The Consequences of Doing Cocaine

[@ThatSlowGTCS]

Getting Californian sober was the best decision i ever made. You don't see the destruction till your sober and that's the worst feeling in the world. love you brotha your vids have been there when i was at rock bottom and now im doing pretty good.

[@gstyles7759]

I feel this fr bro. Stay up

[@Kurucifjonc]

Do you only consume cannabis now, or do you do psycedelics, too? What about alcohol? Stay strong, my G! 👊🏻🙏🏻

[@yunggatz6638]

@@Kurucifjonccali sober means weed+ alc tho the psych thing depends on the person

[@fg68g2nyd]

Hate to be that guy, but it's "You're" it's the shortened version of "You are"

[@ThatSlowGTCS]

@@Kurucifjonc no alc I can’t control myself, it’s like a light switch once it’s on I can’t turn it off.

[@nowis7404]

You don’t know how much these type of videos help recovering addicts. Thanks

[@IdesireNormalcy]

Bro they ong help for reall

[@jaxfarias973]

100% I resonated with all of it. It really helps one feel and know that they aren’t alone

[@Skoopyghost]

California sober is a thing, then I have to be mormon underwear sober. When life is hard, and the 12 steps aren't helping. This reminds me.

[@sweetp3660]

yeah man, they're rlly helpful

[@JVilla-ri5iu]

Y’all think this is helpful by thinking about drugs 😂

[@paco281]

Cocaine gave this guy spidey senses and he’s telling me not to try it, yeah ok buddy tryna gatekeep superpowers

[@xtremeentertainmenttv9664]

Not to mention for some people just 1 line is enough to trigger a fatal heart attack you just never know

[@neo-haman2246]

😂

[@Bongaboingy]

AHAHHAHAHAHA

[@jvon491]

it’s like shitty crack spidey senses tbf 😂

[@johnlongaski2715]

If was offered coke last night and turned that shit down

[@mikey100swim]

Bro the part about feeling grossed out by ur friends you used to do drugs with, such facts. It’s a drug use cliche but hits so fucking hard when you experience it. Happened to me doing a bunch of Molly in the rave scene. Def met some good people who I don’t dislike, but some others I’ve completely distanced myself from

[@toster4869]

You are the friend you did drugs with. It's not about the good people you've met, nor people whom you distanced from. It's about you, it's about parts of self that we've discovered through the drugs and parts of self we distance from. Hope you're doing alright now

[@joeyminnick8813]

Exactly it’s 100% ture

[@dacypher22]

People on molly are so irritating if you aren't on it too. I would go so far as to say maybe worse than hanging out with drunks. I lived in a party house many years ago and drugs would sweep through the house on trends basically. The owner of the house (who only drank) called a house meeting because of how irritated he was with everyone during one of the molly waves. And some of those other waves were meth, crack, heroin, etc. But molly was the one he put his foot down on

[@izzyizix]

Quitting stimulants, opioids, and benzos. 108 days sober. Straight edge at the moment. Love your content. Edit: the rehab TVs recommended section is now all goblin when I left🤣

[@braulio26]

congrats bro keep pushin it 👍🏽👍🏽

[@Hybrydnaki]

Keep pushing throught you got this! That 108 will be 1008 soon enough! You got this

[@CboyCkushh]

Congrats

[@meursault7030]

Badass, man.

[@GavinMetoxen]

Does that include caffeine do you chew gum or have something like working out?

[@sumairi5005]

gob throwing that grenafe everytime and not hitting shit is hilarious

[@RustyB22]

He always throws to the same part of the map too

[@dredzdead]

Lmfaoo

[@adam4you2]

18:00

[@WilcoxNotreallythere]

Same for me

[@butcheredalive]

It's that skill based damage bruh

[@crono420]

Cocaine is the 1 drug that has changed my friends the most who I can no longer associate with as much

[@TCC4118]

It’s meth that did it to all my friends

[@kronicshit7896]

Facts

[@brianbarajas2948]

Fr. They flake so much just to waste time on blow.

[@JasonBoyce]

yeah i dated a woman recently who turned into a huge coke addict when she got laid off and got a huge severance. her paranoia turned into this huge thing where she kept trying to screw me over and mess with me in so many ways, and it was wild watching friends of mine who i've known for more than 10+ years go party with her because they all just want to do blow. i told them not to talk to me anymore then they flipped out at me. I don't consider that a loss

[@KasinaMedeis]

​@@TCC4118instant personality change

[@mcdthumbz7512]

I decided to become completely sober as a new years resolution and i stumbled upon this channel a couple days ago. These stories are incredibly relatable as i relearn how to be a functional adult. Edit: Ten days sober

[@LuSiDious]

This channel GOATED

[@xanderoliver785]

Hope ur still going strong brother 🫡

[@Manbeast1523]

I’m in the same boat brother keep going strong 💪🏻💪🏻

[@nameyname1447]

You got it, still going strong?

