I used to listen to this song a lot when I only just stopped eating, now, years later I am back listening to this song on my way to recovery.
@Marieskeez8 жыл бұрын
Same
@Fluffyalastor8 жыл бұрын
I've recovered but I listen to this song when I need to remember how far I've come. It really helps
@BlondE.Re-Belle-ion8 жыл бұрын
good for you ! I bet everyone you know is proud of you. found these guys a few years ago when I used to bullied about my body and I was very insecure, starving and taking diet pills to lose weight , running excessively. I went through hell and back but I'm still here . I go to counseling
@Fluffyalastor8 жыл бұрын
They are, :) I've got a recovery chip that has almost reached a year and I'm super excited. And I gotta get myself into counseling.. I ended up conditioned by the men/women I dated in the past to believe that I couldn't ask for help. I've slowly gotten past it and plan to get counseling. I'm glad you're alive and made it through it all Sophie. :) The world needs fighters, they make for some of the most amazing, considerate and wholesome people.. the ones who had to fight themselves just to make it through each day.
@karnastephens818 жыл бұрын
Literally the same right now
@niku83698 жыл бұрын
I've just rediscovered my old playlist oh it's happening again
@niku83698 жыл бұрын
Oh I still remember lyrics very well
@sylviasalvatore38848 жыл бұрын
same...
@alyssamontgomery16948 жыл бұрын
Phamily. It's crazy how much music in common the phandom listens to.
@christinaa21838 жыл бұрын
true
@andrear.85698 жыл бұрын
;_;
@cathythecatmachine9 жыл бұрын
Sorry but for everyone saying don't starve yourself its not that easy. Its a mental illness and for the people going through these issues it not as simple as stopping. Especially with all the media pressure to be perfect. Getting help of course is ideal but not always easy.
@andymosley21479 жыл бұрын
Yep
@brotherhoodparkour42149 жыл бұрын
+cathy bartly at times it feels like you have a conscious choice whether or not to eat but in the end you realize thats not true....
@MariamaDiallo-fj6ow7 жыл бұрын
Cathy Anderson Yeah, putting food in your mouth is soooo hard when there is food all around you.😑 If you stop eating you wont het plastic surgery... being skinny I'd so unattractive- deadass I don't like being skinny and I eat😢
@darkni.o91286 жыл бұрын
Ive had bulimia for 8 months and its hell. I haven't eaten in three days and I feel happy... For once.. People say starving is painful but really it's not. It feels kind of refreshing. It feels good
@bethanybrown20226 жыл бұрын
Mariama Diallo you have know idea what it’s like to have an eating disorder. Have you ever stared at a cookie and cried because you couldn’t bring yourself to eat it? You couldn’t bear the calories or sugar or fat? It’s not that easy. I eat “normal” now and sometimes it’s still a fight to get myself to eat. Sometimes I still think about the sugary treat I had in the morning the rest of the day. Sometimes I have trouble sleeping because “I ate too much sugar today. I have no self control. I can’t believe myself. I hate myself.” So yeah, I’m surrounded by food. But that doesn’t mean it’s easy. Sometimes I’d rather starve to death than eat. You need to shut up and realize eating disorders are a mental illness. Walk a mile in a sufferers shoes before saying it’s easy to just eat again.
@lafayetteeloise730411 жыл бұрын
im 90% sure Superchick stole my diary
@פוליטיקטינסקיקליינר5 жыл бұрын
Same, and I don't have one
@charlygarner11445 жыл бұрын
How do you know
@Alpha_zone845 жыл бұрын
Good song
@arreonnateage4 жыл бұрын
It’s 2020 and I came across this song again. I’m turning 21 in 3 weeks. This song meant a lot to me when I was 15 😭 I’m 3 years clean ❤️❤️
@ankitamandal184 жыл бұрын
@@arreonnateage thats great! congrats on ur recovery😍
@chloesanchez318410 жыл бұрын
This song triggers so many memories and It just hurts...
@kareemxo37 жыл бұрын
I hope you're better, also nice pfp
@just_a_sad_song5173 жыл бұрын
You'll be alright. We'll carry on!
@julianesoares56229 жыл бұрын
this song is very sad but I think many people can relate to this song. .. Sometimes we cling to a song or an artist because they seem to understand each other perfectly. .. Different from our parents or people who live with us. .. Very beautiful this song ... Congratulations to the composer ...
@פוליטיקטינסקיקליינר5 жыл бұрын
So true.. i wish no one could've relate to this song... I wish for all of you to just love yourselves
@Alpha_zone845 жыл бұрын
Lonlieness and self seperation I live with everyday I am alive but I feel I walk alone the night comforts me because I know there is another night.
@smallturtle91636 жыл бұрын
I'm in the hospital, not allowed to get out of bed unless I'm in a wheelchair. A feeding tube is keeping me alive because I couldn't do that for myself. My heart is working too hard and it hurts to sit anywhere because of the way my pelvic bones jut out. I should be in college right now. I was 12 the first time I heard this song and only just starting to flirt with an eating disorder. I had no idea what I was doing. I wish I could go back and change things, but I can't. I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful, the day I chose not to eat. What I do know is how it changed my life forever....I know, I should know better.
@binchy31385 жыл бұрын
Oh, sweetheart. I hope that you are doing well today. :)
@hlaback5 жыл бұрын
@Shiyon do people ever think before they ask questions?????? I mean, are you okay? Please don't get into the business of comforting sick people.
