guy in vrchat talks about losing his wife

hanging out with cool spot
Kupla - Nowhere: • Kupla - Nowhere Else
Kupla - New Beginnings: • Kupla - New Beginnings...
Kupla - Kingdom in Blu: • Kingdom in Blue
Outro song: • this is the outro to a...

[@hunternikifirov4037]

Last year, 2019 at october my grandmother passed away by kidney and liver failure , the night we got the news she passed away at the hospital my mother told me not to cry for her because she wanted someone strong that she can rely on when she is on a breakdown at her death bed so i did listen to her and wouldn't drop a single tear even i was one of the people that took care of her body at the morgue,whenever im alone in my room i would cry like a baby because my grandma have taken care of me my whole life, since her passing my mother would cry everyday and i had to be there for her to cheer her up even i had classes or have to do some work,a month have passed my mother went to the hospital because she had trouble breathing when she got checked she had hyper thyroid that grew a size of a golf ball, she was put into sleep by the doctors to help her rest and stabilize her heart rate yet all a sudden at midnight her heart stopped for 6 minutes,she was able to get back to life but she was already in a critical condition,she got put into a life support machine because she was low on oxygen and couldnt breath on her own,things got worst at the fifth day where she got into the ICU , her blood was thin as water while her kidneys and livers started to fail ,she havent show any signs of improvement since then , 2 doctors ask me to come with them in a room ,they told me my mother cant be saved and we have to pull the plug because her organs are failing and started to decay from the inside by an infection that they cant identify what kind of infection, i had to pull the plug on my mother and let her pass away rather than live in pain at the hospital bed and i had to take care of her body at the morgue with some family members ,burying her was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life ,not long after my mother passed away my mother's uncle that im close with passed away from brain cancer and i had to go through the same thing Please love your family , that story was last year , this year 2 more of my family member passed away and i almost lost my girlfriend because of my mental health is unstable,the feeling of losing someone you love hurts you to your very existence

[@nj5778]

Stay strong man!!!! If you need to talk to someone I'm here for you!

[@milfhunterr6922]

Youre so strong omg. Thank u for these words and stay strong ♡ i lost a loved animal, and i cant believe how you go trough this so many times. much love♡

[@Purpial]

damn

[@ineedanewname.1387]

I'm so sorry for you man, stay strong.

[@metalfan1017]

Keep strong especially in these times!

[@cmdrcharles6284]

Big hearts go out to MediumSea for opening up, stay strong everyone

[@horizonfan]

So wait the 7 up guy found her dead ? I’m so confused they where dating online? And he just showed up can someone explain I watched this like 3 times

[@konkami7021]

@@horizonfan They met each other online when they were younger and got married, and they were living with each other and he found her dead one morning.

[@horizonfan]

LxstKxi dam :(

[@javajive9588]

o7 v-v

[@SlaughtingIdiots]

@@horizonfan you watched it 3 times and didnt get it? kids, dont do drugs please.

[@slaughterosie]

“I keep having dreams where she’s ok, and I wake up and of course she’s not there.” That actually made me cry. Stay strong bro,,

[@chaosinc.382]

Jesus that's depressing.

[@TheExplosiveGuy]

Those are the worst dreams, they bring the pain back so intensely. To have that moment of happiness again for a moment only to have it viciously taken away again. Same goes with the dreams where you have something you desperately desire in real life, then wake up and realize you're back in your shitty life and you have none of those things. Pretty soul crushing.

[@deekamikaze]

After 8 years my wife left. I kept having dreams for months that she was there. Every single morning when I woke up it was a split second of joy remembering the dream followed by extreme pain knowing she's gone. It's been 2 months and things do get better. It fucking sucks still and I'm still sad but I've been ok enough to go back into society. Everything I look at reminds me of her and our good times. It makes me happy to know that we shared so many good times together and that's what keeps me going.

[@slaughterosie]

deekamikaze I’m so sorry you had to go through that. hang in there man.

[@shekelboob]

I hate those dreams. It’s like a living nightmare, I had them for like 2 years after my gf broke up with me and it was a really hard thing to deal with, obv not comparable to mediumsea’s experience but I guess I can say that I know - at least partially - what it feels like.

