The worst kind of pain? When your smiling Just to stop the tears from falling..
@yournan76745 жыл бұрын
That Random- -OkatuBitch you’re not alone
@marydecker23015 жыл бұрын
I so understand that. I've been a cutter since I was 11 I'm now 36 and haven't cut in over a year until now
@birdShadow42015 жыл бұрын
Your profile pic explains everything, it also gives me hope, thx Danki XD, but in all seriousness, that's all I do now days. Smile out of my room then lock myself to cry and cut in my room
@kaleidoscopingme5 жыл бұрын
The worst Kind of pain, when your smiling but your eyes are dead.
@MeleVanilla5 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@zanzay34336 жыл бұрын
The most relatable line for me... “Relief exists I find it when I am cut”
@me70935 жыл бұрын
To me it's "these scars wouldn't be so hidden if you just looked me in the eye"
@aivasapoznikovaite41605 жыл бұрын
To me both
@kisses48695 жыл бұрын
Same
@underestimatedsmilin24295 жыл бұрын
Why do so many of us hurt...?
@alarmsquadnj4 жыл бұрын
Zan Zay me too 😓🥺
@pointofcami65655 жыл бұрын
"Don't." "Elena I can't." "Yes, you can. Don't hide from me."
@addisynpineda30305 жыл бұрын
😭❤️
@Passionatedreamer195 жыл бұрын
TayyCubs #TVDforever 💛
@singenistleben66035 жыл бұрын
Tvd
@Evfollower5 жыл бұрын
I wondered how far down the comments I’d have to go to find a vampire diaries reference. Three. Nice. 😂
@emmalynn2534 жыл бұрын
TayyCubs omg yes!!
@stelenaaesthetic20093 жыл бұрын
This song and Stelena's chemistry was something else.❤️🖤 It was passionate, Amazing, Emotional,Heart melting scene.
@nehabatth36402 жыл бұрын
Thats the only reason m here ❤️ Stefan ❤️
@arnabsaha80 Жыл бұрын
Watched that episode and came here to listen to this song ❤️
@ren.the.black.flamingo36 Жыл бұрын
Yes but id still be a delena lol
@gee7846 Жыл бұрын
@@ren.the.black.flamingo36 me too, Stelena gave me the adorable teen love vibe but Delena is the real deal.
@BariAragil00 Жыл бұрын
YES YES YES YES, STELENA IS EPIC AND SUPERIOR
@laiqalasse16917 жыл бұрын
I read all these comments about "I'm clean for [amount of time]" and about people supporting one another. All I can think of is how heart warming it is to see how people are there for each other and support each other. But I'm also proud of everyone, even if you're only a couple of minutes clean, I'm still proud! I've been clean myself for a while and it's still hard to remain clean when life takes a sudden turn. Therefor I also know how hard it is to stop and to find other ways to find a relieve, to erase the pain. But it's not impossible. I'm here for you and I'm proud of you for being clean, for trying, for fighting and struggling and not giving up. One day at a time, step by step and brick by brick. Rome wasn't built in a day.
@pameladavis5125 жыл бұрын
im 14 hours clean is that a thing?
@jaydrianpaiyne38735 жыл бұрын
I’m 1 hr clean
@jaydrianpaiyne38735 жыл бұрын
Pamela Davis yep I’m only 1 hr clean
@mysterygirl16065 жыл бұрын
I’m a day clean my ex from when I was thirteen is helping me
@mysterygirl16065 жыл бұрын
Im not clean yet
@alexisepinger92126 жыл бұрын
"So, where are these cuts from?" She asks. "They're battle scars," I reply. "Who are you battling?" "Myself."
@brayleighwilliams67596 жыл бұрын
I know how that feels
@nacsolll6 жыл бұрын
know the feeling way to well
@adrianramsey69326 жыл бұрын
I get it, I still dont know why I started (although I have an idea), but I still have the need to make my mental battle scars visible constantly
@cassidylowe55556 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@apples23536 жыл бұрын
Yes!
@vincenzo22575 жыл бұрын
The Vampire Diaries has such great songs honestly 🖤
@abc12345671485 жыл бұрын
That's true :) and its stopping me from dying.... giving me a hope that things will just get better...
@LeeSoHa-b4j4 жыл бұрын
That’s exactly what I think!❤️🖤
@ambertoney364 жыл бұрын
Yesssss
@musicsweet28334 жыл бұрын
I’m telling you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@2kyisblu34 жыл бұрын
That is where I heard this
@tiffanyjoanna23262 жыл бұрын
hey, if you happen to be here listening to this song and reading this comment - i'm so proud of you. i'm so proud of you for being here, for fighting through all the hard times in your life. if things are hard right now, know that you can get through it. i used to listen to this song on repeat and sob for hours, and i never thought that things would get better. but they did, and i know things will get better for you too, you deserve to be happy, and i'm so proud of you for everything you've fought through. i'm so happy that you're here.
@voidbound70382 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I needed this ❤️
@carolinebritten972 жыл бұрын
I stumbled upon this song and can’t stop listening to it I can relate to it and I’m struggling quite a lot I’m just trying to be strong 🥲
@americawaters42572 жыл бұрын
@@carolinebritten97 Same. Another good one is Beauty From Pain by Superchick. I hope you are well, strong and happy.
@cyntrikdeballadqween9417 Жыл бұрын
Thank you 💖😭 I really needed to see this ❣️ Allah Akbar Hamdulillah ❣️💗🤲🏾 Allah definitely sent me to this one 💗🤲🏾 Allah bless you... Being a survivor from cancer is harder than I thought.
@noorelahi2151 Жыл бұрын
And i pray u stay at peace and live to the fullest❤
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt8 жыл бұрын
I'm almost 3 years clean. Trust me, you can do it. If non one else, I believe in you. Stay strong.
@oliverqueen9948 жыл бұрын
3 years of cleaning what ? i don't understand why everybody is saying "i am clean"
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt8 жыл бұрын
Clean from cutting and self harm.
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt8 жыл бұрын
+Oliver Queen I was depressed and it just felt 'good' to cut. I also felt like I deserved the pain. I really hated myself. I had cut on my arm, leg, stomach, but I'm better now.
