Trauma, Revenge and Redemption-Clark Fredericks

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[@clarkfredericks3309]

Hello everyone, I bared my soul with all its cuts and bruises for the world to see. The response has been amazing and I thank you all. To read over and over that this is the "Best interview ever" is quite an honor. May this video help others Break Their Silence and Inspire all who see it. PEACE.

[@tommyeugene]

You my new brother, are an incredibly Courageous Man! Your light now shines over the world to help us who still suffer from the abuses of 'ASS CLOWNS' who took our childhood innocence, and replaced it with fear and pain. Thank you for sharing with us. God Bless you, Tommy, Northern Minnesota

[@tomsuiteriii9742]

Clark, I very rarely watch videos this long all the way through, but your story captivated me so much I couldn't stop once I started. I'm so glad you didn't have to completely lose the rest of your life by bringing justice to that monster--although, as you said, it didn't really fix your problems. As someone who has not experienced abuse and can't relate to it on a personal level, I'm deeply sorry for what you were forced to endure, however I'm glad that the Lord has been able to bring some good out of such evil by using you an an instrument to other abuse survivors. Thanks to testimonies like yours, I'm motivated to always be a person of empathy, understanding, and non-judgementalism to those who have experienced abuse in any way. God Bless you, my friend.

[@mkeasey100]

I understand the pain you are carrying inside. Thank you for sharing your story. Best wishes to you & your sweetheart. I can’t wait to read your book!

[@Traces13]

Yes, you are a Humanitarian and you are the face of inspiration. The lifelong commitment to exposing insidious fear made by henious people in the public arena is high order: *G*ood *O*rderly *D*irection. Have a great life. Peace!

[@maggialbiez]

Thank you so much Clark 💙💚💛💜

[@HaphazardReal]

man talked this whole thing without crying tough as fuck

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks for that

[@Chez8922-kf6cy]

My life is so F'd up from what happened in Boy Scouts that I can start crying at any place at any time.

[@errolbadenbroek9594]

@@Chez8922-kf6cy crying is okay ‘ its the child in you who’s still in pain. But talk it out or write it out and face the horror .Have strenght 🪬✌🏾

[@jurozzik]

@@Chez8922-kf6cyIm sorry

[@ImHereForTheFood]

The saddest thing is to hear adults who suffered sexual abuse as kids say their biggest regret was not saying anything. Having to live with that level of guilt and shame, processing such complex emotions while being preyed upon and still thinking they should have been stronger or had the courage to speak up is heartbreaking.

[@claireh.7605]

Children just need to be explicitly taught about scenarios that happen and that they should tell others and adults

[@stephaniesoscia3336]

​@@claireh.7605I think that's a really naive assumption. I would also think it's pretty insulting to victims of sexual abuse. Of course talking to your kids is important but don't you think many victims parents did have that conversation. Did you listen when he described how his abuser deterred him from speaking up?

[@claireh.7605]

@@stephaniesoscia3336 sure, if you loo up 'contreras divorce court florida deputy arrest' it shows how a court guard would take women for fake drug checks and treat them like the back room of a strip club, then not register their complaints if they spoke up and literally tell them they will be arrested for false complaints and disorderly conduct if they complain about him. Then he blackmails the woman like that on camera, in front of a family judge who stays out like it isn't her business, and his coworker immediately becomes a co-conspirator, then the prosecutor helps them for going after the woman on false charges after they arrest her. It is crazy how everyone just ganged up on her when one incriminated guy was threatened with being reported.

[@-_oOtianaOo_-]

I really appreciate you. Thank you❤

[@Neddoest]

⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠@@stephaniesoscia3336I certainly recall that part of the story; do you remember when he said his parents warned him about getting in a stranger’s car, but not about not getting in a car with a person he knew? To be fair to Clark’s parents- we as a society didn’t have the understanding and awareness of how abuse actually happens to children. Today we do know. And that’s part of what proper sex education looks like. Explaining to your children what is and _is not_ appropriate for _any_ adult to do with or to them. Obviously it won’t prevent all assaults (and nobody said that it would) but it would make a dramatic difference Claireh is right.

[@jonnn420]

Thank you Clark Fredericks. Your story saved me. This kept me from doing the same thing to my 4b$3r. Instead I outed him and now I get to see his world slowly crumble as he’s feeling everything I felt. This is way better and it’s all because you gave me the power to.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Yessssssssssssssssss

[@TehonaMeagan]

AWESOME

[@DeadRabitz]

God for you

[@LoganDymek]

You are stronger than the shit that happened to u. It doesn’t define u. How u respond does. Keep going.

[@noohamasri5616]

I wanna take revenge so bad 😢

[@la3800]

Dennis Pegg died in 2012 and his obituary reads like he's an upstanding citizen. These monsters are all around us. Thank you, Clark, I have great respect for you for fighting this monster and winning.

[@powderandpaint14]

Did no-one ever report him?! It sounds like he had a lot of victims.

[@NoOne-sn2si]

It sounds like he had a lot of enablers... Fellow pigs... Truly disgusting, these guys can't do it alone. They always have people who enable whether they know it or not... Whoever knows where this molesting pig's grave is, please post. This is probably the best SWU episode yet. Thank you!

[@thelittlebrownranch9105]

OMG!!! His obit reads like he is friggin Jesus!! Surely whomever wrote that obit did a lot of research to list alll his 'accomplishments'. (By 'accomplishments' I really mean opportunities he setup to get access to people he could victimize.) No doubt they knew he was raping boys and men. So not only is the world full of monsters, those monsters have people helping them. Grrr. P.S. Check out the "We Need to Talk About Cosby" series to hear more about monsters who rape and the people who help them rape. Grrr.

[@Asto508]

@@powderandpaint14 As one of the police officers told him, everyone knew but they lacked formal evidence because none of the victims was telling about it.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@powderandpaint14 Lots of victims but no proof to convict him. His obituary shows it wouldn't have been an easy fight.

[@crabbygramma5553]

Mark didn’t say a word throughout Clark’s experience, but his hug at the end says it all.

[@tonyseta2788]

Mark said one word which sums it up "WOW."

[@kassidiheidemann444]

For real!!!

[@kamelaparis7489]

How could he !?! This is riveting !!!!!

[@UntamedHeart1234]

So powerful and heartfelt ❤️

[@noone8627]

A LOT of interviewers on KZbin should take notes from Mark.

[@connorsimpson887]

I am 16 rn and I got SAd at the age of 15 by a neighbour of mine. He was 70 smth. This story made me realise I can actually have a life even if I went trough it. Respect for you Clerk. I hope the best for you

[@Athos1776]

I’m so sorry to hear that, I wish that I could be your big brother and be there for you. Please open up to a loved one even though it might be hard at first it is worth it.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Connor, so sorry brother. Life is not over. Use that pain to propel you forward

[@connorsimpson887]

@@Athos1776 it’s ok!!I told my mom about it and we did report the guy. Sadly we didn’t have any evidence and lost the case. Mom asked if I wanted to continue w suing again but it would’ve been just a waste of money. But now I’m pretty good. My friends support me. Sadly I did get made fun of by some kids at school because my mom told everyone so they can be safe and stay away from the creep. But now I am doinf pretty ok, and I am slowly healing

[@angelapursley2811]

You certainly can...

[@jacobmcvay123]

Anybody makin fun of a kid for gettin sexually assaulted are fuckin whack jobs so don’t worry bout them. Stay strong kid!

