sophiemarie.b - hey little girl (live) [official lyric video]

[@sophiemarie.b]

by age 8 my dad was out of my life entirely. my mom would feed me lies about him. she made me believe that he was the one who abandoned us. with no one around to protect me, thats when the abuse started. I’m all choked up i cannot talk I’ve got a fucked up brain, fucked up thoughts writing songs was my therapy. I wrote the first verse and chorus while still living with her in october 2016. Thought i was okay but then i guess not I hope you know that this is your fault shame, anxiety, depression, self-doubt, anger...it was piling up. something had to change. so after 8 years of being apart I messaged my dad from a secret email address. (It would have been very bad if she found out.) he got me a secret phone (i put my best friends picture on it just in case) and we began planning my escape. Want you to feel bad when you go to sleep Hope you’re sad when you remember me Hope you’re feeling bad for all you did to me And hope you lie there in your misery the plan was to begin living with him full time by march, which felt like a long 5 months away. Hey little girl - You never believed there’s a ghost inside of you But it’s hidden too deep would the hopeful, happy, ambitious woman inside of me still be there when I was finally free? Hey little girl - You never imagined you’d get a little older You’ll get abandoned Hey little girl - You know smoking kills You don’t really care cause you love how it feels Hey little girl - You’re falling apart You don’t really care ‘cause they broke your heart abuse -> rebellion -> breakdown. this was the whole song at first. so I posted a clip on instagram as a failed cry for help. but less than a week later I got worried that my mom would see it and took it down. then in dec 2016, with 3 months still to go, my mother let it rip in front of the house, for all of my neighbors to see. bruised and crying I ran to my neighbors house and called my dad “we need to do this now”. my neighbors harbored me for a week while my dad prepared to get custody, as he did later that week. I will never forget the feeling the day I saw the police serving my mother the papers. a warm rush went through my body as she screamed in disbelief. within weeks i was on a beautiful beach vacationing with my dad for new year’s, when I found my song on KZbin, but under another person’s name. who the hell is Quinn Quinn? for those of you who don’t know, this girl on KZbin named Quinn Quinn ripped the audio from my instagram and reposted it as her song. it went kinda viral, on musically too. I was angry and helpless. who fucking does that? whatever! my only defens was to finish the song and post a video of me singing it in front of the piano. by this time, i’m free from my mother, which is why the second verse and bridge come from a whole new perspective. I’m fighting for all that I have lost It’s my time to show who's boss I’ve waited in the dark too long I’ve got this now, so just stay strong at 16 I finally had a chance. It was time to start going after my dreams. (I still tell myself this every day.) I know you won’t believe until I’m up on stage Make me bleed when you don't get your way in the mornings she would claim to not remember what she had done. “i hope you wake up and realize what a good mother i am to you" she would say. what a fuking joke. I hope you're scared when you remember me I hope you lie there in your misery Peace out you miserable bitch. Been in and out of recovery Remember when I could hardly breathe Sat in front of mirrors thinking to myself Can't get any clearer, what I’m doing to myself its been five years and i’m feeling okay. “You got this...you’re good” i like to tell myself. but sometimes it gets tough and i go back down to feeling like shit. I know i need to forgive her in order to fully move on, but its hard right now. i hope my story helps children and adults around the world recognize the dangers of child abuse and parental alienation. remember, there’s always someone you can go to for help. I just wish i contacted him sooner. - soph

[@nevertrulyyours]

It really felt heartbreaking to read your story, though I am glad you got help and got out of that hell. I hope you'll lead a happy life ahead

[@gemtalented9193]

Honestly, it's so hard to believe people would *actually* do that. I can't even begin to imagine how horrible that was. Not to mention the girl who literally stole your song. Love your song though, it's wonderful. The backstory to it though- I hope things are better!

[@Caitlyn723]

You are so inspiring to me

[@goblinxx.]

I've been abused and used by my brother and well he drowned me and my sister. I treat him nicely and all I get is a slap, a punch, a kick or an elbow to the throat. But it's hard to believe this, even though I do. This is also my favorite song. It's sooooo good!

[@peekaB00_x]

Your story is so upsetting. Parents r supposed to care for u and make u feel loved but instead they made u feel misery. Your story rlly inspired me. My mom hits me as well and she also thinks shes some brilliant amazing mother. Im happy u r free from ur mother now!!

[@arlevcchino]

parents: ''stop being childish, i've had worse as a child'' Strangers: ''It's okay. I understand.''

[@alenagarcia4228]

If hey have been in worse they why don't they help us

[@jessicamcmullen7144]

right ?

[@Sila3x]

Exactly, a random stranger who I've never talked to helped me and listened to me while I was venting to them. I'm the most thankful for them :)

[@olgakabakova1503]

Not only the parents, litterly the while family

[@gaystarcos335]

Literally what my family just told me again

[@amaliabarefoot8931]

I knew a boy who liked to draw, He drew pictures that nobody saw, He was most artistic late at night, In the bathroom out of sight, He kept a secret no one knew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen, But needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, He rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars. He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe. Then I rolled up my sleeves and whispered "I draw too" _I forgot who it was but its called "I draw too" (EDIT 2: I did not write this poem/song, I just wanted to clear that up!) Edit: Ok guys, I've seen comments saying "I draw too." I'm late, I just saw this after a year, but guys, cutting is not some beautiful art. Please listen. It is a beautiful poem, but you are a beautiful person. Don't let anyone take that knowledge away from you. I know a girl who I would consider pretty, but is downright nasty. And I mean, bullying nasty. It put me in a dark place for a while because I was already struggling with some private things, and yes, I have also 'drawn' once or twice. Still, please listen. You are beautiful. Go and look in the mirror right now and stare directly into your eyes, whatever shade they might be, and say to yourself; "I am beautiful." Don't look at what you think are flaws. Because you know what? The most beautiful person I have ever seen had a disability, but their smile and eyes just made you want to go up and hug them. You guys, throwing up your problems won't make them go away, either. You can't chase them away with a bottle of beer or a handful of pills. You can't cut them away from your body. You can't starve them away. I know you might have heard this before, but please TALK TO SOMEONE. If you just are not comfortable around your parents or think they might not understand, maybe start a chat with a teacher. ("I've been really stressed out lately, and I was wondering if I could just talk to you and ask some questions?") Either way, please do not self-harm in any way... Physical or mental. Because for me, when I was upset, my form of 'drawing' would be to write hateful words to myself on my arm in marker. Self-hate is NOT good for you. Please talk to someone. If they don't help, don't get discouraged. It took me a while to find the right person, too. I believe in you. If no one else does, just remember that one random stranger. Please don't think that suicide would end the pain, either. You'd just pass it on to someone else. If you think no one cares, think about this; every single person who has met you, ever, will wonder- could I have done something about it? Or, I knew her, I could have helped. Or, I saw her crying, once. I should have done something. Even the people who have insulted you will wonder every day if they were the cause of a murder. It is not ending your pain, it is extending it, giving it to everyone you have passed. Your pain will be in the shadows that people stand in, the ghost of your pain will haunt anyone who brushes past it. DO NOT DRAW! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!

[@zemyta4960]

I love that poem

[@itsdardarthebean4779]

I draw too

[@daystars6479]

I saw that in a cringe comp once-

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

hey Amelia umm i sing and i wanted to know if i could send you a record use ur poem so that kids like you, me, and that boy could know that they aren't the only ones feeling this way (i like 2 get consent before using peoples creations and im glad the you survived ) your anoyher battle survivor know that there are other kids who r glad you survived you are OUR role model.

[@k0orbb]

I like that..its sweet

[@rexxdemn4200]

It’s hilarious that parents say we’re to young to feel pain, be tired, depressed, feel love, know our sexuality.. we are, but that just shows Society is a messed up thing, but it’s even funnier when they ask what’s wrong like they think they can fix something not many people ever feel, they say get off our phones cus they could live without them, well they didn’t have to live through raping, depression, bullying, and so much more, we’re to young for a lot of things we feel but life’s not fair in that way, if it was... every one would be in heaven but no.. we’re down here in hell where every single day we wonder if we matter, make a difference or even exist as far as I’m concerned

[@xxblueflame-reaperxx2266]

ya society has gone to hell over the past few years

[@sadnessdepression2102]

This hit a little to hard

[@Yara_89]

If u don’t matter who would huh?

[@brynnshannon3654]

this this is the real explanation of life

[@animesan9189]

I’m flipping ten and I feel this pain because my friends say I’m too young to know that your lesbian.. they say it’s a phase and I’m so scared of my father I can’t even look him in the eye... and they say I’m not depressed when I really am... I wonder every day “am I enough, how am I not useless... and they say I’m only ten... I’m too young...

[@wlivvyw5857]

The fact I listened to this song for 4 years. And every year it hits more

[@Karlee.05]

same

[@Your_Local_Moron]

i found this song like 4 years ago and I use to listen to this because it sounded cool, but i slowly realized that i was relating to it more and more :(

[@HomelessMatt]

Your music taste is absolute ass

[@redtheghost58]

Same. It’s sad that you can be even a little eleven year old girl, tearing yourself apart for others and then they get mad at you for it…

[@LovePotion_4U]

@@Your_Local_Moronsame :(

[@ElizabethR.Turgeon]

I love how my parents tell me that “everybody has bad days” but strangers will talk with me for hours saying they understand me

[@Taylovesclouds]

This hits too close to home. I’ve been fussed at because I’ve had in depth conversations with people 1 or 2 years older than me because we’ve experienced some of the same things. But because they are older and a bad influence so I lose electronics and just lose any happiness I had.

