Suisei tried really hard not to cry for the whole song【Hololive | Hoshimachi Suisei】

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[@sakuruichi]

the fact that she sang "Pale Blue" is painful the lyrics must be hurting her inside like in this part "I want everything back to how they were. Don't leave me, stay here, by my side. Without saying a word. Just hug me tight, and make it unforgettable"

[@RaGiAn87]

This is straight up masochism, like Pekora singing K-On graduation song

[@Frixeen]

0:33 "Thinking it‘s like the last spring at the end" 0:38 "and let‘s say a beautiful goodbye"

[@DforDado]

@@RaGiAn87 Not really. if you're feeling hurt and sad, sad songs help let it all out. suppressing feelings is unhealthy as well as as wallowing on it. Sadness can get strangely addicting/comforting. It's complex, humans emotions. We should just deal with it accordingly.

[@JM4_RK]

I was watching the live stream drum covering the first two of her songs but i was interrupted that she was crying so i just stop and go to bed

[@MikayaAkyo]

Me and a few friends were trying to cheer each other up on that day, so we planned on just goofing around singing songs since we're all not really good singers. I prepared a few cheery songs with goofy lyrics, but then everyone was doing kinda sad songs so i quickly changed to sad songs as well. It already got them when i chose "Soshite Ima" by Asami Seto (Chihayafuru's first ED) A few lines: "As the setting sun shines down on me, my heart feels as if it’s lost something" "Though there wasn’t a single feeling that had changed in the dream we shared. Without my realizing it, we began to walk different roads, didn’t we?" "And so now the two of us, are gazing at this world in which we’re too far apart. And so now into the sky, resounds the song you once taught me." "And so now the two of us, gaze at our respective paths. And so now I will sing it again, until the day two feelings meet once more." I then followed up by Chihayafuru's second ED by Asami Seto, 'Akanezora': "In your absence, thoughts about you float to my mind, And I search for the path that seems so easily lost." "Wherever you are right now, I doubt that things would change. Our hearts remain connected, even now." "No matter how far apart we are, please never forget, The passion I felt in you that day, the dream the two of us built together. As the evening sun bleeds into the madder sky, Let’s turn our gazes upwards and keep moving forward." "On that day I had yet to realise , just how important a meeting it was. We’ve clashed a lot and cried as well, But the time we’ve passed together has been irreplaceable." "And now I watch over you, Closer than anyone, As you wordlessly strive for what you are trying to do." "I believe in you, so please do not give up, Continue pursuing the dream that we now share. As the sun sets in a madder sky, Let’s not look back and keep moving forward." Those songs really hit us hard, i almost cried as well but the desire to finish the songs was stronger. But i doubt i could survive if Kanata was to release a Cover of Akanezora at any point.

[@mankachu100]

It’s okay to cry. Everyone cry at this day, but still stay positive as possible. Thank you Coco for everything

[@MrDuck-po3wy]

I still can't cry.

[@aminazman9311]

@@MrDuck-po3wy guess people like us are really dead inside eh

[@MrDuck-po3wy]

@@aminazman9311 i want to cry but the tears aren't working. I spent a whole 2 minutes trying to cry.

[@DaijiSann__]

@@MrDuck-po3wy honestly man, me too. No matter how I force it, I can't.. Don't get me wrong it's also extremely sad for me but somehow I just can't cry.. Never have I ever felt so disappointed with myself at that moment

[@bungkikal9910]

yeah if it's can make you feel better you should cry

[@familiar1618]

Not only the fact that Sui-chan's a powerful singer, but she's also so strong to hold in all those tears while singing.

[@bungkikal9910]

yeah she is very strong

[@vaachubashrimpu2646]

Sui chan really holding on

[@AnguryMemer]

And there goes my girl Pekora cried mid stream qwq

[@a_paandah]

Prolly she already cry while watching coco stream, she said theres a trashbag full of used tissue iirc

[@midna617]

Long live the eternal Doragon.

