For me, this song is how I feel about myself and my son. I’ve struggled with depression and suicide for a very long time. I unexpectedly became pregnant and my son is special needs and I know I have to stay alive for him. 🖤
@khristiannemenardie-yokom33172 жыл бұрын
Right there with you
@SchwarzNic2 жыл бұрын
Same I said I’d last til he was 18 He now 24 and I’m about to leave this earth
@jessedolese37672 жыл бұрын
Yall are strong women! Keep going 💗
@blairfredrickson80972 жыл бұрын
As a man, I'm routing and stand with yall
@ohajreese6592 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏿🖤🫶🏿
@robertbirch69514 жыл бұрын
I was a heavy metal guy when I was young. Black Sabbath's "Die Young" was an anthem especially as I was a committed motor biker at the time. Never thought I'd see 30. Happily I've achieved 63 and loving Sylvan Esso. :;)
@lepotato1354 жыл бұрын
Aye I'm proud of you. Its hard to imagine we'd live long at all sometimes. Especially when life gets hard. 😂
@JoachimWirtz4 жыл бұрын
Very similar story....
@kittybtphan2 жыл бұрын
💗
@mccumbersjared442 жыл бұрын
This is why we breathe
@blairfredrickson80972 жыл бұрын
Was not expecting the ending I couldn't read first. As a 42 year old male that grew up on my parents music and the early rave scene, I feel as though my taste in music is beautiful as it gets. I'm so bummed I couldn't see her in Oct at Hula. She is a bucket list and you sir have great taste in music. I never thought I would make past 21.
@emilywallick63104 жыл бұрын
That moment when "I was going to die young. Now I gotta wait for you, honey" is a heartfelt message you yourself. The song takes on a whole new meaning.
@amykakes734 жыл бұрын
Just heard this song for the first time. I am having a moment.
@pattpattmd38464 жыл бұрын
Thank you for YOUR heartfelt comment. Just what I needed to hear
@susanzoeckler49263 жыл бұрын
Great insight -- adds layers of additional depth to this (already beautiful) song. Thank you. I'm currently rereading Carl Jung, & what you've said fits right in.
@D4NC3Rable3 жыл бұрын
I like how you think.
@TheHappybunnybks3 жыл бұрын
Ok so i’m crying right now because of that outlook on this song. It’s like if you die young you won’t get to know the awesome person you could’ve become
@sheepondrugs188 жыл бұрын
"I was gonna die young, but now I gotta wait for Johann" So great when one of your favourite bands writes a song about you
@deez25695 жыл бұрын
HELLO Johann😍😍
@andrezafelix79744 жыл бұрын
Hahhaha
@habit7194 жыл бұрын
You're so vain You probably think this song is about you You're so vain (you're so vain) I'll bet you think this song is about you Don't you? Don't you?
@HishighnessMrL4 жыл бұрын
@@habit719 if I could write you a song to make you fall in love
@The00sarahc3 жыл бұрын
Johann!
@user-vf1nt8we6i4 жыл бұрын
Sylvan - Thank you for being the woman I needed to see growing up. As a 33 year old woman, you have moved me to tears with your art, bravery, confidence, grace, poise, could go on and on but the point is your impact is so very real. Thank you from my heart to yours.
@cuberille4 жыл бұрын
FYI - her name's not Sylvan
@maytreyi783 жыл бұрын
Her name is Amelia.
@SchwarzNic2 жыл бұрын
@@cuberilledirtbag
@cobprog10 ай бұрын
Love Sylvan!
@SauceStache8 жыл бұрын
Just got my tickets to see you in Charlotte!!!!! I'm dancing in my chair at work!!
@ohitika2 жыл бұрын
Met my wife right before this song dropped and we went to see them live. It’s like part of our soundtrack.
@danalexander21492 жыл бұрын
They are part of the soundtrack for my GF and I too (along with Whitney, Spoon, Ween and the Silver Jews). We haven’t seen Sylvan Esso yet, but we just this morning won the pre-sale lottery for their Red Rocks (CO) show (Summer, 2023). I wish we could’ve seen the Silver Jews. I envy those who did.
@tammyantonsen63107 ай бұрын
I hope too feel love one day too...greatfull n hopeful ❤
@braylee11947 жыл бұрын
Her voice gives me cold chills ❤️
@SauceStache8 жыл бұрын
I seriously CAN NOT WAIT for this album to come out!! The video is amazing! You two are amazing! Amelia I love the faces you make in this video!!! Both of you are such good actors too!! AHHH my favorite band! !
