I realised that I didn’t want to turn this passion into a real career (especially when it comes to the work field condition, I know I won’t be able to endure it mentally.) So I dropped out my uni, even with the cost of losing a lot of friends (and my own family), and getting a kick-out from the society’s life norm. Long story short, I chose a creative life to be a fiction writer, my childhood dream that had been long buried due to life and family’s demand, while working in a part-time job to pay some bills - loving a lot this kind of life right now! My love of those cool fun facts in science can be still reached through reading books and research materials for my worldbuilding in one of my novel projects. I wish you lots of luck for your further creative journey! :)

[@gus5557]

I feel like I’m echoing a lot of other comments, but this video feels genuine, honest, vulnerable, crafted, and POWERFUL. This stands out from the other quick and ‘click baity’ production styles that are out there. Thank you for sharing and inspiring bro 😎

[@visualswithvanya5391]

Hey, I just discovered your channel. First video was the ‘late bloomer’ one and now I’m on my way to watch the other three. Your content is great and even though there’s a significant age and experience difference between you and me but funny enough your content still resonates with me. I would also love to watch more of your fashion design videos if you ever decide to make one. But yeah great stuffffff 💖

[@dilekalgir5546]

Keep on moving take one step everyday.

[@UsmaanAhmed-q2m]

man, I'm going to enjoy watching your journey. keep smashing it, bro. you gained a sub today 💪

[@lpodverde]

I also discovered i like making fashion items with my hands but i feel its so late to start because it takes so much time to master it and ill be so old if i ever succed.

[@humantoby]

That's so hard. I feel you, man. I'm thinking about quitting as a tattoo artist. I dropped back to part-time, but since doing that I can feel my creativity picking up again in so many areas. Being a tattoo artist was stifling my artistic expression. When I can afford to, I'm going to quit.

[@t.l.5755]

Success is what we define it to be. I agree no experience, training, skill, or talent is ever wasted.

[@kevins260]

You are an amazing story teller. This is really good! I really enjoyed watching it. We need more!!

[@emilielalonde3825]

Hope you create more. Im aleready invested in your story.

[@Captain_tiberius]

Nothing gets wasted. A hard truth to see sometimes, but a welcome one!

[@SkullThuggery]

This was ridiculously well put together, great work man

[@eskimofo9i6]

Hell yeah brother 👏👏👏❤❤❤ I Commission you to create a Kings/49ers fit 😂 Rooting for you from the 916 ✌️♥️

[@jasonpoon_]

This is the guy that was in the black and white clip with me

[@andyofla]

So happy you found your new outlet for self expression. Honored to have been a small part of your creative journey. Looking forward to seeing what you’ve got in store!

[@jasonpoon_]

You were a part of this journey with me and literally in the video as well. Thank you for being a solid collaborator and support especially during our time in Taiwan.

[@Sunusunuk2]

Love it!! Please keep uploading. :) Subscribed.

[@veuvenoire7799]

I can soo relate to your video. Thank you for sharing this, very inspiring . Looking forward to seeing more 😊 blessings!

[@nadiatakla2121]

Love you! So thankful to have walked with you for a part of this journey. Excited to see where you go next 👀

[@lordpuschel9282]

I feel your story very much. I think of myself as an artist for the last 10+ years. I didn't made my money from it tho. Now it just sticks on me and I feel nothing but pressure from the thing I loved to do. Today I realised that I can lay the pencils down. I don't need to do it and I can find my creativity in other handicrafts. You've made a wonderful video which motivates me and gives me hope. Thank you.

[@AndrewColors]

This time it’s all gonna work brother. God Bless!

[@isaaclee2325]

Dude I had no clue about this part of your story! So inspiring and love where this is heading 👏👏👏

[@KainanPires-j1s]

Almost cried watching it! Killin the game brotha - you just getting started

[@Mimlou]

Just came across your channel today. As an artist, I’m so hyped to see more of your creations, whatever that looks like. I’m rooting for you❤❤

[@pourquoipas971]

Artist , you surely are.. and creative! Late bloomer? Well you seem quite young with a future ahead, at least from my perspective ( 64 yo, here😅) let’s see what is coming next!

