SPIRITBOX - Constance - Reaction / Review

[@METALBIRB]

I'm so sorry to hear about your dad man. This video is heartbreaking and I'm talking about your reaction and your stories too. This music video is absolutely heartbreaking but it didn't make me cry (I know I'm one of the few that didn't cry). But hearing you talk about your dad and his heart attack... I don't know man that just fucking got me. My dad who's my best friend just recently had a heart attack scare and seeing you cry fucking hurt... Thanks for opening up man, loved this vid from you.

[@jesk743]

Best wishes to you and your dad 💜

[@Ewright85]

I’m one of the few too METALBIRB. I know I’m late to this video but I’m sorry to hear about your dad. I lost my mom suddenly in 2015 to a freak surgery issue that turned septic. She was 47. Been rough even after 6.5 years. She was my rock. Anyways I really love your content. Cheers

[@damiendarko7047]

Its never bad to show emotion. Its what makes us human. Salute brother

[@williamsummerson1204]

Facts

[@asininereasons]

"This isn't even a f***ing review of the music." Yeah, man. It really is. it's the best review you could have given.

[@nicholasbrassard3512]

yeah man, it really was

[@blackcitadel37]

The ultimate form of reaction video.

[@ianmcpeck424]

Don't worry. Pretty sure everyone cried during their first listen at least.

[@subi_zer0779]

It’s my 31st listen and I still cry I lost my mom just this year so it hits mad hard

[@ianmcpeck424]

@@subi_zer0779 damn.

[@cracyzero777rat]

Yeah, if you don't shed a tear you have no soul

[@blasphemedheretic]

@@subi_zer0779 I'm sorry dude. :(

[@khultura]

Listened to this song about a hundred times already. Still crying like a baby.

[@peterkarargiris4110]

Your humanity, your honesty, your dignity and compassion are outstanding my friend. I've lost my father to dementia and my mum has it too now. I can fully relate to this song. I like it as a song but it's very hard to watch. All the very best to you.

[@ArcHelios117]

So outstanding he promotes BLM and the George Floyd Memorial or something... But besides falling head first into these divide and conquer bullshit, yeah he seems to be a very cool guy.

[@Thystonius]

@@ArcHelios117 it was not about BLM but about the atrocities police officers executed against innocent people. Don't be so harsh.

[@ArcHelios117]

@@Thystonius Yes it was, I remember hearing him about donating to the George Floyd Memorial and supporting BLM... And what atrocities are you taking about? There are 2 times more whites being killed by police than blacks, and I don't remember hearing that a white being killed (a multi criminal and drug addict, by the way) led to the complete chaos in many US cities by white people, all ignored by the crooked mainstream media and politics.

[@ArcHelios117]

@@Thystonius My bad, I misread, I thought you wrote "against black people" instead of "against innocent people".

[@thisguy341]

This video was one of your best. Its something you dont see in youtubers anymore. Being real. Being human. I applaud you for posting this video. Although you may not even read this, i love your channel and have found several new bands because of you. Me and my wife love your stuff and i hope you are doing well in these crazy times. This song made me think back on my own grandparents. All of mine are gone and my last one was my grandmother on my mom's side. She was the sweetest person. She had remarried after my grandfather passed and in later years, her dementia started becoming more apparent. I only saw her a couple times a year, mainly at easter and thanksgiving. She would ask me if i had met a nice girl, and i would have to remind her that she was in fact, at my wedding. Over time, she stopped recognizing us and had to be reminded who we were. She didnt even recognize her own husband. In a way, her passing was easier on us because the woman we all grew up with was no longer there. My heart goes out to anyone going through similar situations. You are not alone.

[@galacticriminalx]

🤘🖤🤘

[@RachelleReacts]

I'm glad that you ended up doing this video. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dad, I really am. It is hard to not listen to this song and just feel every loss at once. Breaking my heart with those tears! This song really hits hard. What's crazy to me is that the breakdown, as it is getting slower, with Courtney vocalizing is actually exactly what I felt like during the biggest loss that I've been through. It's amazing to me that they were able to put that into music, whether it be Constance losing her memory or it be in the context of Courtney losing her grandmother. It sounds like loss. This is absolutely my song of the year, no question.

