The Crowd is Untruth-Rrandall

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Rrandall, a pastor's son now living in Boulder, Colorado.
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[@andyhekkandi1785]

This wonderful bloke is a man who practices what he preaches. I've known him for a decade now and by pure luck and last minute planning I've been fortunate enouph to spend many evenings chatting, exploring and just hanging out in multiple countries. Rrandall is one of the most honest and genuine people I've ever met, he never expects anything and doesn't even raise an eyebrow at my many flaws. He's always been wrapped in wisdom and stoicism... a kind of organic "cool" that us rock n rollers wish we could purchase at a flea market somewhere. His stoicism and his kindness is something to admire, I was so shocked to see an interview with such a dear friend here. Wherever he is at the moment, I'm sure our paths will cross again and I'm looking forward to it. One of the kindest folks I've ever known! Super cool to get his story out there ❤️

[@andyhekkandi1785]

Also I said stoicism twice and that's because I have a small brain and a smaller willy... Also, Current 93 shirt ✌️

[@smokin_hulk_logaan8425]

I've been lucky enough to know Rrandall for the better part of a decade and couldn't possibly express how thankful I am in my own life for the friendship we have fostered. From the early music days on, it has been nothing but enriching. Glad to see him able to tell his story on here.

[@lilaworley8935]

We all need to have a Randall in our lives. Introspection is in short supply nowadays. He's a breath of fresh air.

[@lisafrederick8870]

What kind of music does he sing?

[@rrandallxi]

@@lisafrederick8870 Mostly I'm a crooner

[@mustertherohirrim7315]

@@rrandallxi Randall himself has replied!! You've replied to the type of music but ignored the guy saying how fantastic you are and what a glorious gift it is having known you. 😌

[@mustertherohirrim7315]

@@lilaworley8935 introspection in short supply. Every single video is packed of introspection. This guy's a bit of a yawn actually 😴. I'm trying not to be insulting.

[@vacheriedevacherie1959]

The best thing I found to help with my existentialist spleen, is to take care of other people and animals. Once you are of service to others, your own worries about yourself become little, and not so important.

[@egomod]

💯

[@zackincincy]

Absolutely 💯 true

[@tiffknox6158]

Yep.

[@cassandrareedy7369]

For sure 🍀❤️

[@goodboix3528]

@@egomod similar to what mark was talking about with Georgia w/ body dysmorphia

[@rowantanner8733]

One of my closest friends and one of the most genuine people I have ever known.

[@judastheman]

I know Ziggy, the porn actress that was on here but the comments were turned off. Lol. She dated my brother n when my mom tried to kill herself, she and my bro stole her money while she was in the hospital.

[@jamesmiller4490]

I knew Randall when he lived in NC, spent a great amount of time with him. Whilst our world views were very different, I can attest he is 100% the person he is in this interview. Strong convictions and a genuine soul, as well as a phenomenal musician. It's been years since I've seen or talked with him, I'm glad to see him doing well.

[@millennialbuddhism2619]

do you know if we can find his music online?

[@wk3960]

When I listened to all these interviews I realised I had a good life. My parents scrapped by, I grew up angry, confused cos I am gay and yet life is very generous to me. I live a good life. It is an awakening listening to all these interviews and their perspectives. TQ

[@pussypuffs]

unless one dies before puberty everyone grew up confused and angry

[@terywetherlow7970]

WK: this is refreshing for me to hear....

[@bitfinesse]

👊🏼

[@sharonaerneckeaitchison4500]

What a deep thinker! He certainly has committed himself to his beliefs. He is a very serious person. The couple of times that he smiled, it was a whole other face ... a very handsome face. I hope he finds the right person who is like-minded and committed to beliefs, and that he can be happy, inside and out.

[@TwoHighways]

Amazing how much of Kierkegaard’s thoughts are as valid today as it was in his time. This guy is on a noble path. This is the sort of Christianity we should all be striving for, not the fast food version so many “believers” busy themselves with for the sake of keeping up good appearances.

[@bluesslider76]

This is one of the better ones you have posted. I connected with him more than any of the others. Thank you

[@melaninmonroeeee]

Fav interview by far . As a preacher’s kid and someone who is currently dealing with severe depression , social anxiety and being a recluse, and also on a self love and self improvement journey , this interview resonated so much . Love his instrospection and retrospection on his life and his discipline and determination to make changes and keep fighting no matter how hard its gotten for him 🤎 God bless you Rrandall , keep fighting the good fight Xoxoxoxo

[@thekidcomn5938]

I almost wonder if some of us who grew up in some hardcore Biblical backgrounds deal with some of these issues.

[@hambeef5047]

Chiming in to add preacher kid here - agree with everyone. It's cathartic and sad to see so many with similar stories.

[@gothboschincarnate3931]

@@thekidcomn5938 Of course....religion promotes mental illness.....that and capitalism....

[@Splinter.00]

“Incur the cost or suffer the loss.” Well said.