[@metalhead45]

Good work homie, im in the same boat

[@VannyArtist1234]

I'm 5 months sober from coke as of a couple days ago. I've been watching your videos since I was 15. I'm 21 now, and I am glad to see this type of content. Much love brother

[@MrGooberZ]

4 months sober and 20! Seems kinda coincidental 😂

[@ialwaysthinkaboutyou]

​@@MrGooberZI'm proud of both of you, keep going

[@riy9603]

As someone newly sober. i really needed this video nick you dont understand.

[@freezer-z6j]

I'm proud of you. Keep going, I was once newly sober and now I've been of opiates , benzos, and ice now for over a year. It can be done, you just need to take it a day or even a minute at a time.

[@meursault7030]

@@freezer-z6j Being sober gets really, really great after a while. Stick with it, I promise you.

[@billballinger5622]

Same lol this hit at a perfect time

[@uncletapeworm9107]

Keep at it dawg we all out here fighting along your side

[@RandomguyMr]

every day you spend sober is another day that proves you're still a badass. good job bro keep it up!

[@NEKLilswitch]

Love the realism and the honesty about the long term affects

[@saltypepper7485]

“I’ve never been much of an anxious person.” You don’t say haha. This line is so funny to me because I am an anxious person, and over the years watching Goblin’s videos I’d catch myself thinking “damn, wish I had a bit more Goblin confidence growing up” lol

[@SullenSullly]

I love how real this guy is man, been watching for years, true goat.

[@KodakWhite5904]

Man yeah uppers have definitely made me have permanent paranoia and anxiety 😢 anyone reading this do urself a favor and stop while ur ahead all those days of no sleep will mess u up in the long run.

[@IdesireNormalcy]

The lack of sleeping is the absolute worst part of it and is why most people start doing it often

[@cheeto4950]

Yep!

[@sCrebLord]

Yeah.. it really sucks when you cant figure out why you're still awake at 3 am every night

[@robertoooooo]

Smoking gas and painting walls to this banger

[@BA-df3rj]

Hell yeah how the wall going

[@shamuud5884]

smoking paint and passing gas to this🤤

[@PR0F3T69]

The wall done

[@vbakardi]

W

[@reservedten5750]

@@shamuud5884😂

[@Casey-go4ob]

Your brain was fried for so long due to the ammount of blow you consumed back in 2019 for months. You brain is constantly trying to get back to "normal", so it made a ton of dopamine and seotonin receptors to take in the surge of neurotransmitters coke gives when you take it. Once you stopped doing blow, your brain doesn't automatically adjust. It takes a very long time for receptor counts at your neuron's synapses to get back to someone who doesn't do drugs. The longer you do the drug, the more your brain adapts to being like that. Some poeple never get back to normal, like if they used hard for years, but luckily you stopped before it might've messed you up forever. Long time viewer, first time commenter. Love your content Goblin!

[@justinmarshall1043]

​@@Derek-c4qsometimes longer ... And the longer and harder you do a drug. Sometimes you never fully come back. Yeah you can be like 90% but I've talked to many people that say they just never feel the same after years of abuse

[@YUNGCHEBBOG16]

@@Derek-c4q sources??

[@brimzs]

​@Derek-c4q It's subjective . The 90 day thing is a NA concept .

[@YUNGCHEBBOG16]

@@brimzs I see that makes more sense thanks!!

[@therideneverends1697]

@@Derek-c4q Nah studys show for heavy abusers particularly of meth and coke it can take 8 months to a year and a half for the structure to go back to normal, though typically people FEEL better quite a bit before that

[@trentonbaldwin2340]

thank you for the friday upload, been a tough week my boy. been unemployed for a little bit, multiple interviews a week, no one is hiring and my savings are coming to an end but when I saw your new vid on my feed it made me smile. keep doing what ur doing, you get a lot of us through so many tough times. Love you Goblin.

[@HustleMakerShorts]

Not alone @trentonbaldwin2340 currently sitting in the same boat. Pretty damn stressful tbh, keep your head up and just gotta remind ourselves each day there’s more to keep pushing for

[@JokerRaw]

Good luck broski I'm tryna get some income going again too

[@ugjibii1155]

Good luck man, I hope one of these interviewers gives you the time of day and a fair chance soon

[@ugjibii1155]

good things are coming soon so someone’s gonna get back to you on whatever position’s open

[@Rizzole]

Same boat just happened, chin up , can't beat us mate.

