The emotional birth of my beautiful son and his stillborn twin brother.

The birth vlog of our twins has taken me a while for a couple of reasons. One being, with a newborn in my arms I now have way less free time! Two, Frankie was admitted into the special needs nursery at the hospital for 10 days after birth. Three, because it’s such an emotional thing for me to watch and think about. I really struggled to sit down and press play. I couldn’t do so without crying, and I still can’t watch it without crying now, however I do feel the need to share it to bring awareness to situations like this.
By going through this journey I have connected with moms from around the world that are in the same or similar situations. Sadly I know that Im not the first and I won’t be the last to deal with this inconceivable pain. I want them (you) to know that they (you) are not alone and hopefully this video can take away some fears and answer some questions.
I am always here for you to talk to, even if you are watching this in 10 years from now.
Find me here:
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When this was filmed I was 36 weeks pregnant with a baby boy. We devastatingly lost his twin brother at 20 weeks and were told that we would lose him too. However, he has turned out to be a miracle baby and we are now about to welcome him into the world. I cant wait to hold him in my arms after being so terrified everyday that I might lose him. At the same time, I am petrified of saying my final goodbye to his brother. It just doesn't feel right.
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[@angelajames7917]

For 18 weeks, you carried a stillborn baby boy inside of you while still trying to grow another. Then you had to deliver both. You are truly the strongest and most remarkable woman I know. I am so sorry for you and your husband's grief.

[@sinestau]

Yeah, you're so right!

[@apexwalker7090]

If I could give you a billion "likes", that would not even come close to what you deserve- What a roller coaster- Phenomenal woman.

[@kdkay4039]

I’ve walked in your shoes. My girls had TTTS, It was devastating. If you ever need to talk feel free to reach out. Sending much love to you and support.

[@watchwoman9729]

Praying

[@CaileighSellars]

Angela James Wow, you are just wow. Thank you for saying this Angela. I never tell myself this or think like this. You have such a big heart, thank you for sharing your love with me during this time ♥️

[@bonzaipink963]

When his kiss turned into crying. Just gutted me. Heartbreaking. Frankie is beautiful. God bless you all.

[@kerrycurtis5397]

Yes I cried!!

[@janicehall1611]

That was such a wonderful birth your husband is so sweet he probably is an excellent husband but you can just the love when you watch this video congratulation guys I just subscribed to your channel and I'm looking forward to getting to know you

[@tammyfellers5526]

Me too!

[@tiffanyneeley485]

Was the hardest part to watch.

[@kirstylouisexxx4838]

I cried! That part was so heartbreaking. So much love to this couple x

[@brittanys9706]

I was pregnant with twins and went into labor at 22 weeks. They told me they couldn't stop my labor and I had to wait it out. My water broke the next day and I lost my little boy and girl that day. I was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. Walking out with your arms empty and hearing the new born babies cries was heart breaking. Over 2 years later, lots of healing and I am now pregnant, 23 weeks with a little girl.

[@julieinsley7654]

I'm so very sorry for the loss of your babies 😞....

[@maevemccormack6743]

The exact same happened to me 2 years ago and it was the most hardest thing I ever had to go tru. It takes a lot of healing. I miss my twins every day...I now have a 5 month old baby girl and am blessed.

[@julieinsley7654]

@@maevemccormack6743 so sorry for your loss hun...

[@eileenpritchard9154]

@@julieinsley7654 DITTO. 😪😢😥🤲

[@maevemccormack6743]

Thank you lady's. It still is so hard every day and they will always be with me in my heart. I just need to keep strong now for other children. 💕💕💕

[@Whitemoon548]

I was a twin also. My twin sister died few days before I was born. Her name should have been Carolina, and I named my first daughter Carolina: I told my sister to live the life she did not lived through my daughter. I want to tell you this, that maybe can help you: in my life I never ever feel alone, loneliness is just something I don’t know, and I think this is because I spent eight months with my twin in my mother’s womb. Somehow she is still nearby, with me .... So far I wish I could have known her, I think my life would have been very different. You are a great and perfect mother, I am sure you will never forget Billy, and do tell this story to Frankie because he needs to know. Take care, un abbraccio from Italy ❤️

[@darleneachille491]

Beautiful Sentiments!!! Im very sorry for your loss!!!!

[@didi7680]

What a nice gesture to name yours after your twin. Touching.

[@Whitemoon548]

@@darleneachille491 Thank you so much, grazie 🙏

[@alistairbriggs7137]

This comment makes me want to cry! That’s so beautiful

[@kathleenwhite6762]

I always knew I was a twin.No one really believed me.Then one day mom ,younger sister,and I were talking in kitchen.However we got on the topic of childbirth, who knows.Mom said she delivered a small second placenta [hours later] after giving birth to me.I burst out crying! I knew it was a boy, and to this day reach behind my right side to my back to grab his hand,,,,,,that is not there anymore. One night after praying about the pain felt by this,I named my twin Michael.