[@lolafults6271]

this is by far the most POWERFUL interview i’ve ever seen

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you

[@The_Dusk_Sage]

@@clarkfredericks3309Thank you for sharing your story, I’m certain it’s helped many other victims of abuse.

[@ginajones2328]

Hugs. A very wicked disgusting predator.

[@CBG2895]

This gentleman is the EXACT reason we "dont judge a book by its cover, We never know what someone is going through"

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Truth..........

[@aprilodell1688]

Dd

[@christinalyn3]

It makes me think back to certain classmates in high school. What were they going through? It makes my heart hurt.

[@danh2343]

Be Kind...EVERYONE is FIGHTING a BATTLE you know nothing about. I wear this t-shirt proudly. It's very true.

[@Nite-wl6wg]

​@@clarkfredericks3309Murderer you should be in Prison act higher but your no better than your Abuser

[@shaneankrom784]

Clark and his family lived in my neighborhood growing up and his story shook the whole county to the core.We rallied behind him when he was in court to see that he got leniency getting rid of a sick animal.

[@bluest1524]

When executing a malignant predator, do your best to be discreet.

[@paulden3158]

@@bluest1524 agreed

[@bluest1524]

@@paulden3158 This way, you can continue living a free, beautiful life and being kind to animals and vulnerable people, and if the opportunity presents, rid the world of even more malignant predators. ; )

[@genesises]

@@bluest1524 and live with more guilt in private? when talking about taking life, don't be so casual.

[@ryanjofre]

@@genesises touché

[@lilimurphy8684]

I was raped by a family "friend" when I was 12 yrs old but fortunately it was only once and then he went away. My parents never knew and now they are gone and don't need to feel the pain. I somehow hid the trauma within and just recently came to acceptance and I am okay. I thank you for sharing your story and you are brave to do so. May God Bless you for taking him out so he can no longer harm anyone. I wish I had been as courageous.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

So sorry for the hell you had to experience

[@noohamasri5616]

Hugs.

[@JuanRomero-hv6rv]

Love you friend.

[@noula2890]

You are so brave 🙏🏼

[@suzieque9934]

You say you wish you had been as courageous....but you ARE courageous... You've just told the world what happened to you as a child.... I'd say that's a very courageous thing to do your better than the person who did you wrong and you have empathy for others ❤

[@sweetivorywhite]

I have never been so mesmerized as I was, while watching you Clark. I will agree, that this is the best interview that Mark has done. All I can say is that I truly pray, that the rest of your life is full of love and laughter. I am a few years younger than you, but I am looking at you through a mother’s eyes. I wish I could hug the pain away from the little boy, that I see. Love from Canada.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you for watching and for your kind words.

[@michellerjackson5776]

God be with you Clark. Thank you for telling your unbelievable story. ❤😊🙏

[@emilykepler3761]

This was a hard story to listen to but very inspiring about how you overcame such adversity. I’m so sorry you felt you had to keep it in so long but I’m glad you are enjoying a clean, happy, positive life. When you said you had coffee with that girl and fell back in love, I burst into tears of happiness. You deserve to have a happy life. ❤️

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@emilykepler3761 thank you Emily

[@bereatha1]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am a 74 year old Black female and I was also tramatized as a child which led me down a dispicable life including prison. I, like you, have completely turned my life around. Thank you for being the calalyst for others to find healing. May God Bless You and keep You in his Loving Care.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Goodmorning Tanya, I've heard from so many people from all walks of life and our stories all seem to mirror each other. The trauma is so great that we all seem to self-destruct in very similar ways. The trauma steers our ship off course and its up to us to finally get back on a new course. Bless you that you survived and found a new course for your life.

[@bereatha1]

@@clarkfredericks3309 Thank you so much for responding. I also shared your trauma with drug addition. After viewing this video, I googled you and I was directed to your day of sentencing and the statement you made to the court. You were so full that you couldn't hold back the tears and anxiety. You were able to say it all OUT LOUD and my guess is: That might have been the start day of your healing. There needs to be a movie chronicling your life. God Bless You and thank you for all you do.

[@probiotic1]

The fact that his dog showed more concern for you at 12 speaks volumes. His moral compass was beneath animals. I have watched this three times. Kudos for having the courage to take your power back from that sob.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored, seriously honored that you have watched this 3 times. My life is a Cautionary Tale. My story of overcoming applies to everyone. Not one of us is going to through life unscathed. How will you handle the punches that life throws at you. I'm telling you that we are all capable of overcoming any hurdle that life puts in our way.

[@SabakaJunglay]

Dogs are the very best. Humans are the very most fucked up, as a group

[@greendragon4058]

Holyshit you certainly deserve all the love and compassion this world has for you that would horrify me about that dog. I have no words thank you for the courage to tell your story

[@threeeightsixeight]

​@@clarkfredericks3309hey clark, how do you propose i teach my future kids how to evade or combat these horrific monsters? thanks, ian

[@dreamingtree6093]

Most humans are beneath animals consciousness. Most animals kill for survival. In all my years working with wildlife, I've realized that the human condition is comprised of evil.

[@battfinkz]

Fact that you got back with your childhood sweetheart put me into tears bro, a 40 year old, miserable lump of a man that's had some of his own struggles through life, in tears, cant remember when that last happened, that part was beautiful. So happy for you

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored that I could make you cry

[@battfinkz]

@clarkfredericks3309 wish you all the best mate, these dark days when it's a struggle to lift a limb are tough, you have all these people on these videos hoping you get through them 🤘

[@jlywi7171]

I have 3 small children. Watching these videos helps me to be aware of people and makes me more cautious of who I allow around my kids. I’m sorry this happened to you 😔

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Tell your children that never ever ever should an adult ask a child to keep a secret

[@labgrownlove]

Be cautious of the signs of childhood trauma when they are growing up, too. I ruined my life because no one from my family did, and just thought I'm a bad apple. Doesn't have to be sexual abuse, there's alot that can really fuck up a kid out there.

[@libbyhicks7549]

Thats why I watch as well. Many of these stories follow similar scripts. I am learning what to watch out for. I think all the men in our society are really messed up from the violent prn industry and the circumcism (which I see as satanic ritual abuse of the male infant). Throw in the drugs and you have got yourself a real dangerous mess.

[@beemo6221]

I have these conversations with my niece 11 and nephew 8 who I care for. I run through different scenarios and what grooming looks like. We discuss the various types of people that can do these things. We talk about not being desperate for anything like gaming, food, freedom, activities, attention, affection. We talk about how I am always on their side and how they may lie to them that they'll hurt, kill or it'll bring shame. We talk about the effects of abuse and how people may view them as disadvantaged children and use it against them. We talk about how they are never to be alone with their trainers and have secret conversations. Also that they are not allowed to do these types of things as it can be life changing and destroying. We also discuss social media, phones, mental illness, drugs and alcohol, God, cults, homelessness, prison, etc I don't know where they will go in life, it's something I can't determine but I want them to be aware and open with me. I'm not sure if I'm right doing this as it's kind of dark but as a kid my mum spoke to me about life, people and situations that stayed me and has kept me somewhat safe. My sister lived those crucial years with my dad who never spoke wisdom to her and she was felt she was stupid even though she's intelligent. I've been having these conversations with them for almost 5years. Even when my nephew was 3. At 5 his big cousin who was 10 did stuff with him and he was able to tell me. It's was all very emotional for all of us and we spent lots of time talking it through. We took it to my other nephews mum and she was so angry at her son but I was more concerned with why and if someone had done it to him. We put it all in the open and even made family aware of it so it wasn't some secret and my nephew's was given comfort and encouragement. He also had a friend who was curious and was learning things maybe from his dad and my boy stayed there a couple of nights (not anymore) there was another little boy who would stay there as their mothers were friends. My nephew said that he was worried about the younger boy staying there and that I should let the mom know he might not be safe because the friend is a bit weird. I let the kids mother know what my nephew had said. My take is that the darkness won't take my kids by surprise and they recognise this stuff as evil and hopefully be brave and they'll bring anything to the light. Sorry this is long.