@aydeepeperoni60185 жыл бұрын
@@hlaback i also stopped eating to the point where i was almost sent to a hospital and i HATED and still do hate it when people call me "sick". Im just like you and i wish someone would have asked me if i was OK, just like a normal person.. because knowing that theres something wrong with you hurts.
@hlaback5 жыл бұрын
@@aydeepeperoni6018 we are different. And I think a lot of people would agree that there are better and less ironic ways to ask if I'm okay when I'm visibly dying.
@hlaback5 жыл бұрын
@@aydeepeperoni6018 oh wait, I can't tell if you're agreeing with my statement or disagreeing. I'm sorry lol
@marilynmrox9 жыл бұрын
I am not anorexic, but I'm a cutter and this still makes me cry because I relate so much to many of the lyrics
@beccalloydpoetry4 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re doing better ❤️
@Ellie333jmtqkl4 жыл бұрын
Me too..but im not a cutter..
@kiyamay55704 жыл бұрын
I’m both. Been having issues with self harm for almost 10 years and issues with food for about the same.
@colouredsnow92444 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I promise you will never ever be alone ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
@oliviaschmatolla8094 жыл бұрын
@bob bob I was almost 4 years clean and relapsed. It sucks, but relapse is part of recovery. Life in general has gotten better, for which I am grateful. (Marilynmrox was my old account from high school lol)
@nicolethomas53979 жыл бұрын
It's crazy on how the lyrics speak to our everyday life. people see me a a strong person a great mother but no one see or hears the silent cries of the night, all they see are beautiful smiles
@liminalmeow8 жыл бұрын
Nicole Thomas I'm so sorry...I really and truly hope things get better...💔
@maggieo16834 жыл бұрын
Yeah I feel you... Me and my sister have gone through a lot over our lives with a bipolar and schizophrenic dad and a mom with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and addictions of all types. My sister has autism and pretty severe social anxiety and doesn't cope with day to day life very well. My family has always said that I'm the strongest one in my immediate family. They think it's incredible that through all of that I'm happy and stable. But they have no idea that I suffer from depression that can get really severe, or that I'm headed towards the path of having an eating disorder. I'm trying to fight it, but I'm practically halfway into full on anorexia already. No one knows that the positive and confident girl they see is putting on a brave face as to not show what a let down I can be too, just like the rest of my family.
@Angel-gc1gn3 жыл бұрын
@@maggieo1683 You are strong to hide your sadness so people don’t have to worry for you. Its fine to let your worries out sometimes being upset doesn’t make you weak everyone needs a mental break sometimes tell your family your going through the same pain it shouldn’t always be one sided, there’s nothing wrong with what your doing but you gotta open up sometimes your really strong and I hope you can get past the problems you have stay strong and have a brighter future I believe in you ❤️
@ivyhermans3 жыл бұрын
hey ! i recovered from an eating disorder, depression, self harm and suicidal thoughts. you can too, i believe in you
@CrazyOtaku511 жыл бұрын
I don't think i remember ever feeling beautiful....
@CheetahBeem11 жыл бұрын
@CrazyOtaku511 жыл бұрын
thank you
@karla22100011 жыл бұрын
CrazyOtakuGleek Don't believe me, believe yourself, you ARE beautiful, and I also care
@CrazyOtaku511 жыл бұрын
:') thank you. ...you probaly don't mean it, but thanks all the same...
@CheetahBeem11 жыл бұрын
CrazyOtakuGleek If I didn't mean it, I wouldn't have said it.
@Juliacoutobrito2 жыл бұрын
I’m 30 now, it’s been a long journey. She never leaves us forever, we always fall back. It’s like the only one we can always count on. Some days there are more hope than the others.
@jamiehorton50293 ай бұрын
I feel this so much I'm turning 30 in 4 months and there are still days when I'm not okay She has sucked the light out of me for 15 years ...
@daniellebraam437210 жыл бұрын
I eat before i came... works everytime :/
@daniellebraam437210 жыл бұрын
Ate* sorry typo
@Alice-kn9ii6 жыл бұрын
Yep
@icouldntthinkofanamexoxo91995 жыл бұрын
And I don't feel well. I use that a lot 😢
@samanthaskye005 жыл бұрын
But then they'll be like 'just get a salad. You don't have to eat it all, I just want to see you eat.'
@stefvnbrssl86014 жыл бұрын
@@samanthaskye00 it sucked though, but looking back at it, they all just cared about us
@MKSpeakz2 жыл бұрын
I used to self harm when I was a teenager and this song feels so different now. I loved it then and I love it even more now, it feels more like a hug (the chorus). Sending love and positivity to those who can relate to this song ❤may you recover when you’re ready
@lpskitfit8 жыл бұрын
I found this song along with Stand in the Rain when I was 6... I never understood either of them, but now I do. And I love it.
@miah35678 жыл бұрын
God, I remember listening to this when I was fucking ten years old and had barely eaten in weeks. I fucking ruined myself.
@jaynoeyes64198 жыл бұрын
I feel you man.
@liminalmeow8 жыл бұрын
Goner Stay Alive |-/
@theamelian8 жыл бұрын
Goner I was the same... relapsed 5 times since I was 7, I'm braving recovery for the 6th time. Hopefully the last.
@georgerobins41106 жыл бұрын
I showed this to a friend of mine a year or so ago and it made him almost cry and he gave me a hug, telling me I was an amazing person. At first, I thought he believed I was anorexic. Today he told me that he was very anorexic in high school, and he was 80 lbs at one point. I now realize that this song touched him very deeply.