[@TrueShotOfficial]

You’re the man. And don’t worry. It got all of us, including us, man. Love you bro. ❤️

[@Philip_LeMarchand]

I lost my dad to Cancer at the age of 20. I lost my mom to Depression at the age of 34. I'm all that's left. I'm an only child. At the moment, I'm 38. I suffered with homelessness afterwards, but picked myself back up. It's ok to cry. Real men cry! Much love from southern Texas. Rip to your father. He raised a great man!

[@tyronecashin4351]

This song gets me every single time

[@DarkMustard1337]

I keep going back to it, and watching people's reactions..WHY it gets me everytime!

[@MollyHasABox]

Exactly why luv this guy.

[@brunolivramento5942]

Sorry to ear about your father.sometimes even the strongest person needs to let the emotions flow.cheers buddy

[@Rusted_Empire]

This song hit home for me... my grandpa had Dementia and it was hard to see him in decline.

[@andrewholub1632]

Beautiful reaction my dude. Let those emotions out. Real men cry.

[@subi_zer0779]

I lost my mom this year along with my father this song kills me everytime I listen to it. I can’t listen to it without crying. All I can wish is to hold her once more and care for her she started to not recognize me near the end of her cancer.

[@soothingzounds73]

Lost my Mom to cancer 8 years ago.....now.my Dad is in his final days with cancer as well. I know i wont ever hear his voice again and it kills me. Keep wishing my Mom would call.....never gets easier. Stay strong

[@subi_zer0779]

@@soothingzounds73 trying man you as well I just wasn’t ready for both so fast.

[@soothingzounds73]

@@subi_zer0779 never can be ready for it. Ive felt lost since my Mom passed...i cant imagine both being gone...condolences brother

[@JohnnyDJenkins]

I feel you bro. Hit a bunch of us hard.

[@ianmcpeck424]

It is hard to put this out there, but I lost my sister during birth to Trisome 18. Essentially her heart and brain weren't fully developed yet, but she was ready to come out. Long story short that is a shitty thing for a 7 year old to witness and is probably the reason I am a metalhead to the extent that I am. Also why I am so empathetic. The line, "It's hard to lose and wonder why" really got me. Mainly because I was 7 and didn't fully understand what death was and most certainly didn't think you could die before being born. May also be why I have always been more mature than the other kids at school. Now I am in college and only really "cry" about it on her birthday.

[@rac50172015]

🤘🤎

[@Makoz28]

My dude....thank you...that was real..

[@WritInBlood12]

The reaction you had mirrors mine. I have never lost someone to dementia, but it made me think of my mother who just passed in November. I just began sobbing when I heard this song.

[@ascorpion2002]

I can relate to this song to a 'T'. I lost my father to dementia back in 2017 and to watch his last moments asking who I was and why I chose to spend time with him was something I was prepared for because he truly didn't recognize who I was even though he raised me from infant to right at his final breath. I accepted that his time was up, but it was the look in his eyes that haunted me for some time after because he was extremely terrified that it was happening. I stayed by his side til his suffering was over..once the nurse confirmed it was indeed over, I calmly exited his room and collapsed openly weeping that he lived 62 years and raised/watched over me for 34 of them only to forget who I was. I think about him everyday knowing somewhere 'up there', that he is proud of the man I turned out to be.

[@Slamdd]

Spiritbox needs to see this holy shit 😭

[@schecter7elite801]

Your ok man. I broke down too. My dad passed in 17 to partial dementia and diabetes complications. I was thinking the exact same thoughts. It's ok to express yourself man. And I'm sorry about your dad. I'm sure he had a heart of gold just like you.

