THE 10,000 SUBS CANCER QUESTIONNAIRE

WE GOT A LOOOOOT OF QUESTIONS SO IM SORRY IF WE DIDNT MANAGE TO DO YOURS BUT WE WILL TRY AND COVER THEM IN FUTURE VIDEOS! SO MUH LOVE TO ALL OF MY SUBSCRIBERS. YOU MADE THIS POSSIBLE. LOVE EM AND AISH
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[@redlady935]

I wish she knew she now has 70K!!!!! Your spirit lives on Emily H!!! ❤️😇

[@sphinx1017]

I think she'd be thrilled and especially to know she is still helping people, all these years after her death.

[@liammacaodha4783]

Amen

[@carineii6747]

I can't believe she made this video exactly 3 months before her passing. She was still so full of energy, physically. Cancer is such a nasty and cruel disease. Rest in peace, beautiful angel. 💔

[@OG-S1158]

It’s the weirdest thing ever to feel such genuine affection for people you have never met but I completely adore you guys ! You deserve everything good that there is to be had , your positivity , compassion and humour touches every single one of us everyday xxxxxxxxxxxx

[@zabfly-xj1sj]

Said perfectly!

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

YES! ( I'm not alone)

[@amorin329]

I totally agree.....Emily and Aisha are such great examples of how people can stay positive and loving despite rough circumstances that life can throw at people. I wish I knew them in person, I bet they would be great to hang out with! Lol.

[@kimbo500]

oriel octave, I absolutely agree with you! I just think they are terrific! :)

[@mosaicgirl4002]

oriel octave you've put that beautifully- totally agree with you!❤️ from Australia

[@LDNpat]

you deserve 100k!

[@AnnaScanlonPhD]

She does!

[@emilyhayward4726]

AHHH thanks man! thanks for your support xxx

[@galinarussu8288]

39k-and its only mid of May

[@LouiseReeby]

Just found your channel, you are exactly the reason youtube can be so great !

[@ktlego7825]

I absolutely love the fact Aisha eats in most shots. I am Aisha.

[@sarawilkinson6766]

Kt Lego - saaame

[@xMichelex]

ME too! I love them both so much and wish I could meet them in person, but I'm in the USA. They are beautiful inside and out and Emily is the strongest girl I've ever seen.

[@lisacooper3300]

I love how she always lays her head on Emily, when she’s tired. Lol

[@TammyGrosso]

THank you for helping me see that I don't have to sit around and let Terminal cancer, in my case, metastatic mediastinal melanoma with no skin involvement, take my living time away from me. I am not dead yet, and I need to live my live to the fullest.

[@Sparky12355]

How are you now?

[@dontgiveupdontgivein8159]

I am writing from "Sin City" Las Vegas, glad to hear you've visited here! My oldest sister passed away from cervical cancer many years ago, like a 2nd mom to me. She lied about her diagnosis to our family and moved to Seattle, WA. Long story short 2yrs later we get a call from the Swedish Hospital in downtown Seattle that she collapsed on the sidewalk trying to catch a bus. Cancer was everywhere. Initial tumor was the size of a softball...3wks or less to live. She passed 5 days after we got the news. I am an RT, used to helping save people's lives. I fell into a deep depression. Initial Dr. in Vegas we talked to after she passed. Why did she tell us it was just an infection and not cancer. He said surgery and radiation 97% curable and she left. She had 3 kids a grandson, 3 brothers, 2 sisters. We all loved her so much. I know she might have been scared, depressed? She never was before diagnosis. Her not wanting to fight cancer hurt me. Maybe that's selfish but her being 19yrs older and my dad passing when I was 13 she was like a 2nd mom, my best friend, my confident. I admire you so much not just saying FUCK CANCER for you but for your fiance, your family, your friends. ...you are going to beat this, you are stronger than any patient I've ever had and it means so much to see someone not only fight so hard for themselves but for all the people who love them..We all love you too Emily! Beat the Fight.. F***Cancer..Never give Up💕

[@go2lucy]

Ooof. In this video they actually said the date the doctors gave was June 29th and she passed on the 26th. I hate cancer. I love Em and Aish.

[@christinekillen3852]

I think she said that they were thinking of getting married on the 29th but the dr said that would be too late. And they were right. Am I correct?

