FENTANYL KILLS: Lauren Cole's Story - episode 192

[@johnnyirizarry1276]

I almost pass away I got lucky 😌 my brother saved my life. He had narcan. I moved from Connecticut to fl and changed my life completely. 7 years clean.

[@Pink_143_6]

Proud of you. Truly so proud of you ♥️. A few years ago my son OD’d in my home. With Narcan and CPR, I saved his life but unfortunately it wasn’t enough for him to stay clean. He’s still with us but he is relapsing frequently. He’s doing the 12 steps, therapy, now psychiatry and yet it’s never enough. He has come to me in such distress telling me he feels like he is no longer in the drivers seat. The desire to use is now more powerful than the will to live. He’s had years of being clean in the past. I just don’t understand the whys anymore. I’ve turned every rock there is to support his recovery and I’ve backed off when necessary. If I had to describe what these illicit substances have done to him id say they’ve hijacked him. The struggle is real. I pray that death not be his duty as I struggle with a haunting eulogy that hides dormant in my thoughts. I don’t want to be the next parent to honor their child in death. I want to honor him in life. I may not understand the depths of addiction in real time but I truly find relief in knowing there are success stories as yours and yes, I am proud of you. Share your story with others struggling as hope is truly a shining light to help guide us out of despair. 🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼

[@eelkjebeuckens7444]

Greet Christmas Johnny and never relapse. From Friesland. Eelkje

[@1DarkBlossom]

I love those positive stories. Have fun living your new life. It’s great to be “normal”. Suddenly, all problems seem ok when drugs aren’t one of them. Marry Christmas

[@voyaristika5673]

7 years. That's fantastic! 👍❤

[@eej902]

Good work. Statistically addict relapse itself was already commonly lethal, long before fentanyl was... popuparized. Even for alcoholics.

[@jennbeth1]

I applaud the bravery of these parents to do these testimonials.

[@starlight6023]

Me too. Thanks for saying, and thank you parents

[@amandalidey329]

Me too. There's a lot of cruel people who immediately blame the parents, which definitely isn't true. They seem like great parents who loved their daughter. Addiction is a disease & it doesn't care who it destroys in its path. These parents are very brave! I feel for them. I can not even imagine. I have a daughter who is almost 23 & I couldn't imagine what this feels like to lose a daughter/son. 🩵🪽🙏🏻

[@marcikaufman1871]

Me too, this is beyond heartbreaking.

[@Daughter_Of_Light]

Generational & childhood trauma both cause addiction. The daughter probably suffered from childhood trauma or abuse. An addict is someone who lacks an emotional bond so they choose something that will never leave.

[@basscat2107]

Im so sorry for your loss. I hate watching these, but every time, i scroll, and it shows up and can not not click on it. I got hooked at 13 to OXY. 20 years later, by the grace of God, i lived through countless ODs. 2016 was the last time i was high. I turn 41 next month, and my heart goes out to everyone who deals with addicts. God bless, thank you

[@TexasPictures]

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[@maryannhope8276]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@furrrylivesmattter7823]

I hope that "friend" can live with his conscience.......not telling no one.....❤ to you mom & dad

[@elvira3268]

Thank you for sharing. I know hearing people made it out alive is so encouraging.

[@slashp.279]

Congratulations on your recovery! You are a warrior ❤

[@s0n_0f_cali71]

I feel your pain😢 My 22 yr old daughter just passed on 12/21/24 from a fentanyl overdose.. she was found under a bridge by a teen fishing. I can't stop crying as I'm typing this.... christmas will never be the same... I know she's in a better place but I want her here with me😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@soupernova66]

My heart is with you and your family this holiday season . She is still here, just within you now. Please take care and celebrate love over loss 💕

[@sheenaand]

I’m sorry for your loss, pray 🙏🏾

[@patchesblack7490]

I'm so sorry you lost your daughter. You are in my prayers 🙏

[@italiantraditionalcatholic2390]

Jesus can heals our pain

[@hupagirl7438]

⁠​⁠​⁠@@s0n_0f_cali71 My 💔 for you and your loved ones. Find comfort in that no matter what a dark place they’re in, our children’s hearts know that they are loved. It’s just that addiction is a vice on their hearts 😢😢

[@kennytinker6480]

This happened to my sister, she was partying in the house and when they found her dead they moved her to her car they later confessed. Bet. She was in the house of her friend, my gut tells me they moved her outside before police was called or her found. Addicts have no friends, just associates of misery.

[@Kidgavilan1]

So true...ive lost friends like that

[@christinadelviscio66]

So sorry 😢

[@ibobeko4309]

addicts are the worst type of humans when it comes to self preservation drug related.

[@discdoggie]

I’m sorry these were your experiences. Before our state enacted Good Samaritan laws regarding someone calling 9-1-1 on an overdose while they were present, I know 2 women who both served 5 years for calling 9-1-1. So not every addict leaves their friend/using partner to die. These were during the 80s and 90s. Thankfully my state changed the law so that there are charges for NOT calling instead of trying to save someone’s life.

[@shelceegraves1241]

This is 💯!! My husband and I are recovering addicts. 12 years clean. I remember when we first got help he told me, “I don’t have any real friends beside you. I have associates or drug acquaintances, none of them give af about me.”.

[@denisesalles7248]

She didn't know she was dying - with fentanyl, it's so quick you just feel like you're going to sleep for a bit. Very sorry for the loss of your daughter, and you did your absolute best to get her help.

