sophiemarie.b - hey little girl (live) [official lyric video]

[@sophiemarie.b]

by age 8 my dad was out of my life entirely. my mom would feed me lies about him. she made me believe that he was the one who abandoned us. with no one around to protect me, thats when the abuse started. I’m all choked up i cannot talk I’ve got a fucked up brain, fucked up thoughts writing songs was my therapy. I wrote the first verse and chorus while still living with her in october 2016. Thought i was okay but then i guess not I hope you know that this is your fault shame, anxiety, depression, self-doubt, anger...it was piling up. something had to change. so after 8 years of being apart I messaged my dad from a secret email address. (It would have been very bad if she found out.) he got me a secret phone (i put my best friends picture on it just in case) and we began planning my escape. Want you to feel bad when you go to sleep Hope you’re sad when you remember me Hope you’re feeling bad for all you did to me And hope you lie there in your misery the plan was to begin living with him full time by march, which felt like a long 5 months away. Hey little girl - You never believed there’s a ghost inside of you But it’s hidden too deep would the hopeful, happy, ambitious woman inside of me still be there when I was finally free? Hey little girl - You never imagined you’d get a little older You’ll get abandoned Hey little girl - You know smoking kills You don’t really care cause you love how it feels Hey little girl - You’re falling apart You don’t really care ‘cause they broke your heart abuse -> rebellion -> breakdown. this was the whole song at first. so I posted a clip on instagram as a failed cry for help. but less than a week later I got worried that my mom would see it and took it down. then in dec 2016, with 3 months still to go, my mother let it rip in front of the house, for all of my neighbors to see. bruised and crying I ran to my neighbors house and called my dad “we need to do this now”. my neighbors harbored me for a week while my dad prepared to get custody, as he did later that week. I will never forget the feeling the day I saw the police serving my mother the papers. a warm rush went through my body as she screamed in disbelief. within weeks i was on a beautiful beach vacationing with my dad for new year’s, when I found my song on KZbin, but under another person’s name. who the hell is Quinn Quinn? for those of you who don’t know, this girl on KZbin named Quinn Quinn ripped the audio from my instagram and reposted it as her song. it went kinda viral, on musically too. I was angry and helpless. who fucking does that? whatever! my only defens was to finish the song and post a video of me singing it in front of the piano. by this time, i’m free from my mother, which is why the second verse and bridge come from a whole new perspective. I’m fighting for all that I have lost It’s my time to show who's boss I’ve waited in the dark too long I’ve got this now, so just stay strong at 16 I finally had a chance. It was time to start going after my dreams. (I still tell myself this every day.) I know you won’t believe until I’m up on stage Make me bleed when you don't get your way in the mornings she would claim to not remember what she had done. “i hope you wake up and realize what a good mother i am to you" she would say. what a fuking joke. I hope you're scared when you remember me I hope you lie there in your misery Peace out you miserable bitch. Been in and out of recovery Remember when I could hardly breathe Sat in front of mirrors thinking to myself Can't get any clearer, what I’m doing to myself its been five years and i’m feeling okay. “You got this...you’re good” i like to tell myself. but sometimes it gets tough and i go back down to feeling like shit. I know i need to forgive her in order to fully move on, but its hard right now. i hope my story helps children and adults around the world recognize the dangers of child abuse and parental alienation. remember, there’s always someone you can go to for help. I just wish i contacted him sooner. - soph

[@nevertrulyyours]

It really felt heartbreaking to read your story, though I am glad you got help and got out of that hell. I hope you'll lead a happy life ahead

[@gemtalented9193]

Honestly, it's so hard to believe people would *actually* do that. I can't even begin to imagine how horrible that was. Not to mention the girl who literally stole your song. Love your song though, it's wonderful. The backstory to it though- I hope things are better!

[@Caitlyn723]

You are so inspiring to me

[@goblinxx.]

I've been abused and used by my brother and well he drowned me and my sister. I treat him nicely and all I get is a slap, a punch, a kick or an elbow to the throat. But it's hard to believe this, even though I do. This is also my favorite song. It's sooooo good!

[@peekaB00_x]

Your story is so upsetting. Parents r supposed to care for u and make u feel loved but instead they made u feel misery. Your story rlly inspired me. My mom hits me as well and she also thinks shes some brilliant amazing mother. Im happy u r free from ur mother now!!

[@amaliabarefoot8931]

I knew a boy who liked to draw, He drew pictures that nobody saw, He was most artistic late at night, In the bathroom out of sight, He kept a secret no one knew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen, But needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, He rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars. He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe. Then I rolled up my sleeves and whispered "I draw too" _I forgot who it was but its called "I draw too" (EDIT 2: I did not write this poem/song, I just wanted to clear that up!) Edit: Ok guys, I've seen comments saying "I draw too." I'm late, I just saw this after a year, but guys, cutting is not some beautiful art. Please listen. It is a beautiful poem, but you are a beautiful person. Don't let anyone take that knowledge away from you. I know a girl who I would consider pretty, but is downright nasty. And I mean, bullying nasty. It put me in a dark place for a while because I was already struggling with some private things, and yes, I have also 'drawn' once or twice. Still, please listen. You are beautiful. Go and look in the mirror right now and stare directly into your eyes, whatever shade they might be, and say to yourself; "I am beautiful." Don't look at what you think are flaws. Because you know what? The most beautiful person I have ever seen had a disability, but their smile and eyes just made you want to go up and hug them. You guys, throwing up your problems won't make them go away, either. You can't chase them away with a bottle of beer or a handful of pills. You can't cut them away from your body. You can't starve them away. I know you might have heard this before, but please TALK TO SOMEONE. If you just are not comfortable around your parents or think they might not understand, maybe start a chat with a teacher. ("I've been really stressed out lately, and I was wondering if I could just talk to you and ask some questions?") Either way, please do not self-harm in any way... Physical or mental. Because for me, when I was upset, my form of 'drawing' would be to write hateful words to myself on my arm in marker. Self-hate is NOT good for you. Please talk to someone. If they don't help, don't get discouraged. It took me a while to find the right person, too. I believe in you. If no one else does, just remember that one random stranger. Please don't think that suicide would end the pain, either. You'd just pass it on to someone else. If you think no one cares, think about this; every single person who has met you, ever, will wonder- could I have done something about it? Or, I knew her, I could have helped. Or, I saw her crying, once. I should have done something. Even the people who have insulted you will wonder every day if they were the cause of a murder. It is not ending your pain, it is extending it, giving it to everyone you have passed. Your pain will be in the shadows that people stand in, the ghost of your pain will haunt anyone who brushes past it. DO NOT DRAW! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!

[@zemyta4960]

I love that poem

[@itsdardarthebean4779]

I draw too

[@daystars6479]

I saw that in a cringe comp once-

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

hey Amelia umm i sing and i wanted to know if i could send you a record use ur poem so that kids like you, me, and that boy could know that they aren't the only ones feeling this way (i like 2 get consent before using peoples creations and im glad the you survived ) your anoyher battle survivor know that there are other kids who r glad you survived you are OUR role model.

[@k0orbb]

I like that..its sweet

[@ElizabethR.Turgeon]

I love how my parents tell me that “everybody has bad days” but strangers will talk with me for hours saying they understand me

[@Taylovesclouds]

This hits too close to home. I’ve been fussed at because I’ve had in depth conversations with people 1 or 2 years older than me because we’ve experienced some of the same things. But because they are older and a bad influence so I lose electronics and just lose any happiness I had.

[@Thrillinggoth]

Its too true i first meet soemone at my school and ahe knew my pain right off the bat and she had the same problem and we became friends for a little i had to move schools so i havent seen her seans

[@sonicthefrogedhog8656]

Honestly like we’re your children shut up and do your job which is caring for us

[@andreapineda8760]

My parents just say sadness/depression in kids doesn’t exist.

[@sonicthefrogedhog8656]

@@andreapineda8760 are you kidding me I knew a six year old who committed suicide becuase her dad elft and she was raped when she was five she was from Africa but just becuase she was hung didn’t mean she had seen some shit

[@rexxdemn4200]

It’s hilarious that parents say we’re to young to feel pain, be tired, depressed, feel love, know our sexuality.. we are, but that just shows Society is a messed up thing, but it’s even funnier when they ask what’s wrong like they think they can fix something not many people ever feel, they say get off our phones cus they could live without them, well they didn’t have to live through raping, depression, bullying, and so much more, we’re to young for a lot of things we feel but life’s not fair in that way, if it was... every one would be in heaven but no.. we’re down here in hell where every single day we wonder if we matter, make a difference or even exist as far as I’m concerned

[@xxblueflame-reaperxx2266]

ya society has gone to hell over the past few years

[@sadnessdepression2102]

This hit a little to hard

[@Yara_89]

If u don’t matter who would huh?

[@brynnshannon3654]

this this is the real explanation of life

[@animesan9189]

I’m flipping ten and I feel this pain because my friends say I’m too young to know that your lesbian.. they say it’s a phase and I’m so scared of my father I can’t even look him in the eye... and they say I’m not depressed when I really am... I wonder every day “am I enough, how am I not useless... and they say I’m only ten... I’m too young...