[@go2lucy]

@@christinekillen3852 oh they got married! i was just talking about how close she was to the date the docs gave. What an impossibly vibrant and kind soul EM was. She reached so many through this channel and frankly, without even knowing her personally, changed my life quite a bit.

[@heykerryann]

Poopy stuff happened to me a few years ago and I wallow. After finding your videos (and binging on your channel) I left the house today, called an old friend, started to make plans. I’m ashamed of myself for wasting years and feeling sorry for myself. Thank you for inspiring me to smarten the fuck up. Love from Canada babes.

[@mrs.elentz2336]

I found your channel last night, binged all night. Laughed, cried, and felt just about every emotion watching your channel... you are one amazing woman, Emily, and you and Aisha a beautiful couple!! I was so inspired by you... I referred just about everyone I talked to today to your channel, including someone close suffering with suicidal thoughts. I just am at a loss of words... THANK YOU!! HUGS FROM WISCONSIN, UNITED STATES!!

[@MeganVlogz]

Got a Dr's appointment for tomorrow morning for my mole that I've been meaning to get checked out for ages. Thanks for having a positive impact on me! And congratulations on 10k, 11k now! :D

[@louisexx9269]

I've just discovered your channel a few days ago Emily and I just want to let you know that you are such an inspiration. You're positivity, strength and soul is remarkable. You're an incredible woman. I wish you all the very best xo

[@carolinehonse35]

The two of you are such a delight and so gracious to share your life with others. I can think of so many positive things to say but at the top of the list is to say that both of you in equal measure are so very genuine that how can we not help but feel enriched and enlivened by being shown the highs and the lows of life as you know it and live it.

[@lisaandkristy]

You are an inspiration! I am 24 and whilst I do not have cancer I am chronically ill and my 2nd pregnancy was scary. I went through feeding tubes, neck central lines, hickman lines and 4.5 months in hospital. I was left TPN dependent. TPN and all the nasty drugs are the only reason me and my now 19 month old are here. I am so glad that you aren't having to go through too much physically right now (like lines and infections etc) and I hope you don't have to. Hickman placements and infections etc are what ive just been through. I went into septic shock ending up in intensive care and emergency surgery I thought I was dying and my kids would have to grow up without a mum. I did not handle it well and it gave me a tiny insight of what it could be like to know you may die and you amaze me how you handle everything 100% better than I did with just the possibility. You have done more in the last few weeks worth of jobs than ive done in a good year and yes I'm not physically well enough to walk far I need a chair and its hard to get out but I'm telling myself to have more of a fight. Make the most of the hour or two I can manage out of the house and just enjoy every second I can in and out of the house with my beautiful girls. I wish I could be as strong as you. Aisha is amazing and to think of what may happen is just heartbreaking but some people live until they are 100 and most never experience a love like yours. Tomorrow we are going to mess about at the park for as long as I can not caring about what I look like needing a wheelchair I'm going to stand for as long as I can and push my baby in the swing. You will beat the life expectancy they have given you because you have more life in you than anyone Ive ever seen or known and you have Aisha by your side. Keep making memories and know that 10 years from now these videos will still inspire people. Maybe in 15 years they will inspire my two girls.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

I hope things are better . Sending love

[@lindamonnett4450]

You both deserve the most beautiful dream wedding ever. You give so much of yourselves. We are lucky to have you in our lives making everyday better. 💕💖

[@shannondavis6310]

Yeah, what a way to get 10,000 subscribers. It just goes to show (hopefully), that people still cares about people. I just pray that God will continues to bless you both. Love you both, even though we've never met. I hope you get to New York this year.💟💟🍻

[@angelamcgonigle5213]

Michelle from Northern Ireland you are an inspiration Em I am in remission from Breast Cancer just be positive and you will get there just started watching your videos love yous loads xxxxxx Asha you the best girlfriend anyone could ask for for i dont know how i would cope if i got that bad news, your the best.