[@brewright4942]

I was born with my twin sister that was still born just like this. The hurt never truly goes away. Im currently 18, and have her foot prints tatooed on my shoulder because she is my guardian angel. You baby boy will always be there watching over you and his brother!

[@frankaholder286]

Bre wright same here.. I always felt alone when I was younger until my mom told me I had I stillborn twin sister. You found the right words for it.. a pain which is always there.

[@msch7620]

I had a twin that my mother miscarried. I have always felt someone was missing. It’s beautiful what you say.

[@surajanand2370]

Wow u too have an story love that u n ur angle whose with u throughout ur life

[@Ingrafre]

How can this happen? That one twin is alive -- and the other dead?

[@proxility4576]

Margit N could be possible that the baby died from twin to twin transfusion where the baby who survives gets more blood than the other in the womb.

[@jessicabosch518]

When his kiss turned to crying, that's when I lost it. I am so so so so so sorry

[@CaileighSellars]

Thank you Jessica ♥️♥️

[@jasonphilipjudge4865]

Can't help crying when his face turned red due to crying :(

[@lynnredinbo7125]

jessica pattinson was

[@abbyvega6368]

I could not stop crying on this part. My heart goes out to them both.

[@Lulabella46]

I was the same... I’m so sorry for your loss. X

[@PsychoMamaDrama]

I delivered a stillborn son at just under 36 weeks. It amazed me how perfect he was. He was beautiful. I can’t even begin to imagine the emotions you and your hubby went through during this delivery 💔

[@charliechives]

I'm so sorry that you have also had to feel this pain and loss, Chelsea. It's something that I wouldn't wish on anyone.

[@davidvogel6359]

What did you name him?

[@andreassethos5537]

How hard it must have been to celebrate and grieve at the same time. May God bless you always.

[@jmacjr101]

I hate pressing "like" i don't LIKE that you lost one of your children, what i LIKE is your bravery through it all. You are beautiful and so are your boys!

[@CaileighSellars]

65roses93 Thank you so much for your beautiful words and for explaining your like. I completely understand. I did the same thing on someone else’s video about Stillbirth. I wanted to support her and let her know that she is doing great but I don’t like the situation at all. So reading this makes so much sense to me. Thank you so much for all your love and kindness. It means the world to me ♥️

[@missebbs6024]

Soo sorry for your loss

[@kcopen1974]

Same.

[@PabloandHumans]

I wish I could LOVE your moment! You are so sweet ❤

[@Rietu]

It's a "like" because there aren't the words to describe it, and because there isn't a single click option that could possibly come close. I think, in these situations, the like is for the story the person was brave or kind enough to share with us; stories we would otherwise never know. It's a heart-breaking situation, and "like" is all we have on a platform like this that lets us show that we are there, we have watched and we, on some tiny level, feel their story and appreciate how much courage it must have taken to edit and give to the world.

[@dianeelaine]

I can’t imagine in a couple of minutes going from pure joy to incredible sadness. I’m so sorry for the loss of your son❤️

[@CaileighSellars]

Diane E Thank you Diane. I still find myself going through these motions everyday. I look at Frankie with love and joy and then I look at him and dream and long for his brother to be beside him. My heart is so full and so broken at the same time.

[@christyb7455]

@Star Star you have to be the worst person ever!! We all know you are just a kid because no adult can actually be this immature and dumb🙄

[@christyb7455]

@JULIE COLLINS-KAPLAN Star has been leaving disgusting comments throughout this video.

[@socalstew_619]

@@blondebailey9575 Agreed! I was so mad that i reported "Star" for harassment. Shame on them for saying such a cruel thing.

[@blondebailey9575]

@@socalstew_619 Thank you! It makes you wonder why some people seem to be born without a heart.

[@mirandascoool]

That very intimate moment with your husband at the end was so real and special and it truely effected me, thank you for showing it. You didn't have to, but you did. It shows how you can truely be as happy, and as sad as sad can be, right at the exact same time. Mesmerizing. I hope and pray you're all healing mentally, physically and emotionally.

[@gonewiththenguyens9573]

You are seriously the strongest women ever. Not only did you give life, but at the same time you had to navigate the feelings of mourning the life you just lost. So incredibly sad and beautiful. Your strength is mind-blowing

[@melissaannscannell7017]

As a midwife I really want to say that what you have shared here is powerful, you are helping families understand that it is possible to keep going through this unimaginable heartbreak. Stillbirth is such a taboo subject and by sharing your story hopefully it will help others to share and work through their own grief. As a mother, my heart breaks for you and having to find out that news on your own, if i could go back in time to pick you up and hold you in my arms i would. You will get through this. You are a strong mother of 3. R.i.p Billy xxx

[@CaileighSellars]

Thank you so much for such a beautiful and uplifting message Mel. There was so much unknown going into this and my mind was racing with anxious thoughts leading up to it so reading this reminds me why I have done it. I hope that families can watch this and it can answer some questions or offer them comfort in someway. It is absolutely incredible the community that is coming together by starting this channel. It’s so good to see something positive come from our loss.