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt8 жыл бұрын
+Sophia Ks8 Awesome! I'm proud of you.
@emilynicholls33608 жыл бұрын
I'm three years and almost three months clean
@emmaglennon62328 жыл бұрын
A little boy goes up to a girl and says "Congratulations" The girl answers " why are you congratulating me?" The boy says "my dad said that people with scars on their wrists have survived a long and hard battle with themselves so congratulations for winning your war" That boy saved that girls life with a few simple words if only every person in the world was like that boy From someone who cares I hope this made you happy
@rolanddawson1178 жыл бұрын
It made me cry. '-_-'
@mirandalynn59038 жыл бұрын
This made me happy. I cut. Only I don't have scars on my wrist, they are on my thighs and stomach. This made my day. It made me smile for the first time in a while. Thank you. I will try to win my war.
@emmaglennon62328 жыл бұрын
+MiraLynn B. Wow that made me so happy to hear I was suffering from depression but I've never cut before I just try my best to make people happy and help them get through there illness thank you you made my day as well
@41neve858 жыл бұрын
This didnt make me cry.. No there is just something in my eye.. thanks for this.. it made me feel better.
@jamesalexander74558 жыл бұрын
this is by far the best comment I've ever read on KZbin.
@simonrileysgirl7 жыл бұрын
25/1/2017- last cut. Today (clean) 9/10/2017 Update edit: It’s almost been two years and still no cuts. I wanna thank everyone for the support and helping me push though. I’m very happy where I am today and I hope every else will find happiness someday too ❤️ Today (clean) May 3rd, 2019
@jacquelinekilkelly20767 жыл бұрын
well done, we're proud of you!
@ompc017 жыл бұрын
carry on cutting bud
@simonrileysgirl7 жыл бұрын
O DOG lmao that just gave me more reason not to. Thanks 🙏🏼
@sonjaivanova37957 жыл бұрын
Amazing! You can do it, we believe in you! You are so, so strong, don't give up, alright?
@kayzagiles22967 жыл бұрын
Proud of you!💜
@j_fenrir3 жыл бұрын
Me: listening to this song instead of self-harming Vampire Diaries fans: 👁👄👁
@shannonschlotterback72443 жыл бұрын
Me as well, but we just have too be strong. I'm here if u need someone to talk too, and so is God, he love u and it does hurt him for wut we do to r selfs, we cry, he crystal.
@j_fenrir3 жыл бұрын
@@shannonschlotterback7244 Sadly I don't think I can turn to God. My best friend was hurt badly by the church and unfortunately that is my main association with religion. Thank you for being there though. I appreciate it a lot and I hope we can both get through this
@shannonschlotterback72443 жыл бұрын
@@j_fenrir it was not Good who did that, it was the ppl n the church that did that, and I'm very sorry for ur friend, a loss of a friend can be traumatic, but please don't give up on God, because he will never give up on u, He loves u so much. I was going to give up on him because of my past , a mother who physically emotionally and mentally abused me as well as my step dad and uncle molested me, I knw wut true sorrow is. Plz don't give up on him, I will pray for u OK. U r loved more than u knw by God, and he is always be with u, the church can be cruel and will pick you apart like vultures, but that is not who God is. Try to talk to him and open up to him. The devil wants u away from God, so he can do his dark desires for your soul. Plz don't give up.
@xxkarleexx3 жыл бұрын
SAME XD holy shit
@candycemalfoy-clarke15053 жыл бұрын
I'm both
@mompruett67567 жыл бұрын
These scars wouldn't be so hidden if you just look me in the eye.
@kotajade45845 жыл бұрын
I'm looking..... I see them......I want them to heal....I want you to know........I really really love you...that right.....because you are really important to me
@tawanahickey92343 жыл бұрын
Okay I'll try to get to you can come to your house for rent to you can come to your house 😀👋👋😀 and best regards to do a lot of time to go to school and get me some one to get to
@flowergarden755 жыл бұрын
"I'm not alone" Me neither...how can I be alone when I have these demons inside my head?
@casual-lonerxd79354 жыл бұрын
FUCK BTS
@dxbuucggbjh31904 жыл бұрын
@Diana none of are
@KENDY_KEEPER4 жыл бұрын
@@casual-lonerxd7935 Someones pressed for no reason, I-
@violetrose60804 жыл бұрын
That’s sad😢 i only have 3 words for this comment ‘that’s just sad’😭 Reading this comment just made me a little sad and I feel bad for you even tho this comment was a long time ago
@tawanahickey92343 жыл бұрын
Okay I'll let you down and see you in a lot of fun and get me some more of your time to read my email tomorrow with a good friend and it was i
@emmalynn2534 жыл бұрын
Stefan turns around Elena- “don’t” Stefan- “Elena i can’t” Elena- “yes you can. don’t hide from me.” Stefan turns back around Elena touches his face gently, kisses him again Stefan kisses back. -continues-
@ahedslowed4 жыл бұрын
😢
@ellieb3334 жыл бұрын
Emma Lynn delena fan here but this is one of the many stelena scenes that i love
@pwlinakalfagian75834 жыл бұрын
🥺
@ahedslowed4 жыл бұрын
@@pwlinakalfagian7583 heyy
@ahedslowed4 жыл бұрын
@@pwlinakalfagian7583 wts up
@daveh.89113 жыл бұрын
“Don’t” “Elena,I can’t” “Yes,you can,don’t hide from me” Why is it now just history?
@div_tiwari27583 жыл бұрын
Bcause elena choose damon instead of stefan 😔😔
@candycemalfoy-clarke15053 жыл бұрын
@@div_tiwari2758 best day of my life...... Which is sad.
@akshya.r94233 жыл бұрын
Omg my heart😭😭😭😭😭😭😭istfg
@hollyslinkard271810 ай бұрын
What show?
@daveh.891110 ай бұрын
The Vampire Diaries @@hollyslinkard2718
@sinisterwolvin44027 жыл бұрын
Used to Cut Alot. 9 Years Clean
@kiralee91696 жыл бұрын
Well done!!!!! I'm very proud of you!