[@trigger455]

My grandmother had Alzheimer's and I watched her every evening for about 6 months while I was in college. It is rough and I'm an empath so it sucked...it pained me to see her not recognize her own sons, much less grandkids, but her sons. Don't know what else to say but sorry about your Father. God bless you bro

[@Fyrecide]

You're not alone sir. This song got me too, 100% sober. Anyone who has experienced loss of someone, anyone they love and were close to, will connect with the song & video the same way. Even those who haven't but have someone they know who is or has dealt with a tough medical condition, or can even just sympathize with those who have... it will hit you hard. I'm really sorry to hear about your dad as well. It almost certainly must have been and continues to be incredibly tough. You aren't alone; nobody out there is.

[@justmatt3309]

Sat here and teared up all over again with you. Brutally honest reaction, thank you for that. I watched (literally) my dad die from Parkinson's complications, and rapid onset dementia. Also watched my grandmother pass from scleroderma.. so I really feel your pain, and everyone else's here. Stay strong everyone. Thanks for being strong enough to show your emotions and talk, glad I'm a sub.

[@kylemartin2312]

I'm in that boat now. My dad was diagnosed almost 5 years ago with Parkinson's and about 5 months ago started showing signs of forgetting. The most heart-wrenching thing to hear was when he admitted to there being an instance where he didn't recognize his wife, my mom. I'm not looking forward to what's coming with this terrible disease.

[@justmatt3309]

@@kylemartin2312 I don't wish it upon anyone... And I won't sugar coat it and say it won't be that bad. But you will get through it, and life does continue after, just differently. My best advice is be totally honest about everything going on, and deal with it in a healthy manner. It makes a difference. If you ever need to talk, shoot me a message. Take care, and stay strong.

[@kylemartin2312]

I appreciate that. Also, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I'm speaking of my step-dad right now but he's been married to my mom since I was 3 (41 now) so he's my dad. My real dad was murdered when I was 19 and losing a parent is the hardest thing I've went through in my life; as I'm sure you can attest to as well.

[@MrBraz33]

Wish both of you the best, and I know the rapid onset dementia can be brutal. My aunt whom I've been close with my whole life developed it early into the pandemic and it's honestly staggering how fast it can really crush someone. It has really effected my mother and I just remember the change from week to week it was so fast you would swear it wasn't real.

[@gSWG3R]

Hell yeah dude, your reactions are always honest.

[@GIANTENEMYB1RD]

Welp. This was a rollercoaster. Made it through the song... cried at your reaction.... laughed my ass off at "LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE" and the entire ending.

[@jinjerjunkie]

Part of me is super stoked about Spiritbox finally getting the recognition they deserve, but then you realize it so successful in part of an immensely painful loss so many have shared. That said, just look through these comments on this or any video for this song and is nothing but love, it's really something special.

[@Hamsandwich228]

I watch this particular reaction from time to time because it's the most authentic reaction out of any reactions I've ever seen on KZbin. Unmatched just like this song/video.

[@benmiller5232]

My truly heartfelt condolences to hear about your father. I lost mine very suddenly in 2009 and it hasn't gotten much easier, to be honest. He was mid-sentence with me having a conversation when he suddenly had a heart attack and died in front of me. He was 52. I know exactly how you feel. I have since realized that you will never "get over" what happened but, rather, learn to live with the change. No matter how much time goes by, I find there are certain things that send me straight back to the shock and horror that I felt that cold February morning. Moving songs, in particular, are very quick in this aspect. Just know that the pain you feel will always signify how much you loved him. I truly hope you find some sense of peace soon, although it will undoubtedly take time. I always hold out hope that I will see my dad again after I pass and I hope the same for you. Thank you for all you do. You affect all of our lives for the better and THAT is a testament to how successfully your dad raised you. Much love from Minnesota.

[@Therealchrist]

You're a really good dude, man. It's really important for folks, especially young men, to see and understand that it's ok for grown men to cry. Even big burly guys like you.