[@walawei82]

*o7*

[@ojougiggle4553]

o7

[@kurogane7859]

o7

[@Pilgrim597]

O7 😭

[@Daryiumni]

o7

[@Absolute__Zero]

Pekora, Towa, and Suisei fighting through the tears to complete their songs is the very definition of a strong will

[@rennieveras004]

Mio too

[@Etot_sleva]

And Fubuki They're all strongest idols

[@ericp631]

An idol's will

[@yuukizamakouichi2005]

Matsuri crying/singing K-on graduation song (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

[@jeremyg2236]

@@rennieveras004 mio? She had a stream?

[@KilleRedX]

Let's be honest, everyone tried really hard not to cry but still failed, like me.

[@kenayuda9788]

same, letter reading was... fck

[@aqua_non]

i thought i did it at first but kanata showed up

[@anhquan5749]

i cried right after the stream end. Men i hate that empty feeling

[@hio.hinomaru21]

....... 🥲

[@wataname8693]

Coco leaving the stage was just sad. I didn't cry because I was ready because of the anouncement. But man that last scene of coco. It's the last time we will see coco and the thought of that is just sad.

[@vhalrougelarfouxe]

My tears had dried up for this whole year. I had to cry yesterday and today. Goodbye, Coco and Lulu.

[@walawei82]

Double graduation really hit me hard

[@narutofreakaa]

@@walawei82 WHAT DYA MEAN DOUBLE GRADUATION

[@zhqi2067]

@@narutofreakaa Suzuhara Lulu from Nijisanji also graduated the day before Coco’s graduation

[@Renthlei_Jr]

@@zhqi2067 last night it was really sad knowing why she graduates

[@ammarbinasmizal7221]

@@Renthlei_Jr why did lulu graduate

[@Xenos.]

I was able to hold it in during the live but hearing Sui-chan wavering while singing was the breaking point for me. Still, Sui-chan changed gears towards the end of the stream to cheer us all up. I hope they can all go out for some yakiniku soon!

[@Lucaz99]

You crazy strong emotionally! I broke when Towa and Kanata wrote their letters

[@kripla]

@@Lucaz99 yeah, me too

[@rusherdasher8826]

I broke when Watame broke

[@IO-BLANK-OI]

i broke

[@taku81920]

@@Lucaz99 Me too bro

[@Kazu_1207]

Anyone else can’t cry at all during the live but then end up bawling their eyes out after it was over?

[@holotaku]

That's why i love Coco, she tried to make her graduation stream not that sad at all, she didn't want us to cry. I was so entertained watching the live but..... it hits you when you know it's done and there's no more.

[@habialtx3]

me.

[@massedpotato1749]

Seeing the member leaving 1 by 1 hit me like truck.. and there is coco leaving.. i just can't..

[@nae4480]

I was trying my best not to cry since the Holo girls were also trying to make the atmosphere as lively as possible for our sake. But when Kanata cover started playing, I broke down on my desk and became a sobbing mess.

[@girilocoboy]

Same

[@dozynotasimp]

Try not to cry Difficulty : Impossible

[@realmrpro5751]

You mean impossible+++

[@babanbo-sama2072]

Impossible EX

[@FBK_vr]

I didn't cry during the stream was live but a while after the stream ended i felt pain just pain in my chest that i want to cry

[@daviddehgoo2765]

i didn't cry but man i wish i could, it's just after so many shitty experiences i just feel numb instead of crying and it sucks.

[@til1643]

ngl, I'm not crying while watching this, *it's just my eyes*

[@nazrael8826]

We all felt the pain. Props to Suisei for having the strength to cheer us fans even though she's hurting more from Coco's graduation.

[@conterblox9393]

man, hearing her voice quiver and pause throughout the entire song broke my heart more than it already has

[@iansds]

If it hurts me who isn't that into Coco I just imagine how it hurts to the closest ones to her.

[@drakex241]

I'm only on this rabbit hole for 2 months and i was a mess earlier when they were reading the letters can't imagine the others who actually were there from the start.