@retroxmaia64106 жыл бұрын
I was going through my old notebook and found my favourite songs and this song came up and to think I listened to this when I was so young is really sad
@crazyshortchic11 жыл бұрын
This song is what got me through most of middle and high school. I've never had an eating disorder but I still struggle a lot with depression and I'm in college now.
@MeganGarzaWellness Жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing better now!
@hoppingrabbits34238 жыл бұрын
I just want to be skinny and happy
@hannahwilliams56816 жыл бұрын
Being skinny won't solve your problems.
@thenewme0755 жыл бұрын
I can relate to you. I just want to be skinny myself
@briemiller49715 жыл бұрын
Me too
@nazurinnohana92015 жыл бұрын
H
@fefefeda945 жыл бұрын
@@hannahwilliams5681 nope. Not with that attitude... You should choose to love yourself today, and tomorrow when you lose weight (or do your dreams) you'll love yourself then too.
@elizabethbryanna11 жыл бұрын
Eight years old.... that's when I first felt unbeautiful it's still a vivid memory. Now I have an eating disorder and barely get through each day. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy, this is HELL.
@maryfernanda318 жыл бұрын
I just came listen to this song and realized that bulimia knocked at my door again. damn. I just want to truly love my body and dont care for such idiot things...and not let food run my life. so sad.
@lilik.43127 жыл бұрын
These songs helped me through my mental health problems in middle school and early high school.. Listening to them now, at almost 20 years old is very emotional for me.
@MeganGarzaWellness Жыл бұрын
How are you doing today?
@UwU-sv6kz8 жыл бұрын
This always makes me cry I first heard this in a lps series
@ԵհԵօ8 жыл бұрын
thats why i am here too lmao
@peggynight16008 жыл бұрын
door 107? same
@callameg99178 жыл бұрын
Thats why I'm here XD
@jlpinklove18 жыл бұрын
Was it lps popular😂cause same
@georgerobins41106 жыл бұрын
Same. I heard this from LPS Popular
@ReddSkye10 жыл бұрын
It's hard to be myself when I don't even know who that is...my self-esteem is so low, but I hide it with a smile and a guarded heart. I lie to myself to feel like I belong, but in all truth...I haven't found a place where I belong yet. Some day I hope to find that place, a place where I can set my heart free. I long to wander out into the world and find my place as myself, to get away from the hell I'm going through. Until then, it's downhill mentally and just more weight to add to the bottle I've shoved everything in... :( If someone, anyone, would help pray for me that I would find who I am, I'd be forever grateful.
@LifeIsKhu10 жыл бұрын
Praying for you..
@UltimateAlphaFox969 жыл бұрын
I pray 4 u too :)
@UltimateAlphaFox969 жыл бұрын
I can see from the comment that you've left that you have a talent for writing. Why don't you get a journal or a diary? This might be what you need: something to occupy your thoughts. With the journal you could focus on becoming an author or even a song writer if that would make you happy than maybe, just maybe, you could find your true self. I don't know how good of an idea this is... But I hope this at least helped you in some way :)
@gabriellevictoria83959 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I can relate. When I was like 14 or 15 I felt the exact same way and sometimes I still do. You should just try to find at least 1 or 2 good friend....and maybe try to find something that you are good at and like to do for fun to occupy yourself. That helps me. And I will pray for you. ❤
@alexismiles52669 жыл бұрын
+Brandi Barrett Real friends are hard to come by.
@novatala20702 жыл бұрын
I really hate how often my mind brings me back to the place that I need this song
@ava56888 жыл бұрын
how can one song be so triggering lol
@lifeisshit51978 жыл бұрын
OMG yes 😢😭
@lev15555 жыл бұрын
Some are worse, like Big Isn't Beautiful by King Adora
@thenewme0755 жыл бұрын
I agree. I feel sad, lonely and fat. Even though I have friends and family and a husband no one understand how I feel. I cry every single night. I feel no one cares about my feelings. I pretend I'm happy by smiling but deep down I'm very sad.
@lev15555 жыл бұрын
@@thenewme075 If you feel ready for it, you might seek for help
@fefefeda945 жыл бұрын
@@thenewme075 true.. You need an outlet! And self love..
@jasminefield51427 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this when i was 9
@marijanewhitaker50335 жыл бұрын
This is one of the songs that helped to save my life. I always come back to it when I'm having a hard time. I am so grateful
@justmai24765 жыл бұрын
this right here was my recovery anthem; and I left it there too, been in recovery for a year now. good luck to all those struggling xxx
@dariamamedova4078 жыл бұрын
When I'll be thin he'll finally like me.
@gomi55718 жыл бұрын
youre a fool if you think you should destroy your body for someone who likes thinner women. please, find someone else who will love you not only for your appearance, mainly for your personality
@michikat51836 жыл бұрын
me too..
@moekitti6 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@mompounder47976 жыл бұрын
Stop. That's destructive. Never, and I mean never change yourself for someone you love.
@na7la1295 жыл бұрын
This is stupidity 😒
@melixxi38763 жыл бұрын
wow being here is a whole throw back
@thatarabicgirl609410 жыл бұрын
wow i use to have anorexia in middle school.. I'm so glad those days are done and i'm a new me and no longer that sickly sad cold skeleton i use to be.. :)
@kmanea11 жыл бұрын
I've recovered from anorexia, and although I know that someone going through an eating wouldn't believe it, recovery is so very worth it. Please never stop fighting. It gets better, I swear that it does.