[@cmickie3296]

Denis Pegg chose the wrong little boy to mess with. This man grew up to be a fierce warrior with a sacred purpose.

[@calicojack5623]

Let’s not romanticize this shit

[@cmickie3296]

@@calicojack5623 That’s not romanticizing “this shit”, that’s acknowledging someone who turned “this shit” around.

[@calicojack5623]

@@cmickie3296 understandable

[@ajecks]

That is a dumb statement. He lost the life he deserved to live because of that pos - there was no purpose of this happening to him and this shouldn't have been his "destiny" - his destiny should have been being happy, maybe with that girl who he said was the love of his life. That animal robbed him forever.

[@vincentramos8292]

​@@calicojack5623 bruh did you really just fucking say she was romanticizing it wtf is wrong with you

[@liseh9408]

My nephews abuser was released from prison and my nephew had a break down than committed suicide the same day. Your saving lives with your life story. Thank you! 🙏🏻

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Oh Lisa, I am so sorry to hear that, truly I am.

[@TeaRose9]

So sorry for your nephew, just heartbreaking beyond words.

[@thiziriii]

I'm so sorry for you loss . I hope his soul gets to have peace in heaven

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@thiziriii thank you

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

Omg... I am so sorry. These monsters NEED to be eradicated!! Life sentence, no parole. There's NO other way...

[@jimkillips-wz7kj]

I am 64 and that was the powerful interview I have ever listened too and his life story will some day be a movie that will heal millions of abuse survivors

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Yes Jim. Any success I have simply means that I am able to reach more people

[@thissucks6886]

@@clarkfredericks3309 you are so strong man .

[@Dennisereee]

Im a 15yo boy and luckily nothing like this ever happend to me but i could never be as strong as you and tell such a story you are an amazing story teller

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks brother

[@guscunnilin]

This was intensely powerful. I don't think anyone that kills their abuser should do a day in jail

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I hope that the times have changed and it's impossible for a predator to have a 40+year reign of terror. There should be no one looking the other way or just wanting to sweep this ugly problem under the rug.

[@NateThaGreat187]

Fr like they should be able to kill their abuser like if the abuser didn’t go to prison for doing that then neither should the guy who killed his abuser the guy just wanted justice since the cops didn’t want to get justice

[@brandondanielson1253]

Yes but atleast in jail he could not harm himself or do more drugs and he had the chance to rehabilitate himself and get better

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@Brandon Danielson Brandon, You ate 100% correct. My lawyer told me immediately that he did not want me getting bailed out. He said that I was addicted to drugs, I was in a horrible mental state, and it didn't look good for someone charged with murder to be out in the community going to bars and out to dinners. He also said I needed to be removed from all the negative influences in my life and just concentrate on me. He was right on everything.

[@suekleinman6737]

Absolutely, in fact If a victim kills his abuser I think they should be awarded.

[@lyndawilliams4570]

I appreciate that he called his abusers name - he said his name. He’s telling the truth 100% - so many details and clear description of what grooming looks like . Also a cautionary tale for parents - trusts no one with your precious children.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

You can't trust anyone Lynda

[@juancontreras7514]

At times it's hard to trust your own decision making, how can anybody trust a person/brain you have 0 control over when we cant even control our own at times!! 👍🏽

[@Zeevuhl]

@@juancontreras7514 nice leg!

[@emilyb5278]

Talk to them about what is abuse and who to tell once they get to a age of understanding. Most people are fine but unfortunately we don't know who , my friends was touched inappropriately by two of her dad's friend when she was asleep to this day she has issue s saying no to men. Another girl family had house parties and she was raped by family friend she went from size 10 healthy to 20 stone within a few year's.

[@Jhayes14590]

Usually they bleep out the names I’m glad mark didn’t

[@shelbefurra4337]

This is the realest and most honest interview I’ve watched on SWU to date. I’ve thought about Clark all day. The transparency you have found Clark has impacted me so deeply. I’m sorry you suffered in silence for so long and I am so grateful you’re choosing not to anymore!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks for that

[@velvetannemadro9876]

Your story to stay alive and not commit suicide, in spite of all your traumas, has made me want to live in spite of mine. You're a God sent Clark and I thank you! God Bless!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Please don't leave us

[@tammyhavlik1015]

Some good sources to help overcome trauma that are online are Richard Grannon's Emotional Flashback Worksheet. Also, Rewind Therapy by The Human Givens Institute (I do a version of it on my own). The Crappy Childhood Fairy has a lot of free content too. 🙏

[@i.e.y]

@@tammyhavlik1015 thank you for recommending the content above. I am on reading!

[@tammyhavlik1015]

@@i.e.y Oh good! 🙏 Prayers for you to find what works for you. I also do a lot with my diet that supportive of good emotional health, well, as good as it can be. ♡

[@tapatvde]

Being a survivor of childhood sexual molestation i was silent for decades! I was in my late 30's when i learned to speak up about it. Now i am 60 and i have been sober for 30 years. #SpeakUp

[@jen-ms4xo]

Wow that's awesome 30 yrs sober glad you're free to be you and that you spoke up 30 yrs ago keep on keeping on 🙏

[@frankie5354]

I was 43 before I told anyone….

[@goldtable9347]

Don't speak!!.. Like Gwen Stefani said!!

[@hippiechic25]

I finally spoke up at 40 and everyone brushed it under the rug

[@tahendricks]

Congratulations on your sobriety 💪💜

[@christineculhane7109]

He described being sexually abused so vividly and accurately I had trouble breathing while listening. I had to take a moment, take a breather and comment. The feeling of being utterly and completely frozen when it happens. Like you can’t breathe, and like you are the only person in the world. It does something to your brain. To your soul. You do wonder where God was. My own father and my uncle repeatedly molested me and I too was told to keep it a secret. I did keep it a secret when I was still a kid, but after I moved out… fuck secrets. I confronted both of them. My alcoholic father added insult to injury and was so disgusted that I brought it up. He’s disgusted? 🤯 My uncle is currently in prison as he molested other girls in the family- even his granddaughter. This man from Stillwater, NJ made me feel less alone today. Signed, the woman from Hawthorne, NJ

[@kylieeeramirez7838]

Aw Christine, I’m so sorry. 😞

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

Woman from Hawthorne, NJ, this woman in Nashville Tennessee wants to cry for you. I feel a little better knowing you don't feel alone this morning because of Clark's bravery. Thinking of you and all the other survivors of rape this morning. Xoxo Kim

[@littlems.tries-to-fix-it6270]

❤️❤️❤️ proud of you for speaking up 😘😘😘

[@christineculhane7109]

Thank you for your kindness, but I don’t want to make this about me. Listening to Clark…so much of it is insanely relatable. That’s the only thing I want to make about me- is that I am also fluent in speaking the language of trauma. The shame, the rage, the lack of coping skills, the inability to connect emotionally…the failed attempts to escape into different addictions…the indescribable bouts of depression…the occasional feeling of longing for it all to be over… I’m so honored that he shared his story and I am even more thrilled about where he stands today. Thank you again for your kind words and I’m also proud to finally be sober! ❤️‍🩹

[@tahendricks]

God bless you 💜💪

[@Celestialnighthawk]

There should be a movie made about this man’s story.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Working on it

[@Celestialnighthawk]

@@clarkfredericks3309 glad to hear that your story was inspiring im currently dealing with demons and addictions of my own hearing your story gave me hope thank you for sharing.

