Once he said “it’s 8am and still no sleep” hard pill to swallow. Dying to go back in time.
@amberhawthorn9674 жыл бұрын
Wish my boyfriend would listen to this song and realize that this was written for ppl like him who cant ever hold up to his promises and says the most hurtful things that tear me up
@chadwoolford82394 жыл бұрын
Hi Amber I feel the same way in my relationship.
@brianjohn17054 жыл бұрын
Something is wrong.try to.talk..if I did.that I'd be not in this hole..so Amber don't give.up.on him.
@jasonosborn62364 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear that why does he do that to you
@jasonosborn62364 жыл бұрын
I am sure he loves you very much it may go deeper then you think the past can haunt a person pretty good.dont give up on him
@allysontownsend504 жыл бұрын
My husband is a lot like that
@Matthew-wl1ny4 жыл бұрын
Ok..... ok ok ok. I've been a long time Staind fan, about 20 years. Dysfunction album saved my life once before..... why have I not heard this before?? Have I??? What????
@Ward4134 жыл бұрын
Dude this was a really illusive song for years. It was suppose to be an extra song on Staind’s “Chapter V” album but didn’t make the cut. Oddly, a 30 second ringtone was available. So for several years I only heard 30 seconds of this song as it was impossible to find in its entirety until it was finally released in full with their 2008 Illusion of Progress album.
@billsmith-jr5zv3 жыл бұрын
@@Ward413 I think it was on the Japan deluxe edition of one of their albums but this is one of their best songs IMO.
@guesswho18373 жыл бұрын
I'm with ya on this one, It's my first time too, I think...? ❤️ C.
@kimmycandelaria93493 жыл бұрын
Yes , I never heard this one either . Nailed it for me in my current situation 😥
@nonilzone67663 жыл бұрын
Same
@SteamandScenic9 жыл бұрын
Amazing. Words cannot describe the beauty of this song. Love live STAIND.
@brandihopson2793 жыл бұрын
Llll
@Kevin-wy8kc3 жыл бұрын
this one and "please" are at the top
@wannesgeboers Жыл бұрын
This song is the best... The goosebumps kicking... it s a shame it is not on spotify !
@ericafulton19832 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this band the Artist is Amazing 👏💜❤ He is one of the most talented Musicians Singers. I've ever Heard I so appreciate 😌🙏His Awesome songs They are Beautiful, Meaningful and Soul Touching 💜 I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON GOD BLESS YOU 🙌🙏AND YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR LIFE.
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
Peace😎🙏🌼
@paulabrower93764 жыл бұрын
This song hurts.... But the truth does. N we need to remember it takes two.
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
Amen.
@VFox-rv8ld3 ай бұрын
Now this song is rated high on my list of favorites. I've said , not in these exact words , but have shared the basic message it carries to someone in the past. GREAT ART! THANK YOU
@beauosborn76284 жыл бұрын
Songs like this only make separation from my wife and 2 year old a million times harder.. prayers for this guy.
@nicholasmonsarrat7194 жыл бұрын
Aw shoot, man. I just turned 50 years old. My wife moved out two months ago. I am heartbroken. Married for 26 years. Just try to be a better you. I quit drinking 13 weeks ago, that was a huge part of why she left. Keep the faith. Try to be positive, bro. 😎❤️👍🏻🎶
@beauosborn76284 жыл бұрын
@@nicholasmonsarrat719 prayers for you and your family man!
@nicholasmonsarrat7194 жыл бұрын
Beau Osborn 🙏😎 faith. Weird, my wife and I probably communicate better now living in 2 different places. Keep the faith. Prayers for you, Beau 🙏
@awesomepieman100123 жыл бұрын
You're not alone..she just left me..our daughter will be 2 in march..I need prayers myself..
@a.j.97972 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to you...