[@CaileighSellars]

I bet you your hug would have been so incredibly comforting. Just reading you say that makes me feel warm ♥️

[@llddau]

I never seen stillbirth as being a taboo subject at all. The public has great sympathy and empathy for a mother’s pain and grief in a terrible, heartbreaking situation like this, I’ve never heard anyone blame a mother for something like this unless maybe it happened through drug taking or similar. I’m interested hear what you’ve experienced to make you say that it is taboo.

[@melissaannscannell7017]

@@llddau its not about blaming anyone. Think about when you walk down the street and see someone who you knew was pregnant but has no baby with her. You ask where the baby is? And she says that the baby died. Suddenly you have put yourself in a difficult position. Some people can continue the conversation with sympathy and without awkwardness but there are many many people who suddenly dont know what to say. And that conversation will be uncomfortable and generally they might try to find a different conversation topic because they dont know what to say. Now imagine your contact list who all know what has happened. Some will call but others will avoid for the same reason. Stillbirth becomes a taboo because people dont know what to say or even where to begin. What this video does is start the conversation, helping people to ask questions and talk about it. Breaking the taboo. But it works both ways. Women find out who their friends are at times of great distress. The ones who will answer the phone and the ones who will send a card. To keep their circle of friends mums and dads stop talking about it to stop everyone else from being uncomfortable with the subject. So the parents cant talk and the friends wont ask leaving this great pain inside

[@trenae77]

My cousin’s first son was stillborn, and she went on to have three beautiful healthy children. But Hunter will always be her first and is remembered by us all as our forever angel.

[@janettepolt2815]

I'm so sorry for your loss. This should never happen to anyone. When a child dies, every mother everywhere feels it.

[@CaileighSellars]

Janet Tepolt ♥️♥️♥️ Such beautiful words and so true Janet. We all feel a mothers pain who has lost.

[@mscarlson1498]

I have no children but I do feel that pain as well 💔

[@MoonSpinners]

Ms Carlson ....I was going to say the same thing. I have no children, but my goodness, I shared every emotion.

[@sidneysmith1621]

this is so true..

[@debisjoy8017]

Janet Tepolt amen. I have delivered a still born back in 1977. It never leaves your senses.

[@justines1919]

How does a mother’s heart endure? There is nothing stronger.

[@emileed1326]

The nurse helping her push was so amazing. And Frankie is the cutest sweetest baby I have ever seen

[@donnafoster5404]

One of the most famous singers in the world was born along side his stillborn twin. Mr. Elvis Presley.

[@CaileighSellars]

Wow. I had no idea. Thank you for sharing this nugget of knowledge with me!!

[@elvispresley44]

His twin brother is Jess Garon Presley it's the same for Elvis Aaron Presley they both have two names

[@greyhoundcth3162]

i remember reading about it when i was younger. his name was Jesse Garon.

[@kathywilliams1544]

Identical twin I heard.....can you imagine?

[@S_u_n_Flower_]

@@elvispresley44 Jesus loves you

[@marissaorlando6531]

Omg. The way he’s looking at you is just melting my heart!! He’s like in awe your his mama you can see just the pure unconditional love coming from him

[@CaileighSellars]

Marissa Orlando Awww thank you for saying this Marissa. It was the most incredible feeling seeing how quickly he became content in my arms. He’s a mommy’s little boy and I couldn’t be happier about that ☺️♥️

[@alena8111]

Omg...😭 You can literally feel their pain when they kissed while holding twins 13:38. I am so proud of you and glad the baby boy and you are okay 💟

[@robinspears8189]

I had a set of twins when i was 19 years old. The doctor's took them 6 weeks early, 1 of my twins were born a still born they weighed 6.6 and 6.9 long was 19 inches and 19 1/2 inches. This was 36 years ago there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about her. Her name is Jennifier Windi my other daughter that lived named her second daughter after her twin sister and she spells it the same way I did. It still hurts to this day losing her. I am crying now as I text this out. I know my family has a special ANGEL in heaven watching over us. God bless and best wishes.

[@ophinahkatai557]

her twin is her other twin existance may she live long

[@isthatyoursandwich]

This was bitter sweet. . having to say hello to Frankie and Goodbye to Billy. Big hugs

[@CaileighSellars]

Jimi MaGee thank you ♥️ It really is so bitter sweet.