[@wlivvyw5857]

The fact I listened to this song for 4 years. And every year it hits more

[@thatequestrian_karlee]

same

[@Your_Local_Moron]

i found this song like 4 years ago and I use to listen to this because it sounded cool, but i slowly realized that i was relating to it more and more :(

[@HomelessMatt]

Your music taste is absolute ass

[@redtheghost58]

Same. It’s sad that you can be even a little eleven year old girl, tearing yourself apart for others and then they get mad at you for it…

[@LovePotion_4U]

@@Your_Local_Moronsame :(

[@lemonit8958]

When GEN z become parents, let's promise to be the best parents the universe and multi verse has ever seen. We will understand our kids and wont put them down when they go through sh*t

[@wiltedelderflower8647]

I promise.

[@Micah_silly]

yes

[@friskflowerfell9689]

I promise ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

[@Jen-se2no]

i hope gen z gets to the age of parenting we all want to kill ourselves

[@emilyhudda4851]

I promise

[@delyn8396]

this is the kind of sickness that isn’t excused at school this is the kind of sickness that no one ever notices this is the kind of sickness that goes unnoticed *until it kills*

[@erin-un3fi]

@Minecraft MemeGirl bruh why?

[@kiffygreene4598]

Even when it kills it will pass in a day even for the family believe me I know. I lost my brother to drugs and my family and friends dropped it by the end of the day well 3 years later it still haunts me

[@random_flame_pup3222]

You cant tell anyone because they wont understand and ur scared to and u lie about ur happiness even when they are saying they will help but u have hard that to many times till u just stop believing that they will..

[@elizabethstaley6294]

kiffy greene it might take other families more than a day to drop it like mine it took my dad like a week to drop the fact that my uncle committed suicide and two years for my dad to get over a friend who died of cancer

[@scarrd3493]

I was in the hospital for 5 months recovering from slitting my throat then stabbing myself multiple times. I'm glad I'm with my fiance now. The last 5 months we're horrible without him.

[@mylaandzaden2005]

“You get little older you get abandoned” hits so close to home

[@user-ec4nt2es8y]

That’s so sad :(

[@DarkAngel-n8p]

Same. My mom uses me for my talent in singing and I'm still in school😢

[@mara4963]

It also hit me hard, when i was smaller i was happy when i turned 12 i got abandoned im just a waste of space in my home, i rasied myself to hide my emotions and pretend to be happy

[@twilightsweetie7841]

We all know that we all die in someway. Even with suicide. I'll get abandoned when I get older

[@alaianava9129]

Awww I am so sorry :(((

[@amberwells5617]

I’m pregnant right now at 18. I may not have been prepared for this. But my kids will never know the pain of this song or other like it. I will be nothing like my parents. My kids will be loved and brought up right. They will be listened to and understood. To my future kids. I love you. I’ll always be here for you.

[@sophiemarie.b]

you’re going to be an amazing parent. sending you so much love. ❤️❤️

[@gh0st1e_b00]

Congratulations! You're gonna be an amazing mother!!

[@spacee2950]

I hope you and your kids the best🫶

[@delillahkillebrew]

I believe in u ❤❤❤❤ u got this I may be 11 but I get underestimated a lot but we all support u stay positive ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@nousername077]

You're going to be an amazing mother❤❤love and blessing for you child❤

[@howeveryouspellit]

This reminds me that as a 10 year old, the way you feel isn't really ever taken seriously. Like "you're to young to feel depressed". Remember everyone feels pain. No matter they're age.

[@Charlotte-iz1mr]

It’s so true thoughh

[@tjesillyevwr]

Yep....

[@Silent0nyx]

As a 11 year old can i just say this human is spitting FACTS

[@xDDawq]

I was 9 when my depression stared hitting really bad and it has only been going downhill since then. I am 14 now and only just got medically diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Really wish my voice was heard all those years ago so I could have gotten the help I needed sooner.

[@skullsandtea6957]

I know I want to go to a mental hospital I'm not

[@stayweird7849]

life asked Death: Why do people hate you and love me? Death said: Because, your a beautiful lie and i'm the painful truth.

[@LifeisRoblox179]

Ikr

[@rxsey1317]

wow wonderful .

[@abi6063]

I think death should of asked life that lol

[@stayweird7849]

@@abi6063 lmao fr fr fr

[@INEEDAhanDle269]

Other way around bud

[@syrixttim9258]

I dont understand why some parents get mad at their children by being depressed. My parents yelled at me for cutting myself and my dad even said "if you really wanted to die then sure ill hang you myself!" While i said "then do it its not like im useful" my mother slapped me across my face after that they acted like i didnt have depression and suicidal thoughts. But til this day im still carrying it .. Update: Thank you all so much for all of the lovely messages down in the comments i really do appreciate it. It makes me happy that even strangers care about eachother, i know some of you suggested to call 911 on my parents but i love them too much to even do that..not to mention its actually my fault for being useless around the house. So today i talked to my friends about...leaving and going somewhere else which they didnt took seriously of course we laughed about it then i began to get silent, then started crying. Of course the moving away part has another meaning. Im sure all of you know what i mean. I began to cry and they tried comforting me with hugs and affection. I told them i wasnt sure yet..we were just outside my house then one of them suggested i should stop crying or my mom will see, of course i trusted them and told them about how my parents treated me. And even sometimes they can hear me crying and screaming inside of my house because of them, but of course nobody called the police or anything.. i dont know what to do, now with all this online school and quarantine going on everything is harder...i stopped myself from cutting as i sign i would change and so that i wont get myself in trouble. can you please give me some advice on how i can cope with this? Also this is not a cry for help i am onlu sharing my experiences with you. So for the next few months i will be updating this comment to share more ... November 8, 2020. 10:09 p.m. Guess ill be updating whenever something bad happens? I guess so.. Anyway, earlier today I woke up at 1 p.m I don't know why but I kept waking up late mostly in mid noon. My mom was cleaning and I had to get up since we share the same room I saw her. After a while I went out to do my regular stuff but then my mom mentioned the modules..that made my head ache just thinking about it but still I went to get them while working on the modules I became frustrated and without thinking I grabbed a bunch of worksheets from weeks ago and torn it my mom saw and began ranting about it telling me that I still am being able to pass them. I didnt knew what to do but I replied the opposite of what she said in a harsh tone she started screaming at me and i cried silently still she can see my tears pouring down but she didnt give a shit. I heard her voice crack and I knew she was really upset and was about to cry and that made me guilty..she grabbed my hair and pulled me back in our shared room and threw me on the bed telling me to sleep..of course I couldn't sleep, while trying I can still hear her saying insults at me like "if you arent interested in learning then you should've told me so that we didn't have to waste money on you. Just get a job as a maid so you'll be more helpful, though you dont know anything about cleaning so I guess you're pretty useless" and ect. It broke my heart I cried silently while thinking about my death and I know sooner or later ill go back to cutting again but more deeply. I know im a coward and I'm scared of dying but sometimes I just wish I had someone to do it for me. I'm really sick of everything im ungreatful and useless they gave me the life some people wish to have but im here being a total brat...I remember what my mom said; "quit acting youre not the victim here, We are! You're making our life harder and I could just die of high blood pressure because of you" im already writing a bunch of goodbye letters for them.."im sorry in bad luck.." November 19 2:22 pm I'm scared, I really am I do don't know what I'm doing with my life my mom found out that I slit my tighs Earlier. She ran to our room and started shouting non-stop. She got out and a few seconds later she came back holding a knife I started screaming and crying I was sure that my screams can be heard outside, my baby nephew cried because along side me, she kept threatening me about her killing me instead and her cutting my body into pieces instead of just slicing it. When she left to buy groceries I tried taking multiple pills for me to die from overdosing but I was too scared my heart bearing became rapid while I swear and cry a lot, I was still gripping on the bottle while crying...later I decided I'd take it I was about to swallow them all at once but I was too scared to so I took them one by one..I took three at the time then decided to make up my mind. I could feel my stomach bubble but not enough to hurt and my body felt weak and heavy I kept crashing on the floor when I tried to stand..I'm really scared and tired I just wished I wasn't a coward. I knew that pain was the last thing someone feels before they die, that's why I was scared. I was scared of pain I had enough I just wanted everything to go back to normal. I wished I didn't have any feelings I wish fear ,sadness,depression,disappointment, anger and all of the negative emotions never existed. I kept talking to myself in the mirror, I'm alone. The neighbours didn't give a shig. They only thought of it as normal since me and my mother faught a lot. But earlier...I screamed 10x louder and weeped harder. I wish they would understand I wish this pain in my chest would stop...but I knew that..the only burden that made me feel this way was myself..I wasn't good to them I knew I wasn't a good child and my parents had enough of me, I just wanted to leave and maybe they'd be happy! They can go ahead and sell my things I wouldn't care. Instead of a proper funeral go and throw me in the lake or dig a diy hole. Just to make you happy. I'm not your first propriety since I know I'm not loved that much l, even though I've been fed to and kept safe. Bad luck follows me everywhere and has been stuck with me ever since. I'm not pretty, or smart. But I do know I have a heart. I kept being kind to those who hurt me but if they crossed the line I knew I had to do something else. I tried my best to help her but I was focused on my phone, talking to my friends because I know that they'll make me happy. I focused on my talents and I kept working on my modules to keep up but I kept failing them. I got 1/20 last time and I broke down. I don't know what to do anymore God I could make a book out of this in wattpad.. December 16, 2020. 11:43 a.m I did it, I finally escaped my God for Saken house. I'm now out my best friends house. I came asked her if she could let me stay and she did and I came by when it was about 2 am. It was dark a and I had to walk towards her house which is a real exersice, when I was almost there there car pulled up and the color was white, I didn't have my glasses on so I thought it was the police. Turns out it was just a taxi helping me reach my destination for free, thank you. Now I'm scared. What if my mom takes me back? I don't want that December 27, 2020 9:25 pm: (Day before my birthday ) So earlier I decided that I would learn how to skate since I have a longboard that had been laying around for years now. I took it for a test drive and I felt happy that I could be able to skate, our street was empty and it had a almost smooth road it was almost perfect. I skated for a couple days before this and earlier my long board went haywire and flipped itself making me slip and fall in the process. I had almost broke a bone but I still managed to make it back home and tell my mother what happened. She scolded me and told me it's all my fault that I did such stupid things and that I could never achieve the success I wanted in skating. She planned to burn the board and told me to never skate ever again. I cried. All I wanted was support, is that too much to ask? Is it so hard to care for someone you have birth to? Why is it always have to be like this. Is people deserve love and support, don't think we're only human and can handle it unconditionally like we don't get hurt. I miss the time where everyone is happy and have their problems solved easily, but as life goes on everything becomes shit and hard. I know I'm failing in life like I'm failing my grades, I don't know what to do. I swear I'm trying but I was told I'm not trying my best and should do better. I'm sick of it. I really am... May 13. 1:19 pm I kind of forgot about this..but theres a bunch of horrible stuff happened in the past few days. I cant start on where, but as i scrolled down to see my past memories it just made me realize how of a horrible life ive lived . Anyway, i think i might have corona. Im not sure yet but the signs are there. Heres why i think i have the virus, me and my 2 friends were going to my other friends house to do our assignments, of course we we had permission. After we spent time and did our work, i felt weak. I felt like i was always tired and my breath was heavy, im sweating even when people thinks its cold, and i get cold easily when a fan is pointed at me. I have diarreah and i pee a lot more, headaches and body pain. I get rashes everywhere at my lower half body abd i dont know where it comes from. I didnt put any thought into it until i got a call from my friend saying that she was positive, i told my family about it. They didnt mind, as long as i dont go out anymore, yeah its reasonable but why let it slide? Im practically dying. But maybe im just overreacting?...