@allishamoore6978 жыл бұрын
trolls
@SauceStache8 жыл бұрын
What? That it is a seriously thought out comment!
@SauceStache8 жыл бұрын
You have a very strong knowledge of the english language, don't you!
@samanthadchaney7 жыл бұрын
Trolls!! Go home
@petuniaflower68006 жыл бұрын
She's absolutely the most gorgeous girl ever
@dolcedolente8 жыл бұрын
My soul is a gymnast performing back flips of joy... Cannot wait for this offering to drop!
@LuLu-ev7bp Жыл бұрын
My partner confessed to me he had a plan to take his own life until he met me. The world would have been so robbed of his beautiful energy. This song is my love song to him
@lonesomelove428 жыл бұрын
At first I was a little hesitant to this song just because Radio and Kick Jump Twist are absolute masterpieces. Sylvan Esso went above and beyond my expectations. I'm absolutely blown away! I can't wait to hear the rest of the album!
@Yodassme7 жыл бұрын
Literally one of the best newer artists today. See them live, really great show. They sound better live then even the recordings!
@michaelgee895 Жыл бұрын
Only 34 likes and one of my favorite songs with an entirely fantastically produced music video. How much more does anyone need to do to make it in the music industry? This song is indelible and I will never forget it. Seriously one of my standalone, favorite songs ever and, I'm so grateful I came across it. Fabulous work.
@queniffr2788 жыл бұрын
Hell yes!! Sylvan Esso delivers again! (Side note: That lady does not fuck about when it's lipstick time.)
@MrTigerlore7 жыл бұрын
Every song I've heard off this album is so damn solid. Sylvan Esso has fast joined the list of my favorite bands.
@heatherb15878 жыл бұрын
so delicious & dark, these 2 deserve acclaim & a devoted following for.their powerful combo of the.voice & the technical. perfection SE
@jasonjackson51894 жыл бұрын
Some songs are just awesome. This is one of them
@LeebMilder2 жыл бұрын
This is gonna slap in my 90s
@ohajreese6592 Жыл бұрын
Underrated comment
@brodymilligan13342 жыл бұрын
I saw ODESZA at Merriweather Post Pavilion in Baltimore, MD last night. I had no idea who you guys were. But I’m glad I went early, your performance was pure bliss and you have a new fan. This song was the highlight of my evening. Thank you
@EltingMoobeam6 жыл бұрын
This music is exactly what we need. Keep on moving forward! Inspiration 💞
@delaneyutterback33937 жыл бұрын
Mimi... congratulations. It's simply beautiful... video and audio. So proud!
@FakeFlowers8 жыл бұрын
love these two.... didn't think they could keep the pure quality up... gg still savage af with even more dynamic sound and vocals... so gold...
@bluetradesgreen8 жыл бұрын
this made me laugh so hard. I about lost it at the gg.... lmao. Keep it up
@FakeFlowers8 жыл бұрын
Lester Holt 😆😆 thanks mate
@Stefanthenautilus8 жыл бұрын
BUT ACTUALLY THO
@adrianax17348 жыл бұрын
so ready for the album. Sylvan Esso is the one of the only bands that I love every song of. I keep repeating this song
@davidmckesey71198 жыл бұрын
can't wait for this album
@PotooBurd Жыл бұрын
This song helped me hang on when I really didn’t want to. Thank you
@Eversolisa5 жыл бұрын
Two years ago I discovered this song and fell in love, only to have a friend of mine of almost my entire life commit suicide soon thereafter for reasons I will never know. The meaning and feeling of this song changed significantly for me after that, but not in a depressing kind of way. I feel like it's almost a tribute to my dear friend who I miss so much. I put it on repeat every now and then to think about him and what could have been. Miss you. Xo
@richie6165 жыл бұрын
That's beautiful and tragic, all at the same time. I'm so sorry for your loss, but I am glad you're finding the strength to keep him alive in your memories, and in your heart.
@Eversolisa5 жыл бұрын
@@richie616 Thank you for your kind words and wisdom! ❤️
@di-jae9208 жыл бұрын
i am so glad i found Sylvan Esso
@marcosnascimento32134 жыл бұрын
I don't know what to say about this song. It´s perfect! Love it!!!!!!!
@richardleissler43338 жыл бұрын
Love these two!!!! They create such unique beautiful stuff!