@ninacollacott40672 жыл бұрын
I've been finished with this man for 18 months and yet I still love him but there is no point in speaking or talking it is done x I'm so sad about it I feel so broken tht I hv had to finally let go 💔 😔
@amandajanedeweese21555 жыл бұрын
The day I realized I fear to go to sleep because I couldn't distinguish if it was real or only in my mind. I've searched my soul and prayed and G.O.D. said may you feel what it is to love and nobody feel the same. May you cry my tears of pain because my eyes can no longer shed a tear. My love my one my only I have searched high and low and long and loaded and behold I finally found you. I finally found the one who I call mother. God spoke the words to me. As I watched the clock strick 5 am another day I stayed awake another time I couldn't reculate the voices in my head as being my words or words spoken to me through me for me so that my words my broken heart could finally find the reason and see the truth through insanity of the rhythm and the rhyme the through the chords stumped eventually becoming your songs. Confused of who words or tears in which you cry are they yours or are they mine. Or do they belong to everyone in this world whom has influenced us throughout our lives.
@twallarobertson6835 жыл бұрын
I love you girly. No matter what. You were a sweet child all three of you girls. I'm only human....and I have my own test to pass.
@witchhazel90174 жыл бұрын
What is going here?
@jimtorres15234 жыл бұрын
Beautiful I wish I new exactly what you are going through so I could know how best I could be here for you. I just want to be there for you Darling. I could be there for you while you fix yourself. Beautiful you determine how and when you would like me to assist or offer input
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
Peace be with you😎🙏
@beccab1373 жыл бұрын
God do I love his voice! Gives me goosebumps everytime!
@Catherine1223511 ай бұрын
I'm. Going to see him tomorrow in Detroit
@jmartinez71444 жыл бұрын
Catherine Georgiann, you my love,are doomed by the demons that you entertain, to never hear and never see, the love for you that lives in me😞😣😢
@Barefootforestwanderer5 ай бұрын
I love this song! Aaron Lewis always has something meaningful to say. ❤
@ChristopherChiccini-sg1dj3 ай бұрын
Been listening to Aaron Lewis since J-CAT then it became staind and it’s been such a good ride with all his music. I almost went out like Layne a longtime ago but his music definitely saved me in so many ways. I’ve been to a lot of shows and they keep getting better with time. 💪🏼✊
@justinjackson62474 жыл бұрын
This song has help me realize so much , and thankful to have found it
@melodieashmore51234 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry can't help but wonder why and how.
@hilljackzack72842 жыл бұрын
Share it with someone. Or maybe you need to take it’s advice?
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
So true. Live your life. Be mindful. Have peace😎🙏
@janetmahan583611 ай бұрын
I am a burn victim of 80% 3rd and 4th degree from my head to my waist and the only ting I remember was lighting a ciggerate but 7yrs and 37 surgeries later I find out that someone did it to me and there is nothing that I can do about it so this song has great meaning to me and now I am left with all the damage and hate being out in public but I am alive and no I wasn't a drug user
@forthepeoplenottheparty15024 жыл бұрын
2:34 am and while he is sound asleep I will spend another night trying to ask and answer myself again as to why I do this
@rachaeldeering3344 жыл бұрын
RLC c totally understand what you mean.....
@jimtorres15234 жыл бұрын
Negative ghost rider that pattern is full, try spreading the night listening to some motivational speaker. Mix it up and listen to something positive and make some healthy choices.
@joannewilliams26583 жыл бұрын
I would never volunteer my heart for anyone, EVER. I really don't like where your mind is at. I have empathy for you. Whoever this is that has been through this very sad place in life. Look to God only he can help you now. Too much bitterness for my taste. I live with no drama here. I will pray for people like this. They seem very broken. Prayers up !
@justapaperdoll51833 жыл бұрын
I do not hear bitterness at all !! I think he fell in love with someone who could not feel or accept his love or anyone else's for that matter because her eyes are closed /mind he doesn't want to leave her but he can't be a number just another volunteer only to bleed his heart and hurt his soul.
@cindyfreeman63612 жыл бұрын
Sometimes nomater how hard we try they come and steal that again and again . I only wanted someone to share life with. In a rightous style . Just to be left alone again picking up pieces of my mind and soul.