[@duffelchild8869]

Let me kno how you are doing i really wanna kno ok because i care about you even tho i dont kno you there is a purpous for everyone but how can i help and its not because your suicidal its because i dont want a world without you in it

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck of course it’s weird I’m numb to emotion but no matter what try to comfort people we all go thro bad stuff and I’m sorry to say sometimes life doesn’t get better but talking helps and I genuinely care about how you are doing both of you

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck I’m always here to talk like I don’t know you but I want to be your friend you seem like such a good person and the people have been through a lot are usually better people because of it

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck yea I would love that

[@duffelchild8869]

Evelynn Houck Thank you I like your profile picture as well now it’s just a waiting game I guess by the way how old are you

[@Lanibaeee]

Hey little girl You know smoking kills You dont really care Cause you love how it feels

[@kyraplanting4646]

Nanxi 😪

[@Lanibaeee]

@@santava3778 sis who? Cause u most definitely not talkin to me ☺.

[@santava3778]

@@Lanibaeee i knowwwww girl don't worry i wasnt talking to youu 😽 its just a meme

[@Dani_494]

This song reminds me of all the friends and "lovers" that messed me up and abandoned me...

[@lilliecooks2347]

Stop

[@stevethompson2305]

...Hey Little girl.. ...Your falling apart... ...But you don't really care... ...Cuz they broke your heart...

[@TutiFruity7]

*Felt that*

[@Elyse-v3q]

You're*

[@cynthiaflack8103]

@@Elyse-v3q 💀

[@KeiraMitchell-ml3lj]

Yeah

[@arlevcchino]

parents: ''stop being childish, i've had worse as a child'' Strangers: ''It's okay. I understand.''

[@alenagarcia4228]

If hey have been in worse they why don't they help us

[@jessicamcmullen7144]

right ?

[@Sila3x]

Exactly, a random stranger who I've never talked to helped me and listened to me while I was venting to them. I'm the most thankful for them :)

[@olgakabakova1503]

Not only the parents, litterly the while family

[@gaystarcos335]

Literally what my family just told me again

[@koikun]

just a few years ago I was crying like a baby to this song, still am, just like.. a more reasonable adult.. happy New Years everyone 🤍

[@HomelessMatt]

Be so for real

[@Mahala-yk4oc]

​@@HomelessMattwhat do you mean?

[@bendy5063]

The people who disliked clearly don't know what pure talent is.

[@alexgrecian4375]

she sang from her heart

[@isla3885]

Yeah~!

[@gamesd6706]

True

[@faithygachagirl2259]

Yes

[@Starsism]

They dont know what depression is and how it affects people every single day.

[@swiftie4889]

Here’s a story to read while listening. So i’ve had crippling depression for years but never cut. So people never believe me. A few months ago i saw on tiktok (i don’t have it anymore because of mental health reasons) that listening to music thats the same mood as what your feeling is one alternative to cutting. Once i saw that i realised that i was doing good for myself without even noticing and so are you. And people who make these kinds of songs are saving lives just by telling stories

[@jjayarajan4769]

These songs are lifesavers for so many people, and I never realized. Thank you for sharing this story and yes, there are people who notice you, so don’t ever feel like you are forgotten.

[@twilightsweetie7841]

What if we are forgotten..?

[@swiftie4889]

Twilight sweetie well you aren’t anymore because you commented :)

[@gachastories7461]

omg this was so touching..

[@dayaneljj]

The fact that alot of adults don't believe that their children are having depression is shocking. Some adults believe that children are doing it for attention and that some adults don't seek help. Thousands of children are dying from suicide and adults still blame the children for not telling them. How toxic can this environment be?

[@axela5746]

I show any form of emotion = more pills

[@hailey2493]

my family thinks im faking the fact that im sad. so now i just fake being happy. and it’s believable i guess.

[@bapaknyaanisa9107]

This need to be top commeng ever

[@stupid._.edward5415]

I stopped telling my mom how sad I was after she said "if I help you, you will just cry more..."

[@kyuubiyoko1472]

And this is why I as a medicated depressed person I want to try to help when I have kids of my own, I think I would even help any children that would come to me, if they are ever feeling this way. But as someone who has gone through therapy multiple times in my life I can understand why it would be hard for kids to get help even if the parent is helpful. I was told that I had long term depression that I mostly likely had since I was 5. I wasn't given the help I needed until my senior year of high school, so the toxic environment runs deep, but this is my personal experience, other people could have had better experiences than me.

[@AlyxNeely]

F= Fading slowly I= Internally crying N= Never felt more alone E= Every night I cry myself to sleep

[@luna.fairy.]

r/im14andthisisdeep

[@Nails_bylyss]

@@luna.fairy. lmao nah💀

[@rdtc2009]

every girls when they say "I'm fine":

[@ILoveCats_AndSeals]

Well you just caught me didn't ya 🙂

[@catlife738]

I’m *FINE*

[@Henna2471]

Parents don’t realize their kids thoughts, their depression, their anger, or their pain until it’s too late. Edit: thank you for all the likes. To anyone who reads this, live life like there is no tomorrow. You can do whatever you put your mind to. And no matter what, NEVER put your life on the line because of someone or something ur going through

[@muffintime3869]

why don't they ever know?

[@norineyee3690]

This is true

[@nezukochan4008]

its true

[@bella5474]

Truee

[@leahrichards9131]

I lost my best friend coz she wouldnt talk to anyone untill it was too late and i was the one that found her but it really was too late and i would never forget that day and that is what has caused me to be like this and i have tryrd many times to join her but i was not successful 😭💔

[@faye3642]

“Hey little girl U know smoking kills But u don’t rly care Cuz u love how it feels” Yep I felt that one 😔

[@emmaumbreit6031]

This song makes me really emotional

[@reesepfingstler6713]

Hey it’s fine stay strong

[@lieselottehaegeman2266]

Same

[@faye3642]

Alyssa Ledesma my dad does too

[@Cat-hw9ie]

lowkey lorna my parents used to smoke and drink around me and said “it made them feel better” so I started doing it too

[@heyheyfame8176]

They didn't notice you were crying they didn't notice you were sad they didn't notice you were alone they didnt notice how beautiful you are they didnt notice how sweet you are they didn't notice that they are hurting you they did notice your falling grades they did notice all of your mistakes they did notice your flaws they did notice you are not good enough for them

[@miabalsialisa2575]

Stop describing my parents

[@perrycobbs8043]

I mean it's true for me

[@perrycobbs8043]

People don't understand only strangers . . . and you

[@selenequintero5918]

This is relatable for me.

[@MobileLegends-ox8dt]

Yeah im your... right..😭😭

[@aiden_storm8182]

When I listen to this song, I like to imagine I'm talking to my younger self when life was simple and happy. Before the depression, before the confusion, before the trauma...