[@Mtjoyc3]

Maybe my favorite swu ever. Was cheering when he said he got back with his sweetheart omg. What a happiest of endings

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Anything is possible in life

[@M5TABBYCAT]

The police officer that told him to say the 5th amendment and request a lawyer was truly a proper gentleman. Sometimes you get the right person at the right time.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

He was the Angel I needed at that time

[@Benemortasia666]

His life is not just a story for me, its something I can relate too. Meeting somebody like that at a moment like that. It was a sign.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@Benemortasia666 Amen

[@palmtrees2420]

@@clarkfredericks3309 You're an amazing person and Im glad you survived all of this and are a free man today. I wish I couldve gotten revenge on my abuser but the pathetic coward offed himself. At least he cant hurt anyone else.

[@n.h.moreno]

My heart goes out to this man. My stepdad is a sick bastard and we were forced to live with him for twenty years.... He even went through me, my sisters, their daughters and tried for my girlfriends. He is currently on trial...and I have been sober for a year

[@kylieeeramirez7838]

Thank u for sharing that with us . I’m so sorry…. And congrats on your sobriety!

[@marylougeorge9890]

Congratulations on your sobriety. I'm sorry for what you and your loved ones have been through. It's good to hear he's going to trial.

[@paulmcminn2802]

Stay strong N. H. You are doing so well. You are amazing.

[@teresag3713]

Stay strong!! My family did the same!!! Entire family are pedophiles except me!!!!!!!!!!!

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@teresag3713 I'm sorry honey. You keep taking care of yourself.❤️

[@niconavarro899]

Man i cried like a baby…I felt every word

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored my life could touch you so

[@produccionesdebajosrecurso7451]

Your memory bro, your sharpness, your storytelling skills, and all your emotions, so beautiful Clark. So brave man, you are an inspiration :)

[@naniandtheripper6803]

This story made me realize I needed help. Thank you Clark. I am 9 days sober now. Thank you Clark.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

How absolutely wonderful. . Stick with it,, it gets easier as time goes on. Life gets easier to live when you are sober. All the things that used to trigger you and make you abuse substances suddenly don't bother you as much

[@nightcrawlr1035]

I got sexually harassed by gay men for a couple years. I don’t know how but when he was describing being frozen during the predators acts. It unlocked that trauma that I’ve had buried long ago. I’m researching for therapy now because a lot of shit went down after the fact as I was a troubled kid.

[@lisalep]

Well done my friend. Sending you love ❤️

[@kaychristensen4394]

@@nightcrawlr1035 Therapy is the right path. Your doctor would be a good source for a referral. Many therapists specialize in childhood sexual abuse survivors. They have the background and experience to help you, and they have heard it all. Your story will not shock them. And they will not ever make you feel shame or embarrassment! They are there to support you on your journey of healing. The more you talk, you will literally feel that burden of trying to deal with it on your own lifting off you. It won't happen overnight, so be patient with yourself. Anything worthwhile takes time. And you are worth it. Sending much love and good vibes. 💛

[@kathyborthwick6738]

🍃🌸🍃🙏🏽🍃🌸🍃 May Creator Bless and Guide you on this journey to become sober and succeed! 🍃🦬🍃👵🏽👋🏾

[@TheOnlyGuitarFather]

As a father, this infuriates me. I can’t believe there’s parents out there who can’t pick up on their kids behavioral changes. It’s stories like this as to why I don’t trust anyone besides 4 or 5 people with my boy. No teacher, no friends parents, no priest, no scout leader, no coach, no body at all.

[@carlphelps4098]

Sure makes me think.🤔

[@petekdemircioglu]

Me too

[@ssoma151]

We choose the life we are to live, we pick our parents we are born into

[@Vinni_Cousin]

90% of predators are white heterosexual males, they are also your friends, family or acquaintance. There’s also a long history of “oh kids lie! They just want attention!” Also a view that kids are inherently bad, so this “bad behavior” is almost expected. Instead of figuring out what message these actions are trying to tell us, we “don’t spoil the child by sparing the rod”. As a survivor I’m glad this is coming to light

[@marchkean4202]

A child's coping mechanism is to deny the bad things, in hopes it goes away. Parents try but feel hopeless. Seek help if you know something is not right with your child.

[@wmsc0ttcunn1ngham96]

Clark, I started smoking weed at 13, and shoplifting before that. Got high until age 22 when getting clean was my ticket to a great job opportunity. But it was really, really tough to quit. And I understand better now what the catalyst may have been, which will remain with me. Your willingness to share your story has, so many years later helped me understand what may have triggered those activities. You're not alone, and I join with 13,000 others to say "thanks" for being so open and honest. Thank you, stay strong.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Hey brother, I'm honored that I could open your eyes for you. It's never too late to heal. If I can do it, so can you

[@grundgesetzart.1463]

I live in Germany. This hits close to home. The person(s) responsible still walk free and nothing ever happened to them. I am left here with my helpless rage and PTSD....alcohol was my go to solution. Thank you for this interview, I was not sure whether I should watch this, but I'm glad I did.

[@noohamasri5616]

Feel you. Hugs

[@wigglyennui]

His storytelling is absolutely riveting. What an amazing individual

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Much appreciated

[@sikin2023]

@@clarkfredericks3309 your a inspiration mate.. from australia. im so agnry

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@James Fogarty Thanks brother. What a journey this life has been

[@Animal14722]

Yes, I hate that I judged this man by his appearance. His everyman aesthetic underscored his amazing story and insights.

[@jennross6466]

@@sikin2023 You're* which is You are- google the difference between Your and You're PLEASE PLEASE. Educate yourself.

[@remingtongraves]

From one childhood rape survivor to another, I feel so much love and respect for you. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored that you took the time to listen, thank you. So so sorry that you experienced this hell as well. Peace.

[@robertmatos6049]

@@clarkfredericks3309 your strong and honesty so much more then the situation you were placed in as someone who was taken advantage of its something well never forget

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@robertmatos6049 thank you Robert

[@anti-narc]

you are a Hero -- my Hero movve i Will never do but my abusers deserve,,,, i struggle with the anger, i read meditate found a dieta AND spirit system that works wonders we all know there Is no 100-/, healing when lines like this áre crossed

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@Anti-Narc No, we will never heal 100% . But, 93% is doable.

