The Dark Night of the Soul-Denny Giamazzo

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@BeTheStandardPodcast
@BeTheStandardPodcast 4 күн бұрын
Mark- Thank you so much for allowing me to share my story with your viewers. The work you are doing is incredible. I appreciate you, brother 🇺🇸👊🏽
@sethgehle
@sethgehle 4 күн бұрын
So proud of you brother. Can’t wait to see what life brings you in the future my friend.
@vindorin
@vindorin 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story, brother. "The Dark Night of The Soul" is not something I thought I'd ever see mentioned outside of one of my many books. Blessings to you in this new year. I hope that when trials come, you may continue to face them head-on with courage and perseverance. And when life affords you rest, may you continue to take the opportunity with no temptation for more than is necessary.
@amandaolsson6155
@amandaolsson6155 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story! You did great ❤️
@marijaiv5946
@marijaiv5946 4 күн бұрын
Dear Denny, I would like to give you one advice, maybe it is something that can help you. Google family constellations, I hope you will find peace with it. It helped me more than anything, more than therapy. I wish you all the best in your life ❤
@cook1218
@cook1218 4 күн бұрын
I’m so proud of you!
@karenhoffman4045
@karenhoffman4045 2 күн бұрын
I am a 71 year old mother and grandmother. I would be proud to have you as a son. You are worthy.
@handgathered
@handgathered 4 күн бұрын
As the mother of adults, I mourn what your childhood should have been. Wish I could hug the child you were. ❤️
@janec4
@janec4 3 күн бұрын
This is so beautiful. I hope @bethestandardpodcast reads comment above.
@trip83
@trip83 3 күн бұрын
@@handgathered What a lovely response.
@adevore1971
@adevore1971 Күн бұрын
Me toooo, what a sweet man he turned out to be despite all that suffering. ❤
@jennifermullin6258
@jennifermullin6258 3 сағат бұрын
I 🙏 pray that You can close your eyes and hug yourself at each age of lonely and abusive times. There are not words that are sufficient to comfort You, but I can tell You that your mother loved You. She should have asked for help... and I am so sorry. I'm a Mother and addict. I lost custody(the only way to save them was to entrust them to My mother, who with my "dad", failed Me. I'm so glad You are willing to believe You are loved and are helping others! I'm on methadone only for 8 years now... My 2 Sons have walls up, understandably. Mark is so right about what We believe about Ourselves. 1 thing I have to testify about- Jesus can change it all. Only He can fill that hole. And that's Your ministry, to serve(🥳 hat), because so many people need the same love and help. I think She did do Her sad best... and She was apparently born into Her own rough circumstances. Oh, I feel the warmth with You both too.😉🫂 Thank You Guys💓💓
@trip83
@trip83 4 күн бұрын
The timing of this video is beyond scary. I felt like I was listening to myself. Same age, similar feelings and story. I've been so low today after a series of events yesterday. At the very least it made me feel slightly less alone. Grateful for the story and this channel.
@storminite2041
@storminite2041 4 күн бұрын
Your post had me wanting to let you know life will get better. I hope you don't let yesterday define who you are today. You will pull through friend. It truly isn't easy, I do know, but I'm sending positive vibes and a hug just in case you needed one. I wish you all the wonderful things life has to offer. You deserve them just as much as any other person. Much love, ❤Stormi
@trip83
@trip83 4 күн бұрын
@storminite2041 Thank you so much.
@jenniferweed2552
@jenniferweed2552 4 күн бұрын
One day at a time, You are worthy of love. I hope you can find a support group. That can be a lifesaver
@storminite2041
@storminite2041 4 күн бұрын
@trip83 Always!...you got this! ❤️
@felixthecat4584
@felixthecat4584 4 күн бұрын
push hard homie. were all gonna make it
@AppleJack76
@AppleJack76 4 күн бұрын
Foster mom was the angel he desperately needed. RIP.
@adevore1971
@adevore1971 Күн бұрын
I hope to become a foster mom too
@TheAnthoula14
@TheAnthoula14 4 күн бұрын
Dogs have probably saved more lives than we will ever know. They've given a lot of unhappy people a reason to keep going.