[@LilaMuse-zv4vl]

Such a sad loss The parens did so much to help but they couldn't compete with addiction and the greed of drug dealers.

[@gdiup9241]

So scary

[@sherahsampson4919]

in saskatchewan we've lost 10k were small here and we lose several weekly daily hourly minutely it's awful i'm almost in recovery i still gamble with it everyday it's a struggle im a functioning addict been clean 7 years prior but relapsed i have died twice but was saved ❤ God bless this beautiful angel and these amazing parents ! i have to hide my addiction from my parents they judge don't help 😢. I wish i had parents like this 🥺🙏🏼. God bless these kind souls ❤

[@AReneeDesign23]

How do you know this, please? Unless someone has come back from the dead to testify, how would you know this?

[@cdmurphy949]

​@@sherahsampson4919 Please be successful in your recovery. Think of these parents and the millions like them.❤️

[@DanielLy1200]

13 months clean, hit rock bottom last year and I watch all of these videos regularly because they help me so much. Prayers for these families.

[@TexasPictures]

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[@ExploringthWorld]

Lauren's father has such a proud glint in his eye when describing all of her accomplishments. So sorry for your loss.

[@andreaharrison283]

Accomplishments? What exactly are those here? They mean nothing staring in the eyes of the disease of addiction! Focus on ur child's emotional needs here these parents need to realize that there's more to ur child's identity than what they do accidemically 😢😢

[@savvysunsparrow395]

@@andreaharrison283 She did good things intentionally, but it doesn't sound like her parents told her how disappointed they would be if she did drugs, how upset they would be, had an opinion on her boyfriend or friends, or held her accountable for anything. She owed them more. There are a lot of people in this world who are so jealous of anything you have, they will take you or yours down and not care in the least. All you have is each other and you need to protect what you have of value, each other, and do right by each other. All these comfortable children who may have the kindness in them, but not the real world understanding. I wish families learned to teach your children from so young. It isn't fool proof. It is so important though.

[@Freedomlives33]

@@andreaharrison283 He was talking about the person she was before the addiction. Quit being an unempathetic moron.

[@rustandoldlace]

Addiction is so complicated, your baby girl is lucky to have had you when she needed you. Grief is such an unending journey, because it is a reflection of the depth of your love. Hugs to you all.

[@thelioness930]

It is genetic like alcoholism in a family. Blah…… People don’t read. People are not curious so they are caught by surprise. Ninety percent is genetic, ten percent is the environment you are brought up. Alcohol. Diabetic type one. Smoking. Antisocial. Drugs. Blah……

[@barndominiumfarmhouserescu5327]

Very well written. So very sad. What a beautiful loss

[@chriswright2250]

My son TJ passed away 6 years ago from a fentanyl overdose. I found him in the bathroom with the shower running. Trevor was slumped over the toilet, white as a ghost, ice cold, lips blue. My son was gone. Trevor was a straight A student and bass player in his band. So smart , full of life. Trevor was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 16. 8 rehabs in 10 years. RIP Trevor ❤.

[@victoriagray5075]

@@chriswright2250 sending healing love ❤️ 😔 xx

[@babygirldixon6799]

May God grant you peace, comfort, and some healing 🙏

[@luxyvintlondon3051]

Sorry for your loss 😢

[@arienathomsen7011]

I’m so so sorry.

[@HandbagDiva]

What a loss of a beautiful, smart, talented young lady. I’m so so sorry for your loss.

[@carguytom]

I'm a physician (cardiologist) from Switzerland. This story is heartbreaking. Of course we also have some problems with drugs, but its far away from what's going on in the US. This epidemic is unbeleaveable. You have been great parents, God bless you.

[@Isamoe]

@@carguytom I want to know if is normal in your country, to use Fentanyl for dementia pacients as they use here in Norway?.

[@gretchenzwicker338]

Such kind and caring parents. She was so lucky to have you both❤

[@alexandriadonaldson1839]

Just celebrated 6 years clean on the 17th . We do recover. It takes alot. I had to move away from my hometown and not look back. Thank you for sharing the depths of addiction. Im so sorry about your baby girl. Im sending love and prayers ❤❤

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you for your comments. We also have a series of addiction recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here's a link to the playlist: From Addiction to Recovery - kzbin.info/aero/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj

[@christinadelviscio66]

God bless you 🙏

[@alexandriadonaldson1839]

@christinadelviscio6664 thank you 😊 im 5 mo pregnant and we have a 20 mo old baby girl. Lifes blessings are so abundant. Im feel so grateful 🙏 merry Christmas 🎅 eve!!!!! God bless you too!

[@christinadelviscio66]

@alexandriadonaldson1839 congratulations 🎉 God bless you and your family 🙏 great New 🙏 have fun 😊

[@adamhume3757]

I’m pulling for you!

[@paulraulerson5042]

Her crying saying "she just wants to be normal" hits home for me I know that feeling. Praying for this family and to all families. This drug is horrible

[@Novi903]

😢❤

[@melissapoole8580]

Same. I hate that I am different and can't just have a glass of wine or whatever. :(

[@FlyboyUS]

All drugs are horrible including cannabis.

[@Judy-c3d]

I was in an abusive relationship and after it was over, I, too, just wanted to be normal. I was so broken inside. It took years.