[@angelomatulac3764]

@@drakex241 I've been watching hololive for a while and I've never seen suisei and fubuki lose their composure like this on stream but fubuki especially tried doing a lot for coco which made it much harder for her to see Coco leave

[@farezhaiqal4767]

@@angelomatulac3764 yeah man, when those two who are like always calm suddenly lost their composure like this really means that kaichou is really important to them and yeah i watch the fubuki stream but i stop watching her stream after she's crying.... My heart cant take it anymore when fbk or sui cried like that

[@user-yq8yv9tm4m]

I think kanata is the closest to her, I think?

[@world4saker]

I would always hurry and finish work early so I could get home and watch the coco meme review.

[@gamrage]

This song actually sounds more beautiful because she's crying..

[@Spartan-sz7km]

We call this the Nier automata effect

[@dafaqu694]

@@Spartan-sz7km I just think that, the weight of the world Japanese version fits coco graduation perfectly

[@Frixeen]

I kinda got some tears during the stream, but I tell you, if they had done a memory flashback during the graduation Stream. I swear I would‘ve balled my eyes out.

[@kiavel26]

I lost it when kanata started sobbing while reading her letter

[@paulwalker5225]

@@kiavel26 she's truly an angel 🤧 Also Towa's letter hit me the most along with Kanata Glad it was a happy graduation stream until the end She didn't go gently into that good night. Good night, sweet princess. 🐉

[@Daniel-jz9td]

I lost it at Kanata and Towa letters and yes, if they done a flashback that would have killed everyone

[@Teksta]

It hurst the most when Towa ask Coco " Are you really not going to be here tomorrow" and kanata making sure she read her letter through tears.. and when watame and Luna that has been holding their tears broke down

[@halfcockyluck6541]

The moment I heard her first stop in the middle of the song, I knew today’s graduation hurt for her as much as it did for any of us, if not much more, but she still wanted to cheer us up. Keep on shining, you crazy comet, but don’t burn yourself out while doing so. There’s always time to keep polishing, our diamond in the rough.

[@stanleyjeremia6055]

Underrated comment.. Thank you for saying it

[@tofuteh2348]

Of course it'd hurt her more. They're irl friends and apartment roommates (kinda sorta)

[@fuzaru]

The fact that she can still sing is impressive. It feels like Sui-chan is telling us that she can still entertain and cheer everyone even though she's hurt rn.

[@a1pha514]

Sui-chan trying so hard not to cry and her voice quivering from time to time while singing made me tear up so much

[@procraft2277]

3:37 Fuck man, this part over here "Don't go , stay here with me without saying a word" literally stabbed my heart, You can tell that Suisei really put her feelings in those words

[@sadcatisnotexcitedforawhil3250]

I didn't even last a minute or two and here I am already crying buckets

[@__-uk3qx]

Don’t be sad sad cat HoloEN anniversary is coming soon

[@shinyanakagawa8241]

Suisei is strong. Pekora literally broke down and cried twice, while singing Tenshi ni Fureta yo and Sayonara Memories. Fubuki too but too bad her stream is unarchived and no clipping allowed.

[@drvince0725]

Aww😢 this actually hurts coz coco was the very first vtuber I ever “accidentally” saw in KZbin It was late at night, I was away from home doing placement for my studies and I saw this video called elite English miko with Coco….I couldn’t stop laughing from mikos elite Engrish and coco trying to guess what she’s saying and that’s how I fell to the Hololive rabbit hole😌 See ya later coco and thank you for introducing me to the chaotic but funny world of Hololive❤️

[@hoangthai9982]

Me too :( She was the first I saw incidently with her singing stream... I remember first joining her membership on the next singing stream just to spam emotes with the chats... Such was my memory... Sweet sweet memories ...

[@rummy429]

I've got a good run with the whole "don't cry, just smile" thing, but Kanata new song and Sui crying break me.

[@xxrandomgodxx0876]

*during suisei singing Me: *crying *After the video: ad starts playing Me: wtf man im in no mood to buy shit

[@rem2497]

LMAOOOO

[@LucKY-bp4sg]

Thanks, that's a great distract for this moment lol

[@raviedavieu]

at the not-okayest of moments you can always click the little ⓘ at the bottom left and "Stop seeing this ad", then saying it's irrelevant right now.