@Johnnyo1300
@Johnnyo1300 4 күн бұрын
Well said and so true
@breatheless
@breatheless 4 күн бұрын
my post partum was so bad and when the baby was at daycare and my husband was at work the noises got so loud I was like I am going to do it. But then all I could think about was who was going to walk the dog at lunch time? so here I am 2 years later
@101ablerudeboy
@101ablerudeboy 4 күн бұрын
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_dog_attacks_in_the_United_States but the amount of lives they've taken we also only know the ones that have been reported
@Chyyyyyyyyyyy
@Chyyyyyyyyyyy 4 күн бұрын
@@101ablerudeboywhy would you turn this into that.. smh
@cliffkonkle3467
@cliffkonkle3467 4 күн бұрын
Good glad you are with us I can totally relate to these thoughts and feelings. ​@@breatheless
@thepresentfathers
@thepresentfathers 4 күн бұрын
Denny is a great man. It takes a great deal of courage to share your story openly. Denny is a friend and brother. We are peer SMEs in The Forge and very close friends. So proud of you Denny.
@KarmicPatina
@KarmicPatina 4 күн бұрын
Tell him sir-names were created for taxation-he’s an amazing spirit having a human experience, which is the most challenging existence. We all have to deal with these things in our own ways. We’re all connected.❤❤
@BeTheStandardPodcast
@BeTheStandardPodcast 4 күн бұрын
Thanks so much for the love and support, brother. I appreciate you more than you know.
@stephanie3336
@stephanie3336 3 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story Denny.
@dabest444u
@dabest444u 3 күн бұрын
@@BeTheStandardPodcasttysm for sharing ur story im listening with intent! ❤❤
@Mj-qc7go
@Mj-qc7go 3 күн бұрын
He is a great guy. The dude is definitely the type you want as a real friend and chosen family. Take care of each other.
@jackkollman9683
@jackkollman9683 4 күн бұрын
Man it was like watching a mirror, marine vet just getting through the days...thank you for your story (mimics about 85% of my childhood)...I appreciate your struggle, helped me this morning.
@ceopresident496
@ceopresident496 2 күн бұрын
Thank you for serving. God bless you. Stay strong.
@Whiskey_Jane
@Whiskey_Jane 2 күн бұрын
Thank you for your service ❤❤
@marilynclayton6917
@marilynclayton6917 4 күн бұрын
Out of all of your interviews, this is the best, in a lot of ways. What a great man this guy is..
@HomerSimpsonIsCool
@HomerSimpsonIsCool 3 күн бұрын
This and Drew have aspects that mirror my life. I haven't seen them all, yet those 2 hit close to home for me.
@richardb1949
@richardb1949 2 күн бұрын
He a regular man he just didn’t know it till later on . Let him be a regular human .
@andrewmac4494
@andrewmac4494 4 күн бұрын
Denny, hit the nail on the head. Make your own legacy…the future is yours.
@tammysullivan5043
@tammysullivan5043 4 күн бұрын
What a lovely thing to say bless you ❤
@CG-sx3no
@CG-sx3no 4 күн бұрын
You can tell this man has the biggest heart❤
@myraparis
@myraparis 4 күн бұрын
One of the best interviews. A very well spoken and deeply caring man. His hope is his work toward believing in himself AND others. And he will get there. Much love to you Denny.
@isabellesender
@isabellesender 4 күн бұрын
I feel his your pain. I had a similar mother. It's a lifetime of grief. God bless and protect you.💕💕💕
@cinders302
@cinders302 3 күн бұрын
One of my best friends, 'Izzy', had a similar upbringing. I had many rough spots, too, but my mom did her best to keep things normal
@lyndsaythompson112
@lyndsaythompson112 15 сағат бұрын
A lifetime of grief, even though they're still alive. you hit the nail on the head. Missing the parent you deserved and could never have.
@nosolar2023
@nosolar2023 4 күн бұрын
Hang in there denny ! It gets better as we age!! I'm 61 now and finally feel WORTHY of a life of contentment ! I also care for several animals on my farm which helps me have a purpose in life ! Praying for you !!🙏🏼🙏🏼
@ellejay6638
@ellejay6638 3 күн бұрын
Yes indeed. I'm an Australian women of the same age who also feels this way. We can heal. God changed my life and the love of a man and my dogs. Look forward, life can become much better as you age and understand life more. Xx
@magyarmainer4692
@magyarmainer4692 2 күн бұрын
Im praying too ❤
@Dimi374
@Dimi374 3 күн бұрын
Please have Denny back, he’s incredibly inspirational and someone who is easily relatable for me .❤
@Brenzzy
@Brenzzy 4 күн бұрын
Bless the good mothers who encourage young men properly. This type of love is phenomenal and deserves considerable recognition. This man, having been through horrible horrible experiences as a youngster, has grown up to be an admirable human. Bless u young man. Ur star shines for all to see.