@shxllua6 жыл бұрын
omg congrats!!!
@EvilSpumpkin6 жыл бұрын
How?
@depressoexpresso50136 жыл бұрын
That's great
@depressoexpresso50136 жыл бұрын
@@EvilSpumpkin I agree my longest was one 12th of a year
@mitskiss_me4 жыл бұрын
I knew a boy who liked to draw, he drew pictures that nobody saw. He was most artistic late at night, in the bathroom out of sight. He kept a secret no one knew, he didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen but needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, he rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars. He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe. Than I rolled up my sleeves and whispered 'I draw too'
@Justangelie_3 жыл бұрын
What happened After that?
@candycemalfoy-clarke15053 жыл бұрын
@@Justangelie_ Ikr... I would be like them because of my depression but my anxiety makes me too afraid to do it. I don't want to live but im to afraid to die.
@cosmic98053 жыл бұрын
Beautiful 💗♥️♥️♥️♥️
@atreyuthekid27053 жыл бұрын
Did you make this??!? This is insanely good and thank you for posting this! I have never had to deal with this problem but I do know it is a major problem. I'm very sorry for anyone who has experienced this kind of sadness and pain. I'm very sorry. But anyways this poem is beautiful.
@atreyuthekid27053 жыл бұрын
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this kind of pain. I hope you feel better. I will pray for you and the many others that have to suffer
@sugarplumpissy87135 жыл бұрын
The worst feeling is when you just smile to hold back the tears, despair and any way to go forward.
@sathyanarayanay.h.96303 жыл бұрын
Stelena the ultimate ship, the epic ship 😭❤
@candycemalfoy-clarke15053 жыл бұрын
I'm team Delena.
@nelefichtner19113 жыл бұрын
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 me too, but I like Stelena too
@julianakleijn92543 жыл бұрын
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm team elena getting every guy and starting "brother husbands" lolol
@Justangelie_3 жыл бұрын
Stelena is my favourite Ship
@elenavandermeuse3 жыл бұрын
YES!
@LPsDarkAngel4 жыл бұрын
"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die."
@MistysJournal4 жыл бұрын
the lyric that spoke to me the most was "I'm tired of feeling so numb" been battling severe depression since 2015.
@MewRenne63 жыл бұрын
This is the line that broke me tonight..
@phantomdope666 жыл бұрын
That voice is beautiful, just brings a tear to me eyes
@porcelain1003 жыл бұрын
Listening to this nowadays is wild for me. I went from daily self harm, to treating it as a therapist. 10 years, 10 years can change so many things. Was it hard? Yes. Is what you're doing now hard? Yes. You can do this. Even if you don't believe yet.
@atreyuthekid27053 жыл бұрын
Good for you! You really pulled an uno reverse card on life. (Sorry for my dumb humor). I want to help people with the same problems I faced and be like you. Thank you! Please never forget how to help others and practice it daily and don't forget how it felt for you when providing therapy for others. I will pray for you and I hope that you help many people! Good luck
@Josh-wf6bi9 жыл бұрын
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, we will recover
@danieljordan24429 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, this is perfect.
@samanthaproctor26659 жыл бұрын
I love this
@leiromolor9 жыл бұрын
Agreed. ✌
@rebeccaarch17449 жыл бұрын
+Josh why cant that one day be now..im tired of this
@corrinneeley53609 жыл бұрын
+Josh ~ It should be now. People need to know that they are beautiful inside and out. It doesn't matter what people say. It starts with you. You have to admit that you are beautiful. That's where it will start.
@savannahisrael840810 жыл бұрын
This song has so many meanings for so many people. I believe that it not only talks physical pain but emotional scars as well. I want you guys to know that none of your problems or worries are lesser than anyone else an you deserve the same care and love as any other person. If it hurts you, it matters. Don't ever think less of your situation just because it's compared to someone else. It's going to be better. Maybe not now, but it will be better.
@emileerose419010 жыл бұрын
Hey, stay strong (:
@paigeisill10 жыл бұрын
Literally the best thing I've read in forever
@brianadutson603610 жыл бұрын
I cried when I first heard this song. It describes self harm and why I do it so well. I have a strong connection to this song. I love it so much, and she has such a beautiful voice.
@galaxyplayz1748 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to this since i was 13 it’s been 7 years and i just have to say to anyone seeing this you will make it through if you don’t ever give up on yourself even if it feels like everyone has given up on you,you will meet someone maybe my accident or on purpose by accident..and they will be difficult for a very long time if you’re stubborn but if you open your thoughts to new thinking and shake off the old bad thoughts that you grew up with or got used to it will be great
@vigneshwaran73174 жыл бұрын
This is June 2020 ,still I'm listening, wow how beauty is that TVD made my teenage life so epic.
@amorfatix4 жыл бұрын
I used to cut when i was 12 years old. After a year, i stopped but it doesnt mean that i am no longer suffering from depression. Its just i no longer find relief from cutting my wrist. Im 22, im still suffering but i want to live, i want to be normal. I know i will heal even if it'll take another 10 years.
@atreyuthekid27053 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that you had to experience this especially at such a young age. I am sooo glad you have stopped and very happy for you. Please keep trying. Please find happiness and comfort in truly good things to help stabilize your will to live and help you live a good full life. I will pray for you. Thank you for continuing on with life even though you don't want to. I can't even understand your pain but I hope that this message will help inspire you. Thank you! You efforts are inspiring and show me how easy I have my life.
@sarofan10 жыл бұрын
It's like describing me. Everytime I listen to it i want to cry. It's so beautifully written. I wish no one could relate
@lisabrown246810 жыл бұрын
I doo relate. This does bring me to tears. I feel ALL of this and its lonely not having anybody to tell or talk to.
@kierstenkitts570310 жыл бұрын
I feel the same...
@Kgg1able10 жыл бұрын
Well, you have to tell someone ... Even if the person does not answer you or something, it's always good to relieve some way ... I have a friend who let me tell you everything I do, everything I feel .. . And he never complains or says I'm wrong or something ... he always helped me in all the problems I had .... :) I'm here too...:3
@lisabrown246810 жыл бұрын
How do you tell someone they just dont understand.