[@cruiseylee]

Shannon Davis can’t believe he didn’t let her last much longer. Or make it to 29th June

[@sophieofnorwich8281]

The world definitely needs more Emilys and Alishas - you're both flipping wonderful. Just as you wished you'd started your KZbin sooner, I wish you had too. Big love to you both xx

[@lavenderandtwig]

My girlfriend and I have been watching your videos for hours. You guys are incredibly strong and such an inspiring couple

[@emilyhayward4726]

Hey Paloma thanks to you and your girlfriend for you support! it mans the world to me! LOVE AND PEACE XXXX

[@lavenderandtwig]

💛

[@Misrabelle]

11:29 You were so close to making it, Em. Rest well now, you put up a hell of a fight.

[@twinsgran]

You are such a special couple. You brighten my day. Love you both xx

[@heatherh264]

Hello both.. been quietly watching your videos and find you both inspirational.. have my own health problems .. just discovered my 3rd tumour and waiting for biopsy results.. you've totally changed my way of thinking.. I now start the day positive and up for the fight.. so thank you .. much love and best wishes to you both xx

[@PurpleLuci]

Good luck with your own journey! You got this!!

[@bethsutton3550]

Thinking of you and wishing you all the best! X

[@Sun-Soul]

Sending you Love and Healing on your journey! ❤️

[@heatherh264]

Thank you all ❤️❤️

[@aishahasan3407]

Thinking and praying for you stay strong and if you ever want someone to talk to just message either of us xxxxx

[@coopermorehead]

June 29th is mentioned as more or less "too late" - who would have thought?. A life cut far too short. Thank you, Emily, for your gift and passion!.

[@LiLLinds100]

i found your channel a couple of days ago and your subs have gone crazy since i was binge watching your videos earlier today and noticed you'd gone to 10k since yesterday i've come back tonight and your on 11k!!! and i can totally see why! such an inspiration and you both are lovely girls! :)

[@jordanclay7038]

I know this doesn't have much to do with the video but as a gay disabled woman your relationship inspires me so much and makes me so happy

[@jennak8712]

Always looking forward to my daily Emily and Aisha video ! honestly is the absolute highlight of my day. So excited to see all of the amazing things you two are going to do in the future, the world has big things in store for you two !

[@kimbo500]

Emily and Aisha, While watching this video, I got the same lovely, refreshing feelings that I got when I watched my first video of yours. That was when you were told your last brain tumor results. It WAS a horrendous day; and yet, I couldn't believe how genuine and sincere you were. Here you were, dealing with what you were told, and how it was affecting each other, with such grace. On top of that you said you felt bad for the medical staff who had to tell you, because you knew it had to have been hard for them as well. Emily, I am an RN, and I KNOW you are the exception to the rule. I can't express to you, how lovely you are. You are a dear, and I am so glad we are getting to know you and Aisha through your videos. We love you BOTH lots too! --- KIM

[@sheilakearney8272]

Randomly found your channel the other day and fell in love with it. Your optimism is contagious!! I look forward to watxhing your videos every day.

[@kellyw921]

You will make it to many 29ths of June.

[@emilyhayward4726]

Bless you! lets go get it! x

[@chloeg2574]

You are both so bloody amazing! I had what I thought was a bad day at work today and watching your video (as well as all of your other ones) has completely changed my attitude towards my day. The positivity that the two of you radiate has impacted me and made my day feel better. Thank you. I can feel it in my bones that you are gonna beat your expectations, Emily. Aisha, you are beautiful inside and out and the two of your are so lucky to have met each other.

[@Cant_Cope30]

You’re such an inspiration and I love how positive and upbeat you both are but also real about the rubbish bits. Thank you for bringing us all along for the journey xx

[@katythomas5997]

I only subscribed this week! I literally watched your subscribers going up over the past few days tho & it was amazing!! You totally deserve it. You seem like such a lovely person with an amazing mindset. It’s inspiring to watch! I absolutely love Aisha too! What a dream team you guys are! Already looking forward to your next Vlog! 👏🏼

[@unintentionalminimalist]

i stumbled across your channel last week and I'm binge watching everything...you ARE the most incredibly strong person and it's an absolute joy to watch you and Aisha.... you are the sweetest person and your strength is amazing ...much love

[@oliviaLOVEShenry]

11 thousand subs now, Emily. Smashing it 💯

[@ellamarson3882]

Wish you were still here Emily......mega emotional .watching you guys wish it was still like this ....my heart aches and thinking of you Aisha your heart must be broken..big hugs sweetheart 💖💖🌈👟👟👟👟👟👟👟👟👟

[@JNss3498]

Theres 11204 people here from around the world, walking this journey beside you both. 11204 prayers per day will equal something mighty spectacular for you and aisha. Stay strong you have got this. Lots of love and virtual hugs from australia ❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@BNYC18]

You guys are awesome :) u show how the cancer journey isn’t always doom and gloom. U remind me of how positive my mum was when she had terminal cancer. She never let it get her down even as it started to take a hold on her and neither do you. You really are an inspiration to a lot of people.