@robertgranat91853 жыл бұрын
Hello everyone! There is something called a “foreshortened future”, a term that describes what happens when a person endures trauma to the point where they feel an inability to develop thoughts about their future. Instead, they grow so accustomed to surviving on a moment-by-moment basis, that the “future” begins to *feel* like a big, loud lie. They often expect to be sent off like a beautiful, loud firework. This was a belief system I carried until several months ago. I never thought I’d grow old, or be with another person, because of how “challenging” my experiences were. I found my person, she truly loves me, and together we’re building a big, bright future. I’ve been a fan of Sylvan Esso since their single radio premier, and just caught the last show of their tour the other night from the front of the pit. I danced with a room of heartbroken strangers and felt my bones shake with the bass. I watched pain turn into life with strobing lights and an incense stick up on stage. Thank you for everything, Amelia and Nick. You carried me throughout so much of adulthood. I’ll be forever grateful.
@tinarockweiler2 ай бұрын
How did you make yourself feel adequate and worthy of respect and confident enough to get a better life?
@DavidWesson5 жыл бұрын
Don't you burn so .. This song has just haunted me for the last 6 months. I love it. A complete classic in my book ✨💕💕
@goatmansmom8 жыл бұрын
Absolutely in love already
@iraohrimchuk35156 жыл бұрын
I had it all planned out before you met me Was gonna leave early, so swiftly Maybe in a fire or crash off a ravine People would weep, "How tragic, so early" I was gonna die young Now I gotta wait for you, honey Now I gotta wait for you, honey Now I gotta wait for you, honey I was a firecracker, baby, with something to prove Now I gotta contend with the living blues I could've missed it, I never knew Chain reaction but you're holding the fuse I was gonna die young Now I gotta wait for you, honey Now I gotta wait for you, honey Now I gotta wait for you, honey Oh, I don't mind I got the fire Electric light So high, so wild It's not like I chose Not like I tried But now I gotta wait around and watch you burn so bright I was gonna die I had…
@Toolittletoolate20255 жыл бұрын
Wow.. absolutely powerful and intense!! Thanks for sharing the lyrics💙💜
@susanzoeckler49263 жыл бұрын
Thank you thank you thank you!
@susanzoeckler49263 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. The lyrics are important to me.
@TankerTail4 жыл бұрын
So connected with this message!
@katieknish56538 жыл бұрын
my life has been noticeably improved by the existence of this song & video this album's gonna be killer
@BluePaperclipify8 жыл бұрын
Absolutely so much love. My whole year is made and knowing the new album is coming out makes all the other nasty shit happening right now worth fighting.
@possum16157 жыл бұрын
mellow Hope it's better for you now, man.
@obezzy4sure6316 жыл бұрын
How is this group not internationally known yet? I have been a fan for three years now. Love all the way From Nigeria.
@secreus55178 жыл бұрын
so glad esso is on the trending page 👌👌 loved hskt and sleepy bruises
@vonveet15487 жыл бұрын
they are awesome! cant wait to see them in oakland
@charitysghost12077 жыл бұрын
They keep making my new favorite song.
@notrelevant34534 жыл бұрын
Two years later... same.
@Mr4363595 жыл бұрын
A powerful sound ! Greatings from Switzerland
@baddayonmars38903 жыл бұрын
I know I am pretty fuckin late, I was a huge fan of Britney Murphy, watching the doc on hbo bought me here ….this song to me will always make me think of her now 😞….also happy to have found a new talented artist in you sylvan 🙌🏿
@azulrolex80013 жыл бұрын
Same here. I teared up hearing this in the second episode after hearing about her life in the first episode
@techhousegroover9907 Жыл бұрын
Same !
@jaythomas468 Жыл бұрын
As someone who spent their entire teens and 20s trying to “flame out” as gloriously as possible in a cavalcade of booze and drugs, I feel like this song should be my anthem now that I’m pushing 40 (oh, and I should probably add that I’ve been sober FOR YEARS).😊
@SaamanSei8 жыл бұрын
You both are so good together! you do great work! can't wait for more and hope to see you in France once
@cranesofaustin3826 Жыл бұрын
There is nothing better than this. Love it, y'all!
@Lerkero8 жыл бұрын
I'm gonna die young if this album isn't released soon
@Lauren-gf4vh8 жыл бұрын
Lerkero I'm gonna die young if this album releases
@SauceStache8 жыл бұрын
Thats what im saying
@seangarner26877 жыл бұрын
April 28
@peterr62147 жыл бұрын
lol
@FOXFORCE6 жыл бұрын
Lerkero Starry Hilder made a teaser of this song on my channel if you want to see!