[@Thrillinggoth]

Its too true i first meet soemone at my school and ahe knew my pain right off the bat and she had the same problem and we became friends for a little i had to move schools so i havent seen her seans

[@sonicthefrogedhog8656]

Honestly like we’re your children shut up and do your job which is caring for us

[@andreapineda8760]

My parents just say sadness/depression in kids doesn’t exist.

[@sonicthefrogedhog8656]

@@andreapineda8760 are you kidding me I knew a six year old who committed suicide becuase her dad elft and she was raped when she was five she was from Africa but just becuase she was hung didn’t mean she had seen some shit

[@stayweird7849]

life asked Death: Why do people hate you and love me? Death said: Because, your a beautiful lie and i'm the painful truth.

[@LifeisRoblox179]

Ikr

[@rxsey1317]

wow wonderful .

[@abi6063]

I think death should of asked life that lol

[@stayweird7849]

@@abi6063 lmao fr fr fr

[@INEEDAhanDle269]

Other way around bud

[@delyn8396]

this is the kind of sickness that isn’t excused at school this is the kind of sickness that no one ever notices this is the kind of sickness that goes unnoticed *until it kills*

[@erin-un3fi]

@Minecraft MemeGirl bruh why?

[@kiffygreene4598]

Even when it kills it will pass in a day even for the family believe me I know. I lost my brother to drugs and my family and friends dropped it by the end of the day well 3 years later it still haunts me

[@random_flame_pup3222]

You cant tell anyone because they wont understand and ur scared to and u lie about ur happiness even when they are saying they will help but u have hard that to many times till u just stop believing that they will..

[@elizabethstaley6294]

kiffy greene it might take other families more than a day to drop it like mine it took my dad like a week to drop the fact that my uncle committed suicide and two years for my dad to get over a friend who died of cancer

[@scarrd3493]

I was in the hospital for 5 months recovering from slitting my throat then stabbing myself multiple times. I'm glad I'm with my fiance now. The last 5 months we're horrible without him.

[@Black_heart_club_YB]

I love it when your parents or parent says “it’ll be fine we can help each other grow” BUT ALL THEY DO IS TEAR YOU DOWN THEY SHOUT AND SCREAM AND ASK WHY when all you do is help them

[@barquarinBaJd]

yep

[@AutumnGuidry-k9d]

I know how it feels I get yelled at all the time but my sister helps me

[@Angeline_mento]

Exactlyyy😭😭

[@annoyingly_dumb3038]

Kid: 'depressed' Mom: it's that stupid phone Kid: that phone is the only thing stopping me from ending my life

[@nabeehahussain904]

So true the only thing that here for me is my phone all the sad times this phone help me stay up all night crying and this what help me

[@yourgurlasher9299]

thisgirl lovesroblox so I’m not the only one that does that? Yay

[@AllanTheArtist]

That’s true-ish. It’s actually family that’s keeping most people alive, people love their family to much to just, let them go Edit: alright my family doesn’t except me for being Non-binary and being poly. But I know that they still love me.

[@marztheburntoutemo4919]

Me I have some freinds like two

[@Madison-to8mp]

I’m so sorry for you guys 😭 idk what I would do without my family

[@lemonit8958]

When GEN z become parents, let's promise to be the best parents the universe and multi verse has ever seen. We will understand our kids and wont put them down when they go through sh*t

[@wiltedelderflower8647]

I promise.

[@Micah_silly]

yes

[@friskflowerfell9689]

I promise ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

[@Jen-se2no]

i hope gen z gets to the age of parenting we all want to kill ourselves

[@emilyhudda4851]

I promise

[@howeveryouspellit]

This reminds me that as a 10 year old, the way you feel isn't really ever taken seriously. Like "you're to young to feel depressed". Remember everyone feels pain. No matter they're age.

[@Charlotte-iz1mr]

It’s so true thoughh

[@unnecessaryunstable]

Yep....

[@Silent0nyx]

As a 11 year old can i just say this human is spitting FACTS

[@xDDawq]

I was 9 when my depression stared hitting really bad and it has only been going downhill since then. I am 14 now and only just got medically diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Really wish my voice was heard all those years ago so I could have gotten the help I needed sooner.

[@skullsandtea6957]

I know I want to go to a mental hospital I'm not

[@aiden_storm8182]

When I listen to this song, I like to imagine I'm talking to my younger self when life was simple and happy. Before the depression, before the confusion, before the trauma...

[@Potato_Taiga707]

Yes when the world was better

[@bendy5063]

The people who disliked clearly don't know what pure talent is.

[@alexgrecian4375]

she sang from her heart

[@isla3885]

Yeah~!

[@gamesd6706]

True

[@faithygachagirl2259]

Yes

[@Starsism]

They dont know what depression is and how it affects people every single day.

[@syrixttim9258]

I dont understand why some parents get mad at their children by being depressed. My parents yelled at me for cutting myself and my dad even said "if you really wanted to die then sure ill hang you myself!" While i said "then do it its not like im useful" my mother slapped me across my face after that they acted like i didnt have depression and suicidal thoughts. But til this day im still carrying it .. Update: Thank you all so much for all of the lovely messages down in the comments i really do appreciate it. It makes me happy that even strangers care about eachother, i know some of you suggested to call 911 on my parents but i love them too much to even do that..not to mention its actually my fault for being useless around the house. So today i talked to my friends about...leaving and going somewhere else which they didnt took seriously of course we laughed about it then i began to get silent, then started crying. Of course the moving away part has another meaning. Im sure all of you know what i mean. I began to cry and they tried comforting me with hugs and affection. I told them i wasnt sure yet..we were just outside my house then one of them suggested i should stop crying or my mom will see, of course i trusted them and told them about how my parents treated me. And even sometimes they can hear me crying and screaming inside of my house because of them, but of course nobody called the police or anything.. i dont know what to do, now with all this online school and quarantine going on everything is harder...i stopped myself from cutting as i sign i would change and so that i wont get myself in trouble. can you please give me some advice on how i can cope with this? Also this is not a cry for help i am onlu sharing my experiences with you. So for the next few months i will be updating this comment to share more ... November 8, 2020. 10:09 p.m. Guess ill be updating whenever something bad happens? I guess so.. Anyway, earlier today I woke up at 1 p.m I don't know why but I kept waking up late mostly in mid noon. My mom was cleaning and I had to get up since we share the same room I saw her. After a while I went out to do my regular stuff but then my mom mentioned the modules..that made my head ache just thinking about it but still I went to get them while working on the modules I became frustrated and without thinking I grabbed a bunch of worksheets from weeks ago and torn it my mom saw and began ranting about it telling me that I still am being able to pass them. I didnt knew what to do but I replied the opposite of what she said in a harsh tone she started screaming at me and i cried silently still she can see my tears pouring down but she didnt give a shit. I heard her voice crack and I knew she was really upset and was about to cry and that made me guilty..she grabbed my hair and pulled me back in our shared room and threw me on the bed telling me to sleep..of course I couldn't sleep, while trying I can still hear her saying insults at me like "if you arent interested in learning then you should've told me so that we didn't have to waste money on you. Just get a job as a maid so you'll be more helpful, though you dont know anything about cleaning so I guess you're pretty useless" and ect. It broke my heart I cried silently while thinking about my death and I know sooner or later ill go back to cutting again but more deeply. I know im a coward and I'm scared of dying but sometimes I just wish I had someone to do it for me. I'm really sick of everything im ungreatful and useless they gave me the life some people wish to have but im here being a total brat...I remember what my mom said; "quit acting youre not the victim here, We are! You're making our life harder and I could just die of high blood pressure because of you" im already writing a bunch of goodbye letters for them.."im sorry in bad luck.." November 19 2:22 pm I'm scared, I really am I do don't know what I'm doing with my life my mom found out that I slit my tighs Earlier. She ran to our room and started shouting non-stop. She got out and a few seconds later she came back holding a knife I started screaming and crying I was sure that my screams can be heard outside, my baby nephew cried because along side me, she kept threatening me about her killing me instead and her cutting my body into pieces instead of just slicing it. When she left to buy groceries I tried taking multiple pills for me to die from overdosing but I was too scared my heart bearing became rapid while I swear and cry a lot, I was still gripping on the bottle while crying...later I decided I'd take it I was about to swallow them all at once but I was too scared to so I took them one by one..I took three at the time then decided to make up my mind. I could feel my stomach bubble but not enough to hurt and my body felt weak and heavy I kept crashing on the floor when I tried to stand..I'm really scared and tired I just wished I wasn't a coward. I knew that pain was the last thing someone feels before they die, that's why I was scared. I was scared of pain I had enough I just wanted everything to go back to normal. I wished I didn't have any feelings I wish fear ,sadness,depression,disappointment, anger and all of the negative emotions never existed. I kept talking to myself in the mirror, I'm alone. The neighbours didn't give a shig. They only thought of it as normal since me and my mother faught a lot. But earlier...I screamed 10x louder and weeped harder. I wish they would understand I wish this pain in my chest would stop...but I knew that..the only burden that made me feel this way was myself..I wasn't good to them I knew I wasn't a good child and my parents had enough of me, I just wanted to leave and maybe they'd be happy! They can go ahead and sell my things I wouldn't care. Instead of a proper funeral go and throw me in the lake or dig a diy hole. Just to make you happy. I'm not your first propriety since I know I'm not loved that much l, even though I've been fed to and kept safe. Bad luck follows me everywhere and has been stuck with me ever since. I'm not pretty, or smart. But I do know I have a heart. I kept being kind to those who hurt me but if they crossed the line I knew I had to do something else. I tried my best to help her but I was focused on my phone, talking to my friends because I know that they'll make me happy. I focused on my talents and I kept working on my modules to keep up but I kept failing them. I got 1/20 last time and I broke down. I don't know what to do anymore God I could make a book out of this in wattpad.. December 16, 2020. 11:43 a.m I did it, I finally escaped my God for Saken house. I'm now out my best friends house. I came asked her if she could let me stay and she did and I came by when it was about 2 am. It was dark a and I had to walk towards her house which is a real exersice, when I was almost there there car pulled up and the color was white, I didn't have my glasses on so I thought it was the police. Turns out it was just a taxi helping me reach my destination for free, thank you. Now I'm scared. What if my mom takes me back? I don't want that December 27, 2020 9:25 pm: (Day before my birthday ) So earlier I decided that I would learn how to skate since I have a longboard that had been laying around for years now. I took it for a test drive and I felt happy that I could be able to skate, our street was empty and it had a almost smooth road it was almost perfect. I skated for a couple days before this and earlier my long board went haywire and flipped itself making me slip and fall in the process. I had almost broke a bone but I still managed to make it back home and tell my mother what happened. She scolded me and told me it's all my fault that I did such stupid things and that I could never achieve the success I wanted in skating. She planned to burn the board and told me to never skate ever again. I cried. All I wanted was support, is that too much to ask? Is it so hard to care for someone you have birth to? Why is it always have to be like this. Is people deserve love and support, don't think we're only human and can handle it unconditionally like we don't get hurt. I miss the time where everyone is happy and have their problems solved easily, but as life goes on everything becomes shit and hard. I know I'm failing in life like I'm failing my grades, I don't know what to do. I swear I'm trying but I was told I'm not trying my best and should do better. I'm sick of it. I really am... May 13. 1:19 pm I kind of forgot about this..but theres a bunch of horrible stuff happened in the past few days. I cant start on where, but as i scrolled down to see my past memories it just made me realize how of a horrible life ive lived . Anyway, i think i might have corona. Im not sure yet but the signs are there. Heres why i think i have the virus, me and my 2 friends were going to my other friends house to do our assignments, of course we we had permission. After we spent time and did our work, i felt weak. I felt like i was always tired and my breath was heavy, im sweating even when people thinks its cold, and i get cold easily when a fan is pointed at me. I have diarreah and i pee a lot more, headaches and body pain. I get rashes everywhere at my lower half body abd i dont know where it comes from. I didnt put any thought into it until i got a call from my friend saying that she was positive, i told my family about it. They didnt mind, as long as i dont go out anymore, yeah its reasonable but why let it slide? Im practically dying. But maybe im just overreacting?...