[@lesliecarson684]

Dearest Caileigh, My daughter was a twin. I lost her sister in my 18th week. I had never heard of TTTS until then. As a young mother blessed with twins, you just never expect that something can happen that can cause the loss of one and many challenges to another. My daughter was born at 37 weeks. However, she had many challenges ahead of her. Early integration, learning support, speech therapy. We moved to a school district with the some of the best services available at the time. I have a beautiful 27 year old that has a job, drives is socially active and is surrounded by a loving family that was there every step of the way. Keeping an open line of communication with doctors, family and friends is so important. A good support network will make you feel so much better. I know exactly how you feel right now. Know that you are in my prayers and that God must have made me come across your channel for a reason. ❤️ Leslie

[@Mvskoke_NDN]

My sister miscarried a twin (boy) a bit into her pregnancy and right at her 7th month the placenta separated w/ baby #2 a girl. My sister had to wait in the ER and be transferred 3 hours away to deliver her daughter knowing she was coming home with no baby. Your takes me back. I’m so happy, you’re blessed with a beautiful family. God bless little Billy. I’m sure you will catch glimpses of him in Frankie. I just want to send you and your husband a big hug. You’re strong and precious.i look forward to watching future videos to celebrate all the love your family shares.🤗💙💙🕊

[@rebeccawalker1748]

My deepest sympathies to your sister!🙏💪..

[@karensparks3311]

Iui m

[@fatimadavidova3060]

@@rebeccawalker1748 перевод

[@Liljenn-bj9dp]

Just came here from your “tragic news” video and I am SOOO happy that the second twin stayed in full term🥰🥰 I was crying 5 minutes ago and now I have butterflies🦋💙

[@lucillegoudreau441]

My darlings, I’m 77 yrs old, I am a granny of 21 yrs old twins , boy & girl I am so sorry for your loss, please accept my most sincere condolences I am crying so hard watching this miracle that just happened, the birth of your baby Take it one day at a time

[@CaileighSellars]

Thank you so much for all of your beautiful messages. I am so touched by all of you from all over the world 🥰 I will reply properly to every one of you as soon as I have my hands free ☺️

[@sarahjefferies5618]

So in about 18 years ;)

[@lizsantiago4108]

@@sarahjefferies5618 can u not...? This isnt funny

[@sarahjefferies5618]

@@lizsantiago4108 She has her hands full with a beautiful newborn, and as a mommy (who has had 5 losses myself), I know what it's like to have a newborn, and to deal with loss. So yes, yes I can.

[@lisasallery7860]

Liz Santiago please don’t, this lady is trying to be positive not rude!

[@lisasallery7860]

Sarah Jefferies I know you meant that from a good place. Take no notice. I know what you meant and what you were trying to do. I have had 10 losses one at 21 weeks and I certainly didn’t take it in a bad way. What u said was sweet.

[@colleenpriolo8051]

This is extremely emotional for me, I too carried twins and lost my sons twin at 4 1/2 months pregnant. I never got to hold or see my sons twin sister, I wish I had that closer. We found out she had a heart defect that runs in my family, my eldest brother passed at 4 days old from the same condition. Your son will always have a connection to his guardian angel twin, my son feels the connection still and he is now a very healthy 28 year old man. Love to you and your family!!!!

[@heidiquayle5054]

You two handled this very emotional and happy-sad moment beautifully. Your crying kiss to each other, while your son Frankie was on your chest, said everything with no words. I was a twin whose sister died when my mom was about six months along. She too carried and delivered her at the same time I was born. I often have wondered if I will meet her someday but I don't have an empty feeling. My mom never did beyond the first few months, either. She had made peace with it by the time of my delivery but it was a tough time right after we were delivered. People didn't really know what to say and she didn't know anyone with the same experience. I'm so thankful you are helping others in your situation and letting them know they aren't alone. I wish you guys all the best.

[@cassischreiner2247]

Mama. I've walked this road. My daughter just turned 6 on the 2nd of January. Her brother passed away at 22 weeks gestation. I anxiously awaited every single week that i could have a tiny bit more hope that she would survive birth and life on the outside. I made it to 39 weeks 2 days and then was induced. I went through so many emotions and i still feel them when i think about it. I was meant to see this video though, so i can be an encouragement to you. The pain does not go away, but it changes with time. It won't be sharp and nauseating forever. You have my love and prayers.

[@ninalina3142]

Im so, so sorry. No parent should ever have to go through the pain and heartache of losing a child.

[@angeladay2263]

May Billy live every day beside your family in spirit:. So very sorry for all of you.

[@CaileighSellars]

Angela Day Thank Angela. Billy is definitely apart of our lives still and always will be. I want to make beautiful things for him and place him in different areas of our life in beautiful ways. I have some Daisy’s to plant for him, so we can watch them grow and smile thinking about him ♥️♥️♥️

[@CaileighSellars]

Mina Lina Thank you Mina. I agree with you 100%. I wish so badly that this wasn’t a thing. That no one ever had to experience it. It breaks my heart thinking of how many more will. I hate it so much.