[@420bigsmoke3]

i watched one of my friends go from 6’1 220 pounds to around 130 in the span of a few months while also managing to throw away 10s of thousands of dollars of inheritance from his dead father. truly a horrible drug.

[@ytmm1]

now THAT is fucked up

[@wutangisforever2798]

Depression is a terrible thing.

[@GTPLewellen]

He must have been smoking crack.

[@Jdeezy12]

Damn bro that’s sad as hell

[@Iicyumbb]

this is a goblin classic🥶🛡️🔥

[@sativaz]

Classic hoot and a holler banger of a video

[@Rizzole]

Certified indeed

[@ev25zv]

@@sativaz It's 2025. Time to stop saying "banger"

[@mattfromthebandthornbush]

gob i’ve been california sober for 4 years. your vids really helped me get out of the drug phase. love you bro

[@jackhowes8530]

First 7 minutes and every you just spoken about is so relatable, the weird friends you wouldn’t associate with sober, the paranoia for no good reason

[@ReckgSolo]

Icl as a viewer since 2019 literally 3 months before the start of CCs I did not think you'd last long😭 especially during that lil hiatus u took that year but 6 years later u now fully clean and a way better person and content creator ever proud of u goblin we will get u to 1 mil soon

[@sunnny819]

"2019" ........... "6 years later" is crazy

[@Rizzole]

Yea he's gotten really good ppl gonna be noticing him , trully how can ya not like this guy.

[@afterhourscinema782]

Coke being expensive is what made me quit 😂 I was like, _"Fuck that, I need money for booze"_

[@loopianna]

Liq was always the main course and coke was just like a side dish😂

[@aidenoliver2286]

Same brodie 😂

[@morpheus_9]

@@loopiannaI’ve never been a big drinker, I do enjoy the occasional wine, German beer (holy shit German beer changed my life), and some good bourbon or scotch.

[@Joomluh12]

Just trading one poison for another. If you're going to consume something, at least make it something that doesn't pickle your liver. Take it from a 31 year old alcoholic; it ain't worth it. The bad side effects start to kick in much earlier than you think.

[@Normaldude444]

@@morpheus_9you said your not a big drinker than named a bunch of drinks you have drank……. Umm. Please try again. And think next time

[@Creativecrybabie]

Being around ppl on coke when u are no longer partaking is one of the most annoying moments lol it makes ppl act so passionate but it’s the drug talking. Glad u got off the shit!!!

[@paulh.m3288]

im in recovery, just recently, and man i regret trying any stimulants. stopping them is like relearning how to function

[@jiffypop3890]

Happy you stopped that shit man! You’re strong keep pushing bro 💪🏾

[@SimSum2argh]

Tell me about it... I feel shellshocked everyday still. I'm clean for 760+ days from the pipe. Still feel warped though 😅

[@MichaelSulek-i6o]

13yrs sober greatest thing bro

[@morpheus_9]

Stimulants suck ass IMO except for MDMA/MDA and the OCCASIONAL blow. Only get 0.5g at a time and only once every couple months. I’m a downer guy. Amphetamines make me feel like SHIT though, I had a script for dextroamph and I only took it once a week when i had to study a bunch.

[@SimSum2argh]

@morpheus_9 don't go hatin' on meth round here boy

[@willroberts6547]

the way you always say, “i dont rly remember” or “i’m not sure whether or not”, that’s exactly how i feel about 90% of my memories due to heavy drug use

[@francisdrake3730]

I feel this! I was addicted to speed and coke for 10 years(2 years sober now) and it was bad. The way of life, the depression, the mindfucks, the paranoia, the people, the money problems, everything. I'm so glad I'm done with this shit now.😊

[@HotNuts69]

congrats on sobriety bro

[@ComputerHead0001]

Me too bro

[@minecraftenjoier]

i feel u brother destroyed myself on a 5 year bender 1g a day couldnt sleep w/o it was in so much pain from the septum perforation literally destroyed myself now just trying to find enjoyment in life thank you for the video u described everything im experiencing

[@Lightpockets]

Quitting the blow and replacing it with BJJ/Judo is the best thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. Saved my relationship and I lost 100 + lbs. Thanks for sharing Gob 🎉

[@roon1355]

bro great fucking work im proud. I felt that way with wrestling

[@harorider96]

That’s how I feel with motorcycling, gym and work. Im stronger than ever right now

[@Lightpockets]

@@roon1355 stay on the mats brother 🤙🏽 appreciate it

[@Lightpockets]

@@harorider96 amazing feeling. Stay safe on the road 🙏🏽

[@themaskedwarrior1592]

Been 5 years sober off alcohol Currently a month into quiting cigarettes Thank u goblin for being there when my friends are strung out somewhere In the streets You have helped me out in so many ways its not even funny and i appreciate it