[@t.wilson7962]

“I’m a hypocrite of my own intentions.” Deep!.. the last piece of advice he gave… righteous! Thank you, Rrandall 🙏🏽

[@cypher7648]

I like that line..it holds a lot of humility and introspection . How many of us are, but would never ever see it, let alone admit it 👍🙏

[@bethetruth6428]

@@cypher7648 many.

[@felixcross9269]

He's a passive pathological liar. Unfortunately. With some underlining issues. Yes. He is intelligent but whatever underlining issue he has contributes to his lying/inflationary behavior.

[@bobtaylor170]

@@felixcross9269 , how do you know that? What is he lying about?

[@laureldevine]

@@felixcross9269 go away.

[@samanthaharris805]

I watch the interviews everyday, and really look into the heart and soul of these folks. Rrandall has me looking into my own heart and soul. Thank you Rrandall.

[@gothboschincarnate3931]

spirituality is not in his eyes.

[@fluffnstuph85]

Congrats to him for realizing addiction COULD be an issue and avoiding it all together. Wish I’d have had his insightfulness earlier in life. I’m an opiate (foremost, along with other substances) addict with ~8 years clean. Rrandall I wish you peace and may you find what you seek in life and beyond. ♥️✌🏽

[@rrandallxi]

Thanks so much... Of course people think you're making it up or are paranoid for it when you haven't ventured into it - or when someone's been clean long enough. When it's sitting with you, it's always clawing in the backdrop. But of course not giving it traction / keeping the taste out of you, is all the better bargain.

[@fluffnstuph85]

@@rrandallxi You are extremely well spoken, sir. I couldn’t have said it better myself. I hope this finds you happy and healthy!

[@sinceunati]

Right here with you. Been in MAT for about 7 years. Now seeing a doc for anxiety issues. I'm 45 and just dealt with it for years on my own.

[@liltorchapache6496]

You are so worth every bit of effort Om glad you are free from addiction ❤

[@brittanycamille6460]

I respect this man so much. His abstinence from sex and alcohol sounds so absurd to most people but not to me. He can find the right woman who will respect his values. Affection can still be expressed without intercourse. His morals and values are highly important and there aren’t enough people honoring abstinence from sex until marriage. I can relate to the issues with food from my own past depression. I overcame that and I’m so glad I did. Alcohol, food, drugs and sex can all become addictive for anyone with mental health issues or depression, simply because of the DOPAMINE RUSH & LACK OF COPING SKILLS. That’s why I LOVE THERAPY. Once you find a good therapist, who cares about their work and want to actually help people, like he said, it does help for anyone who ever thought of trying it. Healing is a beautiful thing. ❤️

[@decapitateallcops3214]

It is absurd

[@qtpysusie459]

We've had it backwards for a very long time now. I should never have lost my virginity to someone I barely knew in college.

[@decapitateallcops3214]

@@qtpysusie459 I agree 100%. You should have given it to your uncle instead.

[@qtpysusie459]

Making love is entirely different from having sex. I had sex in college. Nothing but making love OR abstinence. No loving partner, no need for intercourse. Said.

[@qtpysusie459]

@@decapitateallcops3214 Not funny.

[@wrmlm37]

I don't think I have EVER known a man with this much self awareness. He verbalized his emotional turmoil so well. Best of luck Rrandall. I recommend the Stoics to you. There are great channels on this philosophical way of life. Ty, Mark. This was eye opening.

[@wesleyalan9179]

I gotta say..I'm into Stoicism, been studying that for about a year now, good stuff!👍

[@bertoflores5046]

Salute!

[@bobtaylor170]

Kierkegaard I find more intriguing, and intermittently so, than interesting. For your soul's sake, Dostoevsky, Flannery O'Connor, and Walker Percy are the fiction writers I recommend. Equally, I recommend the theological writing of C.S. Lewis, G.K. Chesterton, and even though I'm Protestant, Ronald Knox.

[@sabrinas2090]

Can you recommend some channels?

[@bobtaylor170]

@@sabrinas2090 , video is video, so you can't compare it or its contents with literature, but there is a great KZbin channel which will feed your soul with Biblical truth: Soteriology 101. The Dallas Theological Seminary channel has good things on it. 1517 is very good, from a Lutheran perspective. And there's a fascinating channel which I haven't seen enough of to give a solid verdict on, but The Academy of Ideas will feed and challenge your mind. But literature is literature, just as music is music. You can't replace literature with anything anymore than you can replace music with anything. I realize that a lot of people have reading problems, such as dyslexia or ADHD, but if you can possibly read great literature, such as the things I've suggested, you will always nourish your soul. Read The New Testament and the Psalms, at least.

[@caseyjennings4772]

This was half an hour of pure enrichment. Unselfish communication that serves both purposes of transferring information and inspiring introspective self examination is truly rare outside of the philosophical giants. I’ve been fortunate to know Rrandall for several years and his friendship has enriched my life tremendously. I’m thankful for his opportunity to tell his story and for everyone else’s opportunity to hear it.

[@shariontaylor6814]

I too am grateful to have the opportunity of witnessing/hearing of this beautiful dark yet enlightened experience. Cheers!