[@ioke2202]

adblocker is perfect for such a mood ;)

[@rennieveras004]

I cried two times this week alone (Mikos message in ark collab with Coco and others also Towa's message in Coco' s last stream) I never cried this much in years Its ok to cry just let it out and it will be alright Suichan is one of whos really close to Coco So its hard for her harder than the others

[@YourWilHan]

It's enough to make a grown man cry... And it's okay... o7

[@gyrozeppelin3826]

Just hearing her voice cracking.. no way i can hold it. Im not a person who cried when im sad, but i can cry when i see another person is sad or holding their tears. Goddammit. This hits harder than the graduation

[@user-jb8hg8yc7e]

3:37 "Don't leave me, stay here, by my side"

[@dwiatmika9563]

the lyrics are too much man

[@noraiou]

Her voice is still so beautiful and good even though she try not to cry

[@handsomeguy9075]

Finally i can cry..

[@KyleKazuma]

Even Suicopath felt the pain of today's graduation. Stay strong, the pain will go away eventually.

[@azurealdyk]

Come back to this video after 7 months and damn.... i'm still crying after hearing suisei crying.

[@kenayuda9788]

When i visited the steam, I thought she wasn't mourning because of how happy the song was, this was unexpected.

[@chandrahansuntanudjaja1228]

You just came late, my friend... at some last songs she sang some happy songs to not let us keep sad... at last song, coco made a cameo though...

[@hatzuling]

Even if she wasn't crying, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt still

[@dwiatmika9563]

the setlist is full of emo song though

[@ousmaailayoub5727]

She was already about 10 mins late even thought she was ready for the stream after delaying it multiple times cause the graduation stream took longer than expected, she was obviously crying a lot and had to calm down before starting the stream, she also cried in all of the first four songs, hard not to since they are all emotional, then she tried to switch the mood by singing a happy song and she said some very comforting words afterwards, and she picked the most fitting song in the end in which Coco herself participated, Sui-chan as always handled the situation in a very mature way while keeping on moving forward, that "Ashita wa hareru kana~" at the end really healed my soul.

[@chandrahansuntanudjaja1228]

@@ousmaailayoub5727 yeah... i think she did wait kanata's premiere cover finish first... i know beacuse, i waited at both...

[@Ole_Rasmussen]

Replacing tetris with a "try not to cry" challenge right after Coco's live. That is true power.

[@dogbackwards7658]

She’s not alone We all cried

[@rraxford]

The best friends you can get are those who suffered together with you. In this case, Coco as an idol also suffered hardship like Suisei. They are also working in the same company. It's not that hard to let go someone who understands you and takes care of you. If we (fans) are sad, just imagine what pain those people who worked with Coco feel.

[@linnen_elm]

YAGOO: _hai... sou desu ne-_ *get somersault kicked by Coco next door

[@amyelll]

This is the reason, i didn't continue to watch Suisei's stream. I was crying the whole graduation stream and Suisei singing made me even more emotional.

[@niffumyo]

It was at 1:40 when the pain settled in. Suisei definitely has the perseverance of an idol to keep going, even after cracking. I'm proud of her as well as the rest of hololive trying to support us supporting them.

[@bennethdj.7671]

tbh, i scared. when i realize i cant hear their voices anymore. i really should treasure this thing more

[@ignismarkov1587]

I really admire Sui-chan, trying not to cry and singing like that is really impressive.

[@r3b0x91]

I think it’s the togetherness of Hololive that really makes for those emotional moments. If Coco were alone, I don’t think I would’ve cried as much. It’s the other members crying that started a chain reaction in me to also start crying.

[@railgun4459]

Sui-chan is really strong, this is a real proof of that. Even though she herself is also affected, she did this to cheer us up and herself included. Although she couldn't completely stop it, she still stood strong and continued to sing her best. Big thanks to Sui-chan 👏👏👏 Those "Zutto" really hit hard for me 😭

[@thenumberquelve158]

How to deal with Suisei crying: Step 1: Feel mutual sadness Step 2: Go give her a nice hug Step 3: Remember I live roughly 9,000 km away from her Step 4: Heck.