[@elliepratt1245]

You poor things. Heal soon and constantly remember Billy

[@gigiwin2932]

My heart is broken with you. It was very powerful to give birth to your twins through natural birth. I can see feelings of joy, deep sadness, love and respect for you and your strength run through your husband. I wish you a lot of strength and the comforting certainty that you will one day be united. God bless your family

[@uniformitydubliner9691]

My heart is happy about this. It means one less person will suffer in life. Wonderful 🤩🤩🤩🤩

[@annromaker3824]

This is so touching to me, as I celebrate my eldest sons' 21st birthday next week, we always remember his twin brother that didn't make it. It was the hardest time in my life as a young new mother. My son had died 4 months into my pregnancy and I gave birth to them both at almost 8 months. Very bittersweet, life and death, together.

[@andi250890]

My heart breaks for you. Having had twins myself I can't imagine the heartbreak and pain of losing one. You are so strong, bless you and your beautiful family x

[@wellitsjasmine]

“I’m just not ready yet” I’ve never felt something so much in my life 💔

[@CaileighSellars]

Jasmine Wells Aw you are bringing tears to my eyes! Thank you for caring so much with me ♥️

[@christyb7455]

@Star every comment you make is being reported

[@christyb7455]

@Star Why do you leave such vile comments?

[@jode3789]

You both are incredible people. I cant even begin to imagine your heartache but miracle at the same time. May your life be of the fullest joy and may Frankie live an extremely wonderful and full on life for him and his beautiful angel twin brother Billy by his side always along side him. I was never supposed to have children and was blessed 14 years ago with twins. It is a special and amazing thing. Although you cant see Billy, Know that he is right beside Frankie at every bath time, every pooy nappy change, every nap time and every I love you. I wish you both and your children nothing but sunlight, wishes come true, happiness and love for the future. xxx

[@kiyaelizabeth7588]

13:48 is the moment where I broke down.... the moment kisses turn to tears. You and your family are so brave, I am certain that your son is watching over you from the heavens.

[@amandayarbrough4599]

I don't know how anyone can give this a thumbs down. You are so brave and thank you for sharing you and your family's story. Take all the time you need to grieve, process and heal. What a beautiful family

[@charliechives]

Right? I find it so baffling when people actually go to the point of disliking a video. Even if it isn't your cup of tea, why would you go to the effort of being deliberately negative? I will never understand that logic.

[@guardiansanimalrescuestate7289]

How about they gave a thumbs down that the one baby died. Don't assume u always know what people r thinking.

[@Kelly-us9wb]

Probably the title.

[@CaileighSellars]

Amanda Yarbrough I don’t quite understand that either Amanda?! Thank you for such beautiful words ♥️♥️♥️

[@marycook1644]

I don’t even look at the thumbs down, EVER !! There are are way too many LOVELY people on here, who are pure blessings from the Lord . And I adore y’all ! I lost an adult son to a genetic disease and I am so broken. So I can’t imagine what you moms have gone through losing sweet little tiny ones . I am crying so hard right now. Frankie is so sweet and peaceful . Blessings from California 💐🦋

[@obeyandrea7543]

I’m so sorry this breaks my heart he will always be with you.

[@CaileighSellars]

obey andrea Thank you Obey. He will always be in my heart and on my mind every day ♥️

[@sbradley1308]

Stories like yours are so painful to watch, I've been crying this whole time but I'm so glad you decided to share this painful reality. I can't imagine the anguish you and your family must feel, I'm so sorry. Billy's life was short but he touched more people than most.

[@belindamoody1974]

32 years ago I delivered a full term son, and about 5 minutes later his still-born identical twin brother. He was swept away and later buried by his father and paternal great-grand mother. We did not know I was carrying twins. The decisions were all made quickly without consenting me, as everyone thought I was too fragile. I wasn't. Please know that my heart goes out to you, and also that as hard as it is. you will be okay.....and how lucky you are to have been able to see and hold your newborn angel. God bless you all.

[@rikemi]

dear Sellars family, with tears in my eyes I watched your vlog breathlessly and my heart broke .... a beautiful boy was born, Frankie, already looking at you with big eyes and no matter how small he is, he also knew what was coming .... ..... I have so much respect for you, what a mixed feeling you have had with this birth. Happy with Frankie and deeply sad about Billie ... I wish you a lot of strength, being able to be happy with Frankie and the loss of Billie. deep respect for you, really! big kiss from Monique (from the Netherlands)

[@julialopez6186]

Same thing happened to my mother so when it comes around to my birthday it’s a little difficult for my parents. The only thing I have to say is that he will always be in your hearts and that is enough.

[@CaileighSellars]

Thank you so much for sharing this with me, Julia. My heart feels for you and your parents. You are so incredibly right though, he will always be in our hearts. The most important place if he can’t be in our arms. Sending you so much love ❤️

[@rosemarykriegel3226]

When it happened twice to my mother and my surviving sister and I were only 19 month apart, but passed as twins until were were teenagers it gave my mom great joy. My sister and I have always wondered what our twins would have been like.

[@denise5167]

Using

[@mdb2168]

This just broke my heart. I am so sorry about your loss. It is clear how much the two of you love the twins. Thank you for sharing your story. It was heartfelt & so very loving. Rest well little angel.