[@donaldbrownjr.5473]

Imo....this is the most powerful and relevant KZbin channel. If KZbin gives any awards not for how many subs but for brilliant content Mark hands down should get it! God bless you brother!

[@matthewtackittsr1420]

Loved this. A fascinating mix of intelligence, self-reflection, and mental illness. A wounded hero. A testament to the power of mind and will.

[@carlakool3782]

I felt very much the same although I would never consider using the words mental illness to describe him. Challenged mentally in some regards but who isn’t. Such a cool guy 😎

[@maebandy]

He's heroically brought himself back from the brink of death but I'd like to see him tentatively work towards more engagement with others. God is not perfect, what we call God is only the combined consciousness of all spiritual beings. So it has no gaps in knowledge or ability but is also full of ignorance, failures. There is no perfect existential being to put off or fear. They say our relationship with God is very representative of our relationship with our parents. I can't imagine how overwhelming it would be to have your God, your parents, your school, their employment all intertwined and dependent on one another. How could you successfully be expected to develop confident autonomy. Moderation in all things, including moderation. Not participating is not being in control, if the human experience could be understood without living it this experiment would be over already.

[@pgroove163]

@@maebandy I completely disagree with what you say about God... And it's not even up for debate... GOD IS PERFECT..true perfection..

[@suefontaine5227]

My grandfather was Norwegian. I learned so much from him. He was an extremely patient man. I still strifor a fraction of his patience and insight.

[@Metal-Possum]

What's Norwegian people got to do with this?

[@rrandallxi]

@@Metal-Possum I lived in Norway at one point, and speak Norwegian.

[@Neonracer1013]

I hope he continues his journey and adds new chapters like family, children, love. Best wishes Rrandal.

[@Phuzz828]

Great interview. He genuinely seems like one of the most sane and level-headed people you've had on. All the best to him.

[@frankh.valenzuelaabuelotej652]

Dang! yet another wonderful guest! I found him to be very introspective all the while having issues with his depression, anxiety to name two, for example. His verbiage was placed at a higher grammatical level in some areas, yet he did provide a few specific examples of what he meant. I especially liked the concept (at least from my perspective) of describing in generalization, his way of analyzing for example, the Bible, to a point of understanding from his own perspective, rather than taking the passages in literal fashion. Again, a wonderful video. Peace.✌

[@rudolphmurphy1847]

Don't add or take away from God's Word. It speaks on many levels and in many ways, literally too. I trust Him, Yashua Messiah, Emanuel Himself, The Living Word, my Lord.

[@muzicaempathica6479]

@@rudolphmurphy1847 Amen 🙏

[@BoxofRain-ff4td]

In most of your interviews I dread to think of where they will be in five years, this guy, would love to see where he would be in five years

[@832KJV]

Interesting. So glad Randall found a way to navigate this madness we call life, rather than throw it all away.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Or blame everyone else, (which I'd rather do).

[@naturelove3748]

@@marylougeorge9890 why do you blame? Curious cause my ex does to me also and others.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@naturelove3748 It's easier to blame others because that means you don't have to change/grow up. I really would like to blame others except I know better. Rats!!!

[@jadedmonk7001]

@23:00 "Incur the cost or suffer the loss." Incredibly profound and insightful observation in context or otherwise.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Truth.👍

[@Phor0phor]

I am resonating with this man very much. However he has chosen a much wiser path than I. He’s brave

[@ampavoo]

You can change.......

[@stevepenney2073]

He`s awesome

[@sloth1490]

You went the wrong direction?

[@ToddCrispies]

Everyone has a path. Some just take more time to navigate.

[@Phor0phor]

What I mean by that is that I also had a conviction of waiting until marriage but I compromised on that and I can’t take that back. That’s okay. I also admire how he has the strength of character enough to separate his actions from his impulse. That’s huge in a reactionary social climate. He caused me to look in. interesting cat for sure. Thanks for the kind words everyone

[@laureldevine]

Wow, I could listen to Rrandall for hours - so deep and interesting. You can tell he is extremely intelligent and probably thinks on a higher plane than most. Thanks for this great interview!

[@mustertherohirrim7315]

Hours?? He's bloody boring. Especially compared to all the other videos/characters.

[@GracietheFrenchie]

@@mustertherohirrim7315 he may be to you but not to many of us.

[@mustertherohirrim7315]

@@GracietheFrenchie you can ONLY speak for yourself, not others. Remember this.

[@qtpysusie459]

I'm certain he doesn't think he's on a 'higher plane' than most. He thinks deeply and is who he is.

[@marcellatoby]

He was so sincere.I could listen to him for hours also..I am excited about what God is going to do in his life.

[@trialgoddess]

Randall gave a remarkable interview. He is intelligent, articulate and has gained so much insight into himself and the human condition. Mark has an ability to find people who are willing to admit their flaw(s) and accept the one(s) they cannot change. It would be lovely to have a friend or neighbor like Randall with whom you could have great conversations and know you've each gained some nugget of truth from the other. I sincerely hope he finds a woman who will treasure him and share his path in life throughout their remaining years.

