Stuffing the Pain-Tyrone

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Soft White Underbelly

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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Tyrone, a child sexual abuse survivor living on Skid Row.
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@mallorihaze3016
@mallorihaze3016 3 жыл бұрын
Who else is crying? Tyrone, you have people that love you who don't even know you. 💜
@CynthiaApplegate
@CynthiaApplegate 3 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying, you're crying. 😭😭😭😭
@craigsmithunlimited5181
@craigsmithunlimited5181 3 жыл бұрын
I love you too
@ghostface3655
@ghostface3655 3 жыл бұрын
Well said...I always feel some kinda way about the people that tell their story, but this hit different. I truly wish that I could give him a hug, and help him in any and every way I can.
@mallorihaze3016
@mallorihaze3016 3 жыл бұрын
@@ghostface3655 same. I replayed some parts just to hear his insight again. This man is amazing. I so wish he knew it.
@ghostface3655
@ghostface3655 3 жыл бұрын
@@mallorihaze3016 I know! I have done the same thing. I have it saved, and I'm planning to show my family. I'am going to try and contact Mark, and see how we can help people directly. There has to be someway we can help. I know money is the simplest way to do so but, there has to be something more than that I/we can offer. Hopefully we can really help!
@specialk5579
@specialk5579 3 жыл бұрын
"What doesnt kill u doesnt make u stronger U JUST ADJUST" Wow
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 3 жыл бұрын
Bc it changes your brain chemistry!
@smeegain3657
@smeegain3657 3 жыл бұрын
knowledge dropped
@inawe777
@inawe777 Жыл бұрын
Yes, you adjust but we are growing stronger through every adaptation. God (Yah) did not give us a spirit of fear but of power, love and self-control. 2 Timothy 1:7. There is a God and Tyrone still being here, you making this video, proof! But the devil exists also. We have all been thru something, some worse than others, but we are still here! I love you guys, keep 🙏🏼 we got this!
@skeetermcswagger0U812
@skeetermcswagger0U812 Жыл бұрын
Yeah that statement has been kind of messing with me a bit since I heard it........ So if there is only 100% of a person available at any given moment,and compromising yourself or what you are made of takes a little bit away,but *sacrificing* yourself or what you are made of can take almost all of you or everything away and strength can give some of that back. What happens if you never get stronger and just keep adjusting to those loses and you just merely continue to exist until there is nothing left? What if that is the design?
@carlyprice4101
@carlyprice4101 Жыл бұрын
@@inawe777 God must be Luck. God and the devil are excuses for things we can't explain. I'm too old for imagery friends.
@justkbell9777
@justkbell9777 3 жыл бұрын
I saw an interview with Mark and he said the one thing the interviewees need is the one thing no on can ever give them - a different childhood. Man, I wish I could give Tyrone a different childhood. 😪 His potential is buried beneath so much trauma. Don't give up on yourself, Tyrone.
@4think304
@4think304 3 жыл бұрын
Wow, this is deep. 💯 true.
@cindyhubby3217
@cindyhubby3217 2 жыл бұрын
So well said!💯💗
@Sarah-lb8cs
@Sarah-lb8cs 2 жыл бұрын
Soooooo much potential! The momma in me would like to go hunt down the people that caused him so much trauma! He’s such an articulate man, a deep thinker, and definitely empathic. What a beautiful man.
@sylview3808
@sylview3808 2 жыл бұрын
He said something in one of his earlier videos that really resonated with me and brought tears to my eyes. He basically said that if your child says there is a "boogeyman" in his room, believe it. I would add, he meant that as a parent if your child approaches you with a problem or fear you need to actively listen to your child and try to find out what is happening in their life. A boogeyman may be called by other names; but they are one and the same.
@atrivera4953
@atrivera4953 3 жыл бұрын
U can tell this was pure therapy for him. His stories and allegories are life lessons. Thanks Mark, ure a light to some of these people.
@_yourgrace1600
@_yourgrace1600 3 жыл бұрын
Agreed ✨
@sarahsu4863
@sarahsu4863 3 жыл бұрын
yeah i agree. i think it is therapy for most people he interveiws. as he actually let's them speak..without interrupting, and being opinionated. He makes them feel so at ease he truley actually cares & is interested. It's heartbreaking that so / too many people treat homeless people like they are from another planet. we all could show a bit more time n love to someone else each n every day .
@YvonneJerCocktailsJer
@YvonneJerCocktailsJer 3 жыл бұрын
It's a light and therapy for me too
@victordasilva5255
@victordasilva5255 3 жыл бұрын
Keep preaching brother
@GlobalPeace365
@GlobalPeace365 3 жыл бұрын
His feelings rise to the surface so fast they literally clog his throat - a very intense and emotional series. Would like to give him a mix tape, which would include 'Tell Me Why', by Wynonna Judd and 'Life', by KC & JoJo.
@Neeka2685
@Neeka2685 3 жыл бұрын
Everytime you see him from the first episode to now, the talks are helping. He looks better and better everytime. God cover him. Guide him please. He is asking for it. Give it to him. Help him to live and not just exist. Protect him in his journey. Amen.
@queenienottellin8178
@queenienottellin8178 3 жыл бұрын
AMEN!!!!
@babsiboo9619
@babsiboo9619 2 жыл бұрын
AMEN!!!