@emersonhammel94797 жыл бұрын
I just found this artist yesterday and this song got me hooked! I now have her on repeat 24/7... She is aaaammmaazing!
@Specificpickle6 жыл бұрын
I ALWAYS come back to this song! It's so good! Sylvan Esso never lets me down :)
@JessicaOrban36067 жыл бұрын
That synth is perfection! Love these guys
@malemanipulator6 жыл бұрын
The Fault In Our Stars vibe is strong in this one.
@katiealanna7 жыл бұрын
Her voice is out of this world
@yohance357 жыл бұрын
The lyrics to this are weirdly, morbidly romantic
@rckrrkcr38145 жыл бұрын
Romantic in that love defeated her desire to achieve a certain poetic timelessness in an early death.
@okapiatear4 жыл бұрын
It's a very happy song
@freeme10717 жыл бұрын
They are getting much, much better.
@georgianunn39017 жыл бұрын
My new favorite song! 😍😍
@zomzilove7 жыл бұрын
hot. beyond perfect
@thedarkener8 жыл бұрын
That synth melody is soooo sick. It's like an oldschool NES Metroid-era game or something.
@rainbow284538 жыл бұрын
thedarkener You need to watch them live on KEXP
@vegaschilltrap7 жыл бұрын
its just a bass with distortion on it bud. : )
@kane25127 жыл бұрын
When that shit kicks in... ooooooo boy
@jdavis.fw3037 жыл бұрын
In the most basic sense yes, it is bass with some form of distortion (most likely just a triangle wave oscillator sound to begin with but hard to know). But really it's probably a multi layered bass synth sound. It's likely 2 or 3 completely separate bass synth sounds and from the sound of it they are not always layered in the same way or some kind of after effects were used to emphasize certains notes or transitions. Watch good electronic music artists make their songs and you realize almost no sound you here on a song is just some preset with one effect on it. I own a Roland Gaia synth and it has 3 layers you can individually edit for any sound, some sounds only use one and others use three, each with different effects applied to each one. It's daunting but you realize quickly there is a reason you can't just walk up to a synth and hit a few notes and get good sounds, that's not what anything good you have heard really is. There are plenty of exceptions and some preset are gems but the producer (keyboardist) in her band probably worked that bass track up for hours.
@vegaschilltrap7 жыл бұрын
I can make the sound in 5 minutes. it has an LFO on it in the beginning on a LPF, and what sounds like slight pitch modulation from an ADSR. Thats where the wuh wuh wuh comes from. Slight Release. Any old camel phat or saturn will produce that dist, it swings from the sides to the mid. The higher notes sides and the roots in the mid. That being said, designing a sound and putting together an enjoyable song are much, much different. Any real producer who makes pop will tell you that this shit is about spacing : ). Its ALL ABOUT THE FUCKING SPACING RIGHT SYLVAN ESSO ? Love the nostalgic 808 snare in the bg also. Dope
@grahampierce79538 жыл бұрын
everything about this music video is practically perfect. the vocals, the vintage feel, the camera work, the electronic elements. i can see you rising greatly in popularity soon
@jailenes55947 жыл бұрын
her music gives me life
@PratyangIraa5 жыл бұрын
you two make videos from my soul ..
@oregonsurfer8 жыл бұрын
This is gold. Amelia. The outfit. The whole MO of the video? To die for. Just so excited for this new album. LOVE you guys's music.
@JenniferBHorwitz8 жыл бұрын
EPIC!! My friends and I LOVE YOU and waking up to new Sylvan Esso music this morning made today the BEST DAY EVER! Come back to Chicago #superfan!
@stopwastingourtime3 жыл бұрын
My all time favorite song.
@KidslearnplayNfun2 жыл бұрын
Slaps! 🎶🎶🔥🔥💥💥
@StarryHilder8 жыл бұрын
Its gonna be a hit! Love it!!!!!!!!!
@clovisprojectdiy7 жыл бұрын
Starry Hilder Off Grid Homestead good to see you here. thank you for your channel. hope all is well.
@clovisprojectdiy6 жыл бұрын
just listened to this again... nothing wierd... just want to send you some love(was just flipping through the comment section, and saw your comment again). once again... hope all is well. peace
@FOXFORCE6 жыл бұрын
Starry Hilder made a teaser of this song on my channel if you want to see!
@MT-eb2dx4 жыл бұрын
It isn't a hit yet, but it should still be one
@cityofsaints49297 жыл бұрын
The idea and thought process behind this song is incredible. She wasn't planning on writing a love song on this album and just so happen to write a begrudged love song. Not wanting to grow old and die young, she ends up falling in love and now has to wait because shes too in love to leave.