[@Weavemoss]

You two are so inspiring, your positive outlook on everything truly is amazing. Seeing the love you have for each other is so lovely, I wish the very best for both of you

[@lurcovq]

Well done guys! Ur such a great speaker Emily! I’d look into motivational speaking but considering ur a PT that’s no surprise as u kinda already do that! :) Love the videos u two. Keep it up :D

[@alle6621]

Your videos give me hope.. I have been having health issues lately and your videos make me feel like I can handle anything because your positivity is just so amazing. You are in my prayers every night since I found your channel. I truly love watching your videos. Please keep up the awesome work 💕💕

[@elleb89]

You guys rock! You motivated me to join the gym today! And looking after my health better as its something we shouldnt take for granted ❤

[@JWinParis]

I only came across your vlogs a few days ago and I am completely blown away by you both, wishing you love and happiness in all you do

[@JosieShmelon]

Your channel randomly came up on my suggested and I'm so glad I chose to watch your videos. You have so much strength, passion and just pure life. 9 months ago I found out my mum had cancer and on the same day my ex broke up with me. Watching your videos has shown me that life is for living, obviously my situation is nothing like yours but seeing you guys so strong has urged me to push on and live every single day! I wish you the absolute best and keep smashing it, you guys are an absolute inspiration in every sense of the word! ❤️

[@bethmansfield6203]

Such genuine people! Love it ❤️

[@rachel9562]

I only discovered your channel the other day but since then I've just been binge watching all of your videos! You are such a beautiful soul and you and Aisha are relationship goals 😍 your strength is inspirational and you seem like such a warm and wonderful person 💕

[@amandamiller6387]

You are ALWAYS so greatful for the growth of your channel but you are both so beautiful in and out, and that's why its growing!

[@angelajohnson4444]

The strength that you show is beyond admirable, the love you have for each other is palpable. Thank you for the privledge of letting us follow along on your journey. Sending prayers and love from the US ❤

[@chrissys8474]

I have anxiety too hugssss Aish great vid you both... it is overwhelmingly heartwarming to see how connected the two of you are

[@31893336]

Just found your channel! Love you both already. I love your positive attitude and how thoughtful you are to each other. In this crazy world you have brought me peace and joy. Thank you

[@jillyb710]

After watching your signs and symptoms - had itchy thing back of leg that poured blood once. Went doctor today - so thanks for kicking me up the arse. It's coming off and we'll see. Fingers crossed.

[@peachsharon38]

Jill Harrison praying all is ok x

[@user-qx8bu1cz2u]

thinking of you, Jill xx

[@niaomif2095]

You guys are such inspirations.. Your positive attitudes in such a crappy situation speaks for what amazing people you both are X

[@mathematicalmuscleman]

The "Chemistry" that is between these two is just awesome to observe. I always think of Emily when I am at the Gym.

[@gilhawlf]

You ladies are an inspiration - both of you. Emily your energy has kicked my butt into gear to live life you've got. Been struggling with illness for while. But my god woman I've no excuse now when comparing to your situation. Much love. And thanks again.

[@Kashinoki.n]

You’re both so beautiful inside and out💕💕 Aisha, I admire your strength so much, you’re an inspiration just as much as Emily is😘

[@robinphillips5208]

I love the way you two obvious love and respect each other.

[@listychick]

i was just watching this vid with a smile on my face, didnt realize it till the end. you both are an inspiration to be happy no matter what comes along

[@lindagardellini6321]

11,000 now!! Woo hoo!! Congrats! Love you both!

[@sherrys.96]

What an amazing woman you are! God Bless you both!