[@Stash140]

Struggling with alcohol tbh bro it’s hard can’t go a day without thinking about having a drink and I’m 20 I’m from uk

[@eastsideLBC]

@@Stash140same bro it’s a tough one when you’re struggling with depression and severe anxiety knowing a couple drinks can suppress all the negative thoughts and emotions for the moment, I’m 22 from US

[@codyhernandez791]

@@eastsideLBCHey bro don’t give up. You’re most likely going to have to have it worse with your anxiety and depression but once you pull through that, it’ll get so much better for you and it’ll be rewarding the longer you stay sober. You got this

[@eastsideLBC]

@@codyhernandez791 appreciate it man fr

[@Joomluh12]

@@eastsideLBC Look into phenibut. That's what helped me quit, and I drank every day for a decade. It will actually make the thought of alcohol seem disgusting. You also have to keep in mind that the damage you're doing to your body is only going to result in worse anxiety and depression. If your problems are truly bad enough to where you have to self-medicate, do it properly. Stop killing yourself over short-term problems, and turning them into something long-term.

[@joebidet4913]

Imma be honest goblin, the coke probably had permanent effects but the anxiety is probably from weed, I smoked weed for 7 years and I started getting paranoid even when I wasn’t high, being high made it easier so I continued but when I finally quit my anxiety completely left, it took about 6 weeks to feel completely normal

[@thousandlumens]

I was thinking the same thing, in fact nothing has created more anxiety in me than weed, not even stimmies. I used to always ruin my psychedelic trips by adding weed into the mix and it always resulted in a bad trip

[@wincannon]

I ain’t even playing ever since I’ve been doing cocaine I get real angry like the day after man I am a lit fuse just waiting for someone to set me off I quit a job just cause the night before was a bender I was not playin 💀💀💀

[@joebidet4913]

@wincannon yeah I’ve seen that with a lot of stimulant addictions, my boss smoked meth and rage quit his job

[@user-wo5nx7sg4b]

Exactly, never had an anxiety attack or any issues until I smoked weed. It really screwed me up for a few months. I have done blow, it's great when used sparingly, or even when super diluted into a liquid like nasal spray, hits like 3 cups of coffee, the recipe is out there in the interwebs. Sure, there is paranoia on those on wild benders, but that is the absolute extreme end of it. Coke in my opinion is rather tame imo, for the most part, the worst is a night of geeking out and raw junk from jerking it for most dude. I never met a person who couldn't quit/stop using it, what's the worst, a weekend of sleep and depression. I am sure there are people out there, but it's not that physically addictive. It is the hard stuff like opiates that really do get a person, and coke does let your guard down, make you more of a risk-taker. I know many that tried opiates for the first time while geeked up.

[@uncletapeworm9107]

I'm so glad to see you posting these kinds of vids nowadays. I'm coming up on 4 years sober from xans nd your chanel has been so important nd comforting to me for so many reasons over the years. I remember going crazy from withdrawals nd always having your vids play in the background as distraction. When I first stumbled across your vids I was a complete mess, xan addiction is the worst out there I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, the way it rewires your brain is genuinely traumatising in some ways nd coping wit life after is so extremely difficult. I went cold turkey from heavy opioid nd benzo abuse at the same time nd even 4 years after I still struggle to put jnto words how utterly helish that experience was. I'm lucky to be alive today nd I'm hoping anyone out there struggling wit xans in anyway rn knows there's a way out nd it gets easier over time. Thank you goblin for all the hoots nd hollars over the years, your presence has been insurmountable in my addiction nd recovery. I don't usually leave walls of texts but I jus needed to get it out there lmao

[@afterhourscinema782]

_"If you wanna get down, down on the ground...cocaine"_ *- Eric Clapton*

[@plenkman]

don't forget this fact cuz you can't get it back cocaine

[@masterdv3]

Nah never laid on the ground from coke

[@jwnomad]

@@masterdv3 it's a metaphor

[@WilliamWalworth-q3f]

That was written by JJ Cale not Eric Clapton. And he’s got a lot of other bangers

[@devilsoffspring5519]

@@masterdv3 I think Eric Clapton was singing about getting arrested for blow

[@krazyk500]

Bro the part about sitting there all day and nothing being interesting. Ill never miss how EMPTY i felt. No happy, no sad, just a shell of myself. 2 years sober LFG

[@seven6two_]

haven’t touched any stimulant, opiate, benzo or really anything besides liquor and weed since September 2024 still going strong yall got this shit ain’t easy but it’s definitely doable!