[@CoffeeNLiveMusicLiaison]

Very well said, Rhonda. I second all the well wishing very sincerely. I have a fondness for people brave enough to spend time alone, and eyeball deep in all of themselves. Not just the parts a mirror shows us, not just the persona we want others to view us as- or the version we’ve memorized to ourselves in order to feel good or comfortable or accepted but to quietly jump into self reflection is absolutely liberating. Stark/blunt truth with regard to one’s self has great reward. It’s just not that popular pastime or trending after school sport clamored to pen a secured spot on the spaces limited sign up sheet. I very much admire those courageous enough to remain honest and noble; I often have to quit myself from cynical inner dialogue about altruism being dead. I admit it’s a thin line remaining the way that naturally is so easy for me and wisely chalking the boundary line after paying close attention first and not just blindly helping as I was prone to. I believe Rrandal blesses himself tenfold with his honestly and his advantage is lack of or mindful managing of certain bottomless appetites that only make life more complicated. We’re the architects of 75% of our own pain. That can be harsh a reality for some to look at. Thanks to both gentlemen for the frank nature & vulnerability to have the give/take exchange that helps us all learn. 🤓

[@thomaseadbhardmcqueen7511]

Rrandall's lesson at the end really resonated with me. I've learned recently in my own life that oftentimes, you just gotta jump into the scary action and figure it out as you go. I'd love to see a follow-up with Rrandall in the future

[@codedresilience5239]

around the 20 min mark he talks about it what sounds like generational trauma and how the guilt and shame is quietly passed down. Secrets about my grandma recently surfaced and it gives me a whole new perspective on her and life in those days. Lots of secrets and broken people out there.

[@cypher7648]

I agree, and unfortunately I understand it all too well. And it is somehow silently passed down. And it's really sad that so many people have an emotional barrier set up who won't allow not just themselves, but anyone around them feel more then is in their comfort zone..and shame and guilt can completely destroy one..but most people don't look at their feelings intentionally..I can't help but always look at myself, which often leaves me quite isolated. Bless all of you wonderful people who don't think you are good enough for some reason, you are. We were all born for a reason, and that doesn't mean that you have to do anything big in life, just enjoy it, and live it!👍🙏🙏✌

[@patrick-scotttopps5399]

Yeah one thing this channel has shown me is how many bizarre secrets &/or even crime's that people & they're families have & are keeping. I mean I knew what this channel was about, literally have been watching since the first episode so alot of it you kinda expect, like the homelessness, drug's, prostitution & gang's but every so often you get an interview that's very interesting & I personally think they're all great so... Idk.... I think I'm able to relate to Mark's channel so well b/c it's Reality & unfortunately, some of it's been my reality as well.... Fortunately for me way more good than bad but it's all still relatable or relative. I'll say this much, I think the world of Mark, he's not just another brilliant person, he's a true gentleman & he cares about people. His work's been Amazing, nothing short of groundbreaking ! The sh*t I've heard people admit to on here, some beautiful, some astonishing & some downright brutal... Always Interesting......

[@cypher7648]

@@patrick-scotttopps5399 for sure!👍🙏

[@terywetherlow7970]

There's a ton of us..... And why cause nobody prior talked about it. They thought themselves so noble! So much carnage could have been avoided.....

[@TritonicTriggs]

Ooooo what secrets?

[@andrealarker9451]

As a 30 year old single female who struggles with enjoying the world around me but also feeling a disconnect because many of my peers do know have the same lens of the world I do. My views are so similar to you. It’s refreshing to know there are men out there who exist that have such deep thoughts as you and similar struggles. Would love to talk with you more :)

[@kathleen711]

The lord works in mysterious ways!!! ❤️

[@laureldevine]

Hmmm, maybe a love connection here?

[@leanne_the_metal_girl]

Someone’s thirsty.

[@lizzietroup9423]

I found your words thought pricking and helping me with a difficult time in my life. Thankyou Rrandall.

[@rrandallxi]

Seriously glad to know that.

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

Wishing you better days from Nashville Tennessee 🙏

[@Jacksonnnnnnnnnnnnn]

This would be a great guy to have back for a second time or many more

[@marylougeorge9890]

I agree. I'd like to hear more from Randall.👍👏👏👏

[@gangsterforgod4483]

What an amazing testimony. I too am a Preachers Kid. I totally understood all that You said and am quite amazed at your self/Spiritual discipline. I tried to be A Godly person till the age of 16. That’s when I allowed what I saw in the goings on of the Church body when I said to myself I wanted nothing to do with it. In the bathroom mirror of my parents house I looked directly into my eyes and said” if I’m not going to be the best person than I’m going to be the worst” I didn’t realize what I had spoke into existence. Thank the Lord I was Spirt filled at age 7 and could not outrun the Calling in my life no matter what I did. I now strive to live the Great Commission. I get why you don’t go to a building full of “Christians” it’s the lost who need our fellowship more. Blessings to You my Brother I will pray God fulfills His of plan in Your life. Your well on your way. Take care

[@marcellatoby]

This guy is more rational and level headed than anyone that has been interviewed.Loved him.Mark I would think you could identify with him.

