Surgeries, Heartbreak & Finding Myself? || Speak My Life

[@MariaPizano]

I feel so much closer to you after you sharing all these things about yourself😄 I'm so glad to see your channel grow everyday ❤️

[@liciawest]

I LOVE this Jenna!! I've watched you from the beginning and watching you involve into this beautiful independent business woman is sooooo amazing AND encouraging!!

[@MelanieLyneBeauty]

Jenna I love how honest and open you are!! I can totally relate to the whole not being into partying and smoking and as a result having lost friendships :( It's really great to hear I'm not alone in this!! I'm about to turn 22 so I feel like we're very much on the same page so I love being able to relate to you as well as others in this amazing KZbin and planner community!! You are such an inspiration to all

[@hollyfaery]

You are a delight to watch, Jenna! Really nice getting to know you better. 😊 Would love to see more decorating & cooking videos, as well as vlogs!

[@Sara-ro4fv]

Jenna I totally get it I didn't wanna hang out with people who smoked which caused me to stay home a lot but eventually i found a really great group of friends who i don't get to see that much anymore since i graduated college but just remember everything works out for the best! And Bob doesn't deserve you! You need a guy who can love and appreciate you for who you are :)

[@majelmurphy5447]

I love hearing about your eye surgery and can relate! I was was born with Hydrocephalus which water on the brain. It applies pressure on the eyes causing me to be cross eyed. When I was in 6th grade I had eye surgery too. It made it better but my eye drifts as well. I've grown to accept it but am still a little self conscious of it. I loved hearing your story 😊

[@UnicornRoseDust]

I totally understood what you wanted to express when you said that even when looks aren't all in feeling attracted to somebody they do matter for a relationship to work out. I can't be with a person that i don't like both physicaly and emotionaly.

[@snuffelbuf]

you don't have to struggle...you are so beautiful. Please start believing in yourself. Life is too short. Love every video you have posted. Also good luck in your new appartment. xxx

[@DianaV77]

That lipstick Jenna! 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@gregdebsitkowski8100]

Jenna, you are one of my favorites to watch. Thanks for sharing your life with us. I'm so sorry you have had to go through the breakups with "Bob" but I believe "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger". Stay strong! I hope you do find someone who will treat you right. As for more videos, I would love to see any cooking you like to do. I need to find some healthy recipes so if you have any and want to share, that would be awesome! 😄

[@faemuz]

What a coincidence, we have the same name, and our moms have the same names lol. I would love to see you make videos about decorating and interior design. And yes to the cooking videos too lol. Glad you shared some of your life with us 😍

[@roxannawhatever]

Decorating and cooking videos = yes!

[@de5072]

I have always wondered about your eyes. I think it is very unique but I always wanted to ask if there was a reason. but I would say embrace it! I have a speech impediment that gets me a lot so it makes me introverted too but I have learned to love it!it's part of who you are and it's very lovely and beautiful!

[@lindamouw372]

Hi Jenna, I'm from The Netherlands and I have the same eye problem like you. It's aproved in the years, but when I'm tired, you will see my right eye will change.....I called it my lazy eye 😊. I love your video's and I love your new appartment, it's so nice and you decorated it so beautiful. You have a really special family and it's so nice to see you all together, you can see and feel the love for eachother. Good luck with all the things you do and with your channel, I love everything you do and let see and I'm looking forward to all the things that you want to share with us.

[@angelawojcik1756]

Dearest Jenna, I just want you to know that you are a beautiful and an amazing person. I can empathize with you on so many levels and was bullied by boys in school also. Nevertheless, you are an amazing person and that out weighs the small things such as an eye that tends to do its own thing half the time. Your eye issues do not make you who you are, they just make you "original." Keep up all the great work! Love YA!

[@xoallygatorxo]

Your apartment looks so beautiful!!! Love watching your videos! Can't wait to see an apartment tour! We seriously have such a similar style! Your apartment looks just how I picture my future apartment and your shirt is the best color ever. 💞

[@charlottep5480]

I have a lazy eye too Jenna! Had surgery when I was younger as it was really bad but it didnt work completely! Like you its only noticeable when I'm tired! Loved this video Jenna! You are such an inspiration to have achieved so much at 22! xxx

[@purplesparkzzz]

could you do a video on how to start your b own Etsy shop please?

[@thefairunknown]

Loved your video Jenna! It's so fun to learn about my favorite KZbinrs :) We have so much in common! I laughed when you told your story about starting your Etsy shop because the same thing happened to me when I decided to start mine. I pretty much just woke up one day and said "Yep, I wanna start a shop!" and went from there, haha!

[@caitlinlorea912]

Loved getting to know you more! I just started a planning channel even though I have been in he planning community since 2011. Finally just got the courage to make videos about it!