@Kgg1able10 жыл бұрын
Lisa Brown They dont need to understand. You just need to tell.
@diamond74499 ай бұрын
2024 anyone?
@LiftMaster8365WGuy4 ай бұрын
I want to get a tattoo of my kids zodiac signs on my left arm to cover up my scars.
@eisthebestletter78364 ай бұрын
Im here
@windblown78983 ай бұрын
I thought this also.
@mayumichow3 ай бұрын
Me
@negrito89Ай бұрын
🙋🏽♂️
@idreamtadreamlastnight7 жыл бұрын
I'm 3 years clean from cutting. Life gets better, it really does. Stay strong; life is worth it and YOU are worth it.
@MackManning276 жыл бұрын
Bullshit
@akriti41805 жыл бұрын
Thanks..... I really hope it does
@dumb93005 жыл бұрын
💙
@jessicaannoliver87705 жыл бұрын
Idreamedadreamlastnight I was five years clean from cutting and I just recently started again 😔 not my proudest moment I want to stop .
@vsversusmepanic63578 жыл бұрын
6 years clean from overdosing and using drugs .. and 4 years clean from cutting
@embvrry8 жыл бұрын
Heck yeah, you are a frickin superhero! Don't underestimate how much energy and strength that took for you to accomplish that. You're a boss.
@vsversusmepanic63578 жыл бұрын
Thank u so much sweetheart.. it did take me a lot of energy indeed.. a lot of patience n tears ;) ;) god bless u
@starlightglimmer45528 жыл бұрын
VsVersusMe Panic You're a inspiration to me...
@vsversusmepanic63578 жыл бұрын
thank u from the bottom of my heart!!! and u r for me ;) all humans are my inspiration to keep up believing and loving
@rihannawilliams93928 жыл бұрын
VsVersusMe Panic hi
@ClaraLuaVargasGuerra8 жыл бұрын
A year and a half clean
@horsedream49428 жыл бұрын
good job
@alanysvegalopez74998 жыл бұрын
Canal de Lua I wounded how you guys do it. Before last night I was clean for about almost a month. It's really hard.
@jadedanels13277 жыл бұрын
yeah im in the same boat with you I still haven't been clean since 2015 its the same old cycle over and over
@kimberlybenavidez17707 жыл бұрын
Alanys V I am clean and I don't cut.some people on here are hurting. I believe God helps all the way.So I come here because I love the song.So yeah for me it's God.
@JBlouinMusic7 жыл бұрын
Clara Lua are you sure it's worth it? Everything I've been told is a lie, so I don't know if I can believe such a thing when my life is shit
@eevee69303 жыл бұрын
This brings me back. Those days of emotionally torturing myself just to feel something. What a time.
@noname-ul4ir8 жыл бұрын
No matter how long you've been clean whether less than a day or over a year, I'm so proud of you and I know that you all can get through this. All of us here have faith in you💕
@sarahbetty79638 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one here who's not self harming but just really enjoys listening to sad songs? :/
@giuliajeon83158 жыл бұрын
Me.
@hoodedsmoke8 жыл бұрын
Me, but I am depressed, so this kinda fuels it I guess.
@sarahbetty79638 жыл бұрын
Dark Infinity Well i'm sorry...I know how depression feels like since I had to struggle with it for multiple years but I can promise you that everything's going to get better. Stay strong xx
@hoodedsmoke8 жыл бұрын
Sarah Stilinski Thanks! I'm doing pretty good now, especially since I'm on antidepressants (though some days they don't help.) :)
@sarahbetty79638 жыл бұрын
Dark Infinity I'm really happy to hear that you're doing better now! :) and even if you're feeling down sometimes, just remember that you already made it so far and that you won't give up on that!! you're a strong person and I believe in you! xx
@Bullsbby5 жыл бұрын
I stopped cutting 19 years ago, this song reminds me of how hurt I felt at the time. I first started when I was 13. Even if I wanted to I could never do it again. It takes a lot of strength to cut and I never thought I would stop. After years of therapy and many antidepressants later I'm better. If I could stop so can you. Hugs to all of you.
@WhiteRoseStorm78782 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the encouragement.
@anshatayeasmin72892 жыл бұрын
I first started when I was 11
@eisthebestletter7836 Жыл бұрын
@@anshatayeasmin7289same here and I still do it today
@WhiteRoseStorm78786 ай бұрын
This message is not for the faint of heart But to those who have been torn apart. You are warriors of mind, spirit, and body Victors of the world untold. You are blessed by God on high For the trials you face Will be told to future generations. The hardships you endure will be your crown Worn by you and only you The day that Christ comes on down. You shall be known as the survivors The warriors of the dawn.
@ItsDemi8 жыл бұрын
1 year clean.. I'm really proud
@joshuagwyn29548 жыл бұрын
Amazing 💚
@wolfy96498 жыл бұрын
Well done
@tamaralynn27408 жыл бұрын
I have been 5 years clean from my cutting and overdosing. Til this day I have the urges to cut, no matter how happy my life is going. but I tell myself to keep pushing forward. it's me against the world, I will rule. 💪❤ As will you. I support you. you got this!
@malinamalin60698 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! Keep going !💕
@XxCutiePiexXAJ8 жыл бұрын
I'm a month and 5 days Cx
@egi24024 жыл бұрын
“No, you don’t got to make that decision for me." "If you walk away, it's for you because I know what I want" " ꧁Stefan I love you꧂" ♡︎
@YasminSouza-lp9vl7 жыл бұрын
I'm here, cause this song, is epic, when Elena see Stefan in real form, a vampire. this is so epic ❤ we'll miss tvd so much
@thegodfather88742 жыл бұрын
مازالت من اجمل الاغاتي واجمل الاصوات لحد هاذا اليوم 💙❄️
@TimeandMonotony9 жыл бұрын
Used to cut. Haven't for almost 10 years. Sometimes I feel like starting again, but I haven't given in yet. Oh and also, Stelena.