@TaterTots380
@TaterTots380 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for agreeing to the interview and sharing your story, Denny. It was an honor to hear a story of such perseverance!
@Katie-sf7jt
@Katie-sf7jt 3 күн бұрын
This is a really really good man. I wish he could feel what the rest of us see in him. ❤
@aliciaparrish9001
@aliciaparrish9001 4 күн бұрын
Such an intelligent man. Denny you are so deserving of some peace and rest from that anxiety.. sending big hugs and love to you Denny.🖤🖤🖤
@jenniferdemarco5718
@jenniferdemarco5718 4 күн бұрын
Hey Denny, I have been watching Marks incredible interviews for 4 years now and I typically do not comment, although I’ve felt really inclined to today. We share similar childhood traumas that follow me around most corners and relationships. That history was in Massachusetts as well. It’s Such a lot of work processing and sharing those dark nights and the after effects. I’m impressed with you, your honesty, your authentic raw story. I am so grateful for your German Shepard ❤ You seem to be such a great human just trying to live by self awareness and create your personal happiness. I see you. Thank you for your service, your story, and your vulnerability. It helps on many levels. You will make a wonderful father.
@lauraruiz7352
@lauraruiz7352 4 күн бұрын
This man has no idea how big of a hero he is! He is soooo worthy and I pray for him that he finds his self worth! This man is amazing my heart ❤️ bleeds for him! He is such a wonderful soul! God bless him! ❤❤❤❤
@bruceandersen9810
@bruceandersen9810 4 күн бұрын
Denny, after all you have been through, you turned out to be a responsible, upstanding, productive member of society. God bless you always. Btw you are a child of God and worthy of everything God wants to give you. You are very much loved.
@h.v.n677
@h.v.n677 3 күн бұрын
Beautifully said!! Jesus loves you Denny❤
@ariannakane6716
@ariannakane6716 4 күн бұрын
My dogs have saved me during my cancer journey. Animals bring so much joy to your life!! Sending prayers and encouragement to keep going!! ❤
@shonahanna8004
@shonahanna8004 3 күн бұрын
My dog found a fast growing tumour
@brendarolph-teisan4085
@brendarolph-teisan4085 2 күн бұрын
❤❤❤🙏
@nancybarnum3493
@nancybarnum3493 3 күн бұрын
Denny, you are the man most males only wish they could be. Thank you for allowing us to hear your story; it’s wonderful to hear about someone who had everything going against him, yet overcame and excelled.
@BotOneSkillAtATime
@BotOneSkillAtATime 4 күн бұрын
Absolutely fantastic. What a man. He nearly had me welling up a few times (the part with his dog, the physical abuse as a kid), man has been through so much. Know you are loved and valued. Thank you for your story brother. Love from Scotland.
@Wendy-bd9zu
@Wendy-bd9zu 3 күн бұрын
Fantastic?? He is not putting on an act to make you tear up or laugh..
@BotOneSkillAtATime
@BotOneSkillAtATime 3 күн бұрын
@@Wendy-bd9zuI think you’re misunderstanding. I don’t believe it to be an act. Have a nice day.
@johnjamespeebles7069
@johnjamespeebles7069 3 күн бұрын
Great to see these amazing people’s stories reaching others in Scotland. I knew what you meant, that his story and courage was absolutely fantastic. Not that it was an act, maybe cultural context for the other reply.
@BotOneSkillAtATime
@BotOneSkillAtATime 2 күн бұрын
@@johnjamespeebles7069 Thanks mate
@onepartyroule
@onepartyroule 4 күн бұрын
My heart swelled when you said about your dog resting his/her head on your hand ❤ I truly believe dogs (and other animals) perceive more than we usually give them credit for. Wishing you all the very best x
@magyarmainer4692
@magyarmainer4692 2 күн бұрын
I got teary ❤
@revelgirl1742
@revelgirl1742 23 сағат бұрын
I read an anonymous quote “Dogs are the guardians of the human spirit”❤
@ianleroux2567
@ianleroux2567 4 күн бұрын
Mark what a fantastic interview. WOW
@velandrea
@velandrea 4 күн бұрын
Got teary eyed hearing your story, you are worthy 🤍 Thank you for sharing
@Florida_Woman
@Florida_Woman 4 күн бұрын
This was such a great interview! What a beautiful person.