[@BornBurmese]

Very inspirational. Thank you for sharing ❤

[@danaschrodinger3938]

This is the second video im watching and I relate so much. Creativity will always chase the artists. Im so glad i found your channel. ❤

[@NickVMarchuk]

I related to this so heavily brother. Thank you for sharing your creative journey and how it has evolved over the years. I'm going through a lot of the same things you talked about and just learning to accept the flow of life and be inspired to create for fun. :)

[@michaelabarone]

Thank you

[@jonathanhars7067]

your late bloomer vid made me watch the rest of your vid ! love your stuff can't wait to see you grow man, you got this :)

[@LindsayBallif]

Your channel brings me so much joy and inspiration please do not stop making videos.

[@diecastnorbz]

Love!!! Thanks for posting, brother!! I’ll m still on my journey, but this gives me some hope. 😃💯💯

[@veeveeahn]

So much love for you and proud of you beyond words!! Been incredible to be on this journey with you. congrats J!

[@nehamhatre858]

Thank you for this video

[@mishakeable]

Loved the truth in thos video... I've quit filmmaking too... Not videomaking, that's still what I do, but no Cinema for me anymore. And it hurts sometimes, but I just couldn't live like that. Now I have a steady job... Can be boring sometimes, but I don't feel anxious thinking: how am I gonna pay the bills next month? I still would love to come back to the set but... Not now... I need some stability...

[@gouthamkm7510]

It takes courage to switch the years of work to something new

[@eu_lucasfer]

Just discover your channel and I felt myself inspired by your story. Thank you so much for sharing this.

[@seidmannalexander]

Your journey is very inspirational! Keep up the incredible work!!

[@wolfmage]

I’m so glad I found your channel!!!

[@TheSimpleSons]

Finally got a chance to watch this! This video is totally Netflix like film 👏👏👏. Thank you for the inspiration, there are times I feel like I have given up. Then there is little M, maybe we can explore something together 🎉🎉 Keep it up!

[@kelseytang5276]

what a ride !! always rooting for u jason poon 😤😤

[@Anna-y2p2x]

I like sewing and if you ever want to share videos of you making stuff i would be glad to watch. I have grown sons that i would like to make clothes for. Thank you for sharing. ✌️

[@MarkStCyr]

Very relatable Jason. Thanks for sharing your story, Mr. Late Bloomer - subscribed.

[@humair04]

The quality 💯💯💯🔥

[@soundmarked]

Yes! Looking forward to more content from you ❤

[@JonYee23]

Beautiful! Loved it. Can’t wait to see more brother.

[@chinesetarzan]

Go get it!!!!

[@kimeileen]

Absolutely loved this! Thanks for sharing. Leaving real inspired 👍

[@itsvuhoang]

Beautiful video and very relatable. Keep that fire going!!

[@dafne_rdz]

man, it's very easy to tell you have a beautiful soul, I wish we were neighbors and hung out 😁🤓

[@jeen-lio]

great video! so looking forward to whatever is coming - you got my support Jason!

[@arshakmkhitaryan7039]

This is so inspiring, man!! Thank you for the video!

[@pennedfromheaven]

Loving your channel already, Jason!

[@lumagotchi]

You speak to my soul. You’ve definitely earned a sub from me. ❤

[@tnutss]

Wa chef all 4 videos so far and great genuine content. Would love to chat and bounce off ideas with you for your future videos and hear the behind the scenes

[@Meredith36]

Nicely done!

[@CreativeLegend2023]

Good luck bro

[@Jenny91381]

Wow another spot on video :')

[@diumina]

👏👏

[@andreaaccola7489]

Loved this

[@zapsaurus]

Love this 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@pbai]

Respect!

[@hayitstiger]

Excellent!

[@WhirlOmar]

If I did all you've done so far, I would be at a happy place.

[@yojanacast]

Love it!

[@hanihammadi6981]

your voice is beautiful

[@giannasiqueiros6605]

How did you learn how to sew? This was a great video 💛

[@wempoweryou_LTSWN]

❤Soul tribe❤ I will subscribe 🎉

[@lendis1367]

Waaaahhh….

[@darlenepaints9286]

Please always include the clips of you making espresso in all your videos.

[@moodinfinite]

LETS FUCKING GO