[@nicolleknight6829]

Thankyou for making this video! As a midwife I’ve been with a few families as they have birthed their beautiful babies. You are Billy’s mum and you carried him beautifully, he only knew warmth and love while he was in your uterus and you felt him move and kick around. So much love to you! Xx

[@nurseemmanuelle]

When papa lost it, so did I. I'm so sorry mama. Frankie is a perfect little boy.

[@ferretisland2945]

Frankie was so calm and peaceful listening to your heartbeat, keeping your heart safe and warm against his cheek as it broke for his brother Billy🥺💔 There has never been a more bitter-sweet moment...My deepest condolences....Many blessings to you all and may Billy soar with the angels💕

[@marycook1644]

Ferret Island I felt his peacefulness also ! Precious beyond words . Billie will be waiting at those pearly gates years from now when his twin meets him and the Lord ! 🦋 🏰 👑

[@cynthiadeere7599]

My Mom lost my twin brother and carried me to term. Your story makes me think of what my Mom went through. Thank you for having the courage to share your experience. It provided another step of healing for me from the grief of losing my twin.

[@eden-fl8zx]

this just appeared in my suggested videos to watch and it was my first time discovering you and your channel. i know i’m a bit late to everything but i just wanted to say that your strength and resilience is so inspiring. you are a real life wonder woman- a true superhero, and i hope you know that. sending so much love to you and your beautiful family ❤️

[@lesleyhubble2976]

Amazing moment when you hold your baby for the first time and they look at you and cling on, it’s heaven on earth something I’m blessed to have experienced when I had my daughter 17 years ago. Sorry for your loss and congratulations on your baby

[@amyoptimist6220]

Same thing for me. My son’s twin died at 20 weeks. Giving birth was the most blissful and sorrowful day. My son is almost 3 and it doesn’t get easier; I’ll always wonder what little baby B would gave been like, what my son would be like with his brother, and whether or not I would’ve gin in to more kids (twin girls were just born in 2019). Love to you and your family. ❤️

[@AutumnProcell]

i guess it was in the cards for you to be blessed with a set of twins though! i’m sorry for your loss, and congratulations on the girls :)

[@usmanasghar1127]

How about your second son i hope he would be healthy and perfect.

[@samanthagroat9889]

I cried so much watching this... your children are so lucky to have the strongest mother in the whole world. You deserve every happiness that you could possibly achieve.

[@mareemcvilly455]

My heart went out to you watching this. I experienced the exact same thing nearly 33 years ago, but things were very different then. My boys were identical and born 1 minute apart. He will forever be a part of your family like ours son is. We just don't have the joy of having him here with us. Our had a son and they name him after his uncle which is so special. Blessings to your family x

[@ataylor3581]

I had the same thing happened to me 26 years ago the girl survived and my boy was still born. God Bless you and give you all the strength .

[@teresareade8221]

I lost one at 20 weeks. My heart is broken for you. I can still remember all that. Your heart will heal. Prayers and comfort to you and your family

[@CaileighSellars]

Teresa Reade I am so terribly sorry to hear this Teresa. I hate knowing that you have been here. I don’t know how my heart will heel right now but your words are very comforting reading that it will. Thank you.

[@teresareade8221]

Star wtf is wrong with you!! You are evil and a disgusting human!!!

[@pamelaedwards4486]

You are a VERY STRONG FAMILY. I cried when you both were sharing a kiss and crying. You gave Billy all the love in the world and he helped his brother along. I lost my oldest son in 2018. I know our grieves are not the same, but the pain is. You have all my prayers to be a healthy happy family with your angel.

[@ocalasue]

Your love and strength is heartbreakingly beautiful, I’m still in tears. I wish a lifetime of happiness for you all ❤️

[@TheCerealluvr]

I started crying when you both did. My god. You're so brave. I'm so sorry for your and your husband's loss.

[@lindaschlegelmilch4818]

my heart aches for you.... Billy lives on in Frankie. God bless.

[@CaileighSellars]

Frankie has these cool birthmarks from the way that the blood flowed and didn’t flow while in the womb and because they shared the blood sauce, to me, they are Billy’s marks ☺️♥️

[@kamishamccray2139]

@@notascamer9156 dont even reply. They're just a troll that feeds off responses. Not worth the time or energy.

[@kamishamccray2139]

@@notascamer9156 as a mom who's experienced something similar, trust me it pissed me off too but not even worth it cause that's what they want.

[@oddlysatifyingpostsodd8754]

@Star your silly jokes will only make you cry later

[@chyner1]

Heartbreaking, I'm crying tears of great joy and great sadness all rolled into one for you. Congratulations on beautiful Frankie's arrival. RIP beautiful angel Billy 💙💙

[@keileamessick7835]

My mom was pregnant with 4, but the other 2 didn’t continue to grow. So now it’s me and my twin brother.