[@hanzonhair1562]

1.7 m views 1.7m ppl you have moved with your truth and who know what number of ppl you have encouraged to speak out! May you continue to heal x

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Amen to that, thank you

[@the5cvs]

Mark, this channel will or should one day soon earn you a Emmy. The awareness the stories of the people you interview are taking us out of the dark. I mean, these stories are bringing our hearts a deeper level of compassion. Because of this channel, I no longer judge the homeless, drug addicted people. I always give them money when they ask now. I dont care what they are going to end up using it for. They all have their reasons for living in their situations. And the pain is real. Clark, you are one heck of a Gift to the world. I am so so sorry you had to live through this, but Thank you for answering HIS call.

[@itzel.elizabeth]

This is THE MOST INTENSE AND HEALING testimony I've ever had the pleasure of experiencing. For today, I feel less alone, hopeful and clear. Thank you guys from the bottom of my heart.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

My pleasure

[@uniquename846]

@@clarkfredericks3309 Listened to this this morning. I don't understand what could be running through a person's head, to be that horrific to others in the world. I have to go read more psychology, very sorry to hear what you went through. I have to wonder about the whacked out behaviors of the man. Maybe he turned the heat on in the room, so to symbolize some kind of messed up war scene he was in, in the hot jungle of vietnam. And that day or time in his life became like a trigger, for some messed up behavior later. I don't know, sorry again about what you experienced, this story was something else

[@ainnochaim9450]

@@clarkfredericks3309 thank you. Thank you so much. Your testimony is touched me in so many ways! I am a survivor and so is my brother. He reminds me so much of you. 🧡🧡🧡

[@thetamoramay7331]

@@clarkfredericks3309 The mama bear in me wants to jump through the screen and protect you. I’m so glad you are able to share your story and know you are loved and supported by people you’ll probably never even meet. ❤️🙏🏻🌹

[@stormcorrosion176]

@Clark Fredricks I have two young sons, 11 and 17. Hearing your account today has hit me pretty hard. Take care man, and thanks.

[@JRStephens5005]

I was sexually and physically abused by my dad for 19 years(1968-1987). It destroyed my life, but six months before he died in August, 2014, I forgave him because I had to try and move beyond all the trauma I'd been through. But, he never apologized to me or admitted to what he'd done. To this day(I'm 54), I still can't be in close physical proximity to another man. It paralyzes me with fear. So, I completely understand this.

[@borghiire]

I am so sorry for what happened to you… you are strong, even just saying this is very brave. Remember you are safe and nobody will hurt you anymore. Sending you love

[@bity7655]

I wish I could give you a hug. I know how the world looks like its full of demons when you've been betrayed by someone who was supposed to protect you from them. Who did this to you was a monster disguised in human flesh. You're a brave man who was generous enough to forgive him and tell your story here. You've my respect, Sir. I hope you overcome this fear someday and live your life to the fullest. I'm proud of how far you've come. Lots of love ❤️

[@mellie0402]

I'm really sorry Jimmy 💚 . I was never sexually abused but my own mother would physically and mentally abuse me since young. Started out young where she would make me stay up and than I couldn't get up for school. And than it progressed and its still happening. Recently I called my brother to tell him I have to let my parents go . Its for the best for me. I just can't do it anymore. As sad as it is Jimmy anybody that was supposed to be there for you and wasent same thing , let them go. I hope you can have some sort of recovery . I wish you the best 💚.

[@russellwong3658]

Jimmy, I am so sorry for what happened to you.

[@jenalex6161]

GOOD LORD!!! YOU WERE The BETTER MAN🙏😞❤I AM SO SORRY for Your SUFFERING and PAIN🙏GOD Bless You Sir❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏

[@faithhepburn8739]

Going through DV and nobody knowing the paralysis you go through and how the system itself tries to overpower you, never feeling like you can trust anyone and always feeling alone in the universe - this interview just doubled the population in my world. That sentence is so freeing - we are only as sick as our secrets. And what was a survival mechanism becomes a coping mechanism becomes a crutch until you cant differentiate yourself and your personality from your pain and avoidance, and then you collapse and the cycle begins again. Watching this interview was so inspiring -- it shows that we can come to terms with whatever we've experienced and that the dark entities that haunt us can be dispelled with our truth. Thank you for baring your scars so that we may have the courage to do the same!

[@janeegreene963]

This man’s testimony needs to be heard by the world! ❤

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks, let's make it happen

[@angelahill1658]

I too am a victim and man did he just give me HOPE TO HEAL.. GOD BLESS YOU CLARK AND THANK YOU. thank you Mark as well

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Let's do it Angela

[@michaelmitchell5909]

@@clarkfredericks3309 ....sorry to hear what happened to you man. your story left me speechless.

[@leahflower9924]

@@clarkfredericks3309 I'm from Jersey finally a story from our state

[@thesincitymama]

I literally took out a mini white board and started writing positive reminders for myself while I listened… haven’t done that in years - he’s inspiring

[@livefreeprintguns]

This could've been 5 hours longer and I still never would've wanted it to end. Truly a special person with a special gift.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Maybe Mark will have me back

[@tracyg2687]

@@clarkfredericks3309 that would be wonderful

[@carolynspence1836]

I agree❤️

[@jodiesipes910]

I agree....

[@banjiegirl2001]

....to be continued 😁

[@sev2320]

I just happened upon this video today. I had a therapy appointment before this and my therapist had brought up the same EXACT quote from the book “man’s search for meaning”. After hearing it in this video right after, my heart dropped. I don’t believe in fate and i’m not very religious or anything but something about this felt like i needed to hear this today right now.

[@hustlemami8732]

I bawled my eyes out at this. I wish i could give you a big hug Clarke. You make my heart so so full.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Bring that hug on

[@paintedcheststaineddrawers6650]

Wow. God bless you 🙏. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️.

[@BeachLife61]

Bawled mine out too, just Wow! Live your life happy Clarke 💪🙏💪

[@lyndahendricks7084]

I’m crying too! Such an amazing spirit!

[@Madeintexas80]

Rehab said “everyone stand who’s been raped or molested”. 24 people stood. 3 of us sat. I was shocked. 1 was an NBA player. It’s shocking.

[@suzannes5888]

Clark Fredericks, then 50, was given the minimum sentence of five years for stabbing Dennis Pegg to death in June 2012. I'm so sorry he had to go through that too -- but Clark freed the world of that demon. I'm glad Clark is out of prison and sharing his powerful story...I feel confident it will set others free, physically and emotionally, from their abusers. Thank you Clark! You're a hero.

[@ermfine2]

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Bravo Clark.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen!👍👏👏👏❤️

[@user-ql5yb2hs2p]

You are free….liberated…you can’t forget..but YOU ARE MAKING LIFE BETTER FOR OTHERS…I am sorry you have gone through this♥️

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@user-ql5yb2hs2p 👍👏👏👏❤️

[@Markotto09]

The fact he did time is a testament to what’s wrong with the system. The Pedo earned it.

[@laurachynoweth5186]

I recently stumbled onto SWU and found Clark's story remarkable. What strength and fortitude he has! I am a rape survivor and the animals who commit these crimes on innocent people deserve the justice that Clark gave to Pegg. I wish you all the peace and happiness that the world has to offer!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Bless you Laura

[@sarahspaltro]

I hope someone makes a movie of this. Thank you for being courageous enough to talk and do something for all the little children out there!

[@amyj777]

His story is so very similar to my husband’s. Unfortunately my husband was in a great deal of denial and self hatred that he never got help. He spent most of his life struggling with his addictions and in prison. We were married for 3 years before he passed away from overdose at the young age of 35. Clark, thank you for sharing your story. It will help more people, especially men, than any of us can imagine. I’m rooting for you. Take care of yourself.