@SuperHatersgonahate
@SuperHatersgonahate 2 жыл бұрын
Amen 🔥
@elaineandrepont
@elaineandrepont 2 жыл бұрын
I said my main goal in life was not to ever become cynical. This was before I even knew what all happened to me. Instead I blocked out injury after injury and thus blocked out my pain. What you say is how you think, behave and expect. Such as “I have to escape”, “I have to drink to not feel”, “I am sick”’ “I always suffer”, etc. I draw in my own suffering as an adult. As a child, I did not deserve to be harmed. Even though, I was abused, hurt, and harmed-I had to see the truth. I searched for answers hard and long. I walked through the pain 100 plus times. I faced the harm as much as I could to see further into the depth of human kind. I wanted to understand. I witnessed more than I wanted to sometimes on a daily basis. I was curiously frustrated and hurt by what I witnessed, felt and experienced. I suffered for others. And, I felt I had to be there. That I had to learn of others that are suffering. I had to give up and let it go; my curiosity because it was too close to home and I was threatened at my doorstep because I knew what was going on. I was scared to report what I knew. When I reported it nothing happened and they played it off as I had to give them more information. Like my concerns were not real. I had to let go. Resentment grows, mental anguish is suffering when you feel helpless to make a change or stop others harming the weak and vulnerable. The stress of constant gang hazing at work on top of hearing and knowing of abuse all around me was killing me literally. Suffering and escaping was all I knew, it was home. It reflected the stress I felt at home. This knowledge helped me to gain freedom and authority over my life. Isolation and talk therapy and bed rest allowed me to learn online. I have come a long way but it took letting go of control and never taking anything personal. I was piling up the stress and attracting the stress like a vortex. I read and studied to learn how to heal myself. I grew stronger and ate nutritional foods. I learned to forgive and take care of me. Putting myself as my number one priority. Anger and pain led to frustration, I was only hurting and harming myself holding onto it all. Changing my environment and losing friends that never had my best interests at heart-saved me from dying from this build up of heartache and pain. It took 10 to 15 years plus total to get to where I am now. My CPTSD is softly moving on because I changed my thought patterns and eased my built up stress and high alert self protective mode of stress building. Being a victim does not serve me any longer. I’m standing up for myself. I have compassionate understanding and I know that I’m worthy of a better life. I slowly take action and I ask others to please make it safe for me. I am taking my safety more seriously and avoid confrontation. Things have slowly but surely turned around for the better. And, I’m guided on which steps to take and which way to go. Because I have patience and trust in myself. I still get overwhelmed now and again but I tell someone I trust most, my mother. I wait patiently for the right opportunities. I feel deeply because I’m an empath. Music, sleep music and meditational music has helped tremendously. Having a dog takes a lot out of me it causes me stress because of the responsibilities but it also helps somewhat making life feel more like home. Tyrone-I hope you find peace and stop hurting yourself holding on to your past. I wish you the very best outcome with your searching and helping others. Your talk was brilliant. Keep talking and exploring all possibilities for your ultimate success in healing. Much love going your way! 🕊❤️🕊 ETA🌹
@TheNicoleDream
@TheNicoleDream 2 жыл бұрын
Amen
@TraeskoFlyvemaskine
@TraeskoFlyvemaskine 3 жыл бұрын
We may grow up physically but we never lose our inner child. This guy has his inner child hurting so bad it's making me cry. Be good to each other people. We're all children within.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Beautiful comment. Amen.💖
@wakeup898
@wakeup898 3 жыл бұрын
@@marylougeorge9890 Yes, I concur...very beautiful comment and so true. Heart brea
@sharonowen
@sharonowen 3 жыл бұрын
I identify so much with this guy surely as children we were not ment to suffer? The suffering of the child never leaves us I’ve done work on my inner child but the pain is still there how do we forget that pain we don’t it stays with us forever
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@sharonowen I'm sorry for what you've been through. I'm glad you're getting help. Have you heard of EMDR? Therapy method to address trauma. Trauma is stored in the feeling part of the brain. The memory needs to be moved to the front of the brain where it can be processed. That way you're able to deal with the trauma so it no longer rules your life.
@laraoneal7284
@laraoneal7284 3 жыл бұрын
Mathias Jensen. Yes most of us have a hurting inner child within us. I do pray to God and He does help me. I say try it consistently and you will find that out.
@laurafortier9295
@laurafortier9295 2 жыл бұрын
This man is extremely self aware and philosophical. You can tell he has self analyzed many MANY times.
@wisdomdantecourt8179
@wisdomdantecourt8179 11 ай бұрын
Which is rare indeed. Prayers going out to him and his ability to share his story.
@eliashouston8588
@eliashouston8588 3 жыл бұрын
The logic of this man after going through that much suffering and trauma is empowering.
@wilburshuman
@wilburshuman 3 жыл бұрын
He is Absolutely, Brillant.......... To say the least !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Would love to sit down and have a "One On One" with him....... He's way more Brillant, than he Realizes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@Dhardy316
@Dhardy316 3 жыл бұрын
That was powerful, deeply moving. I love you Tyrone. (40 y.o. white male here, stuffing it down for decades)
@yamomma6479
@yamomma6479 3 жыл бұрын
Let that shit out!! Just try to do it constructively, as that is a individual process.
@geminirising1
@geminirising1 3 жыл бұрын
36 years old black woman here, stuffing it down for years. 😞
@citycidio5065
@citycidio5065 3 жыл бұрын
16 years old attack helicopter here.. stuffing it down for years 🥺🥺😡
@CarlaHanson68
@CarlaHanson68 3 жыл бұрын
52 year old white woman, and I also have been stuffing it down for decades. 😢
@geminirising1
@geminirising1 3 жыл бұрын
@@ThaMightyWon If only I could catch a break. 😩
@user-hx4it5nu5k
@user-hx4it5nu5k 3 жыл бұрын
In a odd and twisted way I can't help but feel this man's suffering was meant to be heard. It lead him to this interview, where he speaks the truth nobody is willing to admit. I hate that it has to be this way, but I can tell that all who listened to him are going to take a piece of him in their life. Your story and your life matters Tyrone, I hope you find peace.
@emonestitchatatime-forpets7018
@emonestitchatatime-forpets7018 3 жыл бұрын
very true…
@jennahernandez4513
@jennahernandez4513 3 жыл бұрын
AMEN!!
@ryanallison4000
@ryanallison4000 Жыл бұрын
The truth no one is willing to admit. That’s it. His suffering is great. But every single one of us has those things, other things.