@adamcadby8 жыл бұрын
This once was my bestfriends favorite song.. My best friend comited suicide 1 year ago..
@jessiehillen48027 жыл бұрын
Cad I'm so sorry to hear that
@inasugay48037 жыл бұрын
Cad I'm so sorry for your loss :(
@Absol-utelyToefti7 жыл бұрын
Cad i Know how u feel... 2 of my friends did Too.
@nimahiatt7 жыл бұрын
Cad, I'm so sorry for your loss. :( How are you doing?
@nimahiatt7 жыл бұрын
@Absol-utely Tofti, I'm so very sorry. Just one friend leaving us that way is too much. Two is just unfathomable. I hope you're doing okay.
@wafflethesnek28778 жыл бұрын
"I am not alone." I heard this and all I could think was, "but I am..."
@evelynsantos39158 жыл бұрын
Owl Phoenix Wings no you're not. You'll find people who care about you. I'm here if you need to talk to someone...
@sa3thi227 жыл бұрын
I am going through the hell. my life is getting worse day by day.
@sa3thi227 жыл бұрын
I am the only reason of my pain. it's all my fault that now I am here in this situation. now my life is just a mess.
@sa3thi227 жыл бұрын
there is nothing that make me happy. I am really tired of my fake smile and my messup life.
@sa3thi227 жыл бұрын
+samuel gomez thank you for your concern. I want to tell my parents but I can't cuz I already gave them lot of tensions.
@GuineaPigLuna3 жыл бұрын
I’m not usually one for self-harm songs (for obvious reasons) but this woman’s voice is just too pretty to resist!
@entertain7us1486 жыл бұрын
THIS GIVES ME SOOOOOO MANY FEELS OH MY GOD STELENA
@emmaglennon62328 жыл бұрын
For people who are reading this I wanna say people are fighting their own battle so don't judge and I wanna say I pray for them I pray they win their battle I pray that someone loves them I pray that they stay in this world for as long as their supposed to I pray that God shows them the right path and I pray that they don't leave this world sad and depressed I'm just gonna say YOU are beautiful YOU are worth it YOU are a warrior who will not only win your own battle but you'll win the war I hope you are ok Remember people love YOU
@minxofdead96318 жыл бұрын
thank u I cried when I read that...thank u
@emmaglennon62328 жыл бұрын
+coraline 4 life corline4life no problem I've been depressed for a while but I don't have the guts to cut and I want to make people feel better and help as much as I can
@rolanddawson1178 жыл бұрын
+Emma Glennon it's working…
@minxofdead96318 жыл бұрын
+Emma Glennon :)
@calysa4528 жыл бұрын
That literally made everything worse😔
@zuzannarys88755 жыл бұрын
Who from The Vampire Diaries when Elena said I love you to Stefan ❤
@lisahyler51325 жыл бұрын
Yea me
@jordancooper29675 жыл бұрын
I remember watching that epi years ago and being excited because they used one of my favorite songs.
@Fangirl4Life2235 жыл бұрын
No. This song means more than a stupid breakup scene!
@DaveGrohlsprincess5 жыл бұрын
Rissa Black nah actually they had sex
@alexiswatts66994 жыл бұрын
Me
@shizahussain49933 жыл бұрын
I miss Stefan Salvatore ❤
@Aever19888 жыл бұрын
To the person reading this: You are beautiful. You are loved. You matter. You are not alone. Love
@garthstonetheblondeman83410 жыл бұрын
are there any people here that just likes the song and don’t have an depressing life, because i see it everywhere in these songs
@kheringtonwhale835010 жыл бұрын
me
@garthstonetheblondeman83410 жыл бұрын
Kheringtonwhale well that makes two of us :3
@lilylightly9810 жыл бұрын
Three :)
@garthstonetheblondeman83410 жыл бұрын
yeaaah, keep it coming people XD
@vulekmdz110 жыл бұрын
Heurainen Me too :D
@aaronschrock85794 жыл бұрын
To the 1% who reads this Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it Your body isn't a book, dont judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it You're beautiful💓 Be you... Now please spread this message to the other 99%
@ellamcguffin38074 жыл бұрын
COVID 19 be like😐😷
@violetrose60804 жыл бұрын
This is the best comment I’ve ever read
@Karolinanok2 жыл бұрын
Love u ❤
@LadyVenomWay Жыл бұрын
Back here after 13 years as the lyrics popped into my fb memories lmao I forgot all about how much I loved this song and this time in my life
@lookaway40318 жыл бұрын
the worst kind of sadness is the kind that is almost numbing. the kind that kind of looms over you like a dark cloud. the kind that makes you feel alone even when you have comfort.
@zharr0110 жыл бұрын
What can I say? -Child Abuse -Bullying since second grade -I don't remember what it's like to be happy. -I haven't talked to the abuser since I was six -My father is a monster -I go through pressure to get good grades - I go through pressure to keep my room clean - I go through pressure to be the golden child - I am getting bullied by new kids who don't even speak english -Six cuts -I was forced to stop because if I didn't, someone I really cared about would be anorexic again. My Point is *I am dying and nobody in my family notices*
@zharr0110 жыл бұрын
Oohshesweird Thank you
@ninax18310 жыл бұрын
Stay strong babe, I get bullied too. It will get better eventually, just be patient xoxo ❤️❤️ God loves you! Xxx💞💞
@MikalSassou052410 жыл бұрын
I wish I could tell you how I got through, I would cut myself, steal from shops I wouldn't sleep... Even though my life got better, there are still people that bullies me, and that's OK, because there will always, and I mean it, always, people that will put you down, that's just life. I remember when people used to tell me "It will get better" I never belived it would, but it did. I think that people don't believe people that say; it gets better, till you realize it yourself. -Stay strong. -Smile at the sky and say F@*k you -Live for you -Look straight, keep you head up Even though I don't know, I love you, friend, and I fully support you. I believe, no, I'm sure, you will get through this. You will only get stronger and stronger. And your powers will bring you higher than the sky. From a stranger that loves you.