@petejablowski2123
@petejablowski2123 4 күн бұрын
Childhood trauma never gos away we just learn to deal with it . The strong will overcome it and make great lives for themselves.
@EphemeralProductions
@EphemeralProductions 4 күн бұрын
It happens to SO many of us. And it’s hard not to be bitter and furious over it, not just my own trauma but for other people and THEIR trauma, because it’s like “why??” We don’t choose our parents or their actions towards us so we get the trauma whether we protest it or not. It’s fuckin unfair and it’s hard not to play victim about it.
@karenkazbah6246
@karenkazbah6246 3 күн бұрын
@@EphemeralProductions❤
@Deveroe
@Deveroe 4 күн бұрын
33:49 Denny! I come from the same background, same drugs, same abuse, same lack of value, just born in a different part of the world. Also, everybody in my family died from drugs, I'm insecure basically all the time and always feel that I have to fight a lot just to get by. And as you, I've been fighting ever since to feel valued and finding a way of loving myself. It seems impossible at times. But let me tell you: I've just stumbled over this interview and you're the first person in 37 years that I actually feel connected to! It's like you're talking about me, this is crazy. You have no idea what your words and bravery of telling all this mean to me. Thank you man, I feel heard. And I don't feel like I'm alone in this. You're worth A LOT, brother.
@EphemeralProductions
@EphemeralProductions 3 күн бұрын
Ive seen many very similar comments on this video and it GREATLY pains me, that humanity and society is ridiculously broken that so many people have such traumatic childhood. It’s not friggin fair. Childhood is SUPPOSED to be a time of innocence and carefree, not a time of being abused and treated like you shouldn’t exist.
@dangrimes5078
@dangrimes5078 2 күн бұрын
The part where he said he took any criticism so personally. That hit home with me.
@scottallen5269
@scottallen5269 4 күн бұрын
My sense of worth, is nearly nonexistent. I can understand that it’s impossible to understand why. This man is a beautiful soul. I hope you find peace in your journey brother. Much respect
@ellejay6638
@ellejay6638 3 күн бұрын
May God help you find your sense of worth. Xxx
@xenasphinx3298
@xenasphinx3298 2 күн бұрын
You're worthy of so much goodness. Love, respect, friendship. We as humans deserve those things. I hope you find self-worth very soon. Sending love
@ruby1037
@ruby1037 4 күн бұрын
Denny I hope you find that woman and have a family. My Dad was 42 when I was born. It's not too late. I pray you continue to succeed in this life. I so understand your childhood. I always had to have the radio or tv on for noise. I never knew quiet. I could function in the chaos.
@maryannhope8276
@maryannhope8276 4 күн бұрын
You are worthy Denny. 🌹🙏🏼 ☮
@mamashiraz
@mamashiraz 2 күн бұрын
Trauma in childhood has the most brutal impact. It’s worst in the formative years. This man doesn’t give himself enough credit. He’s a survivor, a warrior. He has a beautiful soul. He’s so self aware. He’s definitely husband material! 🥰
@drivewithbishop4426
@drivewithbishop4426 2 сағат бұрын
I know as a man, with similar situations Denny went through, it's therapeutic to listen, and sigh, nod my head and feel something of a connection. I'll be subscribing to Denny's podcast. Mark (and Team), you're amazing for the work you put in to reach an audience that for decades seems to have been ignored, or at the very least too far out of reach to connect with (Money/Time/Resources).
@anamuresan7665
@anamuresan7665 4 күн бұрын
Denny, I have watched you Today from Spain.Thank you for sharing your story, please have always a dog in your live.They are angels who protect us. Wish you all the best & never give up, you have a beautiful soul.❤
@jojot2020
@jojot2020 4 күн бұрын
I used heroin for the first time in Worcester(508). I was 18 addicted, homeless and hopeless. I saw and was part of a lot of crazy things back then (2001). My addiction to opiates then heroin brought me to places you only see in movies. Battle addiction pretty much my whole life. I will have 3 years clean next month. Life’s great, I would of never have thought my life would be what it is today. Gods been with me the whole way, even when I didn’t know he was there. If you’re struggling keep fighting, life’s so much better. It won’t be easy and won’t happen overnight, but it’s worth it. You’re worth it.