@ryanallison4000
@ryanallison4000 Жыл бұрын
Carry one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. Reminder to me: if you want to help hurting people, you have to go near hurting people.
@jeyran5835
@jeyran5835 Жыл бұрын
Real talk
@Punishment_for_Decadence
@Punishment_for_Decadence 3 жыл бұрын
This guy is a bonafide street philosopher. The rich and successful preach free will, while just about everyone else live deterministic lives. Life is a sick joke, and what makes it even sicker is consciousness in the face of suffering
@camerondebaets5013
@camerondebaets5013 3 жыл бұрын
Right on. Just right on.
@annamorgan5909
@annamorgan5909 3 жыл бұрын
💯💯💯 Truth.
@lizwaa100
@lizwaa100 3 жыл бұрын
Indeed. It is, literally, luck of the draw who you are born to, the environment you are raised in. These two fundamentals are the foundation of every single persons destiny. In that way, it is a sick joke 😢
@ronkledonkanusmoncher564
@ronkledonkanusmoncher564 3 жыл бұрын
Some people never have the luxury of anyone even caring about them not even their parents and they seemingly get beaten down by every single factor and angle in life, but I still have hope and belief that all people who find themselves at odds with the world can still find happiness, even when all the chips are all stacked against them. I am by no means rich and my life has had some really terrible things happen in its course, but it’s also honestly really great. I have had terrible things happen to me, and I’ve almost given up more than once on living, but I’m just thankful to even be alive to experience all the good things I have experienced. I’ve tried killing myself before and I’ve asked myself why I even try numerous times but now I have purpose and meaning to my life, and I have people and family that love me dearly. Even though one day everyone I know and myself will be dead, such is life before now and after. It’s about the journey, not the end destination, because we’re all headed for the same place in the regards of death. The memories I have made make being sentient worth it for me, and I’m glad that existence will continue to exist long after I do so others can have a shot at the experience we call living. I’ve just decided to make peace with it. Those are just random ramblings from some stranger though, and no one has to listen or believe me. Trust me, if you told me this about five years ago, I’d have gotten pissed off if someone told me this because I didn’t see any truth to it, yet.
@justinkase1360
@justinkase1360 3 жыл бұрын
I think people just oversimplify this. It's a bit of both, of course. Even our own actions are party the result of our biology, experience or lack of, environment etc but we do have free will to do what is within our power...yes things can be stacked in one direction or another. Just statistically, I know one's environment matters a lot, especially during childhood. It seems to me that we really need to focus on this as a nation. Solid homes with two parents would do much to help people.
@TisDeV
@TisDeV 3 жыл бұрын
Hope this man finds peace.
@franksu9735
@franksu9735 3 жыл бұрын
There is no peace in this world untill 6 feet under .
@edwardfranklin18
@edwardfranklin18 3 жыл бұрын
@@franksu9735 What we can hope for are the passing moments of peace like the times spent with loved ones. But eternal peace, yeah "6 feet under."
@angelahall4402
@angelahall4402 3 жыл бұрын
Like he tried to emphasize, even rich, entitled people have a hole inside they are trying to fill. The only thing that changes is geography. We all have the question of, why are we here? What did I do to deserve my life? Why was I born? We don't ask to be born. We are just surviving in an inhospitable world where there are predictors out there sniffing out the weak and vulnerable. Why? Because they are damaged emotionally from their own CPTSD. (Childhood Post Tramatic Stress Disorder)
@suavomcbravo679
@suavomcbravo679 2 жыл бұрын
Here Here
@UnknownUser-nu8ny
@UnknownUser-nu8ny 2 жыл бұрын
There is no peace in this universe. “Peace” is a man made feeling. Do you think wild animals think about peace? No they think about surviving. The thing is we’ve evolved to the point where us humans think we’re a lot more important than we really are. This man knows the truth because he was literally forced into the fire. I have everything I ever needed but know this existence means nothing but a insignificant chapter in the universe. I mean how can you not see that after listening to this man’s story?
@RookSeed
@RookSeed 3 жыл бұрын
"life is coming tomorrow with or without you." Wow. That's powerful
@pannamal5182
@pannamal5182 3 жыл бұрын
I’m here listening to him and in my own personal grief due to losing my wife after 46 years. I understand what the “void”is. The void has to be closed in order to make you whole again. And if you don’t find this closure it’s like an open wound that keeps on hurting God be with this GENTLEman.
@gwennk4962
@gwennk4962 3 жыл бұрын
Grief, unavoidable and all consuming. Sorry for your pain. 46 years. Wow. Long time.🙏
@blazefairchild465
@blazefairchild465 3 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss🥀
@redshoefive3234
@redshoefive3234 3 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said
@nikkimcmurtrey8931
@nikkimcmurtrey8931 3 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss, Have been able to feel the void and if so and you don't mind me asking,how were you able to how did you heal
@CatchingPiecesOfMe
@CatchingPiecesOfMe 3 жыл бұрын
My condoleance 🌹♥️
@lostwithasmile485
@lostwithasmile485 3 жыл бұрын
I keep thinking that all these people should work with animals. On sanctuaries or something like that. They need a break from humans and judgement. Animals don't judge.
@Noname-dg3pm
@Noname-dg3pm 3 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this idea. For myself and others. :) animals are awesome.
@RobY-1
@RobY-1 3 жыл бұрын
That's a good idea!! Thanks for sharing. Luv & peace✌🏽
@angelhairlaser
@angelhairlaser 3 жыл бұрын
This is why I am vegan.
@ghagzor
@ghagzor 2 жыл бұрын
I was incarcerated and they have unbelievably successful programs with dogs that live with you and you train them to be working dogs. The recidivism rate is cut dramatically.
@Studio606.
@Studio606. 2 жыл бұрын
That’s a great idea!
@jakebush4749
@jakebush4749 3 жыл бұрын
I honestly look up to this man. He is a living testimate to NEVER GIVE UP NO MATTER WHAT.
