So what I can assume from this song is that he is struggling with life and is taking different drugs to cope with it: heroin/meth along with legal drugs: acohol and cigarettes . He feels as he needs them to cope with the countless relationship failures as he continues to try and end his life which he explains how he has forgiven himself before but uses his buildup of anxiety to block his rationality letting him die. I assume the title is describing him taking the drugs when hes depressed to have a sense of euphoria.
@hibicchi74144 жыл бұрын
Oh...
@Sva_fish6 жыл бұрын
こんな病んだ曲かいてるからもっとくらい声かと思ったらめちゃくちゃイケボ…これは惚れる…
@おす-w4h5 жыл бұрын
上手く表せないがこのMVの世界観や歌すき!声の低いところ(?)とか歌いかたもすき
@蓮-z5x8m2 жыл бұрын
初めて観た時からずっと言いたかった 素敵だ
@fpppfppp1794 жыл бұрын
サビで泣きそうなる
@blazeyy42404 жыл бұрын
I always listen to Tatsuya Kitani's songs but never theorize about them so here's my two cents: The man has lost his will to live and is using drugs as a way out. The lyrics and motifs are seen throughout the video showing this: Him exhaling smoke, injection of drugs to the brain, auditory hallucinations, etc. "Even today, the day that I killed you, is the same as tomorrow will be," Also shows how he's slowly killing himself through means of drug ingestion, every day. "I'm completely immersed in a spell that won't be dispelled until I die." As much as it seems like he wants to change, "I can never let go of this pain ever again" his drug addiction contradicts it all, and he's given up on life and finds death as his only way out. I assume the door shown in the video (2:52) is his way out, his way of moving on, and leaving this dreaded life, but it remains closed. The eyes (1:32) are people that gossip and laugh about him, "Everyone, everywhere is laughing at it (3:14)" thus him having nobody to talk to about. The flowers at (2:55) most possibly represent hope, and was given to him or where he gets it from, or (probably his own last attempt) by someone he loved but he lost? Thus him secluding himself and this chain of events. Just my thought. Anyway, those flowers can be seen going down a bin, a void, the sea, his body of absurdity. This leads to him killing himself instead: His only way out. Only to show that he's long dead, and is only turning back to his "incredibly bad-written tragedy" of a life. (3:42) The rest of the video shows his final goodbye, his final breath, as the dolls from the ceiling, his thoughts, laugh at him. Because he knows that whatever he does, he's long lost his chances. He has become a sleepwalker, gazing on Nirvana.
@blazeyy42404 жыл бұрын
@endiness endiness That's true :O I guess I'm just an overthinking Asian, thanks for stating your point!
@pastrypanda24464 жыл бұрын
endiness endiness true but seeing a setting being put together makes the story more interesting like dreams where people dont know what they are but others do
@TheShaddy154 жыл бұрын
i think drugs play a part but i think the curse that never leaves till he dies is a mental illness. The auditory hallucinations part i feel hints to that. The hand tapping was definitely a drug reference and the injection to the brain is the dopamine from the drug use.
@wenwuwei72284 жыл бұрын
My theory is similar to yours. At 3:25 it is spelled out sayonara which means goodbye. I think the image with the flowers going down the toilet is him attempting to stop the drug addiction on his own, but ending up having drug withdrawal symptoms such as severe anxiety. Edit: Yeah it could also be that someone gave him hope(flowers) and then that went all down the drain... I initially thought that the eyes looking at him and the people laughing at him were a result of drug withdrawal, but I don't know much about drugs so I can't say if that can happen.