[@duffelchild8869]

Let me kno how you are doing i really wanna kno ok because i care about you even tho i dont kno you there is a purpous for everyone but how can i help and its not because your suicidal its because i dont want a world without you in it

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck of course it’s weird I’m numb to emotion but no matter what try to comfort people we all go thro bad stuff and I’m sorry to say sometimes life doesn’t get better but talking helps and I genuinely care about how you are doing both of you

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck I’m always here to talk like I don’t know you but I want to be your friend you seem like such a good person and the people have been through a lot are usually better people because of it

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck yea I would love that

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck Thank you I like your profile picture as well now it’s just a waiting game I guess by the way how old are you

[@raiiqrus]

They don’t notice: Your pain, Your tears, Your thoughts, Your corruption, But what they notice? YOUR MISTAKES!

[@raiiqrus]

Yousif Pierce Yeah.... ={

[@lucijananic276]

This hit s me

[@LuvvJoXoxo]

...I have seen 3 true comments... this is one

[@raiiqrus]

Animal Master Thanks... 🥺

[@raiiqrus]

LUKA Ik, it hits me too..

[@koikun]

just a few years ago I was crying like a baby to this song, still am, just like.. a more reasonable adult.. happy New Years everyone 🤍

[@HomelessMatt]

Be so for real

[@Mahala-yk4oc]

​@@HomelessMattwhat do you mean?

[@mylaandzaden2005]

“You get little older you get abandoned” hits so close to home

[@user-ec4nt2es8y]

That’s so sad :(

[@DarkAngel-n8p]

Same. My mom uses me for my talent in singing and I'm still in school😢

[@mara4963]

It also hit me hard, when i was smaller i was happy when i turned 12 i got abandoned im just a waste of space in my home, i rasied myself to hide my emotions and pretend to be happy

[@twilightsweetie7841]

We all know that we all die in someway. Even with suicide. I'll get abandoned when I get older

[@alaianava9129]

Awww I am so sorry :(((

[@aliaaannnaa_]

_this.song.is.everything._ *THIS NEEDS TO GO VIRAL* -THIS IS SO AMAZING-

[@sophiemarie.b]

Thank you Ali!

[@cecilielarsen6789]

Ali Zunigaaa it is on tik tok

[@aliaaannnaa_]

Sophiemarie.b no problem!!!💞💫

[@aliaaannnaa_]

Cecilie Larsen oh that’s cool!!

[@anamariacanomendoza1728]

FR fr no cap all of these are mine

[@monstahavoc2048]

Parents: "Your fine, just deal with it!" Strangers, Music, Online friends, Social Media, Your Real Friends: "I'm always here for you no matter what."

[@peekaB00_x]

Thats my situation rn.. My parents call me useless and pathetic all the time my mum sometimes hits me so i told my head of yr that i didnt wanna go home i was actually planning on running away cuz my friend said i can stay wiv her but then her mom said theres no where for me to sleep and thats why i told the teachers. im still living here with my parents rn im not okay i dont wanna be here.. My parents used to get hit by there parents as well but worse but then if ur parents did that to u why the heck would u do that to ur child. IT HURTS SO MUCH!!

[@lolatube3705]

I know how it feels....... I used to think I was the only person in the world who ever got hurt, or only got to see there dad on special acasions, but I know that's not true..... Today is the 4th of July my 10yr anniversary of my parents getting a divorce, and I found out a week earlier that there was a way that I could spend my 4th of July with both my parents...... But then my dad planned a vacation to Tennessee....... All I did while no one was watching was cry because I thought that I would finnaly get to spend time with both my parents like all of my friends...... I was so heart broken.... Even though I loved the vacation and all, I will have to here about my friends stupid summer going to Florida with her mom and dad...... She is my best friend but she doesn't now how much she kills me every day talking about how her mom AND dad grounded her, or how her mom AND dad went shopping for shoes but couldn't find any that they liked in there size......

[@kaitlyn7621]

Wait what’s friends again I had some when I was like 2 people say I was faking sucicidal thoughts at nine but u can feel broke whenever

[@anonymous_gae_hoe2303]

Ikr it’s crazy how strangers understand you more than your own parents! This is the reason why kids are always on there phones cause that’s the only place where people understand them😔

[@hanioszeq9155]

You're*

[@zeethemadman4595]

I listened to this on repeat 4 years ago, I never ever thought that i would connect to every single line of this song now.

[@lucymarie7064]

Society: be yourself Also society: no, not like that

[@Slutimseljaštvo78]

I relate so hard...

[@kyoka1528]

This is why I say society is fucked up! They want you to be yourself then bring you down and hate on you when you do. No wonder everyone is a fake anymore!

[@themonkeyprofit1803]

Sooo ture

[@trintnwhyamialive9373]

Yep

[@Seltjan78130]

For me life is a game where we have to survive but we survive to learn and do what we like to do not to be a fucking fake person that thinks like all "normal persons" The normal persons are there humans who tried to become what they want but didn't so they forgot who they are

[@sarahboyd2371]

"Suicide doesn't get rid of the pain, it gives it to someone else." - Random Person

[@tvtoast8739]

Then they will finally know how I felt

[@estefanypelcastre3375]

I thought suicide before but there is a reason why I kill myself. No not because I love my parents but because I want to help my siblings so they don't feel the same way i feel.

[@yourlocalghost6517]

@@estefanypelcastre3375 i hope thing will get better for you, i wish the best for you and your siblings💐💛

[@estefanypelcastre3375]

@@yourlocalghost6517 thank you

[@anunknownfriend7809]

Trust me it doesn’t fix any thing it just causes the people in your life more problems my brother committed suicide in 2013 it controlled my life for years because of an act he did

[@reptilian_0]

“It’s not the fact that they don’t understand, it’s that they don’t care.”