@zharr0110 жыл бұрын
Marie-Anna Sarah Thank you so much.
@lucycole-jones316710 жыл бұрын
I selfharm the first one cut hurt but the more I did the pain went away been cutting myself since year 7 and I'm in my gcse's years now (the last two years on school. I come home for school cry becauseI get bullied. We will all get through this hard time in our lives xxxx
@KCannaQueen10 жыл бұрын
This song is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL
@candycemalfoy-clarke15053 жыл бұрын
I didn't even realize this was on vampire diaries.... I just love the song.
@irisdxnvers35877 жыл бұрын
2:26-3:00 I always get chills with that one part bc her vocals are so pure and powerful. There's no studio effects, autotune, nothing.
@shaunmchugh80965 жыл бұрын
"Depression Is like a war, either you win or you die trying" fact.... keep up the fight!
@eisthebestletter7836 Жыл бұрын
I’m going to die trying
@jak44036 жыл бұрын
bad thoughts keep creeping in but the thought of my mother and sisters crying over my death, i see them crying and devastated, thats what gives me strength to not hurt them. I love you mama
@aleksanderlarsen79432 жыл бұрын
Just cleaned up in some stuff that I havent touched in ages. Found a hard drive that had some music on it. Found the folder Plumb. I had forgotten what kind of music it was. One song after another it just brought me back years. Forgotten treasure. So many good songs.
@ferlynnamuhalib66438 жыл бұрын
when i read the comments i realized all of you are so young,you are children..how can the world hurt you like this...i wish i can hug all of you...my babies pls dont do cut,dnt hate yourself...
@Dazuuy8 жыл бұрын
age does not matter stuff happens for example rape, domestic violence etc but I agree with you they are young and they should not cut
@juliaglasser41205 жыл бұрын
it hurts how everyone here is more supportive than our own families
@BrockLondon3 жыл бұрын
I completely agree..
@TheRealUnkn0wn_2893 жыл бұрын
Yep
@tawanahickey92343 жыл бұрын
Highest level is going well for a good idea to go to me and my family is in
@claudiadebruijn22342 жыл бұрын
😪
@ahmetbawadekji53678 жыл бұрын
I wish I could be close to each one of you guys to huge you and tell you, be strong you are valuable and worthy. you deserve to live a clean life don't lose hope...
@LadyMeowstache2 жыл бұрын
I listen a lot this musique when I was younger and it resonated with me, didn't know exactly why since my English was far from good then. But I just listen to it now, with an all another level of English, and finally understand why I connected so much to this song younger. And even if it still make me shiver, I'm happy to say that I have been clean for almost 10years. Can still see some of the scars on my forearm, but they have almost 10years, and I'm just realizing it now. Some days it's harder than other, some days I think about it, telling me it would make me feel better. But most of the days it's okay and don't even think about. I hope for all of you to be okay !
@lilydb8 жыл бұрын
Ive been clean for probably more that two years and i cant believe i used to deal with my anger and pain this horrible way. It was definitely not worth it at all and its the thing i regret most in my life.
@maximum54758 жыл бұрын
I'm glad your clean :)
@lilydb8 жыл бұрын
Maximum thank you! i am proud of myself to be honest
@maximum54758 жыл бұрын
As you should be proud of yourself :)
@kimberlybenavidez17707 жыл бұрын
Maximum thanks alot
@lexxilace9 жыл бұрын
I used to have a cutting problem... A bad one.. I mostly cut out of anger because I have a very bad temper and I'd rather hurt myself than someone else and go to jail. But I would sometimes cut because I was very depressed and cutting would make me feel better because I would focus on the physical pain rather than the emotional pain. I stopped cutting though because I found something else, exactly like that. Getting a tattoo. It give you the same amount of physical pain (actually hurts a lot more) and completely makes it easier on you emotionally and the outcome is something beautiful that you love. Now I'm not 18, but I do my own (&& for the haters everything I use is sterile, I know what I'm doing) and most kids don't have access to that. So before I started tattooing I would get a red pen and a piece(s) of paper and do what I would do with a knife on my skin. Until I felt better. It sounds stupid, but it really did help me. Please don't cut because you are stuck with those scars forever and you aren't going to be in pain forever. Just remember.... The sun will shine again.
@666Satan666Spawn66611 жыл бұрын
My brother's thoughts( amazing song and it fits my life so much )
@nomedyabenamar35373 жыл бұрын
Who is in 2021 and still misses the vampire diaries and when he hears he thinks of Stelena.
@daysinmunguia35527 жыл бұрын
i hate how. i have to fake every smile so people dont have to worry about me...
@supersonic97056 жыл бұрын
I can't smile.
@gaiaharpaz6 жыл бұрын
i just wish people depressed could talk about thyere feelings. people say : "come on just explain how you feel' tell me what is going on." but you know what? its not that easy. its the worse thing in the world.
@kiralee91696 жыл бұрын
I just want all of you to know that I will be praying for all of you, and that God is always here for you.
@gaiaharpaz6 жыл бұрын
Honestly, this is so acurrate to me.
@victoriatinsley79326 жыл бұрын
Me too i do the same thing so my friends dont ask wats wrong because even if i try to tell them they will never undeestand
@kenanavdic93928 жыл бұрын
I read a story about a man that was going to commit suicide and some kid saved with just 3 words. He asked him: Are you OK. That man is married now and he will get a son soon. So i dont know will it help but I'm gonna ask you all ARE YOU OK? Stay strong and live every day to the fullest.
@toripinney35728 жыл бұрын
Thanks X woah that was powerful, are YOU ok?
@kenanavdic93928 жыл бұрын
Yes I'm fine thanks for asking 😀 How about you are you OK?
@midgettoaster43058 жыл бұрын
awe 💙
@tajedynacierpiaca218 жыл бұрын
I am not ok :((
@emy39748 жыл бұрын
I'm not
@laurenstrickland56175 жыл бұрын
The one song to pull me through my depression the last 8 years.