[@behindyou3689]

Aye it’s only been 12 days but hope you still doin good I happen to just break my 3 month sober on xans and adderall but aye I don’t count it as back to square one

[@bruhmayne1168]

Ngl I never had to do coke to get that paranoia. A few years ago I’d be able to hit a million dabs and be too afraid to go to the basement because I thought there was a ghost watching me through the mirror. I had to leave the basement walking backwards so my back wasn’t turned to the ghost down there 😂

[@jasonsellon4270]

California sober is all one needs, can’t wait to see how the series evolves with what you have to say about the other drugs!

[@Thatguy55595]

Live resin only for me!

[@kkoplyer4176]

Right on time as I'm tryna quit drinking which has ruined my life. 1 day sober, prolly still hungover but hey at least no beer today. Got hit by a fucking car 3 days ago. Still got 3 tabs on me but they don't seem like fun at all now. Gotta sit thru this I guess. Good content, keep it up.

[@TheKEVIN3151]

7 days sober bro, last beer was New Year’s Day

[@billballinger5622]

@@TheKEVIN3151same

[@B-fq7ff]

yeah save the tabs for when you're past withdrawals

[@joejoseph8277]

2 days clean off fent laced percs, only started 2 weeks ago and it almost ruined my life

[@Dahgfyt]

Big ups to you brudda

[@xtremeentertainmenttv9664]

@@joejoseph8277 how did you survive the fent laced percs

[@thegooeymanschannel7128]

It's crazy how fast that shit gets you man, had a phase with those a few years ago, good luck to you! You got it!

[@Thatguy55595]

I was on fent for like a good 7 months straight worst time of my life

[@Dahgfyt]

@@Thatguy55595 use that as leverage, never allow you to take yourself for granted ! We need you glad you clean now! I hope all is swell

[@twistinwistin8904]

The anxiety around heart problems is the worst. I went to the hospital because I was convinced I was having a heart attack after doing an 8 ball and they had to give me benzo’s to calm me down

[@vdegames2807]

16:19 when you fry your dopamine and serotonin receptors its kinda impossible to feel joy again, its called anhedonia and its a real pain in the neck. You basically have to wait until your brain fixes itself, and with drugs like cocaine or mdma it can take months or years until you start to feel normal again. I had a friend who took way to much Molly in senior year (basically everyday for 2 months). He is still depressed to this day and he has been 1 year sober. Anyway if youre getting sober keep going cause its very much worth it Even if it takes Time.

[@sle3pe]

Doing that much molly is really neurotoxic, ur friend probably wont ever fully recover.

[@UrnotThtguypal]

Facts! I had a period of time where I did molly every weekend for 3 months straight. When I finally quit I had anhedonia for a long long time, thought I'd never be normal again. It took a good 3+ years to feel completely normal, if I even got back there. Don't listen to Sle3pe, your friend will recover. It will just take a lot of time and patience.

[@masonryacrobatics]

just fast for 3-4 days. the body will fix itself. if u can quit coke u can stop eating food for 3-4 days

[@sizzlekitten4441]

11 days sober from every thing. I’ve watched your videos for years. I’ve realized most of the people I hung out with I will never see again, and that’s okay.

[@roon1355]

bro great fucking work and dont ever give up you got this

[@soil3296]

ive had a blow habit for a bit and this made me reconsider. i should calm down or quit. thank you goblin

[@akiraakiraakiraakira]

QUIT NOW WHILE YOU STILL CAN

[@tothepointreviews9675]

I’m 28 years sober. I’m 28 though. On a serious note I really respect you and what you do. I’ve only smoked weed and sometimes I feel like I’m missing out on all the fun drugs coke etc. but you make me realise I’m not.

[@JasonBoyce]

coke is the only drug i've done that i wish i'd never started. i don't even do it now but it still runs rampant through my friend groups and still winds up messing with me to this day even tho i haven't touched it in ages. it's not worth touching

[@RichardZERO]

My sis has "The Columbian Cold" right now, had it for more than 5 years. We don't speak, which is great for my mental health... and my wallet.

[@lyssix6203]

Well paranoia is pretty common with weed, and the negative effetcs come with time

[@devinej8411]

In my experience paranoia is only an issue really if u quit smoking and go back after some time. This is not just me though multiple generations I've talked to say the same as well as friends. There is some varieties that are famous for causing anxiety but I've only found a few that are on the market unless u grow it ur self. In fact this is why almost all sativas in the description will say racey. Also people forget set and setting definitely apply to cannabis and anyone that thinks different will get humbled by the plant sooner or later 😂.