[@Potato_Taiga707]

Yes when the world was better

[@sarahboyd2371]

"Suicide doesn't get rid of the pain, it gives it to someone else." - Random Person

[@tvtoast8739]

Then they will finally know how I felt

[@estefanypelcastre3375]

I thought suicide before but there is a reason why I kill myself. No not because I love my parents but because I want to help my siblings so they don't feel the same way i feel.

[@yourlocalghost6517]

@@estefanypelcastre3375 i hope thing will get better for you, i wish the best for you and your siblings💐💛

[@estefanypelcastre3375]

@@yourlocalghost6517 thank you

[@anunknownfriend7809]

Trust me it doesn’t fix any thing it just causes the people in your life more problems my brother committed suicide in 2013 it controlled my life for years because of an act he did

[@kylajesonis8213]

isnt it funny how parents never believe that we were depressed. In their eyes we were just lazy. but in our eyes our world was falling apart. in their perspective they had bad kids and wanted a replacment. but in ours, we just wanted our parents to undertand because we love them and we just want to be loved by them.....

[@peekaB00_x]

Thats my situation rn.. My parents call me useless and pathetic all the time my mum sometimes hits me so i told my head of yr that i didnt wanna go home i was actually planning on running away cuz my friend said i can stay wiv her but then her mom said theres no where for me to sleep and thats why i told the teachers. im still living here with my parents rn im not okay i dont wanna be here.. My parents used to get hit by there parents as well but worse but then if ur parents did that to u why the heck would u do that to ur child. IT HURTS SO MUCH!! I dont feel loved by my mom..but i wish i was she said she regreted having me

[@cerry_bubblegu2237]

Yes,very true

[@akffjn6880]

Same

[@dezireetripp7912]

by that is why my parents think because i have depression so bad but they do think about that but them self's

[@shittytitty7815]

Yup :)

[@raiiqrus]

They don’t notice: Your pain, Your tears, Your thoughts, Your corruption, But what they notice? YOUR MISTAKES!

[@raiiqrus]

Yousif Pierce Yeah.... ={

[@lucijananic276]

This hit s me

[@Fallingforyou-uz2bl]

...I have seen 3 true comments... this is one

[@raiiqrus]

Animal Master Thanks... 🥺

[@raiiqrus]

LUKA Ik, it hits me too..

[@zeethemadman4595]

I listened to this on repeat 4 years ago, I never ever thought that i would connect to every single line of this song now.

[@cianisaltacc3158]

I cried listening to this cause of how real the lyrics “don’t really care care cause they broke ur heart” I been through a lot...

[@jazlynjay]

Ciani’s Broken Me too

[@jazlynjay]

We can stay strong

[@cianisaltacc3158]

@@deletedacc9434 cool idrc

[@heyheyfame8176]

Yeah I'm FINE F-force smiling I- Insecure of myself N-Never felt loved E-Exhausted because I'm thinking at night

[@heyheyfame8176]

@Amelia Helms I feel you but if I'm eating too much they say your getting fat and if I avoid eating they say why are you so thin your Like a paper and if I say it is because of what they say they will just judge me I feel Like a puppet in this house hold

[@PoisonedBerryAddict]

Every parent needs to see this. It’s like they can’t take the hint and never understand.

[@heyheyfame8176]

@@PoisonedBerryAddict yes true they should see this but the only thing thats in my head is what if they don't understand

[@mochagachabubblesxox953]

Yes

[@mochagachabubblesxox953]

@Amelia Helms same

[@Lol-cd8pj]

“When a person cries they aren’t weak, they were just too strong for you.” - A stranger…

[@Colbyz.Demonz]

Off topic but I love the pfp

[@kokomowater5483]

Wait what those that mean

[@bellemcgamer96]

My mom told me "When people cry, it doesn't mean they're weak, it just means they've been strong for too long."

[@TheOfficialDirtyDan]

I thought it said “when a person dies” for a minute. I lost my best friend when I was 12 suicide. Still not the same. We grew up together. Broke down for a minute

[@kitkat_pzych0317]

@@Colbyz.Demonz I love yours

[@_InosukeHashibira_]

I physically cannot put into words how much this song means to me. For perspective, I'm 14 now. Ever since I was 9, when I heard this song for the first time, I understood what the words meant. And it hurt that I knew that feeling of familiarity. It hurts more that I still have that feeling. Since hearing for the first time, I did SH, had been in toxic relationships, diagnosed with mental disorders and moved to a new place. So many nights I would spend in my bed, crying myself to sleep over how I'm not good enough. Then, in summer of 2022, I went to Camp Sweeney. It was the time in *years* that I felt normal. I went the next summer, excited to be with friends all over. I went this summer as well. And even after all this time, I still remember hearing this for the first time. I still remember the way I knew the feeling of being abandoned, the way I cried at how accurate it was. I've been clean of SH for a year now, I've gotten over my relationships, worked on myself and gotten used to change. "What's the meaning of this monologue??" You're probably asking. Well, it's a *thank you* for someone. It's for YOU, Sophie. Thank you for making this song about your past, your emotions, your challenges, and helping me overcome mine. I'm not doing the best mentally, but I'm definitely getting better. Alright, I'm sorry for blabbing for so long :') Just-.. Thank you, Sophie. I love you (platonically) so much. - J.W 8/9/24

[@APerfectGirl838]

I'm the same age as you. I can relate :(

[@_InosukeHashibira_]

@@APerfectGirl838 I hate that others relate, but it's good to know that I don't have to do this alone

[@midoir9165]

I’m so tired Of faking Of trying Of lying I’m so tired of sunlight streaming Through my window And open my eyes every time I’m so tired hearing screams In the middle of the night Only to realize it’s me I’m so tired of having hope Because I try not to believe Because hope is for suckers And only people will let you down But I still do, every time I’m so tired of having to say I’m fine Because I’m really not But I can’t let anyone else know that I’m so tired of being me Never good enough.. And so many scars to prove it I’m so tired of people All the chattering, the gossip I just want to be alone with the breeze I’m so tired of breathing.. It’s such a mindlessly hard thing to do Every breath hurts knowing I’ll never be who you want me to be... Edit: Thank you so much for the likes and reply’s. I’m still recovering but now that I see your stories it makes me want to hug you all, just remember keep your heads up! ❤️

[@mipmorpbeeep]

im sorry you go tru this

[@bushraafrin07]

i feel the same way :(

[@bvnni3.-.l0v3r9]

I relate to you so much!! I've felt like this since I was 7. Some of the good things come in unexpected situations, You just have to wait for it okay? You just need to wait a little longer

[@no_name8943]

Me 😔😭

[@no_name8943]

@@-kiyomii- it also took me awhile to

[@alastair._.breeze6957]

“You get a little older and you get abandoned” that hits me deep...bc I feel like my cousin abandoned me and always see me but then just ignore me and like I’m invisible...

[@quizzypop3964]

For me put my dad in your cousins place he left almost 5 years ago I was about 9 I'm 13 now he has only called 5 times and only for something important ...

[@zariin1722]

"I'm fighting for all that I've lost" "It's my time to show whose boss" "I've waited in the dark too long" "I've got now so just stay strong "

[@zariin1722]

@raptor_444 _ sorry I didn’t understand

[@wendybergsma6116]

@raptor_444 _ sausages ?

[@chellesampo9847]

I love that now i wish could live up to that

[@BrielleAnnable]

I’ve known this whole song since I was 8. I’m 13 now, still know every lyric, I heard my sister listening to it, a month later she tried to end it.

[@teagreen5312]

Im so sorry. But you will get through it! You got this!

[@Miss__Cowgirly]

I am so sorry. Do you mind me asking if your sister is okay? I really hope she is…🤞🙏 and you too. ❤️

[@unknownuser-ds1ue]

hey little girl i know that it hurts but put down your blade, and let go of those pills hey little girl i know that your hurting and hurting yourself will make it worse hey little girl trust me, it gets better but it takes some time so please be patient edit: for those who read this, you are worth so much more than you think, even if you feel that you are not good enough, you are good enough. i love you guys another edit: i know you tried your best, and you are still trying to hang on to life even if you give up. im proud of you for still staying, please dont go. i know that everyone may show theyre pain in different ways and is hurting for different reasons. but trust me, it will get better when you realize theres so much more to life. i might not be able to help you, but keep in mind that when theres shadows, there will be light.

[@aaaaao256]

I felt like you could see right through me-

[@inearanda8051]

I loved this comment. Thank you

[@anayachinchilla9404]

unknown user this hit me too hard.

[@allie-ue8mz]

Your unknown but thank you. You helped me put down the blade

[@unknownuser-ds1ue]

im glad that i helped you guys😇 even if i just helped a bit.

[@KurdtKobain_67]

“It’s not the fact that they don’t understand, it’s that they don’t care.”

[@AGuestDeveloper]

“People who let themselves down don’t want to be successful, parents try to help them be successful” -Angelo Fisherman

[@aakiracoleman1537]

I want to be alone but not fell alone don’t give up on me........