@lillychambers-go4qz3 жыл бұрын
I've been clean for 3 or 4 years. Before that I was clean for 4 and messed up a few times. But I started cutting years ago in middle school. I'm almost 30 now. Started at 12, and did it almost daily until I was 19.5 Life has been really hard lately. It's hard not to go back to it. It really was a relief for me. I'd feel like I was going to have a panic attack and then I'd cut and feel such a relief from all those feelings. Like I could go back to normal afterwards. Then do it again later.. I want It back sometimes. But I just don't feel like it would ever be the same relief it once was for me.
@krystacronk70773 жыл бұрын
Not Alone 💖
@alexdanieloliveira22943 жыл бұрын
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@mypathtoforverafter11 жыл бұрын
The beautiful thing about this song is that you don't need to cut to relate to it... One may look at in the literal term of cutting yourself or you can look at it as when she says "...when I am cut..." Could simply when someone is revealed and vulnerable
@magnusottensen997711 жыл бұрын
Thats deep well said
@shatabdipanda98184 жыл бұрын
Their love is so pure❤️...stelena is epic..why the writers ruin this pair😑
@koterack17248 жыл бұрын
I'm 3 days clean.. I'm reading the comments and I am so proud of the people who have stayed clean. I'm proud of the ones who cant though as well.. Yes I know that sounds messed up.. But I'm proud of them for staying alive. Hopefully someday we will ALL be happy. People with anxiety, depression, ADHD, ADD, bi-polar disorder, autism ETC. You will all be happy someday. Someday people will see that they were wrong to harm you and/or make fun of your disorder. People that are colored, LGBT, hated for religion. You will get through this. Everyone will get through this. Stay alive everyone.
@issacce6 жыл бұрын
1 day clean for me...and rn im talking my bf our of suicide and it makes me rlly sad
@user-fw7nb5re8c6 жыл бұрын
Celebrate your progress!!! 😊
@thatonedepressedhmsgirl33806 жыл бұрын
@@issacce thats so sad, i read this and im about to start crying
@thatonedepressedhmsgirl33806 жыл бұрын
update: Im crying now
@issacce6 жыл бұрын
@@thatonedepressedhmsgirl3380 aw, dont cry
@mysticqopers83503 жыл бұрын
The vampire diarys will be my favorite show…ALWAYS AND FOREVER🥺🥺🥺
@jordyn32028 жыл бұрын
Hey everyone, can you please pray for me? I been struggling with this lately, from all the chaos going on around me, I feel like I can't breathe and it hurts. I could really use your prayers and God's grace.
@ethnomusicology72278 жыл бұрын
Ya. I will. I may not know u well but I am here for you
@MsCanadian268 жыл бұрын
+Jordyn Reyes I've been struggling with depression and was thinking of just giving up. But I have to fight for my son. I will pray for you. Don't give up. There's always hope.
@jordyn32028 жыл бұрын
MsCanadian26 Thank so much! Yes, I have been struggling with depression too. All my life I suffered in different and many ways, but sometimes I so easily forget that there's others out there who suffer just as much. So I will be praying for you too my friend, and may our prayers both be answered.
@jordyn32028 жыл бұрын
Music_is_my_therapy Thanks!
@MsCanadian268 жыл бұрын
+Jordyn Reyes You're welcome. Depression really hurts but we have to fight. I already prayed for you, myself and prayed for all who are suffering from depression.
@thethingweallneedinlifeiss60217 жыл бұрын
everybody says don't cut... but you just.. cant help it!
@Emily-gy8pe5 жыл бұрын
U can help it, 190 days and counting
@alarmsquadnj4 жыл бұрын
the thing we all need in life is social repose true 🥺😓
@_xfireflyx_4 жыл бұрын
I know what you mean...
@fadwakareem20844 жыл бұрын
louder for the people at the back!
@meganlavely61754 жыл бұрын
6 years clean.... but it is still a struggle. But possible
@Jennifer-zm3kc8 жыл бұрын
you're all strong and beautiful people :) keep on holding on, stay clean even though it's hard we can do it. I'm here for everyone xoxo stay strong.
@ichinarawa72718 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@chrisstaples68216 жыл бұрын
Made me smile
@maryannfrank28663 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. Your. Voice. Is. Inspiring God bless you 😉
@scuttlebup8 жыл бұрын
3 days clean :D, it isnt much.. but its a start..
@lisacarien65018 жыл бұрын
I am proud of you
@scuttlebup8 жыл бұрын
+Lisa Carien thank you ❤
@theskyisfalling25148 жыл бұрын
im proud of you, if you ever need someone to talk to let me know because im here
@scuttlebup8 жыл бұрын
+Theskyisfalling tysm❤
@theskyisfalling25148 жыл бұрын
its all good, but honestly, feel free to message me. i know how hard it is to get clean,would you like my social media for a way to contact me? you dont have to ontact me but if you do want to
@phantrash.-.no.12568 жыл бұрын
A month clean😊
@moonfaller59638 жыл бұрын
Im pround of you!
@lydiawinchester84488 жыл бұрын
Good job, keep doing that
@hollypollock77298 жыл бұрын
I tried to go a week without cutting but only managed 3 and a half days
@lucygram57788 жыл бұрын
That's great! Keep going!
@crappy.arianna75538 жыл бұрын
Awesome💕😘
@jennav50058 жыл бұрын
11 months clean, i thought i couldn't do it, but i can. you too..
@jackalmuldipuluscabal52888 жыл бұрын
keep it up, you can do it
@priscilla50818 жыл бұрын
almost a year
@roseearney35787 жыл бұрын
we arnt all that strong
@Amy20457 жыл бұрын
How did you get yourself to stop?