[@jackhowes8530]

Not the sorta of paranoia that has you staring out a window for an hour straight tho!! Weed more makes you overthink things your girlfriend said

[@oxyhcl]

@@devinej8411makes sense, i was smoking crazy amounts for the longest, only recently its been makin me tweak out after taking t breaks n weed just aint for me anymore

[@irmantasblazgys2357]

​@@devinej8411I developed panic attack at one point of life from weed solely, it got to the point where it transitioned into my actual life. Turns out blazing all day isnt good for you, im fine now i can still blaze like i used to, but im over it, za doesnt give me joy it used to.

[@moonlmao5858]

lowk I feel like we have a lot of relatable experiences about gaining happiness and learning to see the beauty in things again :)

[@angelsantos6348]

I remember doing blow years ago lostening to your videos where you did blow. Ive been california sober for almost 2 years and seeing this video is like the conclusion of a phase

[@SparkonRust]

I quite literally DIED from cocaine and was out for like a minute and a half to two minutes and lemme tell ya that was a hell of a wake up call to stop the stupid shit. stay safe guys. much love gob been watching since I was 15 and I'm goin on 23

[@bed2149]

Goblins channel is the best effort I’ve ever seen at anti-drug campaigning, most of the times without even explicitly doing it. This video was insanely good at being overtly anti-drug tho

[@asggaming3022]

Gbln huge thank you to you and joey diaz. Bc you two are the sole reason i wont ever do coke i have seen how destructive of a drug it is and im glad you encourage people not to take it

[@cj4984]

needed this lowkey

[@Violence4You]

Same dawg shits rough right now but we gon make it out🤞🏾

[@nathanielhind8989]

Thank you Goblin for your time and effort on very important topic. As a on and off Cocaine addict your honesty and talking about this really helped me today. Everyday is a battle that I been losing for the last 15 years. I know I’ll never be able to be the man I was ever again and accepted that years ago. Keep up the positive work and thank you for bringing me a brief glimpse of hope in the now empty shell of once was. Thanks Goblin much appreciated .

[@PR0F3T69]

Trying my hardest everyday not to do harder substances

[@diggydanja]

You got this, the true high resides within the mind

[@wincannon]

Yo I’d try running or working out honestly just improving your health is the opposite of substance use because instead of inhaling something toxic you are pushing your lungs and muscles etc

[@deathtoblankmist]

You’re doing well and I encourage you to keep going. The harder you go the farther you crash, and you end up substituting a few hours of euphoria for days or weeks of pure hell. It’s never worth it. Your highs might be lower now but that means your lows are shorter and easier to come back from. I’m glad you’re finding balance

[@morpheus_9]

Don’t do it bro, don’t ever try opiates or benzos. Not fucking worth it. Also don’t do meth.

[@roon1355]

bro you got this shit, and you have people there for you man. even me if you need someone to talk to on snapchat like reply to this shit like im serious you got this

[@szotoxbeta2984]

PERFECT timing gobby, I just finished painting for 6h and 'bout to smoke some reggie. Ur the man

[@brimzs]

Haha yeah man nothing wrong with a bit of reggie. I got some as well lol.

[@spiral1671]

i think that feeling you are talking about is the pink cloud. it happens with weed too and you feel terrible for a while but once it passes you feel happy as a kid again for a bit. I believe it can come from almost any drug that affects you greatly. Since stopping is so hard and it messes you up so bad you are rewarded with crazy happiness as your brain becomes normal ish again.

[@cynical8330]

I'm not kidding when I say that this kind of content is the only reason I still watch this channel. My dude really understands what it's like and to hear Goblin of all people say that it gets better if you stay sober gives me hope. Last year I relapsed on uppers after being sober from them for a long time and it's bled into this year already. It's not like how it was when I was 19 anymore and to hear Goblin say that things won't be boring forever after you quit gives me hope. I've always related to and really understood Goblin's stories, even the stories I don't really have equivalent experiences with resonate with me. Edit: Also, Gobby, you probably felt so low and depressed from the MDMA abuse tbh. That sounds more like what people experience with amphetamine addiction in recovery where you just get stupid depressed for a really long time after you quit. I'm not 100% on the science of it but that chemical and really fuck up seratonin production in the brain bad. It takes a while for your brain to fully recovery from abusing those kinds of uppers. Cocaine is a dopamine reuptake inhibitor so it damages the heart more than the brain.

[@Slightly_present]

I went through the same shit with alleged friends. I moved on; I have some PTSD and other mental health issues that are still effecting me today.

[@reddrift3022]

Honestly, its so cool to see your character arc over these years becoming more mature. You are legend.

[@Thatguy55595]

I was always an opiate guy. Now I’m a weed guy. Suboxone saved my life but now after a year and a half clean it’s time to try Cali sober

[@morpheus_9]

Bro suboxone is great but I still feel sometimes that urge to try some opiates again. I was off the dent for 14 months. I’m trying to get off the subs now and it’s a bitch. I’m scared of withdrawals off em.