[@austind4603]

Im sorry for his loss, I'm a 23 year old dude and I cried for 10 minutes

[@lorettabes4553]

I'm 19, and really feeling the feels for this guy. I didn't cry but I really hope he's okay

[@gr3my]

@@lorettabes4553 god same :(

[@anotherlee_]

it's okay to cry. i cried too

[@SilvexTV]

Literally the same age. literally been crying for 9+ mins :/

[@airborne2876]

He's gone through so much in just 23 years

[@tonycassali4538]

"Make sure.. every day is doing something to love that person" That hit me hard af. I couldn't handle this the way this man did. All my love goes out to you brother. I hope you're doing better now and are walking a happier path.

[@medical-cyanide1526]

This story reminds me of a comment of reditor "sometime when finding the one, you might have to accept that they could die before you" it's not exact. but the gist of it is there

[@tomsawyerpiper9412]

“But how? How do you cope, how do you move on from such a tragedy? You cry. You cry. “ The Midnight Gospel.

[@troclasklk3118]

Dude really has some balls of steel, talking about someone so important for him who passed away just weeks ago, there's things I can't get over and it's been years

[@virologicorc]

The best thing about these videos is that it makes you realise that the way you feel and think isn’t so stupid after all. Everyone is going through something no matter how big or small and everyone deals with it in their own way. There’s no right or wrong way to cope with certain situations and it’s settling to know that others have similar thoughts and feelings as you do during tough times

[@charlieboye]

Last month my mother passed away due to brain cancer. I think we have went to the hospital 3-4 times, mainly because she collapsed and hit herself. The 4th time, the doctor said that the treatment hasn't been helping, and she might die soon. She was kind of the only reason of living, so it's kind of difficult to cope right now. Everything that i've done, like education and stuff was so my parents could live retirement easily, and not to work anymore. During treatment, we fell into debt. Things got even worse when this whole virus thing happened. During this time, my mom couldn't use her legs, since she was too weak to use them. After a few weeks of leg therapy, she completely lost the ability to move. All I saw was muscle spasms and tears. Spit was spilling from her face. She died peacefully next to me, my sister, and my dad on Easter Sunday. I still hate myself for everything ive done to her. Please spend time with people close to you.

[@Clepston]

Hearing him talk about waking up without her there broke my heart. Sir, wherever you are, I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you heal and I hope you feel happy again.

[@attackisback]

This jank avatar has fast lip syncing, why high polygon avatars have no mouth stuff?

[@GrayCatTheMemeMachine]

I'm assuming because Cool Spot has a more simple mouth it's easier to work with?

[@WwZa7]

They do, but their mouth movement is more simplified. Lip sync in VRChat is all about making different shapes for mouth for various sounds like uu, ii, S, etc, and the game just transitions between them or merges them. So it's completely up to creator. Someone who made the spot probably did very extreme mouth shapes for each sound, creators of more high poly avatars mostly try to not go extreme, to keep it within reality, and creators of meme avatars just skew faces in different positions and pin those to sounds, so it looks like the entire head is exploding whenever they say a thing....

[@Jackenack]

Most high-end models are likely harder to work with as well. Some might be ripped from different places instead of being custom-made. I don't know the full extent of capabilities for VRChat or the way the models work but I'd assume it wouldn't be easy to just "make the mouth work" on any model you get your hands on.

[@WwZa7]

@@Jackenack It depends more on how the model is made, rather than how complex it is. All you do is just shape face, you don't animate it directly. And if you know how to shape 8 vertex circle and set up shape keys, you should also know how to move around mouth. 99% of times its aesthetic choice. You wouldn't want cute anime loli with peanut sized mouth suddenly open it's mouth wide like my ex's asshole.

[@CigaretteCrayon]

Mouth shapes that are associated with sounds rather than being captured from an actor's performance are called 'phonemes' and they're an animation shortcut. With a simple model like Cool Spot, there's not a lot to animate, so more budget (of resources and time) went to the lip sync. I'm pretty sure it's still using a phoneme-based system.

[@tricckk2976]

I just wanna give this guy a hug and tell him that everything is gonna be alright. If you are reading this stay strong man it will get better I promise.

[@MaxMarkusWndt]

This guy gives me a feeling of even though my day was hard his day was harder...

[@typo5938]

its not a competition, if you compare your day to his chances are you might feel bad about feeling bad. take care of yourself random internet person

[@punpuniia]

Typo this

[@shadetheprince]

I could actually hear him breaking during some of the interview. Stay strong man

[@dragondogedinogaming5219]

Prayers to you, MediumSea. I know if something like this happened to me, I wouldn’t be able to function or talk to anyone about it.