[@kerrbear834]

Dad’s analogy to the Tylenol poisoning is spot on. Why isn’t more being done about this?

[@Luvumj2]

There is a lot being done. But what are your suggestions? There were never all this programs about other drugs and we have seen deaths from drugs for centuries.

[@Luvumj2]

@@Jasmine-k9m2bnot sure what you are talking about I lost my 34 year old friend who was very healthy die if Covid. Because in Texas she was forced back to work to early. She had to work with the public who didn’t take it serious. Now she’s dead.

[@Jessica-rf7lv]

​@@Jasmine-k9m2bso only young healthy people matter?

[@Woman_in_the_Wilderness]

​@Luvumj2 did she take the vax?

[@kerrbear834]

@@Luvumj2 I think the point is how the media spread so much fear and hysteria over COVID but is suspiciously quiet about illicit fentanyl.

[@martaz.9179]

Dear Parents, I just need to tell you that the fact your young but adult, highly functioning daughter came to YOU asking for help speaks VOLUME of your parenting. NEVER think you might have done something better.

[@JusticeforbabyDylan]

I came across your video and it made me cry. 2 yrs ago my grandson 4 months old Dylan Studer was killed by the babysitter using fentanyl. She was just babysitting him!! She got 6 months in jail and 5 yrs of probation!! She took my grandson’s life and walked away!! After I stood up and said what I had to say to her the judge asked if she had anything to say and she said NO. She couldn’t even say sorry for killing my grandson. Also the prosecutor said that they didn’t know if fentanyl would have killed a 4 month old baby! They said it was co-sleeping . The test they did after he passed away showed a high amount in his system. They failed Dylan. Laws need to be changed and more needs to be done. Prayers for everyone that has lost someone.

[@christinadelviscio66]

So sorry 😢

[@sarahalbers5555]

This happens more than we are aware of. It is tragic.

[@ladykayura89]

Hi, I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I'm so sorry the system failed you and your grandson 😢 I agree, we need harsher and stronger laws in place for situations such as this, families deserve justice & closure ❤ Sending you a hug 🫂

[@kinkygirly3372]

I'm profoundly sorry for the loss of your grandson, Dylan! 😢💙🙏

[@eyeswideopen7777]

Sorry to hear. Why would a teen use this drug

[@taleciahawkins3016]

I work with people addicted to drugs and the #1 key is they have to want to quit .. you can place them in #1 World renowned facilities and it doesn’t matter… they have to WANT it and its a conscious decision daily to not use… its difficult because drugs change you so its definitely a battle but people overcome.. praying for all struggling with addiction

[@rad_y6315]

@@taleciahawkins3016 you know that most addicts WANT to quit, and they really mean it. Once the physical withdrawal is gone it comes that psychological emptiness, and everything looks gray, everything is difficult, nothing gives a true joy and satisfaction. That's truly a daily struggle, and that's the time when family and true friends are most needed. So, they do want. Eventually the physical pain during withdrawal isn't the biggest problem. It's the time after, and if dealers are everywhere, literally chasing them and trying to get them back, then it's a lost battle.

[@willow_jayde]

I do too. And yet every one of us parents would spend a fortune and end up on the street in a heartbeat if we truly hoped and felt it would save our kiddos life for just a little while longer

[@Pink_143_6]

Thank you for the hope 🙏🏼

[@TexasPictures]

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[@Jessica-ro2bi]

Bless you :)

[@katharinemcgrath428]

The saddest thing in the world is seeing the parents' eyes brighten as they describe their child's accomplishments and loveable qualities, then their lips tremble and their faces fall when the horrible realty of their loss comes back. We all lost these promising young lives.

[@Luke22022]

What a powerful episode. Thank you for sharing your story and for your advocacy. You are saving lives. Unfortunately it is too late for Lauren but you are making a difference. It is nice to see mother and father working so closely together. Please take care of yourselves, your children and your grandchildren. May god bless all of you.

[@No-sv6mu]

This is my worst fear as a parent. Watching your child suffer, spiral out of control, and losing them.

[@natashac.1074]

@@No-sv6mu I was just holding my 19 month old baby boy thinking the SAME EXACT THING knowing that HE HAS THE GENE ON BOTH MATERNAL AND PATERNAL SIDES. I've been clean for 19 months now after a 4 year relapse. Was clean for 5 years before that. I'm fighting for me because I've never felt a love like a this before and I want to live long to continue experiencing that. So the thought of losing what saved me sends ice through my veins.

[@michelemarie7777]

My heart breaks for your loss of your beautiful Child.💔

[@Dabhr2]

I can not imagine the pain.. ..may she rest peacefully. Respect.

[@Nmh86]

Absolutely heart breaking story of parents who loved their child beyond words. I am sorry for you loss, opiate addiction is cruel and withdrawal is torture on the body and mind.

[@Schmannie100]

Benzo withdrawal too.

[@branevans3705]

Dad, not only was the arrest for your daughter, it was for all the others who may have died from the poison he was dealing.