[@KurdtKobain_67]

Aakira Coleman I know the feeling well. I hope you feel better. 🥺

[@sunnydavis4850]

Ikr😭

[@KurdtKobain_67]

mina ashido NO! Don’t please. I’m sorry about my comment. Don’t do it

[@lilydashh]

“Hey *little* girl you know smoking *kills*, don’t really care cause you *love* how it *feels*” children and teens have started smoking, taking drugs, cutting or causing then any happiness or pain to take their mind off the real pain their experiencing and this isn’t good! I wish there was a way to get all parents to listen all adults so they would stop ignoring us. But it wouldn’t work.

[@ghostshrimp34]

I’m a kid 12 my uncle died of suicide my grandma died of a failed surgery my grandpa was killed my auntie cause a fight with my mom ... physically my moms is so sad in despair of screaming and sobbing almost every day in just a week what can I do now I’m alone I have no friends on the internet or in irl and yet I still live and hate the idea of ending my life because I know there’s people who need me and I need them like my mom

[@ghostshrimp34]

Should I do cutting it’s tempting

[@lydeadavis9133]

I remember this when I was in middle school, and now there's a brand new meaning to this song

[@jayden5188]

I love your profile picture

[@pxarlforever2888]

5~ "I want to be a princess!" 9~ "I want to be a actress!" 12~ "I want to be alone" 15~ "I want to be loved" 18~ "I want to be dead"

[@zkxangel]

6- "I want to be a doctor" 9- "they are calling me smart! I should be a teacher!" 10- "yeah right just call me stupid because I got a B+ and call me fat because of 30 kilograms." 11- "Im tired of this shit. 35 kilograms and still fat. I just want to be dead. Why did you not put me up for adoption if you are gonna tell me that and not let me have my freedom."

[@priscillasfuntime9569]

Pxarl Forever so true :

[@annita-qv8ge]

3~ “I wanna be a big hero everyone knows!” 5~ “I want to go back to Mexico I don’t wanna be here” 9~ “Why did he betray us, I loved him” 12~ “Why do I feel so alone, why does everyone think I’m fat and ugly” 15~ “Just let me die already”

[@bymicaah]

So true.... Why does depression hit us so fast?...

[@luisinfante5899]

i rely don't like how u loved because someone when u love them they actually maybe don't love u maybe they love someone else so i rather be alone but its ur decision.

[@connwareaurelico4219]

If you haven't noticed the Scars on my hips Or the fake smile on my lips Or the forced laugh I've adopted Or the way I don't care about the things I used to love Then DONT YOU DARE stand at my grave and cry How can you cry for someone you didn't even know

[@Ash-qr1yh]

Willow WolfLover I’ve never related to something so much, thank you ♥️ ( also I love ur username)

[@angelinarodriguez9207]

are you a lone wolf? (also i love your username)

[@theycallmerainy2010]

Willow WolfLover I want to put this on my grave stone

[@doobeedoo2846]

If some one cries at my grave I will rise up and tell them to laugh cause there is no need to cry I’m happy when they are I’m not selfish I’m selfless. I’m kaylee lamb and I’m only 15 and I won’t let anyone I care for cry or die

[@marthaw1512]

I can relate

[@Olivia___aivilO]

I haven’t cried from sadness in over 5 years because I’ve convinced myself that crying is for weak people..... but I was told yesterday by the sweetest little girl that I have beautiful eyes and a very pretty smile. I said thank you, and she replied with “My mom told me that the prettiest eyes have cried the most and the prettiest smiles have felt the most pain.” Then she gave me a hug and told me everything is okay. That little girl understood me more than my friends, and she is 6!!!!

[@tallia318]

Little kids are smart 😊

[@littlegraycat3752]

Hey man, it's ok, whenever your feeling down, just try to remember that your never alone, I mean I'm 11 and I've still been through some stuff, my parents divorced when I was in kindergarden, near the beginning of the year I think, my grandpa died when I was 5, my biggest crush friendzoned me twice in the same school year, my grandma died September last year, and someone who I loved very dearly ghosted me and never talked to me again, I was so devastated I held a knife to my throat, just wanting to slice it open, but I couldn't, and I'm happy I didn't because I've made new friends and I'm happier now, so if you wanna just die, just remember, there are so many opportunities later in life

[@sarahnepayan]

I Hope i meet a 6 years ils kid too then

[@heavensbiltong4750]

I am 13 years old I have started selfharm and still believe crying Is weak.

[@evilgremlinboi6333]

This song never gets old no matter how long you listen to it for. As long as you relate to it you never stop listening to it. I first discovered this song when I was in around third grade and now I’m going into eighth and I’ve been listening to it on repeat whenever I feel sad and I relate to it so much I’m so glad you made this song it has helped many people

[@aceh7327]

I told my mom about my depression. She didn’t believe it. I turned to self harm. She saw them and I broke down. She said I was doing it for attention. I will always remember those words Edit: Wow I didn’t expect all the responds. I am so sorry that some of you related to my story.

[@yourconfusionmaster]

maybe once ask your mom 'if im doing this for attention, then where's my attention?' because people with depression tend to get ignored/avoided, so if were doing it for attention then wheres our attention?

[@Kageyamas_expiredmilk]

Don't worry darling everything will be alright just hang in there even if you feel like giving up. I may be young but as a suicidal person who had lost many people I once loved, it's hard. You'll reach the end of your battle one day and find happiness ❤️ -a friendly stranger :)

[@crym3ar1v3r3]

that's just heart breaking and im here for u and i care have a nice day/night ily

[@bobaicetea5515]

Its always your doing it for attention but its not it takes the pain away even if its a little

[@starlight9087]

Well I hope your okay now 🌹💐

[@csenge_0030]

its funny to see strangers understand your pain more then your own friends

[@nat-iv8eg]

Yeah

[@himikoo_togaa]

its true

[@alenagarcia4228]

For real

[@xRUSTYx]

fr :

[@Nightmare-ep6wi]

Honestly. All my friends say they understand, but they really don't. I can guarantee they wouldn't last an hour in my life. But they say they can

[@aliaaannnaa_]

_this.song.is.everything._ *THIS NEEDS TO GO VIRAL* -THIS IS SO AMAZING-

[@sophiemarie.b]

Thank you Ali!

[@cecilielarsen6789]

Ali Zunigaaa it is on tik tok

[@aliaaannnaa_]

Sophiemarie.b no problem!!!💞💫

[@aliaaannnaa_]

Cecilie Larsen oh that’s cool!!

[@anamariacanomendoza1728]

FR fr no cap all of these are mine

[@carmensummersett6466]

It’s crazy when I think of how many perspectives you could put this in. If you end up seeing this, everything will turn out okay, I promise.

[@sophiemarie.b]

I think about this a lot actually. Lovely message tho ❤️❤️

[@Teogamingtv123]

Hey 😥

[@toasyghosty8204]

It's sad how strangers understand us better than our parents/family also to anyone reading this i love you for staying here and fighting in this hell hole

[@superwomanuvu7264]

I love this song so much😊☺😄😃😀

[@licoricecookiecrushmepls2557]

Ilysm

[@peytontaylor7222]

6: “I want to be a princess!” 7: “I want to be a teacher;” 8:“I want to be an artist!” 9: “I want to be a singer!” 10: “I want friends.” 11: “I want a good life.” 12: “I want to be like the other kids.” 13: “I want look better.” 14: “I want to be enough..” 15: “I want to be accepted..” 15: “I want to end it all..” Edit: I never thought this comment would get so much love and likes as it did. These past few weeks I have been struggling with severe depression, and just from some few nice words from people on the internet I have been able to become more positive and well, happy. For all of you that relate to this comment, please know there are people that are here for you along the way, and things will get better even if you can't see your life going anywhere. There is hope, and light and just be strong along the way of whatever you may be going through. 💖

[@ithinkimremus3707]

Don't wish to be like others. Being different is what makes the best people

[@ithinkimremus3707]

You are enough

[@ithinkimremus3707]

I accept you

[@The_notworm]

This is me but the last one is at age 11

[@penguineeee6440]

Lol me too

[@ihavecometomesswithyou1728]

*get a little older you get abandoned...* I felt that my parents divorced and i live with my gramma now The thing is neither of them wanted me and that's what hurt the most the people supposed to love you for you Gone. Left without you and made new families with other people that doesnt have you with either of them. Who needs them? They weren't there for me and I never want them to be I have my uncles and grandma and cousins as my brothers and sisters, a father figure and a mother figure

[@flamingpieceoflard5791]

I live with my grandparents too

[@artzipup9235]

i live with my grandparents due to being scared of my dad (idk why) and my mum cant look after me cause shes very ill, she was in hospital for 10 years of my life

[@dionnagriffin792]

My parents are divorced and I live with my mom..all she thinks about is how my dad cheated....I have little brother I have to take care of ..I cant even go to school....I hate my life I judt wanna die

[@jinxlange4020]

I also live with my grandparents. My birth parents weren't able to care for me.

[@Sim-kw6rk]

Hey! You! Yes! The one who is reading this! I hope you have a nice day/night ♡. Dont forget to stay calm and take it easy~.♡ And if you aren't having it, It'll get better i promise.♡

[@angelasuppa6197]

I remember listening to this exact video over and over when I was younger. I never really understood the lyrics, (I didn't know what they meant) but hearing it now, I'm realizing now that I used to think it couldn't get any worse. I thought I was sad back then. But little did I know that it would get worse. Not being able to cry is worse than all the things I used to cry abt.