[@Thatguy55595]

@ you just gotta man up that’s what I’m doing. It’s gonna be hard mentally but just make sure you have family around to help you. It’s rlly hard mentally. I’m using dabs to help me relax. I started subs in September 2023 almost a year and a half ago. 8mg and started tapering a few months ago. I’m down to 2mg now. Gonna get off it completely soon

[@losingmymindrnbro]

very timely goblin vid as always, i just recently blocked my people and deleted contacts to kick the habit and it feels necessary to continue being reminded why it’s bad to go back

[@Kirutajogero]

"Fuck that i don't miss that at all" while he misses his scorestreak

[@davidcoquelet2272]

First time tuning in for years…I gained a lot of respect for you the way you talked about drug use in the beginning of the video.

[@inutero10]

My serious adderall addiction lead me to chapter 7. Trying to pick up all the pieces.

[@harorider96]

You got this homie 🙏🏼

[@inutero10]

@ tyfts

[@ericthebat7530]

Bro I just wanna say thank you for low key helping me get clean with videos like these. It made me realize the person I've become and that I really did want to change. I'll miss my tweaker days forever but there's nothing better than just my weed, not having to worry about ODing or urgently needing a re-up...

[@Wakasquaka]

No way your nostrils got stronger from all that blow lmao 😂😂

[@hylannn4771]

The anxiety consequence is a BIG one! Mainly the anxiety about your physical health after getting geeked up constantly. Now I go to a doctor to get blood work regularly and stay on top of my health.

[@unstaybul]

Bro the heartrate paranoia is sumn i can relate to heavy i had like a whole week where all i could think about was my heart rate and like imagining pain in my left arm n shit bro that was a dark time

[@morpheus_9]

Bro one time I did dextromethylphenidate and I decided it was a good idea to go and mow my grass. holy shit dude that shit gave me heart palpitations, and when I went inside and looked in the mirror my pupils were different fucking sizes. That freaked my shit out and I almost went to the hospital. Never did it again after that.

[@Thomus.i]

Thank you for making this video! I’ve been experiencing a few of the long lasting withdrawals such as dysphoria and depression for almost a year now and it’s really comforting and motivating knowing it’s not just me and that it will eventually get better. Keep up the great content thanks again 👍🏼

[@xoobrandy]

feb 4th this year will mark a year since my biological mother passed from an OD on what she thought (im assuming) was coke, as it was her preferred drug. destroys lives, me and my siblings (predominantly them) haven't been the same.

[@jimbojones9118]

I know a few people who have died from fent laced coke and they weren't even druggies - just old heads who wanted to get high like the did in the 80s on a special occasion. Sorry for your loss - this shit is horrible

[@mstripling86]

i was a huge sugar addict for awhile up until i had a seizure from it back in august of 2023. i kept using until about june of 2024. you would think i almost died from doing it that i would stop then but no, i just liked the feeling of it too much. losing my job and not being able to afford it helped me get sober. if it werent for that id probably still be using it. i remember times where i would feel like im gonna die but still kept using it anyway. it truly is such a destructive drug.

[@marcusstately]

8:37 gobby got the single female living situation

[@rpasewa]

It’s really nice to see you make such helpful and honest content about all the sides of usage. Hope you’re doing okay.

[@danknoodle9760]

2:12 prayers to chad or ron 🙏🏾

[@jacobcasey4093]

96 days off fentanyl I live in a sober house and I’m working soon Ima get a place w one of my housemates here. Also when you said you were looking for a scientific explanation for the no interest in doing things after stopping that is called PAWS post acute withdrawal syndrome. The timeframe is exactly what you said as well usually gets better between 1 and 2 years depending on how long you were using. Love the videos man and anyone that ever wants to try drugs don’t it started so fun and got me homeless by age 20 lost everything my job, car, girlfriend, all my money and my pride. You never know if it will happen to you not worth the risk

[@morpheus_9]

Bro I was on the fent for 14 months, doing 15-50 pills a day. At the end doing pure powder. The withdrawals were so bad I almost died from seizures and no I had zero benzos in my system. I had to get taken to the hospital, they hooked me up to an IV, I asked what was in it they said “8mg of Ativan” nd I said “Ight bet”, they pushed the plunger and I blacked the fuck out. They had me on a black out dose of Lorazepam for 4 days and I kept seizing in the hospital.

[@Mexicanshaq34]

Yo goblin I agree with the serotonin part, i didn’t do coke but i had a manic episode similar like a coke high. After that was over and the doctors treated it nothing is fun no more literally like you said I would get bored of video games in 20 mins, and the only thing that brought me joy is getting stoned and like you said everything after 2 years hit me I finally felt again ! Loved the vid goblin another hoot and holler💯❤️

[@JoeLesky-kl3xp]

i appreciate goblins maturaty in posting these types of videos saying, yeah drugs were fun as a kid, now they suck.