[@victorjun2421]

Love the ones you care about and live your days as best as you can. Because in the end you can be sure that you did your best, and that person has been happy.

[@sleepieziez]

I need to say thank you to him. I was thinking about ending it, but you made me think about how my girlfriend would feel, so thank you.

[@logandoeslife]

We all love you mediumsea. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm bawling my eyes out bc I'm in a long distance thing right now and they just found out that her heart is having major issues and she might just drop. I haven't even met her in person but knowing that kinda wrecked me. I couldn't imagine how you feel right now.

[@anselowo]

I lost my girlfriend of 9 months about 1 month ago, and I shit you not this is the most relatable story I have ever seen from someone. The situation isn't the same, but the feelings he described and the feeling of loss was so similar to what I felt, even if he was with his wife for over 12 years. Had me in tears. I hope you're doing well, and I applaud you for being strong enough to tell the world about your situation.

[@Azurebolts]

My father died early in May this year, and it's been really rough, especially since I feel kinda responsible in some way (I moved out just two weeks prior). His death also had no cause, and it took until nearly the end of May just to be able to have a proper funeral. Hearing this made me cry, remembering how I felt about him, and how much I miss him in my life. It's hard to move on, but things will get better in the end, they always do.

[@sacha1916]

I tried my best to pay my respects to both mediumsea and his wife, I looked up at the sky for about 5 minutes and just said some stuff in my head. I hope mediumsea can make peace with it someday, you will be reunited one day. Now comes a big hug from me :)

[@Scrolls_of_untold]

This is a great channel man keep it up! This made me cry, poor guy!

[@darklazer5998]

havent cried since January, I needed this. this is such a vibe check for me. I need to start letting everyone know how much I care for them.

[@sakalarts4861]

I love how I clicked this video on accident while Watching your other videos and didn't want to watch this cuz I don't wanna feel bad but this video is what I need right now. Thank you so much for making these and to him for opening up.

[@Michelle-nv2ch]

I was toughing it out until that last part. Stay strong for her buddy. ♡

[@Kaizenn]

This guy is incredible strong for doing this. I strive to be as mature and as wise as this guy.

[@Legend-mo6ip]

Legit my heart goes out to you bro😔❤️

[@Doberdobax]

I hope you never let go of her things man, she’s always gonna be with you. I’m going through the same thing.

[@calvincandie5344]

Go ahead bro let it all out your story helps me cope with my story and their stories...we help each other by talking about issues and good times and bad times...it helps at least for me it does...

[@RonStrauss]

4 months ago I've lost my partner of 6 years to suicide, and it's really weird hearing about these experiences you've described that I've also had, like waking up from a dream where everything is fine or how they didn't care about burial and it's for the living more than the dead (I'm not religious at all). I've changed apartments since, due to financial reasons, and something else that might happen to you (if you do/did end up moving) is waking up and think you're still at your old place for a few moments. The future will be brighter than the present, and if you have the means to - it's important to surround yourself with people you know, and talk about anything you feel, even reminisce about how they would've loved things or the current situation. Good luck! (english isn't my first language, so sorry if this reads weird)

[@jasonbernard9012]

True love from a great soul right here. All that needs to be said. I’m so sorry that happened to you :(

[@Splincir]

One of my greatest fears. Losing my wife too early. I can't even imagine. Heart goes out to my man for having to deal with this.

[@rosalopes6866]

Strap in gang it's heart wrenching Syrmor video time

[@Razzer_racer]

“You created a world, and now you’re the only one in that world as a witness” Wow.

[@TheTrojanMaker]

damn i held it together so good but his "1 thing you wanna say" at the end made my cry......

[@_ciper_9533]

When I watched this video I felt his emotions and they his vibe went about the story and it makes me think of something like his story but not as severe but you end up being alone and just sitting there kinda like a ever lasting shock I want to say I feel what he feels but not to the extent of how he does, my hart go’s for you 7-up guy.

[@marklarizzle]

Just the begging of his story hits and I wanna cry.

[@marklarizzle]

I'm full on crying.

[@hotjoejoe]

This channel makes me feel human emotion like nothing else

[@_edoyt]

The pain in his voice

[@Buddyzera]

God i really needed this one, thank you.