@daltiz
@daltiz 3 жыл бұрын
This is a very intelligent man who has a lot to give to the world. For everything he's gone through, he has a very good head on his shoulders. I hope he can get through his suffering and take his experiences and use them to help those around him. Don't ever give up, Tyrone. You are loved.
@queenratv115
@queenratv115 3 жыл бұрын
I’m so grateful to my grandmother and aunties protecting me like mother hawks now I know why
@melvinaleblue1228
@melvinaleblue1228 3 жыл бұрын
People don’t understand why I’m so protective of my nieces.
@BlaydeAlabama
@BlaydeAlabama 3 жыл бұрын
My step sons 15. Twins. Been in their life since 2 going on 3. I'm not playing with these adult women and their lust and trafficking of children. I'm a Pediatric NP I have a pt that was just saved from this life from Wisconsin. 14 yo and I hope she doesn't become conditioned like he explained in the last vid. Google it, it's a FBI case been all over the news. This baby soo caught up she has no clue the magnitude of what's happened to her. She thinks she's in control, in luv,,and chose to run away from home. She was groomed like many of these people on here, that was once children. Now look at them grown and broken souls. All I can do is pray.
@kammarx457
@kammarx457 3 жыл бұрын
I'm the same with my kids. I know what can happen. And the places where you're supposed to feel safe really aren't.
@ambguouuzz8923
@ambguouuzz8923 3 жыл бұрын
Anytime someone wants to judge homeless people or people on drugs or both or basically anyone, show them this man. Wonderful man, Tyrone. Show them this whole channel. This whole channel is proof that everyone goes through something, traumatic or not.
@envyme43
@envyme43 2 жыл бұрын
I luv this man wish we could all help him
@seaturtlepoppy7679
@seaturtlepoppy7679 Жыл бұрын
I’d rather they buy food but if they put money I give them towards drugs/alcohol, I don’t judge. I’d probably do the same if I were homeless.
@melissamartin9615
@melissamartin9615 Жыл бұрын
There is always a reason for someone to act the way they act. What we consider "judging" may really be rea tion from fear or past trauma themselves. To Tyrone, he saw the lady lock her door and it upset him. He thought it was because he was homeless. Maybe it was- who will ever know but that lady? But what if she had been beaten or raped in her past by a young man? It could have been a reaction of self-protection. Not saying her action was right or wrong. I'm just saying give Tyrone grace and give the lady grace. We ALL need understanding, forgiveness and support. God bless you Tyrone. Your story has impacted many and you are loved and supported.
@GrabinGears
@GrabinGears 2 жыл бұрын
DAMN this man got me over sobbing and weeping like a baby 😭 "It begins with me and ends with me" I feel that
@skyking228
@skyking228 3 жыл бұрын
I'll never forget my third grade teacher telling us to learn from our pain. Pain inspires us to make changes in our life leading to improvement and growth. Always interesting, thanks!
@vonderloo3184
@vonderloo3184 3 жыл бұрын
True, transform the "stuffing" to learn.
@chadmcclain3462
@chadmcclain3462 3 жыл бұрын
Frfr👏🏽
@roy-haroldthompson4650
@roy-haroldthompson4650 3 жыл бұрын
EXACTLY
@SierraLarsonandBug
@SierraLarsonandBug 2 жыл бұрын
Amazing.... more teachers like this please.
@Dani-Ami
@Dani-Ami Жыл бұрын
An utterly vapid comment at the best of times, but in the context of what happened to this man Tyrone before, during, and after he was in third grade it’s utterly repugnant. Please do tell how someone should, or could, be in any way ‘inspired’ by the pain of being sexually assaulted from the age of 5 til 10?
@AutisticAthena
@AutisticAthena Жыл бұрын
The way this man articulates his pain and anguish is outstanding. He has me sobbing in relief, because he's managing to express the inner anguish so... Succinctly and clearly. With such raw honesty and deep understanding. It's cathartic and inspiring, as a fellow trauma repressing adult to see him be so brave.
@_yourgrace1600
@_yourgrace1600 3 жыл бұрын
The first 53 seconds and i already agree. Because a kid is a kid.
@lknol3098
@lknol3098 3 жыл бұрын
Only way I can somewhat explain this to myself is we are far more knowledgeable than we know and maybe we chose these lives on purpose to fulfill karmic roles.
@ghostface3655
@ghostface3655 3 жыл бұрын
@@lknol3098 Well said.
@birdseye2239
@birdseye2239 3 жыл бұрын
@@lknol3098 so you believe that we live several lives and our current life effects the next?
@CrackberryMe
@CrackberryMe 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone's interviews, no disrespect or joking, Hit harder than a lead pipe could ever physically feel. Thank you Mark for his interviews.
@annefogarty7540
@annefogarty7540 3 жыл бұрын
He has amazing insight and has put it very simply and clearly. We spend our whole lives trying to fill the void. Some have bigger voids than others of course depending on what you were subjected to in your upbringing. The more you try to fill it the more bottomless it becomes
@superads91
@superads91 3 жыл бұрын
The only way is to accept it, stop running from it. Only then the chance to understand it arrives, and understanding the void is destroying it. The best way is Buddhism. I haven't got there myself though. I can accept death since it is only death of the ego, but a bit like Tyrone here I can't accept extreme suffering, like getting tortured for days or longer. God simply shouldn't allow that to be possible. I know that pain is a learning tool (tol teach you "don't do this") but that kind of pain is totally soul-shattering and unnecessary (a type of pain that would never exist in Nature, only becomes possible with man).
@craigsmithunlimited5181
@craigsmithunlimited5181 3 жыл бұрын
Mr. Laita, through the complex simplicity of your work, you deliver, with stunning clarity, answers to questions which have existed for centuries. I admire you like I admire no one else and I believe that you are a very gifted person. Thank you for your work. Please continue.