[@nikcamillerihiggans4514]

Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen - From someone that cares about you

[@nonnie_draws2525]

This is so underated

[@joseluisledesma9186]

I Read All Of This! These Are Very Good Reason's Why Not To Commit! Sis: *Has Fake Depression* Me: *knows It Because She Always Thought Of Herself As A Psychopath* Also Me: * Shows This To My Sis* Here Lady! My Sister: Oh Hell No!!! Me: Pfftttt

[@liadreamer8587]

Thanks, it helped me a lot. ❤

[@sukooo3283]

Thanks , this made me cry 💕

[@eva4793]

Jeez this comment is long af

[@heathergarc]

My mom tells me “everybody has bad days. Your fine” but then strangers who I’ve never met can relate to me more than my own mother. They will talk to me. My mother won’t.

[@kealaniyamini2888]

I hope your relationship gets better because having people who understand you is really important 😁

[@ayanaheart320]

i remember i told my mom that i was depressed and she said "then just dont be sad"

[@yourlocalghost6517]

We will always be here for you, here's some flowers💐💮🌹🏵🌻🌼🌸🌺🥀🌷⚘

[@peekaB00_x]

Thats my situation rn.. My parents call me useless and pathetic all the time my mum sometimes hits me so i told my head of yr that i didnt wanna go home i was actually planning on running away cuz my friend said i can stay wiv her but then her mom said theres no where for me to sleep and thats why i told the teachers. im still living here with my parents rn im not okay i dont wanna be here.. My parents used to get hit by there parents as well but worse but then if ur parents did that to u why the heck would u do that to ur child. IT HURTS SO MUCH!!

[@emmaallen2334]

It's the same with me but its both my parents

[@Ozzy0_o]

I dont know how strangers on the Internet can comfort me more than people that actually know me

[@sophiemarie.b]

its because this is and always will be a safe zone ❤️❤️

[@dreamyclouds786]

ikr its weird

[@doodlebug2235]

Only one person irl understands me

[@amandaforrest9142]

true

[@Getalifeordie37]

same..

[@moon.andsunny]

The fact that I’m 14 now and have been relating to this for way to long is sad and the fact that this song is literally becoming how my life is

[@leeza3076]

Me too honestly some days it;s just unbearable but Im here for you fr and it will get better dw you're not alone

[@voicelessbeing]

this is actually the most depressing comment section i've ever seen. edit: oh my god it just gets worse.. this comment section makes me cry more than the song called Dead Mom

[@preetiam3874]

cant say the same for me......i listen to these types of songs as i can relate so i hv seen many comment section......also guys, b strong and dont giv up hope...who know, mayb latr on u might get someone tht loves u truly....do u really wanna miss tht?

[@cindylaster4821]

Welcome to the world

[@Playernumber440]

Is it a bad thing?? I think its a good thing.

[@mikelbarr]

Hey you listen to girl in red? Just asking-

[@voicelessbeing]

@@mikelbarr i have listened to we met in october

[@Kyndall_Marie25]

"Friend"- are you ok ? Me: yea... I'm just tired T- orn apart I-nsecure R-eally faking my smile E-veryone hates me D-rowning in my tears

[@allysoncleveland2869]

im all ways tired

[@thatidiotwithinternetacces]

We’re all a bit tired, but some of us are past tired

[@kendaljames502]

:Me most of the time

[@christinagomez4049]

thank you for the information But it is true

[@roxiestudios9553]

No D is Depressed

[@jiaaayinggg]

Talking at school-30 seconds Talking to family-1 minutes Talking to bestie and online friend-3 minutes Talking to myself-10 hours

[@Julianametzger]

Yeah I talk to myself about I'm fine but I'm not

[@gacha_chan8652]

Your me but I talk to my family for 100 hours UvU

[@cheeriopkoaina4968]

@@Julianametzger to everyone in the comment section: Let us form a group to stop this from ever happening again......gen z's only but gen alpha's can join aswell my email : [e-mail]

[@chicken9721]

I talk to myself as a way to express who I am and parents think I am weird and brother thinks I am mental but it just helps me with life it like another best friend in my head that just listen to me and does not judge

[@Julianametzger]

@Victoria Rushing yeah..

[@I_laugh_at_horror_movies]

When I first found this song I only listened to it because it sounded pretty. A couple years later I became pretty depressed and started cutting myself especially with coming out and stuff, and today I was scrolling through listening to jack stained and I come upon this! Thank you for making this song, even if I'm not into the genre anymore I still love the song. So no matter what's happening in your life just know that there is a better ending that you have to wait for, ALL lives matter❤💛💚💙💜

[@I_laugh_at_horror_movies]

Jack stauber* is what I meant

[@monstahavoc2048]

Parents: "Your fine, just deal with it!" Strangers, Music, Online friends, Social Media, Your Real Friends: "I'm always here for you no matter what."

[@peekaB00_x]

Thats my situation rn.. My parents call me useless and pathetic all the time my mum sometimes hits me so i told my head of yr that i didnt wanna go home i was actually planning on running away cuz my friend said i can stay wiv her but then her mom said theres no where for me to sleep and thats why i told the teachers. im still living here with my parents rn im not okay i dont wanna be here.. My parents used to get hit by there parents as well but worse but then if ur parents did that to u why the heck would u do that to ur child. IT HURTS SO MUCH!!

[@lolatube3705]

I know how it feels....... I used to think I was the only person in the world who ever got hurt, or only got to see there dad on special acasions, but I know that's not true..... Today is the 4th of July my 10yr anniversary of my parents getting a divorce, and I found out a week earlier that there was a way that I could spend my 4th of July with both my parents...... But then my dad planned a vacation to Tennessee....... All I did while no one was watching was cry because I thought that I would finnaly get to spend time with both my parents like all of my friends...... I was so heart broken.... Even though I loved the vacation and all, I will have to here about my friends stupid summer going to Florida with her mom and dad...... She is my best friend but she doesn't now how much she kills me every day talking about how her mom AND dad grounded her, or how her mom AND dad went shopping for shoes but couldn't find any that they liked in there size......

[@kaitlyn7621]

Wait what’s friends again I had some when I was like 2 people say I was faking sucicidal thoughts at nine but u can feel broke whenever

[@anonymous_gae_hoe2303]

Ikr it’s crazy how strangers understand you more than your own parents! This is the reason why kids are always on there phones cause that’s the only place where people understand them😔

[@hanioszeq9155]

You're*

[@vnessaa5886]

hey treat your pillow well, it accept your tears when no one else doesnt.

[@Maelej]

My pillow is my imaginary friend somehow.. dont ask- so I treat them wel

[@randomquestion8513]

My pillow is a anime person....

[@the2goodsiblings446]

I punch my pillow when I get annoyed or angry because I'm too scared of myself to face anyone, in fear that I'll hurt them..

[@WeinerEater926]

If you have a best friend that understands that to treat them well

[@that1confusedfox435]

I know how that feels. I pinned a person at school in the corridor after having enough of them bullying me and I regretted it so much after as I normally am not like that and don't like hurting people

[@Jesus_is_king832]

I love it when your parents or parent says “it’ll be fine we can help each other grow” BUT ALL THEY DO IS TEAR YOU DOWN THEY SHOUT AND SCREAM AND ASK WHY when all you do is help them

[@barquarinBaJd]

yep

[@AutumnGuidry-k9d]

I know how it feels I get yelled at all the time but my sister helps me

[@Hooty_11]

Exactlyyy😭😭

[@thelittlegirl39]

I just clicked on this because I thought it was funny if you consider my username. However, this turned out to be really deep and hit a part of me that artist and musicians barely (almost never) reach.

[@sophiemarie.b]

Thanks for your note! It means a lot that you feel this way.

[@koralin6322]

the little girl hey

[@kaonashi1390]

Ur username reminds me of what my whole family refers to me as, except “the little *deaf* girl”

[@sadboihours3028]

Emerald Deloré my family calls me blindly and if you asked how I typed this it’s voice chat I think I don’t know.

[@blossom5040]

Very True, as a artist myself i can understand that feeling

[@Reneta_]

This bring me so much nostalgia,it makes me remember how i had too fend dor myself and ive gon into depression and the always try too team up on me no matter how much love i show them.

[@Marie-rq2gp]

Plot twist: The one who is singing is the ghost inside of that little girl, and the ghost is just an older her

[@stormfriends4000]

That actually makes sense!

[@fischlvonluftschlossnarfid5048]

Plot twist: The girl's talking about the past and its her from the future.

[@ryleewebb4946]

Ivein Marie Jønsson that got in my feelings

[@mikatosis]

Isn’t that what she means? I assumed she meant that with the song.

[@intruder6628]

Hmmmmm.... No because ghosts don't speak. Don't tell me that it's the little girl! Little girls don't have voices like that. BTW and TBH so many idiot kids down here.

[@Rq1o7as98]

I went to school once and I decided to not be ‘myself ‘ , My friend asked me what was wrong and I said nothing she asked me because I’m usually the happy, energetic friend that helps others And that hurt so much.... The next day I went back to the happy person I was supposed to be and no one asked about it and thought I just had a bad day the other day . Well I just hide my’ bad days’ to a point where people think I’m never sad I’m gonna keep it that way as long as I can I don’t want to bother them with my problems, I’ll just keep them to myself and help others with their problems since that’s what I do . Sorry I just wanted to vent a little.