[@muaddib4329]

This song came out 3 days before my grandmother died of dementia and related medical issues. Because of covid I couldn't be there with her in the end so I had this song on repeat. I'm proud of you for not editing out the tears and dealing with the emotions. This song definitely NAILS the sadness in watching a loved one whither in front of you. My grandmother Nancy was such a strong and fierce woman her whole life and to see her reduced to a confused, whimpering shell of her former self seemed like an especially cruel trick the universe was playing. Besides the emotions of seeing the items in the background of the shots disappearing as Constance forgets the memories that make those items have meaning to her the way the ending breakdown get so loud and chaotic as her thoughts become so clouded and confused was brilliant. The way the tempo trudges down into a grinding halt and the distorted synth chords blead into the lush keys as she is reunited with her husband hit me so hard I wept openly. Thank you for sharing this and being strong enough to allow us to relate to you through it.

[@PCFixer]

Aww, all the HUGS, man. All of them.

[@graemepatterson]

It's a beautiful tribute to what a lot of us feel. it was put together so incredibly well. Peace to you bro

[@soadfan1016]

Much love, brother. Nobody is immune to experiencing the hardships of life. While we all cope with our feelings differently, expressing those feelings is perfectly normal. My great grandfather recently passed away from Alzheimers and my great grandmother more recently passed away as well. So this song definitely hit home for me too. I'm glad you uploaded your sincere and genuine reaction from the song. No one should sit with their emotions alone so I'm glad you expressed them to your viewers. We support you til the end!

[@Michael-ll6px]

I lost a very dear family friend to Alzheimers right around finals week. I did my damndest to do my final exam, but I just couldn't give it the attention it deserved. She was one of the kindest and most wonderful of human beings I've had the great honor of knowing in this life. This song was something of a cathartic experience for me to find solace. Rest in paradise, Joanne... you are so loved and missed.

[@kyunasan]

Hi from France man. I don't know if you will see this comment, I couldn't react before, it was too hard for me.. but I still want to right it now. Second time I watched this reaction, and second time I cried.. because I can only feel how you were at this moment. Few times ago, I lost a beautiful person who was like a second mum, a person who got Alzheimer and god it was so hard.. so hard to see someone you're close too, who doesn't even remember you, or maybe for 5 seconds sometimes... And as if it was not enough, 3 months ago, I lost my mum.. my only parent, the one who took care of me, my sister and my brothers so well, whatever the cost she paid for it. My true guardian angel. And a b*stard decided that he could take her from us, as if taking the life of someone was something normal.. I still can't believe, atm I'm writing to you, what happened. I just know there is a big hole in my heart, something I could never heal, something which could never be replaced.. someone I could never say again "I love you". All of that.. because narcissistic perverts, a monster, decided he had any right to do this kind of things. But she gave me something really important, something I will use for sure to make my dreams come true, something which will helps me during the rest of my life.. the strengh to go forward without turning back, and do everything to success. This strengh she got during all her life, to grow up without parent, to take care of us.. I will use it the best way possible. She's my guardian angel, and she will always be.. even if she's physicaly not here. I saw a lot of people telling their stories in comments, and to be honest it warms my heart. To you brother, and to everyone in comments (or not) who lived something like this or maybe, sadly, actually living it, I wish everyone to feel better and happiness, because you all deserve it. Losing a parent, a grandparent, a sister, a brother, etc.. nothing of all of this is simple to live, it can't be forgetten, for my case it can't be forgiven.. but we all have to go forward for them, for the ones who are still beside us, and more important.. for ourself. Have a good day everyone, and if some people are not really fine actually, be sure a good day will come, a day which will bring you happiness and hope.. and I wish it to happens fast for everyone! Much love brother

[@soothingzounds73]

Youre the man, Galactic. You had me crying. Thanks brother.

[@micklaikrison2]

Man that song is impossible to not get emotional too, that song will take a tear from a stone. It's all good for us men to shed a tear too were human too. So sorry to hear about your dad. Keep the head up man your an absolute legend and a gent.

[@Dehhloki]

Man, this was a therapy. Pretty sure this was your best reaction ever. Hope you are felling a little lighter now. Cheers!

[@elninorocksatx]

I’ve watched so many reactions to this song, and by far, yours is the most touching, genuine and honest ones I’ve seen. It’s hands down the best reaction so far. Really sorry to hear about your dad, man. I can’t even imagine the grief and sorrow I’m going to feel when mine eventually passes. Stay strong, my man! Keep being honest and vulnerable, it’s who you are!