[@Coco-de2ei]

Exactly. Don’t blame the dealer unless you gone blame all other sources that are killing humans. People should learn to say no to drugs we all are aware of consequences. I was in second grade I think when counselors would come to the class and say “no to drugs”. Crazy as it seems tho the dealer has a chance to repent and go to heaven. But the user most likely is in hell never to be heard from again. Read your Bible

[@arielsea9087]

@@Coco-de2ei Jesus refused myrrh when it was offered during his trial. The Bible indicates a judgment. So life is promised to those who obey God's commandments. He is the one who decides who resurrects to life on Earth. Not humans. It's a heavenly government. Daniel 2:44. State of those deceased Ecclesiastes 9:5

[@Ladybird.21]

@@Coco-de2eiintentionally introducing someone to a substance that could cause essentially instant death and that is HIGHLY addictive *immediately*, that the person isn’t educated about, is not remotely the same thing as someone giving someone alcohol or a vape, and it’s utterly disgusting that you seriously think this, and that you think some made up fairytale has anything to do with ANYTHING here just informs us all that you’re a sick person. Choke on your bible, you utter hypocrite.🤡

[@bethlapenna.creativearts]

Thank you for sharing the story of your beautiful daughter. She will always be remembered.💕

[@piscea0229]

Such a sad story. The parents tried so damn hard to help her!

[@nldjbassie]

did they? personal i feel they helped there self and failing and then blame everybody else. So many parrents totally not understand there children.

[@crystalmiller4463]

There's no doubt Lauren's parents absolutely adored her. They did the best they could.@@nldjbassie

[@anniesimone]

​@@nldjbassieOh you are so out of line. These parents obviously really tried and were extremely engaged. How many parents do you think are sitting on a plane to rehab, the day after they were told there was "a problem with drugs", despite not even understanding the severity of the addiction, the mother took her straight to a rehab! It is far more complicated than parents "not understanding their children". Addiction is a disease, some have genes making them more vulnerable. Drugs and people making a living out of dealing them, is the real problem here.

[@emiilyjaane7]

​@@nldjbassie Exactly. That was really annoying of them. Putting all the blame on everyone else for their daughters bad choices and consequences. Smh

[@Ladybird.21]

@@emiilyjaane7the ignorance in these comments is staggering and sickening. You don’t know a gd thing about how these situations actually unfold. Her bf got her hooked on a highly addictive substance as a teenager during her freshman year of college, that *she absolutely did not understand what it was nor how it was going to change her life.* And then predators approached her at her NA meetings, where she was trying to get better and doing all of the things everyone told her she needed to do, and intentionally triggered her relapses. Shut up. Be grateful you DON’T understand how crushing these situations are. Educate yourself and stop placing blame solely on very sick people. She wasn’t sick until someone else convinced her that what she was trying was just like any other legal substance that people regularly consume. It’s NOT. *What’s your excuse for being such a sick person* that you felt the need to dismiss what this family, and MILLIONS UPON MILLIONS OF OTHERS, has suffered through? They absolutely talked about and acknowledged her failings. These overdoses wouldn’t keep happening if people were more scared of the consequences of introducing these deadly drugs to people who would’ve never otherwise gone down that path. There absolutely ARE OTHER PEOPLE TO BLAME. Those two didn’t get arrested and sent to prison for 15 years for doing nothing to contribute to her death. It’s people like you who make people feel so ashamed of what they’re struggling with that they don’t ask for help. Stay off of these videos, you are dangerous.🤢

[@jacquelineallen816]

Your not alone,my son died by himself,a needless death,we often think why my child,my son was also a good person,same as yours,our hearts will be forever broken,I certainly feel your pain

[@anniebelle2820]

These parents are so strong. Thank you for selflessly doing this video to save lives. I'm so very sorry you lost your independent, compassionate, smart, beautiful daughter. Through you, she still has so much to offer the world. May God bring you as much peace and healing as is possible.

[@Globelle]

So very sorry for your loss. I pray for Peace only the Lord can give.

[@janice9230]

In Jesus Mighty Name 🙏

[@EVIESECOND]

So sorry for your loss, Mom and Dad. Such a beautiful child 💔🙏🏽

[@forwarddrive4066]

I have 4 narcan kits in the glove box of my car at all times. Not for Me but for someone I see nodding off and losing the battle. If we're going to be Patriots and save Our country from the enemy then We have to cover all aspects of war. Rest in Paradise Lauren🙏

[@BlondeMafia89]

I carry Narcan as well. I have 6 years clean and I would never forgive myself if I had an opportunity to save a life and I didn't have it.

[@Leoness90210]

Where did you get the kits? Did you need RX's for them? Did you get any particular training on how to use the Narcan; if and when you encountered someone who had Overdosed? Are there any legal aspects to be aware of when using Narcan on someone? You would think there wouldn't be; as you have saved a life...but we live in such a litigious society today, I think its a good question.

[@Leoness90210]

@@BlondeMafia89 Where did you get the kits? Did you need RX's for them? Did you get any particular training on how to use the Narcan; if and when you encountered someone who had Overdosed? Are there any legal aspects to be aware of when using Narcan on someone? You would think there wouldn't be; as you have saved a life...but we live in such a litigious society today, I think its a good question.

[@dinarecinos9489]

I do too. Here in NC you can buy it over the counter in pharmacies. I tell my two kids “we keep Narcan in the event someone needs it, we can save a life”

[@SuntoSet77]

@@Leoness90210where I live, Narcan is available for free at our County Health Center. They have it in a machine, it’s basically a snack machine , but everything is free. They offer condoms and a few other things. So, you don’t have to ask anyone, it can be low key, just go into the lobby and get one.

[@queencerseilannister3519]

These parents are INCREDIBLE!!!