[@dbull620]

It's been an emotional day for Hololive fans and the members as well. Through the power of music we were able to come together in our raw state and just let it all out. Thank you Sui-chan.

[@KingKadem]

We just witnessed the end of an era... I think it's okay to cry now. We have done our best to send her off... :'''(

[@reisen9584]

Looking at the lyrics again, in this rainy day, the tears came back. Especially using sui chan' voice

[@akiyamach]

Suichan did this when we most needed it. For this and a lot more, Thank you, Suisei.

[@grinnazeed]

1:36 man, she hit it harder than I expected, **cry like a btch**

[@inot8652]

As the stream ends my laughing stopped and then a smile followed by teardrops. Thank you coco! Omae will always be in my kokoro!!

[@Eira1248]

When suisei sings this song, the emotion and her delivery on it broke me down...

[@binsterr7041]

Came back after the Rushia announcement. I am in so much pain

[@notfutomomo3424]

"a bit of rain to clean the land, for flowers to grow. sooner will we see clearer skies." - some guy bawling his eyes out

[@rauden340]

Just rewatched the graduation stream, and then pekora's sayonara memories, and then this... I'm on an ugly cry marathon.

[@kaitokid9]

What a coincidence that I had this vod of her recommended to my yt, and it's kson's anniversary later.

[@valentinedevlin]

Whenever I watch again kaichou graduation stream I'd cried. Thanks for all Kaichou.

[@doctor_arknight]

She is cheerful, awesome, strong, dedicated. But, she also had a soft feelings that hifeelingsinside her heart. Thats why I like her.

[@Chimone97]

😭Shit I found this song against 😭Why KZbin why you make me crying again

[@toku4589]

マジでpale blueの歌詞がここの卒業の状況とぴったりで泣かせる

[@yusitakiharunfamily9568]

That's why she is true idol I will support suisei journey thank you for the clip Ossekai I missed the stream

[@Light_ilmi]

Even a tough person may cry.

[@ShinigamiKristak]

I just want to give everyone a hug, man. They deserved it.

[@nekoidk8979]

Osekkai can u make like a highlight of coco's graduation stream so i can rewatch them and cry again and again

[@darwishazrel2002]

A whole different level of mental torture

[@dr_oopsie]

Did the video gone?

[@nekoidk8979]

@@dr_oopsie no but i dont want to sit through 2 hrs of pain again

[@mans1370]

I just realized this. Kenshi Yonezu's Pale Blue is a song about relationship that spark because of separation (love because of divorce which follow the J-drama that is using this song,Rikokatsu.). Coco graduating is a separation even though the love is already there since the beginning. Pale Blue fit just perfectly.

[@zappyplayz460]

I feel her... its heartbreaking...

[@von3562]

Man i love suisei so much, of all the girls she have a special place in my heart, and when the day come to say goodbye to her ( knock on wood , like a lot of time in the future) i think my brain function will stop working for a lot

[@mstrikerwildrift]

That long exhale, you know she is steeling herself to continue. And the way that she talks, you can tell that she had been crying prior to doing the stream.

[@mr_pants278]

It's comforting knowing that Coco's existence had an equally profound effect, both inside and out of Hololive. And equally comforting knowing that I wasn't crying alone watching Suisei trying her best.

[@enzochoi923]

you can tell she starts crying, her eyes are held half open at points and she blinks an unusual amount strong comet

[@ramramraider]

Our comet and angel shall continue watching the skies in the absence of our dragon

[@creetical7k409]

greatest of all time...

[@oldoptic]

man till' this day I listen to her version of this song.

[@adras98]

There's nothing that breaks my heart more than watching her crying... But i admire her for hold all the tears while she was singing the song... i feel i wanna hug her tightly no matter what

[@roxrequiem2935]

Goddammit I'm so sad that it would take me multiple doses of asacoco to cheer up. Then I get reminded I can't get them anymore. And I get even sadder.

[@darwfer1930]

looked up the meaning of the lyrics and honestly I'm surprised she didn't cry the whole way through

[@hoangthai9982]

Yes the lyrics are very heart-rending and emotional! Sui-chan usually sympathize with the lyrics while singing so this just makes it worse...