[@murmaiderx-1654]

Man, what can I say about it? I totally feel you and I'm so sorry for your lost. I collapsed watching this video because I can relate. My grandfather passed away and he was like my father, he raised me and he had a brain stroke that made him struggle for almost a year and he kept forgetting many things and he couldn't move anymore, he died in 2014. My mother was diagnosed of breast cancer a year later and during that time I had to leave my country (Venezuela) in order to get her money and help. She passed away almost 2 years ago and I was here (Colombia) without a proper job and being unable to go there when I wanted to. I feel you, man. It's ok to face our feelings and my advice is to remember the best of them in order to move forward. Horns up, brother.

[@aq8609]

The gravity of this video is beyond words. My condolences to you and your family for your loss. This is the most genuine reaction to this song/video I have witnessed so far. Thank you.

[@rickbegley3429]

My dad passed in 2010 from cancer and I can't talk about it out loud without losing it. I feel you brother.

[@dpedrosoliano]

I Love how you were enjoying the beat in the beginning, just like me, when i come to realize the story in the video, it hit home.. i remember being in the hospital coming back from outstation to visit my grandma who also had alzheimers/dementia & stroke, i was the last person to feed her, she was so happy to see me, when i went to the restroom, came out wanting to continue to feed her, she was panicking "she said you're not my grandson, who are you" great reaction bro

[@gazriddell9493]

Man you are a legend for being brave enough to let your guard down and be so honest emotionally about the video and your dad. I lost my father-in-law a year ago (11/11/2020) due to a sudden heart attack and I've struggled to grieve properly since, but seeing you be so forthcoming emotionally has been inspiring as silly as that sounds. Keep being awesome dude 🤘

[@skippyobrien1228]

This is still the most earnest reaction to a song I have ever heard. I go back to it a lot. Thank you.

[@JohnnyMcmoney666]

Sorry to hear about your dad man...i lost my dad 12 years ago, my grandma a couple of years later. I still cry for both of them, it will never stop. But it won't be pure grief, for me it's just brief moments of happiness that i had those people in my life and also sadness it couldn't last longer...

[@l4zrh4wk]

I'm sorry for your loss, the death of a parent must be... I can't even imagine how difficult it must be. I'm a nurse, I'm sad to say I see people with dementia every day and it's tragic. I have to push what I'm seeing to the back of my mind to do my job, but every now and then the gravity of what old age does to people and the sad and lonely lives most of the elderly live can get to me too. To live is to suffer, that's why we've all got to grasp on to those moments of happiness while we can. All my love brother from across the pond.

[@gregstacy4498]

I'm so sorry for your loss. This was the most raw and real reaction to this song I've seen yet. Thank you for doing this one, love the channel

[@deadbunnyking]

This is by far, the only song that still brings tears to my eyes.

[@shinokugt]

Your humanity and vulnerability is (part of) why we love you.

[@stefaandeswert5849]

Only just discovered this song a few minutes ago. And i had the exact same reaction man. This song is beautiful and hits hard. Music is more than just melody, you know it's a piece of art if it makes you emotional like this. Love this reaction video. Peace bro.

[@Thystonius]

You're basically one of the only KZbinrs out of all those reaction channels who, after all those years you're doing this, stays true to himself. Others I see change and nearly never for the better. I love the way you are. The videos you made on Black Lives Matter and how you felt about what was going on only brought me to tears, good tears. Open up the hearts of the people who are mature enough to join you. Keep being you and looking forward to more reactions of you, in 2021.

[@Thystonius]

Oh btw, my granddad with Parkinson's died 4 months after his wife and my grandma died with Alzheimer's... a disease that took 15 years to very slowly take her away... they were married 62 years... it is soooo heavy.

[@charlesguptill5035]

Bro. Fucking same first time I watched it. My grans name was Constance too... killed me.

[@DarkMustard1337]

Oh no shit?... bro that is heaaaaaaavy.