[@Whippy99]

Addiction is lifelong, no matter what a person is addicted to. The effort required to stay clean/sober is phenomenal. Some don’t make it. That doesn’t make them weak or a bad person. It can happen to absolutely anyone. Judgement is counterproductive. I’m so sorry for your loss 💔

[@staceyloeffler6795]

Relapse IS part of recovery! Each time I relapsed, I learned more about how NOT to fall back into the trap of addiction. It took me MANY relapses until I found my sobriety. Suboxone finally saved my life. It took many, many months to rewire my brain after years of addiction. Methadone didnt work, because you can still use opiates. But suboxone will block other opiates if you relapse. The 3 month shot works best, but you have to stay on suboxone for at least a year, then taper off VERY slowly, especially as you get down to the lower doses!

[@TexasPictures]

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[@treee4603]

I was on methadone for 12 years. Never used again the second I walked through those doors but I had a big hammer over my head motivating me. Different things work for different people and situations. It's a miracle that someone found me at 4am ODd and gave me CPR. I was 83lbs and I did it on purpose. I was so sick and tired of being in hell. But part of my recovery was showing up there every single day. UAs up the gazoo, accountability to quite a few officials. It was so hard but in hindsight it's amazing I am alive 26 years later.

[@RealAdvocateForLiberty]

And now Joe Rogan had a great episode of a cure in Mexico that works in a few days and it’s permanent: Ibogaine

[@jamiedeming5353]

@@staceyloeffler6795 Methadone worked for me I’ve been clean for 10 yrs !!! That clinic saved my life and the therapy works if you actually try….. congrats to you !!! ❤️

[@EverettD-tf8nr]

Dad, thank you for your wise counsel for all of us to hear. God bless you.

[@Cheri-USA]

Unfortunately, parents grieve over these children and it’s heartbreaking. I went through this with my son when he was in his early 20s. I finally had to do the tough love which I hated and he got his life together. By the time he turned 30. 3 years later he was dying, diagnosed with terminal cancer and died eight months ago. Parents: you wanna blame everybody else for your child’s death, but you look at the truth of it. Your child made that decision. Sorry to be so blunt. It’s their choice and when they do it sometimes it’s deadly. I pray for all the parents that have lost children because of this disastrous drug.

[@laurarebb6923]

Finally someone gets it.

[@desihay22]

🎯🎯🎯🎯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 They want to put the blame on everyone else, but their daughter!smh they said dealers are persistent and keep finding away to get in contact with their daughter, even when they changed her number, its cause SHE was the one contacting them!!!💯🤦🏾‍♀️ Im sorry for their lost, its horrible but she was a addict for 8yrs and they want to blame everyone but her bad decisions!

[@mrswilliams2364]

I totally AGREE

[@lisabrunton7954]

I was told chance & choice, sometimes not enough time for the right choice. I'm so sorry 😢

[@No-sv6mu]

These parents have alot of displaced anger along with their grief. I thought the being mad at the person who heard she relapsed and didnt reach out was pretty ridiculous.

[@Brenda-qk6ti]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Please know. Your daughter didn’t die alone. No one dies alone. God was with her.

[@p-llebeuf9869]

My mother lost a son to drugs. When police called to tell, she made a cardiac arrest, when I learned of it my knees collapse on their own. I'm heathbroken, thanks for sharing the story of your daughter.

[@carleycorrea2753]

I lost my brother in 2023 to this horrible drug, it absolutely breaks my soul that this is not talked about more. Sucks so bad to lose someone so young and senseless.

[@LeahHolt-Baker]

This is beyond heartbreaking 💔 I know all about this unfortunately. I have used for 25 years and I been sober for 6 months and it's so hard and your ate up with guilt. You both are such loving parents she was blessed and you both are blessed to of had her❤

[@TexasPictures]

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[@patriciasams7105]

I’m so sorry I’m from West Virginia also and it’s so bad here .. we feel your pain 💔💔🙏🙏

[@lg6041]

What a beautiful child! You did everything right. I agree that this epidemic has been ignored by mainstream media. They should be ashamed! Godspeed to your daughter. May your story reach others! My daughter is an alcoholic. She is NOT high functioning. I tried to help but she refuses any kind of rehab. So I am so afraid she is hanging with the wrong crowds or selling her body to get a couch to sleep on at night. She refuses to come home. She is 33.

[@Krizz139]

Alcohol addition is also very difficult to overcome but it can be done, but she has to want to become sober. Perhaps try and see if she would agree to go to an AA meeting.

[@Mphscat]

For those too young to know what they are talking about, in 1982 seven people were poisoned from tainted Tylenol. It was all over national news on every channel. It happened in the Chicago area. So, where is the national news reporting about Fentanyl? Where is the panic of American citizens over the tainted drugs (all drugs can be exposed to Fentanyl). Hopefully our next administration will do more to stop this epidemic. Thanks to Texas Pictures for the exposure. RIP Lauren. May God be with your precious family as they cope with unimaginable loss.

[@sophiabright8371]

You are dreaming if you think the next administration will do ANYTHING to help. They sure didn't the last time. Foolish.

[@vwbeep]

He referred to it as cross contamination. Not true. It was deliberate poisoning.

[@steveb796]

Under trump the number of fentanyl deaths increased 191%. Don’t hold your breath thinking he cares.

[@terripebsworth9623]

People didn't consume that tylenol for recreational purposes. That's why.