@breesybaby
@breesybaby 4 күн бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety!
@jojot2020
@jojot2020 4 күн бұрын
@ thank you
@taylorlamonds4564
@taylorlamonds4564 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing I've got 8 months from a 16 year long opiate heroin addiction finally found something better than the drugs. Congrats on your sobriety and I hope you continue to see it thru wish you the best.
@jojot2020
@jojot2020 3 күн бұрын
@ thank you, that’s awesome. I know it’s not easy. Yea it’s been a loooong 23 years battling. In and out of programs, methadone, suboxone. Keep fighting life’s so much better.
@daniellelala5045
@daniellelala5045 2 күн бұрын
I used to be a substance abuse counselor and would always tell all my clients that it was NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHO YOU MIGHTVE BEEN! Congrats on 3 years! Keep it up! I a stranger from the interwebs of earth am very very proud of you! Xo
@bcbumble
@bcbumble 4 күн бұрын
Thank you to the two ladies who changed the course of his life.
@conniepollock5879
@conniepollock5879 4 күн бұрын
If only you knew how unbelievably special you are!! When you know how to be the hero in your own life & story , you my friend ,will move mountains! The horrible abuse that to many go through, allows us the opportunity, to be loving and compassionate , towards others. You have it all , keep believing and fighting for yourself. Don't ever give up!!
@annemariewilliams180
@annemariewilliams180 2 күн бұрын
A lot of Denny's life is relatable to me. People need to realize how much of a positive impact it is being a good role model for kids that don't have that from their own parents. I am the person I am today because of adults that invested time in me. Everyone from my best friends Aunt who barely knew me that bought me a bike because my parents wouldn't get me one. The village is so important for kids with difficult upbringings.
@carriek4038
@carriek4038 22 сағат бұрын
God Bless you, Denny. Thank you for your service and thank you for sharing your story. I pray you are able to find true happiness and are able to come to know your worth.
@SuperZombiechic
@SuperZombiechic 4 күн бұрын
oh Denny....you are an amazing person, please don't let your past define you sweetheart. Love yourself and what you have become.
@mollywalker2306
@mollywalker2306 Күн бұрын
What a fantastic human being. Sending Denny peace, love and all the self worth in the world. He deserves so much and we appreciate his vulnerability. Thank you again Mark!
@lindsaymarks3481
@lindsaymarks3481 3 күн бұрын
One of the most compelling interviews I’ve ever heard. He had so much to navigate at such abuse and craziness as a young child and teenager. What an amazing man to survive 🙏
@libracj925
@libracj925 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing, Denny! Childhood trauma leaves scars but you are amazing! You have unbelievable self awareness for healing.
@brendaschoonover245
@brendaschoonover245 4 күн бұрын
Goodmorning Mark glad you're still posting and safe from the fires.Praying for you all!
@kaseywilson8089
@kaseywilson8089 4 күн бұрын
Hey Denny, so aware you are.. fascinated by your story... hits deeply thinking about my dad and his life growing up and trying to understand pain that runs through generations... You're a beautiful soul and I wish you a long happy life .. what a good pooch you have... they are our life savers.. they understand .. they never let us down. The ones surrounding you aren't the only ones doing incredible things.. so are you. Hope some of these messages help you understand that. Best wishes from Australia
@michaelziemski7069
@michaelziemski7069 4 күн бұрын
Denny, we have very similar pasts. I still feel the same way. I had my my kid at 42 I'm 44 now. Your ready and your a good man you've proven it already how you speak of your story. Good luck Brother!
@KarmicPatina
@KarmicPatina 4 күн бұрын
Priceless soul. Your last name doesn’t matter brother. You are worthy of love.
@life_withl
@life_withl 4 күн бұрын
Agreed…
@jasont4852
@jasont4852 3 күн бұрын
Denny - you are a stud. Thanks for your service and thank you for sharing. Be well
@joenessoperator
@joenessoperator 4 күн бұрын
I’m glad you’re here to tell your story. Hearing it made a difference in my life.
@Mary-tj5qx
@Mary-tj5qx 22 сағат бұрын
I can hear the stress response in his voice, in his breath. This is what trauma does, but he is a survivor. He's seen it all, experienced it all, and it didn't turn him into a monster. He's been very badly hurt but because of his own strength of character, he's somehow still whole. He didn't cut out his heart to survive. I have so much respect for this man.