[@pazwretzky4673]

Spiritbox has some truly heavy breakdowns throughout their catalogue of music, but the breakdown in the Constance video, usually comes from those who watch it....the visuals, the music, and the vocals...beautiful

[@AgainstTheeWickedlyMusic]

Damn, that was one of the most raw and honest reactions I've seen in a while. Thank you, GC. I'm very sorry to hear about your father, and I can attest that this song is hard for anyone to listen to, especially with the backstory and the video. It's beautiful, but it really does just tear at the heart strings. Thank you for going through with this, brother.

[@M_Shredda]

Thank you for being so open with your emotions. I felt similar when I first heard this song, and hearing what you had to say made me feel like I wasn't alone feeling this way. Much love brother

[@shanehawkins4387]

I cried for who knows how long after seeing this video for the first time. I lost my grandfather in almost this same way. Every time I hear this song I break down. Now it's not tears of sadness but of joy and happiness. That I got to experience his presence on this planet for the short time that it was. Bless you and all that feel this way when watching this.

[@borntogame8595]

Thank you GlatacticCriminal

[@johnbouche9740]

Dude you just gave the best reaction to this song in the history of you tube 🤘. It couldn't have been explained any other way. I give you major props for showing " human feelings". I salute you 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘. Rock on brother.

[@nikolai6361]

Condolences, my friend.

[@F13thvoorhees]

That was real man, I felt a lot like that when I listened. I have a Grandmother who's suffering from Alzheimer and just lost my Grandfather who was her rock. seeing this takes me back to how my family struggled to keep up now that she's with us. Don't feel bad about having that reaction man, that's real shit and what makes music transcend just notes.

[@MoonFishMusic]

I'm with you man, i've lost my dad in 2017 through cancer and i'm still not over it but it's important to keep the good memories alive. It was a worst time time of my life yet because after his dead my girlfriend left me, my old band split up and i fell into a deep depression which was hard to get out again, something i could have never managed without a good friend of mine and i'm very thankful for this. I'm also a musician but never managed to put my emotions into a song yet, last year i released my new bands first album, there wasn't a song about him or my emotions but at least i dedicated it to him.

[@sirenpheonix626]

This song damn near broke me. And your reaction is not only warranted, but appreciated. Thank you for posting this❤️🤘

[@roadkillanonymous4807]

Lost my grandpa to Alzheimer’s/dementia. I thank God now that it happened before COVID did. We were all able to see him and be together in the nursing home and then the hospital. Sometimes he’d have moments of clarity and I’m forever grateful I got to be present for one of them. I saw him after that but he had no idea who I was or who he even was, so to my mind it’s the last conversation I had with my grandpa. He was a man of faith, and asked me to read to him from the Bible. I went with the 23rd psalm (the lord is my shepherd, I shall not want...he leads me by still waters and green pastures...though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me...and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever). He squeezed my hand with more strength than I thought he had left, and I saw he was crying which of course got me crying and I just squeezed his hand back and said “you’re going to be okay” and he nodded and we just cried together awhile. This song and review takes me back there to that moment and now I’m crying again and it’s okay. I’m thankful. I fear no pain but literally losing my mind is the single most terrifying thing in the world to me. I too am a man of faith but also of doubt and this is my biggest trust issue personally. Thanks man, enjoy your videos.

[@DeathhsLegacy]

Showing emotion makes us human. This song hit me hard as well, I cried during it. I lost my great grandma to Alzheimer's in 2008 and watching the decline is just like it shows in the video...it starts with simple things, then it progresses to not knowing memories, friends, and eventually family and yourself. I last saw her a few weeks before she passed, and she knew who I was, but she had no idea who my grandpa was (her son). It was the hardest thing to watch. This song brought back a lot of those memories

[@brianjamesthomas]

OMG man. I broke down watching the video and now I’m breaking down for you my dude. Nothing but love for you. I love this song so much as well. Gets me every time.

[@00B.]

I've just cried with you man, I didn't even personally lose someone so dear to me yet, but the song really put me in the perspective that it will happen. It's so well written, it just strikes the deepest chords about the fear we all have about losing the people we care about the most, and ourselves.