[@LeafMobbMusic]

Ah, just what I needed this morning, to bawl my eyes out.💔 Stay strong. She's smiling down at you, always.

[@Chasewhip8]

This is so sad. Really makes you think about life.

[@aleksandars9254]

RIP to all the loved ones we lost

[@elpapisaint]

The strength this man has is immeasurable.

[@EclipseHedgehog]

Oh wow...I met my special someone on deviantart as well. We would also get into movies and art. We knew each other for a good 9 years. Loads of fun times, lots of fights happened, lost count of the break ups and get back's, at some point you just have to say "enough is enough" and realize you're just spinning your wheels regardless of how much you love one another. I loved her, she loved me, she felt like she wasn't good enough for me and that I deserved so much better. She had suicidal issues and knew I would probably blame myself if she ended up offing herself. But anyway she didn't want to place that burden onto me and I haven't heard from her in months, almost a year now. These days I feel pretty alone, tried dating sites and gatherings at churches and sports bars and couldn't find anyone. but i leave with this; if you're looking for someone don't try to reel them in with pity, instead reel them in with confidence and focus. know what you want; get what you want. and most importantly; just be yourself.

[@VeryBariBlue]

5:45 The sudden about face that he does actually startled me...

[@uknownicky357]

my heart goes out to this guy....i can’t imagine what he is going through....i hope things get better!

[@windexhero9757]

This story really kicks in mortality. We are all on time limit, anyones clock can finely stop ticking, so make the most of it.

[@comraderamirez9866]

My mum passed away a few years back very suddenly from a brain aneurysm that we didn't know about, no prior issues or diagnostics or anything just one day she had a number of seizures and passed away and it hit my Dad really hard. A lot of what this guy is saying is nearly the exact same things my Dad said and still says now, about not being allowed to feel ok on the days he's not depressed, what's the point of doing things now if she's not going to be here to do them as well, losing not just her but the world they were making together, the part about having dreams where she’s ok and just sort of refusing to accept it. It's really surreal hearing someone I've never met before explain the exact same feelings my Dad felt almost word for word.

[@dannychenski687]

I love this channel.

[@AnonEMus-cp2mn]

My mother nearly died two months ago from severe anaphylaxis that came out of nowhere. A hypersensitive reaction from penicillin the night before for a scheduled surgery, where there were zero symptoms when the same medication was taken prior. She knew something was deeply wrong with how she was feeling, but to the observer in the span of 3 minutes it was "not feeling well" to loosing consciousness, swollen face/throat and taking her last breaths. It was too quick to fully comprehend the situation let alone react to it, but her breathing never completely stopped and the medics got there quick, by that time she was stable. The event itself wasn't exactly traumatic to me because there was literally nothing that could be done differently, and it never quite reached the point where I knew she was crossing a point of no return. Still, I tend to think about how normal everything has been moving on, and how all of that could have been much different if she was gone. This video is an example of how I would feel if things had gone differently. So sudden and almost insultingly blatant you mostly question what the hell happened rather than how it happened.

[@AlbinoDino-cd8fd]

I’ve never cried for someone I didn’t know but I just sat on my bed thinking about this mans story balling my eyes out .I hope he finds the closure emotionally that he deserves

[@holynart2546]

His story just makes me think of leos like backstory in inception...

[@billydinkman4918]

This was hard to listen to, I’m married and I could never imagine a world without my wife in it. Listening to his story just made me imagine what it would be like waking up each morning and her not being there. Imagining seeing all of her artwork and knowing she would never draw anything again. Damn.

[@tacticalpotato7923]

I'm extremely young (almost done with highschool) and I really truly belive that I have met the woman I will die with. I certainly understand how ridiculous that sounds because of how young I am. We have been together for 3 years and never once have we ever had a reason to dislike each other an any way, we have never even had an actual non joking argument now that I think about it. Both of us or completely open emotionally to each other, to a much deeper level than I really belive I deserve to have. Hearing him talk about his wife, and how simalar his story is to mine, really made me feel pain for him. I could never imagine losing someone I rely on so deeply, and I really hope you can get to a peaceful state of mind man. ❤️

[@MrAmisto]

Sorry for your loss. It is my belief that this is not our last adventure.