[@lunis471]

You guys just totally rock! Such an inspiration both of you! Im so very glad I found your vlog. Thanks and a million blessing to you. Love your positively.😊xx

[@Chloe-vx4ye]

Emily & Aisha - I started watching these vlogs in the last few months and now I watch them every day religiously!! I always check to see if a new video's been posted before any other channel on KZbin because I genuinely find you both such amazing, strong and intelligent/insightful people to watch! Also, you can really tell the effort that goes into editing the vlogs and I love the music over the shots of London etc. You fully deserve all the success on KZbin/online and I also really hope you're able to have a beautiful wedding in the short time you've had to plan. You both inspire me everyday so thanks so much xxx

[@kimbergin4392]

I discovered your channel the other day, and can’t stop watching ur videos. Both of u are so positive, both my mum and my mother in law have incurable cancer, and have shown them ur videos in hope it will make them more positive xx

[@beckyg927]

When I see that you guys have a uploaded a new video, I get so excited. The encouragements that we receive is unbelievable! Love, love y'all . 💓

[@charlottedavies3407]

Absolutely love this!!! Your videos are just so inspiring, motivational and honest. The positivity radiates through to us subscribers. You are both amazing! 😘😘

[@uzairaaliyah]

I honestly love you guys, I can't imagine this channel being over, I pray u have a long life and this channel continues for years to come

[@asbiemoen]

Thank you for sharing your intense day-to-day life. You make an impact throughout the world. Love from Norway.

[@emilyattwood1390]

There's not really words to describe how amazing you both are. It's a privilege to be able to follow your journey and your strength and energy is so admirable. Your positivity and love for each other is so beautiful and I've honestly never been so touched by someone's story. Wishing you both so much happiness, luck and love xxxx

[@virginiamicek15]

Emily and Aisha. You two are Such beautiful girls. It’s obvious you belong together! Thank you so much for your videos. They are lovely just like you. ! ❤️

[@humdahs]

Been going through such a hard time recently with my health, makes me want to give up doing everything I used to love and enjoy since its been so debilitating. Since finding your channel, every time I've felt that way I remember how you deal with something so much worse than I'm dealing with and still do everything - I somehow find the motivation to do things again! Especially since you go to all the same places I go in London and do very similar things! You've been a great help to me so thank you :)

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

I hope things have gotten better. Sending love 💘

[@AnnaScanlonPhD]

I love the two of you and thanks for sharing this journey, Emily.

[@SadieKay1]

Binge watching your videos at the moment! Interesting, informative and inspiring me. I'm seeing things in a different perspective which is helping me and ways you don't know! You guys are great, sending all the love your way xxx

[@dianebarron8362]

CONGRATULATIONS ON THE 10,000 LOVE YOU GUYS

[@crazydiamond4565]

You’re at 11,000 now! woot woot! 💜🇺🇸🇬🇧💜

[@christellevecchio]

11,000 and climbing!! As always, love you guys!

[@sarahl6499]

You are amazing. I admire your strength, Emily!

[@lisachavez1531]

I really want to thank you for sharing your life on KZbin. I find you two to be inspirational in the way you are forging ahead and living your daily lives. Of course, I wish your circumstances were different, but I do want to thank you for sharing and being so honest on here. Much love to you both. xx

[@SquishyTishy4Life]

11,000 plus now!!! Congrats girl!

[@ForeverrCheer]

I just want to say that you are incredible. I can't even believe how positive you are. I failed a test in college yesterday (becoming something too common for me even though I'm busting my ass) and I was all torn up. I watched this and it really makes me step back and realize that I have so much to be grateful for and it put life into perspective for me. If you are going though all of this sad shit and can be so positive, then I can too! Go you! p.s you both are gorgeous and I love your accents (I'm from the U.S) haha

[@vikkianne4328]

Emily and Aisha...you always make my day and make me smile. Even when I don't feel like smiling. Thank you. You are both beautiful people xx

[@debbie7991]

My new fave channel. I can't get enough of you both...I swear I am not a crazy stalker....waiting for the next vid to come. You are amazing and so is Aish!!!

[@newlife8610]

You are amazing! You can beat this I’m praying for you~

[@amyx2709]

I am so thankful I found your channel! You two are so genuine and kind and positive despite the crappy situation you find yourself in. Thank you for brightening my day. I really think you will make it to to New York for that honeymoon! Love and hugs from across the pond in Texas.