[@trevor6814]

OG’s remember slowing ur vids down to .75 💀

[@digthelig8680]

I used to love your content when I was like 18 19 doing everything I could get my hands on. I agree drugs lost all their fun and now at 23 I’m almost 2 years sober. I haven’t watched you in awhile but I really enjoyed this type of content. I appreciate you goblin and I’m happy to hear you’re doing well!

[@JackCapooo]

Perfect timing I’m smoking some 710 Labs Jackson Heights, also picked up Some Kai Peach Slushie they’re a craft grown out of Michigan you should rlly try them some time

[@Hapyy-Dad0789]

Yo I’m smoking on Rick James by 710, enjoy fam

[@dylanclay2918]

Won’t lie I used to watch Gobbys videos of the cocaine chronicles and used to think I could never get that bad but didn’t realize I was already there, almost a full year sober now bring my life back to what it was

[@yestayzhanassaubayev5986]

Every friday uploads are dope thanks Nick!

[@MudaSHoleProductions]

Thanks for sharing your story and honestly I saw myself having similar experiences and consequences when it came to coke abuse. Glad I'm on that road to recovery on it even though it's been a struggle.

[@KukriKnife]

Yeah dawg I agree with you, it's definitely important to talk about the consequences of drug use. I was hella tempted to call in today about alcohol abuse but I'm too fuckin' nervous. I'm on this wave with you though 100%, good shit. There are real-life repercussions that aren't immediately apparent during active use

[@taze_999]

this one actually was perfect timing, im a year into my binge i cant bring myself to stop. it’s unbelievably addicting please dont do it

[@blancos1304]

@7:32 bro real talk I felt like this on psychs, never got anything like that on weed, but I just tweak off acid hella scary

[@roon1355]

do you have the urge to keep taking acid? i didn't know you could get addicted to it if you even can

[@Str8OuttaBSPodcast]

That part about not feeling joy from anything was one of the worst parts. I can attest to the fact that your serotonin does come back it just takes a LONG time. You gotta stick with it. Mary Jane helps too!

[@Skateandcreate9]

Also, i hate to tell you this Goblin but just because cannabis isn’t an upper doesn’t mean thc doesn’t raise your heart rate 😂 because it most certainly does, look it up G.

[@remingtonrojas]

Probably helps that when that happens you can just remind yourself literally nobody has ever died from thc

[@thekingnoot]

Man hearing you talk about the lack of serotonin in the brain resonated hard with me. A combination of years of LSD, weed and SNRI use left me the same way. Now a lot of times it feels like I need so much weed just to get that brain activate it again.

[@lolDemonisKinq]

Gave up blow 2 years ago but my constant previous use has my blood pressure thru the roof as a 29 y/o they say if I don't fix that shit i'll have a heart attack in my 30s shit sucks don't do drugs kids

[@billballinger5622]

Can i give more info? Im in a similar boat but how long were you using and how much? And are u overweight

[@lolDemonisKinq]

@@billballinger5622 no not really only about 210 now never really been, but I used for about 4 years sometimes harder than others used to do a ball every check plus gave my dude rides to work so was constantly using

[@toiletgremlin2929]

@@billballinger5622dude just consider getting sober ur either gonna permanently fuck up ur septum ur heart or ur on ur way to a heart attack - former coke head

[@Thatguy55595]

Blow is garbage stay away from that stuff

[@jacobbflexin]

I love this content goblin. You are a truth teller!!!!

[@franklythebest7456]

if making friends as an adult was easy a lot more people would use a lot less drug

[@brandontriolo2088]

So interesting to hear about the serotonin returning That must have been such a relief

[@K3TA9]

4:38 beautiful nade

[@lyssix6203]

Goblin we need more video of consequences of doing other drugs, even if there are no consequences at all it would still be very interesting, and also imo this is the best, most honest, most optimized form of harm reduction

[@beanhouse-t9u]

gob says coke gave him paranoia, but it honestly sounds like he developed ocd

[@idkwiainarp]

thank u goblin for helping me understand the consequences of doing hard stuff and being realistic about it i will be sticking to getting stoned and drunk and ur funny as hell

[@haidenthewanderer4429]

Wheres the upload nick its friday

[@GlizzyTwoStep]

As a random midwest 27 year old that hasnt tried cocaine ever. Im stoked to watch this. Love you gobby

[@theofficalwonderwafflegami7524]

9:05 say no more 😉

[@ps.7470]

thought it was jus me 😂😂😂