@TheyCallMeMrSchnappo
@TheyCallMeMrSchnappo 3 жыл бұрын
Man, there should be a gofundme for Tyone. He's a beautiful soul who deserves the world.
@freewheelinprincess
@freewheelinprincess 2 жыл бұрын
Amen. Tears eyed.
@OmgAuntySuzanne16
@OmgAuntySuzanne16 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed! He seems to be clear headed
@TanukiOfficial
@TanukiOfficial 2 жыл бұрын
He needs stable trusting relationships more than money.
@liberty3928
@liberty3928 2 жыл бұрын
@@TanukiOfficial I agree😊
@sasuke1212naruto
@sasuke1212naruto 2 жыл бұрын
@@TanukiOfficial AS he said in all his interviews, he can't have a trusting relationship. That's not how he's conditioned. For him to be ok, he needs to be with an abuser. Not that he wants it, that his mind is conditioned to only accept that. And he can't fix it, the only thing that would fix him is a new childhood.
@irismariescott5313
@irismariescott5313 3 жыл бұрын
I know what I'm about to say is pretty corny to some but when I read the comments I feel very assured of my belief that Love for fellowman can change the world🙏♥️
@gwennk4962
@gwennk4962 3 жыл бұрын
I don't think that's corny at all. I think without that....we are doomed . When I read the comments, I am reminded that there are a lot of good people in the world. 👋♥️
@mst2628
@mst2628 3 жыл бұрын
There is nothing corny about your comment. It is the truth. We must have/show love & compassion for one another because I am you & you are me....we are one. Everything & everyone is connected. Love/respect for others is to love/respect ourselves...it is the only thing that matters. Thank you for sharing.
@irismariescott5313
@irismariescott5313 2 жыл бұрын
​@@mst2628🙏🏽💗
@mangalloyd6778
@mangalloyd6778 3 жыл бұрын
My soul recognizes this man
@allabored4443
@allabored4443 2 жыл бұрын
Mine does too
@malikal.3311
@malikal.3311 3 жыл бұрын
He always breaks my heart. I’d love to help Tyrone myself. He’s immensely insightful.
@TheDreserDeviant69
@TheDreserDeviant69 2 жыл бұрын
So,did you find and help Tyron?I assuming you are from states
@gbshahaq
@gbshahaq 3 жыл бұрын
A comment on the first Tyrone interview pointed out the lack of swearing. Triumph of this man's will against the circumstances he has faced his entire life. My belief in the endurance of the human spirit is borne out from this series.
@terywetherlow5980
@terywetherlow5980 3 жыл бұрын
It makes me think of Jerry. R.I.P. t
@klion3924
@klion3924 3 жыл бұрын
Marc have you ever thought about doing a documentary. These interviews are phenomenal.
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 3 жыл бұрын
Or just get these videos in their raw and pure form made into a series that gets picked up by a major network!
@gorbulus
@gorbulus 3 жыл бұрын
Is this channel not a documentary?
@ghagzor
@ghagzor 2 жыл бұрын
@@carynmartin6053 no major networks then it'll be 100% sugar coated
@intuitivemamadrea8166
@intuitivemamadrea8166 3 жыл бұрын
The little boy inside of Tyrone that always wanted to scream! Is screaming now! Your voice is being heard now Tyrone 💫 and the universe is responding 💫God Bless
@angellavincentie5058
@angellavincentie5058 3 жыл бұрын
Mark, thank you for giving people a chance to release without judgement ❤️
@DUCKDONKEY
@DUCKDONKEY 3 жыл бұрын
The world is a cruel place. Much love for all the "Tyrone's" out there.
@phyto.sapien4022
@phyto.sapien4022 3 жыл бұрын
"In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer." Just you and pain. I pray you use this pain to find the invincible summer within yourself. It's there Tyrone. I promise. Your opportunity is NOT gone. Tyrone, please reach out. Please. You are very wise man. You're just in the midst of your pain.
@PinkVisionG
@PinkVisionG 3 жыл бұрын
I hope this man understands the power that he has...he is so dynamic and self aware
@millie9919
@millie9919 3 жыл бұрын
When he said that he couldn’t be on Skid Row physically and mentally… that… was some REAL perspective on the general situation. Sending you love Tyrone. ❤️
@birdseye2239
@birdseye2239 3 жыл бұрын
I wish I could express the pain of my own life with the same spontaneity and eloquence
@juliebeck3796
@juliebeck3796 2 жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking to hear & watch. 💔 I can’t even imagine the trauma he has gone through and continues to deal with. I completely understand him self-medicating like he said. You can still hear that little boy inside him crying for help and still wondering why no one rescued him from years of abuse. Thank you Mark for bringing Tyrone’s story to light and thank you for your hard work and dedication with all of these stories.
@jacquelinem3655
@jacquelinem3655 3 жыл бұрын
Nothing but love to this man. I understand what he’s saying.
@deniserossiter1059
@deniserossiter1059 3 жыл бұрын
It’s late at night, I'm by myself & I'm listening to this gentleman, & he's breaking my heart!! I'm grateful for what I have & who I have. I'm so sorry for his pain. It's so raw.
@mindigonzalez8933
@mindigonzalez8933 3 жыл бұрын
When he started to choke up while telling Mark how he has love for him really made me tear up
@maryholmes6576
@maryholmes6576 3 жыл бұрын
I've watched most of these videos, and Tyrone is the only person, that I recollect, has expressed his appreciation for all that Mark has done for him. Tyrone is wise and has such insight into life. I found his story very moving.
@redheadedknitter
@redheadedknitter 2 жыл бұрын
These interviews are edited. I'm hoping more folks also expressed gratitude it didn't make it past the cutting table.
@TheMonaLeezah
@TheMonaLeezah 2 жыл бұрын
He certainly isn’t the only one ♥️
@bigjon-zx7ly
@bigjon-zx7ly 3 жыл бұрын
Breaks my heart. Pain changes us.
