I was put into care as a child but had the state of mind that you had to do as you was told because it was drummed into us that we had to behave so I didn't get to let them know how much suffering I was going through back at the sh** hole I lived in I wanted to stay in care but couldn't I was made to look like I had friends but that's what I was being manipulated so much and you was threatened if you ever said anything about what was going on in that place you was in big trouble being hit and not fed much had neglect and sexual abuse have cptsd and don't want to deal with all my feelings I was always crying asking if I could get something to eat and drink and was told to shut up and go back to bed I think my aces would be off the scale I lurnt to do it different I had to I wish I could explan how that I told myself I was stronger than them I lurnt to be more grown up at a young age it's like I didn't have feelings as a child I didn't understand feelings I feel like I was so stupid as a child I was always so scared at times wes always going to the shops or going to neighbours to get money for food or to borrow something doing housework taking the dog for a walk I didn't get a good education it's like I was on my own and that's how I coped as I got older I have had five children and I didn't want them to have a sh**life like I had as a child they all have grown up and have jobs and there own kids and are happy
@DocSnipes3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It’s heartbreaking to hear about everything you endured as a child, and I can’t even begin to imagine how hard it must have been to carry all of that pain and suffering without feeling like you could speak up. You showed incredible strength in surviving those experiences, and it’s clear that you’ve worked hard to ensure your children had a better life than what you went through. That resilience, especially after such trauma, is truly remarkable. It sounds like you’ve accomplished so much despite everything, but I also hear the deep pain and unresolved feelings you’re carrying. You don’t have to deal with it all on your own-you deserve the same care and kindness you’ve given your children. Have you found any outlets or ways to process these feelings as you’ve gotten older, or is this something you’re still exploring? If you’re interested in more tips on this topic or want to explore my full video library, feel free to use my Ai: allceus.com/AskDocSnipes.
@wrightdavid57373 ай бұрын
Thank-you Doc Snipes
@mc1925032 ай бұрын
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