[@jessicacrockett6551]

Love learning more about you! Your are one of my top fav youtubers!! Thanks for sharing xoxo

[@crystalestey6262]

Love how open you are! You're such an inspiration and stringy person. I would love to have an etsy shop and KZbin channel something I've been wanting to do for a long time. Would love to see an apartment tour or style haul or any hauls because they are fun lol💜

[@kitcatnat8752]

You are beautiful... One little "imperfection" can't change that. God bless

[@DanielaDiaz407]

You are so pretty don't let anyone change you

[@msphrn]

Jenna same thing happens with my left eye too and I've always was insecure about it. It also happens to me when I'm tired. I wasn't born cross eyed but one of my eyes would do that. I've had 3 eye surgeries to help with the eye but it still doses off when I'm tired. You're a very brave person for tell us about it because I never want to talk about it. Thank you for sharing.

[@Anna-de4mu]

I love your blog !! Your honesty and sincerity makes you even more beautiful...😀 I like the chit chat videos, decorating would be awesome

[@MaxGraphicsDesign]

I seriously feel like if we met/lived close to eachother we would be friends..I really enjoy your videos and it's like I'm watching a video a friend made talking to me..keep up the great work! You inspire me!

[@plannerhaven6970]

Your story is similar to mine. I was born with problems in both of my eyes and had surgery on both of them as a baby. My left eye is what they call a lazy eye and it actually wanders all the time. I have always been insecure about it because people will turn and look behind them because they don't know that I am actually looking at them with my good eye. I am 35 now and still feel a little insecure about it. I was actually bullied because of my eye. I am grateful, though, that I can still see out of both eyes. Thanks for sharing this!

[@LoloCreates]

I love your channel Jenna! It was so creative to do a speak my life instead of drawing it. :)

[@DanielaDiaz407]

You are so strong to say these things you're so amazing

[@ichbincarib0u]

Oh my gosh, I went through the same sort of "emo" phase hahah. I feel really similar to you about the not having friends thing. I seriously feel like we are such similar people and we would be really good friends! Thanks for sharing in this video. I really enjoyed watching it!

[@stephaniemitchell5271]

Hello fellow December baby! I'm the 10th! Glad to have watched this. Love the apartment it is really beautiful. Videos are great, all the best! xo, Stephanie

[@bekmoody213]

I loved this!!!! And the suckers always come back..... I had an ex boyfriend who was awful. I put him in my phone as DO NOT ANSWER. What did I do when he first called me 6 months after breaking up with him? I answered like a dummy. Buuuut I didn't meet my now husband until I was almost 24. Now I'm 27 and happily married!!!! It'll happen for you! I do believe it. I met my husband through eharmony and would highly recommend it. Love your videos and stickers!!!😍

[@christinebeasley9218]

Strabismus is the eye condition you had Jenna :) Love Mom

[@ErinR0618]

My son had the same thing, had same surgery on one eye. Also had ptosis, so three surgeries on his eyelid, and another eye issue that is too hard to explain (super rare)... so I get the whole eye thing! You are beautiful Jenna

[@kywildcat0220]

I have the same thing (strabismus) and I had to wear glasses from age 3 to 11 to correct it by basically strengthening the muscles. It is hereditary in my family. I completely understand Jenna about when you get tired and it drifts. Mine still does the same thing, I am 31. Please don't feel insecure. You are a beautiful girl inside and out and people will love you and do love you.

[@purplemoon8637]

Jenna, thank you so much for sharing. You were very intelligent not getting into the drug scene. God bless you!

[@stephanies_diary]

Lipstick on pointtttt o:

[@annabanana6122]

You're so inspiring! I wish I'll be as successful when I'm 22, but I'll probably still be a broke college student. Thank you Jenna for sharing.

[@PlanningVero]

Love learning more about you! And I feel you on the draw my life, I thought about doing one but it's stressful lol.

[@ashleynichole5692]

My birthday is the 6th! Yay December. I was gonna ask about possibly a decorating video like tips and tricks. I have a ladder shelf similar to yours but mine doesn't look near as good. Some tips on how to make it nice would be cool.

[@jenniferparadis375]

hey jenna, thank you for sharing 😊. my momma had the same eye surgery when she was little.

[@nailsandoil2352]

Oh my goodness I had that surgery too in one eye when I was three. It was noticeable when I looked far away. I thought that was strange that it happened the same way with you in recent videos. Thank you know I what happened with my eye. And yes I am self conscious about mine because it still happens when looking in certain angles or far away. I have trained my self to look at ppl in certain angles in the mirror to eliminate it being noticeable. Unfortunately that eye will move back and forth uncontrollably when reading far away until turning my head a certain way.

[@mshappie83]

You are a great girl Jenna and you can see from your recent videos who you get it from....❤️💙

[@cjr1019]

PLEASE do more dancing videos! I love those!

[@dannimack1020]

Such a coincidence that that's when I lost all my friends too. They didn't like my bf at the time cause he was a "geek" and we wouldn't do anything with them. No friends now, just my future hubby! Let's be friends, girl!