[@thethree60five]

Watch the 2 Gummo ones.

[@jadedmonk7001]

Good morning to my SWU fam It's 3:21 in Joshua Tree CA Big love to everyone everywhere💕

[@Gram72534]

GM, JM! I hope your feeling better! I am! Yesterday was a week and it took dam near all of it! But feeling good now! Sending you some my freind!!!

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

@Jaded Monk Hey Monk!👋😎 How ya feeling? Did you end up eating a lot of spicy food like Gram did?

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Gram #7 What up Gram! So your back 100% now? Good! Be careful, this sh** it bugged out that you can get it twice.

[@jadedmonk7001]

@@Gram72534 Thanks Gram! Still struggling but making progress. So glad you're starting to feel better. Loads of love💕

[@jadedmonk7001]

@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Hey Eyes! How you doin? Nothing too spicy...YET. Just now able to handle some soup. Absolutely looking forward to something I can actually swallow without feeling razors down my throat. You stay well my friend. Big love💕

[@wendyzeigler597]

Intense and well spoken. I am saddened by his seeming to have no reason to smile.

[@geodude7116]

Same. I’d love to see him find much more happiness in life.

[@tiffknox6158]

He smiled once. I saw it.

[@rrandallxi]

@@tiffknox6158 It happens. (((:

[@amberk4978]

I noticed he didn’t show any joy by his words. Where’s the joy and happiness? Where’s the smile? His speech is monotone and I didn’t feel any warmth.

[@777vikingfan]

Family is the fabric of society!…absolutely True!

[@Charlie-re9ne]

I can relate to this humans way of experiencing our world. I look forward to a time in life when conversations like this are part of my physical reality, not just on a screen. Thank you, BOTH very much for sharing.

[@peterobara3040]

Yes. I am so tired of the monotony and superficiality of daily conversation. But breaching topics like this takes a special person that is hard to find. Better screen than nothing I suppose.

[@rayjung7608]

how refreshing to see an honest seeker of truth!

[@BuddhatheRockstar]

Rrandall is fascinating, complex and unique. I would love to sit down and talk with him.

[@Drammon1]

Thank you for this interview. I relate to Rrandall and am lucky enough to know him personally. Much love to you and him for this in-depth interview.

[@nardawilson4365]

Rrandall - thank you so much for sharing your story! It is very compelling and an inspiration to those striving to become more spiritually aware and true to oneself. You are one of the most articulate and self actualized people living their personal truth I've listened to. Thank you again. Mark, thank you for finding and sharing the stories from these amazing people.

[@jujujouet7944]

It's very refreshing to listen to someone on this channel that has developed his intellect. Rrandall is the moral compass that so many of us lack. Also appreciate that he's mature & doesn't use diversionary tactics to distract from the topic posed to him. Hope that he finds a very special person to share his life with.

[@withyouonthepath365]

As an adult survivor of being a Pentecostal Preacher's kid, when Rrandall said, "Probably the pastor's son in me could fake my way through seeming I was well enough in front of other people" I felt an immediate kinship. Best wishes to you, Darlin!

[@melaninmonroeeee]

Preachers kid here as well and I felt that deep in my soul when it said that . Truest words ever

[@jimlytleworks]

Pastor's sons have pressure to be perfect and have no problems. Rrandall may have been sort of neglected emotionally. A pastor really is so busy tending to other people and I could see some neglect being part of the equation.

[@melaninmonroeeee]

@@jimlytleworks stop making generalizations especially if you are not a preachers kid yourself.

[@jimlytleworks]

@@melaninmonroeeee He even said it himself. He had to fake like he was problem free. That is neglect, and maybe "self neglect".

[@melaninmonroeeee]

@@jimlytleworks as a preachers kid who also does the same thing , that does not mean that we were neglected emotionally. You dont know what you are tlkn about pls just stop . Speak about your own experience if you have it to share but do not make rude assumptions and generalizations about others ppls lives . It’s disgusting and disrespectful!

[@jamesmoriisumners9583]

Hi Randall. My name is James and a lot of your philosophy speaks quite directly to me. I have lived in Tokyo for over 20 years as a fundamental Christian amongst a Buddhist population. There is no issues with that but for many years I was callimg myself a Buddhist Christian or Christian Buddhist. When you said you found GOD through the back door and mentioned the term Christian existentialist, you really grabbed my attention. Thank you for openly sharing and allowing someone like me to know the world is not full of sheep but rather folks who find there own special non coerced way to discovering GOD no matter what that may entail for each one. Enlightening!

[@Blonde111]

These people that have overcome immense obstacles are heroes to me…. I wish I had their strength. I’ve had trauma, therapy, started over and over and I still struggle daily.

[@lauras610]

This man is genius. What a strong testimony. Sometimes, with some people, you really have to ask...is it mental illness, or are these kinds of people more in tune with how we are supposed to be as a human race?