[@leesashriber5097]

So sorry for your loss. She was absolutely beautiful. God bless you all. 🕊️🙏❤️

[@yvetteroberts3147]

My heart goes out to you. I recently lost my son to addiction. It leaves a hole in your heart that will never ever heal.

[@tpolishgal]

I am so sorry 😞

[@dinarecinos9489]

I am sorry 😢

[@tonyachambers9818]

Such a sad loss of a beautiful person. Lord please bless this family

[@DeeCM-f3v]

Just heartbreaking. So sorry for the loss of your beautiful girl ❤

[@janelljung9215]

I lost 2 sons to this epidemic.Then my youngest past of cancer. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how much it hurts.

[@dinarecinos9489]

I am so sorry 🥺

[@rebecca_jusrebecca]

Her mother is so mad. Her father feels helpless. My own addiction with opiates started over a relationship also. So my heart goes out to Lauren. RIP

[@juliadixon8465]

This mom breaks my heart. I'm sorry, parents.

[@christinagiacchetti2290]

Sorry for your loss. Prayers for your family. R.I.P. 🕊️

[@CourtneyJ-u1e]

I wish I could tell this mother and father how amazingly beautiful their love is for their daughter and in no way should they feel responsible for anything other than loving her unconditionally until they had to let her go and rest eternally peaceful. I’m in recovery myself and have never even fathomed a love like this from either one of my parents, I’m speechless just listening to how you describe your child and what she means to you.

[@sugarpie9492]

IMO, relapse is NOT part of "recovery" it's part of "addiction." I have been sober for 35 years. You have to WANT to quit really, really, really bad. One day at a time. For the rest of the life. 😥 I'm sorry for your loss. Drug addicts often come in very pretty packages that hide the usage. Everyone is a "functioning addict" until they're not. It's a progressive disease that can lead to death if you can't maintain long-term recovery/sobriety. As addiction is never "cured" but only "managed" on a daily basis. Until the day you pass. There is no "end date" when it comes to addiction. Once you "trigger" the family genetic predisposition to addiction, if it's in your family tree background, you get addicted twice as fast. And you can't go backwards after that, you have to stop. And create new healthy habits instead of using. You have to stick with it. 😎

[@seesternWHV]

Sehr genau beschriebener Weg. "Nein" jeden Tag immer wieder. Bis zum Lebensende vieleicht

[@kate1830]

@@sugarpie9492 I understand what you’re saying. Ideally nobody relapses. But statistically, relapse IS part of the recovery journey for many… including for those who go on to long term/life-long recovery. Understanding that relapse can be part of the recovery journey serves as a reminder for those who relapse that all is not lost or “failed” in a relapse. What matters most is that the person immediately reaches out for help and quickly gets back on track with recovery. This can be easier to do when one isn’t dwelling in a sense of defeat or “failure”. After all, a relapse can be a one time use or weeks/months/years of using.

[@sweetbeep]

What makes you crave drugs? Maybe that can be fixed with brain healing

[@jeffreykoran4820]

WOW...THATT WAS HARD TO WATCH...VERY INTENSE INTERVIEW...I FEEL SO BAD FOR THE PARENTS & THEIR DAUGHTER...THE PAIN ON THE PARENTS FACE IS ABSOLUTELY HEART BREAKING...THERES NOTHING WORSE THAN LOSING YOUR CHILD...IT STAYS WITH YOU THE REST OF YOUR LIFE...TIME DOESN'T HEAL ALL WOUNDS...IT JUST SLOWS DOWN...PRAYERS FOR LAUREN & MOM & DAD

[@charlottegissingisraelsen1301]

This is so sad. She had the most beautiful parents. Sorry for your loss❤😢

[@BernadineHewett-xv1se]

I heart cries for you, I can't imagine your pain, you can't save your child from addiction, I have friends that have lost 3 daughters to addiction. I will keep you in my prayers.🙏

[@loriburnie61]

No parent should have to lose a child, no matter what the reason. My heart breaks for these families.

[@patchesblack7490]

This story just broke my heart. These parents are just beautiful people. Lauren was very lucky to have you both. She was a beautiful young lady. I'm so sorry you lost her like this. To find your child dead and then have to tell your family, my gosh I just can't imagine. This disease is so complicated and so awful. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm praying for comfort and peace for your family. Fly high Lauren 🕊

[@slashp.279]

I’m so so sorry Mom and Dad!!! 😢I don’t know you but my heart is broken after watching this. I am 32 weeks pregnant of a baby girl and watching this makes me feel powerless! I wish I could do something to prevent all this pain and suffering from all these parents and myself because I know I will soon have to worry about the safety of my baby girl 😢 . I wish you both healing, peace and strength! ❤

[@mmair1304]

I lost my son from alcohol abuse. I’m so sorry, the pain is agonizing

[@corneliusdenise]

Her father's comment about not being smart or educated enough to understand addiction resonated with me. Most people who are not addicts don't understand addiction. I don't understand it either. All we can do is listen to our loved ones and help the best we can.

[@c.j.2243]

I’m SO SO SORRY Mom and Dad!!! What a beautiful daughter inside and out. To see how much you loved and advocated for your daughter is beyond moving. Every life lost is tragic. If the world was put on alert over Covid, it can be put on alert over this fentanyl epidemic.