[@serenaw7727]

My dad died of alcoholic myocarditis a couple weeks ago after a long and horrific battle with chronic alcoholism. He was raped at age 16 by a family friend. He never told anyone for 40 years. As someone who was groomed and sexually abused in my early 20s by a superior at work early in my career, I can not even begin to imagine the pain of keeping a secret like that for 40 years. Rest in peace Dad. :'(

[@amyj777]

@@serenaw7727 ♥️

[@staceywilliams1863]

❤❤❤

[@nubiagoldd]

I’m so sorry Amy

[@willnorizz]

I am sorry for your loss. Stay Strong 🙌

[@robduncan2816]

i thought this was going to be back round noise while i played tetris online. boy was i wrong. while the subject matter is extremely tough to get through, i found myself fighting back tears several times, these things need to be said and shared. what Clark is doing here is helping people who have suffered childhood abuse began a path of healing by sharing his traumatic story. Clark, i commend you. i am in awe of your courage. well done

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Rob, Thanks bro, you nailed it in the head. Our shame keeps us paralyzed and a hostage to the pain we experienced. I wanted to be vulnerable to help others break out of their isolation and torment. Thank you for acknowledging that.

[@robduncan2816]

@@clarkfredericks3309 love and healing to you my brother

[@teekay7930]

@@clarkfredericks3309 your story touched the deepest parts of my soul and awakened something inside of me. I don’t know what exactly that is but I am extremely grateful you’ve invited the world to see you and hear your story. Thank you Clark.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@Tee Kay Messages like yours make it all worthwhile. All I can think to say is Thank you.

[@teekay7930]

@@clarkfredericks3309 couldn’t ask for anything more 🙏🏼

[@forbiddenmod]

I have never in my life felt such awe and respect for someone before. This is earthshattering. Things like this are indescribably important for everyone to hear.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I greatly appreciate that

[@dchoney9435]

No one could have told your story and maintained that level of composure. Hats off to you Mr. Fredericks. It’s not how you start, it’s how you finish. Cheers.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks for that

[@barbaratateosian6703]

what can I say- I’m a 63 y/o woman who was molested at 5 ( more than once) and physically abused throughout childhood and have lived a self deprecating life since. A constant battle of drugs, alcohol, non-commital sexual relationships, intimacy problems, seeking abusive men, addictions. It reads like a “how to” list. I hung onto very word that literally describes my own life. I also gave my life to God at 47 and He has become my source for life and healing. Thank you Mark for this interview.

[@Alienspecies635]

God bless you Barbara, thank you for sharing 🙏🏼

[@stephaniemacomber3850]

Me too.

[@LSD123.]

If not for the Lord, I wouldn't be here now. Bless you and praise Jesus.

[@DollarCabin]

((Hugs))

[@lindarizzo71]

me too

[@Highnz57]

Dude's a hero. Ate a lot of pain and misery for a lot of years and he's still here today. Tough as nails. Heart wrenching story.

[@World36599]

"Show me a Hero and I'll write you a tragedy"

[@ginnarobertson283]

Every time I tried to get the courage to tell my mother about questionable illicit behavior by others towards me in my life, my mother mocked me. I was never taken seriously! It chews on your soul and never let's go.

[@wvhollargirl7549]

I was never abused this way. Abuse is terrible in many ways. I CAN'T IMAGINE MY LIFE if this had happened. It almost makes me feel ashamed at my response to physical and mental abuse. Your story shook me. ❤

[@libbyhicks7549]

Yeah, that happened to my mom when she was 10 yrs old and was molested by her mothers brother. She told her mom and she called her a liar. I think it changed my moms life for the worse. Just the lack of support on that level.

[@JDKelleherMusic]

Best channel on t'internet. These stories save us all. Thank you Clark.

[@DollarCabin]

I watched this video this morning not realizing the impact it would have on me. I'm so grateful to Clark for telling his story so I could move through mine. I still mostly have an invisible hand over my mouth, but hearing him say his abuser's name made me feel that today is time to speak mine. I'm tired of being as sick as my secrets. R. Gillespie and M. Frasier. I was a child and what you did took so much of my life away from me.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Bravo, Bravo, Bravo

[@gmy33]

Wish you the best !!! Thanks for sharing !

[@candicebaker2663]

Prayers! Bravo 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

[@JB-nr7iy]

Your very brave and I hope you will find the peace and happiness you deserve. Much love to you

[@utrube]

Say their full names.

[@kollow]

This man is an amazing story teller. I just wish his story didn't involve such horrific events in his life. I'm grateful he has the courage to share his experience. I hope men and women who have experienced sexual abuse will seek to heal their broken hearts through therapy.

[@jen-ms4xo]

Sometimes it's not that simple to get into therapy 😕

[@kollow]

@@jen-ms4xo I know, hopefully they will find healing in someway. Therapy is expensive and is difficult unfortunately.

[@hippiechic25]

@@jen-ms4xo I agree....also I'm on my 7th therapist in a 18 year spanf and still haven't found one that has helped...plus one ended up causing more trauma by crossing the line in my vulnerability and sexualized me so more trauma and will never see a male therapist again.. that was almost more damage cause I don't trust therapist now also...

[@YourMommasDaddysBro]

Going to therapy has been the hardest part for me :(

[@terywetherlow7970]

@@YourMommasDaddysBro keep trying until the therapist is right one.

[@bull8indiana]

Clark, I just want to give you a hug, man. This story WILL save so many lives, and I’m so glad I came across it. I’m a father of two and dealing with some struggles. Your story gave me so much hope, and clarity. Makes me want to be a better man. I hope to see more of your journey in the future

[@reetheechef-ee]

I listened to this while riding my bike today. Your strength is admirable and you had me in tears for most of that ride. I am so extremely proud of you for speaking out. Your voice speaking those words was so full of compassion and courage. Thank you, thank you for speaking out. You never know whos life you have changed by sharing. NEVER stop being the amazing and wonderful human you are. Don't ever forget that. Sending you so much love and light.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you for your wonderful words

[@reetheechef-ee]

@@clarkfredericks3309 so kindly welcome, sir

[@wvhollargirl7549]

It seems worse when the people who should love and protect you most don't believe you . I'm sorry 😢

[@hlwdreina]

Wow. What a powerful testimony. I also was a victim of sexual abuse. I was so depressed and self destructive. God healed and delivered me. I’m sober, at peace and love to help others. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are strong, brave and a warrior for the kingdom . God bless you. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@Kim-rf5et]

I am too a survivor. I'm sober instead of meds given by Dr. Which is Prozac and Valium sleeping meds. But I don't think anyone gets over it all the way. It changes how you are as a person. You can live with having been through it but it does change you.

[@elishamcbride8172]

I’m in therapy for a number of reasons . Sexual abuse is one of those reasons. Been going for 3 years and still haven’t found the courage to say it out loud. I thank you sir. This will help me

[@hustlemami8732]

Sending you hugs. It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay. I'm sorry you had to go through that but I'm with you ❤

[@mechanicalman1068]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Unfortunately, I can relate. I’m glad you’re getting help. I can say from experience that speaking your experience to a caring professional can be liberating and healing. It took me years to do so but when I did it was like a load off my back. I’m now comfortable with it, more or less. Just remember that what you say is not a confession because you did nothing wrong. It reflects negatively on your abuser, not you. I say this as a middle aged man who works in construction and hunts; being a strong, tough man does not mean you have to keep this stuff in, that going to therapy is weakness. Remember to be gentle with yourself and that what you’re doing now is a massing sign of your strength and courage.