@melaniedeaeth2529
@melaniedeaeth2529 Күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story Denny! Even though you are still struggling from your childhood trauma, the kindness and compassion of others helped. Parenting is important and so is kindness, love and compassion. You are a great role model!
@jordanzothegreat8696
@jordanzothegreat8696 4 күн бұрын
This man bleeds pain yet also strength as I see him battling emotions just under the surface. Thank you Denny for your story, it shone a light on my own version of inadequicy. It really makes you understand the enduring damage from childhood trauma. Children deserve love
@cjbrown1979
@cjbrown1979 4 күн бұрын
Denny, thank you for your story. You've had a very hard road and you've overcome much of it to be where you are. That, in and of itself, is incredible. You absolutely should feel loved and valued. But you know well by now that no amount of people saying that you are worthy makes you feel that way. Only you can make that conscious choice, and it's a process, a journey. You're on it and you're going to make it. Have faith in yourself and trust in your abilities to overcome anything. Be safe brother.
@corystileslifestyle
@corystileslifestyle 3 күн бұрын
Your story made me cry for a couple of reasons. The neglect and abuse you suffered through at such a young age, I just wanted to hug and love the little boy in your heart. And tears for you not seeing your worth, you have an incredible soul, it shines through while you talk. Denny, I hope you see your calling like I do, you could be a motivational speaker, helping kids rise above the challenges they are faced with each day. You could be that father to sooooo many young people, and the rewards you will see will come back to you tenfold. I hope one day you look in the mirror and know you are a hero.
@monicavanrooyen2211
@monicavanrooyen2211 15 сағат бұрын
I can relate to your story. Just listening to you, it makes me feel like we have walked in the same shoes. I always feel not good enough and keep messing shit up all the time by drinking my problems away. When it’s good with my husband, I get worried because it’s too good to be true. Only after 23 years been with him, I told him about my child hood. And why I drink so much and feel like I’m not good enough as a wife or mother. You have me in tears just listing to your story. You are good enough, you have to just believe in yourself, coming from someone who should take her own advice. Thanks Mark for letting him share his story... So close to the heart...
@reborn6303
@reborn6303 4 күн бұрын
Touching story, I really hope you find a greater lasting peace.
@michaelB212
@michaelB212 4 күн бұрын
I was in tears at 30:45 when his dog put his head on his lap. I have a Pitbull that does the same for me. I can’t bear the thought of her wondering , “where did he go? why didn’t he come back? I thought we were a team😢”. Thanks for your story.
@jillj303
@jillj303 3 күн бұрын
🫂 🐾
@keybay7133
@keybay7133 4 күн бұрын
❤thank you so much for being raw & honest! Wishing you nothing but the best
@Meli-ASAP
@Meli-ASAP 19 сағат бұрын
Denny you are most valuable. There's nothing wrong with deserving what you've earned . Keep helping others. There are so many kids whose parents have left them. They need you, their families left behind need you as well. Thank you for "being"
@ClaudiaTinajero
@ClaudiaTinajero 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story Denny!! Yes Mark, I relate to myself and my upbringing with a lot of these stories. Thank you
@breephillips448
@breephillips448 8 сағат бұрын
I am a foster/adoptive mother and I currently work with children in foster care. Your story is heartbreakingly common and needs a louder voice. Trauma in childhood impacts a persons entire life. Even those who seem to have it all together on the outside. Thank you for sharing your story. You are worthy of love. Your mother was a broken person who didn't love herself. It was about her fighting her demons. Not about you as a child. You seem very intelligent and aware, I'm sure intellectually you understand that. But it's hard to convince the child in ourselves something different. I pray that you are unable to overcome your demons. I love that you made your own last name and started your own legacy. You are a warrior.
@sfg206
@sfg206 4 күн бұрын
This was another solid one Mark. Denny is super authentic, I related to some of his issues and feel like I'm inspired now to work on fixing them 🎉
@michellewhoknows
@michellewhoknows 4 күн бұрын
Great to hear, you got this 💪💯
@ShellieErvin-t9e
@ShellieErvin-t9e 20 сағат бұрын
Denny- thanks for sharing your story. I too had a similar childhood. I can relate to so many of your feelings. I have 2 daughters & I can tell you through mothering them I was able to do & give them all the things I didn’t have. I also though continue therapy because things from my past come up & I’m going to be 60 years old. Keep up the good fight! Love yourself! You are worth it!