[@sunray8136]

I wonder that too. Is much of the mental illnesses from trauma and being unable to just live and enjoy the processes of life? I know when I was trying to heal my traumas it took so long and it interrupted my path so much.

[@lauras610]

@@sunray8136 Trauma and mental illness are real...no doubt. I've suffered trauma in my life to know that as well. I think I wonder what some label as "mental illness", in some people, ... in reality, by labeling them, it becomes a way to dismiss them and not acknowledge them as living authentic lives. Perhaps lives that challenge the way "those who are labeling" think and act...so it's easy to dismiss/discount the ones who have a "mental illness".

[@rrandallxi]

@@lauras610 ​ ​ ​ I think you're touching on something relevant anyways - When all our most prominent artists, writers, scientists, mathematicians, musicians, and the like seem to all have disorders of varying degrees - are they not also in some ways by their own capacity just wrestling with and pursuing a depth others won't sacrifice for? Not to discount dysfunction and mental illness or that it should be neglected (obviously I've benefitted from therapy), but it does seem like we then discount the human volition from these people and write them off as 'weird' or 'mentally ill' or exceptional, when it's often a little bit more than just that. “For in much wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.” (Ecclesiastes 1:18 ESV)

[@helenbartoszek243]

He may be insightful, but hardly a genius.

[@rrandallxi]

@@helenbartoszek243 Yeah Im not a genius. Not even hardly.

[@marieanett2222]

For en fantastisk person, så mye innsikt i livet. Må Gud være med deg, Randall 🙏❤️

[@rrandallxi]

Tusen takk, Marie. (((:

[@wonderful1184]

I love that he doesn’t intwine with another person to be whole, he is respectful to self and others. Fantastic human, absolute love, faith, forgiveness, gratitude.

[@LittleBlueBirdsears]

Thank you for sharing your story Rrandall. It’s not easy peeling back the layers of yourself for all to see, but it is a gift to us for you to do that.

[@rrandallxi]

My brain felt like scrambled eggs. It's hard to relax in front of cameras.

[@briancarter5412]

@@rrandallxi You done a really good job & how you felt didn't show at all! Interesting story, your a smart guy. Thank you for sharing👍

[@laureldevine]

@@rrandallxi you wouldn't know it by the conciseness and depth of your interview.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@rrandallxi Your insight into, "an eye for an eye," has me questioning more of my responsibility in my relationships. That has to be Holy Spirit inspired as I see how applying that concept will bring me a new level of peace in my relationships (although, I'd Rather put the blame on others! 😉). Ah, more growing up to do at 71. Rats! 😉👍❤️ Thank you for your interview. I hope we'll hear from you again.

[@LittleBlueBirdsears]

@Rrandall - yeah but you did it anyway, that’s what makes the difference. We all have a story, that’s why we are drawn to this channel and why we cherish those who are brave enough to do it.

[@jessicawalton3497]

The amount of self-awareness this person has is astounding. Definitely something to admire.

[@scottbeil126]

I hope he reads a lot of these comments. What can be an unknown with depression is the realization of just how many go through it too. I kept thinking how I would love to sit and talk with him about philosophy; or anything. Extremely interesting, intelligent, real individual. This world would be a better place with more folks that can think on his level. I hope he knows, or comes to know, how high a vibrational energy he is at. Great interview Mark.

[@rrandallxi]

Perspective and expectation is such a core part of it, absolutely.

[@lilaworley8935]

You are a breath of fresh air on this channel. Your introspection and ideology is wonderful. I say this as someone who is identifying as agnostic. I have a lot of respect for how you're moving through your challenges and this world. A truly beautiful and sensitive soul. The fire fighter. 🔥 Cheers to you and self discovery “Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation, like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow.” - T Real

[@le2194]

Randall is one of our good friends and we have seen him come through so much and we love him soooo much way to go!?

[@cherylculbertson9414]

Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful interview!!! So cleansing and pure. Impressed with him so much!!

[@MsCalcat]

I could listen to this man talk for hours. Fascinating, intelligent.

[@johnruvolis874]

I appreciate reading the comments for the various viewpoints about these "deep" interviews.

[@PAPDOG1973]

Smart, respectful and living by his own convictions and good for him!! Refreshing Mark, more of these please and less of the drop outs who took the easy path.

[@birdflipper]

How many 38 year old virgins have you met? He's the proverbial needle in the haystack. I'm sure people like this don't come along very often, but Mark has a knack for finding diamonds in the mud!

[@PAPDOG1973]

None. How many people have I met that can’t hack it and take the easy path of drug addiction then blame everyone around them for their poor choices in life; plenty.

[@bethgleason3896]

Thank you, Rrandall. What you have to say hit me in a place I look away from. I need to turn around and take an honest look.

[@ampavoo]

...............................................................WHAT A BREATH OF FRESH AIR.......FOR YOUR CHANNEL !!!

[@SickandTired95]

I’m sorry I previously skipped this one. So thankful I came back.