@TheRandomGuy10113 ай бұрын
You're strong, but me. I do not know how to ask or get help because I think I'm falling into an ED, and the thought of getting help or telling someone about my struggles scares me.
@marn2006 жыл бұрын
It's 2019, I am reading through the comments. It makes me sad. And this is just one of the many problems that are out there. People scolding with these things. They don't know what they are saying, they don't know what it does with people, they don't know the power of words. But I do know the power of words. Please don't listen to them, *YOU ARE BEATIFUL*
@ohhoney777 Жыл бұрын
Anorexia is a terrifying disorder. It’s way worse than just “not eating enough”, this is a dangerous mental illness which quite literally eats you alive. I never suffered from it but I almost did in my early teenage years thinking I’m never skinny enough and this song brings me back chills reminding me of the times I was fighting those thoughts, I’m glad to this day I remained strong. Whoever suffers from this illness - love your body and keep fighting for it, you are beautiful 💜
@Shadywolf098 жыл бұрын
This song spoke to me in a different way. Although, I've always been small and underweight, I don't find it to be a problem. The thing that speaks to me about this song, and always has, was the element of Depression blatantly obvious within it. I suffer from Depression, ADHD, Asperger's Syndrome and PTSD. The whole thing with not feeling okay and not knowing when to accept help speaks to me. I've been depressed since I was about 9 years old and was diagnosed when I was 12. I take medication for it. I'm about to be 26 here and I'm still trying to find happiness. I know I can change and have things in my life that make me happy but, I always feel selfish and that I am too old for it or I should move on. The ''light'' is my happiness, and I know I can have it whenever I want but, part of me holds back and I'm still ''in the dark.'' It is almost as if I don't know how to live without something wrong in my life or something wrong with me. I know I was happy once, I just can't remember how it felt or when it really started to fade away. Today, I said to myself that I would be happy and I don't have to live in misery. I've had enough and I want to live life as I should: My way.
@jrjohnson44678 жыл бұрын
ᏰᏗşιℓ I...have no words. I feel the same way about this song. I too have dealt with depression and intense anxiety for almost a year now, and this song also describes how I feel a lot of the time. Being a sophmore in high school who is trying so hard to be in the top of my class, it has been hard trying to deal with the constant feelings of being 'uncaring' and just wanting to draw into myself and not try and work at getting better. You sound like such a strong and determined person, and that gives me strength, it really does. Let's push away the bad thoughts and be happy together. :) Thank you for sharing this; it has helped me see that I'm not alone and that I can get through this hard time in my life. Stay beautiful, stay strong, and God bless.
@Shadywolf098 жыл бұрын
Thank you. Yes, I've been where you are and my teen years were the darkest of my life so far. I felt so miserable inside and alone. I had panic attacks that would leave me drained when they ended, and many times, I just thought, 'I can't do this.' I had a very traumatic experience happen to me at 15 (my 16th birthday was weeks away) and I was hospitalized, literally fighting for my life. What had happened left me so fragile and thin (I weighed 78 lbs on my birthday) that I became a shut in. Any time I went to school, the type of bullying I endured became worse after I got out of the hospital. For a few years, I had a dreary look at life and felt like I was never going to be myself again; this was when I was quite suicidal and thought of many ways how to do it. It wasn't like this one incident happened and I became a shell of myself, no. Things that have happened: My father emotionally and mentally abused me since I was 3. My grandfather, who was my best friend, died when I was 8 (about to turn 9). I lost an entire side of my family from either death, or they wanted nothing to do with me (as their issue was with my mother, which put me on her side) so, exile. Parents divorced. Suffered a nervous breakdown at 12 (reliving abuse from my father) and dropped down to 58 lbs. Bullied throughout middle school. Suffer a very traumatic experience at 15 that left me as a skeleton with just a hospital ID. Bullied throughout high school (the day I came back to school from the hospital, I was slapped right across the face and belittled for my weak state) Moving every year, which made my college courses harder to complete. Getting kicked out and living out of my car and hotel hopping for 2 weeks. I think I'm in a good place to say, 'Enough is enough,' and stop having a pity party when I can be happy. You will find happiness as well. Keep pushing, finish school, and work towards that dream job of yours. One day at a time and you will get there.
@jrjohnson44678 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry. I wont say I understand and relate because that would be lying; but I do know how it feels to go through stuff similar to that. I am so glad that despite everything, you are pushing through and have taken the next step to living life in happiness. Also, thank YOU. Your encouragement just hit right to my core, it really hit my heart, that helps so much. I am actually in tears right now, because I didn't realize how much I needed to hear those words. THANK YOU. You are such a blessing to me, and I thank God that he led me to read through your original comment and comment back. I know that everything he put you through was for a reason, even if it feels like he only hates you. My own experiences with grief and pain are what led me to choose the path of becoming a mental health counselor, because I want to help people just like you and me. Again, thank you so much, you have really touched my heart.
@user-lucariogirl4 жыл бұрын
I understand! I too suffer from depression, anxiety, ocd, adhd, pstd, and mild psychosis. I'm very happy you've recovered, now it's best to use your suffering as a way to help others :)) That's what I do!