[@AGuestDeveloper]

“People who let themselves down don’t want to be successful, parents try to help them be successful” -Angelo Fisherman

[@aakiracoleman1537]

I want to be alone but not fell alone don’t give up on me........

[@reptilian_0]

Aakira Coleman I know the feeling well. I hope you feel better. 🥺

[@sunnydavis4850]

Ikr😭

[@reptilian_0]

mina ashido NO! Don’t please. I’m sorry about my comment. Don’t do it

[@_InosukeHashibira_]

I physically cannot put into words how much this song means to me. For perspective, I'm 14 now. Ever since I was 9, when I heard this song for the first time, I understood what the words meant. And it hurt that I knew that feeling of familiarity. It hurts more that I still have that feeling. Since hearing for the first time, I did SH, had been in toxic relationships, diagnosed with mental disorders and moved to a new place. So many nights I would spend in my bed, crying myself to sleep over how I'm not good enough. Then, in summer of 2022, I went to Camp Sweeney. It was the time in *years* that I felt normal. I went the next summer, excited to be with friends all over. I went this summer as well. And even after all this time, I still remember hearing this for the first time. I still remember the way I knew the feeling of being abandoned, the way I cried at how accurate it was. I've been clean of SH for a year now, I've gotten over my relationships, worked on myself and gotten used to change. "What's the meaning of this monologue??" You're probably asking. Well, it's a *thank you* for someone. It's for YOU, Sophie. Thank you for making this song about your past, your emotions, your challenges, and helping me overcome mine. I'm not doing the best mentally, but I'm definitely getting better. Alright, I'm sorry for blabbing for so long :') Just-.. Thank you, Sophie. I love you (platonically) so much. - J.W 8/9/24

[@APerfectGirl838]

I'm the same age as you. I can relate :(

[@_InosukeHashibira_]

@@APerfectGirl838 I hate that others relate, but it's good to know that I don't have to do this alone

[@Lanibaeee]

Hey little girl You know smoking kills You dont really care Cause you love how it feels

[@kyraplanting4646]

Nanxi 😪

[@Lanibaeee]

@@santava3778 sis who? Cause u most definitely not talkin to me ☺.

[@santava3778]

@@Lanibaeee i knowwwww girl don't worry i wasnt talking to youu 😽 its just a meme

[@Dani_494]

This song reminds me of all the friends and "lovers" that messed me up and abandoned me...

[@lilliecooks2347]

Stop

[@dayaneljj]

The fact that alot of adults don't believe that their children are having depression is shocking. Some adults believe that children are doing it for attention and that some adults don't seek help. Thousands of children are dying from suicide and adults still blame the children for not telling them. How toxic can this environment be?

[@axela5746]

I show any form of emotion = more pills

[@hailey2493]

my family thinks im faking the fact that im sad. so now i just fake being happy. and it’s believable i guess.

[@bapaknyaanisa9107]

This need to be top commeng ever

[@stupid._.edward5415]

I stopped telling my mom how sad I was after she said "if I help you, you will just cry more..."

[@kyuubiyoko1472]

And this is why I as a medicated depressed person I want to try to help when I have kids of my own, I think I would even help any children that would come to me, if they are ever feeling this way. But as someone who has gone through therapy multiple times in my life I can understand why it would be hard for kids to get help even if the parent is helpful. I was told that I had long term depression that I mostly likely had since I was 5. I wasn't given the help I needed until my senior year of high school, so the toxic environment runs deep, but this is my personal experience, other people could have had better experiences than me.

[@BrielleAnnable]

I’ve known this whole song since I was 8. I’m 13 now, still know every lyric, I heard my sister listening to it, a month later she tried to end it.

[@teagreen5312]

Im so sorry. But you will get through it! You got this!

[@Miss__Cowgirly]

I am so sorry. Do you mind me asking if your sister is okay? I really hope she is…🤞🙏 and you too. ❤️

[@Henna2471]

Parents don’t realize their kids thoughts, their depression, their anger, or their pain until it’s too late. Edit: thank you for all the likes. To anyone who reads this, live life like there is no tomorrow. You can do whatever you put your mind to. And no matter what, NEVER put your life on the line because of someone or something ur going through

[@muffintime3869]

why don't they ever know?

[@norineyee3690]

This is true

[@nezukochan4008]

its true

[@bella5474]

Truee

[@leahrichards9131]

I lost my best friend coz she wouldnt talk to anyone untill it was too late and i was the one that found her but it really was too late and i would never forget that day and that is what has caused me to be like this and i have tryrd many times to join her but i was not successful 😭💔

[@Marie-rq2gp]

Plot twist: The one who is singing is the ghost inside of that little girl, and the ghost is just an older her

[@stormfriends4000]

That actually makes sense!

[@fischlvonluftschlossnarfid5048]

Plot twist: The girl's talking about the past and its her from the future.

[@ryleewebb4946]

Ivein Marie Jønsson that got in my feelings

[@mikatosis]

Isn’t that what she means? I assumed she meant that with the song.

[@intruder6628]

Hmmmmm.... No because ghosts don't speak. Don't tell me that it's the little girl! Little girls don't have voices like that. BTW and TBH so many idiot kids down here.

[@gelexaida]

These visuals are everything omg

[@sophiemarie.b]

superstarASD thnx b !

[@queenofsloths4416]

superstarASD omg yes

[@autumnvlogs8886]

Sophiemarie.b this is really good I never thought I could put what happened to me in words thank you

[@franco5800]

589k

[@evilgremlinboi6333]

This song never gets old no matter how long you listen to it for. As long as you relate to it you never stop listening to it. I first discovered this song when I was in around third grade and now I’m going into eighth and I’ve been listening to it on repeat whenever I feel sad and I relate to it so much I’m so glad you made this song it has helped many people

[@aceh7327]

I told my mom about my depression. She didn’t believe it. I turned to self harm. She saw them and I broke down. She said I was doing it for attention. I will always remember those words Edit: Wow I didn’t expect all the responds. I am so sorry that some of you related to my story.

[@yourconfusionmaster]

maybe once ask your mom 'if im doing this for attention, then where's my attention?' because people with depression tend to get ignored/avoided, so if were doing it for attention then wheres our attention?

[@Kageyamas_expiredmilk]

Don't worry darling everything will be alright just hang in there even if you feel like giving up. I may be young but as a suicidal person who had lost many people I once loved, it's hard. You'll reach the end of your battle one day and find happiness ❤️ -a friendly stranger :)

[@crym3ar1v3r3]

that's just heart breaking and im here for u and i care have a nice day/night ily

[@bobaicetea5515]

Its always your doing it for attention but its not it takes the pain away even if its a little

[@starlight9087]

Well I hope your okay now 🌹💐

[@Lol-cd8pj]

“When a person cries they aren’t weak, they were just too strong for you.” - A stranger…

[@Colbyz.Demonz]

Off topic but I love the pfp

[@kokomowater5483]

Wait what those that mean

[@bellemcgamer96]

My mom told me "When people cry, it doesn't mean they're weak, it just means they've been strong for too long."

[@TheOfficialDirtyDan]

I thought it said “when a person dies” for a minute. I lost my best friend when I was 12 suicide. Still not the same. We grew up together. Broke down for a minute

[@kitkat_pzych0317]

@@Colbyz.Demonz I love yours

[@zariin1722]

"I'm fighting for all that I've lost" "It's my time to show whose boss" "I've waited in the dark too long" "I've got now so just stay strong "

[@zariin1722]

@raptor_444 _ sorry I didn’t understand

[@wendybergsma6116]

@raptor_444 _ sausages ?

[@chellesampo9847]

I love that now i wish could live up to that

[@angelasuppa6197]

I remember listening to this exact video over and over when I was younger. I never really understood the lyrics, (I didn't know what they meant) but hearing it now, I'm realizing now that I used to think it couldn't get any worse. I thought I was sad back then. But little did I know that it would get worse. Not being able to cry is worse than all the things I used to cry abt.

[@swiftie4889]

Here’s a story to read while listening. So i’ve had crippling depression for years but never cut. So people never believe me. A few months ago i saw on tiktok (i don’t have it anymore because of mental health reasons) that listening to music thats the same mood as what your feeling is one alternative to cutting. Once i saw that i realised that i was doing good for myself without even noticing and so are you. And people who make these kinds of songs are saving lives just by telling stories

[@jjayarajan4769]

These songs are lifesavers for so many people, and I never realized. Thank you for sharing this story and yes, there are people who notice you, so don’t ever feel like you are forgotten.

[@twilightsweetie7841]

What if we are forgotten..?

[@swiftie4889]

Twilight sweetie well you aren’t anymore because you commented :)

[@gachastories7461]

omg this was so touching..