[@hyrise9]

Our birthdays are only 2 days apart! Mine's Dec. 2/93. And I live super close to Cambridge. Crazy coincidences!

[@ummeaymen6461]

Love you gurll, don't get mad at me but I still do watch all your videos for not commenting , I was just not sure if..... Love you Jenna, Congratulations on your own apartment I am so happy for you

[@mmsgilchrist1]

You are simply amazing young lady! :)

[@chocolayte]

i have a small room and a lot of furniture id like to keep! do you have any advice of how i can use my space efficiently without making the room seem smaller? also tips on how to decorate the wall without doing too much?

[@josh4803]

I would love to see a video about starting your own etsy shop because I am planning on opening one but I am a broke student and I need to convince my parents to help me out 😂

[@TsvetelinaTsv]

thank you for sharing your life

[@AllThingsTashy]

I loved getting to know more about you! I wish we could be friends!

[@veroishable2]

You are only 10 days old er than I am:) love learning more about you!

[@veroishable2]

and I have the same thing with my eye! The muscles behind my right eye are loose because of a surgery I had when I was 5😊

[@sheilaghador6647]

Love u Jenna!

[@JessicaAnnePlans]

I danced ballet from ages 5-13 and now (age 24) wish I hadn't quit, but I had a not great teacher my last year and the class was filled with girls who were just there because their moms made them, so it wasn't motivating at all. Not sure how I can get back into ballet but I think I might like to, just as a hobby.

[@dannimack1020]

Sorry for all the comments..... Haul videos and cooking videos! How do you like that Simple Dinners cookbook you got? ....and I made my first Planning Roses order the other day..... So excited!!!

[@2elexis]

I Feel like we could be like best of friends! I'm the same age as you. :D We have so much things in common. I studied interior design too :P

[@AmethystMtzE]

I got my drivers license late in life too! I went to college for 4 years and got it after I graduated so I was like 21/22

[@tayyswiftlove]

AH I knew you had strabismus!! I have the exact same thing and had two surgeries when I was a baby :)

[@dannimack1020]

Bob is your plant! Haha

[@JennaRoseBeasley]

Ahahaha!!! Bob is just my go to name I guess! 😂😂

[@katelynthyme7912]

Jenna Rose I love your chennel

[@shannonc-h5447]

Bob sounds like my ex lol. Breaking up with me to try out the single life at college. Hahaha such gems of ex boyfriends we have Jenna😂

[@user19374name]

How long did it take you to get over your heartbreak? It's been a month and I'm still really sad.. I hope it gets better within the next few months!

[@lifewithkat9865]

lol, you are so funny. I love your videos so much.

[@lifewithkat9865]

you're so pretty regardless, and have beautiful personality.

[@bendleshnitz1]

I'd love to see some easy, healthy cooking videos for beginners. I'm so bad at cooking, and don't like it at all, but I want to start learning a few basics, so I think it'll be fun to learn along with you and not from an expert, you know? I think your pov would be more approachable

[@MoniqueCalabro]

if it makes you feel any better my right eyelid droops when I get tired and its more noticeable when I wear contacts over glasses but I hate glasses and love contacts - so I just deal with it - and half the time I forget it even happens. Yes, I had noticed your eye in a vlog from time to time but not every person is made the same, so therefore not every one of us is perfect! If we all were we would be boring humans. People who do point it out and comment on it clearly have nothing better to do with their time and aren't watching your vlogs etc. for anything more than bullying. I'm about 4 years old than you and over the next few years you'll learn to care less what people think and just enjoy life and your own self image more and more. Your sticker loving family and your close family and friends are the ones who love you. friendship groups change over the years, but the close ones stick around and will be there through thick and thin, trust me I've learnt this a lot over the last 12 months. thanks for the update! and thank you for making such amazing stickers. xx

[@MoniqueCalabro]

I also believe that you don't really find yourself as an adult until you leave the nest and live alone for a while as an adult who isn't studying!

[@lexibellecoetsy]

😊

[@KateHalushka]

We have the same middle name!!

[@haleyroset]

I'm only like 12 days older than you 😁 plus we live super close! Let's be friends 😍

[@vickiphillips230]

I too have an eye similiar. It's my left and it's not called the same thing as yours but called Dwayne's syndrome. My left eye turned in and I had surgery in fourth grade. He did something to the muscle so it didn't turn in but it also will not move left now so I just have to turn my whole head around. Growing up with it was awful and at the age of 39 I'm so self conscious of it but mainly cuz my last boyfriend before I started dating my now husband used to introduce me to his friends, Hi this is Vicki, tell them about your eye! Every single time I was introduced to someone he made me immediately explain what was wrong with it! Who does that! I can assure you that only lasted 3/4 months! I wonder if him and Bob are friends lol!

[@alyssahuegle3742]

Were you a Condor?! If so, then saaaaame! ;)

[@ally11011]

Cross eyed is called strabismus

[@peggy-sueclarke6407]

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