@LittleBrat1016 ай бұрын
As someone who has struggled with Body dysmorphic disorder and still to this day struggles as a adult, This song when I first listened to it… Really spoke to me and my feelings… I heard this song as a teenager and still listen to it sometimes to remind myself that we can do it!!! We can overcome everything that’s difficult that we never thought we would have the strength to overcome!!! ❤️❤️❤️
@andymosley21479 жыл бұрын
Damn. I used to love this song when I was young. I never realized I'd ever relate so deeply later in life. Part of me misses not eating. Part of me wants to go back. But I want to recover... Fully. I don't wanna be stuck here forever..
@pasteldreams54136 жыл бұрын
I want to be as light as feather so I can float away from all of my problems.
@YOVSCM8 жыл бұрын
FUCK. What Am I doing here? it's benn more than a Year since my recovery, and I'm falling again. . . .
@heyjudehowareyou37998 жыл бұрын
NO. Please stay strong, think in all those people who love you, please don't fall...
@nicoletdyer11728 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling.
@dannylavigne92798 жыл бұрын
If you ever, ever need to talk, I'm here. Even though you don't know me.
@inkhasbeenpoisoned8 жыл бұрын
please. you need to recover! i have anorexia and bulimia myself. it kills me some days to know that i lie to my dad saying im trying to recover when i know im really not. i also am watching other people who are dying from this while knowing i cant do anything about it. i know how u feel. im here and ur not alone.
@anastasiabeaverhausen92027 жыл бұрын
Stay strong sweetie
@REALVAMPSRULE11 жыл бұрын
last time i felt unbeautiful? fourth grade. a "friend" of mine told me i needed to gain weight and to dye my hair brown if i ever wanted to be 'popular'. That day, the inner me almost died. It was all her fault. Because of that girl, i became suicidal, i was depressed and I cried myself to sleep every night. Then i met my new friends, true friends that see me as i really am. everything is good now, and life has never been better for me.
@jenterenders263211 жыл бұрын
stay strong lovely
@PeewDieDuck11 жыл бұрын
I bet you're perfect. No need to change yourself. (: I'm glad you're okay now, i met new friends too. And suddenly i'm happier than ever. It's amazing how they can make you feel
@REALVAMPSRULE11 жыл бұрын
-lois. Well, at least now I stand up for myself and what I believe in. no one will ever change me. unless it's for the better.
@huaixi110 жыл бұрын
This my go-to song whenever I feel down. The lyrics still speak to me, even though I'm past my anorexic stage which lasted for a year. I vowed never to go back to that condition even if I'm a little chubbier than I'd like to be now. I was downright miserable and looking back, it's definitely not worth all the pain and suffering just for that few moments of pride and elation when others complimented me. To everyone reading this who is unhappy with your body right now, please do not think that starving yourself too much or making yourself throw up is the solution to your problems.
@MeganGarzaWellness Жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing well!
@monnytoth5 жыл бұрын
2019 - Ten years has passed and here I am.... again
@annabelle79696 жыл бұрын
OMG !!!! I love this song, I struggled with Eating Disorders and I am now recovered but I know what it is to be there :'(
@silverdoe94774 жыл бұрын
It's been 5 years, and it doesn't go away.
@ivyhermans3 жыл бұрын
hi to whoever reads this. i struggled for years with an eating disorder, depression, self harm and suicidal thoughts. i never thought i'd survive myself and actually live my life. i chose recovery and it was hard but i did it, i really did it; and i've been really living my life again for about 1.5 years now. i've never been happier. i'm going to school again, i have a bunch of friends who care a lot about me, i even have a boyfriend who i love very much and i'm making plans to travel the world next year. it gets better, i promise. just promise me you won't give up, i know you can do it. i care
@stefvnbrssl86014 жыл бұрын
Came back to this after my admission in a hospital 3 years ago due to ana. She's still here, but i'm better now. I forgot the power this song has. For everyone who needs to hear this. I know it's very difficult what you're going through, but find someone who you can talk to, who you really trust. You'll need them when it gets really rough. Don't lock your loved ones out. Lots of love to you all!
@cd558963 жыл бұрын
whoaa if this isn't a horrible trip down memory lane. 😥 so glad I'm not in this place anymore. stay brave everyone. you're better and stronger than the voice inside your head.
@jwmmitch6 жыл бұрын
I'm involved with life coaching and taking a stand for others. I just finished supporting an emotional intelligence workshop this weekend and this song is really tapping into those that I help. Even if it's not about an eating disorder SO many people need people to stand for them. I lived through anorexia and suicidal depression, now I'm saving lives!
@YokiDokiPanic2 жыл бұрын
I found this song on an old mp3 player from when I was 18. I'm 30 now. And relapsed... again... It never goes away, does it?
@DakotaMPA2 жыл бұрын
It will not just go away, No but you’ll get through it! I believe in you, that might not be much from a stranger but I mean it
@krismopi127811 ай бұрын
Feel you, Im back again and Im too scared to leave. Being in control is so addictive.
@maralianna31592 жыл бұрын
Wow, just wow! I've been trying to find a song that expresses how I feel. This is incredible. "I need you to know, I will be ok." I think that's more of what I tell myself...I need myself to know that I'll be ok.
@kassaundrachurchman9478 жыл бұрын
I used to have an eating disorder as a result from bullying and I've been recovering and it's still a struggle but in on my way to recovsry
@oliviaschmatolla8099 жыл бұрын
i dont have an eating disorder but for eight and a half years i self harmed in many ways. i have been "clean" since May but every day is a struggle. these lyrics speak to me in ways many people dont understand.. but i know i am not alone and neither are any of the other people watching this. stay strong everyone
@alexismiles52669 жыл бұрын
I feel alone.