[@clicksandcrochets2929]

I’m so sorry for your loss, take the time you need to grieve. I can’t even imagine the emotional battle going through your head to be so happy to have a sweet new baby but so incredibly heart broken to not have both babies with you Here on earth ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Prayers and hugs to you and your family

[@ecoeco6689]

my heart... the way Frankie looked at you when he was on your chest was so incredibly precious 😭

[@alisongibson3844]

All babies are born with a sixth sense, this so often fades as a child grows and becomes more independent. When my Great aunt's twin brother was born, he was stillborn. She never lost her sixth sense, and always said it was the lasting gift that her twin brother had given her. Little Billy will watch over you and protect you. Bless you all.

[@francinecranton5939]

He is gorgeous!🥰 I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how sweet and also how bitter this must have all been. Your angel is watching over his brother and his mama. The greatest gift in life is love, and your angel was loved. That’s the best thing you gave him.

[@kbfamily1808]

Just cried my eyes out. I am so sorry for your lost. I can't even imagine having to go through this. He will always be with you & his beautiful brother. May God bless you & your family.

[@legoma84]

I cried watching this video 😭 cant imagine how the parents felt. God has plans for Frankie and for Billy... another lil angel in heaven 😍😭😭😭😍😭😭😭

[@espiojan]

My heart goes out to you and your husband. I cried watching this. May Frankie grow healthy and strong, and that he will bring so much joy to you both. ❤️

[@GoVerdigo]

I don’t know you or watch your videos but this came on my feed and I’m now balling my eyes out at the kiss you and your husband had toward the end where you guys started crying and I’m 32 and my husband and I never planned to have kids nor felt the need but that kiss got to me so much. The pain. The excitement. The relief. All just so much. I’m so happy you have Frankie. I’m sorry for your loss, but I just wanted to share some love for you and your family for what you went thru and what you may be going thru still. You have a beautiful connection. Your families love will be in my thoughts. Take care.

[@marilynperez8786]

Please know that this old grandma's heart is reaching out to you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss, and so bittersweet for the little boy you still have. I am sending love, healing and peace your way. *HUGS*

[@desireecowling167]

It's hard to share the heart break. But someone needed you to. They needed to know that they weren't alone. You brought peace to some hopefull family that might be struggling. 💕 Thank you

[@LauraLancealot]

The strength shown only a woman could be so stoic and strong in this moment. There is nothing stronger than a woman. God all that we do. Mothering, joy, loss and sorrow all in moments of each other. Examples like this show me why "they" are scared of letting us take charge Because we would bestow peace in reason, strength shown in confusion, understanding in the unknown oooo what the world could be.

[@dianemilligan3839]

Hi Caileigh! I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My mother went thru the same thing with my identical twin sister, Dorene. From the time I was four years old, I sensed that there was someone missing in our family, so my mom told me about her. After more than 50 years, I still feel her presence.

[@devil200723]

This breaks my heart. No mother could imagine doing what you had to do. I pray for you and your family and sending you so many hugs and good vibes ❤❤

[@beckywalters2]

i lost a baby. i never got to give birth so i i dont know it was a boy or girl. i cannot imagine how it is to suffer such a loss. Heaven has a new angel

[@mawarzullkefly4193]

Aww, I'm so sorry for you.. Please be strong. :))

[@savannahherrera8280]

Yup heaven has a new angel. Could have left it at that.

[@lilibetblack1950]

As a mother I felt your pain. After 10 miscarriages I felt lost. You will always have 2 beautiful little boys forever in your heart. Sending you and your family all my love ❤️❤️❤️

[@budrflyzable]

I’m soo overjoyed to see that little Frankie was born so healthy! 💜💜

[@damselcausingdistress81]

Looks like you've got an amazing husband,mum and daughter. Frankie will be the light thru the darkness of grieving Billy. You are so strong. Thanks for sharing your life with us.💚🙏💜

[@Midwitch88]

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story with us. I’m watching as a student midwife, wanting to learn how I can better support mothers and their families in times such as this, where there must be a feeling of elation and overwhelming joy, but also that of indescribable grief and sadness. It’s completely ok to be both strong, courageous and brave yet also feel completely broken. I won’t forget you and your amazing family xx

[@verrayacrandell1195]

This whole time I thought the kissed referenced was a kiss to the child. But when I tell you my eyes filled with tears... I'm so sorry for your lost and I hope you are able to live a full, happy life an honor of Billy... 💔❤

[@sickmade801]

I cried so hard when your baby came out! I haven't cried like that since my own came out. So beautiful! You did amazing momma.

[@sjuts1]

May God comfort you and keep you. You’ve walked such a heartbreaking journey. Thank you for your authenticity and sharing. You are precious, and so is your beautiful family.

[@klav306]

The emotions in this video are intense. The emotional moment you and your husband share after your sons birth is incredible. Thank you for sharing! Billy will always be watching over you and your family!