[@valeriequeen3824]

You probably don’t remember me but I’m blown away I came across you on here. Amazing interview.

[@disee1490]

Very articulate, interesting and intelligent man. Wish him well in his life journey!

[@elizabethbishop7239]

Rrandall is amazing! His vocabulary and diction is to be admired.

[@soniamartinez5591]

Why dont try to a teanher he will a prefect teacher so well spoke and get in today day student can speak excellent person get a work with government to me he is so bright

[@qtpysusie459]

They ARE to be admired @elizabeth bishop.

[@qtpysusie459]

They ARE to be admired. Is is one thing. However, you are right in sentiment.

[@elizabethbishop7239]

@@qtpysusie459 Thank you for correcting my grammar. It's sad to think that the children of today would not be able to construct a proper sentence.

[@elizabethbishop7239]

@@soniamartinez5591 What??

[@luvtohear]

Wish you nothing but the best.💙

[@rikidik5352]

This man made me understand many things about me. I appreciate his amazing strength.. Thanks and Good Luck Randal

[@moniqueosullivan2250]

“I am a hypocrite of my own intentions” Wow !

[@heatherh.197]

I love these testimonials. They are a gift to me. A reminder to start my day meditating on Him. Thank you❤️ God bless you Mark. God bless you Rrandall. Thank you for sharing❤️

[@jadedmonk7001]

Hallelujah🙌

[@YourMommasDaddysBro]

God is Great.....All the Time

[@eastwood111]

@@YourMommasDaddysBro Yep and never changing 🥰

[@waitwhat564]

Me too

[@pushytub]

@@YourMommasDaddysBro lmao have you seen the other interviews on this channel?

[@liznicholas922]

Such an interesting guy and excellent interview. Mark you really hit the mark being a great interviewer

[@carllennen3520]

He's not an interviewer. He doesn't interview these people. He just allowes them to talk. He's been interviewed on this. He asks basic questions just to get them started, but he only jumps in with another basic question to keep them going. He wants to stay out of it as much as possible, because he wants it to be their story, not something guided by himself. Mark is very adamant about these not being "interviews". He wants this to be these people telling their stories without any actual outside guidance. His questions are more conversational, just to keep them going.

[@thomasreynolds9268]

@@carllennen3520 Really enjoy the content(!) but lately he/Mark seems to be interrupting more. Or perhaps he's chosen to pull back the curtain(editing).

[@paddington1670]

@@thomasreynolds9268 depends on the person he's interviewing. Some of them need to be directed, some of them cant be directed, some of them dont need to be directed. Whatever changes in the channel you think you see, are the ebb and flow of differences in people's interactions.

[@junglegirl5174]

Also, after so many ppl, he (maybe unintentionally) is trying to be a therapist sometimes 😁

[@thomasreynolds9268]

@@junglegirl5174 Bingo! ..but he's savvy, still love the way he mostly stays out of the way(w/ questions or no questions).

[@suefontaine5227]

I love this interviews with so much depth. They are always a hit for me. Thank you!

[@nbazzi6134]

Would love to know how the selection process works for these interviews. Keep up the good work Mark!

[@chickentoot4102]

@@felicitytoad Get over yourself.

[@hakynax330]

@@felicitytoad you’re negative person I can really tell

[@ddz1375]

@@felicitytoad wow, snarky much? That was very mean of you. So because someone professed an interest in a process they're immediately some type of narcissistic terrible horrible in for themselves kind of person? You should really be a therapist with that kind of skill.

[@smokejc]

@@felicitytoad yikes

[@doejon9424]

There's no "selection process". Mark just pays people a small amount & then makes even more from KZbin over time, with more views & subscribers.

[@esthermurray4130]

Rrandall, a live fish swimming against the stream, with all the dead one's drifting downstream. Thank you so much for sharing. Just respect for you. Be blessed. Thank you Mark.

[@cindycordial1153]

Shout out from Greensboro NC We are totally Baptist, Pentecostal. My daughter was goth all through HS, She definitely went against the grain. She is a beautiful adult, EMS, most loving caring young woman. She has job hopped, taking many months off from work. It will all work out for you. BTW, she has been prescribed many antidepressants, says she doesn't want to depend on them. You will find your way.

[@b_free]

Being raised a pentecostal preacher’s child in the Smoky Mountains of WNC could have it’s own entry in the DSM-5 if we were greater in number.

[@noahingram8052]

He sounds like a perfectly normal person for our day and age

[@RetireandGo]

I was thinking the same He is high functioning and less messed up than most viewers

[@AliciaM5555]

Really? How so?

[@sherrycissokho-parker2988]

I agree absolutely

[@bunnielynn777]

@Noah Ingram, I agree! It’s refreshing to hear from someone whose not a sex addict, alcoholic or drug addict. He appears to be functioning well considering that our world is spiraling out of control. I believe that the Lord is leading him, which is the answer to all things 🛐

[@NatNat-uu9cs]

Yeah, I'm not sure what caused his self-destructive behavior besides rebellion of religious parents. No mention of physical or mental abuse by anyone. A white male who went to college and got a degree. To be honest, I don't know why he's getting interviewed. Ok, he's got severe social anxiety, but not that interesting personally.