@jayharper49963 жыл бұрын
I'm dealing with some family trouble and this really hit the mark. Good luck everyone
@whitewitchqueen3 жыл бұрын
I been going through same thing and you can't make everyone happy no matter how hard you try my attitude now is do best you can and take a deep breathe this too shall pass
@jayharper49963 жыл бұрын
@@whitewitchqueen I hope you're right. I'm so tired of begging to be considered. Just considered about how things might be hard on me too. I just wish I could make them happy. Take care of yourself
@bryanragsdale6713 жыл бұрын
Going through the same thing so I know how you feel and if you need a friend I'll be your friend
@whitewitchqueen3 жыл бұрын
@@jayharper4996 you too
@justasmalltowngirl94303 жыл бұрын
I hope you are well, and all was worked out.
@michellehaney34623 жыл бұрын
Yes absolutely beautiful.
@Tanya-cp8hs4 жыл бұрын
Whoah....hits me hard every single time i hear this song 🎵 thanks #STAINED for speaking words for me I couldn't have put into myself #☆☆☆☆☆
@amandacranfield63892 жыл бұрын
I have never heard this before Love it been a Staind fan since 2002
@robertwright27965 жыл бұрын
Great song brings up good memories an bad still cranking out them good tunes in 2019😍😎😎
@adidasboy878 жыл бұрын
very powerful song from my all time favorite..
@alisamuni69359 ай бұрын
If you've ever loved a narcissist.. you feel every word of this .
@curthaynes08032 ай бұрын
Or when they don't know they are
@laikasantos3686 Жыл бұрын
Im a fan of staind 20 years ago.I never heard dis song so beautiful..Go aaron lewis
@lisataylor4074 жыл бұрын
Stains. Is Best Band I ever I've Listen to they. Are. grrreat. The word r amazing love there music🤩🦋🦋
@Cindy8675-k7l3 жыл бұрын
Love the song. Has such true meaning in its words. Love Stained. Glad someone sent it to me, so I could save it in my favorites list.
@courtneycarone3 жыл бұрын
This song 🎵❤ 💕 is me and my husband.
@AvitalR883 жыл бұрын
Onee of the best songs of theirs
@nicholashernandez59917 жыл бұрын
Great song great band great singer!
@sheilajayroevalverde34 жыл бұрын
I listen all day to this music all day !! I can't seem to feel my heart enough.🦋 Why I haven't an answer . Does anybody ?
@jeremyuchihasasuke66664 жыл бұрын
I have the answers..but you won't be able to handle it
@jessicahilding283 жыл бұрын
💜🙏
@nothingneal50126 жыл бұрын
Amanda..everytime I hear this song..couldn't mean anyone else..#Alienfrequency
@rustysussen52253 жыл бұрын
I reworded this while she talked of her dreams in her sleep. Before I sang she'd started having a bad dream and woke up. I lullabied her back to sweet dreams
@christineterry30793 жыл бұрын
Iam a strand fan ❤ like this song
@uselessagent7342 Жыл бұрын
honestly my favorite track and it wasn't on any major albums until later added
@thomasgibson656411 ай бұрын
"When did you decide.........cause thats not what got us here" hits home with me after all but falling in love with a girl who is still in love with a bad situation and then being told sheahe chooses that over what might be a great relationship with a man that she would never have to wonder if he loves her.
@johnwoodbury82913 жыл бұрын
Been listening since early 90's always seems to follow wtf I'm going through Erin Lewis is god
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
I wish you well. Peace😎🙏
@clowngirl765 жыл бұрын
I always see even when my eyes are closed
@gNoLeWiS Жыл бұрын
another great song not available anywhere else
@denisehedden136 жыл бұрын
Very intenced song but I love a powerful song like this there's more to this song you just gotta dig deeper to understand🥀☝️
@apocrypha85914 жыл бұрын
✨🕊️🧠
@Girl-fk1wf Жыл бұрын
Another powerful one!!♥️💔
@domesticated_kat2 жыл бұрын
I wish this song went faster bc I struggle to focus on slow songs. BUT these lyrics are so fucking good.