[@emrmitchell]

What a freakin' superhero! Receive the worst news ever, continue raising your daughter and doing everything you could to keep your healthy boy growing, birth Frankie and then after only a couple minutes with just him you birthed his brother. I can't even imagine the heartache you and your husband have experienced. I hope the little bit of time you got to spend with your angel is able to ease even a fraction of the pain. Frankie and Willow will always have a little angel with them now. Take care of yourself as much as you do your family, your health and wellbeing are just as important! Nothing your audience says will be able to take the pain away, but I'm sure I can speak for the majority of people when I say I'm so sorry for the loss you and your husband have experienced ❤️

[@katienason6150]

My thoughts and prayers are with you and you family during this tough time. I can’t imagine what pain you went through and are still going through mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Much love for all of you

[@madame33licious]

Thank you for sharing something so vulnerable with strangers.... that last clip was so tragic ,yet beautiful at the same time. How insane is it that joy love and sadness can be shared in the same moment at the same time. Life is beautiful that way. You’re a very strong and smart woman... remember that when you don’t feel like it..❤️

[@leannemimnagh4959]

Actually crying my eyes out watching this. So sorry for your loss, heartbroken for you. Congratulations on your boy he's perfect 💖

[@iekjecp6425]

I just saw your video. It made me cry. The ultimate mixed emotions of being so happy to have a living child and at the same time being so devasted to have a stillborn. I am so deeply sorry for your loss and grief on the other hand I wish you all the happiness in the world. I know your son is no longer with you but he will always be an angel in your lives. God Bless.

[@mirtalacooley8859]

I can not say how truly sorry I am for the heartbreak. How incredibly strong you are to go on carrying knowing that Billy is not with us anyone but doing so gives Frankie life. It's a horrible thing to go through and I thank you for sharing not only the pain but the love that goes into dealing with this.

[@reemee3701]

OMG I cried along with you both, this is so bitter sweet, Billy will always be with you both and Frankie in spirit xxx

[@brighgeal8117]

I feel like she handled this very very well

[@CaileighSellars]

Brigh Geal you are so kind ♥️ I have felt like a complete mess since I found out the terrible news about 5 months ago. But somehow at the birth I was the calmest?! I can’t explain it but Frankie really did give me so much strength.

[@MissTheSuperCola]

@@CaileighSellars m

[@shayshay4087]

I’ve just given birth ...this is heartbreaking & beautiful at the same time...thank God for all of our babies ...here & in heaven x

[@sarahs1849]

My twin boys turned 16 months old today. Every day is a blessing. I can't imagine your pain to gain one son but lose another on the same day. Sending you my love. Frankie is such a sweetie.

[@lisashipp1037]

I’m truly sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the pain and heartache you went through and continue to go through. Prayers for Gods healing and peace.

[@jinxedgaming4398]

When he kissed you and he just broke down I broke down to I felt the pain 😭 I'm so sorry for your loss

[@billiemurphy2110]

My friend she lose four babies to ok

[@patriciaclayton4972]

Dearest Caileigh, my heart just goes out to you going through having to birth a stillborn son what a strong mama you are! I am a mother of twins and to think of what you have gone through and continue to grieve I pray the Lord give you and your husband his peace and comfort at this time🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

[@maliemunasinghe4725]

I cannot imagine your pain but I know damn well how strong you are for documenting this all. You will inspire/ have inspired so many women around the world who went through similar heartbreaks. Thank you for being such a strong person, I aspire to be a mother like you one day 💗

[@nbr9287]

So raw. I’m so sorry 💔

[@CaileighSellars]

Thank you. It is so so sad and confusing.

[@nbr9287]

I’m sure it is beautiful. Take time to enjoy your little babe but also honour and mourn his brother. As long as you need 💕

[@jupiterevergreen8776]

My son passed in utero at almost 14 weeks, I never got to meet him. His twin, ella is 7 now, and knowing we had VTS is a small comfort to know he lives on through ella and I.

[@heatherlove8845]

I experienced VTS as well I don't know many that have. Even some nurses and doctors are unfamiliar. I lost my son around 12 weeks. Not alot of people understand it so I had some insensitive comments made by my female doctor and my own big sister. Making light of the situation like loosing my son's twin would some how be relieving to not have to go from two to four kids. It was a slap to the face. Like it was just a joke to her and I will never forget that day I told her that I was miscarrying and she said that to me. I've never confronted her. My son is now two and I wish I could say something but Im not strong enough to get through that one yet. Im sorry for your loss, bless you and your family.

[@apewood1]

Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful story. I hope you know how many women, and families your family have touched and helped by sharing your story. You have helped me with my healing prosess after losing a baby years ago. I have not talked about it openly, but this has opened me up to do so and face it and heal. Words cannot express how sorry I am for the loss of sweet son. Sending you love and prayers.

[@carrie-annmayor2900]

Thank you for sharing this. I have had two healthy children and thank God everyday. You and your husband are amazing and strong. I know that your story will help other women in the same situation. Your children are beautiful. Cherish them always. Love from the UK x