[@kristiehicks272]

Thank you for sharing your story! So sad! Prayers for your family ❤

[@gretelbolanos57]

So sorry for your loss. I also lost my daughter in September 2024, from a Fentanyl overdose. A guy she met and was in a relationship with sold her what she thought was Xanax that was laced with Fentanyl. She had work that day and was found unresponsive in a hotel room. She never woke back up. She was 27 yrs old. A beautiful soul just like your daughter. She had just gotten out of sober living and within two weeks she was dead. The person responsible for selling her the drug is facing 20 yrs. He should receive life. He took a daughter, mother, sister, aunt, and granddaughter away from us. Thank you for sharing your story. It truly has helped me to have a better understanding as to how this could happen and how it affects everyone who has to cope with her loss. God bless you all, and I hope that through awareness, we can save another parent from losing their child the way we did!!! 💕🙏

[@lisamillertoprocketcleanin6991]

My heart goes out to both of you! My daughter struggled for years and is now 7 years sober. How she made it is beyond my comprehension but I totally know how hard it is because it’s soooo hard

[@christinekowalski6132]

I did opiods for 17 years. I do not blame anyone but myself for my use. We cant blame others for what we decide to put in our own bodies. I am sorry. Once you take responsibility for your own actions then you can get help. Whether she met him.or not, it was the cards she was dealt. God has plan amd a purpose for everything. Seek God with all your heart. ❤

[@bobhurley1270]

@christinekowalski6132 100%, you can tell how angry mom still is. Blaming the boyfriend is normal, but we all chose to use. Yes, codependency makes it a lot tougher, but in the end, it's a choice we make. Blaming others prevents you from fully owning it. That being said, my condolences to the family.

[@desihay22]

🎯🎯🎯🎯🎯🎯💯💯💯💯💯👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@melissa4455-j8c]

As a healthcare professional, I think one of the hardest things with addiction is true self accountability..a man who has been clean for 40 years told me an individual has to want to be clean, they have to want it...sending positive energy

[@bobhurley1270]

@melissa4455-j8c that statement is spot on. One of my ODs put me in the ICU for 2 days and in the hospital for 4 days overall. Even then, I knew I wasn't done using. In fact, I figured now I knew what i did wrong and could use "smarter." It took 4 more years of the "get well, get sick" cycle before I just couldn't live like that anymore. I just wanted to be "normal". I would fantasize about being able to do everyday things without needing to be high. 6 years clean, and I thank God every day I survived long enough to get clean. If you don't want it, like really want it (sobriety) you'll find every excuse to keep using.

[@principecaprincipeca2243]

Exactly. It sounds like everyone else was to blame but not Lauren. Very naive thinking.

[@voyaristika5673]

I LOVE the opening this dad gave. I'm enraged these drugs killing our children in the tens of thousands are ignored by politicians. My daughter is 9 years clean from meth. Her using years were hell. I'm very grateful for this docuseries and the compassion of the people taking part. My heart goes out to them. 🙏 ❤

[@CAA_AB8]

This saddens me. May Lauren continue to rest well.

[@categurl3967]

Much respect to you as parents that she felt comfortable to come to you and be honest with her struggles. Bless your family

[@keirasmith5706]

So sad. Sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing her story.

[@sharlahillis4914]

God bless these parents and ALL of the families that go through these heartbreaks.

[@Rose-zn5ql]

My heart aches for this family. I’m so so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter, I wish that things could have been different for Lauren. Thanks for channels such as Texas Pictures Documentaries, keep giving these families a platform.

[@Lauren-dc2rb]

I work in the addiction field here in Morgantown, WV. and it is so unfortunate that this beautiful soul is gone young but I am seeing first hand how her story is saving the lives of others in our area.

[@perrycampbell5580]

WHAT AN AWESOME "NO NON~SENSE" FATHER 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽😢

[@MargaretNelson-s3r]

🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

[@Garfieldisswag]

He's right the fact that it is potentially in all illicit street drugs that kids can order to their house off an app was news to me until I started watching this channel. I had no idea young kids who were experimenting with drugs were dying all the time.

[@ernstraedecker6174]

@@Garfieldisswag You should watch videos from East Hastings St. in Vancouver. Far worse than Kensington Av. in Philly was (now cleaned up). Tells you all about what fentanyl addiction (+ tranq etc) looks like. Folded over bodies. Sores. Etc. Far worse than heroin.

[@MZTHICK76]

So sorry for your loss 😢

[@amygonzales9146]

You can change numbers and resch out to help them but change only comes WHEN SOMEONE WANTS TO CHANGE. It's sad 😞😞

[@principecaprincipeca2243]

Exactly. You need to ad apps etc. they don't come to your phone by themselves. And move away. They will not chase you around the country to get you to relapse. There is plenty more customers.

[@yam153]

My heart is with you, broken, so sorry for your loss. Your precious daughter. I cried with you. I pray The Lord Christ Jesus will comfort you and mend your heart. My uncle overdosed of heroin in his early 40's, I was 12 then. I became an alcoholic at 19, and it was so for 23 years, I have been 100% sober for the past 5 years. I met The Healer and Saviour, He set me free, and whomever The Son sets free is free indeed. Parents, do not ever feel guilty, it is impossible for anyone to save another, ONLY God Christ Jesus can, take it from me, an ex-addict. My parents were powerless, everyone around me was, including myself.