[@rickys3883]

@Kora Waloschuk To you and the person who made the comment I just want both of you to know how strong and beautiful you two really are. But don't keep it all inside, you won't be a burden. I also want the both of you to know how important and needed you guys are on this planet, in this world. Happiness is out there for the both of you, just don't stop fighting for it.

[@ethanslove3361]

It’s ok bc it the same with me

[@grunge_luxx]

no please talk to someone, you can talk to me my email is: [e-mail] dont even ask :V

[@chcickenfert69420]

I might just try this.

[@itsmehehe9452]

Same. But dont hide your feelings. Say it to someone! It is not good to hide your feelings. I am beggining to open my feelings to my friend:) and it helps :) but i am always crying in my bed:(

[@jainakxox]

little girl: what’s on your arm? me: they’re battle scars. little girl: you fought in a war? me: yeah. a long and hard one. little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one? me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me? little girl: yes. i promise. a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager teen: why are you hugging me? little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me.. teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting. she bends down at eye level with the little girl teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep . you are forever my war hero. ⚠️ this is not my story, but i saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because i want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️ I need everyone to pass this on.

[@xavier5204]

i have a lot of *battle scars* but nobody has done that to me thats so nice

[@smokindemon3409]

I SAW THE EXACT SAME THING IN ANOTHER VIDEO

[@art3426]

Omg im crying right now. Its so true

[@Radeeola]

@@xavier5204 same

[@BknightSkra]

but like can someone do this for me my battle is over but it would be nice and wholesome

[@nabeehaziakhan808]

it makes me feel like my soul is talking to me . I love this song Thank you🙏 for making this song it makes me feel like theres someone out there who can understand me the best of best.❤

[@sophiemarie.b]

wow, thank you for this comment. i’m happy i could help in some way 💖💖

[@Lalallalalalalalalalalalalalal]

Hey little girl there’s no need to cry... when you got us by your side~ Hey little girl don’t lock up you heart..We’ll always be here for you till death do us apart.. Hey little girl it’s too late for me. I hope you feel the happiness people bring

[@KeytMay]

Hey little girl, please don't fall apart We do really care, how to fix your heart

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

I love it people like u r kind but hurt sometimes wats ur story

[@paulatrovao8337]

Hey little girl you never believe. There's a ghost inside of you. hidden to deep.

[@lmanburg5766]

You might have just saved my life anybody wanna talk to me I need help

[@lmanburg5766]

@Kora Waloschuch Tysm

[@princesswhydontwe9460]

*three months later..* And I'm still not annoyed at Sophie's song💓 everyday I'm playin it💓✨

[@megmoo5777]

Omg sameeeee

[@iris1626]

Same💞

[@Cat-yi5mz]

Three years later for me♥️It really is a good song

[@flameychantvt9372]

My skin: im pretty My heart: im broken My brain: im smarter My soul: im dying My lips: im beautiful My wirst/arm: im not My life: get off me My death: hello..wanna have tea?

[@Maelej]

Ur death sounds British

[@Maelej]

@ANNABELLE RIDDLE PWHAHA YE I WAS ALSO SAD- but when they said that I immediately thought of it

[@-_-NannO_-]

@Samy Sagastume LMAO PLS YOUR DOTS MAKE IT SO MUCH FUNNIER BYE 😭😭😭🤚

[@stepcrow1]

STFU I SWEAR TO GAWD

[@zero_marty3311]

@@Maelej Man I love tea and I am notBritish dont get those stereotypes.

[@rosaliegeorget4320]

Hey everyone, i remember listening to this song a cpl years ago, and i can confirm it gets better, keep going, you will find happiness and acceptance❤

[@lucymarie7064]

Society: be yourself Also society: no, not like that

[@Slutimseljaštvo78]

I relate so hard...

[@kyoka1528]

This is why I say society is fucked up! They want you to be yourself then bring you down and hate on you when you do. No wonder everyone is a fake anymore!

[@themonkeyprofit1803]

Sooo ture

[@trintnwhyamialive9373]

Yep

[@Seltjan78130]

For me life is a game where we have to survive but we survive to learn and do what we like to do not to be a fucking fake person that thinks like all "normal persons" The normal persons are there humans who tried to become what they want but didn't so they forgot who they are

[@elena-ty2le]

*“Don’t cry when I’m gone because if you really cared you would of believed me when I said I was depressed..”*

[@love-being-hot4350]

Thank u someone understand in life. Right we would get bullied and no one really cared about us people so. They wont miss us when we go away there understand what they did wrong.

[@rosarosyrosabell1873]

Look I really want to you know 2 but the only reason why I don't is because I have people in my life that really let's just say I have earthly possessions think about everyone and everything even your pets that you know could you live knowing that they'll never see you for a very long time are the thought that you might never see them again because we don't know if heaven and pet heaven is connected so really think about it before you do it please my friends and my pets are the only reason why I'm here even though I know they're not real friends it still feels nice.

[@muffintime3869]

Here's another one don't cry when i'm gone cause you didn't notice not when I cried not when I was told to die never so is it worth it to cry over something you didn't care to think of?

[@ccwlf9873]

I feel you... I hurt every day putting on a fake smile every day just to know now that it never help hurting yourself jus to see if you'll get better nothing helps. Be other people I don't even know understand me in every way... So I stay alive a little longer..

[@rosarosyrosabell1873]

@@ccwlf9873 I feel you midnight I know you but I feel you try getting a cat or some type of animal to tell everything they do understand you and you can trust them not to say anything ;) only helps to know that anyone knows trust me I got to cats and they're loving and they've never left my side only downside is you'll miss them like HELL when they leave

[@evphoric8698]

i feel deep down as if i’ve heard this song before. nostalgia. *why am i crying in the club it’s 3am*

[@brishere925]

tina zhang someone named Quinn Quinn stoke it off of Instagram and posted so you probably heard it there.

[@addipaige_05]

i sang this song for a talent show, i won it and i even told a little bit about your music and your story. people loved it, and now you have inspired me to write my own songs about my past experiences. thank you so much sophie❤. oh! also my music class is doing a music artist presentation and i’m doing you! you have inspired me so much i love you ❤. and thank you sophie ❤❤❤❤

[@ahmya-san7331]

3-" I will be a great teacher for mommy and daddy!" 5-"I love readings book!" 7-"Where do babies come from?" 9-"Please leave me alone for once.." 11-"If i die, ... nothing really change, its just the end of me so." Stay safe everyone! :)

[@ahmya-san7331]

@Summer Hinxman Yeah.

[@camilagarcia194]

That's me right know

[@ELLA-lp6xi]

When you realise that people you don’t know care more than the ones who you thought loved you.

[@jjayarajan4769]

There will always be someone to love and care about you, even if you don’t know it. And, who knows, maybe the person who cares the most is the one you least expect.

[@Lila12655]

I love youu 💗💗💗

[@yolddykaki5914]

Damn that hit me hard and its true....

[@kiwi5658]

The only way I stay strong now is by knowing that there’s someone out there who’s gonna love me, that I’ll have a future with, it’s how I smile everyday. It’s nice to think that there’s someone waiting for you who loves you they just don’t know it yet 💖

[@gabrielleamandadimarucot8120]

Then stay alive for those who really care and love you

[@abbyl749]

We are all suicidal kids telling each other that suicide isn’t the answer Edit: Thank you guys for all the likes, and it saddens me to know that so many people can relate. I originally posted this comment over a year ago and I can honestly tell you it gets easier. The pain you are in now won’t last forever, even if it feels that way. I believe in you, and you matter!! You matter so much more than you know!! 💗

[@chaosschild6984]

Couse I'd rather help people then help myself

[@nyx4107]

@@chaosschild6984 same

[@Emmaa033]

@@chaosschild6984 yup 🥺

[@boburnham6743]

Yep 😊

[@sherlinsoldani1682]

yep

[@That_1_TCG_Masha_Stan]

This song is beautiful, it’s amazing how you can still fight, and even record a whole song after all this pain, I feel mad respect and sorrow for the, your, backstory (respect) ❤

[@KeeganandKing]

“I *HATE* when people tell you to be yourself,and than they don’t accept you for it”

[@nikkimacbride7982]

“I HATE when people tell you to be yourself,and than they don’t accept you for it” My Mother~

[@KeeganandKing]

@@nikkimacbride7982 your mother is smart :) be who you are

[@KeeganandKing]

@Patience Fish aww that great :)

[@haveagoodmourning]

@Patience Fish THAT'S AMAZING I'M SO PROUD OF YOU AAA

[@dwightdunstan7177]

I'm telling ya

[@griseldamarrufo7779]

*"Why cry if you didn't even help me when I was suffering? You stood there and laughed at me. You didn't even bother to ask what's wrong. Now I'm dead."*

[@itznicoleyee3041]

:,(

[@miragill9895]

I wish I was 12,15,and18

[@Rangersarethebestintheuk2023]

That is soooo sad man

[@Rangersarethebestintheuk2023]

@@idk2116 ohhhhhhhhhhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭

[@rynaseryna]

thats why i dont go to normal school anymore (im not dead tho)

[@indiesb0nes]

I'm 12 years old suffering from anxiety depression and bi-polar disorder, this song helped me through so much tysm💗 Update: Hi everyone, im doing somewhat better, i moved and i have a great group of friends :) things have gotten better

[@sarahdavis2967]

stay strong 💕

[@sophiemarie.b]

You are not alone

[@faythcrawford3816]

Can I Have Some Suga In My Tae “ your Amazing “

[@creepycreeper3635]

sing it with me folks *if a song cured your depression you were not depressed*

[@sophiemarie.b]

Creepy Creeper music can be very comforting. It’s nice to know that there are people who can relate, and sometimes (for some people) that can go a long way.