[@anchovy9405]

Wow. Brilliant interview, lovely guy! A rare gem who has thought deeply and knows himself… ❤️

[@stevep7582]

I saw myself in this kid. I say kid because I’m 15 years older. Just about every feeling, every struggle, and every way he interacts and perceives himself and his relationship with the world completely resonated with me. Unlike him, I chose to medicate with sex, drugs, writing music and involving myself in as many bands and recording projects that would come my way. All to avoid spending time with the person that I least wanted to be with, me. Rrandall made better choices. That lifestyle becomes unsustainable, leaving you to have to deal with all the sh*t you have run away from, eventually. Hang in there, Rrandall. You are forging the right path for yourself, my friend. This is one of my favorite episodes. Thank you for every bit of what you do, Mark.

[@karinec.2131]

How is someone close to 40 a kid. He earned his journey and the title . A Man . Sounds a little bit patronizing..

[@PianoMatronNeeNee]

Great interview Mark. Thanks for sharing.

[@barbiebledsoe1504]

He is very well spoken, and because of that I think he relays his opinions of spirituality very well. I agree with him

[@godhateskeith]

Can't believe no one mentioned the Current 93 shirt, but it tracks with what my man has been exploring...

[@rrandallxi]

(((: Neat of you to notice

[@mimom807]

My most favorite interview yet and the only time I've commented on a video of Mark's. I can truly relate to the way Rrandall thinks and analyzes life. Thank you for this video.

[@danielstark8921]

This is the way we are supposed to live.

[@boneyn3661]

Fascinating individual! Where & how did you meet this guy? Bring him back!

[@kimazz1]

Really great conversation. Thank you for speaking and living with integrity

[@saxon6749]

Had dinner with Rrandall tonight and he told me he was interviewed by a YT channel that I watch quite a bit. I've seen this interview before and never made the connection. Kristos anesti!

[@corinalymburner1121]

Amazing interview, and the first where I’ve taken notes to reflect back on introspectively. Thanks so much!

[@kathleen711]

Love love this interview. He’s got a great mind and I can relate to a lot of his struggles and conclusions in life.

[@BeeKay4444]

Throughly enjoyed this interview albeit I feel like there is SO MUCH MORE to this man then he allowed us to see. He has an excellent way to side step direction questions. The deep sorrow I detect on him has me intrigued as to its origin.

[@sunsetstormx]

beautiful observation

[@jimlytleworks]

@Brenda Exactly! These interviews are SO PERSONAL! I suppose verbalizing our deepest thoughts and emotions is a very useful activity. I would enjoy a follow-up "talk" from Rrandall as well. I would like to follow how his story and development unfolds.

[@BeeKay4444]

@@sunsetstormx 🙏☮

[@pilatesandmindfulnessclass789]

What a wonderfully unique person. That in itself is so welcome in this world of desire to fit in but also that he has delved into himself and been honest with all that is there is so good to listen to.

[@GiGi_to_3]

Very enlightening interview. I love that it sounded more like a casual conversation. He made me examine my own ideas about life. 👏👏

[@philharris53]

I really enjoyed this interview and understand most everything he covered. I've even travelled a lot of the roads he described. It very well describes how each of us travel those roads with a different perspective and the resolution is unique to the traveler.

[@ts371]

What an interesting man. I, like many others, really enjoyed hearing his story. This was a good one, Mark.

[@shariontaylor6814]

Very beautiful dark enlightened interview. Duality is definitely apart of our experience. Thanks for sharing your exceptional walk with the creator. Be well. Cheers!

[@sharonclarke596]

Wow! What an amazing young man! So impressive.... a journey of triumph I would say. May the coming years be fruitful and intensely satisfying for you, Rrandall. 💜💕

[@codedresilience5239]

Omg I relate to him so much. I know what he’s saying is really hard to grasp for a lot of people. He’s spent a lot of time on awareness, human potential, and relationship with Jesus Christ. I heard you man, every word! You’re deep abs insightful and I’m proud of you for keeping your mind clean and abstaining from temptations. It’s best to hold strong. The right human to explore with is going to come to you soon!

[@indygal5854]

Excellent interview. Loved hearing from this man. ~Blessings to you and yours 🙏🏻🦁👑

[@jerryvelasquez1289]

Mark you’ll always have my support the stuff he does for people is remarkable.

[@Mia-qt4th]

Randall is a man of conviction.

[@marylougeorge9890]

We all need more of that. Except I really don't want to take more responsibility for the relationships in my life.😉🤫

[@thomasreynolds9268]

Yet a hypocrite of his own intentions ;-)

[@rrandallxi]

@@thomasreynolds9268 As are we all. And in need.

[@thomasreynolds9268]

@@rrandallxi Perhaps Rrandall..........or perhaps just human, all too human ;-)

[@rrandallxi]

@@thomasreynolds9268 Ha, yep.