[@jacksonislegend]

Dude this is why you're my favorite reaction channel. You aren't afraid to show those emotions. This song made me fucking cry like a baby too. I just lost my Grandpa in August and this song just hit me. Great reaction dude.

[@czechoslavakianrambo308]

Why would anyone dislike this? It’s an amazing song and this man is bleeding his heart out about his life. This is true humanity in its purest form. Keep up the good work!

[@alphadwuzzle1026]

real talk. i feel ya on the father stuff. sorry to hear he passed. my dad passed away as well suddenly, from a heart attack as well a few years back. he was only 52. was toast before the ambulance could even arrive on scene. hardest thing I've seen to this day was my father's lifeless shell in the hospital a few hours later and it still chokes me up to even think about it. I had no idea it even happened until my aunt and cousin came to get me at work. Makes me regret a lot in my own life, as we always didn't see eye to eye, and then I catch myself thinking "just one more day of watching the stars and shooting the shit". you take it for granted and then it's ripped away before you can blink.

[@francescoferri7062]

Capolavoro di emozione,uno dei pezzi più emozionante mai sentiti,onore agli Spiritbox ed anche a te caro GALACTIC,grande uomo.😢🤘🙏🖤🇮🇹

[@Raijin-RyuX24]

I always respected you for being a no bs kinda guy. Even more now after seeing this. We sometimes think youtubers are made of steel but this just shows one example that you’re just as human as the rest of us. Thank you for sharing. Stay safe man.

[@jennyjo798]

My husband lost his grandpa to dementia, and having known him before it, it was heart wrenching. Also lost my grandma in February of this shitty year to pneumonia and dementia. And having lost my other gramma, who was my best friend and like a mother to me in 2016....this song just brutalized my heart. We all lost our shit, it's okay. This song is painfully real. Painfully beautiful.

[@Shuseff]

This is why I love your channel. This was how I reacted to this video and it’s nice to see your sincerity

[@erzahldochmal7649]

you are such a strong person! to show us your weakness and emotions is so precious

[@SnEaKeRSkEr]

Damn, brother you got me over here sitting in bed 315 am and my pillow is soaked, I hold so much inside and once something triggers that emotion in me i loose it. Cheers to you and it's awsome that your willing to share your compassion.

[@Jillybeanzxo]

So sorry for your loss Galactic ❤️

[@eternalemperor9658]

I'm a sensitive dude myself, and this video just earned you a new subscriber!

[@Goos092]

Look brother, don't worry about breaking down on camera. It takes guts to upload this anyway. Sometimes you just headbang, sometimes you get soft when reacting to videos. But this is why you're the only reaction channel left that i'm subscribed to. You be you, feel the music and respond to it in whatever way you like. We love you, there's no shame here. Greetings from Belgium.

[@cryptorchiid]

This song tore me tf up when i first heard it as well, it got me thinking about all the loved ones I've lost over the 21 years I've been on this earth. I honestly can't listen to this song too much because it sucks me into such a depressive state that it makes it hard to go about my day without being an emotional wreck. Really appreciate the reaction my guy and I can't tell you how much it means that you even uploaded the video in it's entirety. Thank You so much.🖤

[@romycullen17]

I still cry like a baby each time I listen to this song, it does pull at your strings. Hugs man

[@jctheii]

Every reaction I’ve seen to this song has hit me to the gut but the ones who’ve gotten teary eye’d or cried, fuckin wrecks me 😭💀 Loved this reaction dude and extremely sorry to hear about your pops bro 🙏🏽

[@erra7552]

I think they deserve a grammy nod for his. It's such a hard hitting song. Trust me... the beers or not, this video/song just hits like a ton of bricks. Spiritbox is really taking it to the next level lately. You're an amazing dude, btw. Sorry to hear about your dad. I lost my dad a number of years ago to brain cancer. And you're right, it just hits that heart string, and ruins us. No shame, my friend. Love your videos. Thanks for covering this song. I think it's important.