[@IsabellsNannyRuby]

I hope you're taking us all along to the wedding with you (video). I'm so routing for you. I've also got my sister and niece watching as they are both terminal and loving the positive vibes you both give.

[@zooropa1967]

You guys are just so much fun. I hate that you have to deal with cancer. I am always thinking positive thoughts for you Emily!

[@natashaball7797]

This was lovely to watch by it did make me tear up as well due to having people in my life that have been affected by cancer! Your a inspiration!

[@nickyhigby]

You two are BEYOND adorable together. Your love and positive energy crackle around you. Do let yourself feel the sadness when it comes, feel it, acknowledge it, let it go. I have a life limiting illness and I’m a very positive person and here long (15 years) past the age I was told I would hopefully reach if we were really lucky. Part of being positive is being realistic, and by that I mean letting yourself experience all the emotions so you can really let them go and move forward. If you and Aisha didn’t have Times when you needed to wobble then it would be a false positive. I’ve managed my stuff with huge amounts of controlled denial. I ignore it unless I can’t. I don’t identify as being really sick, I refuse to be that person. Like you, I get huge benefit from exercise, and like you I don’t look sick. I’m glad about that, I’d much rather feel shit and look great than the other way round, vain as that is. It helps our brains to cope to think, if we look banging then we don’t always feel as bad. Anyway, you are both amazing, I’m thrilled to have been watching for a while and have seen how much your vlog and subs matter to you. We are all rooting for you. You are the queens of “go hard or go home”. So much love to you both xxx

[@applejellypucci]

Now 11K!!! Go Aisha and Emily!!!

[@rachelcee3337]

I’m not sure you both realize the positivity you’re spreading to so many people...there’s a reason those subs are climbing so fast!! Your positivity and strength are absolutely contagious!!! Wish I could hug you both!!! ❤️❤️ p.s...my 14 year old son is obsessed with sneakers like you are, Emily. He was watching your vlog with me the other night and his face lit up when he saw your new trainers. He said to tell you that you should do a show and tell with your whole collection!! 😉

[@scasper26]

Just found your channel a few days ago. I’ve been watching loads of your videos and I love them. You are so real, raw, honest, caring, and sincere. You and Aisha have a beautiful love story. I can tell you completely adore each other and it’s beautiful to see. May you have many happy memories and times together! Thank you for sharing your journey. You have inspired so many people, myself included! Love and blessings!

[@Jingleheartart]

You two are just perfect

[@deborahannelindley7117]

YOU TOO ARE SUCH LOVELY, LOVELY PEOPLE..You are both now the focus of my daily healing meditation.

[@katehill1191]

Keep livin' kiddo. Sending light and love and healing energy to you both ❤

[@annieb3784]

I love you both so much. Praying for your health and happiness for many years to come - you are incredible 💜

[@lovecrop]

your updates make my nights a lot less gloomy since i moved to scotland. thank you!

[@bronk8630]

Love you girls. Total class and what a team.

[@kerryhorrocks4453]

Love you two your so sweet cancer is awful I can’t imagine what it’s like for you both ... you make me wake up every morning and think about what people go through and we just don’t see it .. the love you and Aisha have is amazing one in a lifetime

[@danielle1135]

You deserve millions of subscribers and all of the happiness in the entire world. You are a wonderful couple and I'm so very sorry for everything you have had to go through. Your positive attitude is so refreshing to see and I'm sure it's bringing so much comfort to those around you. I want so desperately for you to have your June wedding and your trip to New York. Thank you for sharing these videos with us. I can see how difficult is for you both sometimes, I really do just admire you both so much.

[@tinah6423]

Just found your channel a couple of days ago and had to subscribe immediately! You two are such a wonderful couple and the love and fun you share, even doing “not fun” tasks is so obvious. I have a lot of love for you both and am thankful to have found you! Sending you both hugs and ❤️ from Texas!

[@missysanders3200]

Binge watching and loving your relationship. I am so glad you are sharing this brave part of your life with all of us.

[@nh80slady8]

Love,love,love you both!!!! God has definitely put you both in my life for a reason!! What a beautiful love story... ❤️😘❤️

[@Mummabear543]

Congratulations 11k now :)