@peaceriver1793
@peaceriver1793 3 жыл бұрын
Pain management is vital for mental health success, no matter the kind of trauma or when it occurs in life. Some pain can cut through marrow in the bones and radiate outward like a tsunami having no mercy..., arrest the feelings and give them a life sentence in prison in the hole void of sunlight..., make the flesh feel like its being ripped apart like a green tree..., make the heart attack its self... through it all, facing and overcoming trauma is a choice that the victim is stuck with, if you are still here, YOU CAN MAKE IT. The journey to healing is as personal as a finger print, we each must do our own work.
@vonderloo3184
@vonderloo3184 3 жыл бұрын
That should be a poem.
@yournamei5
@yournamei5 3 жыл бұрын
"i cant help but remember. its gonna come up." trauma is so painful and no one deserves it.
@TriciaRichy19
@TriciaRichy19 3 жыл бұрын
This man reminds me so much of my own father. Their stories are powerful. Tyrone, you are teaching and inspiring and I hope you realize that.
@AzrealsGift
@AzrealsGift 3 жыл бұрын
7 minutes in and I’m holding back tears. I want to give this dude a good hug n tell him there are people that care about him and want to see him be happy and healthy. I want him to find true inner peace and happiness from within. I wanna see him grow and flourish and heal from his pain. I’m never going to forget this guy’s story. I truly care about him. I want him to be happy.
@monkeypot7641
@monkeypot7641 3 жыл бұрын
Good morning Mark....thankyou for all that you do....I mean really💙 Tyrone gets me EVERYTIME he speaks.......truthful....insightful ....deep.....he still cries over Princess his pet dog ....his best friend.... One of my all time favourites.. Tell Tyrone that we care...we REALLY do💙
@505duke7
@505duke7 3 жыл бұрын
Mental illness is infecting all of us. Not all the same, but all of us. Poor man. Mark, I’ve said it often, you’re a super good man. I love you man.
@raspberriessummer9074
@raspberriessummer9074 2 жыл бұрын
I totally agree with you.
@Jade7159-
@Jade7159- Жыл бұрын
Are you saying that this man has mental illness and that’s why he’s talking the way he’s talking?
@STRAYD0G187
@STRAYD0G187 3 жыл бұрын
“It begins with me and it ends with me.” I felt that 💯
@kristy3041
@kristy3041 3 жыл бұрын
The pain in this man is so real 😭😭😭
@rubytuesday5412
@rubytuesday5412 2 жыл бұрын
I've watched many of Mark's vids but this is the first time I've felt compelled to comment. Also, the only one that has me crying my eyes out (all three of Tyrone's vids so far) Tyrone's talks are full of little gems of wisdom and things that we can all relate to, a hard life or not. Thank you Tyrone for letting us in and laying yourself bare, that takes a lot of guts. Again, thank you for your stories and thank you Mark for making it possible. Wishing you love and light, Tyrone... Keep shining like the diamond you are. 💎
@ashlynsnatchingwigs
@ashlynsnatchingwigs 3 жыл бұрын
I can't relate to being homeless, or on drugs, etc.. but I struggle mentally and physically my son has severe autism so I am his caregiver completely and the older he gets the harder it gets, he hits me, has the brain of a 2 year old, doesn't eat or sleep well, I have to feed him and do everything for him basically he's nonverbal and doesn't comprehend alot and I think to myself why me?? But I agree completely what doesn't kill you makes you stronger saying is bullshit. I think people wanna believe what they wanna. Believe even if its bullshit they wanna make up sayings to deal with their pain I think. I agree too about everyone's got a void no matter how they wanna deny it we all do. I hope your soul finds peace somehow or someway you are a very smart man and gotta true heart you are so genuine
@MrsStormtrooper
@MrsStormtrooper 3 жыл бұрын
As an autistic person, I'm sorry you have to go through this :( please, don't give up on him, though. He might not show it, but he loves you. I feel awful for the trouble I gave my mom because of this condition, and it hurts to be self aware of how much you weigh down your parent's life, but this is unfortunately just how we're wired. The 'why me' has been on my mind since I can remember as well, because it simply _isn't fair._ None of it is fair. The only thin we can do is hold on and try to survive how we can.
@ashlynsnatchingwigs
@ashlynsnatchingwigs 3 жыл бұрын
@@MrsStormtrooper I know this post makes it sound so pessimistic like I hate my life but I don’t I promise I love my son and my life with him I try to look on the bright side most days, yes he does have a hard time showing he loves me but I know it’s there. Don’t feel bad for who you are I bet your mom thinks you’re such a blessing and gift in her life, I’ve dedicated my life to my son I have went through really hard struggles and really beautiful times too with him and I know that he has helped me see people in a more beautiful way
@jeweljackson9391
@jeweljackson9391 Жыл бұрын
I Know What Your Going Through My Son Is 4 And Has Autism But I Just Look At This Paperwork A Couple Months Back Due To His Assessment And He Has Autism But Has An Intellectual Problem As Well They Said He 4 But His Mind Set Is Of A 3month Old To A 1 Yr Old He Can't Talk Only Say A Few Words I Feel It's My Fault Due To 4 Shelters Between 2019-April 29th 2021 And I Was Focused On A Roof Over Our Head Then His Learning Cause Everytime We Got Settled We Had To Move Out And Go To Other Shelters Cause Our Time Was Up I Noticed A Couple Days Before His 2nd Birthday That Something Was Wrong And The Daycare Director Also Told Me About Autism As Well So Low And Behold That Was What He Had Autism He Are Potty Training Now Etc...... The List Goes On 💜
@cobra5087
@cobra5087 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I have been disabled for 11 years and I was 33 when I hurt my back. I’ve spent my whole life proving myself because if people don’t see your injury. They think your just a lazy ass. This was one hell great story. Thank you for sharing. And keep putting these videos out to help us know that we aren’t alone.