@littlezentz
@littlezentz 3 күн бұрын
my son in law was born at 1lb. The physical effects of being born that small alone had long term health problems. He experienced many things you describe and some he didn't but he always knew he was a problem. NOW he is amazing and a great father. I love him to the moon and back.
@ngahuiaharvey4170
@ngahuiaharvey4170 Күн бұрын
God bless this man even though he has walked through the valley of the shadows Denny has shown himself well, may abundance prosperity health and wealth bless you thank you for sharing your story Denny from Australia
@pta8734
@pta8734 2 күн бұрын
Danny, you are an amazing man to have endured that childhood and come out the other end the way you have. Your ability to communicate, your use of language, and introspection is a real tribute to what you have done to make something special out of a really difficult upbringing. You will be a great father someday, I'm certain of that. Best of luck, from a 33 police veteran and father of 1 boy.
@honeywhite1
@honeywhite1 2 күн бұрын
Lovely comment. Agree with every word.
@nicolemessina3905
@nicolemessina3905 3 күн бұрын
He kills me because you can see how emotional he is and he won’t let it out 😢
@abelacosta7200
@abelacosta7200 2 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing Denny. The amount of courage it takes to open up, share your trama, & be vulnerable. Takes the heart of a man. So whenever your feeling down or questioning your worth, just know that your a strong man & will overcome anything. Keep fighting the good fight. Great interview Mark! This one is one of my favorites.
@adityatyagi4009
@adityatyagi4009 Күн бұрын
Great interview. It never ceases to amaze me that childhood trauma can affect the direction of our lives.
@ilovebuyers
@ilovebuyers 4 күн бұрын
Danny you are strong and worthy! DONT FEEL LESS!
@saucegritytv
@saucegritytv 4 күн бұрын
A SURVIVOR A SOLDIER A HERO I NEEDED THIS BRO THANKS.
@angelavastarella9630
@angelavastarella9630 4 күн бұрын
You are worthy because you are fearfully and wonderfully made. God bless. ❤
@petebutler5139
@petebutler5139 2 күн бұрын
This dude is the truth!! Even after all he’s been through, he seems to have respectable morals and values. He knows right from wrong and what to do… After all he’s been through… ✊🏼🇺🇸 🙏🏼 thank you for your sacrifice!
@charliemiller1934
@charliemiller1934 10 сағат бұрын
Thank you Denny for sharing your pain. I appreciate this is not easy for a man to talk about. My partner had a very similar upbringing all of the levels of abuse. I hope you find your peace and all the love in the world.
@theresekirkpatrick3337
@theresekirkpatrick3337 4 күн бұрын
Thanks for your openness. This message will touch many. Best wishes
@su2471
@su2471 17 сағат бұрын
I love this man with all my heart. I wish him peace. He is valuable, worthy, beautiful, and intelligent.
@jonathanheim4823
@jonathanheim4823 Күн бұрын
Wow, amazing to hear you speak about your past and how you seem to have identified those demons. Your humility only shows a strength that you feel is your weakness. Stay the course brother, you can help so many with your experience and insight. 22 is too many!
@WendeeG
@WendeeG 19 сағат бұрын
I'm not a hugger at all but I just wanted to give you a big hug the whole time you were talking !!!! 🖤🖤 Thank you for sharing your story.
@markquinn2767
@markquinn2767 3 күн бұрын
What a story. The honesty and bravery……..just laying it all out there. This will undoubtedly help and inspire others.
@daryawatkins4358
@daryawatkins4358 13 сағат бұрын
Thank you for your service. And thank you so much for sharing your story. I could really really relate to it. What you said I have not been able to put into words before. Thank you so much
@Blackcatt704
@Blackcatt704 4 күн бұрын
Denny, you are on the verge of a major breakthrough. Coming to Mark’s channel and showing your vulnerability is huge. So proud of you. Keep going, true freedom is right there-Grab it and don’t let go. Prayers to you, D❤️🙏🏾
@elsienorback7689
@elsienorback7689 11 сағат бұрын
Wow, I was listening to him intensely. His childhood was so terrible but so many children have lived that similar scenario more than you think. I think we all have come from a broken family. Some worse than others. He really is a solid person, that is constantly struggling but continuing to strive to be a better version of himself every day. Much respect to him!