[@csenge_0030]

its funny to see strangers understand your pain more then your own friends

[@nat-iv8eg]

Yeah

[@himikoo_togaa]

its true

[@alenagarcia4228]

For real

[@xRUSTYx]

fr :

[@Nightmare-ep6wi]

Honestly. All my friends say they understand, but they really don't. I can guarantee they wouldn't last an hour in my life. But they say they can

[@jiaaayinggg]

Talking at school-30 seconds Talking to family-1 minutes Talking to bestie and online friend-3 minutes Talking to myself-10 hours

[@Julianametzger]

Yeah I talk to myself about I'm fine but I'm not

[@gacha_chan8652]

Your me but I talk to my family for 100 hours UvU

[@cheeriopkoaina4968]

@@Julianametzger to everyone in the comment section: Let us form a group to stop this from ever happening again......gen z's only but gen alpha's can join aswell my email : [e-mail]

[@chicken9721]

I talk to myself as a way to express who I am and parents think I am weird and brother thinks I am mental but it just helps me with life it like another best friend in my head that just listen to me and does not judge

[@Julianametzger]

@Victoria Rushing yeah..

[@Reneta_]

This bring me so much nostalgia,it makes me remember how i had too fend dor myself and ive gon into depression and the always try too team up on me no matter how much love i show them.

[@komo228]

Let’s be honest, when our parents and “friends” weren’t there..who was? Our electronics : Anime : Social Media : Online friends : Music : Anything that comforted you :

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 And they have the AUDACITY to call themselves good people. I swear...Some parents are actually understanding tho..

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 Well, Damn.

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 Kill- I mean Ignore both of your parents.

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 😊 Ah, yes. I now understand, you have an amazing heart.

[@komo228]

.........Yes 😊

[@kylajesonis8213]

isnt it funny how parents never believe that we were depressed. In their eyes we were just lazy. but in our eyes our world was falling apart. in their perspective they had bad kids and wanted a replacment. but in ours, we just wanted our parents to undertand because we love them and we just want to be loved by them.....

[@peekaB00_x]

Thats my situation rn.. My parents call me useless and pathetic all the time my mum sometimes hits me so i told my head of yr that i didnt wanna go home i was actually planning on running away cuz my friend said i can stay wiv her but then her mom said theres no where for me to sleep and thats why i told the teachers. im still living here with my parents rn im not okay i dont wanna be here.. My parents used to get hit by there parents as well but worse but then if ur parents did that to u why the heck would u do that to ur child. IT HURTS SO MUCH!! I dont feel loved by my mom..but i wish i was she said she regreted having me

[@cerry_bubblegu2237]

Yes,very true

[@akffjn6880]

Same

[@dezireetripp7912]

by that is why my parents think because i have depression so bad but they do think about that but them self's

[@shittytitty7815]

Yup :)

[@vnessaa5886]

hey treat your pillow well, it accept your tears when no one else doesnt.

[@Maelej]

My pillow is my imaginary friend somehow.. dont ask- so I treat them wel

[@randomquestion8513]

My pillow is a anime person....

[@iinativezzs]

I punch my pillow when I get annoyed or angry because I'm too scared of myself to face anyone, in fear that I'll hurt them..

[@WeinerEater926]

If you have a best friend that understands that to treat them well

[@that1confusedfox435]

I know how that feels. I pinned a person at school in the corridor after having enough of them bullying me and I regretted it so much after as I normally am not like that and don't like hurting people

[@moon.andsunny]

The fact that I’m 14 now and have been relating to this for way to long is sad and the fact that this song is literally becoming how my life is

[@leeza3076]

Me too honestly some days it;s just unbearable but Im here for you fr and it will get better dw you're not alone

[@ml.f.l788]

my parents: "why are you always on that phone" my mind: "cause its the only place where people understand me"

[@thatonekid3908]

Yes its true

[@eijirokirishima7061]

same

[@HI-wc5qb]

Yea

[@inirafitzpatrick315]

I relate and understand this

[@bubbleguppieshisokaswifey5376]

@Elizeth Reyes and your own family like you dont know them but they know you better than your own friends and family it's crazy

[@heartsfromcatie]

parents: *your ok your having a bad day* Stranger: *understanding me and listening to me rant for hours* 🥺

[@s1mplxyroblox975]

this is just facts 😖

[@heartsfromcatie]

@@s1mplxyroblox975 😕

[@kenwalker1731]

and then that "stranger" becomes an online friend who helps you through so much shit and your parents find out you havent met them in person and they dont want you talking to them (my parents have done this many times and is why i dont have my phone)

[@heartsfromcatie]

@@kenwalker1731 earlier I had ranted to someone, on a yt comment and they actually gave me better advice than any therapist has ever given me

[@kenwalker1731]

@@heartsfromcatie and thats the thing that parents never seem to understand. sometimes people we meet online as strangers become friends who are there for us when nobody else is :(

[@heyheyfame8176]

Yeah I'm FINE F-force smiling I- Insecure of myself N-Never felt loved E-Exhausted because I'm thinking at night

[@heyheyfame8176]

@Amelia Helms I feel you but if I'm eating too much they say your getting fat and if I avoid eating they say why are you so thin your Like a paper and if I say it is because of what they say they will just judge me I feel Like a puppet in this house hold

[@PoisonedBerryAddict]

Every parent needs to see this. It’s like they can’t take the hint and never understand.

[@heyheyfame8176]

@@PoisonedBerryAddict yes true they should see this but the only thing thats in my head is what if they don't understand

[@mochagachabubblesxox953]

Yes

[@mochagachabubblesxox953]

@Amelia Helms same

[@I_laugh_at_horror_movies]

When I first found this song I only listened to it because it sounded pretty. A couple years later I became pretty depressed and started cutting myself especially with coming out and stuff, and today I was scrolling through listening to jack stained and I come upon this! Thank you for making this song, even if I'm not into the genre anymore I still love the song. So no matter what's happening in your life just know that there is a better ending that you have to wait for, ALL lives matter❤💛💚💙💜

[@I_laugh_at_horror_movies]

Jack stauber* is what I meant

[@heathergarc]

My mom tells me “everybody has bad days. Your fine” but then strangers who I’ve never met can relate to me more than my own mother. They will talk to me. My mother won’t.

[@kealaniyamini2888]

I hope your relationship gets better because having people who understand you is really important 😁

[@ayanaheart320]

i remember i told my mom that i was depressed and she said "then just dont be sad"

[@yourlocalghost6517]

We will always be here for you, here's some flowers💐💮🌹🏵🌻🌼🌸🌺🥀🌷⚘

[@peekaB00_x]

Thats my situation rn.. My parents call me useless and pathetic all the time my mum sometimes hits me so i told my head of yr that i didnt wanna go home i was actually planning on running away cuz my friend said i can stay wiv her but then her mom said theres no where for me to sleep and thats why i told the teachers. im still living here with my parents rn im not okay i dont wanna be here.. My parents used to get hit by there parents as well but worse but then if ur parents did that to u why the heck would u do that to ur child. IT HURTS SO MUCH!!

[@emmaallen2334]

It's the same with me but its both my parents

[@cianisaltacc3158]

I cried listening to this cause of how real the lyrics “don’t really care care cause they broke ur heart” I been through a lot...

[@jazlynjay]

Ciani’s Broken Me too

[@jazlynjay]

We can stay strong

[@cianisaltacc3158]

@@deletedacc9434 cool idrc

[@rainbowgachafox6093]

It’s funny how random people understand us more than our own parents

[@cherrya7760]

Right

[@zaraprincess7599]

Agree, but my parents r amazing

[@isabellecardinal6707]

you are right, my parent are anazing but i still feel.. empty?💔🔪😞

[@keniagusnaeni5356]

i know right?!?

[@eetrreyy7997]

Yeah totally

[@That_1_TCG_Masha_Stan]

This song is beautiful, it’s amazing how you can still fight, and even record a whole song after all this pain, I feel mad respect and sorrow for the, your, backstory (respect) ❤

[@voicelessbeing]

this is actually the most depressing comment section i've ever seen. edit: oh my god it just gets worse.. this comment section makes me cry more than the song called Dead Mom

[@preetiam3874]

cant say the same for me......i listen to these types of songs as i can relate so i hv seen many comment section......also guys, b strong and dont giv up hope...who know, mayb latr on u might get someone tht loves u truly....do u really wanna miss tht?

[@cindylaster4821]

Welcome to the world

[@Playernumber440]

Is it a bad thing?? I think its a good thing.

[@mikelbarr]

Hey you listen to girl in red? Just asking-

[@voicelessbeing]

@@mikelbarr i have listened to we met in october

[@lilydashh]

“Hey *little* girl you know smoking *kills*, don’t really care cause you *love* how it *feels*” children and teens have started smoking, taking drugs, cutting or causing then any happiness or pain to take their mind off the real pain their experiencing and this isn’t good! I wish there was a way to get all parents to listen all adults so they would stop ignoring us. But it wouldn’t work.

[@ghostshrimp34]

I’m a kid 12 my uncle died of suicide my grandma died of a failed surgery my grandpa was killed my auntie cause a fight with my mom ... physically my moms is so sad in despair of screaming and sobbing almost every day in just a week what can I do now I’m alone I have no friends on the internet or in irl and yet I still live and hate the idea of ending my life because I know there’s people who need me and I need them like my mom

[@ghostshrimp34]

Should I do cutting it’s tempting

[@KeileighSmith]

@@ghostshrimp34 no and I’ll tell you why because cutting is like a drug any emotion that comes and that’s your last result i never cut on my arms and the only scars i have are on my wrist two lines that look like a y were at one point you could see my vein and now you. Can not all you see is two pink ugly lines i wont take my hoodies off because i dont want anyone else seeing it because the first cut is just as addictive as a drug trust me I’ve done both because some day that cuts gonna go a little too far and the damage may be irreversible.