@sp-1973
@sp-1973 3 жыл бұрын
His interviews are definitely the most poignant ones on Mark's channel. My heart breaks for this amazing man. Respect to you Sir. ❤️
@MissyRichmond
@MissyRichmond 3 жыл бұрын
I cried this whole video. Tyrone has been the person in this series that’s most impacted me. I LOVE him calling BS on “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. It’s adaptation. It’s resilience. It’s persistence. If Tyrone sees this, I’m sending you a big hug from the south, Tyrone. Thank you for being brave enough to do this.🦋
@shaunicewilson2431
@shaunicewilson2431 2 жыл бұрын
Better & better each episode! Thanks for keeping us updated Mark!
@koffinkat666
@koffinkat666 3 жыл бұрын
This man is speaking the truth on life, Listen to his words and you will hear mine.
@user-hx4it5nu5k
@user-hx4it5nu5k 3 жыл бұрын
I couldn't have said it better
@barbjustus462
@barbjustus462 3 жыл бұрын
Jesus is the WAY the TRUTH and the LIFE NO man can come to the FATHER BUT BY JESUS and him alone pray for his and you all's salvation cause the covid jab is going to kill thousands upon thousands.
@koffinkat666
@koffinkat666 3 жыл бұрын
@@barbjustus462 Jesus holds all the power of a Jar of Pickles, Your imagination has got the best of you. Don't come at me with this hogwash brainwashed foolishness. Your God is like a cancer upon this earth that has caused nothing but war and genocide. I dare your God strike me dead where I stand if he is real go on DO IT!!! I will check back soon :D Hope you get better and out of that mind warped belief you have.
@barbjustus462
@barbjustus462 3 жыл бұрын
@@koffinkat666 You will find out on Judgement Day ,But I hope you do meet him before you die because you must be born again to see Gods kingdom. I fear you wont have time to repent of your sins and believe on the name of Jesus Christ.
@koffinkat666
@koffinkat666 3 жыл бұрын
@@barbjustus462 You are hilarious! Judgment day sounds like a party! What a great loving God you follow.
@samanthacostido7823
@samanthacostido7823 3 жыл бұрын
“Life is unfair” Ain’t that the truth
@HeyyyEverybody
@HeyyyEverybody 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone is one of my favorite people on this channel. Love you, Tyrone. ❤️
@matnicaj1
@matnicaj1 2 жыл бұрын
Tyrone has a gift, many gifts! Does anyone else see that?? The way he speaks, the words he uses, his Spirit is a SHINING LIGHT. He was meant to go through his go through to be a light for someone else. Whew, this gave me goose bumps! GO TYRONE!!❤🙌
@chirabowles498
@chirabowles498 3 жыл бұрын
Protecting our children is our main job.
@Qualinesta
@Qualinesta Жыл бұрын
I would go one step further to say that if you are responsible for bringing a whole human being into this horror show, protecting it should be your ONLY job. I wish people would stop reproducing and let this catastrophically failed experiment die out.
@arthurwatt4144
@arthurwatt4144 3 жыл бұрын
Your judging the woman locking her door but maybe she was assaulted you dont know her past.
@jenniferkoopman9711
@jenniferkoopman9711 3 жыл бұрын
Exactly. We don't know her pain either.
@hardcandyland
@hardcandyland 2 жыл бұрын
it's not so much about her locking the door, it's his old pain from being shunned and isolated. she did an innocent thing that triggered those old feelings of being rejected.
@irismariescott5313
@irismariescott5313 3 жыл бұрын
I am so thankful to Mark for giving all of these beautiful souls a voice...... What rings in my ear is Tyrone saying that he doesn't want to deal with his pain and unbeknownst to him that's exactly what he's doing by sitting there and talking..... And as uncomfortable that it is for him to say, and also for us to hear, that's the only way positive change will come about. My hat goes off to both these men for bringing forth the change There is no growth in comfortability so let's keep growing🙏♥️
@heavensent2651
@heavensent2651 3 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said.👍🏽❤️
@letisrt
@letisrt 3 жыл бұрын
2 minutes in and already fascinated by Tyrone's wisdom. I really appreciate hearing your insights on life, thanks for coming back 🖤🖤🖤
@andreajxo7050
@andreajxo7050 3 жыл бұрын
Oh Tyrone... how I wish we could all just wrap our arms around you and give you the biggest hug ever. So many of us love Tyrone. Mark you are a literal angel to these people. You’re one of a kind. I’d love to see you do some sit downs with some of the lost ones on the streets of Baltimore MD.
@elisahamilton73
@elisahamilton73 3 жыл бұрын
It's the damage this man endured as a child that has not allowed him the live to his full potential. Sending you a big hug Tyrone.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone, thank you for another interview. Your remark about not being able to be on skid row mentally and physically at the same time was Majorly thought provoking. It applies to Many of life's situations. Sending you hugs and love from Michigan.❤❤❤
@inkedmomblu1510
@inkedmomblu1510 3 жыл бұрын
Him getting emotional and thanking mark made my eyes tear up. 💜💙
@crystalenergy3040
@crystalenergy3040 2 жыл бұрын
This man is so great. He is so strong for sharing. God bless Tyrone. I love listening to him speak.
@TheDubit75
@TheDubit75 3 жыл бұрын
Lots of wisdom coming from Tyrone. I’m thankful he has the strength and courage to share.
@scutiepie9433
@scutiepie9433 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone thank for speaking your truth. You speak for so many who still suffer from childhood trauma...including me. 🙏💜🙏
@tiffanysoto2636
@tiffanysoto2636 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. Tyrone is living poetry. I related to so many of his words. May the Universe bless him and keep him always 🙏🏾
@WazigeLogica
@WazigeLogica 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone's way of speaking reminds me of DMX. Tyrone, I love you from one human or alien beeing to another. About that lady that locked the doors of her car: it wasn't about you. She doesn't know you. And you never know what happened to her in the past that made her lock the doors.. Much love to you Tyrone, you hit so many of us so deeply. I think I mentioned this on your first video Mark shared. You have the ability to speak to the soul and touch people way deep. Much love and peace to you.