@dougvoltin164
@dougvoltin164 4 күн бұрын
One of the greatest paradoxical experiences is the feeling being alone but we are never alone feeling alone. We all share it. Having suffered childhood sexual and physical abuse and three ; attempts, I still strive to love and achieve revenge by living life well. At 81 I wish you serenity and the courage to continue your journey. 40:35 40:35 40:35 😊
@susancomstock933
@susancomstock933 Күн бұрын
You are brave and so real. Thank you for sharing your story. Do what brings you joy. If helping others helps you heal, keep doing it. The people that you touch along the way will be grateful to have met you. I hope you become a father some day. You deserve that unconditional love.
@tinaeverert4029
@tinaeverert4029 2 күн бұрын
Denny saved lives for this country and I’m so proud he is taking time to save himself by working on himself in my honest opinion his hat says it all he needs to serve himself for a little while
@Makeup_momster
@Makeup_momster Күн бұрын
Denny my dude! I am so thankful for u sharing and being so honest and vulnerable for us all. For u. U are a perfect example of what, like I said, mothers like the ones on this very channel create. Men and women who struggle and suffer for many years and maybe ruin their own lives… not with drugs per se but with self doubt and not feeling worthy. Drugs and alcohol are life destroying substances. Not just the person doing it… but the family. Big hug brother. U will be an amazing father some day. ❤
@moonmakesjax
@moonmakesjax 4 күн бұрын
This story rings familiar for so many souls no matter where we come from. I’ll share this with people who can’t understand a common struggle.
@nataliemarie2274
@nataliemarie2274 2 күн бұрын
I'm almost 60 and I'm still affected every single day by my childhood. It's a battle. Thank you for your testimony...i hope it healed you in some way. ❤
@evantilley6192
@evantilley6192 4 күн бұрын
What a great explanation of how fragile and moldable a kids brain is. Will shape your life and follow you regardless of what you want. Thank you for your story.
@TheStormyReport
@TheStormyReport 12 сағат бұрын
One of the best SWU stories ever! Thank you Mark. Thank you Denny.
@Wing_It_Wildflower
@Wing_It_Wildflower 3 күн бұрын
An outstanding Man. So real. The touching German Shephard part made me cry. In the darkest moments, my fur babes have played a vital role in saving my life too, in more ways than one. I'd be proud of myself if I were him. Real proud. May he find what his heart calls for.
@saphiraschmidlin8766
@saphiraschmidlin8766 23 сағат бұрын
I am so thankful for this interview !
@julianastarlight5097
@julianastarlight5097 4 күн бұрын
What a lovely man. He has such good insights…
@permissiontoshine
@permissiontoshine 4 күн бұрын
WOW, what an incredible conversation. What a remarkable man you are Denny. For many reasons. For sharing such pain from your childhood (boy am I glad you did have that wonderful foster mum and your aunt and cousin), for demonstrating what 'being a real man' looks like, for openly sharing and owning your mistakes, for openly sharing you've been in consistent therapy for 5-6 years (which can be really, really necessary for survivors - I am one too - of horrific abusive and neglectful childhoods), for sharing and spreading accurate information about how you tried to build the distance and barricades from your childhood in your 'successful life' and for ADMITTING THAT IS NOT WHAT IT TAKES. I see below, if that is you, you have a podcast. I will subscribe. I see you and I hear you. You are inspiring me to continue with my road/s to healing. I'm 58yo now (woman) and it is ongoing. And god bless your German Shepard for saving your life that night. He (or she?) gave the World a much needed gift. Support and encouragement from Perth, Australia.
@aprilpalmer2996
@aprilpalmer2996 2 күн бұрын
Wow, I just want to give him the biggest hug. My kids are my everything, some people don’t deserve the kids they are blessed with. Much love ❤
@dawnhayes1611
@dawnhayes1611 4 күн бұрын
Mark...A BAZILLION THANK YOUS for giving a voice to the forgotten, the people deemed by society to be of no value! I absolutely love watching these videos & hearing ALL the stories of life, hardships... it's truly an eye opener for many SO called law abiding citizens..
@svetlana921
@svetlana921 Күн бұрын
You are an amazing person. You overcame so much. You have so much strength that we all see. A very beautiful and sensitive soul. And a beautiful dog.
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