@oliviaschmatolla8099 жыл бұрын
+Alexis Miles i know it may feel that way a lot of the time, but it gets better. please trust me on that. we are stronger together and can get through all of life's obstacles if we just continue fighting.
@TheKellyLlama12 жыл бұрын
Well done!! That step is hard, and you are on the right path now, for getting a better life and escaping the horrible everyday torture from the demon. You can do it
@Sorabladess13 жыл бұрын
Haha! One of my friends sent me this video and I was freaking the hell out because I thought she was starving herself, then she reminded me of when she first met me. I almost forgot the days I tortured my body so hard - starving myself and avoiding others because I was afraid of getting hurt. Then I met my bestie and she's made me so happy to be me-sometimes, the best medicine is just somebody you haven't met yet.
@vanille66072 жыл бұрын
Sadly the song of a whole generation
@urluvsammy8 жыл бұрын
been listening this song for like 6 years now still get the feels from her music
@jedir-mw7ik2 жыл бұрын
This music is contained my 6' 140lbs memory. Always feeling so dizzy, fainting in hot bathtub. My dinosaur spine bones...
@princedeasturias7 жыл бұрын
I'm glad i had the internet and own laptop growing up. my parents didn't let us listen to music that wasnt church music. so the proanamia comminity was very helpful in showing me songs that comveyed how terrible i was feeling. it was very therapeutic
@helloidontknowwhattonameth92733 жыл бұрын
I can’t believe I’m back here
@dundun64933 жыл бұрын
same
@Stay0in0Shadow10 ай бұрын
I remember looking into the mirror and telling my mom that I am not beautiful. She walked back to the mirror with me. Not beautiful means ugly, she said, so what do you see in there, that's ugly? Because we are talking about my daughter, whom I love and I will not accept any disrespect towards her. So I look and looked...and there was nothing ugly. If there is nothing ugly, then alle we see must be beauty, mom said. Not fake perfect magazine or post operation beauty but natural, real beauty. There are may imperfections on my body and in my face but as an adult I get what she meant back then. I don't always love what I see in the mirror, but I like and respect myself well enough to be truly happy.
@MrsAliceSeline13 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song. Inspiration, actually. I love it.
@questionmark36666 жыл бұрын
fuck I wish there were still a band see the world need bands like this to show the light of God ,music like this can bring peace u feel me
@nadinen7391 Жыл бұрын
15 years later and I'm still fighting alone against myself.
@HayaForHigher Жыл бұрын
15 years full of reasons and proofs speak louder YOU ARE PROVING EACH DAY OF THEM THAT YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE ABILITY TO OVERCOME IT! D you remember how many things in your life back then that seemed like it's the end, but you have overcome it, Count them remember them, and you will see that are in it to win for sure. It will take time, yes it will, it will take time to shape your strength, time for you to discover another challenge you can win, another angle of understanding yourself, another healing for a better you, another leveling up, there's a Life waiting for you, a life which you can smile to the struggles because you know that they are like chances to understand yourself, chances to overcome your thoughts. Just remember you made it through 15 years, you sure gain information about what you are dealing with, and that's where you can understand it and find peace! Don't Forget: OPEN UP TO GOD ABOVE, then see the ones who you know care about you and ready to listen to you, but don't stop praying to God, KEEP PRAYING AND DON'T STOP, and pray for people who help you too! PRAYING IS HEALING! Take from someone who almost took her life!
@bethanybrown20226 жыл бұрын
I know a lot of people see this more as a song about currently struggling but I see it more as recovery. It helps me a lot when I’m feeling down and triggered by my eating disorder because it reminds me I’m not alone and that I can get through this. I don’t think I’ll ever be completely free of the voice of my eating disorder but I can get through this.
@kamylaguzmanreyes40308 жыл бұрын
I recovered myself from my eating disorder and my mom said I was fat again... Maybe I should stop eating again.
@FaidraAaHL8 жыл бұрын
please don't stop eating and please don't listen to her. stay strong and faithful to your recovered self
@LaMiriabelle8 жыл бұрын
Congrats for doing this on your own! That must have been very hard. But since you still struggle, it might be helpful to talk to a therapist about the relationship with your mother and to understand why she is doing it. Otherwise you will always be struggleing with those bad feelings. And that would be sad espacially since have come such a long way. I thought I could never do this. Talking to someone, but it does help. It has been the best decision I have ever made.
@kamylaguzmanreyes40308 жыл бұрын
I just read both of your comments... I am thankfull but is too hard... the struggles came back, is too late and I can't help but feel disgust about my reflection again...
@LaMiriabelle8 жыл бұрын
Kamyla Guzman Reyes Don't! Relapses are part of the process. I am in therapy for 6 month and my eating is quite normal, but I still feel the need to starve, I still have the need to binge and to throw up. But now I am having someone, who I can talk to about that and who is helping me finding out what these needs are standing for. It doesn't help, if you beat yourself up about a relaps. Everybody has them. Anorexics, Bulimics, Alcoholics, Shoppaholics and so on. As I said, that is a part of the process. Think about why you did this and what you can do to avoid it. For example telling your mother to shut up and that you are not fat. But I do have to admit, that I think you should really try seeing a therapist. You are at the right point for that. All you need is someone who guides you through your emotional mess. And that is what a therapist does. He doesn't tell you to stop or what to do. He helps you finding your own path. I went to an information centre. They offer free counseling. You can go there and see what it is like. I wish you all the best! Hang in there and don't be so hard on yourself. You managed to control yourself for so long. If you have the strength for that, you'll also have the strength to fight it!