[@IndiG-qc2kn]

Fentanyl has taken so many people away. My 9 year old neighbor lost her mother due fentanyl overdose. My heart breaks every time I see this little girl being raised by her grandmother.

[@Marie-d5f]

I cried throughout while listening about your beautiful daughter, Lauren. This is one of the most touching experiences that I have ever heard and you are both inspiring... Your beautiful daughter is inspiring. I hope this film was as therapeutic for you both as it was for me. Thank You for sharing with me, with us. I'm so sorry... Your family is in my heart and prayers.

[@shelleysedwick]

I am so incredibly sorry. If Lauren’s parents see this, thank you for your honesty. Such touching testimony. I did not know so much of this either. Thank you for sharing.

[@Huntington1982]

I experimented with drugs when I was young and I had no problem putting anything down until I met oxycodone. That started a 10-year battle that ended up with fentanyl. Opiates are on a totally different playing field then everything else. One thing I recommend is try not to blame everybody else. You're going to be living with resentment for the rest of your lives. Her boyfriend was somebody's son also and you never know somebody's background.

[@mrswilliams2364]

Should not blame anyone else!!Period. !!!

[@theresacreedon4267]

I don’t know this specific pain but I do know about the depths of love and commitment of a parent fighting for their child who is struggling so please accept this heartfelt virtual hug of support. Drug addiction and fentanyl poisoning must be addressed as it continues to take loved ones with so much good to give in this world. 😢

[@kellyk8966]

Don't be too hard on yourself. My daughter drug addicted for decades. All thru those years I later learned my daughter was way ahead in me. What I thought was a miracle answer, my daughter already knew it for years. Like yah mom! I know! If you're not in that world, you don't know.

[@beverlymcgee2715]

Thank you for sharing. It’s thru sharing our wounds that healing can come. We lost our son and my brothers wife lost her son to fentanyl. These were both smart, handsome and good kids. And to know that fentanyl is here due to political power plays is unconscionable.

[@michaelcoles7588]

I’m heartfelt sorry for this life changing loss, no parent should have to bury their child

[@zgoddess6011]

I also loss my bby brother this pass Oct. 2024 on the 29th at the age of 29. We had no idea the things that was going on. My brother was incredibly intelligent, full of life, laughter, and wizdom. I miss him so freakn much 😔 Sorry for you and all of us who have these similar experiences that resulted into their passing.

[@judysmith3249]

My son went to heaven at the age of 29 from an OD. He was born on my birthday.

[@Mon_san143]

Your story completely breaks my heart💔 I have a 28 year-old son who lives with me and he is an addict. His drug of choice is cocaine and he goes back-and-forth back-and-forth in and out of rehab in and out of counseling! And you are right I can’t win. I can’t win this fight right now as we speak he is asleep in his room. He hadn’t come out for three days and said he had a stomach flu, which I know is a lie!!!! I buy drug tests. I do everything I can to keep him sober and nothing works. Absolutely nothing so I’m basically just waiting for him to leave this earth. That’s how I feel. I don’t know how else to beat this.!!!!!!!! I am going to continue to be there for him but deep in my heart I know I will be burring him!!! I wish I could get help for him, but he has to want the help. He looks at me dead in the eye and says he’s sober when I know he hasn’t anyway if anyone is reading this just pray pray pray for me. Pray for him that maybe just maybe he can conquer his addiction!!!!!!!! love love love lots of prayers. My name is Mona and I have a 28-year-old addicted son.💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@baroqueroll4662]

@@Mon_san143 I know what I'm talking about because I've been through it first hand: my parents pushed me to make a choice, that is, to go through rehabilitation or leave their house, no compromise. Be brave.

[@rionthomas13]

This is a heart wrenching story. I want to hug you both. Lauren sounds a lot like my daughter. I am just learning about dopamine addictions and deficiencies and I wish I would have known more then. God Bless You!

[@fitflik4784]

Amazing parents. Lauren was blessed to have them.

[@nancyyarbrough1445]

Thank you for telling Lauren's story. This is a national crisis that demands attention. Prayers for your family and God Bless you for telling your story.

[@jabbaman5931]

I'm a 50 year old guy but cried in less than 1 minute.... I'm so sorry for your loss... She was such a beautiful young lady. Please be strong, I think she would want it that way. May only good things happen to you in the future. Greetings from Switzerland

[@braube01]

Thank you for sharing the story of your beautiful daughter. You both are very brave. Sending you continued strength and healing.💞

[@garymensurati1631]

HOW VERY SAD. THANK YOU 🙏 BLESSINGS TO ALL

[@franciehartsog1347]

My son graduated from WVU school of Social Work Masters Program after a B.A. from Marshall. He was a little older than your beautiful daughter. It could have been my child. Thank you for sharing her story. 🙏

[@stephaniwagner637]

Thank you for sharing your story & Lauren with us. Lauren was a strikingly beautiful girl! I am truly so very sorry for your loss, your anger & your sadness... Addiction is so unfair just as losing your daughter is beyond unfair. I hope our government gets its act together & really deals with this fentanyl crisis the way it should instead of only giving it lip service.

[@carolannburke5450]

Mom and Dad, don't feel guilty. You did the best you could for the knowledge and shock you were faced with. Thanks for sharing and helping others...

[@lj9524]

Very sorry for the death of your amazing daughter🙏💔 Thank you for sharing her story and helping to increase the awareness of addiction. So heartbreaking…