[@smevshmysticaltoast7734]

16 y/o girl: . . . 4 y/o girl: - runs up and hugs - My mommy says your an angel. 16: Wh- No, I’m not. 4: Yes you are! The cuts on your wrist say so. 16: tell your mommy she’s amazing for me. 4: I can’t. 16: why not? 4: Mommy was an angel too.

[@fretty6692]

DemPOPTARTZ _Tasty awh! That’s sad.. 😔

[@cloudychu8053]

DemPOPTARTZ _Tasty... this is so cute... I wanna cry :(

[@aiko6373]

This almost made me cry

[@nicole.4295]

I don't get how cuts make you an angel.

[@lauragrausam1729]

@@nicole.4295 Most people who have cuts specifically on their wrists have self harmed. Self harming is a habit people with depression or other mental illnesses pick up. We pick them up as a means of relieving our mental stress or a way out of the pain our brains give us. Us with mental illnesses are angels because we're struggling and we're still staying alive, despite feeling dead on the inside.

[@rinaya1704]

Thank you. I've known this since it became popular. I learned about it at first from my sister, and I've been coming back to it since then, but I think for different reasons than others here. I once listened to it because I liked the beat and it was really smooth, then I went through trauma when I was younger, so then I related to it more. Then, when my sister left on and off for a couple years, I came back to this a couple times because I felt like it let me relate to how she might've felt at the time. And how we are now. And now I think I almost completely relate to this song. Because now I'm starting to heal, and we're better, and I thank you.

[@azulamyqueen4929]

Kid: *depressed* Mom/Dad/Gaurdian: ItS cAuSe ThAt DaNg PhOnE.

[@summerhardwick689]

But little do they know its what is keeping them from giving up

[@happylaykie1531]

@@summerhardwick689 I laughed until I seen your comment

[@Pokeplayer10]

My mom says this all the time. It gets so annoying. They say that I'm depressed because I'm in my room all the time when in reality that's what helps me the most.

[@x_midnight_x2854]

@@summerhardwick689 I agree phones block out the world around us and provide u with people who care and music so it helps calm us down and let us forget for at least a few hours.

[@anawithonen4097]

@@summerhardwick689 I feel

[@stevethompson2305]

...Hey Little girl.. ...Your falling apart... ...But you don't really care... ...Cuz they broke your heart...

[@TutiFruity7]

*Felt that*

[@Elyse-v3q]

You're*

[@cynthiaflack8103]

@@Elyse-v3q 💀

[@elena-ty2le]

*“Don’t cry when I’m gone because if you really cared you would of believed me when I said I was depressed..”*

[@love-being-hot4350]

Thank u someone understand in life. Right we would get bullied and no one really cared about us people so. They wont miss us when we go away there understand what they did wrong.

[@rosarosyrosabell1873]

Look I really want to you know 2 but the only reason why I don't is because I have people in my life that really let's just say I have earthly possessions think about everyone and everything even your pets that you know could you live knowing that they'll never see you for a very long time are the thought that you might never see them again because we don't know if heaven and pet heaven is connected so really think about it before you do it please my friends and my pets are the only reason why I'm here even though I know they're not real friends it still feels nice.

[@muffintime3869]

Here's another one don't cry when i'm gone cause you didn't notice not when I cried not when I was told to die never so is it worth it to cry over something you didn't care to think of?

[@ccwlf9873]

I feel you... I hurt every day putting on a fake smile every day just to know now that it never help hurting yourself jus to see if you'll get better nothing helps. Be other people I don't even know understand me in every way... So I stay alive a little longer..

[@rosarosyrosabell1873]

@@ccwlf9873 I feel you midnight I know you but I feel you try getting a cat or some type of animal to tell everything they do understand you and you can trust them not to say anything ;) only helps to know that anyone knows trust me I got to cats and they're loving and they've never left my side only downside is you'll miss them like HELL when they leave

[@nabeehaziakhan808]

it makes me feel like my soul is talking to me . I love this song Thank you🙏 for making this song it makes me feel like theres someone out there who can understand me the best of best.❤

[@sophiemarie.b]

wow, thank you for this comment. i’m happy i could help in some way 💖💖

[@flameychantvt9372]

My skin: im pretty My heart: im broken My brain: im smarter My soul: im dying My lips: im beautiful My wirst/arm: im not My life: get off me My death: hello..wanna have tea?

[@Maelej]

Ur death sounds British

[@Maelej]

@ANNABELLE RIDDLE PWHAHA YE I WAS ALSO SAD- but when they said that I immediately thought of it

[@-_-NannO_-]

@Samy Sagastume LMAO PLS YOUR DOTS MAKE IT SO MUCH FUNNIER BYE 😭😭😭🤚

[@stepcrow1]

STFU I SWEAR TO GAWD

[@zero_marty3311]

@@Maelej Man I love tea and I am notBritish dont get those stereotypes.

[@faye3642]

“Hey little girl U know smoking kills But u don’t rly care Cuz u love how it feels” Yep I felt that one 😔

[@emmaumbreit6031]

This song makes me really emotional

[@reesepfingstler6713]

Hey it’s fine stay strong

[@lieselottehaegeman2266]

Same

[@faye3642]

Alyssa Ledesma my dad does too

[@Cat-hw9ie]

lowkey lorna my parents used to smoke and drink around me and said “it made them feel better” so I started doing it too

[@alastair._.breeze6957]

“You get a little older and you get abandoned” that hits me deep...bc I feel like my cousin abandoned me and always see me but then just ignore me and like I’m invisible...

[@quizzypop3964]

For me put my dad in your cousins place he left almost 5 years ago I was about 9 I'm 13 now he has only called 5 times and only for something important ...

[@misty3958]

As a little girl myself, this song makes me feel so fuzzy. Almost as if ur talking directly to me, never felt more precious in my life. Keep up the good work!!

[@KeeganandKing]

“I *HATE* when people tell you to be yourself,and than they don’t accept you for it”

[@nikkimacbride7982]

“I HATE when people tell you to be yourself,and than they don’t accept you for it” My Mother~

[@KeeganandKing]

@@nikkimacbride7982 your mother is smart :) be who you are

[@KeeganandKing]

@Patience Fish aww that great :)

[@haveagoodmourning]

@Patience Fish THAT'S AMAZING I'M SO PROUD OF YOU AAA

[@dwightdunstan7177]

I'm telling ya

[@Ozzy0_o]

I dont know how strangers on the Internet can comfort me more than people that actually know me

[@sophiemarie.b]

its because this is and always will be a safe zone ❤️❤️

[@dreamyclouds786]

ikr its weird

[@doodlebug2235]

Only one person irl understands me

[@amandaforrest9142]

true

[@Getalifeordie37]

same..

[@ApeironSound]

Incredible voice and beautiful song overall. 🖤☺

[@felixglenn4979]

I hope no one changes the amount of likes. It's 666 rn

[@beeselurger1589]

Someone did, but I liked it again and it's back at 666 😂👌

[@jada1847]

I wanna like but I don't wanna ruin it 😂

[@beeselurger1589]

Ah 667! I must unlike to keep peace in all the nations

[@dakoda158]

To the 100 people who ruined it. WHYYYY IT WAS PERFECT WHYYY!?!? ╰（‵□′）╯ ┭┮﹏┭┮ Time to get to 777 All teh hard work....‾᷄꒫‾᷅ Edit: again yes again. Now to 888....😐🙄

[@hisstonerwife]

..its been a few years since i’ve listened to this song, definitely brought back some memories but im in a much better place mentally and i want to tell each and everyone of you who are listening to this right now, I love you and you are not alone. I know you hear this all the time but brighter days are ahead you guys are so strong for being able to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders and it does not go unnoticed.. I see you, and I want you all to stay strong. You deserve peace and happiness.

[@thelittlegirl39]

I just clicked on this because I thought it was funny if you consider my username. However, this turned out to be really deep and hit a part of me that artist and musicians barely (almost never) reach.

[@sophiemarie.b]

Thanks for your note! It means a lot that you feel this way.

[@koralin6322]

the little girl hey

[@kaonashi1390]

Ur username reminds me of what my whole family refers to me as, except “the little *deaf* girl”

[@sadboihours3028]

Emerald Deloré my family calls me blindly and if you asked how I typed this it’s voice chat I think I don’t know.

[@blossom5040]

Very True, as a artist myself i can understand that feeling

[@charm1247]

Me : “I don’t have a favorite song.” Me again: *listens to this all the time*

[@l0vley_m331]

SAME-

[@WeinerEater926]

Well yeah it’s good if you have depression and wanna cry behind doors and stuff

[@ashhhvz]

Same

[@summerfamilio5413]

never could of related more

[@b8by_esme541]

i think its unhealthy how many times I've heard this song in just today but it resembles to me so OH WELL!!!!!