@barbaramurray27485 жыл бұрын
Greatest music I've known. B
@nancysmith-ms7uc Жыл бұрын
He has an amazing singing voice love strained
@Kevin-wy8kc2 ай бұрын
How does he do it? He makes it seem as it was wrote for you.
@rhiannonhardy679210 ай бұрын
The song is show powerful I relate to it all the way
@JenniferWilliamson-n1i10 ай бұрын
I haven't been able to get M & H & the 4 out of my head.
@j.p.s.22338 жыл бұрын
Please, Staind, make this available to purchase on iTunes.
@collecttcg11226 жыл бұрын
same problem, cant find let it out on google play either, gutted:(
@jaynistarzl-mcfadden60874 жыл бұрын
Not on Amazon music either....sad---another great song I never knew Staind had until now.
@hilljackzack72842 жыл бұрын
It is purchasable with the Illusion of progress deluxe edition but if I remember correctly the deluxe version is a ripoff because you have to buy two of the same song (believe) in order to get it.
@hilljackzack72842 жыл бұрын
@@theonlyone992 cool
@barnabywilde3746 ай бұрын
just copy it...KZbin to MP3
@janicedoughderson50356 жыл бұрын
talk about timing.. just broke up w my boyfriend of almost a year and this song is all to perfectly descriptive of that relationship....
@collecttcg11226 жыл бұрын
half this album does the same thing lol...
@paulk18883 жыл бұрын
This man is fantastic there's nothing he can't sing
@myloves21133 жыл бұрын
Stained best of the best...
@pattyjones47432 жыл бұрын
Yep
@johnwoodbury82913 жыл бұрын
Seems to come just in time no matter what life throws us like he's been there obviously
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
So true, struggles in life- Aaron Lewis can put heartfelt words to anything. Peace😎🙏
@tammischultz80514 жыл бұрын
Another Favorite Band Of Mine...
@TheMeme12205 жыл бұрын
I have been trying for years to move on, to get over you. Its drive me completely insane being haunted by a living Soul. A Blesskng and a curse. I'm sorry for everything and for any words i said that shattered you when you left. I'm sorry not sorry that I didn't give up on you. Probably never will. Honestly, you'll always be in my heart. It's all up to God to bring you back into my life. When you start if your already not searching for us again please come to me. I love you Dakota. Al lb. J want is for us to be Happy, together or apart. Keep on, keeping on. Love. MECHELLE
@sherrybridges10685 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry too. I thought with me leaving everyone alone that s what you all wanted. Now, I'm struggling so hard to move on by my self. I wished things to be better for Every one. I'm truly so sorry to all the ones I loved at one point in time in my life. Love Sherry
@sherrybridges10685 жыл бұрын
Remember I was once there for all my friends n took most of you all in.
@jimtorres15234 жыл бұрын
I don't know how or where to start to reestablish the lines of communication and build a bigger brighter abundantly blessed future together in love and happiness together forever and more unconditionaly beautiful. Darling I love you more than ever before in any life or time.
@joshuawesely31563 жыл бұрын
Awwww that's sad
@aimee247adams45 жыл бұрын
Sadly this reminds me of my 5 year old relationship with a narcissist 🖤
@aimee247adams45 жыл бұрын
@@tanyareign3793 🖤
@veritasaequitas47045 жыл бұрын
Ditto...
@nicolehein82855 жыл бұрын
I've been married to a narciccist for 20 years and I am completely empty inside and so alone. He will never be the man I need or that our kids deserve. I need to leave. Its time to leave. I've suffered far too long and know he will never change. He isn't capable of changing. Its time to accept it and move on.
@anissapaige27145 жыл бұрын
@@nicolehein8285 to
@solomongainey8385 жыл бұрын
Me too
@zacklauseng85862 жыл бұрын
Still relate to this rn
@jasonosborn62364 жыл бұрын
If you dont talk probably not your boyfriend anymore
@user-dq6bx8yt3r Жыл бұрын
😢😢😢😢😢 y❤ shows all the time . 4:43
@marvinheemeyer66604 жыл бұрын
I wish I could buy this damn song from somewhere! I love it & cant find it.