[@jefferson3415]

I don't talk about this in real life, but when I moved to high school It was hard for me to connect with people and talk. But on the first day I started talking to my friend (c, I'll call her that) but she was really cool and I became pretty close to her. It's hard for me to talk and open up to people in real life, so we never got to really talk about ourselves in a deep way. Especially in a open high school caferteria. I know she was dealing with a lot of sexuality issues, and I regret not talking about deep stuff. I really miss her, she really changed how I look at people... idk but she really was a great person. I remember her talking about a lot of video games coming out at the time, like assasins creed. And one time i specifically remember her talking about how one day she said she wanted to have kids, as soon as she graduated. I never knew that she was going through shit. If you are going through depression, or anything, please think before suicide. People are there for you even if it may seem small. Please talk to someone you think you can trust. Or if you think something is wrong talk to them. It can make a big difference.

[@romuxas]

Never thought I would cry over conversation between Winnie the Pooh and red 7up dot

[@chewstew6994]

This shit hits so close to home in certain ways for me. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost five months now, and we met online and haven’t been able to meet yet due to covid. We are codependent on one another to help us make it in the world, like how this guy said. It wasn’t until I saw this video that I really realized how little it takes for someone to be ripped from you, and that’s so fucking scary. I really hope my boyfriend nor I don’t have to suffer a fate such as this, and for this man and those who have, I can’t imagine the pain, and I’m so sorry. Now this is gonna be what I’m anxious about in the back of my mind for the next week, kill me.

[@512TheWolf512]

pity the living, not the dead. he's so relatable, apart for the whole, being in love with someone for so long part

[@Ullemeisterr]

"like I keep having dreams where she's okay and i wake up and of course she's not there" this hit hard, stay strong bro 🖤

[@BroSorry]

"You created a world and now you are the only person in it" wow that hit hard

[@void9938]

holy shit, i thought this would be about the relationship falling apart and my heart DROPPED when he said she passed. i hope he gets a good medical examiner who can find an answer for him if that's something that will help give him closure..

[@coolspot955]

Funny I find this video, I happen to be a cool spot enthusiast and I had a similar experience with death. Great video, hope that guy is doing well.

[@justindiebels8]

I love how that winnie the pooh is always there. Always has good jokes that he comes up with in the moment, but he also knows when to shut the fuck up. Dude has true wit.

[@zainhottson7393]

Listening to this just makes want to emotionally disconnect myself from everyone.

[@reebingreeber]

My heart is in ruins. My God, I want to comfort this man but I don't even know how

[@fivehundredlux]

For anyone that is asking themselves ‘what is the point of doing anything anymore?’ You might not be able to do things with that person but you can still do those things for that person like do the stuff you love and think about how happy that person would be because you are happy.

[@Angellisgod]

hope you can catch up with him one day, you can hear the pain in his voice and it’s heartbreaking.

[@callmeoz1181]

i cryed, you are in my prayors...... much love

[@Its_justDan]

I hope this lad finds himself again. Best of luck.

[@nunopereira265]

Life is not easy for no one and things like this can happen to anyone, it hurts, it destroys our feeling and our hearth but the only thing that we can do is continue our life

[@noahclark7588]

I'M LITERALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW!!!!😭😭

[@catolicoapostolicoromano64]

I lost my dad 😔

[@dekira3545]

for anyone going through something rough, i hope that things will get easier for you sooner than later, and want you to know that we're all in this together so if you're super lonely you gotta remember that we love you and we're here for you ❤️❤️❤️ p.s if u really have no one to talk to, you can reply this comment and talk to me? like we could find a platform to talk in, who knows i might be able to help. STAY STRONG EVERYONE !!! ❤️❤️❤️ edit: typo

[@nubcake67]

I hope this guy is doing ok.

[@Kaszzt]

that actually nearly made me cry..

[@fredmayfield4354]

how is coolspot so expressive

[@BloomsIZG]

I’ve lost two people in my life, my mom and my grandfather and that was very difficult and still haunts me today... I’m getting married next year just after my 22nd birthday and I couldn’t really tell anyone how I’d feel if I just lost her too.

[@xxMangoVoodooxx]

if you are watching this or you somehow see this, my heart goes out to you. you deserve all the love in the world. good luck to you, mediumsea

[@YanuricYouTube]

I'm actually hurt.... i have experience auto pilot mode if stuff like that happen....