@Ktownkimi8 жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel my mum did the same to be once I was all better and it triggered me a lot as well xc
@rachelbuchner17027 жыл бұрын
wow... used to listen to this song as a teenager it was like my go to song in my battle with anorexia. i haven't heard this song in years. It just brought back a bunch of memories of the anorexic fueled days. I am so grateful to be in Eating Disorder recovery and no longer care this much about how I look and I no longer starve myself or see this as my song to push me to starve myself more.
@FakeWhatelse11 жыл бұрын
It's really sad that these issues exist in the first place... Something is very wrong with this world..
@Unrated38112 жыл бұрын
It's amazing you have such great parents, or friends. Sadly not everyone is that blessed
@emiliya93348 жыл бұрын
2016 anyone?
@kamilekarkiscenko11618 жыл бұрын
Me
@madimouse58758 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@serenitymajor89318 жыл бұрын
Me
@miaalbp8 жыл бұрын
2️⃣0️⃣1️⃣6️⃣💖
@NullOminous8 жыл бұрын
2K16!
@TheEwen12312 жыл бұрын
every video that has a super-chick song there are comments of people struggling just to live their life. this makes me realize these people don't just come up to you and tell you their problems you have to find and help them. i have lived a happy life of course I've had twists and turns in my life but i don't take what i have for granted. i listened to these songs cause they inspired me to do what is right.
@soulphite8 жыл бұрын
i listened to this song by accident when i was 9, which then led me to eating disorders :((
@trash15708 жыл бұрын
Same, ironic isn't it?
@soulphite8 жыл бұрын
yup
@asyaozkan4427 Жыл бұрын
i was listening this song when i was 14. I turn 18 and i still listen. There’s no progress at all
@LifeIsKhu10 жыл бұрын
1.40 am Tired Crying in bed Even though there's school in like 6 hours..I can't do this..
@just_a_sad_song5173 жыл бұрын
Please be fine
@Phoenix_flame7 жыл бұрын
Everyone here is beautiful! Stride to make people happy, and know that you are beautiful. And even if you don't believe you are beautiful on the outside, you are on the inside, trust me. And even if you feel like you're a bad person because of something you did or said, that doesn't make you a bad person, it just makes you an angel that lost it's wings. Maybe your wings were taken from you. But believe me, you ARE beautiful, and you WILL find your wings again.
@emileemccormick821410 жыл бұрын
I'm 12 5/7 and 120 pounds my bf knows how much I want to be 88lbs but he's begging me to get help cause he told me all the side effects of anorexia and we just both started crying, he's trying his best to help me but... This is sooo addicting to the feeling of losing weight I'm sooo sorry you have to deal with me Anthony... But I'll always love you
@meggierussell95210 жыл бұрын
Fun fact: The whole thing about men liking skinny women is just a lie. Honestly, with multiple surveys, men like women more with curves. Don't be ashamed of your body, sweetie. I'm 5'4" and 184 pounds. Sure, some people may not find it very attractive, but it's my body. I'm not trying to fit someone else's idea of beauty. And after all, weight is just a number. Life is too short to be worrying about how you look. Be confident in your own skin without having to change and OWN IT! :)
@taylahcook628510 жыл бұрын
Lovely, dont starve yourself please. Dont think about it please just get the thought out of your head. I'm now 14, and when I was your age, I wanted to be skinny too, I thought people would like me a lot better too. But, being the weight you are now is perfect and true beauty. I have spoken to people with anorexia many times, they hate it. They look at people who do weigh 120+lbs and just want to be that way. Please dont starve yourself. Your boyfriend is honestly so right. If you ever need someone i'm here. I wont jude you or tell you your stupid to think that way because i really do understand and its not a silly thought. Just please get it out your head. Your a beautiful person, I may not know you but you trully are. ♡ Head up beautiful.
@paulinaruiz421310 жыл бұрын
Meggie Russell then if thats true then why dont they find some atractive. i always think im fat.
@meggierussell95210 жыл бұрын
They do find some attractive, but love and romance isn't the first thing on a man's list of important things, unlike a woman. They don't think and worry about it as much, but ask a man, and you have a higher chance of him telling you that he likes a bigger woman rather than a smaller one. Of course, that doesn't mean that smaller girls aren't pretty, too.
@unwhoretunately607710 жыл бұрын
i am 11 and 150 pounds :( i haven't eaten at all today. i am trying to lose weight and fast.
@jamiehorton50293 ай бұрын
15 years later this song popped in my head and it still hits like a knife through the heart 😢
@Vaantjuhhh13 жыл бұрын
Today I told the doctor I've been suffering from bulimia for the past 3 years
@Sheik-yo9fj2 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song for the first time at 11. I kinda miss those years when I didnt know exactly how trauma and depression was and my biggest problem was going to sixth grade. Wish I could go back...
@3DPlagueDR10 жыл бұрын
I don't consider myself beautiful, in truth I really hate myself. But since other people like me I take care of myself for their sake, isn't that a good enough reason to pull through as opposed to giving up? Don't try to change yourself, accept yourself for who you are. Because even if you consider yourself ugly or horrible or whatever, there is a person out there who considers you as a beautiful individual.