[@bike4aday]

I'm on my 20th listen and I still cry. It's so beautiful

[@ckokomo808]

Thanks for showing your actual reaction. You’ve had a few videos of you crying throughout your YT times and I’m grateful. It’s why I always come back- you’re genuine. It’s not okay to cry in our culture, and you show that it’s okay. Thank you for that. It’s something I’m working on for myself. This song got me hard. It made me think about my grandpa who went through terrible dementia/strokes/PTSD/ depression/amputations...gosh, he went through the wringer, but he always did his best. Meeting my fiancé’s grandma- Nona- has been a wonderful experience. She is an amazing woman. She is moving though her own experience of dementia. It fucking kills me to talk with her and she can’t remember things. It kills me when I speak with my father-in-law and hear his frustrations with the situation. My grandpa has developed a fatal and rare form of lung cancer that is terminal. Lastly, just got news that my dad has a potentially fatal blood clot near his heart. Fuck man...I’m not here for a pity party, but this year (I’m sure for many) has caused me to reevaluate myself and how I live and express myself. People are going through some tough shit all the time. I’m doing my best to be a person of love and acceptance but also know that it’s okay not to be okay. It’s a long post, but wanted to say thank you for being a light for me. It might seem like you’re just making videos, but you’re doing much more than that for many people. Keep being awesome brother. Peace, Chris

[@Forelorn99]

I’m so glad you decided to do this. For some reason (and I’ve only seen a few of your reactions) I remember thinking “I would love his opinion on this” and you did not disappoint. Yeah this song and video still wreck me, but it’s beautiful. Sorry for your loss and keep doing exactly what you’re doin. It’s awesome.

[@Cstrawn05]

This song really hit me hard. But then I watched you talk about losing your dad and how your voice changed talking about it. Really broke me down. I always have the fear of the day when my parents pass on it’s tough. Condolences and great reaction.

[@oddlilfella]

I love ya man. Every decent human gets it.. this song is brutally beautiful heartbreaking. Mad love to you my friend.

[@chaseton1234]

I love this! And I feel you bro! I had the same experience.. with this song, and in life.. I lost my Dad randomly in 2019 from a heart attack as well. Right in front of my mom in her front room in the middle of the living room floor. I also have a big heart and appreciated you sharing this! 🖤🙏🏼 💪🏼love your videos my guy! 🤘🏻

[@scrptar129]

I love you man. It doesn’t get any easier. We just have to get stronger. At least that’s what I keep telling myself after losing both of my parents and then my father-in-law passed the same way that your dad did. I want to wish you the best.

[@Eswiffa]

Thank you for sharing ! I'm sorry for your loss, real sorry ! I feel the same about that song, and two years after it got released, the tears just come on front again ! All the love to you and your family !

[@wolfkane1986]

Love u man,my mother died 3 years ago from cancer and i cant get rid of pain and sadness i keep inside of me.We are in this together and showing emotions is beautiful. ♡♡

[@ArkaeaFCL3]

This song is so beautiful yet so sad. I lost my grandma last year on the 4 of July and I still struggle with moving on. This song brings me to tears but its still a great song! I love artists who can move you to tears. That's talent! And don't worry about showing how you feel, man! Its what makes us human.

[@jordijackson87]

Chin up bro, life tears us all down. What a reaction to see you and not the persona of galactic criminal

[@cynicalglobe42]

I'm sorry to hear about your father, i just recently lost my Grandfather yesterday morning from Skin Cancer. Listening to this song again (I've listen to this multiple times since it's release), this one was gut punching now after my Grandpa died. Again, sorry about your loss man 😔

[@8JFJK8]

You crying made me cry bro😭 Im so sorry for your loss brother. You are a strong dude.

[@IDrop76]

lost my grandma last year, this song hits the feels for sure, she too had dementia and stopped eating etc. it was sad to watch her degenerate over time. while I miss her and love her, I know she is at peace. Thanks for the reaction @Galacticriminal, this song is amazing and you're my fav reactor! Feeling connects us all.

[@markgueren9633]

every time I listen to this it kicks me in the gut....lost my dad in April... cheers my brother!!!!