[@redcco3123]

I think this is my biggest fear... I dont know loosing anything about me is not hard for me anymore but imagning losing my wife is the hardest think i could imagine

[@mostamik]

"Y,know anything i do from now on she's not going to be there for it" I felt that

[@BrandoOnTheScreen]

We need to keep checking up on him and seeing if he’s okay because you can tell he’s not he’s emotionally damaged we need to keep him alive at all times plus wonder if maybe he found a new girl.

[@TheCrimsonCake]

Idk how to understand this persons feelings, not even they know. I hope they find meaning again, I wouldn’t know how hard it would be to lose a loved one.

[@micahking4040]

My heart hurts for my man Mediumsea. Stay safe bro.

[@davidsavage3120]

I actually had the Cool Spot game on the Amiga back in the day.

[@jaydenmcn503]

so much love to this guy

[@forsberg9425]

man this crushes my heart

[@BraiytryeneGibbons]

This is so depressing and makes me want to hug my wife

[@repentless1520]

Cemetery gates by pantera is this guys life right now after this video you should take a listen

[@dropkickpherby6994]

My god, I relate to this man on a different much milder level. My ex-fiance left me via text 5 days after "collecting her thoughts" at her mothers place. She came to get the rest of her things and before the 5 days she had never said anything to make me question our relationship. We'd been engaged for 3 years (together for 8+) as I wanted her Father's blessing before he died of cancer. When she left, it put so many questions and self-doubts in my head ranging from shallow to deep-ceded. How long did she feel this way? If she felt so strongly to leave so abruptly, why did she buy me a birthday card saying what a wonderful husband I'll be less than 2 weeks prior? Was the s*x Actually satisfactory or did she lie to avoid being confrontational about that too? Luckily I had a tight knit circle of friends, one of which flew across the country to come mentally check on me when he heard what happened. A few months have passed since then and some family friends have given me the opportunity to pursue my dream (cringey I know) of becoming a screenwriter. So I took most of my things, got the okay from my landlord to pay him a storage fee and drove across the country. But now I feel my doubts leaking into my writing as much as my personality and I've geographically left my support behind, but it also feels like I'm in a privileged state where having any kind of complaint is petty and whiny. I'm not paying rent thanks to this connection, pursuing my dream, but all these recent happenings plaguing my mind keep making me think with every word that I'm going to f*ck this all up for myself. I doubt anyone's made it passed the "show more" but if you did, thanks for reading, and I hope your day is going as well as it can right now for you. Take care.

[@notrealy180217]

I have a friend who lost her partner like two years ago and it's pretty hard to watch sometimes from the perspective of a perpetually single person. Makes me want to keep staying single but that is also eternally stupid. I feel like you would have to constantly lie to your new partner about why youre sad and stuff

[@lamasu]

I remember cool spot on sega genesis being pretty good

[@PrideofAshbringer]

"There once was a tiger striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives, and he was owned by various people who he didn’t really care for. The cat wasn’t afraid to die. Then one day the cat became a stray cat, which meant he was free. He met a white female cat, and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed, and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger striped cat cried a million times, and then he died too. Except this time, he didn’t come back to life."

[@muralla4000]

hugs bro :(

[@yungorange209]

damn, felt him on the part about dreams

[@Starting_over-cc8ib]

I’m 15, and my father passed back in August 2020 from kidney failure. I’m pretty sure I might be actually “Retarded” because something still isn’t.. clicking, in my mind and head. I know he’s gone and he’s not coming back and I’ll never see him again, but something just isn’t clicking. Moms a drug addict and she’s gotten the brunt of this shit real bad and she’s trying to get help. I live with my sister and her husband and her baby. He definitely was a good dad. My mom was always in and out of rehab my whole 15 years of living anyways so me and him were pretty close. Which is the hardest part.

[@JayJamBAM]

yo i had a stranger in vr chat tell me about how his fiance cheated on him, it was devastating, poor guy was such a nice guy too wtf

[@patrickthegerman3791]

Not as bad as MediumSeas Story, but I lost my grandmother 4 years ago. We were on holiday in the time she passed on. The first hour we were home my mother sat us down at the dining table. My sister didnt even sit down, becouse we knew the day would come: her cancer hasnt been beaten . It hit my grandfather most I think. He still seems depressed, when we come onto the Name Maria(My grandmas Name) he just goes silent for about 2 to 3 mins and you can see Singular tears rolling down bis cheeks. Now during the pandemic we try to talk to him over phone, and Not so long ago we even went to eat Chinese with him. I hope He gets better.