@4my3hitos
@4my3hitos 3 жыл бұрын
This guy is so wise. My heart breaks for him. I also have had these questions about life.
@irismariescott5313
@irismariescott5313 2 жыл бұрын
Every time I watch this interview I learn something else.......I would never want to minimize all of the traumatic experiences that this beautiful soul has endured but it seems that some of the most insightful perspectives come from pain........I choose to see them as light in the darkness. Take care Tyrone and Thank You🙏🏽💗💗
@earlishatottenham5088
@earlishatottenham5088 2 жыл бұрын
Through your pain, suffering and your story we are becoming more aware and in tune with the voices and crys of our children.
@twinpyramid5985
@twinpyramid5985 3 жыл бұрын
A lot of fake, phony want to be seen comments in here, y’all wouldn’t help a soul. Not angry, just telling the damn truth!
@ronniejohnson317
@ronniejohnson317 2 жыл бұрын
I have had a messed up life and have found a lot way to get better. I have also used my situations to help other people. It hurts me so bad to tell them my story but I know that they can’t trust me sometimes if I don’t. I don’t know how many times I can wake up the agony and keep it from taking over again.
@zayidm3218
@zayidm3218 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone is worth the investment. Keep up with him and he will continue to blossom. All that anger and resentment is slowly breaking off of him. Man full of love and forgiveness will soon show. Keep up with him.
@lovelyleah7192
@lovelyleah7192 3 жыл бұрын
I cry every time I watch his interviews you can feel the pain in his voice. I pray that he gets the help he needs he deserves a great life.
@gemmadubbydubz7786
@gemmadubbydubz7786 3 жыл бұрын
He is incredible. A truly incredible human.
@gemmadubbydubz7786
@gemmadubbydubz7786 3 жыл бұрын
@Thomas Jamison I respect his openness and acceptance of his mistakes and choices he’s made in life. His understanding of his situation and others who have been through similar, was incredible. You may feel that’s a little overboard, but someone who can relate, may feel different.
@julybutterfly
@julybutterfly 3 жыл бұрын
@Thomas Jamison lol good one!
@fghfghsrtsrthsrthsrt5968
@fghfghsrtsrthsrthsrt5968 3 жыл бұрын
The problem is not in the universe, the problem is in what types of creatures we are. Happiness and desire are subjective, it's not the universe's fault our desires do not fit it. The answer to that is properly managing and expressing your desires to minimize suffering and anxiety - to desire from the bottom of your heart and acknowledge your losses and deprivation and grieve and be honest with yourself. Then, there's peace.
@sexypowshan
@sexypowshan 2 жыл бұрын
Hi, I guess in his case he is saying how can a child be able to manage and express their desires when they're just learning and absorbing what are being taught or put out to them by parents etc. And I think that's another thing too I can't understand how is it that the universe, our God allow these injustices to happen to these babies that are totally innocent to the world and cannot identify or fight back when totally criminal things are being done to them, u know.
@monkeypot7641
@monkeypot7641 3 жыл бұрын
Tyrone is so so powerful in his delivery of what he feels and thinks that I HAD TO LISTEN TWICE!!!!!!!
@sagecryder6211
@sagecryder6211 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much to the things you say and share. Thank you for sharing your story. For someone that is as broken as I am it helps to hear that I'm not alone.
@thebigo77creeker
@thebigo77creeker 3 жыл бұрын
Unbelievably real talk that so many people go through on different levels! Great work on these videos!
@nickbezmaterny5567
@nickbezmaterny5567 3 жыл бұрын
This is a wise man . I feel for this person and wish him the best.
@c.s.7266
@c.s.7266 3 жыл бұрын
These videos are so great. People just want to be heard and accepted. Love is something you never run out of.
@nicki_nikki_nicky8056
@nicki_nikki_nicky8056 3 жыл бұрын
Another great follow up. We are all on a journey with so many unanswered questions. Life is a complete mind fck and we just have to be brave and face the challenges as they come.
@aquarius560
@aquarius560 3 жыл бұрын
This is powerful. Pure logic, and pain. Every aspect of this interview
@seanstacy7517
@seanstacy7517 2 жыл бұрын
This man deserves a better life!!! ❤️
@christophersimcik5933
@christophersimcik5933 3 жыл бұрын
Man this hit me hard this morning. God bless this kind soul lord. Stay strong brother and just know that there's someone out here who only wants and wishes the absolute best for you. I don't know this man personally but after his last 2 interviews I feel like I do now. I hope that everyone has an amazing day and I'm throwing out some positive energy for anyone and everyone who needs it. LOVE>HATE
@riverflowsby
@riverflowsby 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Tyrone, I'm going through some things right now, seems I always am. Anyway, what I wanted to thank you for was the way you put some ideas into words for me this morning. More than just ideas, these are philosophies; bigger still, truths. "Life is going to go on with or without you." Those are loving words, thank you friend.
@OmgAuntySuzanne16
@OmgAuntySuzanne16 2 жыл бұрын
Anger is one of the 7 stages of grief! I’m glad Tyrone is moving further along to finally reach a stage of healing and understanding.
@SandraNevermind
@SandraNevermind 3 жыл бұрын
Our children don’t always understand why we protect them with such vigilance. Let’s hope they never do. I’m pulling for you, Tyrone. You have such wisdom to convey.
@jennahernandez4513
@jennahernandez4513 3 жыл бұрын
I love Tyrone! I'm praying for him every day, I hope he finds peace!
@Dr.BrandonFromhoff
@Dr.BrandonFromhoff 2 жыл бұрын
This resonates so hard, thank you for sharing Tyrone. I needed to hear this today. The universe at work.
@kristinadilman4753
@kristinadilman4753 3 жыл бұрын
I just want to hug this man... his pain hurts my heart. He is such an intelligent, strong man who deserves so much... I truly hope he is able to find some comfort.
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