[@sonnebhy]

Thats me

[@b8by_esme541]

@@sonnebhy XD

[@themagickid7317]

Same wotj me but with The Drug In Me Is Reimagined by Falling In Reverse

[@veronicacampbelloo]

Is all true though

[@veronicacampbelloo]

@@sonnebhy me 2

[@rosaliegeorget4320]

Hey everyone, i remember listening to this song a cpl years ago, and i can confirm it gets better, keep going, you will find happiness and acceptance❤

[@ashash1929]

"you get little older, you'll get abandoned" .....that hits

[@jasmineresendiz9933]

Fr tho....

[@theanimusrainwing4934]

//glares at my ex-bestfriend//

[@PlayerAltoriya]

*glares at all the people I’ve ever trusted*

[@dnkassnation2282]

Sadly it’s true tho

[@KOA-Zzz...]

That's kinda what happened with me But I was taken away from my mom and Dad when I was like 3 or 4

[@agh720]

I’m currently laying in my bed on Christmas night, 2am, it’s pitch black, I’m my room, staring up at my ceiling, balling my eyes out as I replay all the family fights today.

[@cjkrunk7649]

Oh my god, I’m so sorry. My parents would argue nonstop when I was little, and I would cry almost every night until they got divorced. I remember them having a huge argument in the car while we were driving our Christmas tree home about 2 years before they got divorced. The argument continued for almost the rest of the afternoon and I hated it. After they got divorced, I started visiting my dad during the summer and on most holidays, so I got to see both of my parents. They still argue over text sometimes, but at least I don’t have to hear it anymore. Trust me, family arguments are horrible, but it’ll get better. Now, I still get sad sometimes, but it’s much better than before. It’ll get better. And I might not know you, but I believe you can get through this.

[@theaspiringpianist7268]

I'm so sorry. I totally understand, my family can't seem to keep it together either. You'd think the holidays would improve the situation, wouldn't you?

[@oompa_loompa1448]

I'm here for you. Maybe not physically but if you need to vent to anyone or you want a distraction from anything bothering you please let me know, I'd love to talk about anything like your favorite TV show even. I just know what it's like to feel alone and I don't want you to feel like that. Love you ❤️

[@bellydelahunt._.8321]

@@cjkrunk7649 oh.. I dont get to see my real dad anymore.. I have a step dad that i hate so fucking god dam much, he hurt my mom infront of me once they were in a fight and he was on top of her trying to idk... I didnt understand and i was scareming a them to stop and its his fault and her fault that i am depressed not only that its school too.. I just wish i could have a good life with a perfect happy family... But it wont happen ...👀

[@cheryladams2484]

@@cjkrunk7649 I know this wasn’t meant for me but it helps so much.

[@Olivia___aivilO]

I haven’t cried from sadness in over 5 years because I’ve convinced myself that crying is for weak people..... but I was told yesterday by the sweetest little girl that I have beautiful eyes and a very pretty smile. I said thank you, and she replied with “My mom told me that the prettiest eyes have cried the most and the prettiest smiles have felt the most pain.” Then she gave me a hug and told me everything is okay. That little girl understood me more than my friends, and she is 6!!!!

[@tallia318]

Little kids are smart 😊

[@littlegraycat3752]

Hey man, it's ok, whenever your feeling down, just try to remember that your never alone, I mean I'm 11 and I've still been through some stuff, my parents divorced when I was in kindergarden, near the beginning of the year I think, my grandpa died when I was 5, my biggest crush friendzoned me twice in the same school year, my grandma died September last year, and someone who I loved very dearly ghosted me and never talked to me again, I was so devastated I held a knife to my throat, just wanting to slice it open, but I couldn't, and I'm happy I didn't because I've made new friends and I'm happier now, so if you wanna just die, just remember, there are so many opportunities later in life

[@sarahnepayan]

I Hope i meet a 6 years ils kid too then

[@heavensbiltong4750]

I am 13 years old I have started selfharm and still believe crying Is weak.

[@novalight8101]

I never thought I'd listen to this song with a small smile on my face while remembering all the pain i felt when i was just 11 years old At least now i know i made it through that pain, and im better than i was Yes im still a mess, but atleast now i have something to look forward to This song go me through so much, while i hope no child has to relate to this song like many of us had, i know atleast some will. And maybe it can be their reason to keep going just like it was mine

[@cool_dino789]

the dislikes are from the parents that don't understand how their kids feel

[@vnessaa5886]

facts

[@Dakota_The_Apollo_Kid]

luckly my parents understand me but i think it must be verry hard for kids who dont have that parents

[@Batman.-]

@@Dakota_The_Apollo_Kid I’m so glad you have understanding parents

[@dyingcreature9893]

so true

[@gffjggjh1663]

@@Dakota_The_Apollo_Kid I wish I had a parent like yours my mum is supportive and all but my dad just wants me to become a lawyer to help him with money

[@griseldamarrufo7779]

*"Why cry if you didn't even help me when I was suffering? You stood there and laughed at me. You didn't even bother to ask what's wrong. Now I'm dead."*

[@itznicoleyee3041]

:,(

[@miragill9895]

I wish I was 12,15,and18

[@Rangersarethebestintheuk2023]

That is soooo sad man

[@Rangersarethebestintheuk2023]

@@idk2116 ohhhhhhhhhhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭

[@rynaseryna]

thats why i dont go to normal school anymore (im not dead tho)

[@amberwells5617]

I’m pregnant right now at 18. I may not have been prepared for this. But my kids will never know the pain of this song or other like it. I will be nothing like my parents. My kids will be loved and brought up right. They will be listened to and understood. To my future kids. I love you. I’ll always be here for you.

[@sophiemarie.b]

you’re going to be an amazing parent. sending you so much love. ❤️❤️

[@gh0st1e_b00]

Congratulations! You're gonna be an amazing mother!!

[@spacee2950]

I hope you and your kids the best🫶

[@delillahkillebrew]

I believe in u ❤❤❤❤ u got this I may be 11 but I get underestimated a lot but we all support u stay positive ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@nousername077]

You're going to be an amazing mother❤❤love and blessing for you child❤

[@28k_peaches]

funny how parents don't understand their own children's pain but people we meet online understands the most.

[@ELLA-lp6xi]

When you realise that people you don’t know care more than the ones who you thought loved you.

[@jjayarajan4769]

There will always be someone to love and care about you, even if you don’t know it. And, who knows, maybe the person who cares the most is the one you least expect.

[@Lila12655]

I love youu 💗💗💗

[@yolddykaki5914]

Damn that hit me hard and its true....

[@kiwi5658]

The only way I stay strong now is by knowing that there’s someone out there who’s gonna love me, that I’ll have a future with, it’s how I smile everyday. It’s nice to think that there’s someone waiting for you who loves you they just don’t know it yet 💖

[@gabrielleamandadimarucot8120]

Then stay alive for those who really care and love you

[@heyheyfame8176]

They didn't notice you were crying they didn't notice you were sad they didn't notice you were alone they didnt notice how beautiful you are they didnt notice how sweet you are they didn't notice that they are hurting you they did notice your falling grades they did notice all of your mistakes they did notice your flaws they did notice you are not good enough for them

[@miabalsialisa2575]

Stop describing my parents

[@perrycobbs8043]

I mean it's true for me

[@perrycobbs8043]

People don't understand only strangers . . . and you

[@selenequintero5918]

This is relatable for me.

[@MobileLegends-ox8dt]

Yeah im your... right..😭😭

[@pxarlforever2888]

5~ "I want to be a princess!" 9~ "I want to be a actress!" 12~ "I want to be alone" 15~ "I want to be loved" 18~ "I want to be dead"

[@zkxangel]

6- "I want to be a doctor" 9- "they are calling me smart! I should be a teacher!" 10- "yeah right just call me stupid because I got a B+ and call me fat because of 30 kilograms." 11- "Im tired of this shit. 35 kilograms and still fat. I just want to be dead. Why did you not put me up for adoption if you are gonna tell me that and not let me have my freedom."

[@priscillasfuntime9569]

Pxarl Forever so true :

[@annita-qv8ge]

3~ “I wanna be a big hero everyone knows!” 5~ “I want to go back to Mexico I don’t wanna be here” 9~ “Why did he betray us, I loved him” 12~ “Why do I feel so alone, why does everyone think I’m fat and ugly” 15~ “Just let me die already”

[@bymicaah]

So true.... Why does depression hit us so fast?...

[@luisinfante5899]

i rely don't like how u loved because someone when u love them they actually maybe don't love u maybe they love someone else so i rather be alone but its ur decision.

[@Blueroses-n3c]

I remember listening to this song when I was 11 and I always avoided it cuz it made me cry now I'm 16 and it's more reliable then ever kinda felt like I never even grew but I did at the same time. and this 0:23 is exactly what happened

[@ihavecometomesswithyou1728]

*get a little older you get abandoned...* I felt that my parents divorced and i live with my gramma now The thing is neither of them wanted me and that's what hurt the most the people supposed to love you for you Gone. Left without you and made new families with other people that doesnt have you with either of them. Who needs them? They weren't there for me and I never want them to be I have my uncles and grandma and cousins as my brothers and sisters, a father figure and a mother figure

[@flamingpieceoflard5791]

I live with my grandparents too

[@artzipup9235]

i live with my grandparents due to being scared of my dad (idk why) and my mum cant look after me cause shes very ill, she was in hospital for 10 years of my life

[@dionnagriffin792]

My parents are divorced and I live with my mom..all she thinks about is how my dad cheated....I have little brother I have to take care of ..I cant even go to school....I hate my life I judt wanna die

[@jinxlange4020]

I also live with my grandparents. My birth parents weren't able to care for me.