@htttpxxx7 жыл бұрын
jenna vidal I’m 7 months, I’m proud, you’re so gorgeous and strong
@MusicLifeOP2 жыл бұрын
Had this song stuck in my head for a solid week and finally found it 🥲
@madgeandmelharvey15584 жыл бұрын
Loved this scene Elena and Stefan should of been endgame 😔😢 Stefan deserved so much more he was so loyal and caring 😭
@jaylamckenzie37993 жыл бұрын
I’m team Delena 💕
@jaylamckenzie37993 жыл бұрын
But yes stelena was cute
@capedcrusader64063 жыл бұрын
Delena was the reason the show turned shit it should've been stelena
@strg7rl3 жыл бұрын
Stefan Salvatore fr
@nerax2x243 жыл бұрын
Omg Edward Cullen
@KDnD_6 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this because of the vampire diaries not knowing the meaning of the song I just liked it, now I listen to it because I'm upset knowing the reason
@jessicaannoliver87705 жыл бұрын
akailah barlow me too but listening to it I automatically got it because I go through this
@tawanahickey92343 жыл бұрын
Highest level and see what happens when you have time please let us know and we can go over it again and have a lot of time to go to school and then we will get it done and it will not happen again but not tomorrow but if you want to come by and look at my schedule for next weekend and will not let me and see if you can find a way to get to it this year but it is a good idea to have a lot of things to do a little more time to get to it this week but will have to do a lot of things but it will not let me log in to my
@hennysiss60556 жыл бұрын
It's been almost a year since ive cut and i honestly never thought i would get past the demons i was fighting but i did. To anyone who is trying to stay clean or is just struggling to stay alive keep fighting! You are all so strong & i believe in you
@Morticia_Devine10 ай бұрын
17 years ago God sent me an angel who saved me from the hell of self-harm. I used to cut myself every night, trying to escape my life....even though I was terrified of dying. Then I found out I was pregnant. Couldn't do it ever again. My little girl is a mommy now herself and her son saved her from the same fate. This song speaks for so many of us. It's soooo beautiful ❤
@jynxxx._xd6 ай бұрын
personally, im not a Christian, but i am so glad that u found such a beautiful reason! i hope u and ur children r in safe hands. im so proud of u all ♥︎ i just know ur a good momma ♥︎
@wi.llowvevo9 жыл бұрын
Has anyone ever felt like all the compliments make you feel worse? Well I feel that way about myself, my mum tells me I'm perfect and I never should give up, but I do. Help me...
@toriathefabulous59449 жыл бұрын
+xXThe GhostXx It's probably the only way that they know how to even try to start to help.You just need to tell them that and let them know what you need from them in order to start helping you, I'm going through a battle of my own and lets try to both be here by the end, ok?
@wi.llowvevo9 жыл бұрын
Victoria Dodson Thanks, it seems the only way I could ever feel better about myself is probably by the people I like, because they aren't related to me, and like my friends. It feels more true.
@danielsan36819 жыл бұрын
hey. r u there?
@toriathefabulous59449 жыл бұрын
Me? or Daniel?
@wi.llowvevo9 жыл бұрын
I don't get it either.
@samishere82628 жыл бұрын
I see all these.. "..Almost three years clean." "A month clean😊" And I feel like a pathetic person.. for only.. being....20 minutes clean..
@alishacarpenter75328 жыл бұрын
The Lalka are you clean now? I believe you can stop I here for u
@samishere82628 жыл бұрын
I haven't done it since I posted this.. But I still think about it nonstop.. I've even held my blades..
@saffiyahamr14708 жыл бұрын
The Lalka i feel ya
@emilyhahn51998 жыл бұрын
I'm less than 5 minutes clean...
@llovesmusic1008 жыл бұрын
Emily Hahn Same here..
@TheAngelicLumina10 жыл бұрын
This song describes this part of my life so well. No one seems to understand why I'm doing this to myself, they keep telling me to stop and just be happy. But it's so hard. How do you get over 15 years of pain and anxiety? It's not that easy...
@jellybeanem110 жыл бұрын
I know what you mean. I'm 15 and I self harm whenever I'm angry or sad because I find it very difficult to control my feelings and self harming helps me at that moment. But nobody seems to understand that it's so hard to stop once you've started. It's a real addiction but some people don't understand that. I have anxiety as well and was abused and bullied when I was younger. Just know that you are NOT alone. I know I don't know you but I love you. Kik me if you ever want to talk about anything at all: Jellybeanem123 or try Emily Rose. I don't mind what time it is, if you need to talk to someone then I'm here for you and I'll answer as soon as I can. Stay strong beautiful. ♥
@HappyFace711510 жыл бұрын
Exactly nobody understands Its not like you can just stop right there on the spot and be happy
@TheAngelicLumina10 жыл бұрын
That's so true. But let's try staying strong okay?
@MoonSohmaNya--2 жыл бұрын
My cousin showed this song to me and now I only listen to it when I need to get all my pain out when I am alone
@snotterwt9 жыл бұрын
I'm officially over a year clean of cutting. No one in my life cares, but I'm proud of myself
@romanhill2638 жыл бұрын
+Anne Booms I acknowledge you and I'm proud of you too! Stay proud of yourself, I'm sure it wasn't easy to quit. All the best
@snotterwt8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, you made my day! ❤ Paige Hill
@marisolorozco29548 жыл бұрын
+Anne Booms I am so proud of you 😀😀
@paulinegermain50058 жыл бұрын
+Anne Booms Be proud, it's a really good thing. Anyway, I'm so much proud of you ! I wish that everything will be better in your life and you will not cut you any more.. (Sorry if I make mistakes, I'm french) Big kiss. Be always proud of you and smile ! :D
@snotterwt8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! Merci beaucoup :3 Pauline Germain
@kennedyhall13247 жыл бұрын
I'm a cutter. This song explains what it feels like. Cutting is my release from everything. I'm trying to stop, but haven't succeeded just yet. My best wishes goes out to you all who have been clean, whether if it has been years, months, weeks, or just a few minutes. We can do this. I believe it you.
@Sneha-qx6my6 жыл бұрын
I lovee this song .....the moments were so pure . #Stelenaforever
@raisatrivedi70576 жыл бұрын
Sneha Kumari SAME .. And Julia Plec had to RUIN it
@alluradoughty8871 Жыл бұрын
I found this song at 16 and around 17 I remember loving the song but not the excruciating 😣 pain. 😮 And all I remember is cutting…it’s important to get HELP. But I feel like when pain is deeply rooted it leads to darkness all around and that’s not healthy. 😢and I found this song calming and remembered scars are going to be THERE.