[@ChevieLover]

I read most of the comments to this video, I’ve dealt with my own trauma but never sexual abuse I have very close friends I grew up with who experienced sexual abuse by a relative I can’t begin to tell you how deep that trauma effected them and when I say how deep I mean their entire life it’s had an effect on, my heart has always hurt for them. You are not alone you have a voice when you feel strong enough for the world to hear your voice or not the world and if u rather vent in a journal to tell your story however you feel comfortable venting or speaking your truth your story what you’ve been through you are loved u did nothing to deserve that it’s not love it’s pain it’s hurt it’s abuse you are not alone in this world many of us feel your pain and are here for you ❤❤ blessings peace and love

[@Anfield_the_place_to_be]

❤

[@RogerTobago]

Being vulnerable is truly a gift of the Spirit. Time to accept being open about your story. Maybe let it out on this platform. You know we'll love and support you either way.

[@riperino9626]

I listened to this interview the same day I finally told my therapist something I kept to myself since I was a kid. I don’t know fully if I was SA as a child because of repressed memories but the memories I had are signs and they are almost never ending at this point. While I am still accepting the idea this happened to me. Being able to hear that secrets build shame …then come onto this video just to hear the same exact thing after my appointment. It’s delightful. It shows me I did the right thing. I was horrified to show my therapist…thinking it could ruin my relationship with her. I was scared to see her reaction as she read what I wrote. I faced it all today. What a beautiful tribute for myself to listen to after I left my appointment. And the week I told my husband and best friend.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

So proud of you. Breaking your silence is the toughest thing to do, but also the most rewarding. Bravo

[@rob-time]

"I was always just trying to stay one step ahead of my pain" What an astonishing story! I wasn't expecting it to go to some of the places that it did. I am fascinated and shocked by the route this story took. I have no doubt that Clark is helping others to heal, and in doing so, is also healing himself.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

We remain stuck and self-destruct because of our shame. I wanted to pave the way for others to so they could rid themselves of their shame that is keeping them glued to the past

[@christophermason2734]

I’m speechless, that was probably the best interview off all time. Mark just let you speak the whole time, he didn’t have to ask anything to keep you going. Clark, I’m proud of you. You’re such an inspiration to so many. God bless you!

[@lmn1966]

Mark would never interupt, Clark telling his life story

[@jessespad]

@Emily Hinkley Watch more of these videos. They have at least a few where Mark doesn't speak at all. This one and Mike Dowd are public speakers, but not all of them are.

[@jessespad]

@Emily Hinkley your og comment makes it sound like Marc didn't have to ask questions because the guys a professional speaker, which isn't the case, because Mark has plenty of videos where he doesn't ask questions. Sherlock.

[@jessespad]

@Emily Hinkley Are you sure? Ok...I'll go work on that. 🙄

[@stst77]

For anyone thinking of suicide look at this man. His life seemed over and in complete shambles but little did he know that his life was about to begin on the journey of healing and really take off in a whole new trajectory that would positively impact the lives of others. Don’t give up.

[@sallyann985]

Let's be honest here. You think that if one of the homeless people we see here everyday went back and killed their abuser with no confrontation they would get 5 years and a motivational speaking contract at the end of their sentence? I'm not condemning what he's done, what I'm saying is that these kinds of stories rarely turn out this way. It doesn't give me hope because I'm aware of what an exception all of this is.

[@KevinRodriguez-fg6dn]

I wanna die 💔

[@stst77]

@@KevinRodriguez-fg6dn why? I will listen.

[@ashmacc7868]

He's stronger than most. It just seems not everyone has that in them.

[@ashmacc7868]

@@KevinRodriguez-fg6dn please don't. You're needed and valued.

[@slavicshawty]

Clark is an amazing storyteller. I cried during this interview.. Thank you, Clark, for sharing your story.

[@sirdanoman]

My brother and I (along with many others we found out) were molested at age 6 and 3 by a babysitter. Me being 6. My biggest regret is also not speaking up and/or "defending " myself and my brother. The guy was a hulking teenager. He could have crushed us one handed. Thank you for sharing, brother. It means a lot. I wish you all the peace, acceptance, and strength. Being a victim isn't weakness when you are young, scared, confused, and nearly helpless against someone like that.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

You are 100% correct. We were vulnerable. The problem is when our adult mind looks back on it and torments us that we should've done more. When in fact we couldn't

[@ChassyT25]

This channel needs to win an Emmy!

[@roxym1949]

Yes so beautifully done.

[@nildaluzrodriguez]

Is it acting?

[@evalord9482]

I literally cried!!! The way that he was telling his story, his face expression, his voice, the pain, the anger, the sorrow!!!! God please help this man to overcome this tragedy& trauma🙏🏻

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you Eva

[@jitblues]

Anyone here still think drag queen story hour is a good idea.? This is what happens when adults DON"T protect children. And the predators know when children are unprotected. Where's God? Wrong question. Where are the grown ups? Where are the adults? Where is society? Down at the library..? Yeah right...Where is God indeed.?

[@brintzincbrintzinc5797]

1789

[@rubi9098]

I’ve rewatched this video more times than I can count. I always find myself coming back to this video, Clark, the way you tell this story and reflect so beautifully, made me sit and think every time i hear your story. You have changed lives and I hope the best for you!! Please never stop sharing your story. Every time I watch this video I do nothing but fully sit down and listen.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Hey Rubi, I'm incredibly honored that this video has made such an impact on you

[@alexwake620]

Such a powerfully told story. Thank you for sharing Clark.

[@a.i.override8914]

There is no price tag on this interview, or Clark's testimony. I know the time is coming for me to speak up as well. Proctastination, fear, depression, etc. have kept me from stepping up to the plate. Clark, as well as Mark's entire channel, has brought me one step closer. Thank you both. Mark, your channel is priceless.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I'm honored that I'm inspiring you to break your silence. You can't begin healing until you do

[@nicolerussow]

@@clarkfredericks3309 amen!

[@coachcarroll963]

Stay strong A.I. ! I’ll be praying or you.

[@ghostrider2664]

Say it. Say it loud. As you can see, people will listen.

[@robertapascal6962]

❤❤❤

[@JG-mt3rp]

I can't really find the words to express how much respect I have for this man. Over time I bet this video is going to help hundreds of thousands, maybe millions of moms, kids and survivors. Men telling their stories of abuse is some of the most important social work happening in society today. All the best to you warrior, you're doing incredible work here.

[@franchescacordero870]

1:14 speaks of getting back with his college sweet heart😃I love a happy ending❤

[@clarkfredericks3309]

We are on vacation right now together

[@n2bfw884]

​@@clarkfredericks3309I'm happy for you both!

[@alycechaney9634]

I’ve watched many of your interviews Mark…..but this particular interview really affected me. I’m only halfway through and I’m fighting back tears…..

[@MeatPuppet1962]

I am in my 60th year in this wicked world. I was 5 years old when I was brutally raped. There are several parallels between my experience and yours. Your story has shaken me to my very core and brought tears to my eyes. I'm kinda shook right now. Thank you for sharing your story. In a way I don't understand I think it has helped me somehow. I know how you feel and you know how I feel.