@jordan7bowman8 жыл бұрын
Good stuff! Can't wait to hear/see the rest of the album/story
@ziptalia24563 жыл бұрын
FF to 2:50 and catch the Stevie Nicks vibe on the backing vocals. Very nice touch and is the moment this song reaches up above and kisses the sky. This is why we love music.
@FHSBlackSwarm Жыл бұрын
A friend of mine sent this to me as she knows I'm at raging alcoholic. A friend of ours died in a freak skate accident with a whole future and so much potential in front of her. This song hits on so many levels. RIP Lizbeth
@kentrichard19252 жыл бұрын
Hearing this live for the first as the opener for ODESZA the other night was pretty awesome!!
@Mr_SW5 жыл бұрын
2019 still love this.
@jennajames13727 жыл бұрын
I've had this song on repeat for a week now and I honestly can't get enough. The lyrics, the beat, everything is so catchy! 👍👍👍
@brendanparke8 жыл бұрын
Great job guys
@rickreges1514 Жыл бұрын
The interlude in this song is one of my favorite things ever, the rest of the song is also damn good!
@clovisprojectdiy7 жыл бұрын
I WAS gonna die young! and I'm so glad I gotta wait for her... can't get enough of this song.
@Nick_Rowlett8 жыл бұрын
Love it! So ready to hear the new album and SO excited to see you guys in NC in May.
@buckle97337 жыл бұрын
Heard some radio host mention her now I am in love. Thank you 104.5 😍
@petuniaflower68006 жыл бұрын
Great melody, irresistible! love that part where the bass drops into an echo of the melody. Brilliant. Absolutely gorgeous girl with wonderful voice and acting
@boyznite4life8 жыл бұрын
Christ this is really good
@mysticv96906 жыл бұрын
Andrew YES
@noncatholiccatholicrat63092 жыл бұрын
ngl, I usually hate when people say "this song is so underrated," but I am just trying to figure out why this song hasn't blown up? I feel like it sounds very accessible and catchy? idk
@straybubbles73346 жыл бұрын
Finally some good music from the 21st century.
@FOXFORCE6 жыл бұрын
stray bubbles we got a video on our channel too with this song!
@monslahire6 жыл бұрын
This song is fantastic. I can't get the chorus riff out of my head.
@angelastewart75774 жыл бұрын
I listen to this and coffee only like 10 times a day each 🤣❤ I LOVE THEM.
@leahkrokowski7 жыл бұрын
The perfect love song. I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THIS NEW ALBUM AND IT DROPPED ON MY 21ST BDAY HOW PERFECT THANK U THANK U SYLVAN ESSO!!!
@kv3g8 жыл бұрын
Good Stuff. I look forward to the album!
@chelseafrancis5689 Жыл бұрын
This is the most amazing song. I feel it to the core.
@librariesgaveuspower5 жыл бұрын
The more I listen to this song, the more I interpret it as a someone finding reason to live in their newborn child.
@khristiannemenardie-yokom33172 жыл бұрын
Yep. Pretty much my story
@Tayet4Buri6 жыл бұрын
This is amazing! The sound and the lyrics and just everything about this
@CaptainFarthouse8 жыл бұрын
Guess I'm gonna be drinking coffee and watching this video over and over until 4/28. They've been my favorite band since I heard their debut album, one of the best debuts I've ever heard. Y'all should check them out live too, absolutely fantastic!
@snowwhitequeen26234 жыл бұрын
Its very wonderful song
@twistedthorns21818 жыл бұрын
I never know what these songs are talking about but the sounds are very satisfying
@Noluvv_Lj8 жыл бұрын
TwistedThorns YT THESE SONGS ALWAYS HAVE SUCH A DEEP MEANING!!! You need to look up the lyrics it's a must!!!
@melody37417 жыл бұрын
"I had it planned out, I was gonna die young but then i met you and you ruined it"
@slimkt8 жыл бұрын
So hyped for the album drop!
@normancornell19992 жыл бұрын
I know I don’t fit the fan base, but when I heard Coffee years ago. I fell in love with this bands vibe, so many songs live in my head now.
@julietorchia28323 жыл бұрын
just got my tix to see yall in DC in november!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!