@3DPlagueDR10 жыл бұрын
***** Thank you :)
@3DPlagueDR10 жыл бұрын
***** Aww, thank you. You are too ^^
@noehmeun157610 жыл бұрын
Neymar femme
@AndytheUmbreonOnQuotev10 жыл бұрын
sounds like me.
@kirstig700010 жыл бұрын
yeah basically ^~^ (ps im sure you're beautiful)
@InuyashaandKagome1712 жыл бұрын
i have been depressed and have had anxiety for 7 years. i was bullied for years. even now it's hard for me to even like myself. but thanks to the people around me. i'm still here. i'm still trying. i'm still living. and that's more than some people my age can say..
@Ellie333jmtqkl4 жыл бұрын
When was I ever "beautiful"?...
@shanalegierse43606 жыл бұрын
That sentence ''And i need your help. So i'm letting go.'' is so recognizable. That is what happened to me. (And to most people that struggle). Many people wanted to help me, and I needed it. But a voice in me told me that I do not deserve help and that I do not need it and so I dropped all the people around me. But deep down you know that it's not true, but you can not stop the thoughts. To this day I still fight all the voices. But I'll get there someday.
@blendedbook76608 жыл бұрын
It's been about 2 months in recovery for me. it's extremely difficult I'm a mom of 3 kids and one on the way and the only times I have been doing well is when I'm pregnant because there is another life depending on me. but I have been fighting this for about 16 years now. I'm going back to celebrate recovery the support system is so important.
@Liborio409 жыл бұрын
Me and my best friend used to listen to this a lot.. I love you Rita. I'm sorry our lives went different ways. One day, when our lives get easier, not so busy, I'm going to look for you and find you. Even if we're 60's years old.. I hope some day we'll be close again. It was the worst of times, it was the best of times.
@jacobtaylor48548 жыл бұрын
Anorexia is real... we need to wake up from this..
@shadowofthedarkness73214 жыл бұрын
How? I need answer. How the fuck am I supposed to recover?
@shadowofthedarkness73214 жыл бұрын
Srry that was mean..
@MsTabbyproductions12 жыл бұрын
Yes I have. I listen to alot of superchic's songs. In fact I don't know if theres one I havn't heard. They really are awesome songs. They help when you go through great loss and when you are having troubling times as I have.
@Whooachannel11 жыл бұрын
this song is sad and beautiful
@Shinelikealways11 жыл бұрын
When I was at my lowest point, this song really helped me. It still does.
@kepetrone9 жыл бұрын
I used to have an eating disorder and it's been especially hard lately...
@angelfloren4658 жыл бұрын
+Kelley Petrone I know what you mean. Sometimes you think you are healed and then again no...
@meeshameaks8 жыл бұрын
Stay strong!😊❤️
@theblueskittle697311 жыл бұрын
I love the beat in this song. :D The rhythm is great.
@ravcaol21049 жыл бұрын
I don't have a eating disorder, really. I just forget to eat.
@marn2006 жыл бұрын
I know that feeling
@victor-zi7bu4 жыл бұрын
@a mysterious alien Please eat more. Your body loves you. Don’t punish it.
@sarahgrubb739612 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel!! I skip meals a lot and when I gain I will go without eating for days and people call me crazy. Stay strong!! :) You are lucky to have the help, I am having a hard time accepting help.
@littleshething30439 жыл бұрын
My sister had died two years ago... She was my only friend. I don't eat anymore... I only eat something small once a day, maybe every two days. I loved my sister so much and ever since she's died, I have had non stop nightmares of watching her dying over and over again... I have bad anxiety and depression but no one cares! Now, the only one who claims he cares is my teacher. He tells me to keep going but I know that when ever I put the blade to my skin I let him down. I try to make everyone happy, I try to make them feel good about themselves when honestly, I'm the one in pieces. I put everyone else before me because I haven't mattered to anyone since my sister had died. For two years, I've been depressed. It's funny how much a fake smile and sweaters can hide. I get bullied for self harming, jokes are meant to be funny, right? I can't believe how much people don't care, how much they don't notice I've been crying. I hate this feeling to feel... *looks at the ground* But life isn't fair, is it?
@horselover72166 жыл бұрын
love this song!! listening to it all the time!
@kimmasarah19110 жыл бұрын
Still struggling but I'm pushing forward :)
@stevncod4 жыл бұрын
I suffered from anorexia 4 years ago and i made it through. But I can feel Ana coming back.
@stellar__guy9 жыл бұрын
life brought m to this song
@lz23393 жыл бұрын
When I was around just 7, I unknowingly went through an eating disorder. Yes, it’s possible. I starved myself because I tricked myself into thinking I wasn’t hungry. Long story short, I passed out and woke in a hospital. From what my parents said, the doctor said if I hadn’t eaten for another day, I would’ve died. I recovered from it, but fell back in. It was as if something was calling to me. Eating disorders are more than they seem. You don’t just lose weight, you lose friends, grades, and everything that makes you happy just because a voice tells you you need the Barbie look. You don’t. You should’ve just survive. You should LIVE. I know words like “you’re so pretty!” Do absolutely nothing because you don’t believe them. But let me tell you this. If you truly want to get better. You HAVE to allow yourself to enjoy yourself. This sounds like bad advice but, blend in. Blend in by eating. Then slowly let yourself back into your life as the bars of your prison rust and break. Stay strong, even if there’s no nourishment to support you.