[@Sim-kw6rk]

Hey! You! Yes! The one who is reading this! I hope you have a nice day/night ♡. Dont forget to stay calm and take it easy~.♡ And if you aren't having it, It'll get better i promise.♡

[@victoriaf6870]

*”Cause they broke your.....heart”* *Felt that :(*

[@l_avenderdesire1127]

I read this right as that lyric comes

[@shadowdragon7997]

Same I cried during that

[@ln3lytoast698]

It hit hard and my ex is in the room with me...

[@reyna1466]

Victoria_funk 34 me to

[@user-by4cn3sw9y]

Me too.

[@connwareaurelico4219]

If you haven't noticed the Scars on my hips Or the fake smile on my lips Or the forced laugh I've adopted Or the way I don't care about the things I used to love Then DONT YOU DARE stand at my grave and cry How can you cry for someone you didn't even know

[@Ash-qr1yh]

Willow WolfLover I’ve never related to something so much, thank you ♥️ ( also I love ur username)

[@angelinarodriguez9207]

are you a lone wolf? (also i love your username)

[@theycallmerainy2010]

Willow WolfLover I want to put this on my grave stone

[@doobeedoo2846]

If some one cries at my grave I will rise up and tell them to laugh cause there is no need to cry I’m happy when they are I’m not selfish I’m selfless. I’m kaylee lamb and I’m only 15 and I won’t let anyone I care for cry or die

[@marthaw1512]

I can relate

[@Canyougetemornot]

I use to listen to this song when I was 12 and sang it without a thought crossing my mind. 16 now and I just broke down in tears because I now understand and realize how relatable this damn song is.

[@jordanplayz2268]

My mom doesn’t care about me..then I heard this song and I felt like it..helped?i love this song,it’s amazing better then I can imagine.thanks...I love this song it helps a lot.

[@jordanplayz2268]

X R I X sure

[@Blue_Bish-mz7jh]

I can relate.

[@pwolfie8603]

ADDISON SHARUM call police even if your dads one tell a different one that’s abuse

[@user-by4cn3sw9y]

Me too.

[@Blue_Bish-mz7jh]

Same

[@p1nkPallas]

I cant explain how much this hurts, especially at the chorus. Thank you.

[@skylar1524]

no need for explanations, we understand...

[@toasyghosty8204]

It's sad how strangers understand us better than our parents/family also to anyone reading this i love you for staying here and fighting in this hell hole

[@superwomanuvu7264]

I love this song so much😊☺😄😃😀

[@licoricecookiecrushmepls2557]

Ilysm

[@TaysFoklorePoet]

0:46 is beautifully sung and written. I can feel the emotion through the lyrics and hear it though her voice.

[@myafuri]

No one understands that people do get depressed at a young age and parents arent helping things by saying "No your fine you can't be depressed at a young age it's impossible!" Then their children hurt themselves and maybe commit suicide and then when they die the parents regret saying it's impossible to be depressed, because it is possible. Belive me, I know what its like. Thank you.

[@adrianazahn5291]

Same here, but i'm geting worse MY OWN CUSIN IS GOING TO DIE IN LIKE 5 YEARS AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO! :(

[@nobody-xe7il]

i agree my parents kept pushing me to my limits i almost cut

[@alexabenitez9717]

Hi i am 10 and i am depressed and my pearents do not notice and every night i try not to cry

[@Resey5283]

Right. As if depression can only be unlocked at 18. I wish parents would understand that you don't need to be an adult to be depressed. You just need a mind.

[@nobody-xe7il]

@@Resey5283 true

[@imjustaravenpuff3698]

It’s sad that people/parents tell you “you’re too young “ “it’s that phone!” “You’re just confused, not depressed” “you’re fine stop being over dramatic” No, it doesn’t matter who you are and how “good” your life is, you can get depressed. I don’t want to die, because I’m afraid of death, I just don’t want to exist. I get told I’m over dramatic and attention seeking when I say that and it makes me sad people would just dismiss others feelings like that.

[@Emma-hf1kb]

WHY DOES THIS NOT HAVE MORE LIKES!!!!!

[@marnguyen1990]

I can relate to this so much. I feel like such a coward being afraid of dieing, yet wishing I wasnt here. I sometimes wish I was just never born. when I was ten I felt like shit but didnt think it was depressed or anything. Thats also when the anime and reading addiction started, so I guess I was able to cover up my sadness with that, but then I noticed that when I didn't have that around, I was fucking tired. When I was 10, I lost all motivation, but didn't think much of it. When I was 10, I stayed in bed all day reading wattpad and watching anime. When I was 11, I figured out what I was feeling that whole time was NOT normal.... I figured that out by first, seeing other people around me oh SO happy. second, I let go of anime, reading, tv and anything else that kept me away from feeling emotion for just a little, and I felt like dieing. thats when I noticed that I wasnt as happy as I thought I was. Thats when I figured out that that "happiness" was just coming straight from fictional characters and stories. Now the only thing I was a little bit of motivation for left is volleyball because it reminds me of anime, so I can do something active that I like and that keeps my mind off of my mental stability. Now whenever I talk to people that are in my class, a lot of them seem so happy. I was talking to myself once and said 'I wish I was never born' Forgetting that other people actually like their life. Someone heard me and was concerned and asked ' What did you say!? That you were never bored?' Luckily they thought I said 'bored' so I just went along with it. I'm also lesbian, and I don't feel like I can tell anyone because I'm afraid someone is just going to say that shit to me too. There are so many things I couls say that happned to me, but I don't feel like wasting someone's time. Now I'm just spilling my life story to some people in a reply area of a comment on a song thats really good. I hope that anyone who reads this has a good 24 hours, and hopefully more. ♥

[@d3rpycaat]

People think just because were so young doesn’t mean we don’t feel this way Dumb@$$: just think of the people who have it worse than you Me: thank you for making me feel worse When Roblox is there for you when your friends aren’t My reason for wanting to 😭🔫 One depression two curiously that’s it

[@julietrodriguez4642]

One time I was tired of hiding my depression caused from my parents I was scared to tell them Im like maybe they'll help me but I knew they were gonna say your not depressed 😒🙄 I'm healing myself and they act like they did it...

[@d3rpycaat]

@@julietrodriguez4642 I’m so sorry for you

[@Kyndall_Marie25]

"Friend"- are you ok ? Me: yea... I'm just tired T- orn apart I-nsecure R-eally faking my smile E-veryone hates me D-rowning in my tears

[@allysoncleveland2869]

im all ways tired

[@thatidiotwithinternetacces]

We’re all a bit tired, but some of us are past tired

[@kendaljames502]

:Me most of the time

[@christinagomez4049]

thank you for the information But it is true

[@roxiestudios9553]

No D is Depressed

[@Milkshake_straw]

This song has truly sent me into tears. The fact that it says little girl and smoking kills I jaut love it ❤

[@Lalallalalalalalalalalalalalal]

Hey little girl there’s no need to cry... when you got us by your side~ Hey little girl don’t lock up you heart..We’ll always be here for you till death do us apart.. Hey little girl it’s too late for me. I hope you feel the happiness people bring

[@KeytMay]

Hey little girl, please don't fall apart We do really care, how to fix your heart

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

I love it people like u r kind but hurt sometimes wats ur story

[@paulatrovao8337]

Hey little girl you never believe. There's a ghost inside of you. hidden to deep.

[@lmanburg5766]

You might have just saved my life anybody wanna talk to me I need help

[@lmanburg5766]

@Kora Waloschuch Tysm

[@xianawilson931]

The worst thing ever is when your best friends joke around saying "haha this homework is so hard ugh DEPRESSION" when you actully have depression but they just don't see it, so you secretly die inside.

[@urfavcatlover69]

Finally someone who gets major depression and the mood depression For anywho wants to go off on me just look at Wikipedia

[@izzyk6388]

Ikr my bestie has severe depression and I feel bad and so I'm trying to help her but all its doing is hurting me very badly

[@izzyk6388]

And why does this song sound like something I would fucking right bro but I didn't write it and I'm only 13

[@rikinu9180]

My brother: “I cut myself” Me: “wait what?! Why?!” My brother: “oh not on purpose. _Why would I cut myself on purpose?_ oh sorry, *no offense”*

[@marz4705]

Rikitt He would get a big punch if I was you

[@theofficalsilentraven]

Wow...

[@barbatos1358]

If any of my siblings did that or said that? OH BOY- they're headed straight to chancla town.

[@alequintana6832]

Denki Kaminari *mexican mom style*

[@zoe2932]

is this a true story or... If someone told me that i would Scalp them 😭

[@GarreciaNelson]

When kids of all ages are broken or hurt and dont wanna say anythig but cry alone parents say your dramatic ,you cry for every thing or you cant be depressed kids dont have anything to be depressed about your so dramatic but the thing is this is why we dont tell them stuff we trust others with like that one friend or the sibling that understands

[@izzyk1437]

Same but my parents don't say that but I keep all my problems from them