@pigebear4 жыл бұрын
The Illusion of Progress it is on this cd
@marvinheemeyer66604 жыл бұрын
@@pigebear + I have that actual physical CD! So it's like a hidden song at the end?
@marvinheemeyer66604 жыл бұрын
@@pigebear + So I went get that actual CD and, its not on there...🤬 I think it's only available through Apple music. And I dont do Apple products. For personal reasons...
@ItamiSenpapi8 жыл бұрын
sadly this reminds me of how I was towards my ex i regret it alot
@nothingneal50127 жыл бұрын
me too ...........
@pigebear5 жыл бұрын
As Long as you Learned from it. We all make mistakes
@crystiichatmann29064 жыл бұрын
this shit on point
@lisabrown48812 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song Playing games no more shuttling the door
@heatronack10 жыл бұрын
Love this song. Brings back so many memories.
@chadadams7829 Жыл бұрын
You ever hid behind others from yourself? People say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Ya ever climbed a mountain presented Infront you an recognized you did it knowing the many that couldn't, but found yourself paying closer attention to the scars the journey left on you with feelings a way words can't show? I've been through the bullshit. An recognize I'm stronger then the many but the thought doesn't build me up only humbles me feeling my scars and Stainds left on me. I'm not afraid of the mountains to climb, wars to fight. I'm just tired.
@phyllisbalsamo-tx9kz Жыл бұрын
Great job
@nothingneal50127 жыл бұрын
My fav Staind song..hands down. #AlienFrequency
@austinlebaron9769 Жыл бұрын
Going through some real shit right now. Alcohol is the worse drug of em all. I'm losing someone special right now. Drugs aren't doing me any favors but how else ya kill the pain and feed the beast at same time.
@wendysuerodriguez77825 жыл бұрын
I do I may have said crazies thing-or maybe it’s true I do think a lot and wondering why I’m am sorry I don’t like myself and I do blame myself for letting it happen and i don’t know how to take care of it because I aloud it and in the end I’m by myself and lonely 😞 I just wanted to be loved and involved I do know I am 💯 but things weren’t and now I’m lonely 😞 I guess if I needed a loyal person and I would choose myself that’s what I am loyal with a big heart and I do take blame for my own things I don’t put other people to blame so I guess I need to help myself I don’t have anybody elsewhere 💯😢😢😢😢😢😢
@paula82665 жыл бұрын
Sweetheart, it sounds to me like you know what you did wrong. But you have to stop beating yourself up when you have owned what you did and showed as much remorse as your capable of. A lot of us that have been deeply hurt by actual rotten people don't ever get to see that. The remorse and hurt just isn't there. It's a blank screen. You have heart and admitting you did wrong shows that. It's been a few months since you wrote this, whatever's happened since, don't ever forget your not one of the rotten ones.
@tammyunderwood53194 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way I was in a relationship for 6 years and I feel it happened because I didn’t stop The fighting and Arguing I just left him this October and it’s bean hell something I don’t ever won’t to go though again I have 2 daughter and I hope Thay NEVER GO THOUGH THIS 😢😢💔💔
@joannewilliams26583 жыл бұрын
You can always ask God for help!
@Echelon_tactical4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@briangreenlee8962 ай бұрын
I dont know why I keep calling does it get us anywhere. It a nutshell it gets me absolutely no where
@neldachancy1223 жыл бұрын
Stand for true in every real YOU!! I KNEW the true for a long long time now it's closer each day but I see now just who really cares...and whom doesn't sadly! But now that I want to live for me this body will not let it be sadly; MAYBE ONE WILL FIND ME AND BE NEXT TO ME UNTIL THE VERY END OF ME NO MATTER HOW SOON THAT WILL BE FOR NELDA CHANCY!!