@nevalonghofer428 жыл бұрын
This is glorious
@boomshackalaka4502 жыл бұрын
There’s nothing I want more than a Alle Fabian remix with some bounce and trumpets 🎺
@empathagain3 жыл бұрын
I am dying young, believe me reaching old age is such an amazing gift I'd do anything for. Then again the song is oddly beautiful. If you have something, someone, somewhere, or even some hobby or even freaking routine or park to take long walks to, you should appreciate it. I used to be happy, appreciative, and a researcher and published author, but almost the moment I found out I had stage 4 cancer, ppl start to leave (well, at least when they realize your cancer is untreatable), opportunities and any financial stability you may have had, leave almost automatically and try to make it sound like "common sense" you're already dead in their eyes. My cancer is metastatic breast that spread thru my bones and now is quickly taking over my lungs. Oh and I'm actually bullied by sooo many older women who (are at least currently in remission," bc apparently they can't believe such a "young, pretty girl" would be so ungrateful...after all, when they were the age they think I am (they all think even tho I've repeated stated .in my 30s I'm in my 20s, oddly) they didn't get upset over pain, lack of resources, fear of never reaching milestones I deeply care ab, the (isn't buy sure feels like it) fact I'll never not only not get married or have kids (which I sincerely wanted, no questionimg for me) it will never happen no matter what. I used to be "popular" and had so many (clearly Fairweather bc all but 2 are completely out of my life by their choice so quickly I was swiftly taken by surprise and only one of the 2 actually will try to do things I like or say ANYTHING remotely kind to me. I'll be dead by the end of this yr (if oncologist is right, plus tests show its spreading quicker than ever for me). Ppl don't really care an those who die young unless they are kids. Sorry, this song just stirred something up for me. The longer I "live" the less of ME seems like it was me. Three straight years w not a single good (or even decent day) besides one specific beautiful week my mom is not enough to live for tho, not when ppl had 3 years to do something, ANYTHING, ANYTHING at all I mattered or should have a kind of celebration of my life. I'm always alone unless I'm at the hospital or putting myself out there to volunteer or join a club or Hobbit with others (I have plenty I do alone honestly). I'd do anything (as long as nonviolent) to have ppl (any ppl, any amount, as Long as they are authentic I don't care if I've only known them 2 days) to show me they care...like, at all ab my life/me in the time where I absolutely need pplmore than ever before but yet it's the first time these 3 yrs I've actually been lonely, completely devoid of any opportunities when I used to be such a smart, through, and genuinely interested and determined to be the best at all I could be (and tbh typically was) but ppl avt like cancer in my bones and lungs is the same as if my entire brain were riddled with cancer. Apparently NO ONE likes a young, healthy-looking (previously, but have no chance of being again), extremely well-informed (sadly, the more videos by BC patients I see, the more I realize "research to them is one page from the National Cancer Institute that hasn't been updated in 4 years. That is not research. That is not knowledge. That is virtue signalling pretending to be valid and even life saving" pseudotruths presented as facts that actually often misinform or are "best guesses." I wish ppl actually cared (even just a bit) ab young adults with cancer. I will be dead by the end of 2021 (likely, my oncologist seriously are more often wrong than right about anything and OMG if I could live somewhere wiith intelligent (kind would be nice too but I can easy get over that if I get to get better...or he'll make it to my 40th birthday. But I have had to accept I won't. I REALLY REALLY REAL wish I could die with dignity or a friend besides my mom and 5 yr old neice. But tbh I'll prob die home alone and only be found if I miss enough doc appointments, since ya know, I'd be too dead to go. But oh well. I literally can't come up w anything worth living for besides my neice anymore for maybe 1.5 years (the other things turned out only harming me or my fam, or the absolute love for life, connection, and creation, but how can feel ab it life if it ends w you far below the poverty line, with ZERO friends that don't live over an 8 he drive away fr you, my left hand recently stopped functioning completely, but hurts do bad ,24/7 I consider just chopping it off and go to the hospital to finish the amputation. If you know someone sick or dying, please just be there for them (at least). I'd give anything (well if I had anything at this point) to have anyone at all just create music or videos w me (I do have a KZbin channel and would be fine collaborating over the internet, tho in person would make me feel human again...and I going to miss that until and through the day I die. I have to make up for these 3 yrs this year, or I really prob am worthless. God, I wish sooo much being the "living" me, or even something somewhat like it 🧡💛💜💚
@chubbycheeks123977 жыл бұрын
This song is literally perfection! Amazingggg
@LemonLime7u78 жыл бұрын
i love it 💙
@joemac76906 жыл бұрын
there music is so warm. It's warm like the hot rays of the sun and the wind is cold, and you're warm.