[@kitkatdraws1179]

When I was in fourth grade me and my old friend used to sing this together, it was our favorite song. I haven't heard this song in at least a year..

[@laismotta1124]

The loneliest people are to kindest The saddest people smile the brightest The most damaged people are the wisest All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do. Not my words but spread them

[@someoneforevertd3736]

Thank you for understanding Have a good day :)

[@laismotta1124]

@@someoneforevertd3736

[@lucatrafton88]

that is so tru i can kinda relate

[@alyssaotero8032]

i am soo lonely and sad because my sis hates me,but i still love her so much i became damaged after 11 years so now im 11 i have no friends so i hope they know this is there falt.. and i hope they feel sad when they remember me.i have been in depression for 2 years .

[@yourlocalghost6517]

@@alyssaotero8032 I sorry I hope things will get better for you till then stay strong you will always have someone to talk to here I promise💛💐

[@annoyingly_dumb3038]

Kid: 'depressed' Mom: it's that stupid phone Kid: that phone is the only thing stopping me from ending my life

[@nabeehahussain904]

So true the only thing that here for me is my phone all the sad times this phone help me stay up all night crying and this what help me

[@yourgurlasher9299]

thisgirl lovesroblox so I’m not the only one that does that? Yay

[@AllanTheArtist]

That’s true-ish. It’s actually family that’s keeping most people alive, people love their family to much to just, let them go Edit: alright my family doesn’t except me for being Non-binary and being poly. But I know that they still love me.

[@marztheburntoutemo4919]

Me I have some freinds like two

[@Madison-to8mp]

I’m so sorry for you guys 😭 idk what I would do without my family

[@poiisontag3316]

*"People say that I deserve better, but,* *no one is willing to give it to me..."* Edit: *At some point,* *You have to realize* *that some people* *can stay in your heart* *but not in your life* ❤️

[@RosellaVlogs]

Because, sometimes, you have to be the one to find it. ❤

[@isspoopyseasonovo4776]

Oh no dont think that!!! :

[@kaitlynstorts6183]

Relatable

[@shaylaleon5018]

Why does this song have to be so true?

[@elianarivas749]

Nice

[@peanutlove5154]

For everyone suffering there are reasons to stay. -if you have letters to write, you have a reason -who’s gonna listen to your favorite music -time stays still in that one place you want to visit, until you visit it -the worlds a beautiful place -your family’s out there waiting -once you’re 18, get out of that toxic situation. Or if you can, get out of it now. You have a reason, even if you can’t see it, it’s there. -There are so many more reasons to stay. I love you If you need someone to talk there are resources and I’m here too if you need me❤

[@Lina-bn9wi]

Age:3: Im going to be a princess! Age:7: Will they miss me if I ran away? Age:9: Why are people scared of me? Age:11: Leave me alone, your going to leave me anyways

[@butterball2394]

This was and still is my thought process.

[@nooodles_memes]

Not everyone will leave you

[@areyouboredyetcauseiam]

Kay-Lay C yes they do it’s the sad truth and the one that I live

[@bladeshadow4548]

@@nooodles_memes, everyone leaves you. At some point. Wait until reality hits you. Reality hit me when I was 10.

[@gamermarisol6036]

Feel the same as you

[@eliza3798]

They say we are too young to be depressed Too young to be a feminist too young to know our sexuality too young to have anxiety too young to be suicidal too young to have an eating disorder and they're right we are too young (not mine) Edit: Everyone saying we aren't too young to know some things, I totally agree. I was just commenting on the fact that society has forced us to grow up too fast. If you have decided something and you are sure, then you go be that, go do that, go stand up for that. Go be you and make your life yours. 🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

yeah cause kids shouldn't be going threw this

[@thtenbypotato2001]

To young jep I’m just one of these ‘14 year old girls’

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

@Navaya Acuff Adults say that they control every single last thing about us. But if they keep at it were not gonna be of any use without being told what to do. We no longer will be the ones living life

[@itsdardarthebean4779]

@@thtenbypotato2001 I am twelve and I feel you

[@hiii_itz_ya_boy_rudyyy8865]

@Carlina M your right we aren't

[@lunadreamystrz7875]

The song and it's meaning are all honestly heartbreaking. I've been through something similar to this but rather it being family doing it, it was friends, and people I thought I trusted. Music is generally my therapy, and this is one of me and my closest friend's favorite song that we both heavily relate to, her more than me. It's truly a moving song to anyone, and I feel bad for everyone who's experienced this, including the song artist.

[@komo228]

Let’s be honest, when our parents and “friends” weren’t there..who was? Our electronics : Anime : Social Media : Online friends : Music : Anything that comforted you :

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 And they have the AUDACITY to call themselves good people. I swear...Some parents are actually understanding tho..

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 Well, Damn.

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 Kill- I mean Ignore both of your parents.

[@komo228]

@@summerhardwick689 😊 Ah, yes. I now understand, you have an amazing heart.

[@komo228]

.........Yes 😊

[@Mermezz]

These comments.... when your depressed you don’t always cut, some people deal with depression different, and that’s that

[@breadondread8380]

Exactly.People dont belive i have deppresion because i dont cut.(I listen to music and daydream.thats how i deal with my deppresion)

[@lemon_txart1165]

This. I tend to daydream a lot to deal with it, sneak out, smoke, but I do also cut.

[@box389]

I'm suicidal but don't cut. But you can still tell, especially with the fact that since I was eight I've been fantasizing about stabbing myself in the chest, and my main stress reliever is whispering 'I want to tear my face off' repeatedly

[@blulite2072]

NightLess_ I deal with depression crying and hiding it

[@justaoea.]

we cut to be happy...

[@HM-fc5ht]

My story: Was a little girl when my parents divorced Got fake friends who emotionally abused me Decided to become a soccer player to get my anger out Mom dated a guy and they were going to get married he broke up with her for no reason at all Became an artist and started to draw got some real friends Life got better Wish me luck for the future..

[@sayukishizuko1033]

I wish you luck for your future!!!!!! 💖

[@sonnebhy]

i wish you luck and not be suicidel freind!!

[@kirstin3573]

Good luck

[@Remalakaeirhnh__.]

Good luck for the future you can do this ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@solenn2173]

I wish you luck...💞

[@shannonbrennan7868]

I’m so sorry for everyone who relates to this song just know that the light will come stay strong angels ❤❤

[@Synkaiza]

True!♥️

[@rawchicken42]

No one understands that people do get depressed at a young age and parents arent helping things by saying "No your fine you can't be depressed at a young age it's impossible!" Then their children hurt themselves and maybe commit suicide and then when they die the parents regret saying it's impossible to be depressed, because it is possible. Belive me, I know what its like. Thank you.

[@adrianazahn5291]

Same here, but i'm geting worse MY OWN CUSIN IS GOING TO DIE IN LIKE 5 YEARS AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO! :(

[@nobody-xe7il]

i agree my parents kept pushing me to my limits i almost cut

[@alexabenitez9717]

Hi i am 10 and i am depressed and my pearents do not notice and every night i try not to cry

[@Resey5283]

Right. As if depression can only be unlocked at 18. I wish parents would understand that you don't need to be an adult to be depressed. You just need a mind.

[@nobody-xe7il]

@@Resey5283 true

[@kyungchoe4998]

When I was younger, I always thought "it's gonna be ok!" and "Tomorrow's gonna be better!" Now as a teen, I know I was wrong. Boy, how this song cheers me up. *I'm on my dad's account.

[@veronicaacevedo6682]

But even so if you keep fighting in the end its worth it life is unpredictable you never know what gonna happene who know your life may go up and it will get better and better at some point I promise you it will get better though

[@idkagoodusername9118]

wow I guess im wrong to maybe hope rlly is for suckers huh lol guess it is

[@i.wuv.u]

hey uh dad, be present in your child's life in a positive way, you never know whats going on

[@bellaclublpse.m2911]

I.nvisible M.any broken hearts F.earful I.mpossible N.ot who I'm meant to be E.motionless

[@pomegranate4054]

It’s not deep it’s just made to look deep

[@samnorrito2115]

Sadly i relate

[@pomegranate4054]

Cup of Tae with a Suga Kookie It’s not very creative it’s just a fake acronym

[@kaillisto]

@@luvlia555 this isnt a comfort lmao its 2014 tumblr

[@jaz596]

but if your emotionless how do you fear?

[@28k_peaches]

funny how parents don't understand their own children's pain but people we meet online understands the most.