[@texasgma3578]

My fondest wish is for your complete healing from trauma. May you be blessed.

[@vikriah527]

Love and light to you ❤

[@roscoe268]

You are Somebody!!!

[@ztebazile]

I did EMDR therapy after I endured abuse like Clark did. It was very helpful to unlock the deep trauma I was holding on to !

[@justingearey3988]

No one should ever go threw anything of the sort , it’s never a victims fault . Be the best person you can be , be proud and love yourself ✌️ people care ❤

[@adrianalleras2864]

Hi Clark. I too was molested as a child for three years by my mother's second husband, he did it to my older sister as well. His name is Douglas Santos; he was a photo developer at Paramount Pictures in the early 2000s. I know what it's like to deal with a respected predator. I am 23 now. You're amazing, and I admire your strength. I wish you peace and healing always. Soo happy to hear about the reunion with your college sweetheart 🥺❤❤

[@pinkpugginz]

thank you for sharing your story

[@Prometheuspredator]

😢

[@binzypoo]

❤

[@rojamillerover]

Did you ever report him?

[@earend1]

I am so sorry this happened to you and your sister too.

[@Arianna-tf5tn]

Clark my man you are an example that there are invisible forces working behind the scenes as we travel this journey on this blue rock. I am so glad that you listened and let those forces guide you to heal and become the amazing being that you are. You Rock!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I greatly appreciate that

[@MatthewZimmerman-om5yi]

This is THE most intense interview I've ever heard in my entire life.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

An equally intense life

[@millie9919]

I got ENRAGED just listening to his painful story, let alone living it. WE HEAR YOU CLARK. That devil deserved everything that he got. I hope you find peace, you are a true survivor. ♥️

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you Millie

[@Anonymous-km5pj]

i would like to know what Clark's impression is of the look in the eyes in that man just b4 his throat was slit - was it worth it bad guy ? I guess some would say yes and some would say no.... idk. Intense vid. God bless

[@Earthdogbonzo3]

@@Anonymous-km5pj He makes it clear early on: "I just flushed my life . . ." I think that speaks clearly, and loudly enough to answer your question.

[@Anonymous-km5pj]

@@Earthdogbonzo3 his trauma recall is top notch, natch, like time stops

[@Msgrimsteppa]

This interview was so brave of him to do. also, his details help to pinpoint specific behaviors abusers do and tactics they use to prey on children which can be really helpful for parents and guardians to look out for.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Yes I deed Sara. I want people to look deeper at the story, there is so much to learn about human behavior

[@vicstee482]

It was horrifying that the story he wrote at school wasnt picked up on. It truly sent shivers through me.

[@macdisciple]

Geezus. I’m from that area of NJ. Left long ago. Never heard this story. Speechless. What a price to pay. Proud for his recovery.

[@user-ex1bc9sj5i]

Clark, this made such an impact ! A family member was molested in childhood(raped) they are 65 now and so sad, sending this video to the family...

[@clarkfredericks3309]

I hope it helps them feel less alone

[@aubreyryder672]

“Staying one step ahead of my pain” and “you are only as sick as your secrets” .. wow. Incredible interview.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thank you Aubrey

[@diembepoet]

Those words really hit me too. What a powerful and inspirational story - and storyteller.

[@jennross6466]

you are only as sick as your secrets has already been said on Oprah like 25 plus years ago.

[@leesh2684]

My young cat started watching/listening to you somewhere midway through just staring at my phone on the bed as I watched/listened. Mesmerized the cat laid with paws tucked under her chest staring at you then after some time laid her head on the phone listening as if she felt your pain and offering her compassion. Amazing. 🏆

[@nancykaufman1632]

Leah,the your cat was probably listening to his mesmerizing voice it got me. The pain Clark went threw is gut wrenching. Have a good day enjoy your 🐱

[@nhlibra]

@Leesh, Ty for sharing that. Cats are amazing, l love them dearly. They are so tuned in to their owner. Your cat probably picked up on your vibes and how attentive you were to the video.

[@coryallencosta]

Best interview ever. Would love to connect with this man and talk with him about my experience with EMDR.

[@superdave6415]

Emdr worked well so far for me cbt was kinda useless for me

[@noraorzack3979]

he has a youtube channel that he posts on!

[@Metatron141]

Wow, just wow. Thank you Clark for finding the strength to give your story. I'm speechless. As a kid in the 80s I used to hear from other kids about certain high school teachers that were touchy feely. This kind of thing used to freak me out. Being alone in a room with these twisted monsters. I'm sorry you went through this. You are an amazing conversationalist, the strength you have to tell your story is tremendous. I wish you well Clark.

[@ronb8052]

Clark is not a murderer.....he's a hero. I'm glad he's back with the living.......congratulations!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Amen

[@erind2771]

Probably saved kids from abuse. That guy didn't deserve to be alive.

[@mikefuzzy8795]

This guy is a hero for all of humanity

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Thanks Mike

[@The_earth_fairy-6]

Like a fairytale with a happy ending

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@The_earth_fairy-6 Amen to that

[@user-og4xz4bv7b]

Amen

[@mileysong1117]

Yep. LEGEND.

[@la6beats]

Clarks way to speak his truth is fascinatingly close to how it is actually perceived and handled with in the male mind - just stunning!

[@federalreptilian]

The most powerful interview I've seen on this channel so far. God Bless this man. My heart broke and then got put back together watching this.

[@thejp2269]

I can only imagine how many children this man has helped. #1 interview on KZbin

[@maddoxbruce4621]

ive watched soft white underbelly for years, literally hundreds of hours of interviews, and this is the most impactful one bar none. to be able to share a story like that with so much emotion and honesty inspires me to keep going. thank you clark for sharing, and thank you mark for getting this to us.

[@clarkfredericks3309]

My pleasure Maddox, I'm honored that you were so moved

[@sdoggie]

@@clarkfredericks3309 This is hands down the most impactful interview I have seen in the past 10 years! And I am really into biographies and interviews! God bless you in your endeavors of reaching victims!

[@suchabadkitty1293]

It's too bad we can't dig up Mr. Pegg and kill him again, and again, and again... for Clark, for the dog, for all his victims. How can someone be so fking EVIL?? 😡

[@suchabadkitty1293]

@@clarkfredericks3309 Our family dog is half Coonhound, half Boxer. He's lying here on the bed w me as I listen to this.💔💔💔 I want Mr. Pegg to come back to life so I can kill him myself.😡

[@clarkfredericks3309]

@@ajconstantine3593 I try to do the right thing brother

[@Itsonlyfriday]

Ive never cried so hard from watching a video. Can barely see through my tears at the moment, I don't know how he was able to be (THAT LEVEL OF STRONG) to survive what he went through like he did!!!! I seriously wish i could reach through this screen and give him a hug right now. This was absolutely heart wrenching!!!!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

Vitual hug accepted

[@renabeck]

Oh wow! What an incredible story! I had a few different tears throughout. Starting with your pain you had to endure, then unable to speak out when opportunity occurred, then about the aftermath of self harm, and finally tears of happiness! It is a hugely inspiring story, thank you for sharing this trauma experience. I’m so sorry you had to go through such a traumatic horrible experience! What a journey. You are a force of change and will help many people to speak out sooner. Thank you so much!

[@clarkfredericks3309]

That's the goal, to help others break their silence