@e.gonzalez37398 жыл бұрын
What album is this from???Never heard this song before.
@leolr1118 жыл бұрын
+E. Gonzalez from the Illusion of progress
@e.gonzalez37398 жыл бұрын
Okay yeah thanks. I ended up seeing that. Thanks bro
@spider-menjacob58558 жыл бұрын
+DRUMMABOY51 its also from Illusion of Progress deluxe edition.
@patrickolivieri66327 жыл бұрын
its not on any of there albums
@collecttcg11226 жыл бұрын
its on the physical album, not iTunes/google play etc
@rosey60722 жыл бұрын
I find myself reading the comments instead of actually listening to the song. Sad song.
@dustygatrell-ru7tg29 күн бұрын
Thats cause this song is exceedingly boring.
@boostedtdi1013 Жыл бұрын
This is the story of a true narcissistic relationship. From the perspective of the caring loving person 💕
@animedragon80938 жыл бұрын
amazing song
@sandyreyes25632 жыл бұрын
Que pilas para escribir rolas...
@pebblesdeniseperkinswells86095 жыл бұрын
B ♡ E ♡ A ♡ U ♡ T ♡ I ♡ F ♡ U ♡ L......thank you.
@cheechchong57583 жыл бұрын
❤
@ernestooros38924 жыл бұрын
What just happen? I do not understand
@shawnparnell68873 жыл бұрын
It's ok I'm that way 24 7
@nothingneal50127 жыл бұрын
Only if..YOU..Amanda..would hear this........ #AlienFrequency
@shottycrowden19884 жыл бұрын
Love this guy
@DarrenYoung-d8p Жыл бұрын
The first thing I seen is the only reason I'm still here.
@marc-andrelacasse15798 жыл бұрын
this song make me always crying
@spider-menjacob58558 жыл бұрын
(hugs) u need it
@kimmycandelaria93493 жыл бұрын
Me too
@edwinhallett97514 жыл бұрын
My ex sent this to me today. 😢😞. And it’s too late for her and I.
@nicholasmonsarrat7194 жыл бұрын
So sorry , man. Heartbroken here too
@ga...B48 Жыл бұрын
Come to talk to me....everything will be solved.......u earn the money for what.......is it for our happiness.......but now I dont have this feeling of joy because of your absence.......
@spotarmstrong30903 жыл бұрын
The song kills me how can I get you she understand? How much I love you how much my soul and my heart is cracking and breaking an aching for you I can't tell you enough
@shawnparnell68873 жыл бұрын
Theres alot of times I just can't sleep
@JesusbeliverElvisfan7 Жыл бұрын
This is more for my family then anyone, my uncle's brothers sisters bio parents...
@jamiekulesa65923 жыл бұрын
I can't find this song on Spotify
@buddylove97902 жыл бұрын
I'm coming give me an hour
@maryheuer97272 жыл бұрын
Dennis. You betrayed me royally.
@garygarner96053 жыл бұрын
Mine left me for a millionaire, I guess she loved money more than me it's okay I have no hate no regrets. I'm a musician and she is not one. I love women for who they are.
@nicholasmonsarrat7192 жыл бұрын
Let It Be- The Beatles Just let it be. I hope your one finds you, or you find your one. Surprise !! The Lord works in mysterious ways.😎🙏
@sherrybishop7452 жыл бұрын
Going through this now..
@shawtyriders39702 жыл бұрын
If I let you down let me make it up to you this time crazy is what crazy dose
@joshuacoomer49552 жыл бұрын
two years and counting.
@lisarobertamiller85555 жыл бұрын
This is to my friend Matt, sorry I don't really know how to handle another man in my life since my husband but I will promise you this.... I will work real hard on it cause I don't want to see are friendship grow . I am trying my friend.... Lisa
@stacyfrisbey87863 жыл бұрын
This, just this. ... Got us here huh. :'( No talk when needed no more talking period. 🤕
@rebekahorst4 жыл бұрын
I'm not the only one who hears this song and believes the writer was talking to a narc