[@James_Bonk]

i was trying to hold it in during their streams but the more i held it in, the more it hurt so i had no choice but to let them flow.

[@til1643]

ALL YT RECOMMENDATION FOR ME TODAY IS, *even man can't hold it back*

[@iisakanaaa5756]

0:01 Take this--->🧻 :')

[@wRyjin693]

Suisei is amazing to be able to do a singing stream. We all cried with her I'm pretty sure

[@genericguy54]

I was there to cry too, we all had a big ol' group cry session with Suisei. But she pulled through and did what she could to cheer everyone up. SUICHAN LOVE

[@Yusukeleon]

Damn, after seeing this, man I gotta cry again as well...

[@kimsubaki6389]

man, for some of us, its probably very sad. But imagine the one who daily meet coco or even usually collab with her. No wonder she couldn't hold it

[@Succubus_L0li]

I think that Kaichou unironically become the most idol like on her last moments she has never sung like that she has never released any songs but her last moments along the 4th generation was the most beautiful but sad experience for me I kept on cheering and cheering until the end. I cried.

[@unko2420]

Thank you 🐉

[@mirai.2882]

Im suprised that they can even sing after Coco’s graduation, Holding everything wanting to let it all out

[@Indifferential-]

Can't imagine how straining must it be for her throat to hold back crying and on top of quality singing.

[@polmao5959]

This is what an Idol means,no matter the situation just keep moving on.Suisei is an example.

[@Linksmasher]

It is a day to remember. So many memories happened until now. And I'm pretty sure, that many more are on the way.

[@tofuteh2348]

I wish they had a segment for just coco, kanata and suisei as apartmemt buddies in her farewell stream- im sure suisei had so much more to say

[@aoiberny]

She went from Pale Blue to Sad Blue real fast. Sasuga Kenshi Yonezu, making people cry with his music. I hope Coco finds happiness from whatever she does after Hololive.

[@user-qq8tc4kh4s]

It's really hard not to cry over Yonezu-san's songs, her perception and sensitivity towards human sensations and feelings is impressive.

[@xp2456]

dam i know i was here when she was live but i cant really remember much

[@Ren-uy7cg]

My throat hurts af while holding back my tears

[@kamo8212]

Someone knows why she cries?

[@rerispp8632]

You must be new here, suisei sang this song after kiryu coco announce her graduation from hololive (or after the concert, i forgot :') ) and the other reason she is crying is the song, just like sakuruichi said the lyric must be hurting her "I want everything back to how they were. Don't leave me, stay here, by my side. Without saying a word. Just hug me tight, and make it unforgettable". And not only suisei that cries during that time, a lot of member including we the fans is crying. But we all feel happy and relieved in the end, because we can see her one last time in the graduation concert of kiryu coco. we still waiting for you kaichou o7 o7 o7

[@janusng1223]

From what happened today 24/02/2022, I don't know whos right and wrong anymore, so I just come back here listen to this

[@JonesBrothersProductionsiac]

0:16 The exact moment she started breaking down. Why does this hurt so much? I've barely watched any of Coco's streams and watched a few clips but why does this hurt so much?

[@johnapple6646]

To quote a shitty LOTR based movie: "Because it was real"

[@reeddragon5250]

because, she wasn't just an Idol. she's Family

[@MisterRhyeOfficial]

Even though she didn't collaborate with Kiryu many times as others, this is the evidence their are very close, a good friend that respect her friend decision, but doesn't mean that she would keep it up nor hide her feelings...

[@merfyn4838]

Suisei was on the very edge of bawling her eyes out during all the song.😔

[@hoshi2520]

crying again.

[@markustanbeck9149]

On that day, streamers and audience alike shed tears - how fortunate we are, to have met someone we cared so deeply for. It was a gift. And the memories will glow brighter as time passes, that is the legacy of it.

[@Lance7689]

No matter how hard you try to hold it in its gonna come back with more tears which is why I always think it's better to let it flow ;-;

[@KoaYuki]

She started this stream with ghost which makes total sense, she even changed it up a bit which makes it even sadder. o7 🐉